#and today is when she tells me she doesnt know how to access francoist films. which like
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real nice that my dissertation supervisor aired me for 3 weeks just to tell me in our meeting today that she showed my plan to my other supervisor and neither of them understood it
#thunder rambles#YOURE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME!!!!!!! COULDNT THIS HAVE BEEN AN EMAIL????????? THREE WEEKS AGO?????????#anyway she pivoted once it became clear i was going to cry if she didnt stop scrutinising my ideas.#all of a sudden it's 'youve done great work with your research' and 'youre a really good student' which like.#how does she even know that if she's never read my work. how am i supposed to believe her when she says that#if she's thus far never been interested in any idea ive suggested and never done anything but tell me they wont work#oh also two things. weve been discussing francoist propaganda film since our first meeting#and today is when she tells me she doesnt know how to access francoist films. which like#okay. wouldve been helpful to know when You first brought it up. but sure.#and secondly. my initial idea was to look at del toro. first thing she tells me is i cant focus on a single director because it's too much#of a 'film essay'.#now when she started realising that i was sortof in a crisis abt this. all of a sudden it's 'you can look at del toro'.#imgna smack the shit out of. idk. something.#ive had enough. im at a fuckin loss bro#and on my birfday too.....#history tag
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