#and you keep yellin at urself but on the outside youre just like. sitting or in bed or just doin Nothing besides existin | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

reinabeestudio · 10 months ago

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Been feelin this strong urge to write for Royal Law but the Barrier(tm) between me and the things I want to do is ever so present and it feels like I'm lifting a boulder off myself 👑💭

I feel like something inside me is trying to claw its way out of my body and be able to exist freely, yet my own brain keeps sewing the way out everytime

#yomiel speaks #you ever wanted to create something so much you feel sick???#ive been like this for a couple days now #if ive not postin here as much thats why. ive been fightin myself over this.... silly feeling of mine #like no i dont wanna draw it i HAVE to write it #idk how to explain the Barrier(tm) words fail me. hmm...#like you wanna do Things but its like theres an invisible barrier keeping you from doin em?? smth keepin you from movin #and you keep telling yourself ''cmon go. go. go. do the thing. we have the time/resources. we just have to do it. cmon PLEASE GO. GO''#and you keep yellin at urself but on the outside youre just like. sitting or in bed or just doin Nothing besides existin #bro i dont think im makin fuckin sense LAUGHS but its the best way i can describe it

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