#and when doing the math...a single gold vip ticket (w/o fees) adds up to about how much i make on a single sunday at work
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having an existential crisis because i can't decide if i should drop an irresponsible amount of money to meet some internet guys i've been fixated on since i was a teenager or be normal
#like i am doing it for 15 year old me who drew cat whiskers on her face and went to school like that#(also drew them on my best friend that i was totally not a little in love with)#yes this is about dan and phil again stick with the program#and when doing the math...a single gold vip ticket (w/o fees) adds up to about how much i make on a single sunday at work#the mental gymnastics i have to do to justify it are really quite minimal#but my anxiety about money is immense so...the horrors consume me nonetheless#there are two wolves inside of me:#one hates the idea of having to pay for human interaction on any scale#the other understands this is their job and all work deserves to be paid#there is also the horrible reality that i am going to die poor no matter what i do! so i might as well have some good silly fun while i can#and my friend agreed to go with me even though she simply does not care about them anywhere near as much as i do#and i fully plan to pay for like...half of her ticket to make up for it...#so...a little ouchy on the wallet...but also silly and fun and something i will probably never get the chance to do again#personal#secret controversial fear is i love their yt content but i fear what the live show will be like i hate stand up and most comedy specials...#what am i signing up for
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