#and worse yet they are already inviting themsleves for next year
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#p:korea#c:seoul#l:university#d:20210824#i really do use tumblr as my personal personal journal#i moved to a bigger house because my parents told me they would help me pay rent in exchange for having a place to stay when they come visi#well now they are here and they are backtracking#they told me they will not help me pay my rent anymore but they are staying at my house#and worse yet they are already inviting themsleves for next year#they have been here for two weeks and everyday they have made a cooment about my weight#that i need to lose weight exercise more stop eating this or drinking that#my mental health has plummeted#i am at that point where i go to sleep praying not to wake up the next day#the visa allows them to come for 90 days and they are staying the fucking 90 days#i really don't want to wake up tomorrow#and i feel like i have no one to talk#my friends once told me that i just complained and after that i haven't opened up to them again about my problems#so i always talk to my brother but i feel like i just bother him#please i don't want to wake up#i seriously haven't felt happiness in years#didn't feel happiness when i graduated or when seeing my parents after a year or after moving back to seoul#no happiness just apathy#i am seriously just waiting for the embrace of death#i even have a list of reason as to why i shouldn't jump of a bridge and the reason are mostly one piece and not wanting my family to feelba
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