#and when i decided yk what ill compromise and be a vet bc i like animals but its sciencey | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sumarmz · 5 months ago

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Mourning the loss of what a good writer I could've been if I had stuck with it but noooo all my family just had to tell 9 year old me that being an author was a stupid dream and I HAD to go into science fml

#sumarmz waffles #i feel like turning this emo in the tags tho #sumarmz is emo #anyways emo time #its so frustrating bc like i was so set on it and i full on wrote a 100 page story about my pet birds (i was obsessed with them(#and like everyone knew how set i was on being an author #the only person who like actually supported that tho wss my dad #weird to think about how hes the only one that supports my interests considering how shit he is #but then again #when it comes to parenting hes not horrendous #like he is not a good father and thats a whole different thing #but i mainly hate him bc of things my mums told me about #but then again my mum is a whole different story #idk what to believe anymore #all i know is that i used to get scared when they wrre in the same room #idek why i didnt see them speak once until last year when my mum asked for a divorce #even when i didnt know anything about their relationship it was still tense #bloody hell how did i get here #i was talking about my interests what am i yapping about #anyways #sucks that full grown adults got pissy that a 9 year old had big dreams #and when i decided yk what ill compromise and be a vet bc i like animals but its sciencey #IT STILL WASNT ENOUGH FOR THEM #LET ME DO WHAT I WANT BRO #then my mum was like oh be a biomedist its good pay and u make medicine #she doesnt know what a biomedist is #i did my own research and she has not a single clue of what its about #then i wss like fine i'll be a dermatologist im into skincare #my mum hates that too but whatever #anyways now idk if i actually want to be a dermatologist or if thats just a result of me settling and compromising

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