#and was like hm it was kind of hard to untie!

[trifoliate-undergrowth]

wuh oh I'm on an indie fragrance kick again! anyway. environmental storytelling spotted here

you just know some pickle hater bought the Dill Pickle Scent and then contacted the store like WHY DOES IT SMELL LIKE PICKLES!!! ONE STAR!!!!

[kamii-2]

next morning

warning(s): drinking, hangover, throwing up

genre: fluff

pairing(s): ice brady x drunk!reader

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“c’mon let’s get you inside.” ice told you as she helped your drunken-self into the apartment door. you were so drunk you couldn’t walk without stumbling. usually when you two go out she’s the only getting drinks and you’re the one staying sober just because you didn’t like to drink that much but today you decided you wanted to. as the night went on you had a lot and it was hitting you hard, ice knew for a fact that you were gonna be super sick in the morning. at around 11 she decided that you had enough drinks and you guys went back to your apartment.

ice made you sit in the couch as she took off her shoes and your shoes and put them up. “ice.” you said quietly, “hm?” she replied just as quiet, “i love you.” you muttered while she looked up at you from untying your shoes, “i love you too.” she smiled. “im really tired.” you groaned while leaning back in the couch and closing your eyes, “no wake up, you still have to take off your makeup and get changed.” she said while tapping your thigh. “can you wipe my makeup for me? please?” you begged while your eye were still closed, “yes.” she replied softly. you knew she would say yes, she can’t say no to you. after she finished taking off your shoes, she took off hers and led you into your room.

“i’m gonna go get changed, ill be back.” ice informed you as she walked to your closet and got some of her clothes she left at your apartment and went to the bathroom. you changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top, sitting back into her bed and using your phone till ice came back. “i brought the makeup wipes.” ice announced as she walked back in. you set your phone down and looked up at her with a smile. “i love you.” you said while she wiped the makeup off your face, “i love you too.” she smiled and kissed your forehead. while she went and put up the makeup wipes, you laid in bed and went to sleep instantly.

before coming to bed she locked your apartment door and left the bathroom and bedroom door open for you when you woke up in the morning.

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at 10:32 am you woke up with a gigantic headache, “good God.” you muttered while covering your eyes from the bright sun. ice was still asleep, her back facing you. you got up and walked to the bathroom for an advil to ease the headache, after grabbing the medicine you walked in the kitchen for a bottle of water but before you could reach the kitchen you felt your eyes get watery and your mouth start to salivate a lot, you turned around and ran to the bathroom. the moment you closed the bathroom door and got to the toilet you threw up. after you were done your headache seemed to worsen so you rinsed your mouth out and went to the kitchen with the medicine again for a water.

while you were in the kitchen getting water, ice woke up and went to look for you. “you okay?” she asked softly while wrapping her arms around you from behind and resting her head on top of yours. “yea, i just have a bad headache but hopefully it’ll go away soon.” you told her as you took the pull and drank some water, “i kind of want to go back to bed.” you admitted. “good because i do too.” she replied immediately, you giggled at your girlfriend’s antics, “you just woke up.” she took your hand and led you to the room, “okay so? i’m still tired.” she shrugged as you two stepped into the bedroom.

you laid down and ice laid down next to you with her head in the crease of your neck, giving it a few light kisses. it took you both a few minutes before you both were asleep peacefully, nothing to bother you.

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im so sorry took so long to get out and im also sorry it’s short but i still hope you enjoyed it and i hope you have a good day/night, love you 💋💋

[joemama-2]

born too late

a/: listened to this on repeat and thought hm…nanami

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men your age were nothing compared to those older than you. in fact, they were boys. they didn’t hold the door open for you like how men did, they wouldn’t bring you flowers and pick a time and day on when they would come and see you, they wouldn’t treat you with respect and hold your hand like you were their queen.

no, they did none of that. boys your age were simply boys. but you didn’t want a boy, you wanted a man. and you did have one, at least that’s what you like to tell yourself.

you’re giving yourself false hope, really. but you just can’t stop. and when nanami acts like the picture perfect man to you, you’re melting. he calls it the bare minimum, but can’t he realize even that’s hard to find nowadays?

he holds bags for you, untied your heels, covers you with his jacket when you’re wearing something too revealing. he brushes hair out of your face so softly, leading you inside restaurants with a hand on the small of your back.

you can’t help but fall for him.

you chalked it up to him wanting to keep a professional relationship, considering you’re coworkers. but even then, you still had a sliver of hope that your smiles and lunches you made him could change that.

however, that changes when he says one sentence that shatters your being.

“you’re too young for me.”

too young? too….young? is he serious? he’s not even old and he’s calling you too young for him? is has to be a joke is what you first think, but nanami doesn’t joke, especially when it comes to what he wants he for you.

the distance he forces between you two is hard and unwelcoming. it feels like you’re being suffocated and you can’t help crying when you realize that he’s so close, but so far out of reach.

you long for him like a wife with her husband who’s in the war. long for him like you’re past lovers. long for him like you’re soulmates. and you really think you two are, but how can you be soulmates with a man who sees you as nothing more than “too young for him”?

to him, you’re just a kid.

you cry and cry, cursing the gods above for destining you with such a fate. why were you born too late? too late for the man you love to love you back.

you have no chance, you know that. it hits you hard too after seeing him with a woman, obviously one his age, smiling at him. and what does he do? he’s smiling back at her. she leans in to whisper something into his ear, and he leans in too.

it’s a disgusting and horrible sight that makes you feel sick to your stomach.

you wish it was you. you wished he could touch you like that and speak to you like that. you wish he just loved you.

he’ll see your tears and like the man he is, he wipes them and comforts you. but it’s all for naught because at the same time, he’s making you cry even more. he’s doing this out of the kindness of his own heart, not because you’re his, not because he’s yours.

it’s what anyone else would do.

“your heart just couldn’t wait?”

you confront him, tears blurring your vision as you show up to his house way later than appropriate.

he hesitates, like he wants to comfort you once more. instead, his answer is when the woman from before comes up to his side and gives you a confused look.

his arm wraps around her waist before ushering her away gently. when he turns back to you, all he can mutter is a weak “i’m sorry”, before closing the door.

it’s then, when you become conscious of one fact, the cold and hard truth.

you were born too late for him to even care.

[dreamywriter143]

i’ve actually never made a request before so i’m actually nervous 😶

uhh so please if you can i’d really like subby!neteyam cumming from tail play and like idk neck kissing or smthn

i think that would be a lot of fun

um okay yea thank you for listening and ur consideration ig? okay bye thank you 🐰

Sweet Boy

Status: REQUEST

Paring: Neteyam x Reader (Y/n)

Warnings: Complete filth, just plain smut with no story. NSFW/MDNI. Orgasm denial, SubNeteyam, DomReader, Small mommy kink, dumbification, mention of BDSM (tying up Neteyam). (Both characters are AGED-UP to 22-23years old!)

Word Count: 1.4k

A/N: Hi Anon! Thank you for your request! I kind of got carried away but I hope I was able to fulfil your request! I apologize in advance if it's not good😭 Also I’ll be fulfilling requests slowly, I have some other one-shots I’m working on along with school and work! So please bare with me. Other then that, enjoy!! This was out of my element as I’m still new to writing smut, especially with kinks included. So please be easy on me!

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“Y-y/n” Neteyam whispers through clenched teeth. His head thrown back in pure ecstasy. He couldn’t stop the jolts of electricity that twitched throughout his body, desperately chasing after his orgasm his mate deprived him of.

“Hm? What was that sweet boy?” Y/n asks, her hand slick with Neteyam’s precum. Her hand leisurely stroking his shaft. His cock stood up hard, his veins protruding along the girthy length in a desperate plea for a release.

“W-anna c-uhmmm” Neteyam’s words slur, his mind foggy with only one goal in mind.

His body jumps to the feeling of Y/n’s hand firmly grasping his cock, languidly thrusting her hand along his length. The sound of his cum against her hands sent another wave of pure pleasure down his spine. Neteyam’s ears twitched uncomfortably, he’s toes curling at the feeling of his orgasm drawling near.

“Oh c’mon now. Where are your manners?” Y/n tuts mockingly. Her hand slip past his pulsating cock. Leaving him bare. Neteyam whines out loud, his hips thrusting upwards, chasing after her hand that left him high and wet all over again. His hips jerk with vigour, feeling desperation flood his system.

“M’sorry. Plwase Y/n-“ Neteyam tries again, still unable to focus on what his mate was truly asking for. Y/n scoffs at his pathetic plea, she stands up causing Neteyam ears to fold back. Tears lips past his eyes in frustration. Frustration that he couldn’t achieve the orgasm he’s been trying to chase for the past hour.

Y/n steps towards him, lifting herself up to his lap. She gently situated herself on his lap being mindful to avoid his throbbing cock, that rested helplessly against her stomach. Her loincloth was soaked through, the smell of her arousal sending Neteyam into another frenzy. At this point he was convinced he would cum, untouched, just by simply smelling her essence.

“Try again my sweet boy, I know you can do it” Y/n purrs, she places her hand against his chest, pressing him firmly into the chair he sat upon. Thank Eywa she thought of tying his wrists onto the armrest. Preventing him from moving or taking control.

But Y/n had nothing to worry about, he was beyond his reasoning at his point. Willing to submit even if she untied them. Y/n feels Neteyam try to thrust his cock against her stomach, which was slick and covered with his precum.

He was desperate for some sort of friction. Aching for his release. He tries again, jerking his hips upwards once again.

Y/n growls threateningly under her breath, her teeth baring with a hiss. Neteyam whimpers at the sound. His eyes scrunching into a close at the sound that seems to vibrate through her, into him.

“Try again” Y/n says sternly, her thighs closing in on him, locking him in place. She purposely left his cock untouched as she tentatively reached up to caress her hands within his locks. Sweat pooling around his forehead dripping down his face and mixing in with his tears.

“Fuc-k Ma- Shi-“ Neteyam rambles, finding it harder and harder to form words. He squirms under her hold, feeling himself at wits’ end.

Neteyam eyes shoots open abruptly when he felt her delicate hands trail down his hair, gently grabbing onto his kuru. Neteyam’s gasps at the feeling, the most sensitive part of him being held by Y/n’s warm hands. Neteyam aggressively bucks his hips up into her, relishing in the few seconds his cock glided against her glistening stomach.

“Fuck- plEaAs!!” Neteyam cries out pitifully, Y/n bites her lips at the scene in front of her. Neteyam laying bare, his entire body covered in a sheen on sweat. His tears rolling down his cheeks as tiny gasps left his swollen lips. His eyes blown completely wide, unable to take the teasing any longer.

“Plea-ase M-mama, let me cummm” Neteyam tries one last time, using the tiny moment of clarity to his advantage. Finally being able to formulate the words he knew his mate wanted to hear.

Y/n’s ears twitch happily at the nickname. She inhaled her mates scent, feeling her own arousal cloud her thoughts. But that would have to wait. She was here to pleasure her mate first. After some teasing of course.

“That’s it baby, let mama take care of you” Y/n cooes lovingly. She leans her head towards his. Maintaining eye contact as she leans closer to him. Assuming she would pull him in for a kiss, Neteyam lifts his head to meet her half way.

Instead Y/n ducks her head, placing a chaste kiss on his neck. Neteyam gasps at the sudden movement choosing to keep himself still as he feels her tongue graze the flesh between his neck.

Her hands slide down from his kuru, down to his chest. She feels his heart rate beating erratically against his chest as his breath hitched, feeling Y/n’s wet tongue lap up the crevice of his neck. Loving the whimpers that left his lips Y/n traces her hands further down towards his hips stoping right above his cock.

It twitches excitedly, craving for her touch. A touch he knew would immediately bring him euphoria. He was that close. So close to cumming. Instead of providing him that pleasure, Y/n trails her hands behind him, firmly grasping his stiff tail.

“Ma-ma’!!” Neteyam moans out loud at the feeling, his eyes fluttering shut once again. Everything felt overwhelming to him. He saw white splotches evade his vision.

“Hm? Think you can cum sweet boy? Cum for mama?” Y/n whispers against his neck, biting down to leave a mark. Neteyam nods his head furiously, choking back a moan at the stinging sensation. Y/n takes the opportunity to stroke the stiff tail, feeling him pant wildly at the touch. Granted his kuru was sensitive, it was connected to his nervous system after all. But something about his tail, and something about feeling Y/n’s hands lowly stroking the length, made him feel whatever sane part of him, shatter into pieces.

“Yes, yes mama! Fuckkk-“ Neteyam sobs pathetically as Y/n pulls back. Admiring at the mark she left behind, but also at how he looked to be in complete bliss.

“Be a good boy, cum for me. Cum for mama” Y/n instructs, pulling the tail towards her face. She watches how Neteyam stares at her through hooded eyes, anticipating her next move. What happened next completely catches him off guard.

Y/n brings his tail to her mouth clasping it tightly. It was slick with his precum that remained on her hand from before. She sticks her tongue out, licking a strip of precum along his tail. The feeling alone sends him into overdrive.

“Ma- ‘m Cumm-ing!!!” Neteyam wheezes out, feeling the wind get knocked out of him. His eyes cross at the feeling, his body convulsing under the intensity of the orgasm. His body twitches before his eyes roll to the back of his head. His cock twitching wildly as streams of his cum stutter out, splattering against Y/n’s abdomen and chest. The creamy consistency even splattering against his body aswell.

Neteyam hips stutter, cum still leaking out of his cock. He felt like he was being milked dry, not quite registering the fact he came without being touched.

Y/n smirks triumphantly. Her sweet boy doing so well, listening to everything she had to say. She didn’t know he could cum like that, that he could come undone without even touching himself. Y/n gently takes the restraints off his wrists, hearing Neteyam mumble incoherently under his breath.

“Don’t pass out on me yawne. We have a long night ahead of us” Y/n purrs, swiftly removing her soaked loincloth, and tossing it aside. She smirks wide feeling Neteyam’s cock twitch against her abdomen at her words.

[little-miss-dilf-lover]

hi im back again! told you I would have more ideas haha, okay but seriously tho I literally just had this idea of my precious Matty having such a hard time giving up control in the bedroom, cause I mean we all know he loves being on top, but he promises the reader that for one night he'll do the best to be a bottom but as soon the reader starts to become dominant matt thinks that they can do way much better and he just acts submissive but really isn't, and he's not taking them seriously,so the reader does the one thing Matt hates the most, which is touching themselves (I get the feeling he'll hate you touching yourself unless it's him doing it for you) but then they both agree on tying him up to the bed so then the reader gets a chair in front of him as he smirks and is cocky and touches themselves and once matt hears what they are doing he tugs on the ties begging to be untied so he can touch them but the reader doesnt until he finally submits and the reader just fucks the shit of him by riding him and sucking him off, literally just being a tease.....I know this is a bit long, if you would to do it thank you but if not it's okay :)

have a good day/night ❤

thank you for another request, and for your lovely message on the last one. I love this idea, it’s so filthy. sorry this took a little longer than I had hoped. this is quite a long one, apologies. hope you like it 💌 @mattymurdock1021 thanks again

switch up (M.M x reader)

pairing: sub!matt x fem!reader

wc: 2.1k (oops, sorry, I couldn’t stop writing)

warnings: 18+ only. smut with a bit of fluff at the end, fingering, oral (m receiving), sub/dom, edging, bondage, p in v sex. might’ve missed some, let me know. no use of y/n. minors DNI

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Ruffling through the drawers trying to find a certain something in particular. Holding it triumphantly once you found it, quickly slipping it on. It was the matching suspenders to the lace lingerie set you were wearing. Matt wouldn’t be able to see it, but you knew he loved the way lace felt, obviously meaning you had to wear it.

“What are you doing?” Matt quietly asks from behind you, sitting at the edge of the bed.

“Surprise.” You shortly flirt while attaching them to your stockings. Quickly fluffing your hair before slowly walking over to him.

Standing between his open legs. “Pass your hands.” You softly instruct.

He obliges, taking his hands you run them up your thighs and around your hips. Watching the way the corners of his lips turned up into a smirk.

“Is that- lace?” He asks with a grin as his head tilted to the side.

“Mhmm… guess what colour?” You reply, moving his hands to your waist so he can feel more of the fabric.

“Um, red?”

“Hm, good guess. What kind of red?”

Grinning bigger once he realises. “The same as my daredevil suit?”

“Oh yeah.” You tease.

He hums in satisfaction ripping his hands from yours to freely roam over your body.

“Ah ah ah.” You tut, removing his hands that were clasping around the cushion of ass, holding them in front of you. “You can touch when I tell you to.” Bending down to whisper in his ear, softly nipping at it with your teeth.

He groans at your teasing.

Matt had great difficulty giving up control in the bedroom, you actually loved it when he was on top. However, recently you’ve been having some talks about what you both enjoy, you mentioned a couple times how you wanted to try being dominant. He’d gently brush you off, not thinking you were serious- considering how well you respond to his control. Now, finally deciding that tonight is going to be the time.

“You want me to bottom.” He flatly says, not amused, already knowing the answer.

“Mhmm.” You hummed in agreement. Moving his hands back to your waist.

He sighs, relaxing his hands so you could control the movements. At least that’s a start. Sliding his hands up so they could rest under your balcony bra. “You can play with them.” You coo in barely a whisper.

Wasting no time, he kneads into your soft breasts, smiling to himself now that he’s finally getting what he wants. Deciding that he wants even more, they briskly travel down your sides and back into your ass, squeezing it.

Pulling them away, tutting. “Matthew, you have some control issues.”

“Pft, I do not.” He harshly exhales.

“Mhm, yeah you do.” Still lingering near his ears, purposely leaning over so that he could feel your tits press against his chest. “Please? Let me top, just once- just tonight?” You plead, sitting down on his thighs so you could straddle them.

You could see the gears work in his brain, like he was making a pros and cons list. “Okay- but just for tonight. I’ll try my best.” He says, making emphasis on the last part.

“Yes- deal!” You say cheerfully while tugging at his t-shirt, slowly pulling it off him. Stroking your fingers down his scarred chest. His hands have a mind of their own as they grip to your waist again, pulling you down on his hardening clothed cock.

“That really your best?” You ask with stern features.

“Yeah I can’t help it, I just need you. We can try your thing another time.” He dismisses, chest heaving as he continues to grind you over him.

“Take me seriously.” You whine gripping his biceps.

“I am.”

“You’re not.” Wrapping your arms around his shoulders as he continues to dry grind against you.

“Okay fine. I think this is just a little act, and you’ll be begging me to fuck you in no time.” He admits, holding you tighter onto him.

“Na ah.” Shaking your head.

“Oh yeah.” Smirking at you. He knows you so well, maybe not so much right now, as you were being very serious.

Pausing for a beat to think. Grinning once you had an idea. “Okay then. How about I suggest something?”

He also pauses, stopping all movements. “Do tell.”

“I bind you.” You say with a smirk.

He had to hold in a chuckle, “really?” He asks, not quite sure if he heard you right.

“You heard me.” Finishing off the sentence that was in his head.

“Alright deal. We’ll see how long you last.” He teases, knowing that you’ll give in and cave soon.

“We’ll see how long you last.” You tease back.

He scoots up the bed so that his head was leaning against the headboard, looking smug and cocky. You quickly walk around the bed to your nightstand, riffling through it to find the fluffy handcuffs. They were actually the ones he occasionally uses on you, but today you wanted to see him wear them instead.

Taking his hands, cuffing one of his wrists in them before adding the other behind the bar frame, so that he bound to the bed. Looking down at him smiling to yourself, he is just too damn pretty.

Making your way to the end of the bed, crawling up him. Fingers itching into the waistband of his checkered pyjama bottoms, pulling them down and off, before tossing them to the floor. Brushing your fingers down his chest towards the elastic of his boxers. Abruptly stopping before sliding off him.

“Where you going?” He says desperately, already missing your touch.

“Just over here.” You tease, snickering to yourself. “Told you I was serious.”

His ears pull back as his eyes widen, clearly not pleased that he was wrong.

Dragging the armchair from the corner of the room to the edge of the bed. Taking a seat before spreading your legs apart, moving your slinky underwear to the side, teasing delicate circles at your clit. Your breathing hitches slightly.

“No. What are you doing?” He asks, not really sounding like a question, as if he knows the answer.

“Have a guess.” You say in between shallow breaths, continuing to tease yourself.

Rattling comes from his cuffs, looking over to see his fists in balls, obviously not happy that he wasn’t the one touching you. Grinning, realising it’s working.

Slowly rubbing through your wet folds, dipping a finger into yourself to collect more wetness. Brushing tantalising circles around your sensitive nub, allowing yourself to moan genuinely at the sensations.

He rattles some more, but you pay him no mind. “Please undo me.” He pleads. “Undo me.”

“I’ll undo myself first.”

“No.” Groaning as his head falls back to the pillow. He always adored the sounds you make, but not under this circumstance, he wanted to be the one that made you make those noises. Growing more impatient and frustrated.

Feeling yourself get closer, deliberately being sure he could hear the way your fingers moved over you. Whining at the feeling. Breathing heavily as you watched over Matt, his breathing almost matching yours. Noticing the way his boxers made a tent and how his knuckles turned white.

Fingers moving quicker over your clit as you felt yourself erupt from within, empty breathing as you let out a few curses. Slowly coming down, you get up, walking yourself over to the bed and taking a seat next to him.

“That was uncalled for.” He huffs.

“Should’ve listened.” You tease, lingering over him. “Ready to listen now? If not I’ve got a toy I could try out on myself.”

“Yes- yes. Okay… I will.” He instantly agrees, hating the idea of you using a toy instead of him.

“There we go.” Smirking with accomplishment.

Sitting over one of his thighs, making sure he could feel the warmth of your pussy on his skin. Starting to grind on him. “What if I ride your thigh? Hm? Would you like that?”

He strains on the cuffs, not amused.

“Or?” You linger as you moved up him, straddling his waist, circling your fingertips over his abdomen. “Your face?”

“I actually would like that.” He says cockily.

“Okay so not that, then.” Teasing him, watching and loving the way he got increasingly more frustrated.

Scooting down back to his thighs, your fingers crept into his boxers slowly pulling them down from the band. His cock springing out, twitching against his lower stomach as a bit of precum spilt from his tip. You didn’t even have to touch him, for him to be aching for you.

Your fingers graze down his chest in a tediously slow pace, ogling the way his breath hitched with each movement. Your palms roaming down him til they reached his almost ‘blue balls’. Cupping him from the base before fully taking him into your mouth, a deep sigh of relief instantly came from his agape mouth. Teasing his head with your tongue, swirling around him while working your spit over him.

Twisting your hands while your mouth massaged him, abruptly stopping, taking him out your mouth with a pop. Another desperate groan escaped his lips.

“Almost dessert time.” You smugly whisper while rubbing your fingers over your folds, collecting some of your residual essence. “Wanna taste?” You ask, extending your hand out towards his mouth, knowing that he could smell what it is.

Instantly replying “yes” as he lifted his head from the pillow.

“Oh sorry, changed my mind.”

“Please- I can’t take it anymore. My cock is aching.” He pleads, sounding like he really can’t take anymore.

“You’ve been good, so… I suppose.” Caving in as you started to feel sorry for him.

Hovering over him with your knees on either side of his hips, rubbing his tip between your folds. Both smiling as you’re finally getting what you want. Guiding his head into your warm wetness, slowly sinking down, taking his full length until he bottoms out. Your hands lay flat against his chest as you wound your hips, allowing him to enter you again. Both  of you gently whimpering to the feeling as you started to speed up.

Matt so desperately held back the urge to match your thrusts, he didn’t want you to stop- especially not now, fully giving in to your control. He bent his knees giving you stability as you grind over him, even after all your teasing he was still kind and thoughtful- it was actually a very sweet gesture.

Unclasping your bra before throwing it aside, cupping your tits as you bounced on him.

Leaning over him, resting the side of your face against his chest, as you continued to ride him. Hands softly gripping his biceps as you sped up. You could hear how fast his heart was beating, the same way he could to you, both knowing that each other's release was around just the corner.

Your soft whines near his ears made it so much harder for him to contain himself, it made him twitch inside of you, trying his best to hold off.

You clamp around him as you let go, your walls triggering his own warm release as you came in sync. He moaned your name a couple times as he spilt deep inside you. Staggered breathing and whimpers echoing around the dimly lit bedroom.

Movements came to a halt, as you slowly pulled yourself off him. Giving him a tender kiss on the lips, before leaning over him to get the key from the bedside table. Hands slightly shaking and you tried to unlock it.

“I could do better than that, and I’m the blind one.” He jokes, smiling up at you, faces a foot apart.

Laughing to yourself. “I know, that really took it out of me- got it.” Grinning as you unlocked it, setting his hands free.

His arms instantly wrapping tightly around you, holding you while he kissed all over your face, rolling you both around as you giggled.

“How do you do it?” You ask.

Matt pauses just after he pecks the tip of your nose. “Do what?”

“That? I’m fucking knackered.” You laugh.

His chest vibrates as he chuckles honestly. “Practice.” Smirking as he pecked your forehead once more. “And no.” He says quickly, like he can sense what you were going to say.

Snickering as you rested your cheek on his chest, cuddling into him. “Maybe in a couple weeks.” You tease.

Lovingly rolling his eyes, with a grin, “maybe.” He continues, “where did that come from? You’ve got a little devil in you, huh?”

“Oh, he’s not little.” Laughing as you patted his shoulder.

[soysauceharry]

after the end - a blurb

got the writing bug again :) enjoy! (gif credit to @londonharry)

There is something to be said about the quiet that ensues after being surrounded by noise. It's different. It's an absence of sound that feels heavy, imbued with some kind of meaning that's hard to make sense of. But it's important.

Harry feels this as he sits in his dressing room, the last of the roaring crowd from Lisbon trickles out of the stadium. Leaning down to untie his shoes, he grins to himself when he catches a whiff of the beer still lingering on his chest. He tosses his shoes aside. His sweats are hanging on the clothing rack, waiting to be worn after his obligatory ice bath. But before getting up, before moving to do anything at all, Harry sits. He leans back. He closes his eyes, and he breathes.

You're usually waiting for him in his dressing room if you come to the shows, but usually it's the hotel or the car if you're traveling overnight to the next destination. Tonight, you linger in the halls backstage, trying to hang on to as much of the chaotic, contagious energy that permeated the building. Crew members stop you occasionally to say hello. One of the security guards gives you a wink as you reach Harry's door, and you smile warmly before pushing your way in.

Harry doesn't move when you shut the door behind you. "Beer fountain, hm?" you say quietly.

"Mmhmm." He cracks one eye open. "Something like that."

"Whose was it?"

"Dunno. Lloyd's, maybe." His arm extends along the back of the couch as you approach. "Thought it was funny."

He's regarding you through his lashes, peering through squinted eyes. The fatigue is apparent, but you know there's adrenaline shining in the background. His voice is tired, body probably starting to feel the beginnings of soreness from dancing around stage for hours. Still in his stage clothes, he sits like he hasn't just performed to tens of thousands of devoted attendees. Like he hasn't just shined so bright that space dwellers would be blinded.

"You're a menace, you know," you chide, curling up next to him with your legs tucked under you. As quickly as you lean in, you lean back right away. "Oh, god." Your nose wrinkles. "You smell ripe."

"I've only just come off stage."

"Yes, but--" you make a vague gesture toward his chest. "Post-show Harry smell is my favorite. Not when it's mixed with beer."

It's enough to make him laugh quietly as he pulls you in, but he doesn't say anything else. You let yourself rest against him, arm going around his shoulders to toy with the fabric of his vest. His hand rests casually across your legs. A less than graceful bump of his forehead against yours communicates his silent request, and you smile into the soft kiss he gives you. He tastes like the last dredges of adrenaline at the bottom of a coffee cup.

A deep sigh against your lips, then he pulls away. "C'mon, then."

"What?"

"Ice bath with me."

You scrunch your nose, digging your nails into his shoulder absently. "Nice joke."

"M'serious. You've never done one."

He is serious. No hint of sarcasm stains his words as he gazes at you prettily, the post-show haze evidently kicking in. "I kind of planned to keep it that way," you say lightly.

But if there's one thing about Harry--his determination is unwavering. He squeezes your thigh once, twice. Again, taking his time to release it. "Let's do it," he whispers like it's some huge secret. "Just five minutes. You can do it."

It's not that you can't. But your own post-show routine involves letting Harry release the last of his energy on you back in your hotel room. A treat that likely won't happen tonight, given Harry's sleep-heavy lids already half-closed as he grins. He doesn't let you reply before he's pulling you off the couch and toward the bathroom.

It's there already, set up and standing proud like a throne waiting for its king. A quick dunk is usually all Harry needs to shock his system, to soothe his body after the effort he goes through while performing. Scientifically sound, but horribly masochistic. To you, at least.

"No part of this is particularly appealing." You contradict your words as you start undressing. Harry's already got his vest off, standing eerily still in just his sequined pants as he watches you strip.

"But you love me, so you'll do it."

"I guess I do." You give him a sardonic smile. "Wonder why I thought that was a good idea."

He rewards you with a pinch to your hip. Soon enough, you're at one end of the tub and he's at the other, both clad in just your underwear. The cold air from the ice wafts toward you, pebbling your skin. It's going to be awful. Harry braces his hands on the edge of the tub; you do the same.

"Three... two--c'mon, babe." He's laughing through his words as your face gets more and more unpleasant while he counts down. "Two... two... one!"

A splash. Horrible, horrible cold.

"Fuck! Oh, fuck me."

You're panting shallowly, clearly becoming unregulated as your body adjusts. Or, attempts to; this all but confirms Harry is a freak of nature. He's panting too, but through practiced technique--lips pursed, he makes little gasping noises through a smirk that warms you slightly. You find yourself mimicking him automatically, crossing your arms against your body like he has.

"This is stupid, H."

"You're doing so good," he laughs, ignoring your obvious discomfort. "Just a little bit longer."

You're laughing too, and it's partially because this is ridiculous, the two of your squished together in this ice bath in his dressing room in Portugal.

You try not to move to prevent little crashes of cold penetrating through the layer of pseudo-warmth your body has created. After a few moments, your breathing normalizes slightly, the tension loosening from your shoulders. "When is this supposed to feel good?" you ask.

He contemplates the question. "After we get out."

"Ah. Naturally."

"Should we start doing this at home?"

"Mmm. I think we keep this as a tour staple."

He huffs a laugh, shifting to extend one leg out in the tub. His calf brushes your ankle, and you wiggle your toes in response. "That means only one more, then. One more show, one more bath."

That's right. Just Italy left, then a little vacation for the two of you. This tour, this whirlwind of a few years, feels like it's going to culminate in something special. Tonight was just a taster--you both knew that. Italy would be a different beast entirely.

"Maybe I'll join you for that one, too."

Harry pushes his foot against your leg, a secret smile shared between the two of you. A promise.

[shawnxstyles]

Hi can you please do a Tom holland story, where Tom and GF ( female reader) where he teasingly takes off her bikini and playfully spanks her over his knee?

soaked bikini

warnings: kind of smut; light spanking, fondling, dirty talk, and a teasing tom :)

note: i <3 requests

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when you walk out of your bathroom, you can feel tom staring at you. his eyes sweep down your body, a revealing pink bikini that doesn’t leave much to the imagination adorns you. but in reality, you made the bikini look amazing because you were in it.

little triangle shapes barely cover your breasts and nipples. your skin appears supple when you put a hand to your hip, your foot tapping rapidly on the floor. tom feels his cock ache looking at you. even though he wants to resist you going out like that because you’re his, he would never stop you.

“well, do you like it, tommy?” you question, afraid he’ll say no. but what you don’t know is that tom believes you look good in anything.

“yes, i love it,” tom smiles and licks his lips. “give me a twirl, darling.”

you giggle and graciously spin in a circle for him. your breasts bounce and your ass wiggle at the movement. as much as tom loves your breasts, he can’t help but be an ass man. a your ass man. a twitch sprouts in tom’s swim shorts as his cock becomes partly hard at the idea of spanking your ass until there is bruising. but not today, he reminds himself because you two are going to the beach with some friends. that doesn’t mean he can’t spank you at all though. tom strides closer to you and grabs your hips.

“why don’t we have a little fun before we go? hmm?” tom tucks a hair behind your ear, his opposite hand moving from your hip to your lower back as he moves it dangerously low. before you can respond, he gives your ass a squeeze, making you outrightly whimper. tom smirks with raised eyebrows. “someone needy, baby?”

“you were looking at me…” you mumble, embarrassment evident in your tone. you were starting to get wet from his enticing stare and clenched jaw. he was trying his best to keep it together and you loved having that little power over him. but you can say he did the same to you too.

“how can i not look at you? you’re stunning, love. i wish we didn’t have to go because i really want to see what’s under this bikini,” tom licks his lips as a playful smirk curls on his mouth. you roll your eyes, any embarrassment leaving you swiftly. your hands hit his chiseled chest as you laugh against him.

“you already know what i look like! but we can’t, you know we have to go,” you remove yourself from him and walk across the room, but you don’t get very far before he has you in his hands again. his tough palms trace up your arms before settling on the bikini tie on your backside.

“just real quick. wanna see you,” tom settles himself on the edge of the bed, and you don’t try to fight him anymore. you stand still between his legs as your nipples begin to harden and your cunt clenches to keep your arousal in.

“wanna see your pretty breasts with your pretty nipples,” tom whispers seductively as he unties to back of your top. he gently tugs it until it falls down messily on the floor. out of instinct, his hands massage the underside of your breasts, thumbs occasionally rubbing over your pebbled buds. you inhale sharply as your stomach muscles tense.

“wanna see your pretty pussy. is it wet for me, darling?” the cute bows around your hips are easily untied when tom’s hands slide back down your body. your bottoms join your top on the carpeted floor. since there was nothing covering you anymore, your arousal began to leak onto your thigh.

“yes,” you answered. you sighed when tom gripped your hips and rubbed your flesh teasingly too delicate.

“hm, i don’t think i can see. maybe like this,” tom drags you onto his lap with your ass in the air. you gasp at the change in position and the sudden coldness of the air from your wetness. you knew tom could see it when you were standing up, but he was insatiable when it came to you.

tom finally rubs the flesh of your ass in palms, pulling them apart to get a close-up of the arousal drenching your pussy. when he does this, you clutch tightly and he watches your contraction with amusement.

“like when i play with your ass?” tom smirks when more wetness gushes out of you. he lightly slaps your ass, making sure to not leave any marks like bruising. you arch your back, pressing yourself further into him. “answer me, baby.”

“yes, yes. i love it when you play with my ass,” you moan when his hand comes down again. your face is flush in the duvet as he spanks you a few more times. tom smirks when the wetness reaches his swimsuit. he lightly spanks your soaked cunt, which makes you jolt forward with an sweet moan. your clit screams with need at the small touch.

“i would love to fuck you until you scream my name so loud, the neighbors could hear,” tom whispers as his rough hand spanks you playfully again. you forgot all about the beach. the only thing on your mind right now was tom’s hands on your body and the words leaving his lips. “but you did say we have to go…”

tom wipes away your arousal around your thighs, cleaning you, but leaving your pussy soaked and unsatisfied. your eyebrows furrow in confusion as he lifts you up until you're standing on your feet.

“i’ll be in the car. we don’t have all day, darling,” tom taunts as he exits the room, leaving you high and dry. well, not dry, but high on anger because he left you needy. when he wanted to, tom could be the biggest tease.

you thought you had control over the whole situation because he was begging you. but you knew you were wrong when you slid your bikini bottoms back up to your hips and your clit throbbed with desire and wetness continued to leak out of you.

grabbing your prepared beach items after trying to refresh, you walk to the car, facing a smirking tom through the windshield. you groan annoyed as you get in the car in a soaked bikini.

“don’t worry. i’ll fuck that attitude out of you later,” tom winks as he backs out onto the road.

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hope you liked it!

[justsleepybeans]

Vulnerable pt.2

Aonung x HumanNa’Vi Hybrid!Reader

18+ NSFW ( all of my characters are 18+ ) mdni

This is the last part since this was just supposed to be a one shot originally, but I switched it up a little!

Part One: https://www.tumblr.com/justsleepybeans/710757692454715392/vulnerable-pt1

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“Then show me instead.”

It was as if a switch went off in his head. Just at the thought of doing half the things he’s wanted to makes his pupils dilate, eating you up with his hungry eyes. Looking up at him curiously, you bring a hand up behind his head, gently playing with his loose curls. He sighs at the feeling and leans his head back into your touch, closing his eyes.

“Are you testing me?”, he asks, genuinely curious.

“What do you mean?”, you respond with a fake innocence laced in your voice. He opens his eyes and looks back down at you

“Come here.” He picks you up by your waist to eye level, lips just mere centimeters away. “Do you know what you do to me? Always making me feel…vulnerable. Like I can just…”

“Let go?”, you finish for him, and with that, lean in to take his lips for yourself. He sighs into the kiss and leans in, all tension melting away. You feel his tongue gently swipe your lips and take this as a sign to part yours open. He groans at the wet feeling of your tongue and deepens the kiss, getting hotter and wetter by the second. Pulling away, a thin line of saliva trails from your lips.

“Aonung?”, you now peer down at him since he’s holding you just a little above eye level in the water.

“Hm?”, he tilts his head to the side, searching your eyes for an answer.

“So…when will you show me?”, you ask, barely above a whisper. For a second, he didn’t know what you were talking about, then he remembered with that smug little smirk you’ve always wanted to slap away. Right now, however, you couldn’t help but feel embarrassed, your face heating up at the fact that you technically asked the same question twice now.

“Is my girl getting impatient?”

“Your girl?”

“Mhm, my girl.”

His hands travel down to the back of your thighs and spread them apart, making you wrap your legs around his torso, just above his groin since he had a good two feet on you. Seeing this isn’t exactly what he wanted, he slides you down so now you’re looking up at him. The sudden friction makes you gasp, feeling just how hard he is.

“Baby…fuck.”, he groans as he bucks his hips into you, water squishing around. With his lips hovering right above yours, you gasp into eachother has he grinds into you, rubbing his hard cock onto your clothed pussy. You feel one of hands reach your tailbone, untying your loincloth, tossing it to the side.

“Aon-”

“Shh, just let me make you feel good sweet girl.”

“Wait…what if someone sees us? You’re the chiefs son…it wouldn’t end well-ah! Aonung!”, you gasp from the feeling of his head nudging at your entrance. He wasn’t going to let you pussy out now.

“I could care less. You’re mine now anyways. Isn’t that right?”, he groans as he slowly starts to push in, but stops about a fourth of the way when you don’t answer.

“Isn’t that right.”, he demands out of you, inching out of your needy hole. Clenching down on what was left of him, you grow frustrated and swallow your pride.

“Yes…skxawng.”, answering him barely above a whisper. He scoffs in amusement and leans down closer to your face.

“I didn’t hear you. Mind speaking up?”

“I said yes! I’m…yours.”

“I heard you the first time. Just wanted you to say it again.” Before you could talk back, he pushes almost all the way in, fitting perfectly in your tight heat. Starting with slow movements, he rolls his hips into you, rubbing perfectly against one sensitive spot in particular. He sweetly fucks into you, eyes closed, forehead resting against yours, and utterly lost in you. Growing impatient at his slow movements, you try to push down deeper, but his death grips on your thighs barely lets you.

“Be calm, girl. Don’t wanna break you.”, he warns with danger in his tone, as if he’s restraining himself.

“I’m not made of glass. Is the mighty Aonung scared?”, you tease, earning a groan from him. He slightly leans back, placing you in a position where he could easily bounce you up and down, which is exactly what he was going to do.

“Fine. You asked for it, and you better fucking take it.”, was the last thing he said before picking up a deadly pace, now slamming his cock fully into you, water violently moving around your bodies. You Yelp from the sudden movement and clench down, earning a deep groan from him.

“Shit, if I’d known-fuck…If I’d known you felt this good, I would’ve taken you months ago. My beautiful girl, taking me so good. Just for me?”, he grabs your face, forcing you to look directly at him. You’re an absolute mess as he rails into your pussy without mercy. With tears running down your face you nod frantically, unable to speak from how he’s bouncing your body so violently onto his.

“Good.”, he says, then stops his movements. You look annoyed, but that quickly changes when he walks the both of you over to the dry land and lays you down on the soft grass. Barely giving you time to get too comfortable, he begins a brutal pace.

“Oh fucking—great mother! Aonung, Aon-please, I can’t!”, you start to blurt out nonsense as he fucks you stupid, balls slapping hard against your wet skin. You could’ve sworn he started growling into your neck as his thrusts started to become animalistic. The tightness in your core was building up more and more by the second, and fucking hell, you couldn’t hold it in much longer. Wrapping your arms and legs around him, you dig your nails into his back, accidentally catching his queue.

“Fuuuck, baby, don’t…shit.”, he hisses at the feeling, but only rams into your little pussy even harder. It happened so sudden that you didn’t know what was even going on anymore. Fucking you through your orgasm, he bites down onto your neck, drawing blood, as he feels you tighten around him.

“My-fuck..my sweet girl, so fucking good for me.”, he groans into your ear, biting down on the sensitive skin.

“Aonung, I can’t. Can’t-too much.”, you barely manage to get out, completely fucked out of your mind. He whispers sweet nothings as his thrusts get sloppier by the second, then suddenly slows down his movements, still ramming in hard. The sweetest sounds come from his mouth, driving you insane. His cum paints your gummy walls, some leaking as he pulls in and out. Coming to a halt, still buried deep inside, he rests his face in the crook of your neck. After moments of coming down from your highs, he rests his forehead against yours.

“Aon…we should, you know.”, you tried to hint that you should both probably get back to the village.

“You think we’re done? Not even close. You’re not going anywhere.”

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[camels-pen]

our hearts will blend (with a fucking semi)

Summary:

“Y’know I think I can take out my heart and still like. Live.” “That’s nice, Danny.”

Danny proves a point.

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based on @phantomphangphucker 's prompt "To prove a point, someone (it could even be Danny himself) removes Danny’s heart, and promptly misplaces/loses it." and @kawaiijohn 's prompt "Tucker Foley's terrible, awful, very bad day."

Warning: gore, blood, body horror, mentioned animal death

Ao3 Link | Phight '24 series

“Y’know I think I can take out my heart and still like. Live.”

“That’s nice, Danny.”

There was a grumble. “I can do it.”

“I wasn’t doubting you.” Danny stuck his hand under his shirt. “I WASN’T DOUBTING YOU, DON’T SHOW ME!” Tucker shrieked.

Danny ignored him. There was a loud, wet tearing noise—almost a SQUELCH—followed by a pop and Tucker was covering his eyes and walking away. The sounds of some of the jocks down the hill grew louder as he fled, but he would take jocks over still bleeding hearts any fucking day.

“Tucker, c’mon—Tucker.” It sounded like Danny was jogging after him, but Tucker sped up.

“I can’t believe I have to fucking say this, but I am not hanging out with you until you’re not holding your actual real live heart that is still bleeding in your hands.”

“It’s not even that bad—” There was a squeak, like sneakers on wet grass. It was the middle of a drought. In July. “Seriously, it’s not even that much blood.”

“You’re a liar and a whore and I’m ignoring you.”

“You know that’s pretty racist, Tucker.”

Tucker stopped. Another squeak behind him as Danny too, stopped.

“This is a perfectly normal part of ghost culture and is actually really helpful for keeping happy and healthy. To just dismiss it and say such hurtful things 

“This is a totally normal thing for ghosts—it’s part of our culture and all that. Intangibility, flying, and shapeshifting, that kind of stuff,” Tucker could practically hear him fumbling his heart in one hand as he listed things off on his fingers. “Taking out your organs for fresh air is just another thing on the list of normal ghost things.”

Tucker slowly, oh so slowly, let his hands fall from his eyes.

“Really hurts my feelings to hear that you don’t like a part of my culture, Tuck.”

Tucker turned. Danny had a stupid fucking grin on his face, smug like a cat that caught the canary.

“You’re breaking my heart here.” He held up his hand and Tucker finally got a good look at the bloody, pulsing thing Danny was so proud to show off. His hands were practically painted red, there was so much blood on them and despite the lack of any blood vessels connected to that—oough—fucking thing, it pumped along, happy as a clam.

When presented with such a thing, Tucker did as any average, normal guy would do.

He screamed at the top of his lungs and slapped it away from him as hard as he could.

The heart was flung from Danny’s bloody fingers, soaring in a wide arc down the hill. 

It landed in a patch of grass. Intact, thankfully.

“69! 420! Phantom rules! HIKE!!!” 

A wide, white, untied shoe punted Danny’s heart high into the air, followed by Dash tripping and swearing bloody murder. The wretched, happy thing fell with a distant splat atop the trailer of a parked moving truck. 

“What the hell did I just fucking kick? Where’s the fucking ball?” Dash started to push himself up when he slipped and looked down. “What the—oh my god.” He scrambled away, falling over himself as he made gagging noises.

“Dude, did you just kick a fucking squirrel? Did you pop that thing?” Kwan yelled.

Tucker stared at the scene below a long while before a hand tugged his sleeve. Danny pointed him towards the street. The truck had pulled out of the driveway and was driving innocently down the street.

Danny and Tucker watched it leave, the stupid fucking organ pumping in tune with each bump in the road. Almost as if waving goodbye.

“Hm.”

“Hm.”

The sound of Dash’s gagging and sobs drifted up from below. 

“So,” Danny said, stretching out the word. “I can’t go ghost without that. You think your mom would lend us her car?”

Tucker put his head in his hands. “Dude, you’re fucking heartless.”

“Is that a yes.”

“Jesus Christ.”

“Great!” Danny slapped him on the back. Blood immediately seeped through Tucker’s sweatshirt. “Also, I need to borrow your shower.”

[meiliarotten]

Team Fortress 2 Kinktober Time

Day 31: Resolution (Aftercare)

🔞MINORS DNI🔞

Pairings: Medic x Fem!Reader

Summary: Medic’s aftercare routine for you

Tags: Aftercare, brief smut, degradation, bondage, overstimulation, gentle, soft, praise

Word Count: 2.3k

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“You’re trembling so much, liebling. Are you really enjoying this so much?” Medic teased you as you shuddered beneath him, tugging desperately at the ropes binding your wrists to the headboard. All the while he kept up a merciless pace, thrusting into you hard and fast.

You had clearly already been through a lot. Finger shaped bruises had formed on your hips from how roughly Medic had gripped them. Even now he held them firmly, pulling your body against his to meet every thrust. You bucked your hips, shaking, whining, and barely able to say more than a few coherent words at a time.

“Sir, please!” You moaned between gasps, desperate for some sort of respite.

“You beg so pathetically. How many times have you come by now, hm? You’ve lost count, haven’t you?” Medic asked, delivering an especially harsh thrust, hitting you deep and relishing the way you whimpered in response. “And still so desperate for more. You’re such a filthy little schlampe, aren’t you?”

“Yes, sir! I want to come one last time, please! Please, may I?” You practically screamed, so eager for release despite the overstimulation, despite the tears actively rolling down your flushed cheeks. Your legs shook as they wrapped around his waist, pulling Medic further into you in hopes of appeasing him.

“Oh Gott, I love hearing you cry out like that,” he growled. The stinging sensation of his nails being dragged down your sides made you squirm and moan even more. “Go on, kleine Hure, come for me!”

Those skilled fingers on your clit was all it took to bring you over the edge within seconds. You sobbed as you felt another orgasm set your nerves alight. The feeling was overwhelming, bordering on painful, yet you writhed in ecstasy all the same.

Medic followed close behind, hips stuttering and finally going still as he finished with you. He groaned, finally allowing himself some kind of release after taking his sweet time bringing you to your peak repeatedly over the past couple hours. The way you trembled beneath him now, your body limp and thoroughly spent, made it all worthwhile.

You weren’t sure how long you stayed like that, shuddering as you rode out the final aftershocks of your climax. What you did know was that your wrists had been freed from the headboard, yet you were barely aware of Medic untying them. By the time you had come to your senses he had placed the rope elsewhere and was laying beside you, reaching out to touch your arm tentatively, waiting patiently for you to catch your breath.

“Liebchen?” Medic whispered in a tone so starkly different compared to the way he was speaking to you mere minutes ago, soft and a little bit concerned. His hand rested on your shoulder, waiting patiently for you to give him permission to touch you any more than that. He didn’t want to overwhelm you, especially after such an intense experience.

“I’m alright,” you assured him after a few moments of trying to steady yourself. Your heart was racing though, and you knew your voice still quivered as you spoke. “Just give me a moment.”

“Of course. Deep breaths, darling. You did so well.” Medic moved to hold your hand and you let your fingers intertwine with his. It was just enough physical contact for you to ground yourself, to remember you were safe and cared for. When your breath finally evened out, you rolled over to nestle fully into his embrace, letting him pull you flush against him.

“Did you enjoy yourself, liebe?” Medic asked, beginning to run his hands gently over your back. He was eager to touch you, to soothe every aching part of your body.

“Absolutely,” you said, glad to find that your voice wasn’t shaking anymore. Although it was comically muffled given that your face was effectively pressed against Medic’s chest. You heard and felt him chuckle softly in response.

“That’s good. You had quite a strong reaction tonight,” he said, pulling away slightly and bringing a hand up to your face. His thumb ran along your cheek, wiping away the damp remnants of tears. “I was afraid I may have overdone it.”

Medic was always so observant of how you acted during a session. Tonight was quite intense. It was true, you had never been reduced to tears before. In the moment, you hadn’t even realized you had started crying. It was surreal.

“I guess I got a little overwhelmed, not in a bad way, though.” You reassured him with a smile. “I trust you to push me to my limit, and I would have told you to stop if it was too much.”

Medic returned your smile, looking relieved that you had indeed enjoyed yourself. He leaned in, pressing a quick kiss to your still flushed cheek. You relaxed as he continued to whisper soft words of praise in your ear.

“I love making you feel good, liebling. Let me know if you need anything at all,” he said. You would have been content to stay cuddled up in the doctor’s embrace all night, but, now that he mentioned it, you did need something.

“I am a little thirsty,” you admitted, not wanting him to leave, but also unable to ignore just how parched you were. You were no doubt dehydrated from the combination of sweat and tears you had shed. Not to mention your throat felt like sandpaper from all the begging.

“Ah, of course,” Medic said, sitting up suddenly. You couldn’t help but whimper a bit when you were no longer in his arms, no longer nestled against his chest and relishing the pleasant warmth of his skin on yours. He brushed his hand against your cheek, consoling you. “I’ll be right back, I promise. Just relax here and let me take care of you.”

As if you even had the strength to move. You were pretty sure if you tried to get up right now you would collapse, perhaps after stumbling for a few steps on still shaky legs. You heard Medic moving about in the adjacent room, and the familiar sound of a sink faucet being turned on. Soon enough he had returned with not only the water, but an extra blanket as well.

“Here liebchen, drink. Staying hydrated is important,” he said, handing you the glass. You sat up with a wince, suddenly very aware of just how sore you were. Medic gave you a sympathetic look, leaning over and caressing your back as you grasped the cup in still-shaky hands.

Despite the pain, you couldn’t hold back a small laugh, finding it funny that one of the few times Medic acted like a professional doctor and gave accurate health-related advice was right after he nearly fucked you through the matress. That said, his knowledge of the human body did make him a master at determining exactly what you needed. He wrapped the extra blanket around your shoulders as you lifted the glass of fresh water to your lips. You didn’t even need to let him know that you were cold.

“Thank you,” you said after taking a long drink. The water soothed your throat and your mouth felt significantly less dry.

“Don’t mention it, meine liebe. Now, you’re probably sore, aren’t you?”

“A little bit.” You spoke between taking sips of the water, noting the rope marks on your wrists. While they bore some of the most obvious marks, the minimal stinging pain there was nothing compared to the ache in your back and shoulders. Being stuck with your arms above your head for such a long time certainly took its toll. There was also the general ache that permeated throughout your body, the kind that you knew would feel worse in the morning.

Medic nodded, reaching out to run his fingers along the rope marks and also noticing the faint bruises beginning to form elsewhere on your body, the outcome of either hickeys or a belt that you had begged Medic to use on you. Needless to say, the results weren’t disappointing. He looked you over like that for a while, observing and taking note of every mark and sore spot on your body.

“Just let me take care of you, schatz. Turn around for me,” he whispered, and you didn’t hesitate to do just as he asked. Medic brought his hands to your shoulders, rubbing them in gentle circles that felt heavenly, even through the blanket that you had now wrapped firmly around yourself to keep any precious warmth from escaping. You sighed as he worked over your back as well, applying just enough pressure.

“That’s nice,” you said dreamily, feeling warm and fuzzy beneath such meticulous attention. Those hands did wonders for your aching muscles. He sought out any tension and eased it away patiently and persistently. Areas where you felt pain began to ebb away to a dull ache, barely noticeable after being worked over by that firm, skilled touch.

“I kept you restrained for quite a while, didn’t I?” Medic noted, watching with satisfaction as you melted under his touch. “You did so well, letting me play with you and tease you for so long. Mein gutes mädchen.”

With a sigh, you leaned back until you found yourself falling back onto Medic’s chest, his arms wrapping securely around you once again. He took the now empty glass from you and placed it on the nightstand before gently maneuvering you, letting you lay on his chest as he reclined against the pillows.

“Comfortable?” He asked, adjusting so that he could run his fingers lazily through your hair as the two of you laid together. You nodded in response, sighing as his fingers brushed against the sensitive skin of your neck and over your collarbone every so often. You knew he was now admiring the marks he had left on said skin. Darkening hickeys decorated your neck and even some of your chest, red and bruising, telltale signs of how Medic had laid claim on you tonight.

He cupped the back of your head, leaning in and pressing his lips against yours. He was gentle and slow, again showing such a sharp contrast to how merciless he was with you before. How quickly he could switch from one state of mind to another amazed you.

“You look so beautiful like this.” Medic brushed a strand of hair out of your face, admiring what he saw. “That flush in your skin, your body so relaxed and satisfied, and knowing that I made you feel so good… ich liebe dich.”

“I love you too.” You may not have known a lot of German, but you had heard that particular term enough times to recognize it.

Honestly, you almost savored this more than the sex itself, resting in the arms of your lover, going on about how much you enjoyed making each other feel good. The intimacy of these moments were unmatched. Yes, the two of you could physically satisfy each other to no end. Medic could pleasure you and make you come as many times as he wanted, but the gentle touches and reassurances that transpired afterwards fulfilled you both on an entirely newfound level.

“If you’re willing, I could continue to pamper you tomorrow.” Medic’s voice lowered, giving his offer a more suggestive implication. You had a feeling he was recommending a bit more than just another massage and a glass of fresh water. He went on, and your suspicions were confirmed. “It will be something much more vanilla, I promise. Nice and gentle, I know you’ll still be sore.”

“I didn’t know you were capable of being vanilla,” you said with a playful smirk. Honestly, Medic was probably perfectly capable of ‘normal’ sex. It just happened so rarely that it had become a kind of inside joke for the two of you.

“Oh liebchen,” he said breathily, now occupying himself by kissing his way down your jawline before finally deciding to respond to your teasing little remark. “As much as I enjoy binding you to the headboard and ravaging you until you can’t think coherently, I am quite capable of making love to you as well.”

You blushed and tried to hide your face against Medic’s chest. Right when your body was finally starting to calm down, he hit you with a comment like that. And you completely swooned for it, drawn in with ease as always.

“God damn!” You laughed, trying to resist the urge to fan your flushed face with your hand. “Don’t get me worked up all over again! I’m too tired and much too sore for that!”

“Orgasms are a natural pain reliever,” Medic said with a wide grin, yet again adopting the tone of a professional doctor. Whether he was trying to be humorous or not was unclear, but you chuckled anyway.

“You are insatiable,” you said, sounding exasperated, but still maintaining a bright smile. That insatiability was just one more thing you loved about him, after all.

“I can’t help it. I simply love spoiling you.” Medic pressed a soft kiss to your cheek before leaning in to whisper in your ear. “Especially after you’ve been such a good girl for me.”

Damn, even as you were falling asleep, those words went straight to your core. You swatted his shoulder playfully, laughing through the exhaustion that was rapidly setting in.

“So, is that a yes for tomorrow?” He asked again, smirking at how easily he was able to leave you a blushing mess with just a few words.

“Maybe… if you continue to ‘spoil me’ with breakfast and a warm bath in the morning,” you said, barely opening your eyes, but grinning all the same. You heard and felt Medic’s low chuckle as you laid against his chest, the gentle vibration lulling you to sleep.

“Consider it done, meine liebe.”

[therealvampira]

Kinktober Day 12- Vincent Phantomhive

Tags: Fem! Reader, gentle, reader with anxiety, overstimulation, oral sex, fingering

Word Count: 1604

Summary: You and Vincent are going to attend a business gathering for his company, but this was your first time tagging along. Being quite anxious about it, Vincent "reassures" you that it will be okay.

Published: October 12- 7:01 PM EST Time

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You studied yourself in the tall oval mirror of your bedroom, positioning your body in different angles as you examined closely, making sure you looked as presentable as possible. This would be your first time attending a business gathering with your husband, and to say the least, you were feeling nothing short of anxiety and nervousness. 

“What’s the matter, Dear?” Your husband questioned, as he slowly made his way into your shared bedroom “We must not be late- besides, dear, you look perfect” he finished, his tone as sweet and reassuring as ever.

“Yes, I know. I don’t mean to trouble you before such an important event, but I do not have the best feeling about this right now, and don’t quite know what to expect”, you explained.

“Love, I assure you everything will go smoothly tonight, there is no need to fret. Just stay by my side, and surely you’ll be okay- Trust me this time, alright?”.

And you did trust him- in fact, you can’t ever recall a time where you’d been in doubt of him. He was almost, if not the most perfect, trustworthy, respectable man you’ve ever met. Really, he had a great kindness in his heart, gentle, and patient with you, even when you didn’t treat him the best at times. Vincent was everything you loved and adored in a partner.

“Come here for a moment, Darling” he spoke, motioning for you to come up to him. As you approached him, he took you into his tight embrace, hugging you as if he were trying to squeeze all the worry and doubt from your body. 

“Vincent…” “Please, don’t worry dear, I’m always here for you” he reassured. Moving your head from his chest, he held both your cheeks with his hands as he kissed you on your vulnerable, unexpecting lips. Not a small kiss, but one that was deep and intense, and truly meaningful. He pulled away from you, as a string of saliva escaped from your mouths. He tasted so sweet on your lips, like honey that excited your taste buds, making you crave more. You couldn’t help but become needy for him, as a small, quiet whimper unintentionally escaped from your lips. 

“(F/N), what have I told you about being late, hm?”. “O-oh, sorry, dear. I must’ve gotten carried away. let’s just get going shall we?”. “Not quite yet, dear. I’m afraid we've started something that we must finish- with your agreeance, of course” he replied. 

You needed him so badly. Without a clue what happened to you, you completely switched into a now desperate, and horny state. You wanted him to take you right then and there.

“Yes, dear, you have my permission. Please, I need you- I need to feel you”.

“Anything for you, my dear” he replied, as he walked you over to the bed. As you sat up on the bed, facing the wall, he slowly and carefully untied the strings of your dress, pulling it below your feet tossing it aside. 

“Perhaps we could spare ourselves a few moments- maybe they won’t mind our arrival being a bit late after all. What do you think dear?” He joked, as you let out a small chuckle in response. He’d already removed your petticoat and corset, leaving you with just your chemise, as your hard nipples poked through the delicate fabric. You now sat up facing him, supporting your weight as you pressed your palms into the bed. He carefully studied your expression as he crawled on top of you, gently pushing you into the bed making you lay completely on your back.

Giving you a brief kiss on the lips, he began gradually making his way down your entire body, being sure to cover your silken skin in gentle kisses, as you occasionally let a few gasps and moans escape. He took his sweet time, making you think back on the fact that the two of you had somewhere to be soon.

“Vincent?” you asked as you looked down at him, “Aren’t we..supposed to get going soon? I don’t mean to rush you b-” he cut you off between your words as he crawled back up to face you, molding his lips against yours. “Please, I told you not to worry love…I’ll handle it, now let me focus on you”.

He got off the bed, kneeling in front of it instead “Come a little further, darling”.

Your face flushed at the thought of what was to come, but you complied, moving your hips further down so he could access all the spots that made you tremble. 

Fuck. I need him so badly. I need his mouth against my pussy, making me cry out in pleasure.

Noticing that you still had on your chemise, he stood up, gently pulling it up your body. As his fingers grasped the hem of your garment to take it off, you blushed, looking away as you resisted his gesture. You did want him (need him for that matter), but you couldn’t help but get shy. Noticing your discomfort, in his sweet gentle tone, reassured you,

“Don’t worry, love. It’s all in your head- you have nothing to be ashamed of, please let me see you whole”. Still, you were hesitant. “It’s okay if you don’t want to take everything off, just inform me if that is the case” he continued. “N-no it’s just..I just became embarrassed thats all”. “Are you certain? I won’t undress you if it’d make you uncomfortable”. You nodded, giving him the green light to finish undressing you. 

As he returned to kneeling before you, he rubbed his gloved fingers against your pussy, slowly up and down as your breathing sped up. You still had just your panties on, which created a most pleasurable sensation as he moved his fingers. He removed his gloves, along with your own panties, as he gave a single lick to your pussy, going up and down, his tongue firmly pressed against your sensitive area, causing you to shiver at the immediate contact. 

Firmly gripping both your thighs, holding them apart, he kissed your wet, aching pussy, occasionally sucking on the sensitive lips, eager to taste all of you. 

“Nghh- Vincent! Yes dear, keep going, just like that~” you cried out. He drastically picked up speed, making sure to move his tongue in the same, steady movement. 

“(F/N), you taste so beautifully against my tongue, please, let me savor this moment and give you the pleasure you deserve. Just a little longer, dear” he pleaded, his words sending a vibration through your core as he spoke against your wet, soaking pussy. 

Backing his head away, he now included his fingers, fingering your tight hole as he ever so gently rubbed his thumb just above the hood of your clit, as he barely pressed his lip against your clit, causing you immense pleasure that you could barely feel at the same time. As he fingered your hole faster and faster, he kept a steady pace near your clit. 

“Vincent, please- I’m so close” you cried, on the verge of orgasm. “That’s it, cum for me, take all the pleasure that I’m giving you”. With that, he went as fast as he could, as you began to lose control of your body as it gave into the pleasure- But he didn’t stop, even after you’ve already came. “I’m not done yet, dear, I want to see your beautiful expressions as you get pushed over your limit” he cooed, watching as you became overwhelmed with pleasure, a few tears rolling down your delicate face. 

Vincent stood up, keeping his fingers in the same motion, as he kissed the tears that fell from your eyes. “What a lovely sight you are, (F/N), watching you come undone in such a vulnerable state”. As he kissed down your neck yet again, he bit your shoulder, causing you to let out a gasp of shock. 

Finally, his movements slowed down as he eventually stopped, when he then fell into the mattress beside you. “I’m so glad we did that, you are truly amazing, love” he cooed, pulling you onto his chest as he held you. “I didn’t go too far did I? I was afraid I’d hurt you” he added. Barely enough energy to speak, you simply shook your head. “Oh, well that’s a relief. I take it you're quite worn out, no?”. You nodded in response as he let out a small chuckle, before picking up your hand and kissing it. 

“Are we still going to that gathering?” you asked, barely able to make out your words. “No dear, not tonight. They’ll manage without me.” Picking up your chemise from the other side of the bed, he carefully placed it over your head, helping you get dressed. 

“Here, put this on while I get you something more suitable for sleeping in” he said as he gently rubbed your head, before getting up to get something from your shared wardrobe.

Honestly, You’d never thought you would ever be so in love with someone, but Vincent was so special to you. He was perfect, and you never felt uneasy or doubtful around him. He put all his love into everything he did for you, and was kind and understanding. To say the least, your relationship was definitely envied by many, which both of you knew.

Walking towards you with your nightgown in hand, he gently helped you prepare for bed. “I’ll be back momentarily, darling” he reassured, as he left you to get himself ready for bed as well. 

🥀 “I’ve seen you before in my dreams, and as I awake and see your familiar being, my heart gleams, for your beauty is more intense than it seems- sweet dreams”🦇

That Butler, Terribly Busy 🕰🖤

[girlwiththepapatattoo]

The Unlikely Similarities Between Kittens and Vampires, Chapter 3

Warnings: sexual tension, a frank description of arousal, Astarion being himself, a bit of angst

Summary: Feelings are hard for repressed idiots.

Notes: Can I stop writing for them? No, not really. Do I mind? No, not really.

Read on ao3 here!

Chapters: 1, 2

The very next day, Sable knows that she’d made a grave mistake by using her cat form in front of Astarion. 

For now he had a new nickname for her. 

“Well, good morning, kitten,” he simpers, waltzing up to her as she stretches outside her tent. “I do hope you slept well last night.” 

Pausing mid-stretch, she can feel her face go hot. “W-What did you call me?” 

“Oh, kitten? I thought it fitting, considering…well, you know,” he says with a laugh, then cocks his head. “Why?” He feigns concern. “Do you not like it?” 

The look in his eyes is pure pleased villainy, and she has to resist the urge to kis-smack it off his beauti-vexing face. “...call me whatever you want, I don’t care,” she grounds out, and stomps off toward the nearby stream to wash the sleep from her skin. 

“Oh, you are just so cute,” he chortles, and goes back to his tent to get ready for their travels ahead. 

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The day is mostly uneventful, save for taking out a goblin scouting party, but that night threatens storms. Lightning flashes in the distance and thunder rolls through the hills as they all hurriedly set up their tents. Dinner is spent separately, eating their rations in solitude as the heavens rage above them. 

It gives Sable time to think as she stares up at the ceiling. So much has changed in only a few short days…she worries her bottom lip as she realizes that even in such a short time, she’s not the same woman she was. 

She doesn’t know yet if that’s a good thing or not. 

All she knows is, between the tadpole in her head, the strong personalities in camp, and knowing that soon they’ll be storming a goblin camp? She’d like to turn into her cat form and stay that way. 

Any further musings, however, are dashed as she suddenly sees a shadow in a flash of lightning, standing outside her closed tent flap. She grips a dagger, her focus sharpening, ready to strike.

“Sable!” comes Astarion’s voice, sounding quite urgent. “Sable, are you awake?! Let me in, this storm is ruining my hair!” 

She gapes for a second, before letting go of the knife and untying the tent flap. As soon as there’s enough room for him to come in he dives through the opening, and she ties it back closed. “What are you doing here, Astarion?” she demands. 

“Come now, is that any way to greet a friend? A friend who, may I remind, braved this dreadful storm to come and visit?” he replies, pouting, rainwater dripping off his nose. He’s nearly soaked through, and Sable rolls her eyes and tosses a towel over his head. 

“You could have been nice and dry in your own tent,” she grumbles, settling cross-legged onto her bedroll. There’s not much room in her tent, and so they’re sitting rather close, a fact that she tries to ignore (and fails, if the rising blush says anything about it.) “Could this not have waited until the storm passed?” 

“This is the kind of storm that will be here all night, I’m afraid,” he replies, toweling off his hair and shoulders. “And unless you want to make good on our deal in broad daylight in front of everyone…” 

Her brows furrow in confusion, before she remembers the previous night. “Oh, right.” A particularly vicious peel of thunder makes her jump a little, and she swallows hard. 

He looks at her in the darkness. “Not having second thoughts, I hope.” 

“No, not…not about you drinking my blood at least. I trust you enough.” 

“Oh, glad to hear it! How about we make ourselves comfortable, hm? Go on and lie down, my sweet kitten.” 

She huffs at him, but does as he bids. “I can’t believe you’re going to call me that,” she grumbles, getting comfortable. 

“I think it’s rather cute. And unless you truly, deeply despise it, I shan’t be stopping,” he sniffs in return. Then he shifts over her, the confined space forcing him to straddle her hips. The sight of him there, sitting on her as though a lover might, makes her go rigid underneath him, squeeze her eyes shut, and look away. “Now, this will never do. Relax, or it will hurt more.” 

“S-Sorry,” she gasps, trying desperately not to give in to the impulse to shape change. 

He watches as she struggles to relax, her eyes darting back and forth under their lids. His teeth ache, the predator in him urging him to take her lifeblood, practically tasting her fear. He pushes the impulse away. Normally he’d be all for it, would relish inflicting real hurt…but not with her. 

Never with her. 

And he doesn’t want to contemplate that right now, thank you.

“Tell me what’s wrong, kitten. You’re terrified.” His voice is low, soothing, and that is definitely not helping matters.

She swallows hard, opens her eyes again, but the beautiful sight before her is too much. Her eyes slam shut again, and she has to resist squeezing her thighs together.

He makes a soft tsking sound, then pauses. His nostrils flare. Beneath the ozone from the storm, beneath the scents of a long road traveled is…sweetness. A heady, cloying sweetness that he’s smelled…well. Often enough. 

“Ah.” He smirks faintly, taking in her state. “I am flattered, darling. But why the trembling? I’d be more concerned if you weren’t attracted to me.” He leans down, slowly so he doesn’t spook her. He braces himself on his forearms and positions his lips close to her ear. “Is my little kitten untouched?” he whispers. 

A whimper rips from her throat before she can stop it. Desperately embarrassed, she hides her face behind her hands. “S-Shut up, Astarion! Just take what you need!” 

He chuckles, low and dark and infinitely pleased, the sound a caress over her jaw. “Well, that’s a rather open ended statement, Sable. Especially for someone like me. But…I suppose I’ll stop teasing. Your virtue is safe, darling. I’d never touch you like that without your permission…” His lips brush over the shell of her pointed ear, and another strangled noise bursts from her lips. “Mmm, I think I may have found my new favorite sound.” 

Her body’s drawn toward him, a pull, a tug for this man that she barely understands. Her breath comes in quick pants, her hands clinging to the back of his shirt, a fire raging under her skin. 

She’s pretty sure she knows how Karlach feels now, if in a more metaphorical sense. 

“P-Please,” she whispers, and she has absolutely no idea what she’s asking for. 

He pauses, something in her tone demanding his attention. He pulls back ever so slightly to gauge her body language. Her face is flushed, her hips squirming without her even realizing it, he can see the juts of her hardened nipples through her sleep shirt. Physically, she’s more than ready for him…but…

There’s a mix of want and nervousness in her expression. Almost fear. This is uncharted territory for her, and someone as shy as Sable needs to be eased into sex. And this encounter tonight is very much not that. 

He softens. Something tugs hard in his chest (figuratively, of course, there hasn’t been actual movement in there for centuries), and instead of continuing to tease her, to rile her up…he brushes a tender, gentle kiss over her cheek and pulls away. 

Her eyes snap open, watching as that beautiful face moves away from her and his hands reach for the ties to the tent flap. “W-Where are you going?” she whispers. 

He pauses, and he doesn’t look at her, not wanting her to see the vulnerability in his eyes. “Ah, well, back to my tent. It seems…I’ve no need to feed tonight after all,” he murmurs. 

She stares at him. “Oh.” Her voice sounds much smaller than she’d like. “I…did I do something wrong?” 

“What?” Sounding incredulous, he finally turns to her, brow furrowing. “My dear kitten, of course not!” He sighs, sitting back a little and looking down. He has to force the words out. “I believe that I…may have gotten ahead of myself, that’s all.” He looks back up, meeting her confused gaze, and he gave her a faint smirk. “Don’t think this gets you out of our deal. I’m simply…delaying it for a night. It’s too stuffy in this tent anyway.” 

He goes back to work on the ties, his silhouette outlined with another flash of lightning. And when the light fades…he’s gone. 

She stares out into the dark for a long moment, the pouring rain falling unheeded into her tent, and wonders why she feels like crying.

[freefallingup13]

Choice [Beck Marley]

Yeah I got that weird grave man on my mind and it's gotten me to write a complete fic for the first time in like. At least a year. God damn.

TW/CW; Threat of murder, freshly dug grave and being forced to sit at the edge of it, gun (pistol), boss hiring a hitman, gagged, tied completely by rope, and this is a captivity fic (though captivity doesn't start yet)

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They couldn’t help but flinch away as the stranger approached them again. They’d already been roughly thrown aside, apparently ‘in the way’ of the dirt being dug out of their grave. But now… now, it was done.

The stranger didn’t even grab them directly. Wriggling his fingers underneath the rope that bound them, he pulled them up from the ground. 

Dirt scraped as they were dragged to the foot of the grave. Their eyes landed on the mound of soil that would soon be poured over their body. It sure did look like a lot. Hopefully it wouldn’t hurt.

Well - it wouldn’t. Of course not. Dead people don’t hurt.

They squeaked past the gag as they were lifted up to their feet, then shoved down onto their knees. The ropes dug into their legs, having been tied when they were straight. It was hard for them to keep their balance as the stranger stepped away, letting them go. Balancing with their arms bound behind them wasn’t easy.

It was the click of a gun that made them stop squirming. 

Oh.

Shit.

The stranger was checking the amount of ammo in the pistol, not even looking at them. Satisfied, he clicked the magazine back into the handle and flicked the safety off.

“You ready?” he asked, flicking up his hat. His voice sounded so strange, like it wasn’t his tone that was dry, but his throat, along with every other inch of his being. 

His hand reached for their face, and they shrank into themselves. “Relax,” the stranger drawled, reaching behind their head. “I’ve just got a habit of letting people have their last words.”

The gag was untied, thrown away. A groan escaped them as they tried to close their jaw. After so many hours, it felt stiff with pain.

The stranger was kind enough to give them a moment, but he eventually kneeled down in front of them. He had a slightly amused look in his eyes as he pointed the barrel of the pistol between their eyes. 

“So? Any last words?”

Their mind raced, but they were strangely able to keep up. (Maybe it was their panic that he wouldn’t give them last words at all, and was just trying to get them to sit still in thought.)

What kind of last words did they consider worth saying? Nothing deep and philosophical would matter when there was just this murderer to hear them. And they didn’t really have any qualms that needed to be settled on their death bed.

They didn’t…

Hm.

“Just do it.”

Beck raised an eyebrow, tilting his head a little. “Hm?”

“Just… do it,” the kid blurted out. “I don’t have anything.”

He stared. Couldn’t help but snort. “You serious?” he asked. “Nothing at all?”

The kid grit their teeth. “No,” they seethed, trembling. “I don’t have anything to say. 

“I’ve got nobody to pray to, I’ve got no friends or family. I don’t have anybody who I’d wish would save me. All I had was my job, and I know exactly who hired you to get rid of me.”

Beck said nothing. The kid sure had something to say, might as well let them get it out. 

“So just- just do it,” they mumbled, their sudden bravado beginning to crumble. “Nobody’s going to miss me while I’m gone. Nobody’ll even know. So just… get it over with.”

Another moment of silence.

“Just… do it quickly.”

The stranger remained silent. Damn, for not knowing what to say, they sure said a lot. They felt stupid. Pouring out their loneliness to a stranger. To their assassin.

A cold rim of gunmetal pressed into the bottom of their jaw, making them shiver and automatically straighten up. They struggled to keep their breathing calm, shutting their eyes tightly.

“... Lonely kid, aren’t you?”

They couldn’t help but sob. He couldn’t make this any faster? Did he have to tease them?

“Hey. Kid.” The barrel of the gun dug into their skin. “Answer, will ya?”

Their chest heaved as they tried to let go of the breath they were holding. “Yes,” they responded. Here they were, leaning back onto the precipice of disaster, at the edge of their grave, on the wrong end of a gun. “Of course I am. You heard what I said. Are you deaf?”

The stranger laughed. Oh, stupid, stupid. Why did they have to insult him? Their stupid mouth-

The gun moved away from their skin, and they heard another click.

But it wasn’t the last thing they heard.

“Nobody, huh?” the stranger mused under his breath, scratching his head with the- They opened their eyes. Scratching his head with the pistol, barrel pointed at his own skull. “You’re sure about that?”

They stared. “... Yeah?” they said incredulously. “What- Wasn’t it easy to catch me?”

“... I guess,” the stranger mumbled, looking off into the distance. “Here. Tell you what.”

He put the pistol next to him, laying it onto the ground. He was already balanced back onto his heels, and he put his elbows onto his knees as he addressed them. “Your bosses. You know they gave me the contract. Yeah?”

They couldn’t tell if they were still in shock, or the adrenaline was wearing down. They just nodded.

“Cool.” He seemed to think for a moment before he spoke again. “You know, the contract, word for word, just said to ‘get rid of you’.

“So, technically,” he said slowly, “I don’t have to kill you. That’s not what the old guy said.”

What? What? 

“... So what does that mean?” they asked cautiously. “What, you let me go, and I just… run? Never come back?”

Their stomach sank as they saw him roll his eyes. “This ain’t a movie, kid, come on. Nah. I got a better idea.”

He looked over his shoulder, then jerked a thumb towards the cabin. “See that? That’s my home. That’s mine.”

They… didn’t like where this was going. 

“Now, it gets…” he waved his hand. “Tell you the truth, it gets fucked up in there. I never feel like cleaning, even between contracts. Like, I have to, I just… don’t.”

… Now they were confused.

“You want a maid?”

He scoffed. “Nah. That’s just part of it. I do have another idea, though.”

His eyes stared into theirs as he gestured again. “You stay there, in that cabin. You don’t leave. And you help me figure out… let’s say, new techniques.”

Before they could think of a response, he had picked up the gun again, and was studying it carefully. “You do that,” he said, “and I won’t kill you. You get to live.”

They looked towards the cabin. Then back at him.

“I don’t even know your name.”

The stranger snorted. “It’s Beck,” he said. “Beck Marley. And now that I’ve said that…”

They flinched as the pistol was pointed back towards them. “You’re on my shitlist again,” the stranger - Beck - said calmly. “So, now you got the same two options. A… I kill you, save my own skin, since you know my name. Or…” He silently nodded towards the cabin.

Looking towards the cabin sheepishly, they avoided looking at the gun. It didn’t look… that bad. And they’d always wanted to go run away and live in the woods, away from people. Cleaning wasn’t so bad. “Figuring out new techniques” couldn’t be that bad. 

“What’s it gonna be, kid?” Beck asked, casually flicking the safety off on the gun. “You gonna stay, or die?”

[iamfruitie]

Kinktober 2023 Day 29

Lingerie

Phantom was in a mood, which was a kind of mood that was never too shocking for him to be in since he was…well…Phantom. He had been bored for most of the day and was scrolling through his phone and started looking at some clothing. Then he got into a certain kind of clothing in his search and a fun idea came to mind and he sent himself away to make a quick shopping trip. 

He was now lounging out on the bed, the biggest grin on his face as he heard Jackie walking down the hall and nearing their room. Phantom knew exactly how to pose his body to make the surprise Jackie was in for the best. 

“You text-” Whatever it was that Jackie was going to say turned into a little squeak of surprise when he opened the door and saw Phantom. His eyes widened as he took in every inch of the display on the bed. 

Phantom tucked his arms under his head some more with a giggle, knowing Jackie was soaking in the sight of the red, lacy fabric on his body, seeing how it framed his hips and waist, and showed so much of his skin yet covered enough to make someone want to feel everything he had.

And he had a little surprise that Jackie couldn’t see yet.

“You like~?” Phantom asked with another giggle. 

“Yeah,” Jackie said in awe, the door slowly closing behind him until it clicked. 

“Do you want to touch?” Phantom arched his back a little. 

“Yeah.” Jackie thickly swallowed.

“Then come play with me~” Phantom grinned and Jackie scrambled over to the bed, kicking his shoes off and nearly falling over as he got his pants off. “You are such a goof.” He chuckled as Jackie flopped himself down on top of him. 

“A goof in love,” Jackie said with his classic smile before catching Phantom in a kiss. Phantom hummed happily and melted into the kiss, hands going to the back of Jackie’s head and playing with his hair. He felt Jackie’s hands trailing down his sides, feeling at the fabric and the light tremor in his touch told Phantom how much he was enjoying the lingerie. 

“Jackie~!” Phantom couldn’t prevent the way the name came out as a squeak of sorts when Jackie gripped his ass. “Is that a hint for how our night is going to be?” He asked with an excited grin while Jackie continued squeezing. 

“Maybe.” Jackie had the tip of his tongue sticking out between his front teeth. “I just like-” He paused when his fingers brushed against something hard. “Hm?” Jackie’s hands went to Phantom’s hips and he casually lifted him to see what he had felt. “Oh!” 

“Like my other surprise?” Phantom loved how easy it was for Jackie to hold him up like this, like he weighed nothing and he hoped to get more of that throughout the night. He also loved the way Jackie’s face slowly went red as he was clearly staring at the heart-shaped, red gem on the base of the plug inside him. 

“Y-Yeah.” Jackie finally breathed and he gently sat Phantom back down.

“I guess you could say that I’m beyond ready for the main event.” Phantom slipped one hand under the pillow while the other grabbed one of the strings to the panties and tugged, untying the little bow and showing off even more skin on his hip. “And, looking at the state of your boxers, you’re more than excited for it as well.” He pulled out a bottle of lube with one hand while the other crossed his body and undid the remaining string. His half-hard cock was now exposed as the panties slipped away. 

“I love you.” Jackie blurted out. Phantom couldn’t help from laughing a little at the confession, it always got a little flutter in his heart no matter how many times he’d heard Jackie say it. 

“I love you, too.” Phantom’s laugh turned into a soft smile and that soft smile turned into a playful grin as he tossed the bottle of lube at his dork of a boyfriend. “Now, are you going to play with me or not~?” He asked with almost a purr to his voice, hand going between his legs to toy with the base of the plug. “I’d prefer something much bigger inside of me now.” Phantom breathed slowly as he pulled the plug out, already missing that feeling and getting himself even more excited for Jackie, cock hardening fully from the thought alone. “Please, Jackie~” He exaggerated his whine to snap Jackie out of his trance. Phantom was beyond flattered at how easy it was to hypnotize Jackie with his body, but right now, he also needed his physical attention. 

“Yes, yes, yes,” Jackie repeated the first word that came to mind as he got himself out of his clothing as fast as possible, shirt and boxers thunking against the door since he tossed them with a bit more strength than needed. Phantom felt a strong shiver go through him when he heard that sound, knowing it meant Jackie was already losing a bit of control and that meant he wouldn’t be holding back. 

Good.

Phantom waited and watched as Jackie got himself ready, being generous with the lube like usual. He never complained, it was a fun show watching Jackie’s hand play with himself a bit, already hard from just the teasing and the little heavy breath he made was just music to Phantom’s ears. His moans were even better. 

“Come here, darling.” Phantom held Jackie’s face when he was ready and pulled him down into a kiss. He wrapped his legs around Jackie’s hips, encouraging him to continue. Jackie got lost in the kiss for a few moments, hands going and squeezing Phantom’s ass before beginning to rut against him. 

“Ready?” Jackie asked with a whisper on Phantom’s lips.

“Fuck me~” Phantom whispered back. He groaned low in his throat as Jackie pushed in, filling him perfectly and reminding him of one of the countless reasons why he loved Jackie as much as he did. 

His laugh, heart, and ability to always make Phantom smile were top-tier.

But having the perfect dick was one hell of a bonus.

“Such a good boy~” Phantom purred as Jackie slowly started rocking his hips, lightly gasping when those words got him to already move faster.

The praise kink also worked very well for them.

“Harder, Jackie, harder. I want to feel you~”  

“Phan~” Jackie moaned and tucked his face away into the crook of Phantom’s neck, hands still playing with the lace while his thrusts got stronger. 

“Fuck, just like that. Good boy. Just like that.” Phantom rambled a bit. 

He wasn’t afraid to admit to himself that prepping for all of this had him beyond worked up. Edging himself with the plug earlier, having to wait for so long for Jackie to get home, Phantom wasn’t good at waiting so it took a lot for him to not just take care of himself but he really wanted Jackie to be the one to do so. 

“Holy shit~!” Phantom nearly clawed Jackie’s back when the angle of his hips was shifted and he swore every time their hips met a stronger wave of pleasure hit him. 

Waiting was beyond worth it.

“I’m-I’m gonna-I’m gonna-Jackie!” Phantom cried out as he came, toes curling and gripping Jackie’s body as if his life depended on it. “J-Jackie.” He tried to hold on so Jackie could finish as well and he made a worried whine when Jackie pulled out. That whine became a question as his legs were lifted and held together. “Oh~?” Phantom rested his hands next to his head as Jackie fucked his thighs, rocking his body with short yet firm thrusts. 

“Fuck~” Jackie moaned, cumming all over Phantom’s thighs and lower stomach. 

“Wanted to make a mess, didn’t you?” Phantom asked with a playful giggle. 

“I-I was-uh-I-um-” Jackie fumbled as his flushed face went into a deeper shade of red. 

“I’ll gladly let you make more. All I ask is for some kisses between rounds.” Phantom beckoned with a finger, giggling even more as Jackie dropped his legs and dove into a kiss. 

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@dungeon-dragons-dragons

[fl4tlines]

Wallflowers: Part One

「⛧」 OCs: Andrew (belongs to @mirasmirages) ⅋ Kay Edwards

「⛧」 Content: Kidnapping┆Drugging ┆Restraints ┆Human Trafficking┆Pet Whump

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The delivery driver was careless as he and a partner brought the box to Andrew’s door, took Andrew’s signature and left the box just inside the doorway. They’d taken it as far as they were paid to.

Andrew circled the box a couple of times and kicked it once. A muffled sound from inside as Andrew crossed his arms across his chest and took a moment to appreciate the situation. This – training someone from scratch who into sheer obedience – he had to confess, it was a dream job. And it had come with an advanced paycheque, with more on the way once the job was done.

He finished his coffee before opening the box with a pair of scissors, pulling away at several layers of packing tape and dropping it on the floor. Pulling the lid, he caught the first glimpse of the boy inside.

Dark hair falling in his face – blood smeared over one cheek, wearing dark jeans and a white button up splattered with blood. Duct tape on his wrists, ankles, knees and mouth. Passed out, seeming as though he were just coming around from a sedative.

Kay’s head was pounding – an awful headache. Dizzy. Nauseous. He could hardly make sense of the darkness around him. He tried to move, only to find he couldn't. Knees forced to his chest. Hands pulled together at the wrists. And he couldn't move.

He tried to kick out, twisting awkwardly in a desperate attempt to move. Gasped in a breath, only to realise tape covered his mouth.

When the lid of the box was finally removed, Kay didn't even look up. Not for several moments. Finally, he lifted his head and met the eyes of another man. Briefly in and out of focus.

Andrew met Kay’s wide eyes and smiled. Not a comforting smile. It could even be threatening. Kay didn't know. He jerked backwards, back pressing against the thick cardboard as he twisted his wrists.

“Be quiet.” Andrew looked down at him, taking several moments to take this in. A fresh trainee. This was set to be a month he would enjoy. “If I take off the tape, are you going to stay quiet?”

Even in his bleary, half-awake state, Kay nodded. Quiet. He could be quiet for now. Play along for a while. Just – just long enough to get a handle on the situation.

Andrew leant in, brushing a hand over Kay’s cheek. He patted it gently before he began to peel away the duct tape. Dropped it into Kay’s lap. Pressed a finger to Kay’s lips.

“Quiet,” he reminded Kay, before he straightened up. “How are you feeling?”

How was he feeling? That had to be some kind of joke. How was he even supposed to answer that? Kay didn't know, so he just stared up at Andrew in a stunned silence, only speaking when the man continued to look at him.

“What’s going on?” Kay mumbled, glancing down and looking at his wrists. Bruises already beginning to show. “I – you…?” He jerked himself backwards from the man, gaze flickering over him in sheer panic.

“Don't worry about that,” Andrew smiled down at Kay. Patronising.

“I take it that you don't remember much?” Andrew chuckled.

Kay just shook his head. The last thing he remembered… It was all fuzzy. Dark. Out of sequence.

“A job interview… Some – some bar…” Kay shook his head, swallowing hard and blinking up at Andrew. “What’s going on? I – this is wrong. I – I’m not meant to be here.”

“Looks like you got the job.”

“I got the job? What the hell are you talking about?” Kay fumbled, ever so slightly more alert now. “You – What do you mean? I – what?”

“Quit fumbling,” Andrew snapped. “I'll explain everything if you're patient.”

Kay nodded, blinking back tears, biting his tongue as Andrew just looked at him.

“Just – just can you – undo the tape, please?” Kay asked softly. Shaky voice. “I won't run. I – I won't do anything.”

“You’d like me to untie you? Hm.” Andrew asked, he sounded half-hearted and disinterested at best. Mockery at worst. “When we’re done talking.”

“Okay…” All Kay could do was agree. Exhaling as he suppressed a shiver.

“You want the short version? You were bought by an artist, and he’s employed me to train you,” Andrew explained bluntly. Like ripping off the band aid. “So I'm going to do my job, and have some fun doing it. Any questions?”

Kay gritted his teeth – it sounded like a sick joke. Like an elaborate, nasty, prank.

“Bought?” Kay asked, “What do you mean, bought?”

“Bought. Purchased. Acquired. Take your pick.”

“Why?”

Andrew shrugged off Kay’s question. “I don't know. I suppose he needs something obscure and eccentric to spend his money on. You know? To keep him occupied.”

“I – I didn't sign up for this!” Kay couldn't keep his mouth shut anymore. “I – this – this isn't – I want out! I'm – I'm not doing this! You – you have to believe me – let me go.”

“That isn't something that’s going to happen,” Andrew leant back against the wall and eyed Kay. “You know what will happen, though? We’re going to get to know each other. Spend some real quality time together, let you get used to the idea.”

“Not happening,” Kay snapped, glaring upwards as the weight of the situation dawned on him. “It won't. I – just let me go. Just let me go, and I'm not going to say anything! I – I won't tell anyone.”

Andrew scoffed, raising an eyebrow at Kay’s words.

“You won't say anything? Do you really think that worries me?” Andrew laughed and shook his head at Kay’s assumptions. “Believe me, you are of no concern. You know nothing about me, so what danger do you pose?”

“I – please! Listen – this – this isn't…”

“Quiet. This is non-negotiable. You're staying. And we’ll have some fun together. I've been looking forward to it,” Andrew stepped forward again. “So let’s talk rules.”

“Rules? No – I –”

“Shut your mouth,” Andrew hissed. “This doesn't have to suck, but it will if you push your fucking luck.”

Kay shut up. Wide eyes.

“Rules. You're to answer to the name Jett from now on. Forget everything else,” Andrew turned his back and headed into the kitchen, picking up a sharp knife. “You understand that?”

Silence.

“I take that as a yes,” Andrew returned to Kay and crouched in front of the box. “Secondly, you are not allowed to speak unless spoken to. You do not get requests or questions. Not yet.”

The moment Kay laid eyes on the knife, his blood ran cold and he kept his mouth shut.

“If you are spoken to, you're to be polite. Address me as Sir, and don't forget your manners,” Andrew inspected the knife, seemingly taking great interest in the blade. “Next, you're not to be on the furniture without explicit permission to do so. You stay on the floor.”

“Just spit them out!” Kay snapped, once more tugging at the duct tape around his wrists. “You're not as fucking intriguing as you'd like to think.”

“Fine,” Andrew spat. “You don't touch anything on a table or countertop. You don't open doors or drawers. You come when called. You don't do anything for yourself. You do what you're told.”

“Good luck with that,” Kay scoffed, another shiver running down his spine as he spoke. Cold regret filled his veins before Andrew even responded.

“Oh, good luck? Really?” Andrew raised an eyebrow and flashed the knife at Kay. “Good luck?”

Kay was silent, teeth gritted as he glared up at the man.

“You haven't told me your name.”

“Doesn't matter, Jett. My name is none of your concern. Now, are you going to quit with the mouthing off, or do I really have to gag you?”

“Don't waste your tape,” Kay muttered, “Now fucking undo me! We’ve talked,” a pause, “Please.”

Andrew slipped the knife between the tape at Kay’s knees and ankles, slicing through it and pulling it away.

“The wrists stay,” Andrew snapped, “Now get up and sit on the floor by the couch. We’ve already wasted too much time.”

Kay struggled to his feet, stumbling out of and stepping away from the box – all but collapsing to the floor in front of the couch.

“You have to take it off eventually,” Kay glared across at Andrew as he rested back against the couch. “Just get it over with.”

“You’re already forgetting, you don’t get requests,” Andrew shook his head, seemingly slightly amused by Kay’s attitude. Not that it would last long.

“You don’t have any right to do this,” Kay snapped, although he still sat exactly where Andrew had told him to. “You’re a fucking freak – you don’t get to do this!”

Andrew, who had stood up by now, darted forward, grabbing Kay by the hair and yanking him forward. Throwing him flat to the ground and standing over him.

“I don’t get to do this, do I?” Andrew scoffed at the idea. “Think whatever you want, but this arrogant little front? It won’t last long.”

Kay had no way of protecting himself with his hands taped, hitting the floor hard and gasping in a breath.

“We’ll see how long this lasts,” Andrew had little interest in Kay’s arguments right now. Because, he knew, they wouldn’t last. Never did.

Slowly, and more cautiously, Kay pushed himself to a more upright position. He needed time to assess everything. For now, he just kept a wary gaze on Andrew.

“You –” Kay shut up before he got any further. It would be stupid to keep pushing it. Not in his best interest. He would just… he just had to wait.

“Right. Kitchen through there, bathroom through there, middle door is your room,” Andrew skimmed over the apartment layout. He watched Kay for a moment, until it seemed like he wasn't planning on moving. Fine.

Kay had hardly paid attention to Andrew, tangling with the fact he was supposed to be here long enough to have a room. This wasn't a long-term thing. It couldn't be! It was all just – this wasn't happening. Not to him. He was just getting his damn life back together!

“Please, undo the tape,” Kay finally looked upwards at Andrew. “I won't do anything…”

Andrew tilted his head slightly and looked down at Kay. He sucked in a breath of annoyance before speaking. “What rule are you breaking?” He asked, “Be specific.”

Kay paused. Just stared at Andrew. Which rule? None – not on purpose. In the midst of everything, he couldn't even remember the rules that Andrew had listed off. Carefully, Kay got to his feet – just to be on the same level as Andrew. He didn't answer yet.

“Which. Rule?” Andrew snapped across at Kay. “Speak.”

“Enough of them, hopefully,” the words were out of Kay’s mouth before he dared regret it.

Andrew stormed across the room, grabbing hold of Kay’s jaw. Forcing eye contact.

“Talking. You are not to talk. You do not get requests,” Andrew hissed. “Do you understand?”

When Kay still didn't respond, Andrew released his jaw and slapped him across the cheek. Hard.

Kay stumbled backwards, hardly able to gather his balance again before he spoke.

“Yes! Yes – I understand,” Kay fumbled, “I – I get it!”

“Good,” Andrew looked across at Kay incredulously. “We’ll see if you can keep it up.”

“You don’t have to do this – you don’t. Just – fuck – just don’t.”

[analyzing-people-like-hell]

ANALYSIS #1: 03/06/24

My first specimen, and what a nice find. I had quite a lot of fun going through this list, and I hope you're able to find something valuable within my research, #1. I know I certainly did myself while investigating.

What exactly was inside that list you gave me again?

Ah, yes. You gave a hearty dose full of useful information. Many great places for analyzation.

Why don't we start off with the data I've gathered on your background then, hm? 

Context is always the first step into investigations like these. And yours seems rather intriguing..

"LORE":

Let's address the elephant in the room first: your parents. My god, do they seem horrific.

They clearly didn't care for you, or at least not in the way you needed to be cared for. Violence has definitely plagued your home, whether it be verbal or physical, though I'm leaning more towards verbal in this instance. Anyone who's said "words don't cut" has clearly never stepped near your family. I can imagine the scars are unbearable. Hell, it seems like even the smallest things can take you back to that wretched excuse of a home, and it makes you feel pathetic. It's not by the way, in case you were wondering, but me saying that will never be proof enough, is it? I know you're smart (something I'll expand on later). I know that you recognize that all your reactions to these memories are completely valid, but it must be hard to believe in your own thoughts when they've been pushed down by others over and over again, right?

The saddest bit is that I think deep down, you do want to love your parents. You yearn to feel the kind of affection you've seen in all your favorite shows. You want somebody to pick you up off the street and care for you unconditionally. You never wanted to feel this kind of pain from them.

It seems your parents weren't the only harsh parts of your life. You've lost unbelievable amounts from your childhood as well. Maybe you've lost everything. It's why you pay so much attention to the small things in life. Not because you want to, but because you need to. You wouldn't have anything if you didn't take the time to enjoy the little details in life.

Adding onto this loss, I feel like abandonment might play a role in this specifically. You've been abandoned and you want someone to truly care for you this time. To remember you and keep remembering you.

You yearn to do more with your life. Something is holding you back. It could be your self doubt, or your values, your loved ones, maybe the entirety of the world itself. It's hard to pinpoint, but something has held you back. I can feel how close you are to cracking. And I think you should keep in mind that cracking isn't as bad as people might make it out to be. Remember, we wouldn't have glass paintings without picking up our broken pieces.

All in all, I can confirm one thing: There are people in your life that you're still restraining screams from. Parents are obviously one of them, as stated before, but I feel like there's more. Much more. Maybe old friends, partners, it could be anybody, really. All I truly know is that your screams could leave a cave echoing for years, and I think your heart has been a replacement for that cave for far too long. It's not fair. It never will be. You and I both know that an eternity of screaming could never make up for the damages you've been dealt.

Now, I know I've left a lot of these threads untied, but trust me, we're getting there. Now that context has been provided, that gives us room to determine what exactly your true issues in life are. What's really been weighing you down? How exactly does your brain function with all of this in mind?

THE TRUTH:

You don't trust yourself. Maybe you've hurt someone before (or believe you have) and it has never left you since. Maybe it's just the fact that you've grown up in such vicious conditions that you're afraid you'll unknowingly do the same to the people you truly love. You will do everything in your power to make sure you never hurt anyone like the way they hurt you, even if it means destroying yourself.

Sometimes you wonder if destroying yourself would finally get you the help you've been waiting for all these years. Nothing seems to have worked in giving you the aid you need, so clearly there's something you're missing, right?

It's either that or you find the quickest way to forget everything. You want to forget everything, don't you?

It's why vulnerability is one of your greatest fears. True vulnerability. You've never shown a single soul what you are when completely defenseless. Or maybe you have. Maybe it was the last time you ever did. Either way, there is a reason that nobody has seen you without a mask on. Some may have seen you with thinner masks than others, but nobody has seen your true face. You want to show them, but it's too much to bear. Not only for you but for what you believe others should not be burdened with as well. You'd rather drown in yourself than risk drowning another.

It's thoughts like these that consume your mind when at your lowest. 

Do not fall for their deception.

And I have all the proof I need to show how these thoughts could never be more wrong.

YOUR BEST TRAITS:

You care. You genuinely care. You care for strangers that  you'll most likely never come across again in your life. You know this and you choose to care anyways. You are one of the few who still wears a tender heart on their sleeve, and you wield it as if it were armor. Choosing to stay kind in even the harshest situations, even when rage feels like the only thing you know. I know you want the world to feel your wrath, and trust me, the world knows you could end her. It takes a hero to manage such a beast. Take pride in that.

You seem highly intelligent, or at least highly emotionally intelligent, which is one of the most for-granted and powerful type of intelligence people can have. People might not recognize it at first, but you're able to understand others in a way that most cannot. Ironically, "empath" is a term that could genuinely suit you, despite the amount of jokes surrounding it. Because in all honesty, you are the exact type of friend that everybody needs. It's just a matter of whether or not they deserve your kindness.

Adding onto this, you're very protective over the people you hold close to you. You're protective in a very special way though. Instead of jumping into battle, you fight on the sidelines, away from the crowd. And once you get the chance, you heal as much as you are able to. Not only are you protective and loyal, but rational and understanding. That doesn't make you any less fierce. It makes you much stronger than people even realize. 

Honestly, you've always been a soldier. A fighter. You've been fighting your whole life and I can just imagine that it still feels like the war has only begun. Remember these battles though, and I mean every one. The ones you've won, and the ones you've lost, because frankly the outcome doesn't matter. It's the fact that you survived and kept fighting that matters. Not only that, but the fact that you're able to still care for the world after all it's done to you? That's how the finest weapons are made.

Also, a fellow analyzer I see. That's always a plus in my books. Welcome to the team.

And with that, I think I'll leave my thoughts there and take my bow.

With utmost gratitude (and hopefully utmost accuracy),

Dr. WZ