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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 29 days ago

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Okay I probably won't post as many updates for this project as I did the TMA scarf, or maybe I will, because I can and I love this fucking shawl. Eventually it will look like this:

But with blue as the main color!! I know my poll decided red but my heart decided blue. Right now it looks a little wonky cuz it's still on the needles, but eventually it will look cool as fuck. I got to learn increases and decreases for this project, which I'm very happy with.

#so im back onmy meds which brought back my creativity and motivation to do things #who couldve guessed #when i first started taking my second mood stabilizer an effect was increased motivation by balancing dopamine levels #i was so surpised when i woke up and eanted to go for a walk to the coffee shop #and then i checked out a store id always wanted to go into on my way back. and that night i went to a concert for an artist id never heard #i didnt like the artist but that venue was a cool one #usually drew very small crowds and the artists would talk to you beforehand #i was clearly the only person there that wasnt a friend or family bcuz they all cheered when i came in #the intensity of that effect chilled out as i kept taking it but it still helps #and it inspired me to find and make a new knitting project. for ren faire next year with my gf #so not only am i being creative but im planning for the future #and i fixed my sleep schedule #my psychiatrist seemed surprised when we talked yesterday #bcuz i was doing so much better #maam i lied to you in the first appointment and now im actually taking my meds..thats why the sudden change #anyway we love meds in this household. bless meds #and we love this fcking shawl its so damn cool

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