#andrew scott im holding you personally responsible for this

[emerillons]

maybe ive never lived. maybe im paralysed, writing out grief and estrangement in a still apartment alone in the loud silence of the city. i always dreamed of running away to the big smoke but i didn’t realise that i’d be taking myself with me. maybe i’m stuck in my childhood home and i haven’t done enough fucking and i’ve never been in love so i don’t know what i feels like but i’d like to