#and was very content with my comfy but punk fuck you skulls shirt. and then qas informed i had to wear a wedding shirt instead.

[fatcowboys]

pro: i get to go kayaking tomorrow!

con: god i never get given accessibility info without asking and have to claw it out and not properly prepared for anything on this trip. mom said we are walking to dinner. not ideal for me. i asked how far. mom just vaguely says oh, it will be quite a walk for you, looking kinda grim. im already frustrated with her today. tell her can you tell me the name of the place so i can look up how far it is. she tells me the name and i start to look it up. she seems bewildered im actually looking it up and says oh its like a half a mile. i look it up. its a little over a mile. this is a Long walk for me. that i will need to do twice with people far more able bodied than me. im tired of my accessibility needs not being considered. it may be fair to say that i should state them more specifically but mom knew it would be far for me. we always have this issue. even when im asking directly here i have to do the leg work to get the info i need to find out hours before much energy this is gonna take. mom and physical health has Always been where our relationship struggles the most and its gotten better but god its still so draining and easy to forget that sometimes but. god im real tired of it today.