#andthenapunksetoffafirework

[dennarenee]

I feel like myself again today. The last 2 or 3 weeks I’ve been floating somewhere dark and heavy. I realize that may not sound like a long time, but for me it’s unusual and scary. I’ve always been someone whose roots are pretty solid, generally even-keeled. Sure, I tend to have a pretty bad temper, but it’s typically a hot flare-up and then I quickly find my center and move on. But recently I’ve felt weighed down by some murky vibes, the possible “why’s” of which I won’t bore anyone with (and frankly I’m not even sure I have a grasp on those possible why’s). Today, though, I feel the fog lifting… sitting on my cute little balcony listening to the quiet hum of my neighborhood… and I feel grateful and calm.