#and yes i AM procrastinating my romantics homework as i write this

[spohkh]

jesu cristo i cannot wait for this quarter to be over and just rot in my room for a week and a half before spring quarter. im exhausted. i am tired. i am downtrodden. i am, dare i say, nigh on defeated.

[tarohonii]

I can't help but ask for another hc again CAUSE U WRITE SO GOOD AHBSMAK

So uhm- a sucheon hc again with late night calls 👉👈 him helping his s/o (probably reluctantly lmao) with the homework they procrastinated ajsbakiddj

I literally have two pending assignments thats due long ago lmao this might give me motivation help 😭👍

Thank you so much! :>

↳ Response: I literally gasped out loud when I read this prompt because this is the exact type of thing I would want to write about I just couldn't put my finger on it.

I really loved writing Sucheon's part on the texting habits hcs but I didn't know how else to expand on his part so I just left it at that. But this prompt is just;; ugh thank you so much for this I am indebted to you and your amazing thoughts. This is genuinely the kind of prompt I would ask someone to write for me.

Also good luck on your schoolwork! I understand the hardcore procrastination, trust me-which would also be a good segway to an apology for this being so late. School hasn't been very kind to me lately;; We both got this :]

꒰Studying with Sucheon During Late Night Calls ༉‧₊˚✧

꒰ ⌨ A new order has come in! ··· ꒱

↷ Base: Milk Tea [Character x Reader fic]

↷Flavor: Taro [Sucheon]

↷ Boba: Studying with Sucheon during a late night call [Romantic]

↷Allergies (Warnings): None

↷ Music Rec: Built That Way [Emotional Oranges], Saturday Nights [Khalid], All To Myself [MLKK] Heatwaves [Glass Animals]

┊Sucheon ·  ·  · ♡

"you seriously have to start doing your work earlier"

He grumbles a bit every time you ask him to help you, but you knew if he really didn’t want to he’d flat out reject your request

At this point when you ask him, he’s so used to it he pinches the bridge of his nose exasperatedly and just asks, “What time?”

Dies a little bit inside when you tell him how many assignments you have to finish. At this point, he starts feeling your workload personally.

For how abrupt and foul-mouthed he can be, he’s surprisingly thorough and detailed when explaining concepts to you. He has a whole unsaid spigot of knowledge that he doesn’t feel the need to reveal.

He doesn’t usually have much patience to be as thorough as he is with you, but it’s you so he puts in more effort than he would anyone else.

Also, as expected, he’s very intelligent and understands concepts with ease. A surprisingly diligent and hard worker when it comes to school, so you don’t have to worry about him not knowing something.

Except he’s kind of awful at explaining the bigger picture and overall concept of a problem. Understands it but doesn’t know how to articulate it into digestible words.

So if you ask him something like, “Why am I plugging this number into the equation?” He’ll give this harassed sigh because he doesn’t have the slightest idea on how to explain it to you.

The type that doesn’t like any subject in particular, so when you complain to him about the tediousness of a math problem or why annotating the profoundness of each poetry line is unnecessary, he doesn’t even try to convince you otherwise. He’s just, “Yea, I know. It’s stupid. Just do it anyways.”

Also not very creative in his teaching methods. Teachers traditionally try to accommodate their teaching methods to tailor their student’s, whether it be visually or orally, but Sucheon is really ‘my way or the highway’ if you don’t understand it the way he’s teaching it to you, he’ll just repeat the process over and over again.

He doesn’t ever get genuinely upset, though. May get a bit frustrated here and there, yes, but it never boils over. If he gets too irritated with a topic that you can’t quite get, he’ll just move on and get back to it later.

Gives you some cheats and shortcuts here and there, but stupidly stubborn about making sure you understand it 100%. This man can feel your confusion through the screen when you don’t understand something.

“Do you understand this?” “Yes.” “Yea, that’s bullshit.” “...”

He likes compliments, but when you get really excited over finally understanding a concept because of his teaching and start thanking him, that’s what really gets him (Probably does that thing where he hides his smile behind the sleeve of his hoodie)

If he gets too flustered he’ll literally turn off his camera

Usually when you’re working he’ll just sit on his phone until you ask him another question. Or sometimes he’ll just sit and stare at you silently. That is until you look back up again and he proceeds to pretend he wasn’t staring.

When it starts getting really deep in the night and you’re starting to wear down, that’s when he’ll hit you with the, “You seriously have to stop procrastinating all the goddamned time.”

Initially, it might seem he’s saying this because he’s irritated at having been kept up all night. In truth, it’s because he really hates seeing you so worn down and all the life sapped out of you. It doesn’t really sit right with him. He knows all-nighters and cramming sessions necessary as a student, but if you can help it, he doesn’t want you constantly being up all night.

Both of you fall asleep on call 80% of the time. Sometimes he tells you to go to bed once it’s past midnight, but part of him wants to stay on call because he lowkey likes falling asleep on call

[hariosborn]

james potter fic recs!!

lily evans, i see you, hear you, and i respect you... but we’re gonna forget about you for a hot minute

no please don’t say that... by @hello-everyfandom tag yourself, i’m sappy james :(( i just want to attend at least one gryffindor party in my lifetime. thinking of shifting realities :// jkjk i have no free time on my hands :(( but if i ever did, i would for sure visit the marauders and hang out w them in the common room 🥰 hashtag gryffindor pride!

match made by @slytherinquill who is y/n and why does she get all the guys 😔i would hate to have to choose between two boys who like me, but lucky for me no one likes me! as much as it squeezes my heart, i love the fake dating trope with all my heart bc of all the emotions it puts me through - and this one was so well written! love that for the writer, could not be me, i suck at writing <3

too late for love by @futurewriter2000 just the right amount of steam and heartbreak ;( fun fact: i used to only read and write on w**tpad and that was where i read my first hp fanfic after 2 years of being on the app (i had promised myself hp was off limits) and like i was looking on google to see the marauders fancasts and i saw a gif of aaron taylor johnson and i accidentally clicked on it and it took me to a oneshot on this writers page, and i was like “oh well, might as well” and i read it and i was crying and then for a month i was going on incognito tabs to try and read everything on her masterlist and then i caved and got a tumblr and here we are! so shoutout to @futurewriter2000 for being the writer to suck me into this lovely whirlpool that is harry potter fanfiction heehee

numb love by @heloisedaphnebrightmore i love non-cannon stuff because lets face it, my existence is not cannon. but this! this right here! wow! yes! it hurt, but it was worth it! i love how i could still have my own harry potter uni fantasy, but still have it line up with the cannon timeline 🥺

jealous by @writingfortoomanyfandoms short and sweet but dang! my heart did that little b***rflies thingy 😳i think best friend!remus is the best thing ever, and sirius’ little jabs at lovesick james were *muah*

nightmare by @marauder-exe more butterflies! i won’t spoil it - but when the prompt was mentioned (like james used it) i melted onto the floor. i became a puddle of puddy on the floor. i went so soft. i felt like i was in my natural soft girl state. romantic hari was activated :0

summer revelations by @pregnant-piggy YESSS!!! YAAAASSSS!!! SUMMATIIIIME!!! i live in ~la~ and its that kind of nasty hot rn (and during the summer) bc we’re having a heat wave, and i just wish with my entire being, that i could instead spend my summers in the english countryside in a cute french style house with cute boys dancing around their feelings for me. thats the dream right there. y/n has it lucky. i bet she takes that sh*t for granted 😒 jkjk love her! i am her! also i had in mind the exact dress i would be wearing, and bc of the humidity, i’m imagining my curls would be ~activated~ and so my messy bun would just be at peak cuteness <3

pushing the right buttons by @heloisedaphnebrightmore i don’t know why (actually i do) but the word “waist” and the action of “wrapping his arm around your waist” makes me feel something amazing. i’ve learned that my love language is physical touch + affection and this fic has that, and then paired with the idea of someone appreciating my waist just makes my brain go into overdrive. and then shirtless james is obviously a plus as well. 5+ points for that alone. 

uncontrollable wandless magic by @heloisedaphnebrightmore ooo imagine having powers 😏eleven typa beat. (OMG WAIT THE CHARACTER FROM STRANGER THINGS, NOT THE AGE AJKABVKJ)

schemes series!masterlist by @futurewriter2000 OOOO YESSS! this series broke my heart, but like in the best way possible, so its all good. also this fic introduced me to the idea of fantasizing abt mulciber, so i am not complaining. love me some remusxreaderxjamesxreaderxsiriusxreaderxmulciuberxreaderxplatonic!regulusxreader

potter by @mellifluousmalfoy relative of ernie mcmillan??? james potter??? soulmates??? the answer to all of those questions is yes. yes i do. yes i am. yes i is.

a golden lion and the pale blue bird by @remusishotterthansirius im not saying i agree with this authors user, but i a*ree with this authors user. back to the scheduled programming - i love study buddy!remus. like period bestfriend. introduce me to my future mans. you go do that remus. you play matchmaker. go ahead, i give you full permission 😌 

just go by @jamesmydeer i don’t even - i just - when - AGHHH. maybe its like a disease, but i love putting myself through pain via heartbreak stories on tumblr. it gives me a rush. pretending i’m actually in love. its nice ya know? its definitely an obsession, but i think its a healthy one! 

Y’ALL I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DOING MY HOMEWORK BUT I PROCRASTINATED AND MADE THIS LIST! AHHHH

but its okay bc its been a looong time since i made my first post - which also, ty for the nice messages from all the writers mentioned 🥺

hope you liked these recommendations! i’m sorry if you’re a writer and get tagged in like ever single fic rec list i post, i just really like your stuff 🥺

ANYWAYS I HAVE TO GO, I HAVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK TO DO AND SO LITTLE TIME BYEEEEE

happy reading! 

[kaistarus]

Write Me a Cliche--Valentine’s Day

Pairs: Kirishima x Reader

Words: 1.4K

Summary: You’re trying to write Kirishima a love letter for Valentine’s, but he walks in and tries to be the helpful, oblivious best boy he is and it makes things difficult

Enjoy! :)

 You knew this was the ultimate cliché.

               That a love letter on Valentine’s day was probably the lamest way for you to confess your feelings, but you also knew that if anyone would appreciate a good hallmark cliché it was Kirishima. So, even though you weren’t a big fan of this fake holiday you were going to muster up the courage to give the redhead the romantic moment he deserved. Even with this resolve, it took you all week to actually work up the nerve to start the letter, which was why you were now in the dorm’s den way past curfew surrounded by torn up half-finished drafts.

               You were close to giving up at this point. You’d probably wasted half a forest in the past few hours while making zero progress. Who even knew if you’d get it done before class started?

               “What are you writing?”

               You instinctively threw your upper body atop your collection of failed letters. Kirishima was standing over you, tilting his head confused. He rubbed the sleep out of his still droopy eyes and zoned in on the papers you were covering.

               “Nothing—homework—Why are you awake?”

               “Thirsty.” He let out a big yawn before narrowing his eyes at something at the end of the table. You quickly realized you had forgotten about the envelope you had decorated as procrastination. He picked it up and observed the various sized hearts and poorly drawn cupids.

               “Are you making a love letter?”

               You pulled all the papers on the table towards you frantically. “No.”

               “You totally are,” a mischievous grin spread across his face and he settled into the chair next to you. You felt your stress levels spiking because there’s no way this could be happening. “Who’s it for? Do I know them?”

               “Kind of…” You responded, glancing at a clock on the wall that read one in the morning.

               Valentine’s day.

               “You should let me help!” Kirishima reached for the notebook that was left beside you. “I help Kami with letters all the time.”

               “And how often does that work?”

               “That’s irrelevant,” he waved off. “That’s Kami and you’re you. Whoever you’re writing to will definitely accept this.”

               You bit your lip and tried to ignore the arrhythmic beating of your heart from Kirishima sitting so close to you. You glanced at the clock again and sighed. You supposed you’d just have to find a way to change up your confession. It was Valentine’s day after all and Kirishima needed his hallmark moment.

               “Promise?” You whispered as he took the pencil you held limply in your hand. He shot you one of his infamous blinding smiles and nodded his head.

               “Of course.”

               You fought back the smile forcing its way onto your face and nodded. “Okay, where should I start?”

               “Well, when did you start to like them?” He asked, tongue poking out and pencil at the ready. You regarded him carefully as you thought over your response. Truthfully, you probably had liked the boy since the first day at UA. The way he interacted with everyone, how confidently he walked up to people to introduce himself, and the way he smiled at you when he asked your name. Something about that all sent butterflies through your stomach.

               But the moment that really solidified it for you…

               “It was probably when we were attacked at the USJ…” You smiled softly as Kirishima began writing. “He was really brave when the villains attacked. Didn’t even hesitate to fight.”

               Kirishima glanced upwards. “So, it’s someone in our class?”

               “Maybe.”

               He pouted. “I mean, it would be easier for me if I knew who we were—”

               “Tough world, huh?” You both narrowed your eyes at each other.

               “Okay, now maybe just why you like them?” He looked up at you expectantly and you felt your cheeks start to warm. You were supposed to just tell the guy you like why you like him to his face? As he wrote all the reasons why you like him down on paper?

               You wanted to shrink into the chair beneath you. Maybe tell Kirishima to scratch this entire idea and just go to bed. But you were too committed to the concept now. It would be worse if you quit than if you continued.

               “Well… I’ve never met someone with such a big heart.” You started, picking at your nails nervously. “He’s constantly putting himself in danger to save and protect people. He’s brave and selfless and kind. He’s always working hard to improve and become a better person.” A smile found its way to your face. “He’s the perfect hero. He’s going to be amazing and I’m just happy to know him.”

               You glanced up and Kirishima had paused writing. He was zoned out at the paper and you nudged him back into reality. He jolted and started scribbling quickly.

               “Sorry,” he mumbled. “This guy… sounds great.”

               You bit the inside of your cheek to contain a chuckle. “He is. He’s kind of a dork too, but in a cute way.”

               Kirishima raised a brow at you. “Yeah?”

               You hummed. “He has a terrible fashion sense, but somehow still pulls it off? I think it’s because his smile could actually beat out the sun. He literally lights up every room and brings everyone’s mood up.”

               Kirishima’s writing slowed and his head rose slowly.

               “He also refuses to eat vegetables. Like I’m pretty sure I saw him hiss at a piece of broccoli once when he thought no one was looking.”

               Kirishima narrowed his eyes at you.

               “And this one time we were playing Mario Kart and he hit me with a blue shell even though I—”

               “It was one time and you weren’t even in the first place.”

               “That’s what made it even worse!” You hit the table with a fist. “You hit me in second place. Who does that?”

               “It was an accident.” He furrowed his brow, then froze as realization struck him. “Wait… am I writing my own love letter?”

               Your face lit up and you glanced everywhere but at him. The room grew silent until all you could hear was your own heart beating furiously in your ear.

               “Please tell me I’m writing my own love letter…” He said again, this time sounding more desperate.

               You lifted your hands up for an awkward shrug. “Surprise?”

               His mouth opened and closed several times. He picked up the letter he’d written and read it over carefully. He did so several times before letting out a disbelieving huff. “You think I’m the perfect hero?”

               “That is something I said, yes.”

               Kirishima beamed at you before wrapping his arms tightly around you. Your muscles tightened in surprise before you melted into his embrace, wrapping your arms around his center. It was a little awkward hugging across chairs, but it still made your heart ache and your chest fill to bursting.

               “What the fuck.” He laughed, rubbing his cheek against the top of your head. “I can’t believe you had me write my own confession.”

               “It wasn’t exactly what I planned…” You mumbled into his shoulder. “I wanted to give you a Valentine’s day cliché. All gross and romantic.”

               He pulled away to give you the dopiest smile you’ve ever seen. “That’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard.”

               “That’s not possible. I’ve heard what comes out of Kaminari’s mouth in the mornings and I’m positive you’ve heard—”

               “Fine.” He placed his forehead against yours and gave a long sigh, “but I would’ve loved anything you gave me. I didn’t need a cliché.”

               “Well, it’s a little late for that.” You laughed. He hummed, rubbing your noses together before pulling away again and grabbing the letter he’d written and read it over.

               “I’m going to hang this up on my wall.”

               “The letter you wrote for yourself?” You crossed your arms with a raised brow.

               “No. It’s like… a joint effort confession. It’s our love confession.” He wriggled his eyebrows. You buried your face in your hands and he wrapped you in his arms again. “Happy Valentine’s day.”

               You mumbled a response and felt your cheeks burn when he nuzzled the top of your head. This wasn’t how you had planned this day to start out, especially since it was barely two in the morning, but this was already the best Valentine’s day you could imagine. Maybe you could get used to stupid hallmark holidays. As long as Kirishima was here with you…

[spiiderfics]

Omg I love your spider verse fan-fics 🤗 can you do a Miles Morales one were the reader is his bestie and they're assigned a project together and the reader has this really nice house and they work on the project there but they end up procrastinating and listen to music the whole time and then the reader tells him that they like him by accident and they kiss and then finally complete the project and start dating p.s lots of fluff and cuddling 💖

Study buddies {SV! Miles Morales x Reader}

Requested

A/N: This was so much fun to write. Hope you like it!

Word count: 1,046

Warnings: None

*****

“And our final pairing for the project will be Miles Morales and Y/N L/N.” The teacher concludes calling names.

Miles looked back at you, who was sitting a few rows behind him.

You both looked at each other with excitement.

The bell rings and the two of you leave your seats as quickly as possible.

The two of you met outside of class to talk over what you were going to do for the project.

“House?” Miles asked.

“Mine.” You replied.

“Time?” You asked.

“5”

“Looks like we got it all planned out, see you then.” You said walking down the stairs of the entrance of the school.

“See ya.” Miles waved and the both of you went your separate ways.

****

It was almost time for you and miles study session and you were wondering what to wear.

“We’re just studying, why am I so worried about what I wear?” You asked yourself.

“Because, idiot, you like him.” You shook your head.

“True.” You nodded in agreement.

“Miles would like you for who you are, he’s your best friend.” You assured yourself.

You nodded and went with regular jeans and your favorite hoodie.

Just in time, the doorbell rang.

You smiled knowing who it was.

You went to your door and saw the guy who always put a smile on your face.

The pizza delivery guy.

“Uh large pepperoni pizza?” He asked holding the box up and reading the receipt.

“Yep.” You said handing the man the money and a tip.

“Thank you, and have a nice night.” You smiled taking the box.

“Same to you.” He tips his cap and walks away from your door.

You caught a glimpse of Miles but the door was already closing.

You quickly set the box down on the dining table and ran back to the door.

“Sorry!” You winced.

“For a second there it felt like the pizza was more important than me.” Miles pulled his backpack over his shoulder from slipping.

“You know, I’ll always put you over food. Depending on what it is.” You hugged him, pulling him into the house.

“You do plan on sharing, right?” Miles asked as he was closing the door.

You laughed then nodded your head, “No.” You quickly changed your mood.

“Oh come on!” Miles laughs.

“I’ll think about it.” You paused.

“Okay, I’ll share.” You playfully nudged him.

******

“Okay, so how should we start this? I had my notes somewhere.” You said searching your backpack.

You were starting to get annoyed then you heard music and awful humming.

You looked next to you and there was Miles.

Headphones on and his work untouched.

“Miles.” You crossed your arms.

He was still mumbling, not knowing the words. Just humming along terribly.

“Miles.” You said a little louder.

“Baby, you’re a wreck-” His voice cracks, but he continues anyway.

“Miles!” You pull on his headphones then slam it back down on his ear.

“Ah!” Miles screamed at a high pitch.

“What are you doing?” You chuckled.

“Listening to my song. You should listen to it.” Miles put the headphones on you.

You noticed the song was Sunflower, a song you told Miles about.

“Excuse me sir, I do believe I’m the one that told you about the song. I remember telling you, ‘Hey Miles, there’s this song that’s really good, I think you’ll like it.’ “ You took the headphones off.

“Are you sure? I don’t remember.” Miles looks up with his hand on his chin.

“Yes. I do.” You said, shoving the headphones into his hands.

You knew he was kidding, this was just a way for him to mess with you.

A sound from the TV interrupts the both of you and you both look toward the TV.

It was a commercial for a movie that you both liked, it was coming on.

“How about we watch (movie) then we can start the project?” You suggest.

“Pshh,Yeah, We’re smart. We can finish this project in 20 minutes, it’s just homework.” Miles waved his hand.

******

You and Miles sat on the couch a small blanket draped over the both of you.

Both you and Miles found it comforting that he would wrap his arms around you and you’d lean back into his chest.

Nothing romantic, you’re just friends.

The movie ended and you sighed, “That movie never ceases to amaze me.”

“It deserves every award there is.” Miles arms got tighter around you.

“You know Miles, I’m really glad we were able to be partners.” You smiled to yourself.

“I am too. If we weren’t I would’ve went to the teacher and told her to make you my partner.” Miles chin rested on the top of your head.

“And that why I like you.” You said closing your eyes.

You didn’t even think about what you said until you said it.

“Did I just say that?” You asked out loud.

“Yep, you sure did.” Miles didn’t have a tone and you didn’t want to turn around.

“Can we just pretend I didn’t say that?” You asked embarrassed.

“Nope.” Miles said popping the P.

You sighed,“Agree to disagree.”

“Overruled.” Miles chuckled.

You finally turned around to face Miles and he looked happy?

“Why are you smiling? Stop. That’s weird.” You looked at him suspiciously.

He still didn’t say anything.

“Listen Miles, I-”

You were cut off by Miles kissing you.

“Like you too.” Miles finished your sentence.

“Que?” Your jaw could have dropped to the ground.

“Yeah, Well I’ve always liked you. I just didn’t know that you liked me too.” Miles shrugged.

You were speechless.

“I see it’s a lot to take in but we still have work to do, so why don’t we just get back to the project then we can hang out more, girlfriend.” Miles said in a tone the both of you didn’t recognize.

The both of you cringed at the same time.

“That was so bad.” You couldn’t help but laugh.

“I know, it sounds way better in the movies.” Miles nodded.

“I’m sure it’s based on delivery, boyfriend.” You fluttered your eyes.

Miles leaned back and stared at you in surprise.

“Wait, how come it sounds better when you do it?”  

“Because, I’m awesome. Now let’s get back to the project!”

[smoochcal]

numb without you (part fifteen)

a/n: two updates in two days? you bet! thank you to miss el for convincing me to write today before I work on my homework (helping a procrastinator at its finest) and thank you to all of my readers for supporting my writing one update at a time. please leave any questions, comments, suggestions, or concerns about this update or the series in general in my inbox :) read part fourteen here!

pairing: readerxluke

playlist: numb without you by the maine, remembering sunday by all time low

word count: 2.0 k

rating: PG-13

summary: you and calum discuss the situation at hand, you finally have a civil conversation with rm/n

warnings: swearing, crying, mentions of slight jealousy

Calum’s POV:

You quickly ask Luke to go inside while you talk to Y/N in private. You know how uncomfortable she is with the entire conversation and you just want to smooth things over before things get too out of hand. Even though you know that you both are probably there already. Y/N is not sitting with her feet in the water like she usually does when she’s by the pool, but it’s understandable considering that all of this mess is currently occurring. Luke reluctantly complies, squeezing Y/N’s hand before leaving her outside with you by the pool. You aren’t exactly keen on the whole Luke spending more time interrogating RM/N thing, but you know that it is way overdue that you and Y/N work this out the best you can now rather than later.

“So…” you start, kind of nervous which seems silly considering this conversation was inevitable, “what are your thoughts about RM/N?”

Y/N sighs, before starting her reasoning behind her problems, for a lack of a better word, with your roommate that you just happen to have a romantic type of thing for. “Well first off, you never told me she was that pretty. And don’t tell me that isn’t a big deal because it definitely is to me and I’m hormonal and carrying your dumb offspring in my uterus and I’m getting fat and I’m really not looking forward to you have three girls in your life besides just me and the dinosaur.”

“I have so many questions,” you start, “but I’m going to start with the dinosaur thing…is that what you are calling our daughter now?”

“Yes…what did you have something better to call her?” Y/N questions, raising her eyebrow at you.

“I thought we were going to call her baby girl Hood,” you state, trying not to sound as a matter of factly as you were planning on stating it.

“Absolutely not,” Y/N replies, “dinosaur works just fine. Besides, we don’t even know if Hood is going to be her last name yet, we haven’t really discussed it.”

“What else would her last name be?” you ask, a little confused.

“Well I don’t know…mine…Luke’s…yours…there are a lot of options,” Y/N says wearily.

“I mean considering you and Luke haven’t decided who is going to make the first move yet, I don’t think his last name is on the table of options for our little bundle of joy,” you state bluntly, avoiding eye contact knowing you probably crossed a line with the last thing you said to Y/N.

“If we are discussing last names we might as well discuss first names too…how about we name her RM/N?” Y/N inquires, obviously trying to stir something up with you.

“Absolutely not,” you start, knowing that she is just being this way to make you as uncomfortable as you recently made her about her whole romantic situation, or lack thereof, with Luke.

“Is it because you would think of our daughter when you’re getting busy and fucking your roommate if we named her after RM/N?” Y/N continues, even though you wish she would just stop.

“I’m going to ignore that and get us back to the originally conversation at hand. What is your problem with RM/N? Besides her being pretty which I still don’t think is that big of a deal considering the two of us had one single night of attraction that was ultimately a mistake even though the results of it, aka our daughter, is not a mistake” you explain as you look at Y/N sincerely hoping you get to the root of the problem at hand.

“I mean it also doesn’t help that she didn’t think to introduce herself to all of us the night we all went to that club. You said she was there that night, why didn’t she introduce herself then? If she was going to be moving in anyway, she could’ve at least said hi and I could have met her then instead of five months later. If the intention was that she was going to become your roommate, you didn’t have to hide her from us the entire five months your daughter has been growing inside of my uterus,” Y/N goes on, explaining her issues that she has with your roommate that if you’re being honest you are completely and utterly head over heels in love with.

You shrug not knowing how else to respond to the statement Y/N just made. Y/N made a very valid point, but you still don’t think that she understands where you were coming from with the whole keeping RM/N from everyone else thing. The past couple months have been a lot with the amount of doctor appointments you have accompanied Y/N to and the amount of blood, sweat, and tears you have put into writing this next album for the band. And now you have been living with this wonderful girl for the past couple months who has helped you prepare the nursery for your daughter on the way, but Y/N is still upset with the entire situation. You are trying your best to not push too many buttons because you know Y/N is pretty hormonal because of the baby and you just want to explain your logic behind the decisions you have made over the past few months. You know it is not easy to understand your side of things often, but you are hoping that she can try to grasp where you are coming from without being hurt by your words.

You open your mouth to speak, but before you have the time to start your long explanation Y/N goes on about her practical problems she may have with RM/N.

“What if our little dinosaur likes RM/N more than me? If I remember correctly, Luke told me she was good with kids and if she is going to stick around I don’t want our daughter to think that her new stepmom type figure is better than me…” Y/N mumbles and you can tell that this is a serious concern of hers.

“She has worked at a daycare before and really likes kids, but I promise dinosaur will like you better because you are her mom,” you start, hoping that she will agree to what you propose next. “Maybe you two should spend some time talking without me and Luke in the picture…I’m sure RM/N will be down for some uh girl bonding time with you if you are okay with that.”

“I think that would really help me wrap my head around the fact that she will probably be a big part of dinosaur’s life,” Y/N says ultimately agreeing to the plan that you just proposed to her.

You still can’t believe that Y/N has decided to name your daughter dinosaur instead of actually discussing real names for her, but you decide to let it slide and blame it on the mommy brain that she definitely already has.

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Y/N’s POV: (1 hour later)

You and RM/N have actually had a civil conversation for the past hour or so. Throughout this conversation you found out that she has been working on the nursery that Calum loosely mentioned beforehand, but she wants to keep it a surprise until after the baby shower that you are ultimately going to have. You found out that she’s a writer and she does some remote work from home, Calum’s home, which you guess is also her home now too. She travels at the end of each month for a week out to Chicago to meet with her boss and discuss what she is currently working on, which you think is pretty neat.

You also learned that she has a big heart, which is probably the reason Calum fell for her in the first place. She is adamant on planning and throwing you an entire baby shower within the next month or so and she got a lot of you closest friends and family members contacts so she could reach out to them with the invitations her and Calum have been working on. She said that ultimately, she wanted the shower to be a surprise too, but you both know that Calum could not be trusted with keeping that many secrets from you.

After this hour passed, RM/N explained that she should probably get back to work and invited Calum and Luke back inside to get you home. Since Calum drove the three of you to his place, he either needs to drive you guys back or call you an Uber so you and Luke can get back to his car and get himself home. As Luke makes sure that you have gathered up your purse and housekeys and phone charger and other things, you pull Calum aside so you can ask him a couple things before you head home.

“So, what’s the deal with this whole surprise nursery thing that I’m not allowed to see yet?” you inquire, hoping that Calum’s inability to keep a secret would lead you to a little more insight on the so called surprise nursery that was being created for you and the little dinosaur growing inside of you as you speak.

“I’m really not allowed to say…” he states, not letting you in on the secret as easily as you thought he would.

“Oh, so you’re just going to not tell me anything like you did with this whole situation with having a roommate. You know I don’t like to be kept in the dark, but I really think it is a lot worse when I am not even aware of the fact that something is being kept from me. If this is going to work, the whole co-parenting thing, then you are really going to need to learn to not treat me like the dirt stuck to the bottom of your shoe,” you reply angrily, obviously still upset with the situation regardless of the nice conversation you finally had with RM/N.

“Y/N it’s nothing personal it’s just that we want to keep it a secret a little longer-” he starts, but you quickly cut him off.

“No. It is personal. All of this is personal. You felt the need to keep RM/N from me. You felt that this whole situation would rub me the wrong way, which is did, but you kept her around anyway. It’s fine that you have a girlfriend or whatever, but you didn’t need to hide her from me. You didn’t really take my feelings into account at all, you just decided to leave this situation on the backburner until you couldn’t hide her from us any longer. Be honest, if Luke hadn’t stopped by to talk to you when you weren’t home, would we even know about her?” you ask, knowing the cold hard truth that will be revealed momentarily.

He starts to say something but is struggling to find the right words to make it seem like he wasn’t planning to hide RM/N from you forever. Since he doesn’t start talking as soon as you have stopped, you already know his answer.

“Well if that is how you are going to be, I’m just going to go get Luke and go home,” you state, feeling the tears start to threaten to spill.

You walk towards Luke at Calum’s front door, trying to avoid eye contact and leaving before the tears start to stream down your face. Luke can sense that you are upset and want to leave, but he doesn’t recognize the urgency of the matter until you start sobbing uncontrollably and walk out Calum’s front door without knowing how you are getting home. Luckily Luke had already ordered an Uber which was waiting for you outside. You quickly got in the car with Luke close behind you as you wiped your tears, hoping he didn’t ask you what was going on.

Calum fucked up, big time, and you aren’t referencing the fact that you are five months pregnant with his child, but more about the fact that he was planning on hiding his girlfriend, or whatever, that has been living with him as long as your baby has been forming inside of you. You hate that you are crying over him, but you want to mainly blame the hormones this pregnancy is causing you. You learned a lot about RM/N today, but you learned even more about Calum and the type of person he is because of this situation.

[britneyshakespeare]

salem, sunshine, certainty, porno, chicago, avalanche, pouring, lady, hope

thank u liam i needed something to keep me procrastinating longer

(that sounds sarcastic but it really isnt i donooononont wanna do my homework)

(dont worry it’s not your fault im ear-resposable)

(irresponsible)

salem: what color is your favorite sweater?

I don’t have a favorite! But the last one I got was a kinda mustard yellow, it’s cute.

sunshine: what was your favorite song as a small child?

Penny Lane by the Beatles. :-)

certainty: what’s something true that seems impossible to you?

People like me, and I’m Good Enough, that’s a crazy idea that I’m constantly tryna internalize every day of my life, and it always feels just a little bit out of reach! But I know it’s true, on some level.

porno: are you emotionally mature?

Yes and no. Yah and nah. I mean, I am, but for all the wrong reasons. Mature, but not healthy. Don’t worry about it.

chicago: if you could pack up all your stuff and leave on a surprise vacation, which one person would you take?

The ghost of Brian Jones & I are going on a romantic rendezvous in Morocco, and no one can stop us, goddammit.

avalanche: what’s your favorite poem?

I really love To the Rose Upon the Rood of Time by W. B. Yeats and Farewell, But Whenever by Thomas Moore. Obviously there are many, many poems I love but those are two that I constantly think of, when I think of good poetry, that means a lot to me, that I love. Lines of those two poems linger in my head a lot, when I write and when I’m not writing. They’re just incredibly lovely and I’m sad I’ll never be able to write those poems.

(the link to the thomas moore one is a great gay harp cover btw liam i put that in for your needs)

pouring: do you like the rain?

Nope! Lol. Don’t care much for any of the weather really.

lady: your top three saddest songs

Oh gosh. I don’t like to be sad. The first would be the Thomas Moore poem I linked, the second can be… hm. No Expectations by the Rolling Stones. The third can be… Dark Blue by No Doubt.

hope: are there any words you pronounce funny?

I’m from Boston, pal. 

Thank you Liam I love you 💗💘💖✨

one-word song title asks

[hoodiehan]

Get To Know Me Tag

tagged by: @changbeanie thank you for the tag ruby and I’m really sorry for doing this so late you literally tagged me to do this over a week ago- 

rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged.

🌙 LAST Drink: water Text Message: “I sent you guys a picture of my homework so now I have to send you a picture of my Aussie lover Felix Lee” -and then insert a picture of Felix lolol- Phone Call: My friend Kristen Song you listened to: Thanks - Seventeen (A FREAKING BOP ASGEH ITS SO GOOD) Time you cried: Finals week at my school (mind you, that practically like a day ago lmaoo jk not really but it was pretty recent)

🌙 HAVE YOU EVER Dated someone twice: Nooope Kissed someone and regretted it: I haven’t had my first kiss yet yikes Lost someone special: Yes Been depressed: No Been drunk and thrown up: Nah because I don’t drink enough to get drunk hahaha

🌙 IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU Made a new friend: Yes! And I love all of them! Fallen out of love: Yes Met someone who changed you: Yes yes yes! Found out who your true friends are: Yeep Found out someone was talking about you: Yeeep

🌙 GENERAL How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: None because this is the first time I’ve really had a Tumblr lol Do you have any pets?: Yes! I have 2 dogs right now and they’re so small and cute Do you want to change your name?: I quite like my name so I shall keep it haha What time did you wake up this morning: 6:55 am ahgeshg What were you doing last night: Writing a prince Bang Chan fic (which ya’ll should go give some love to because it was vv cute and one of my best works tbh)

Something you cannot wait for: Every day that I go to school, I always look forward to going home lmao. But I’m also looking forward to going back to Korea at the end of the year! Have you ever talked to a person named tom?: Actually, no I haven’t. Which is kind of weird. What’s getting on your nerves right now:  the fact that I can’t find the motivation to get my work ethic back for school :( Blood type: B+ Nickname: Maddy, stupid, idiot hahah Relationship status: Single and very much lonely someone please love me hahah Zodiac sign: Gemini! Pronouns: She/her Favorite show: I really loved Goblin the Great and Lonely God. BUt I’m watching Oh My Ghostess! right now and it’s kind of cute College: askjghje I can’t reveal the college I go to rn bc it reveals where i live BUT the college I want to transfer to is either University of Irvine or University of California Los Angeles (UCLA LET’S GO BRUINS) Hair colour: Black but with a balayage of like chocolate/blonde tones Do you have a crush on someone: I have a crush on Felix Lee akghegh What do you like about yourself: I write well in aspects of school and fictional writing lol

🌙 FIRSTS First surgery: Never had a surgery First piercing: When I was 4 lol First sport you joined: Tennis First vacation: In America, I went on a road trip when I was 9. But abroad, I went to England, Paris and Switzerland when I was 14 First pair of sneakers: Idk sketchers when I was like 4? hahah

🌙 RIGHT NOW Eating: I had rice and chicken I’m about to: stop procrastinating on writing my fanfic for Jeongin iagejgheg 

Listening to: my mom fangirl over Nathan Chen. 

Want kids: In the future when I’m married to my love :)

Get married: Preferably before I turn 30, but also when it’s the right time 

Career: A pediatric nurse or physician assistant in a hospital.

🌙 WHICH IS BETTER Lips or eyes: Eyes Hugs or kisses: Hugs! I’m very clingy! Shorter or taller: Taller because I myself am very short Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker. But like not the kind that gets thrown in jail lmao because i’m probably the one to be thrown in jail.  Older or younger: Older (like even if it’s a month older or a year older hahaha) Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic because I kind of enjoy my heart fluttering a lot hahah but sometimes spontaneous is nice Sensitive or loud: Loud because I’m loud too lol Hookup or relationship: Relationship but at the same time i’ve never been in either

🌙 HAVE YOU EVER Kissed a stranger: Nah Drank hard liquor: Yes Lost contacts/glasses: YEA HAHA WHOOPS Sex on first date: Nah Broken someone’s heart: Yes, yikes Been arrested: Nope and I don’t plan on being arrested Turned someone down: Yeah :/ (sorry)

🌙 DO YOU BELIEVE In yourself: I did, but I lost that belief and motivation :( But I’m trying to get it back. Miracles: Sometimes, but at the same time I believe that God has everything planned out for me :) Love at first sight: Not really, but I believe in having a crush at first sight if that counts lolol

tagging: Anyone that wants to do this! ((i DON’T KNow 25 peOPle i’M SOrry))

[wumbleberry-fc]

Hm... 1-96 😇

You are an angel and please come back whenever I post one of these ask lists! Thank you!!!

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?

I am never over on that side of my room, so whatever it is right now is how it stays for months...

(2) Do You Have Freckles?

I do not think so.

(3) Can You Whistle?

Somewhat okay. I can make the sound, yes.

(4) Last Song You Listened To.

An otamatone cover of Never Gonna Give You Up!

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?

Onyx

(6) Relationship Status.

If we are talking about dating/marital relationship status, as this question usually refers to, then I am not romantically involved with any individual or group of persons, but I am not actively seek such a relationship at the moment either.

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?

79 degrees Fahrenheit (26 degrees Celsius)

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?

Cranky, no. I was too tired to be cranky coming off of 4 hours of sleep.

(9) How Many Followers?

177 (already?? jeez)

(10) Zodiac Sign.

Gemini

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?

All of them. (Blue most often)

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?

No

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?

If I have music playing, which I try to do as that’s how I measure time in the shower and make it fun

(14) What Books Are You Reading?

I wish I could get myself to read

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.

Uhhhh, I picked up a hymnal and there weren’t even 14 lines on the page.....

Oh my god there are no novels in any of the common areas of the house so I went to my room to grab one of the library books I checked out recently, and page 64 was the last page of the chapter and there were only 7 lines on it what the hell???!!?!?!?

Okay, third time is the chram. Page 64, line 14 reads as thus: “in common: We’re both driven, both straight-A students,”

(16) Favourite Anime?

I have never watched any, sorry.

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?

Technically my Dad, but he was asleep, as it was like 2:30 am in a hotel room.

(18) Do You Collect Anything?

Not actively

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?

I took some leftover rice-a-roni, leftover taco meat (beef), and 2 slices of cheese and combined them to make a slop. (it was so much food and there’s still so many more leftovers left and I hate it)

(20) Do You Dance In The Car?

No.

(21) Favourite Animal?

I like my stuffed animals

(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?

It’s some of the tv that I still personally will turn the tv on to watch myself, yes.

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?

Fuck if I know?! (either between 10-11 or after 1, there is no in-between).

(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?

I might??? I don’t remember if I wiped it off after closing night..... rip

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?

I can’t swim... (ocean though because I can jump with waves)

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?

Okay, this is so rude I can’t beli-

[insert blog here]

I’m not going to answer this because I don’t truly know, honest.

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?

Bottled, even though I know it’s environmentally wrong.

(28) What Makes You Happy?

My best friend

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?

What’s studying?? But no, I literally never study. The few times I actually did homework though, I had to listen to music to drown out the sound of whatever was playing on the television.

(31) Dogs Or Cats?

I’ll pass. Both terrify me

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?

White. I don’t do anything.

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.

Xbox

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?

Both, but like, I will enter the water at least.

(35) Do You Believe In Magic?

What do I believe? Nobody knows, not even me. But I don’t think magic is real

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?

Green, but it’s covered up by a red sweatshirt

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?

No

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?

It gone.

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?

A few things. A pillow, a folder, the hat on a stuffed animal dog, and if I were in my room, a hot pink tie.

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?

Procrastinating, wasting my time away, my best friend, tumblr, not doing what I’m supposed to, eating,

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?

Why?

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?

If they are compelling and seem right (not all that often)

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?

Irrational and unrealistic, maybe

(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?

Yeah! Airplanes are great

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.

Toy Story 3 did so this year because I realized that I’d have to soon leave all my childhood friends (my stuffed animals) behind

(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?

Neither

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?

Panic! at the Disco

(48) Are You A Picky Eater?

Very much so.

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?

Yeah. Very heavy.

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?

No, I love thunder and lightning!

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?

Yes. Do I do it ever? No.

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?

I like to be able to hear it clearly, but I have some hearing loss and so I want to preserve my ears. I only truly have it loud when the windows are down while I’m driving or if I really have to drown out the sounds from the tv.

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?

Carve pumpkins. I’ve done it once and it was v interesting.

(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?

Uh, I don’t have music, or at least music to shuffle.... I opened up Pandora and “Uncharted” by Sara Bareilles came on first.

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)

Death. (Hopefully Autumn will start relatively on-time next week)

(56) What Are You Craving Right Now?

My best friend, the playing of games and having a good time, my best friend, root beer, a cheeseburger with an egg on it, my best friend,

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.

What?

(58) What Is Your Gender?

I was born male and still, as of right now, currently consider myself of the male gender.

(59) Coffee Or Tea?

Neither.

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?

No. Fuck off.

(61) What Is Your Sexuality?

Asexual, and the rest is a giant ?

(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?

Hahahahahahahhahaha I don’t even sleep on a bed buddy I sleep on the dirty clothes on the ground right next to bed

(63) Favourite Pokemon?

Never got into it, but Squirtle is cute.

(64) Favourite Social Media?

This blog

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?

Never actually seen one, but it’s stupid, instagram is stupid, life is stupid, everything is stupid,

(66) Do You Get Homesick?

No? But I probably will a few weeks into college.

(67) Are You A Virgin?

It doesn’t matter (yes)

(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?

Uh, Suave? Idk, it’s blue and it smells alright.

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?

Car for free. I’ve done it once because I was too lazy to grab a tent from the gara....... wait... I never did sleep in the car, I pulled an all-nighter that night... But yeah still the car, even though it might not work

(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?

Yes

(71)  Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?

Big Loud and Live 2018, the next Star Wars, Deadpool 2.

(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?

No

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?

“Thank you for existing (in my life)!”

(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?

Gray

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?

Yes, and yes

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?

A mixture of rice-a-roni, taco meat, and cheddar cheese. It was weird and I only did it to get rid of leftovers

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?

On my phone phone: Candy Crush Soda Saga, Color Switch, Cribbage Classic, Dream League Soccer, Flow Free, Hill Climb Racing, Logo Quiz Game, Piano Tiles - Don’t Tap The White Tiles, Pool: 8 Ball Billiards Sno..., Spider Solitaire, Stack !, and Words With Friends.

On a tablet that I use like a phone and will do so until I leave it at home as I go to college: Clash Royale, Clash of Clans, Boom Beach, Ballz, Word Cookies, Risk, Neko Atsume, Cribbage Pro, Euchre, Phase 10, Hearts, Spades+, Skip-Bo Free, Hill Climb Racing, Candy Crush Saga, and Candy Crush Soda Saga.

I only really play the 3 Supercell games and occasionally Ballz and Word Cookies, and nothing on my phone.

(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?

If I knew they needed it, maybe. Depends on my mood on the day it hypothetically happens. I really don’t know.

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?

What do you think I’m doing right now, buddy?

(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?

Sadly, yeah.

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?

No, not really. Like, it’s fun for the first few days, but then the newness wears off and I have to decide to build and maintain a friendship and I have to constantly interact with them and that shit is exhausting I’m sorry. I can barely manage to talk to one person, communicating with two people at once is pushing my limits, and once I was having conversations with four different people at the same time and I nearly went mad

(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.

Buddy, I can barely remember to put on clothes

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?

I swore this was the same as question 1 so I checked and promptly had to change that answer to fit the question.

I only trust one person in my life, and I don’t live with them, so no. It’s closed.

(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?

I was woken up at 6:30 on 3-4 hours of sleep to drive to school, only for Dad to offer to do it right as I had finished getting ready. I promptly feel asleep for another 3 hours.

I picked up my sister after school and took her to her drive test, which she failed but can easily fix her mistakes and will do it again tomorrow.

I typed up 10-15 paragraphs for one message to send to my best friend regarding something that was said yesterday, and then it all disappeared without sending, and so I rewrote them all a second time, but with new words since I didn’t memorize what I had said. I spent over 3 and a half hours in total writing out those two messages.

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?

Depends. I always take off my shirt and any top, and depending on how tired I am, I may or may not shed my shorts/pants as well. Sometimes in the winter I do leave my pants on even though it is more uncomfortable. Underwear is a must though, sleeping naked is very uncomfortable, painful even the few times I tried it.

No shirt but yes underwear. Other bottoms optional, socks are whatever. I only wear pajamas on pajama day at school.

(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.

I have my make-up kit from the play...

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?

Day is too bright, Night is when my friends are asleep.

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.

For the Wii:

Puzzle Quest: Challenge of the Warlords, Super Smash Bros. (for the Wii U), Wii Sports Resort, We Ski, Wii Play, Wii Party, Wii Sports, Wii Fit, Ultimate I SPY, Pinball Hall of Fame: The Williams Collection, Pajama Sam: Don’t Fear The Dark, Super Monkey Ball Banana Blitz, Super Mario Bros., Myth Makers Super Kart GP, M&M;s Kart Racing, Karaoke Revolution Presents: American Idol Encore 2, Guitar Hero III: Legends of Rock, Guitar Hero World Tour, Guitar Hero 5, Family Feud 2010 Edition, Deca Sports, Deal or No Deal, The Beatles Rockband, Battle of the Bands, Band Hero, Family Party 30 Great Games Outdoor Fun, Big Beach Sports, Bakugan Battle Brawlers, and Puzzle Kingdoms

For the Xbox:

FIFA Soccer ‘13, Madden NFL ‘13, Kinect Sports, Kinect Wipeout, Kinect Just Dance 3, Kinect Adventures

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.

Back in 6th grade, I had a plastic key and a plastic squirt phone that when pressed together somehow unlocked the phone and found the case files for the dream, and I had a series of dreams where me, 3 cousins of mine, my table mates in class, and a few friends were all police officers and every night all of us had a big culprit on the loose to catch and we all chased our big catch of the night with our partner, who was also our spouse, as I decided that you couldn’t have a partner in catching crime unless you were married to that person, and each night after catching each pair of spouses would celebrate with exactly one (1) kiss of six (6) seconds in length and then we would eat our favorite doughnut and head out to the local burger joint. This carried on for like 5 months and I was a very weird kid I don’t know how I existed back then or even now...

(90) Favourite Soda Drink?

Root Beer

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?

My best friend’s voice, the opening of a can or bottle of root beer, jazz, the otamatone, music, the ping of getting a message from my best friend, the sound of the washing machine finishing and the sound of the dryer turning on, the sound of a volleyball being dug after a hard spike, the sound of setting a volleyball, the sound of a soccer ball hitting the net, and the sound of closing up my glasses.

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?

Varies. Jeans, currently (it’s been a hot summer)

(93) How Do You Look Right Now?

Ugly because I haven’t shaved in over two weeks and I need a haircut.

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.

My best friend, playing a game, eating food, listening to my music (both mine and the music on my Pandora station)

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?

None

(96) Favourite YouTuber?

You Suck At Cooking

[sadrien]

wanna chat? pt.19

on ao3 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19

so this is like...twice as long as a normal chapter. anyway i was in les mis the other week and i sent something and someone thought it was a les mis chapter of wanna chat. and @reyxa​ encouraged it so Here We Are

this chapter continues right off of the last one because i found a note with sick quotes on it. i kept the les mis as light and understandable as possible but just like..let me know if it makes 0 sense. i had to get this out of my system because ive been in a writing funk

(mari = cough cough, nino = space bro, alya = alys, adrien = glen coco)

enjoy? 

3:12 in boo you whore

cough cough: gmoring i cant brethe out of mynose rn Im not goin g ot be in school today :( Bu ti cant sleep anymore because I cnat breath e iim gonna go watch youtube videos

 6:37

space bro: my dude i hope youre feeling better when you wake up

6:43

glen coco: If you’re not turn on the shower really hot and sit in the bathroom with the steam

alys: or drown urself in cold medicine

glen coco: Don’t do that

space bro: never listen to alya

alys: dont listen to these traitors

PM between glen coco and cough cough

glen coco: I bet the akuma attack last night really didn’t help Don’t worry about anything today I can handle it unless it’s another akuma Just get some rest <3

10:03 in boo you whore

cough cough: Self care is chugging five cups of tea and astral projecting behind a mcdonalds to punch hawkmoth in the face

11:46

glen coco: Mari no

alys: mari yes

space bro: mari wtf

cough cough: Im dyin g

alys: tag urself im punching hm in the face

space bro: im astral projection

glen coco: Five c ups of tea

cough cough: Does that make me the mcdonalds

space bro: congrats mari

glen coco: I can’t believe Mari is the golden arches

alys has changed their name to punching hawkmoth in the face

punching hawkmoth in the face: im finally my True Self gang follwo suit

cough cough: Why shoul d I LISten to you

punching hawkmoth in the face: bc u love me and want me 2 b happy and also bc i still have ur jacket in my bedroom

cough cough: Fuck

cough cough has changed their name to mcdonalds

space bros: al youre ridic

punching hawkmoth in the face: just do it babe

space bros has changed their name to astral projection

astral projection: there ya go

glen coco: Rip Glen Coco

punching hawkmoth in the face: truly a her o of his generation :’(

mcdonalds: RIp

glen coco has changed their name to five cups of tea

five cups of tea: Rebirth

mcdonalds: I hate you all img oing ot bed

punching hawkmoth in the face: goodnight my darlign <3

astral projection: nap well bro hopefully you feel better when you wake up

 15:37

punching hawkmoth in the face: remind me to throw my bag in the seine i dont wanna do hw :(

astral projection: i feel you

punching hawkmoth in the face: wanna get togheter and do hw

astral projection: do homework or “do homework”

punching hawkmoth in the face: have u ever met me “””””””do homework”””””””

astral projection: i need to figure out physics my dude

punching hawkmoth in the face: D’:

five cups of tea: I can help you when I get home tonight

punching hawkmoth in the face: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

astral projection: the real mvp i love you

five cups of tea: I love you too Have fun Use protection

astral projection: alya please kick him out of the chat

punching hawkmoth in the face: no i like him

astral projection: fuck

 18:57 mcdonalds: Screens hurt my head irhgt now Im gonna watch reruns and keep sleepng

punching hawkmoth in the face: feel better babe <3

 22:15

five cups of tea: Ok so the other day instead of doing homework I started reading les mis ANd now instead of doing homework I’m reading les mis again I can’t believe this is how I’m procrastinating

astral projection: what

punching hawkmoth in the face: the musical????

five cups of tea: No the book Which the musical is based off of

astral projection: what a nerd

punching hawkmoth in the face: lmao how is it

five cups of tea: Old Long

punching hawkmoth in the face: how long?

five cups of tea: Uhhh 655,000 words

mcdonalds: jesus

astral projection: what the actual fuck

punching hawkmoth in the face: holllllly fuck

astral projection: you my dude are unreal

punching hawkmoth in the face: for fun???? r u sure this is for fun???????

five cups of tea: I think so? It’s kind of boring sometimes and hard to get through but other parts are really good Also if I’m reading I don’t have to practice chinese

punching hawkmoth in the face: touche

astral projection: have fun reading bro you are unbelievable

PM between five cups of tea and mcdonalds

five cups of tea: Hey why are you up? I thought you were heading off to bed a while ago?

mcdonalds: I didnt take nyquil tonight because I felt a little better and didnt want to pass the fuck out again but now Im awake and cant sleep because my head feels like its gonna explode And I regret So much

five cups of tea: Aw no poor bug

mcdonalds: Ugh

five cups of tea: Do you want anything?

mcdonalds: You dont have to

five cups of tea: Do you want anything? If you want soup I can get you some

mcdonalds: Its like???? Really late?????

five cups of tea: Mar its only 20:30

mcdonalds: Oh It feels like 1 But its still late

five cups of tea: Ok well Late night food is not a new thing Trust me

mcdonalds: … If you brought me soup Id love you forever

five cups of tea: I thought you already did

mcdonalds: Id love you even more

five cups of tea: I’ll be on my way soon

mcdonalds: I love you so much <3

23:35 in boo you whore

punching hawkmoth in the face: what if you took tea in shots like shot glasses

five cups of tea: Like with hot tea?

astral projection: i feel like thats a good way to burn your entire mouth

five cups of tea: *entire life

astral projection: ^^^

punching hawkmoth in the face: hmmm

five cups of tea: Alya no

astral projection: yeah bad idea

punching hawkmoth in the face: f i n e

 1:02

mcdonalds: sos Im dying I constantly feel like Im about to sneeze If I dont feel that way its cause Im sneezing

astral projection: rip my dude guessing you cnat sleep while sneezing

mcdonalds: Nope :’( End my suffering please

astral projection: no can do i can offer virtual hugs

mcdonalds: I guess thatll work for now

astral projection: <3

2:03

PM between five cups of tea and mcdonalds

five cups of tea: Hey Hey Marinette Hey I have something to show you

mcdonalds: Adrien its 2 in the morning

five cups of tea: So? You’re up too

mcdonalds: I slept all day

mcdonalds: Yeah but you’re awake right now

mcdonalds: … Fine Hit me

five cups of tea: “When they had finished, when they had told each other everything, she laid her head on his shoulder and asked him: ‘What is your name?’” Us

mcdonalds: Oh my go d This is les mis right??? What youw ere talking about before??

five cups of tea: Yup

mcdonalds: Omg Why are you like this

five cups of tea: Ok but am I wrong????

mcdonalds: I cant say you are tbh

five cups of tea: Man I feel like Marius am I like Marius??

mcdonalds: Whats he like?

five cups of tea: Kind of oblivious, pretty romantic but sort of in a weird way, awkward, usually confused but can be scary if he needs to, handsome as hell and love of my life that I would honestly leave all three of you for

mcdonalds: Wow Are you sure you havent already

five cups of tea: :P Actually….

mcdonalds: Are you suddenly realizing youve left us for a fictional character

five cups of tea: No I was oging to say I might be more like Bossuet

mcdonalds: Youre just saying words I dont know who that is

five cups of tea: He always has bad luck Like always Ummmm hold on

mcdonalds: K Who would I be???

five cups of tea: “He was the constant victim of mischance, hence his merriment. He said, ‘I spend my life walking under ladders.’”

mcdonalds: Ok you mgiht be this Bossuet you bad luck magnet

five cups of tea: For you Hmmmm Enjolras?

mcdonalds: Not cosette??  Shes the love interest right

five cups of tea: As much as I love you Enjolras is the leader in red And I just can’t help myself

mcdonalds: Nerd Are you goind to do alya and nino too?

five cups of tea: D u h

 2:34

mcdonalds: Adrien?? You ok? Youve been quiet for a while Or did you fall asleep on your computer again

five cups of tea: No I’m here I’m just Stuck This is haarrrrrdddddddddd Alya and Nino are just so deep and complex and awesome and I dont’ know how to place them???

mcdonalds: True But wow Slightly offended

five cups of tea: Hey yours is based on a pun I can pun easy

mcdonalds: G o to sleep kitten You can sort them in the mornign Later this morning

five cups of tea: Fine I hope you’re feeling better

mcdonalds: A little bit!! The soup definitely helped Night <3

five cups of tea: Night <3

10:25 in boo you whore

astral projection: saturdays are chill but my mom wants us to clean the entire apartment today and im not about that life

 12:12

mcdonalds has changed their name to enjolras

enjolras: I have no idea who thi s is but I hope it makes Adrien happy

punching hawkmoth in the face: ???? wahts ahppenign

enjolras: Adrien said I was this charactera t like 2

astral projection: why the fuck do none of you people value sleep

punching hawkmoth in the face: how theh ell did that even come up in conversation

enjolras: He was saying he thinks hes like Marius

astral projection: huh

five cups of tea: I’m not sure yet

astral projection: bro!!!

five cups of tea: I'm thinking either Marius or bossuet for myself

punching hawkmoth in the face: r we supposed 2 know the second one

enjolras: Hes got bad luck Thats what I got from our convo when no one else was awake

punching hawkmoth in the face: change ur name i want u2b the hopeless romantic

astral projection: isnt he already??

punching hawkmoth in the face: lmao

five cups of tea has changed their name to marius

punching hawkmoth in the face: awesome were u gonna do nino and i??

marius: Yeah I’m just having some trouble

astral projection: yeah were just too unique to be put into little boxes

marius: Exactly

astral projection: that was sarcasm but i love you so much

marius: <3

punching hawkmoth in the face: hey question not that im doubting maris badassary but why enjolras

marius: Enjolras is incredibly passionate and would do anything for his friends and the people of Paris Reminds me of how Marinette is as class president

PM between marius and enjolras

enjolras: Nice save

marius: Thanks

in boo you whore

astral projection: I see it

marius: Alya could be eponine?

punching hawkmoth in the face: shes the one who cries about marius right

marius: Well I was actually thinking her cause Ponine she knows her way around And all that stuff But yes she cries about Marius she does have a song about that

PM between punching hawkmoth in the face and astral projection

punching hawkmoth in the face: lmao did he just give me the character hopelessly in love with marius

astral projection: rip

punching hawkmoth in the face: end my life

in boo you whore

punching hawkmoth in the face: i cna work with that

punching hawkmoth in the face has changed their nickname to eponine

astral projection: and then tehre was one

marius: I’m struggling

enjolras: Arent we all

eponine: Id help but I know literally nothing other than some of the lyrics RED THE BLOOD OF BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD

astral projection: theres no way that isnt right im 100% sure those are the actual words

eponine: BLACK THE BLOOD OF BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD

enjolras: Period mood

eponine: general mood

enjolras: Ok same

eponine: mood: red and black but the only words are blood

enjolras renamed this conversation to “red the blood of blood blood blood”

eponine: yes exactly

astral projection: sometimes i wonder why im friends with you

eponine: because u love us and would be sad without us

astral projection: ok yes but also why

marius: I mean maybe Grantaire? He’s a jack of all trades? Nino you are…really hard to place But R might be the best bet

enjolras: Wait a minute R?

marius: Yes

enjolras: Get out of this chat

marius: </3

astral projection: that is amazing

astral projection has changed their nickname to grantaire

grantaire: in it for the puns

marius: So is Hugo

enjolras: Who

marius: The writer of les mis

eponine: tag yourself im les miserables all of them

grantaire: you cant be all the miserables

eponine: watch me try

marius: Sorry you must have no idea what’s going on

grantaire: not really we have nothing to contribute but keep going dude!!! i love to hear you ramble

eponine: oh oh i have something to contribute

enjolras: You do?

eponine: 24601? more like 246 so done with your shit

enjolras: Im leaving the country

grantaire: whos shit?

eponine: uh oh fuck whos the antagonist again

marius: Society

grantaire: deep

enjolras: Stop being fake deep

eponine: feep anyway no u butt the police dude

marius: The only evil in les mis IS society And the Thenardiers OH JAVERT

eponine: YES THANK YOU

marius: Javert: do not forget my name Alya: forgets his name

eponine: fuck you also 246 so done with your shit javert

grantaire: thank you for clarifying

eponine: no prob

enjolras: Ok so Im googling stuff to try and figure out whats happening And wow This is depressing ¾ of us die

marius has changed their nickname to bossuet

bossuet: Now all of us die

eponine: nope change back 2 lover boy ur not dying too

grantaire: um no one is dying my dudes

bossuet: We’re always dying But fine

bossuet has changed their nickname to marius

enjolras: Im pretty sure Im dying righ tnow I almost coughed up a lung

eponine: GO TAKE MEDICIN E

enjolras: You arent my mom!!!!!!!!!

eponine: THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT CCARE ABOUT YOU AND YOUR HEALTH!!!!!!!!!

enjolras: AHHHHH

eponine: AHHHHHH

grantaire: Ahhhhh?

marius: Ahhhhh

[deborahdeshoftim5779]

Trelsi: The Pleasure of Un-Orthodoxy

I have to advise honest High School Musical fanfiction writers that they must shelve their fear of being un-orthodox. The HSM fandom is one of the least balanced I have ever seen, and I’ve been part of a few other major fandoms within the last couple of years. With almost no criticism applied to the major couple, Troy and Gabriella, then there should be no fear of going against the grain, even if that means a substantially smaller reading audience. I’ve just spent a couple of hours rewriting and adding to notes for my major Trelsi story, as I’ve been dilly-dallying on it for a while, working on a couple of smaller Trelsi projects. I love this story madly, because I’ve got loads of unorthodox additions, structures and changes that I want to make, all of which have been thought through over the last six months. 

The deal is this: non-Orthodox HSM fandoms are often better considered than the canonical pairings-- particularly Troyella. I’ve discussed the patent problems with Troyella in a current series I’m writing called “The Marvel of Trelsi”. Check it out if you like chunky paragraphs, unbridled sarcasm and endless footnotes. This is because the non-orthodox ships must often sift through a large body of script and photographic evidence in order to build a case for their ship. Of course, this is not always the case, and this does not guarantee that anyone will agree with that interpretation. I personally much prefer a case for a ship that is built on script evidence, rather than photographic evidence, as the script is less prone to manipulation than photographs-- a screenshot could mean anything to anyone at any time. But even so, the non-Orthodox shipper often has to look beyond what they are given, whereas the Troyella narrative is so imposing that it does not lend to critical thinking. 

Of course, there are many non-Orthodox ships that I consider implausible or ridiculous. Not everyone bothers to do their homework. And building a case for a ship does not mean that one has considered the legitimate future for that ship, which I argue is somewhat important. (Depending upon how seriously you take these things). But they have often yielded potential scenarios of greater interest than what was given to us via Troyella. I consider Trelsi to be very much in this vein. Because so few fans are willing to consider Trelsi outside of Kelsi being a useful accessory to promote the Troyella relationship, then very few people are willing to actually think the potential through (soon to be discussed in my above-mentioned series) and see how that compares to the canonical narrative. I have to appreciate the very small audience willing to consider these things, but I continue, because these links and possibilities should be explored.

I don’t know about the writing process of other authors, although judging by the quality of  some fics that I’ve read in the fandom so far, I assume that many don’t have one. I like to write detailed character notes before even writing the first letter of the first chapter. I have to get to the very bottom of the character, and this is honestly where some of my best ideas with regards to the Trelsi ship have come from. In fact, I drew heavily from my character notes in order to write my current series on Trelsi, and vice versa. Up until today, I had been procrastinating on finishing my character notes for Kelsi (ironic, given that I managed it for this series!) and finally completed them today. Previously, I had been considering whether her inability to criticize Troyella would be a significant flaw, until I dug a little deeper and thought about why she supported this “relationship”, and discovered the real reason (which I will discuss in “The Marvel of Trelsi”! XD), which gave me a whole new perspective. I was like “YES-- this makes sense!” It’s amazing when you discover more about the character whilst writing them and then being able to develop the plot. And I contend that this comes from un-orthodoxy; I have to think outside the box and work with the limited materials available to me on Trelsi in order to justify deviating so wildly from canon. 

I wrote an amateur list of “Thou Shalts and Thou Shalt Nots” for the Trelsi fandom, which I now think wasn’t detailed enough with problems that I had when reading Trelsi fics. One of them includes an inability to write Troy Bolton as well as Kelsi Nielsen. I have seen a wide range of characterizations for Troy which range from an unrealistic, macho jock (not sure what script evidence supports that) to being a complete wimp and pushover, which, despite Troy’s plummeting self-esteem, is not true either. In fact, I discussed this in a footnote for my Trelsi series, that Troy can pluck up the courage to walk away from Gabriella during HSM II, when she had been deceiving and manipulating him whilst pretending to flirt with Ryan. There are clear moments when Troy is willing to try and persuade Gabriella, to disagree with her, to try and make her see reason. Just because he is not successful in these attempts does not turn him into a glob of jelly. Another characterization that I wish to challenge is that of Kelsi as being the perennial shrinking violet throughout the movies. I alluded to this during my “Thou Shalts/Thou Shalt Nots”, but I believe that time has given me enough perspective to expand upon that. It appears popular to portray Kelsi as always been the hapless, innocent, shy and sweet girl. I hope that I have brought more nuance and complexity to her as a character here and here. If you can’t see a decided evolution in Kelsi’s character throughout the canonical movies, then I must conclude that you were watching different movies. The key is to understand how much of Kelsi’s shyness remains, and how to balance that with an increased confidence. Because Kelsi takes love VERY SERIOUSLY (check out my analysis of her lyrics), there is little room for playing around with her characterization. This also undervalues the stories that rely too heavily upon the “Kelsi has a crush on Troy theory”, which I will deconstruct in my next instalment for “The Marvel of Trelsi”. (It’s coming. It’s coming... :D)

Another joy of unorthodoxy helps me to challenge the Trelsi fics where the result is a seamless happily-ever-after. I hate HEA endings with a passion-- so much so that I have committed myself to never writing one, whether for fanfiction or for an original. I’m currently working on an original story where I want my protagonist to fail in his quest, because the quest is so deep-rooted and draining that I’m not sure it can be won. It’s not that I advise being pessimistic in unorthodox pairings; I understand the desire to give two underappreciated characters a happy ending. But unorthodoxy is precisely just that. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. Think about that. You need to deal with Gabriella, you need to deal with her friends, you need to deal with the dreaded status quo that the Wildcats claim has disappeared, but really exists throughout the movie canon. Personally, I embrace this challenge, and I’m very excited about adding in all my unorthodox changes to the Trelsi storyline. For me, I see no profit without a struggle, and I want Troy and Kelsi to struggle. I see no other way for them as a couple unless they have struggled first. Don’t follow the grain of Troyella where there is no struggle from the start, and everything only gets sweeter and sweeter. If you have a significant problem with Troyella, then you get to deconstruct this myth-- but don’t go overboard and decide to demonize Gabriella, or make Troyella into something worse than it is. (Although it’s difficult to see anything worse as far as relationships go). Play around a little within canonical constraints and plain old common sense. 

I despise fluff in most forms. I read Trelsi fic to learn from the characterization and to add to my headcanons. I actually do not read Trelsi fiction to enjoy the fluff, because I don’t generally enjoy fluff. I understand the appeal, but it never draws me in. Am I too much of a realist? But we are dealing with teenagers, if one sticks to the canonical narrative, and whilst that may be an argument for fluff, it certainly isn’t an argument for unrealistic platitudes of love. Despite the fact that Kelsi is a heavy romantic idealist (as is Troy), that does not immeidately translate into a sugary relationship with anyone. This is why I cautioned against sugary Trelsi stories. But don’t get me wrong, you can still get some classic romantic moments between Troy and Kelsi. I know, because I’ve been planning stories for the last six months. It’s just a matter of understanding what constitutes Troy and Kelsi’s relationship, that it is made up of small, notable and largely quiet moments, often demonstrated during when one of them (usually Troy, but it can also be Kelsi) is at their lowest. So from a writing technique, aesthetic and sadistic viewpoint, I prefer to challenge Troy and Kelsi before they deserve any romantic moments together. I take this same approach to all the romance fiction that I’ve written for other fandoms. If they haven’t suffered, then they don’t deserve it. 

(Fun fact: I used to hate the romance genre, and swore never to write it). 

I have attempted to demonstrate a romantic moment here:

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“Today, he looked casual, almost invisible, with his black jeans, sneakers and black shirt. Casual and handsome, she added, quite forgetting that she should have outgrown such thoughts by now.  

“Why don’t you play the rest of it?”  Without waiting for response, he had jumped off stage (she couldn’t help admiring his agility) and the next minute, was sitting next to her on the piano stool. Distracted by this, and possibly by his deodorant or aftershave or whatever, she stared at him before remembering that this wasn’t Junior Year, and she hadn’t only just met him, and she should just play the damn thing. 

“It’s kinda rough right now--”

He smiled. “Didn’t sound like it.” 

Relenting, she played it. And somehow, maybe because it was her first time, or perhaps because only Troy was there to hear it, she felt drawn in far deeper than she’d intended, so much so that when she’d finished, it took a moment to return to reality. Just the bare bones? No, she had accessed something deeper in the three or four minutes she’d played, and wasn’t sure how to retrieve it, capture the moment in a bottle and repeat. She stared at the keys, her fingernails and then the crumpled manuscript in front of her as though they’d suddenly appeared.  Jesus Christ. And finally, she glanced at Troy, embarrassed about zoning out on him. 

“Er… so yeah. That’s the song. So far.” 

For a moment, he didn’t answer, his eyes fixed on hers. “Wow… That’s… That’s nice.” 

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As you can see, I’ve reused the scene from HSM I, after Troy hears “What I’ve Been Looking For” in order to demonstrate the emotional connection that Troy feels-- canonically, I might add-- towards Kelsi’s music. Obviously, this is rough, so it will be edited properly, but right now (at 22:11pm), I’m thinking it’s not too shabby. Yet. :D I am going to have some fun coming up with more scenes, some already which are in my head. 

I’m onto writing my character notes for Gabriella Montez, which I will finish sometime later this week. That will certainly be fun as I seek to understand her motivations, and why she gets away with such atrocious behaviour towards Troy Bolton. 

Stay unorthodox! :D

[bogwisdom]

Doin all these asks bc procrastinating

thank you so much for tagging me Nanna @conversationinthehallway; i needed this

LAST… [1] drink: full drink? had a beer like half an hour ago [2] phone call: accidentally to Anthony the other night [3] text message: to Julian [4] song you listened to: If It Be Your Will by Leonard Cohen [5] time you cried: Monday, excessively [6] dated someone twice: nope [7] been cheated on: nope [8] kissed someone and regretted it: regretted because of the circumstances but not because of the person [9] lost someone special: haha yikes, yes [10] been depressed: yeah for a while [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: enough times that you’d think i would’ve learned by now

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS [12] Maroon [13] Olive green [14] Peach IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: tons!! thankful for them [16] fallen out of love: i suppose, yeah, but it might’ve been before that [17] laughed until you cried: at some point, I’m sure [18] found out someone was talking about you: not really [19] met someone who changed you: of course [20] found out who your true friends are: my friends have never hurt me and i love them for it [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: a few someones, yes GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: a handful, like 5? [23] do you have any pets: a cat back home! [24] do you want to change your name: no way; I like my name [25] what did you do for your last birthday: drank a margarita the size of my head [26] what time did you wake up: 9 a.m. [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: uh, writing in my journal I think [28] name something you cannot wait for: going to Barcelona next weekend with Julian [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: January, feels like a million years [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: the insurmountable level of guilt and grief I’m currently feeling. Wish I could enjoy my time with Julian wholeheartedly without knowing what led to it [31] what are you listening to right now: Lover, Lover, Lover by Leonard Cohen for the thousandth time in 48 hours [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: of course?? [33] something that is getting on your nerves: this damn pimple on my chin [35] elementary: it was great [36] high school: most of it was fine, some parts were extremely NOt Fine [37] college: so far so good [38] hair colour: kind brownish blondeish reddish?  [39] long or short hair: long but not as long as it should be [40] do you have a crush on someone: yes, against my better judgment [41] what do you like about yourself: strong calves and headstrong-ness [42] piercings: three on each ear lobe and two in my right cartilage [43] blood type: A+ [44] nickname: Han [45] relationship status: lmaooo single with an extremely not-platonic friendship I GUESS. This is a much more complicated question than it used to be [46] zodiac sign: scorpio [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: The X-Files [49] tattoos: none yet [50] right or left handed: right FIRST… [51] surgery: got my wisdom teeth out when I was 15 [52] piercing: ears, of course [53] best friend: a girl named Mae from preschool [55] vacation: Disneyworld when I was 5 I think [56] pair of trainers: who tf knows this?? RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: water [59] I’m about to: finally do some homework [60] listening to: No Me Importa Nada por Luz Casal [61] waiting for: Julian to tell me whether we’re gonna be able to go out tonight [62] want: some damn peace [63] get married: i’m not currently getting married in this moment, no [64] career: that’s an awfully lofty word for it. I don’t even have a job right now, but I’ve got one lined up for the summer WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: depends on when and from whom [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller, but not too tall [68] older or younger: older [69] romantic or spontaneous: are these mutually exclusive? but spontaneous if I had to pick  [70] nice arms or nice stomach: whatever, but arms I guess [71] sensitive or loud: a little of both, ideally [72] hook up or relationship: a little of both, ideally [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker, I guess HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? I’m not sure what counts as a stranger, but I’d say no [75] drank hard liquor? lmao of COURSE [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? don’t wear ‘em [77] turned someone down: i suppose so [78] sex on first date? haven’t really had the chance [79] broken someone’s heart? fuck, i suppose I have [80] had your own heart broken? only by my damn self [81] been arrested? nope [82] cried when someone died? not really, actually [83] fallen for a friend? sure DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? it’s pretty tough to right now, but I am trying [85] miracles?  not really [86] love at first sight? first sight, no. but i’m a bigger believer in people hitting it off extremely fast than i used to be [87] santa claus? of course not [88] kiss on the first date? why the hell not [89] angels? not really OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: which one? so many [91] eye colour: bluish grey [92] favourite movie: Raiders of the Lost Ark, the one constant in my life

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92 truths rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag! I was tagged by @drawerswithouthandles and @boookemdanno thanks!!! <333 LAST… [1] drink: water [2] phone call: my mum [3] text message: my friend [4] song you listened to: Semi-charmed life - Third Eye Blind [5] time you cried: last wednesday after watching monday's emmerdale 😂 HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: no [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: no [9] lost someone special: i don't think so [10] been depressed: no [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] burgundy [13] orange [14] blue IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes 😊 [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: yes [18] found out someone was talking about you: no [19] met someone who changed you: not really [20] found out who your true friends are: hopefully! [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: 1 [23] do you have any pets: no [24] do you want to change your name: no! [25] what did you do for your last birthday: i had a halloween party 😂 because i'm that unoriginal [26] what time did you wake up: 7 am [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: i was on tumblr [28] name something you cannot wait for: my exams to be over [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: this morning [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i could write but i just can't seem to do it! [31] what are you listening to right now: people in the school canteen [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes [33] something that is getting on your nerves: my procrastination [35] elementary: it was pretty good [36] high school: urgh, i'm working towards my a levels and it's awful! [37] college: i've not been yet [38] hair colour: dark brown [39] long or short hair: it's just below my shoulders so mid-length?? 😂 [40] do you have a crush on someone: no [41] what do you like about yourself?: I’m kind and loyal [42] piercings: single ear piercigs but i never wear earings [44] nickname: jazzy? [45] relationship status: single [46] zodiac sign: scorpio [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: the flash, emmerdale, the inbetweeners and a load of others, i can't choose! [49] tattoos: no [50] right or left handed: left FIRST… [51] surgery: nothing, thankfully [52] piercing: normal ear piercing [53] best friend: i guess i never really had one [54] sport: i was on the school girls football team at primary [55] vacation: the Isle of Wight [56] pair of trainers: no idea! RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: my lunch [58] drinking: water [59] i’m about to: have a free period, few! [60] listening to: my friends, they probably think i'm being really anti-social 😂 [61] waiting for: hometime! [62] want: to get my homework done [63] get married: no [64] career: no idea 🙂 WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs [66] lips or eyes: eyes? [67] shorter or taller: i'm not into all thus stuff so i don't really care [68] older or younger: ???? [69] romantic or spontaneous: ???? [70] nice arms or nice stomach: arms [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: for me, none! [73] troublemaker or hesitant: ???? HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? no [75] drank hard liquor? I tried vodka a couple of weeks ago [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? no [77] turned someone down: yes [78] sex on first date? ???? [79] broken someone’s heart? No [80] had your own heart broken? no [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? No one thatbclose to me has died so no [83] fallen for a friend: no DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? sometimes [85] miracles? no [86] love at first sight? No [87] santa claus? no [88] kiss on the first date? Sure [89] angels? No OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: i don't have one [91] eye colour: blue, green, grey and hazel! [92] favourite movie: Back To The Future (we have good tastes, ali!!!😂) I'm tagging @sophilly @silverrobron @aarondingl-e @youslicetheginger and @aaron-clyde if you'd like to do it!