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bone-fanfiction · 12 days ago

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i have this weird thing called i don’t think i can have a genuine close relationship with someone unless they understand my love for my partner so i just start bringing up my dead boyfriend without realize maybe that’s Weird. bc to me im just like “oh! i enjoy you :] you’re safe to talk to him about” and then after i realize from their perspective i probably just Randomly started talking about it for no reason which is. freak (derogatory) behavior probably

#bone rattles #which like!! yeah i did. but like #thays how i do all conversation. i just Bring Shit Up #and i like talking abt him. because i love him #and i !!! don’t see how i could be genuine with someone who i can’t bring him up around #(more so in the sense of feel comfortable not their boundaries)#(albeit that’d probably effect it too)#^ also i fear it’s especially weird bc what if im developing a trust way to fast & so WORSE. they’re just like #wtf this guy i don’t know won’t stop taking about his dead boyfriend wtf is his issue #uhm. anyways if we’re friends and i mentioned my dead boyfriend recently #and you’re reading this. hi. this totoalyl means. nothing at all #i make this post by typing the first word and hitting the word suggestions at random #my canine🐾

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