#and when other people dont do that in return im just like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee whyyyyyyyyyy | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

davrinassan · 4 days ago

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my mom constantly complains that i'm really hard to buy presents for and it's like......am i though. am i really. i don't think i am... i think if she paid literally any attention to me/the things i like it'd be really easy, actually. but what do i know man...

#last year my christmas/birthday present was an ASOIAF book set. when ive never expressed any interest in it.#and in fact i really cannot consume ASOIAF because *nc*st is one of my massive no-gos and just knowing it's in there grosses me out #me and a friend did sleuthing and found out it was just. on sale. like a solid $20 off. so she probably just bought it bc of that #idk gifts are like one of my LoVe LaNgUaGeS because im really bad at expressing how i feel verbally #like it's very uncomfortable for me. so i put a lot of effort into gifts instead. (and also like physical affection/acts of service/etc)#and when other people dont do that in return im just like eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee whyyyyyyyyyy #makes me feel kinda icky. like u cant pay attention to the things i like? even when im directly rambling to u about them??#anyways.#txt #we r going to kohls to return the presents she got me that i admittedly did not like #im gnna just ask her how much it was & maybe see if she can pay for an art commission for me instead akhfsdjkf #she said next yr i can just pick out what i want instead #and im like YAYY YIPPEEEE YAHOOOO <- someone who is sick of this whole thing

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