#and yes her hair is so hard to draw ive tried before 😭

[loz-tearsofahomo]

Yoimiya I love you but her hair is so hard to drawww 💀💀💀💀

OMGOMGOMGOMG THIS IS SO COOL im gonna need to draw yoimiya now in this outfit JSHSJSJSN THANK YOU SMM

[j0nika]

IM GLAD YOU ENJOYED MY REACTION!!! yes, homura is still amazing!!!! in fact....

you can say that its too soon to be buying figures, but COME ON. madoka magica was something else for me and this is just the process of diving into the fandom....

i really did love homura devil! that was definitely one of the most memorable parts of rebellion to me!!!! she was so beautiful, too. you're right, she does look very very very tired....:(

HMM YEAH!!! Actually, i worded that really weird sorry...i dont think i myself see her as evil either, she really does just want the best for madoka, even if shes done some bad things in the process...she never had purely evil intentions, and i dont think any character does honestly. AND ALSO NAHH I WAS WORDING IT REALLY BAD IM SO SORRY. i wasnt even thinking that their relationship was sexual, my mind just sort of went to the fact that the way homura had been acting is stereotypically sexual especially for anime girl demons or whatever but i really liked the depth of her character and that ahe had been characterized as "evil" more than anything.

ALSO, THATS A VERY NICE SUMMARY! rewrote the universe just to ensure madokas happiness...:( oh homura you tried so hard just for madoka to almost immediately go back to god form...

OH YEAH. I WAS THINKING OF THAT SCENE TOO AHHHHHHHHH noooooooooooooo that makes me SO SAD😭😭😭😭 thats where the drawing idea that i did of homura came from, that scene made me really tear up aswell....i also sort of combined that with when homura was laying with madoka as they were dying together...my heartt😭

yeah....struggle is the perfect word. its like trying to restrain everything to maintain madokas happiness, even if that doesnt mean the best outcome for her herself

AHHH YES you are so right!!! It really makes things *feel* beautiful. bittersweet is just the stuff that gets me crying. you are very right, its a strong love-hate relationship, but i think thats the reason that its so special to me....its so pretty!!! makes me feel like a violin

OOOHHHHHHH!!!!!! I didnt think of the hair braiding that way!!! Actually, i sat down and started drawing homura with long hair and a little braid in the middle...ended up deleting it, but i love that hairstyle, a little bit of "both homuras", ive never thoughr of it that way before thank you!

awhhh thats really really sad.....immm.....😔. poor homura.....you're definitely right

OH YEAH. both of them are VERYYY POWERFUL. i know that homura deep down really cares for everyone, even if she sees them as insignificant or whatever....they were all once her friends...aww

REALLY??!! im glad something as simple of that could make you happy, haha!

EEKKK YESS I LOVED IT SO SO MUCH! AND IM GLAD YOU LIKED READING IT!!! Tried my best to express how i felt about it! and thanks for being so patient and responding and stuff:)! God i have to rewatch it, ive been so stressed out lately i forgot all of the intense emotions it gave me!!!!!! Also, im so so so sorry for the late response, ive been going THROUGH IT recently and lost all of my motivation to talk to anyone.....theres some crazy stuff happening where my house is on the verge of exploding because my water heater is leaking...so that means my birthday is cancelled and nobody can come over......ive just been super sad about everything! ☹️☹️ BUT im hoping i can move past this and get back on track with the things i love, like madoka magica and drawing in general!!!

HOLD UP, since your mom bought Rebellion for you as a birthday present, is today your birthday?!

Also…how was it…? I hope you liked it! (Of course if you have trouble processing what happened, feel free to ask)

That was the best movie

i have ever watched.

i went through all 5 stages of grief within the matter of 5 minutes.

SPOILERS FOR MADOKA MAGICA REBELLION BELOW!

i feel like i have never been so touched by a piece of media in my life

since the movie is so long, im not going to touch on every part, only the ones that were the most important to me

I WAS VERY CONFUSED AT THE BEGINNING. it was a huge surprise that the world had been fake (pretty much), because i was almost positive that was homura in her early stages of time travelling....NO. everything had already happened...

when they had begun talking about how the world was created by a witch, i was confused on how Bebe was relevant, since there had been no previous mention of them...and for them to imagine this ENTIRE WORLD just didnt sit right with me. once they started to mention it a little more, i had immediately known it was homura.

still, i started to get emotional when the world started to burn, and it was revealed that homura really was behind this. homura had been the thing she had sworn not to trust, what she hated with all her heart, trapped in her own cage she was trying to escape from...quite literally. that in itself was pretty beautiful to me :(

after all of that, when homura had pretty much sentenced herself to death to make sure that madoka would not be taken advantage of, madoka ended up trying so hard to save homura...i think that their love for eachother is definitely mutual, even if it seems like homuras might overpower madokas, i know that madoks truly cares about keeping homura safe and even in a moment of sacrifice madoka still just longed to be with homura and didnt want her to end that way, it was such a heartwarming moment

especially when god madoka came down to help homura, i started tearing up, it was really pretty and i had these lighst going on in my room and i was wondering the whole time "what does fantasy mean by people dont like what homura does at the end? everything seems fine right now!"

........

HOMURA

WHAAAAAATTTTT?!???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Holy FUCKING SHIT I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT.

I THINK THAT WAS MY *FAVORITE* PLOT TWIST THAT I HAVE EVER SEEN IN AN ANIME...IT SERIOUSLY BROUGHT OUT ALL THE EMOTIONS IN ME

i was STARING at my tv with my mouth open i could not believe it.....AND WHEN SHE STARTED TO SMILE, I GOT SUPER EXCITED!! I tend to accidently headcanon characters insanity as the smiling insanity, as if they broke, and i had started drawing homura like that but figured it wasnt fitting for her.....DAMN WAS I WRONG!!!!

i LOVE how homura had become an obsessive....not quite lustful, but more...PURELY EVIL DEMON....who had seperated madokas human form and god form to create a madoka who would be able to live happily (i believe?) with an altered memory...GOD, that scene was so POWERFUL, ive been stuck thinking about it all day today....DAMNIT HOMURA, I LOVE YOU EVEN WHEN YOU ARE EVIL!!! And this insane character development just made me love her even more!!!!!!!

then, at the end, when madoka had ended up quickly reuniting with her god form....and the way that homura said that the ribbons look better on madoka....JESUS...i was THIS CLOSE TO CRYING!!! it was almost a bittersweet ending, and that was the best route they couldve chosen...i couldnt tell if i felt sad, at peace.....it was really really beautiful!

HONORABLE MENTIONS:

that scene with the flower field....THE SCENE WITH THE FLOWER FIELD HAD ME NEAR SOBBING...i thought it was gorgeous and the way that they hugged...the thought that this would be one of the last times homura would be able to hear madoka say those heartfelt things to her, just seeing her sit there....it was really blissful :(

THE SCENE WITH THE STATUE TURNING TO TAR!!!! that was AMAZING symbolism, holy shit! i just kinda stared at the tv for a little bit...its as if homuras love was infecting madoka....i love it so much.

i cant quitteee remember this one very well, but when madoka started t-posing and sunk into the ground, becoming this liquid, the homura becoming liquid, then a mini homura smashing it up? I DONT THINK IM REMEMBERING IT RIGHT, but i just know that it kind of hit me, it reminded me of no matter how hard homura had kept trying to save madoka, she kept dying...and all she went through within all of the timelines were ultimately very small and hardly mattered, since in the end, she failed...THATS HOW I SAW IT!

(and also, the fight with mami was AMAZING!!!! The music, the combat, the intensity, oh my god!! and when homura shot herself, and then held it up to mami, i was like WHATS GOING ON?!?!?)

this movie was absoloutely beautiful, touching, intense, i....literally have no words to describe it.

I PROBABLY WOULDVE NEVER GOTTEN TO WATCHING IT IF YOU DIDNT RECCOMEND IT TO ME FANTASY!!! THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH...that was *seriously* one of the best experiences of my life, i went through so much in such a little amount of time...the fascinating scenery with the witches and the everything looked amazing as always, this was just a very very special and UNIQUE movie to me and i stayed involved the whole time...I DONT THINK ANYTHING THAT ILL EVER WATCH WILL TOP THAT, HONESTLY.....

thank you SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!! I LOVED IT!!! 10000000/10.....it genuinely couldnt have been better!!!!! and it only made me love homura even more!!!!!!!!

(ALSO, TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION, it is not my birthday! my birthday is in 9 days, march 16th! STILL COUNTS AS A BIRTHDAY PRESENT!)