#and uh domon spends the whole series going through trauma only for the ending to be what it was and so ig im kinda like | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

youreaclownnow · 7 months

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Okay so something dawned on me tonight. I've really been pondering ep 49 and now that I've calmed down from my initial state of being very upset (because I got triggered by it lmfao) I've come to realize. It's literally just pretty wrapping paper on what's really a tragic ending. It's literally like any other gundam in the sense of, at its core, it's a story about the trauma we face and cycles of violence. I feel like I was lied to by the Fandom and went into it expecting a truly happy or at bare minimum HOPEFUL ending. Boy was I wrong. I didn't pinpoint why the first time and assumed it was just the me not liking rain. But this time I've come to realize exactly why it gets me feeling the way it does. The fact that the last shot is an announcement for the 14th gundam fight is really like... something. It's so blatant that it went right over my head. Everyone has suffered SO MUCH all for the cycle to repeat once more. I hate watching the episode but I can't deny, it ultimately IS fitting.

#watching my fave die in an attempt to put an end to it 4 eps prior only to have everyone act like everything is peachy #when in reality.......#its harsh and it feels genuinely painful to me #i still think allenby shouldve been endgame for domon simply bc id at least be able to say hes with someone who would treat him right #but thats not what happened.#i think its really like a personal issue as to why it hits so hard in a negative way to me and that is #when i got with my ex and moved out i thought id leave trauma in the past only to end up experiencing the worst 5 years of my life #and uh domon spends the whole series going through trauma only for the ending to be what it was and so ig im kinda like #ah its like my life path but grander scale and a potentially worse outcome #genuinely its just really depressing imo

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