#and yea im shipping miu and him wat else is new

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look yall i am struggling

idk how my ass got into optimusxreader shit but it did and im loving hating myself.

im struggling cause idk wat design of optimus i wanna draw, i spend like 5 hours looking at art trying to find references when i should be drawing. then im gushign over this one story of optimusxreader i came across and im living. my feels r all over the place, i actually had to sit back and reevaluate my life and its been a whirlwind of me just staring at optimus pics and stressing out over wat design i wanna draw

my fave optimus has always been the armada one cause that was my first transformer cartoon and what got me into transformers but THERE IS NOT A SINGLE GOOD PIC OF ARMADA OP OUT THERE AND IM PISSED so thats y my ass is like everywhere else on google images and pinterest cause ill find a good design like war for cybertron/fall of cybertron and cant find decent ref pics  im a mess someone send help