#and to think I always say shes my soulmate and bestfriend

[yournightmary]

i need bsf!ellie whos secretly inlove with reader.. maybe even childhood bestfriend!ellie RAAAA i will preach the friends to lovers agenda till i die!

Bsf!Ellie HCs

content warning:: fem!reader, jealous!Ellie maybe?, modern!AU, mentions of drinking and smoking

AN:: Friends to lovers is so underrated.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ She’s the type of friend to jokingly call you her wife/girlfriend. Probably has your contact saved as ‘my wife💍’ or something similar.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ She’s always very cuddly and clingy. Cuddles you to sleep during sleepovers… that’s just what good friends do, right?

⇢ ˗ˏˋ She was such a loser when she was younger oh my gooddd. Her first kiss was you when you both decided to ‘practice’ kissing as friends. Totally did not feel butterflies in her stomach and her heart didn’t ache, what are you taking about?

⇢ ˗ˏˋ I can see her not really knowing that she was in love with you, you know what I mean? Like, she’d think that you’re just her platonic soulmate- that’s why she feels the best when she’s around you… and why she gets jealous whenever you start getting along with other people.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Made the mistake of being jokingly flirty at first and then you mistook each and every one of her attempts as just her being her usual silly self.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Buys you valentines gifts and says that that’s just what best friends do.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Definitely the type of person to force herself to date someone just so she could take her mind off of you. She couldn’t.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Maybe like a cat and mouse sort of situation. Like you’d get into a relationship with someone so she’d start looking too, but then once she gets into a relationship you’d break up yours. Am I making sense?

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Probably did some stupid shit just to impress you when you were younger. Always ended up with bruises and tons of scratches, maybe even detention or getting grounded.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Jokes about you guys getting married if you don’t find anyone before turning 30. Then gets happy like an idiot when you agree.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Slept over at your place so much when you were younger that your parents started giving her chores and inviting her to family vacations. When you got older it turned into her having her own drawer of clothes and helping you out with every single task you do. Going grocery shopping? She’ll tag along. You have to fill out some important paperwork somewhere? Yeah, she can come with you.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ I have a teeny tiny feeling that’s she’d try to sabotage your dates. You’d be at a restaurant with this new person you met and she’d call all panicked and upset about something, saying how you need to come see her right now. And you’re her best friend, so of course you’re muttering apologies to your date and leaving immediately.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Most of the people that aren’t your friends think you’re dating. Then when you tell them you’re just friends they’re like ‘righhhhttt…’ (no one believes it)

⇢ ˗ˏˋ In high school she told people you already have a prom date (you didn’t) just so they wouldn’t ask you. Then she’d swoop in and say that you should go as friends, since you both didn’t have a date.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ She’d compare herself to all the people you’ve dated all the time. And if you’ve never been in a relationship she’d do the same with your crushes, celebrity or not.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Loves to have multiple days sleepovers because it kind of feels like you’re a happy couple living together.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ FOR SURE would read articles like ‘How to tell if your best friend is in love with you’ when she was younger. Sprinkle in some ‘How to tell if someone’s gay’ if you’re feeling like it.

⇢ ˗ˏˋ Asked you to fake date in early high school because ‘some guy kept bothering her’ (he did not wtf)

⇢ ˗ˏˋ You were with her every time she did something for the first time. When she got her first period, when she first drove a car, when she first smoked and drunk alcohol, when she had her first kiss… maybe even more. That’s what best friends are for, am I right?

⇢ ˗ˏˋ She’d say she likes someone and when you asked about it she’d do the whole ‘You know this person really well’ thing OH MY GODDD.

I love women

[munsonsmixtapes]

Idk if you take requests but i had this idea in my mind of bestfriends eddie x reader who grew up together, they were soulmates and everyone knew they were each others person. Stuck to each others sides and never bothered dating anyone else. They never spoke about it, never said bf or gf, never asked each other out, they just were and that was perfect for them. They did all the things couples do like cuddling, holding hands. Theyre all gooey and mushy but people cant help but root for them anyway

And oneday despite never technically "dating" or acknowledging it, Eddie proposes to reader and she says yes and everythings perfect, a beautiful heart warming happily ever after they both deserved

Hey! Yes, I am taking requests and I love this one!

Eddie x bestie!fem!reader

word count: 1,141

cw: none!

You weren’t sure there was a time when you hadn’t known Eddie. You couldn’t even remember the exact moment when you had become friends. He was someone that was just always around. The two of you had been attached at the hip, wherever one went, the other wasn’t that far behind.

It was to the point where you always had to be touching each other. Whether you were holding hands or an had arm around each other’s waists, it didn’t matter. Seeing you two behave that way definitely made people question whether you were together, but you had never discussed it. It was always just assumed by everyone that you were a couple.

Your first sign that you were more than friends should have been when you shared your first kiss. You had been at a party together and found yourselves on the couch, side by side. You had been making conversation since you hadn’t wanted to talk to anyone else and for whatever reason, you couldn’t stop staring at his lips.

You felt weird that you had wanted to kiss Eddie. He was your best friend and friends didn’t kiss, did they? They most definitely didn’t. You knew that for a fact. But you went for it anyway. You grabbed him by the shoulders and pressed your lips to his and he was quick to return it. The whole thing was messy and neither of you knew what you were doing, but you both liked it.

Neither of you had ever been in a relationship, but that was only because you had each other. You hadn't been interested in anyone anyway. Eddie had been the only person you had wanted to spend your time with and he felt the exact same way about you. It was as if there had been some sort of string tying the two of you together.

The second sign should have been when you bought your first apartment together. It only had one bedroom but you didn’t even think about it. You just bought a bed and shared it together, not even paying any mind to anyone who told you that it was weird. Because to you, it wasn’t.

The two of you had been cuddled up on the couch while a movie had been playing on the TV. You had been in the same position for hours; him with his back on the couch and you directly on top of him. It was the way you always laid together there and it has been the most comfortable way for the both of you to fit onto the thing. Although, sometimes you’d be on the bottom but that was rare since Eddie always thought he was crushing you.

Eddie had been staring at the screen, fiddling with the velvet box that had been in his hand. He knew that there wasn’t a label on what the two of you had, but he so desperately wanted to call you his wife. He wanted to see you wearing a beautiful dress and walk down the aisle to greet him at the altar where you swore to love each other in sickness and health, til death did you part.

He had bought the ring weeks ago but couldn’t get the balls to actually ask the four words that had been on his mind. You wouldn’t have said no, he knew that for a fact. It hadn’t been something you ever discussed, but he somehow knew that the whole thing had been meant for the two of you.

“Y/n,” he said your name and you quickly turned to him, your chin resting on his chest. He hoped that you couldn’t hear his heart hammering in his chest. That you would avoid the sweat on his forehead.

“Yeah?” He loved the look in your eye that you got when you looked at him. All warm and filled with love. It always made him feel better no matter what. Except now. He was the most nervous he had ever been.

“Can I ask you something?” You could hear the trembling in his voice and wanted to know what was wrong with him. He was always so calm around you.

“You can ask me anything, you know that.” You gave him a sweet smile despite his nervousness, hoping that it would be reassuring.

“Can we sit up for this?” He leaned up and you went with him awkwardly, wanting to put an end to his weird behavior.

“Eds, what’s going on?” You asked as you got off of him, now standing in front of the TV. “You’re sweating bullets, honey. Is everything okay?”

“Y/n, we’ve known each other for a long time,” he said, completely avoiding your question. If he didn’t ask his own soon, he never would and buying that right would have all been for nothing.

“We have,” you nodded, your hands moving to your hips.

“You’re my best friend and have been since I can remember. You’ve been there for my highs and lows and there’s honestly no other person that I love more in the world than you. You’re everything. You’re it for me.” His speech caused the gears to turn in your head. He had always been a mushy guy, especially with you, but this has been a lot. Even for him. You tried to figure out what he was trying to say, what the whole reason for saying all of that was, but your mind went blank.

“Eddie, what-”

Before you could finish your thought, Eddie was on his knees, opening a blue velvet box, the most beautiful ring sitting inside it. You hadn’t even thought about it, but it was the exact one you had wanted. Marriage hadn’t even been on the table, but you would have happily married Eddie in a heartbeat.

“Will you marry me?” He asked and you gasped, still unable to find the words even though you knew exactly what you were going to say. You were just so overwhelmed with joy.

“Yes!” You replied and he quickly slipped the ring onto your finger before gathering you into his arms. He captured your lips between his in a brief kiss before pulling you into a tight hug.

The two of you were now engaged. Engaged. You never thought you would have found your person, but he had been right in front of you all along. You hadn’t even been looking for anyone, but there Eddie was. Really, you had been together the entire time, but neither of you felt the need to address it. That wasn’t how your relationship worked. You never talked about that kind of thing, but the more people had mentioned it, the more you realized that they were right. You and Eddie had been meant for each other all along.

[angelwishess]

𝜗𝜚 Floyra Intro Post !

❝Because theres no one on the land or in the sea more in sync than those two.❞

|| playlist. || moodboard. || pinterest quotes. || pinterest board. || (<- in the ��Dynamic w Floyd” section!) { A more “emotional” yap session of Floyra and how much deeper their relationship is }

Floyra is the ship of my main oc, Kyra and Floyd! Kyra is my Yuusona twisted from the Disney Princess Stereotype.

This intro post is just to graph out the timeline and details of their relationship. Funfacts at the end :3 (Fair warning though, this ended up being SUPER long… So feel free just to skip to the funfacts if you want HAHAHA)

Please note I may or may not have changed some things in the canon storyline for my own amusement hehe. Nothing too major though.

Tropes :

Idiots to Lovers, Bestfriends to Lovers, Soulmates, literally the DENSEST people ever … Actually they’re more like cowards. Mutual pining, mutual SIMPING they ADORE eachother they are absolutely WHIPPED, chaotic lovey dovey couple, tooth-rotting fluff, no i mean seriously this is the fluffiest ship EVER, they make eachother both better and worse simultaniously. They share the same braincell. Basically already a couple before they even start dating but they dont realize it.

Kyra: “What?? Ofc we’re not dating lmao wdym we’re just friends!!” <- just held his face tenderly and looked into his eyes adoringly while calling him the prettiest boy in the world and kissing his face all over

Floyd: “yeah lol why would u think that” <- arm around her waist, basically always looking at her with a dopey grin and heart eyes

First Impressions

When Floyd heard that there was an unexpected appearance of a magicless student at the entrance ceremony that blazed in with a flaming fire tanuki and set fire to the mirror chamber, he was intrigued. When he learned that very same student was, quite literally, from an entirely different world, he was even more intrigued.

Not to mention the fact she lived in that rundown, deteriorating 'dorm' that was literally called Ramshackle, and she was almost expelled with two other guppies on the very first day of school.

But, when he saw her for himself he was... Disappointed.

Often times she just stood by the sidelines, seemingly in her own world with a far-off look in her eyes and an empty smile that ticked him off for no apparent reason.

She never reacted to anything, letting people walk over her like some sort of welcome mat. Somehow, she didn't even feel alive.

To put it bluntly— Floyd thought she was boring.

Just a wimpy, puny little shrimp who didn't even have any magic. Who wouldn't even run away if her life was on the line, weak and defenseless. Naive. How boring, and here he thought he had another play thing... But wheres the fun if he doesn't get a reaction out of it? How lame.

Kyra and Floyd only officially met during book 2.

Kyra passed by Floyd a bunch of times before— but never actually ‘saw’ him. Floyd on the other hand, already had an opinion of Kyra.

Seeing her just simply standing by the sidelines again and saying nothing and just… Staring. He decided to finally approach her straight up.

Deciding to give her a squeeze for the fun of it— he didn’t expect at all for her to hug him back and basically turn the situation on him instead. It flustered him, and made him walk away from the whole scene out of confusion and embarrassment.

Despite everything, Kyra thought Floyd was amusing. and insanely pretty.

Building Interest …

As time passed they seemed to keep catching glimpses of eachother. And with each passing day, she seemed to get more and more... Interesting.

Facing overblots despite having no magic, causing trouble left and right and getting into such ridiculous situations it makes you wonder how she does everything she does without getting tired of how absurd it all is.

When his first impression of her was her being ‘boring', his second was her being naive. How else could you explain it? She had to be either ridiculously brave or incredibly stupid and naive to do the things that she does.

Kyra and Floyd don’t have any notable interactions until the main events of Book 3.

When Kyra decided to strike up a deal with Azul to free all of the students under a contract— Floyd thought she was stupid. Naive, and way too easy of a target. It was laughable. It basically confirmed everything he thought of her.

As Floyd and Jade were monitoring Kyra and Grim as they packed up their things, Kyra acted as if nothing major was happening. Talking to them and cracking jokes like they were old friends. It was then Floyd and Kyra found out they might be more similar than they thought, saying the same things at the same time and holding the same opinions.

When Kyra almost dropped a bag of her things, Floyd helped from impulse. He laughed it off, but Kyra decided to give him a kiss on the cheek as a ‘thank you’.

He froze in place. Not expecting that kind of reaction from her once again, and just kind of… Staring at her as she passed. Jade had another laugh at his brother.

When Kyra first saw Floyd in his merform, he took the chance to try and scare her a little. Just for fun. But just like before— it totally backfired, and Kyra just looked at her with the same wonder as she did the first time. She had the nerve to call him ‘Beautiful’ under her breath, too.

So, Floyd simply swam away after realizing she wasn’t going to give him the reaction he wanted, deciding to play with someone who will.

But when he tried to attack a nearby friend of hers— She punched him straight in the face! A fire burning in her eyes as she straight up threatened him.

Floyd was… Confused. Confused about Kyra, i mean. One moment she was staring at him like he was a of work of art, the next shes throwing hands at him with zero hesitation. He thought she was a pushover— but maybe he was wrong.

She had guts, though. Thats for sure. A magicless little thing like her deciding to put her hands up and fight, even threatening him? A 13ft long eelmer that could rip her apart without a sweat? Something about it.. Scared him a little. Ending up with a bloodied nose, staring down someone who didn’t show any fear or any regret.

Floyd always wanted a challenge. But did he expect that challenge to come in a 5’7 package, decorated with pretty pink bows? No, not at all.

But thats something. And boy, does Floyd love the thrill of the unexpected. After this interaction that past intrigue he had in her before came back 2 times stronger.

It only worsened when Kyra’s little plan to destroy Azul’s contracts actually worked… And Floyd got chills seeing the look on her face.

It was so unlike what he thought of her. A big, smug grin. The face of someone who knows they already won. It was almost malicious. And it was then he realized— she wasn’t as dumb or as naive as he thought she was, either.

But when they got back to the Lounge, it so happened that Leona seemed to have missed one, single contract. When they spotted it, Kyra was the first to react. Managing to grab it before Azul.

Azul wasn’t too happy about it, screeching and yelling for her to give it to him, grabbing her while doing so.

And in that moment of tension, of fear and action, she did something that shocked everyone. In the face of danger, she held the sole contract tightly in her hands and she—

…She ate the contract.

She shoved the glowing papering in her mouth, and swallowed the thing. And it worked. Honestly they didn’t know which was more ridiculous… Her decision, or the fact it was a success.

She grinned so widely, so proudly. She had the nerve to even laugh in Azul’s face. “Yeah, thats right! Screw you, octoboy!”

Floyd couldn’t surpress the laughter that bubbled up his throat watching it all go down. The sound of her laugh ringing in his ears. It was just so… Ridiculous. She was ridiculous.

She had just outsmarted Azul… And the best solution she could think of was to eat the contract? It was downright cartoonish!

But when Azul overblotted, Floyd got to see Kyra in action. He was surprised all over again. But he should be used to it by now, he should expect it. She just keeps surprising him.

She was no pushover— rising up to the challenge when needed. Even if she still acted unserious, even if she acted goofy and wild, she still got down to business and made it work nonetheless.

And he realized she wasn’t anything like what he thought of her before. She was… Nothing like what he thought. Always surpassing his expectations of her no matter how much they changed.

Everytime he thought he had her figured out, she goes and does something that makes him rethink it all over again…

She was very, very interesting. And now, shes got his full attention.

Strangers to Besties!

After the main events of Book 3, Floyd had started following around Kyra more often. Actually, scratch that. He started following her around constantly. She eventually apologized for punching him in the face, too. Surprisingly.

Realizing they were actually very similar, they began hanging out more and more, until they eventually became an inseperable duo that everyone knew about.

At first, most were surprised. Kyra had only just started coming out of her shell, so most were still under the impression she was a sweet, mild mannered young girl.

But after befriending Floyd— all of her self-control truly did go flying out of the window. If she was bad before, she was even worse now. Freely skipping classes more often without a care to go find Floyd, trying to juggle live fish in the courtyard, or jumping out of a window just to escape some of the staff. and the like.

Late night adventures, dancing in the rain, sneaking out of class, spontaneous hang outs and sleepovers, pulling pranks and causing trouble left and right… They were so in sync, its was scary. Kyra was almost like a second Floyd, and everyone knew that it was probably best to run in the other direction when you see them side by side.

No matter what the situation, they always had eachother’s back, too.

It was strange to think they were ever strangers. They felt like they’ve known eachother for years— thats how well they’ve grown to know eachother. They were as thick as thieves!

Hanging out everyday, whenever they could, they just had so much fun together all the time!

To everyone’s dismay, of course. They were far too in sync, if the chaos around one of them was bad it combined when they were together.

Floyd finally found someone who could keep up with him, and even better, keep him on his toes. Kyra surprised him everyday, and thats what he loved. He found someone who understood him, too.

Kyra on the otherhand, found someone who encouraged all of her once repressed desires. She found someone she could be herself with, with no fear of judgement.

Never one without the other, those two. Wherever Kyra was Floyd was surely close to follow, and wherever Floyd was Kyra was most definetly near. They followed eachother around, always stayed close to one another.

Slowly, they’ve grown to not only seek eachother out to go and have fun, but also for comfort.

Platonic ..?

What started as a simple friendship which focused on the high of ‘having fun’ and causing trouble, or just basically being partners in crime— slowly turned into something much more… Intimate.

When Floyd stormed all the way to Ramshackle after a bad day at Mostro Lounge, he didn’t really know what to expect, he just wanted to get away from everyone else and Ramshackle was the best place he could think of.

He didn’t expect Kyra to be so caring. Pulling him into her arms and running her fingers through his hair while encouraging him to rant.

Kyra had always been an affectionate person, he knew that. It started small— little kisses on the cheek and forehead from Kyra to him, hugs and the like. But this was different. It felt different, atleast.

The way she held him felt different, and the way her lips gently kissed his skin made all of the stress from before sizzle into nothing.

He couldn’t help but melt, and before they knew it this became a routine for them, too.

They grew to find themselves comfortable being vulnerable around eachother. Showing sides of themselves to eachother most wouldn’t see. And they knew eachother better than anyone else did.

Simple, friendly touches became something more. The playful wrap of Floyd’s arm around her waist became tighter, and Kyra’s touches on him lingered for longer. Suddenly the playful ‘I Love You’s didn’t seem platonic anymore— atleast not with the way they looked at eachother while they said it.

Simply seeking eachother out to go cause chaos turned into seeking eachother out to just simply be in eachother’s presence instead. Whatever activity they did started to come second, and as long as they were together they were as happy as could be.

Of course, they never recognized this change. In their point of view, they’ve always been like this. But everyone else can see as plain as day, that something definetly changed.

It was painful for everyone involved, really. For some reason neither of them seemed to acknowledge the obvious feelings between eachother.

Everyone could see the way they looked at eachother, the way they acted around eachother… Everything was so painfully blatant… But they still couldn’t admit it. Even when the lines between friendship and intimacy began to blur.

Realizations!

Nothing about their relationship really changed at this point. They just kind of realized their romantic feelings after being deep in denial for WAYY too long.

The first to realize their feelings was actually Kyra, believe it or not. Which is funny because shes never been the best at realizing her own emotions in general.

She was definetly panicked about it, and decided to not say a word of it to anyone. She didn’t want to ruin the friendship they had, after all he was her dearest friend. So she kept her mouth shut and continued on pretending like it was nothing.

She felt selfish having such feelings. She felt as if she didn’t deserve him, like he deserved better than her because she grew up thinking she must be unlovable. And so she kept quiet for the sake of him, too. She thought it was best for the both of them. (<- LIARRRRR!!!!!!)

Floyd realized a little later, it kind of just hit him one day. They weren’t doing anything in particular, he just looked at her and went “Oh. Ohhh.”

Like a lightbulb went off in his head. He didn’t say anything about it either for awhile. Eels are cowards, after all. And he didn’t know if she felt the same. So he just decided to act like nothing happened, continued this routine of theirs that they’ve grown attatched to.

Maybe there were afew times where they wanted to say something about it, to finally admit the unspoken thoughts they’ve had kept in the back of their minds… But they never go through with it. Always backing out last minute, brushing it off.

The two were cowards, dancing around their mutual feelings. Unsure of how the other felt, so they decided to just leave it all unsaid. Even if the look in their eyes said otherwise.

Saying they were just “best friends” was just so much easier. It was what they were used to, what they were comfortable with. It was easier to brush it all off as them being comfortable eachother, sharing beds and exchanging gentle touches. It was all platonic, of course!

…Though Floyd was hesitant with his own feelings. He never expected to find someone that captured his interest so much… Yet he wondered, was he ready to commit?

Strangely, there was no doubt in his mind. It was yes, it always was, yes. The moment he asked himself that question he answered it immediately at the same time.

Of course, because he realized if it was Kyra, there wasn’t anything he wouldn’t do. Man, when did he get so whipped for such a silly shrimpy?

Merfolk only choose one mate for life. And Floyd is sure he wanted his to be Kyra.

He was scared of course after realizing his own feelings. Besides Azul and Jade, he's never let anyone get this close to him. It was strange letting Kyra in like this. He didn't plan on her, not at first at least. but now that he has her, he wants to keep her forever.

Man, she just kept surprising him, huh? He never even thought he could feel so deeply for someone. But hes so glad that he found her, that they found eachother.

Difficulties…

When Kyra left with Epel, Rook and Elena during Book 6, Floyd was upset.

Thats an understatement, really. He was furstrated, worried, and somehow he even felt betrayed.

Why didn’t she tell him? Why didn’t she take him with her? Doesn’t she know its dangerous? Whats a shrimpy like her gonna do, huh?

He knows Kyra can take care of herself, he knows shes capable and he knows she can defend herself. But that doesn’t stop him from worrying.

Throughout the span that shes gone Floyd is restless. Hes snappier, hes moodier and he cant seem to stop pacing around no matter how hard he tries.

But when Kyra gets back— he completely ignores her.

Kyra was so very confused. Actually, everyone was. This was a first for the two of them. Honestly, Kyra expected him to run towards her just like he always does. But he doesn’t.

Kyra is back, but that doesn’t change his mood. If anything, it worsens. And Kyra doesn’t have a clue why! Everytime she tries to approach him, he just turns his heel and walks away. And hes never looked at her like… that..

Kyra is a total mess. And suddenly shes not as good as keeping her real feelings at bay like she usually is. She wondered if she did something wrong? Said something wrong? Was he finally sick of her? And that was when she realized— she was terrified of the thought of losing him.

In desperation she went to Jade. Maybe she should’ve asked Elena for advice instead, but before she knew it she was sat infront of Jade, asking for help with his brother.

If anything, Jade seemed amused with her situation. Of course he did. But with a mischevious twinkle in his eye, she had a feeling he had a scheme brewing up in his head.

Maybe she should’ve known better than to trust Jade… But she didn’t really have a choice, or so she thought as much.

Something about this situation felt so… Deliberate. She couldn’t quite put her finger on it, but it seemed like he knew she’d come to him for help sooner or later.

After giving Kyra some advice and words of encouragement, he did something rather out of character of him. Bringing into a hug, he held her rather close to himself.

Kyra didn’t really notice this, and accepted the hug with no hesitation. Wrapping her arms around him and sighing as she melted into the well-needed hug.

Little did she know, Jade’s eyes were glued onto his brother’s figure, looming by the doorframe with a scowl on his face. It made Jade chuckle, deciding to tighten her arms around Kyra juust a little more to see what he’d do.

Of course, Floyd wasn’t happy about it. Now, Floyd is not a jealous person by any means. He has better things to focus on, other things to keep him entertained. But at moments like these, when hes already in a bad mood, he can’t help that primal instict, its in his blood after all. A moray is a moray.

Tearing her away from Jade, he drags her to somewhere else. Leaving a very amused Jade watching them leave.

And so, an argument occurs !!! Its a back and forth, Floyd mad about what he just saw, Kyra trying to explain the situation then her getting mad at him back for avoiding her like the plague.

It ended up with Floyd admitting he was mad because she didn’t tell him about her going with them, but at the same time he was mad at himself for not being able to be with her then.

Kyra realizes that, yeah, she probably shouldve let him know she was going. But she couldn’t just brush off the fact he hurt her by doing what he did, shes grown enough as a person at this point to not let her own feelings go unheard.

Reconcilliation!!! They both apologize and promise to do better, and what better way to catch up on lost time than a sleepover??

Best believe that after they made up, they went back to their normal selves as if nothing happened— actually, maybe even worse with how much clingier they are. They seriously missed eachother, seeing how much they stuck together. 😭

“Home”?

When Kyra got news of the possibility of finding a way back to her home she was in shambles. So very conflicted between the place she called home and the place she felt was home.

She knew she had to leave some day. She knew this freedom she had was temporary. She knew one day, she’d have to go back to the life she grew to despise, the life that was never hers.

She didn’t want to leave, though. Of course she didn’t. But still, she didn’t really have a choice.

She decided she wouldn’t do the same mistake and leave Floyd out of the loop. If anyone deserves to know first, its probably him.

And so, while theyre sitting on the rooftop of Ramshackle she mentions it. And Floyd is… Upset. Of course he is. Hes beyond upset, really. He just got his best friend back, now hes hearing she might be going away again? For good? Forever?

No way. He couldnt accept that, there was no way he could. But before he could even say anything— Kyra spoke first.

“I don’t want to go back. I really, really don’t.”

“…You don’t? Huh? Why?” There was a wave of relief that crashed over Floyd when he heard those words fall from her lips, his eyes glued onto the girl beside him. Hanging onto every word she says. “No. Its just… Its not my home, atleast not anymore. I dont think it is.”

“I think, this is my home now.” She chuckles, eyes glued down to the ground below. “…Because you’re here.” She says, turning to look at him. She spoke in that tone that she only used behind closed doors. When no one was looking. That soft, sweet voice she used whenever she carded her fingers through his hair and whispered sweet nothings to him until he fell asleep. It wasn’t unauthetic like the voice she used when they first met— no, it was genuine. Real. Full of adoration, of fondness. Her gaze held so much love.

“…Hah, what’re you gettin’ all sappy for, Sea Angel? Thats so cringe.” He laughed, but his heart soared. Even if it was cheesey, he couldnt help but swoon with just the way she looked at him. Like he was the most beautiful thing in the world. She always said he was the prettiest boy in the world.

She moved forward, her face leaning ever so close to his, so close he could see every line and curve of her features. He laughed at first, “Hey, what’cha tryna do, huh? What? Do I have somethin’ on my face?” He joked, but she didn’t respond. It looked like she was thinking, like she was deep in thought. “…Kyra?”

Her name left his lips for what was the first time. Hanging in the air like a silent prayer of longing, of want. And her own lips met his. Capturing it in a sweet, sudden kiss.

Time seemed to have stopped. It always felt like that when they were together, but this was different. Nothing could prepare him for that— hell, he didn’t even get the chance to kiss her back, the moment felt as if it went on forever but it was over too quickly all the same.

There was a flash of realization on Kyra’s face as her cheeks flushed a red that could rival Riddle on a rampage. Stumbling and stuttering, she couldn’t handle the embarrassment, and before he could even say anything she ran away. Leaving him on the rooftop, wide eyes and a stomach full of butterflies.

Yeah. Kyra is really stupid sometimes.

After that whole thing, she ran to Leona to let out her thoughts. He listened, though he said he ‘didn’t have a choice anyway’.

“So… You kissed him then you just.. Ran? Seriously?” “I PANICKED!!!”

Floyd and Kyra don’t really interact until Malleus’ overblot. And during the time they’re in Floyd’s dream, shes hoping he doesn’t bring up what happened at the rooftop.

Confession!

The confession takes a long, LOONG time. Im talking probably around book 7 or later. Probably when Kyra confirmed that shes staying in Twisted Wonderland. (Everyone thank Papa Crewel, he sorted out her documents for her :33)

Hehe because eels are cowards and they dont take the shot unless theyre sure it’s a winner. So he waits, and waits some more. And of course, that kiss was the sign he needed to finally just go for it.

Eventually, Floyd does confess. Although I still haven’t thought of the details— it does go something like this.

When Kyra at first laughs at him thinking it was a joke, he got annoyed. He didn’t think this was funny, and after seeing the serious look on his face she stopped immediately.

After realizing he was being genuine, she started straight up BAWLING. Sobbing, because she couldn’t believe someone could ever love her the way she is.

Shes deemed herself as unlovable so very long ago, she didnt expect the person she adored so much to ever love her back. She felt selfish, wanting to accept his feelings. But she wanted to be selfish at that moment.

Floyd has never been one to comfort people. He was never the best at it, but if its her, he’ll try. He always does. It was weird, but if it was her he always found himself doing things he’d never thought he’d do for someone else.

When Kyra started rambling about all of the reasons he “shouldn’t” love her, he started talking about why he loved all of those sides of her. Kissing away her tears n’ all. AUAUAUUUGGHHHH

It was honestly super emotional ESPECIALLY for Kyra, but she of course accepts the confession and they FINALLY KISS PROPERLY OH MY GOD THANK U !! ROUND OF APPLAUSE !!!!!!!

Floyd also calls Kyra by her actual name instead of ‘Shrimpy’ or ‘Sea Angel’ during this confession :3

“Its About Time!”

Honestly, nothing much changes after they confess.

Sure it takes some time to get used to them being officially a couple, but they’re still mostly the same.

However, I’d like to think that they just… Don’t mention it to anyone. Not because they’re keeping their relationship a secret, they just ?? Dont ???? Because they’re weird like that idk and its funny to me

For awhile no one actually knows they’re dating, and one day when someone comments on how they really should just suck it up and start dating they’re like “oh, lol we already are” “WHAT—“

Floyd definetly brags about Kyra a lot though 😭😭 and Kyra does the same… theyre both so down bad its SICKENING.

Funfacts!

Floyd was kind of scared of Kyra for a little while LMAOO 😭 shes a little TOO freaky …

Floyd has stayed over at Ramshackle so much that he’s has a bunch of stuff over there. An extra toothbrush, some changes of clothes, you name it. Its probably there. You can bet Floyd just lets himself into Ramshackle all the time, sometimes even in the middle of the night. But Kyra is always so chill about it 😭 (only because its Floyd HEHE)

Before they even started dating— behind closed doors they already acted like an old married couple 😭

Kyra and Floyd are lowkey super domestic behind closed doors, especially after a sleepover. Waking the other up with kisses ….. Helping eachother get ready for the day, helping eachother get dressed … Cooking together …….. theyre so sickening …………

Even if they aren’t with eachother all the time, they still manage to include eachother in their lives somehow. Whenever they go off on a solo-adventure, they always come back with some sort of trinket that reminded them of the other.

Speaking of, they’re both avid collectors of anything they deem cool enough. Random rocks, acorns, a lost penny, you name it. They like to show eachother the things they found throughout the day to eachother!

They have this silly little game Kyra started. She began hiding little sticky notes with sweet messages or a doodle and sometimes gifts in places she knows Floyd will find, and he’s started doing the same thing. Ever since then, its kind of become more like a competition on who can find the most sticky notes 😭

Kyra gets cuteness aggression from Floyd. Yeah thats it.

^^ she genuinely believes hes the cutest thing ever. Whatever u say queen!!!!

Floyd loves giving Kyra random gifts out of nowhere. The gifts can range from ‘a cool rock’ to a designer jacket. Kyra doesnt know which she prefers HAHAHA

Kyra herself prefers handmade gifts, so she loves to make Floyd pieces of jewelry and clothing! Shes always so proud whenever she sees him wearing something she made :3

Floyd and Kyra have been kicked out of class several times for laughing too hard.

They admitted to eachother before they even started dating that they couldn’t imagine their life without the other… can they pls take the hint omg

Floyd always feels super bad whenever he loses control of his temper around Kyra. One time he snapped at her, and he immediately apologized 😭 he told her to slap him if he ever did that again, hugged her so tight too and Kyra honestly found it so cute 😭

Floyd always perks up whenever he realizes Kyra is close by, always running straight to her. Kyra does the same thing and quite literally jumps into his arms.

Both Kyra and Floyd’s main love language is physical touch!! But Kyra loves to compliment him all the time, and Floyd loves gift giving :3

Kyra always greets Floyd with a kiss on the cheek. Yeah she started doing this before they were event dating im afraid ….

Kyra and Floyd love to read together at night, though Kyra usually falls asleep first AHAHAHA

But !! Kyra is also the first to wake up more often than not, and always wakes Floyd up with butterfly kisses on his face :3

Floyd convinced Azul to add some of Kyra’s favorite foods to the menu of Mostro Lounge just to get her to come visit more often

Kyra fights anyone that bad-mouths Floyd. Floyd doesnt know whether to find it cute or annoyed that she keeps getting herself hurt 😭

^^ SPEAKING OF, Kyra literally unlocked a much more caring side of Floyd with her being so accident-prone 😭 girlie got herself injured so much FLOYD had to step in smh …

Floyd is the kinda guy to carry Kyra if her feet started to hurt while walking or if she sprains an ankle teehee

They’re both banned from an arcade in town after they broke a claw machine and stole all the plushies inside. And other things but that isnt as important.

When Floyd feels like hanging out with her, he’ll look for her around campus then just throw her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes then just walks away. Kyra never struggles or objects and kind of just … accepts her fate 😭

Rambling…

Kyra grew up thinking the love she received will always be conditional. That she always needed to live up to some sort of expectation, and so she created a ‘perfect’ persona in order to do just that.

She still keeps that persona from the Prologue to Book 1, but begins to break away from it during Book 2– but while in her past she was only loved for the version of herself she created for others— it was the opposite with Floyd.

He disliked her so-called ‘persona’, but fell so deeply in love with her real self.

^^ she was very confused, yet so very happy.

Floyd never expected to ever love or care about someone so deeply, but at the same time he can’t imagine anything he wouldn’t do for Kyra.

Floyd thinks everything is fun as long as Kyra is with him <3

Kyra only ever started showing her more vulnerable side to Floyd during her character development. He was the very first to ever see her break away from the unbothered act she always put on.

Floyd was never one to let himself be so soft and vulnerable around anyone, ever. But strangely, he lets his guard down around Kyra. Kyra knows of the much gentler side to him, and she adores it so very much.

Kyra is extremely understanding and patient of Floyd and his mood swings. She knows he’d never intentionally hurt her, and always knows just how to cheer him up. Whether with a silly joke, a spontaneous adventure or just lying in bed with him in her arms.

Kyra trusts Floyd with her LIFE. She trusts him so much its ridiculous. No matter what the situation, she always feels like she can rely on him… But she wont trust him with her food. Or her plushies.

Extra: Incorrect Quotes (?)

I have more on my 🎀! twst shennanigans tag lol

[love-hatred-stuff]

»sorrowful«

genre: angst, bestfriend/soulmate!bucky

warnings: short mention of drinks, (Gabriel from part 1), mentions of physical pain through mental pain

excuse any mistakes

part 1

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»You still haven’t talked to her?« Sam could see it in Bucky’s face the second he set foot in to this room.

He shook his head.

In all the years they’ve been friends, Sam did not once see Buck this distressed and miserable.

»She’s not talking to me anymore.« His once strong and hard voice is now hushed and faint.

It’s like he’s replaced. A drunken and lifeless soul captured his body.

»Come on. Don’t be so upset about it, just give her the space she needs and she will come back sooner or later.«

Bucky’s face contorted, knowing you probably wouldn’t.

»I am, Sam! I’m giving her so much space! But it’s been two weeks now and I can’t do it anymore. She’s found herself a new best friend, if not more than that. Gabriel is there for her now. I should find my peace with it, shouldn’t I?« He looks at Sam with tired eyes.

»I’m really sorry, man. I really thought she liked you back«

»I don’t just "like her", I love her. And she doesn’t. That’s inconvenient for me, but I can’t force her, especially when I fucked up like I did.« Bucky’s aware.

Not that you made it hard for him to understand. You didn’t even answer his texts anymore.

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You’ve just said goodbye to Gabriel, who brought you home after a night out with him. You two met quite a lot over the last two weeks and you could say that you’ve become really fond of him. He was good company. He’s a gentleman, a happy and charming person, someone who’s good at keeping you entertained and content.

At least for a little while. Because although you thought Gabriel was a good chance at getting over your annoying feelings, that you still had for Bucky, it just didn’t work out the way you had wanted it to. You were still always thinking of your former best friend.

And sure, he hurt you with the things he’d said to you that night, but your heart still bled for a man you wasn’t supposed to love. You thought that that was finally a good reason to get some distance between you two, so you could start over and forget about him for a little bit.

You were tired of being so intimidated by feeling all those butterflies in your stomach when he was near you. Tired of feeling the constant need to feel his hands against you. Tired of wishing you could lay your lips on his and never let go.

So you felt almost relieved when he finally broke your heart. When he finally slipped. Your perfect picture of him was now damaged. You hoped it would drain your undying affection for him.

And it had worked, the slightest bit. Since you didn’t have to communicate with him for a good while, it gave you a fraction of the time you needed to make your heart forget about the power he had over you.

…

You closed your apartment door and got rid of your coat, walking into the kitchen to get yourself a glass of water. You had a few drinks tonight and you felt really sleepy now that Gabriel wasn’t there anymore to keep you going.

You breathed out and enjoyed the silence for a moment when a knock on your door destroyed your peace.

You frowned and wondered who it might be.

When you arrived at the front and opened up, you had to suppress a surprised gasp as you saw who was disturbing you this time of day.

»Hey- uhh- I wanted to ask if… if you got a minute for me?« His voice was small and you wouldn’t have heard him if not everything would’ve been so utterly still around you. The only thing you heard was the paper wrapped around a flower bouquet that he was holding in his calloused hands.

»What? Why? I- no! I don’t have a minute. I was just going to bed.« You shook your head in disapproval.

You weren’t ready to talk to him yet. You wanted to keep your peace for yourself for a moment longer.

»Y/n… please. I’m sorry. I just miss you and I think I’m going crazy without you. I have these voices in my head and- and they won’t calm! I can’t! Nobody could make it go away, Y/n!« As you studied his face you watched the desperation grew with each passing moment that his eyes begged you to let him inside.

»Fine.« You were upset with him but you still cared for him, so you couldn’t help but let you heart have the control over your actions.

You stepped aside for Bucky to come in. He breathed in the smell of your apartment. He missed it so much. It made his chest feel a little lighter to be near you again.

You followed him. You felt so anxious seeing him again. Feeling his body heat rise made you grow cold.

»Look-« He turned towards you suddenly, looking at you with glossy eyes.

Bucky wanted to touch and feel your skin against him so badly but he didn’t wanna make you uncomfortable. Causing his hands to shake vividly around the flowers he was still holding onto for dear life.

»I wish I could do more than apologize to you. But I’ve ran out of ideas how of to get your attention when you ignore every little thing I do. Which I don’t blame you for! I just- I thought that this was my last option. And I’m not over exaggerating when I say I think I’m going to die or at least live in constant pain if your not gonna give me another chance.« James wished he could do something to turn back time and keep his mouth shut instead of attack your feelings like he did.

»I took my jealousy out on you- And you didn’t deserve that! You deserve so much better! Better than me. If-« He paused, not believing how far his desperation was driving him to say what he was gonna say.

»If you like Gabriel, I will- I will let you two be. I just can’t stay away from you any longer. It gets so hard to breath and every single pore of mine screams at me like I’m about to burst into flames. I don’t want to feel like that anymore. Because if I don’t have you with me I’m alone. I know that you’re not something to loose.«

»Bucky, I don’t know what to say- I don’t know if I can act like nothing happened. It really stung what you said to me. I realize that it wasn’t nice of me to act the way I did when Gabriel was around. But you also could’ve been gentler. But it’s not like I want you to die-«

»For you, I would. I love you.« Bucky had been a ticking time bomb, which had now exploded. He couldn’t keep it in any longer.

»What?« Your shocked expression told him quite a lot.

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Heyyy

I received so many wishes for a part two, so here it is! I really hope you all like it and sorry for the little cliffhanger! I suppose that means, more is coming^^

Also; I used some references from the song “compass” from the neighborhood

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[CANCELLED] Flawless (1)

pairing: Yandere JJK x f dancer reader

words: 1.8k [This chapter is pretty short]

reading time: 10 minutes

warnings: stalking, blood, alcohol, yandere, obsession, manipulation, death, smut, drugs, rape, blades, domestic violence, psychological issues, emotional abuse and more can occur.

summary: In an alternate world, where everyone has a soulmate mark when they turn 18, it can be magical or not so much. Y/n has always wanted a soulmate, the thought of it makes her so happy! But when the day comes, everything in her life starts to change.

[it's my first time writing a fanfiction so I'm very sorry for mistakes, please enjoy and send feedback<3]

You never thought that your life will get such a turn. It feels like yesterday when you were crying about not making it and studying last minute for the finals. You have never been a big 'study' person, you prefer to spend time with your friends or on your hobbies. Even though your exam results weren't the best, you still somehow got in your dream university.

Maybe it's fate? or the universe heard your pretty last minute begging. It could be the both options but for now, it doesn't matter. Because right now, at this very moment, your two bestfriends- Rina and Yerin, were whining as they were helping you with your bags and luggages.

"Y/N which dorm is yours?? I really can't do this anymore" Yerin groaned while dragging your white big luggage on her left hand while your big backpack on her back aswell a small bag of snacks that your mom made you take.

"It should be this one" you said while scanning the door number before quickly glancing on your device for confirmation.

Rina smiled and quickly came closer to the dorm door, resting her back on the wall while letting go of a bit smaller luggage. You took the dorm key from your pocket before sliding in and turning it, smiling with relief as you opened the door.

Finally you are here, in your dream university dorms. Smiling big as your eyes scanned your new 'home'. Small open- kitchen on the right, the living room straight away from the kitchen and a small hallway with 3 doors.

Your thoughts were ruined as Yerin sighed heavily before moving you out the way so she can finally take the stuff in and collapse on the floor. You scoff at her before following her in, placing your bags and stuff on the floor. Rina came in before closing the door as she looks around, small smile on her lips.

"Wow it's pretty great for a dorm" she chuckles as she takes her shoes off, running towards the sofa to lay on it.

Yerin and you copy her movements as you three rest on the soft seat. You closed your eyes as you rested for a bit before you heard a door opening, quickly opening your eyes to focus on the door.

A boy with brown hair walking in with his bags. He was wearing a blue shirt with black pants while running his fingers through his bangs as his eyes landed on you, a soft smile appearing on his lips. You quickly stand up with the girls to softly bow towards the boy, as he does the same.

"Hello, uhm… I think you got the wrong dorm" Yerin says as politely she can while looking at the boy. "Wrong dorm? But isn't this dorm number 34?" He says with a soft chuckle while looking at Yerin.

Your eyes widened a bit before quickly looking at the girls 'a male roommate???' you whispered to the girls as they had the same expression as you. Is this right? a boy as a roommate? All this time you thought that you will get a new friend, a girl as your roommate since usually the same genders share a dorm, but oh boy was you wrong.

You felt a pair of eyes on you as you turned towards the boy, biting your bottom lip slightly.

"There must be a-" "My name is Suho, nice to meet you" He said with a smile before stepping closer to you as he patted your shoulder. The fuck? Did he just interrupt me? You just stare at him before a deep sigh leaves your mouth as you speak.

"My name is Y/N, nice to meet you too" You said rather quietly as his smile grew bigger and his grip on your shoulder went tighter. Rina and Yerin noticed how uncomfortable you are so they grabbed your arm and went towards the bags and luggages. "Y/N let's unpack your stuff now, shall we?" Rina said awkwardly as she quickly grabbed your bags and quickly went towards the hallway into a random room on the right. You took a luggage and followed her as Yerin quickly came with you, not wanting to stay with the rather weird male alone. 

He chuckles as a smirk appears on his lips, staring at the hallway as he slowly approaches his stuff, taking it as he goes to the leftover empty room.

"No but… There should be a mistake..!" You said while panicking a little. There is no way you will go a whole year with that creepy boy as your roommate. 

"I already checked and nothing is wrong, Please don't bother me again since I'm very busy" The old lady says annoyingly while keeping her eyes on the computer, playing Scrabble on it. You groan as you turn over to walk back to the campus. I guess there's nothing left to do but to just give it a try and get to know him. You thought to yourself, as you stepped closer to the campus.

As you enter the campus, your eyes land on two people moving in, eyes spotting two green marks on their wrists. Soulmates. Oh how you want to meet yours, so you can feel the spark that your grandma won't stop talking about. The feeling of power going through your veins when you touch them, the sweet smell that only you can take in when your soulmate is near, the happiness you will feel just when you touch your soulmate and the most important, the love you will feel. Everyone says it's the most powerful thing in this world, on this planet. The soulmate love is to die for, to risk for. You smile to yourself before you find yourself already in your dorm, taking your boots off. 

You put the jacket away before going to your room, closing the door as you find the last cardboard box on the floor, full of books. You take the books out and place them all on the shelf, as you sit on the bed, grabbing your laptop so you can see your schedule this week. Only one class tomorrow, at 9am? Who the fuck made this timetable. You groan as you check the time, 10pm. Time goes by so fast, just a moment ago you were begging the old lady to change your roommate which was no use at all. I should just go to bed to clear my mind…

You think as you move the laptop away and switch to comfy clothes as you start to walk towards the bathroom but stop when you see a light in the bathroom. Hell no, I won't brush my teeth with him. You quickly run back to your room, making sure the door is closed as you turn the light off and make yourself comfortable under the covers, feeling the weight of tiredness in your eyes as you enter the dream land.

Oh Y/N you look so pretty sleeping like that, i just can't wait to touch you again.

You enter the big dance studio as you place your bag on the floor, grabbing your water bottle from the bag as you place it beside the bag. You then stand up as you eye the people who are already waiting for the class to start and the people who walk in. You smile at them as a hello before you grab the hairband from your wrist and make a ponytail, using the big mirror to check if it's alright before you see an older man in his 30s walk in the centre of the studio. You quickly sat down beside your classmates, beside two girls who eye you. 

"Hello and welcome everyone! My name is Mr.Kim and i will be the 'professor' for the dance classes" he laughs while eyeing the youngsters."Today, for the start, I will make random pairs who have to make a choreography to a song I chose. I will send the song link to everyone as you guys please check if you get the message while I announce the pairs."

You swear under your breath as you eye your bag by the wall which is so far away so you just decide to listen to the pairs that the dance coach is reading out loud.

"Seungmin and Lei…. Hoseok and Y/N…."

You quickly look around to find a boy who could be named Hoseok as you find a boy, standing up and looking around as your eyes meet his. A big heart shaped smile appears on his face as he walks towards you as you stand up. 

"Are you Y/N?" he asks you with a soft smile as you smile back and nod, catching the happiness in his eyes. "Wow that was fast" he giggles with you as you both switch phone numbers to do the dance project together. As you were dialling your phone number to his phone, he was eyeing your body. "Hey i know it can be personal but, where is your soulmate mark?" he asks while keeping his eyes on you. 

You bring your head up to look at him as you smile "I'm still 17, I will turn 18 in two weeks" He opens his mouth slightly as he nods. You glance at his body as you ask "Where is yours?" you move your eyes back to his as he softly smiles. "it's on my thigh, i met her about 5 months ago" his smile grows bigger at the thought of his soulmate as you smile with him. 

About an hour later, you were walking back to the dorms. Listening to some music with your headphones as you looked around the city, catching a bakery. Getting some fresh bread wouldn't hurt, you thought as you walked towards the bakery. You opened the door and made your way to the counter, eyeing the different kinds of delicious looking cakes and breads. You kept looking at them as a blonde boy landed his eyes on you, smiling "Hello! What can I get for you today?" you looked up to the blonde boy, his soft cheeks coming out as he smiled at you. You smile back at him as you order two white breads. You paid and left with them.

While you were walking out, a black haired boy couldn't take his eyes off of you. Staring through you and your soul as he lost you from the sight when you went back towards the campus.

"Jungkook, what are you looking at? the girl?" Jimin asks with a small laugh as he leans towards the counter, looking at the younger.

 "She was so pretty" The younger one says to himself quietly while still staring outside of the window.  The blonde boy heard him and chuckled "She is, yeah". When the older boy said it, the younger moved his eyes to Jimin, emotionless. Jimin noticed and got quiet, biting his bottom lip "Jungkook, I'm sorry" Jungkook just nodded and slowly moved his gaze back to the window.

i will find you again.

CHAPTER 2

Thank you all for reading, please send feedback<3

[wonsohl]

hii do you think you cld write abt gunwook ? maybe smth like popular!gunwook and shy!reader in a school setting

also, i rlly enjoyed ur yujin imagines! they're so adorable

omg! ofcc , recently gunwook has been biasing me lately after kcon 😭😭! thank you for the compliment abt my yujin imaginess <3 ! tbh i didn't know how succesful it would bee

young love 🫂 - p.gw

PAIRINGS: popular!gw + shy!freader

it was winter. your favourite time of the year - not just because it was the season of your birthday but because you loved christmas and the traditions of the mistletoe at school.

your school recently (by recently you mean 4 years ago) started this thing were they would leave mistletoes around school.

at first it was very controversial but they made it rule that you don't have to partake in the tradition if you didn't want to.

most people didn't because half of the boys in your school were ugly and smelt like canned fish.

however if they did wanna kiss someone, it would've been the f9.

f9? basically the most handsome, jaw-dropping, extravagant, elegant, heart-beating boys ever to be seen.

you had the 3seniorz - aka : sung hanbin & zhanghao from class one with kim jiwoong in class two

then you had the musicianz - aka : seok matthew & kim taerae from class one

and then finally the coocooz - aka : shen ricky, kim gyuvin , han yujin and your beloved park gunwook.

pretty much every sane girl in your school had a crush on them because who wouldnt?

the f9s pretty much run the school, if they ask someone to do something they would.

one time ricky asked a girl a year above him to buy him something from the school store, she bought the whole store for him.

another time taerae asked a girl to get his guitar from the music room, she got his guitar with the rest of the music room on her back.

so you could tell that these boys had every girl wrapped around their fingers ,

including you.

but no one knew of course.

you barely talked in lesson and never raised your hand and on top of that you sat the middle row in lessons and would always leave a sticky note on the teacher's desk ever day to remind her that you were in so she didn't need to call out your name.

and thats how you lived for pretty much all 3 years of highschool until today.

you made your way to your homeroom with your headphones in and got a sticky note from your bag to put it on the teacher's desk and plotted your bag on your chair.

whilst returning to your chair, you realised that someone must of forgotten their cleaning duty yesterday and forgot to clean your desk.

their was pen marks everywhere and gum under the table.

you sighed heavily, but too heavily so no one else knew your dissapointment. you were about to go to the toilet to get some tissue when your phone started ringing.

it was inhee your bestfriend

'Y/N!!' said inhee through her phone speaker ruining your eardrums forgetting that you were on speaker everyone in your class looks at you.

you smile back awkwardly and dash out the class room.

'omg inhee! you dont need to shout my name at 8:03 am in the morningg" you said complaing about your friends behaviour

'oh im sorry miss l/n but apprently seola from our class got a mistletoe with ricky! '

' WHAT?? damm she's so lucky! '

' I KNOW RIGHTT THAT'S WHAT I WAS SAYINGG ' says inhee and then for the next five minutes of your call inhee was complaining about how it should've been her instead of seola.

'ME AND RICKY HAVE FIRE AND WATER SIGNS WE ARE LITCH SOULMATES'

'okok i get your pointt~. it's not that deep its only a kiss he probably doesn't feel anything for her anyway.

'after all he is a player but that doesn't mean anything! i have been waiting for my first kiss to be ricky just to be knocked off by son seola who is a complete copy of me :>'

'inhee its just a one time thing, you can make a move to him on the last day of school or something'

'ONE TIME THING?'

she said again, at this point you thought she was intentionally trying to publicly embarrass you infront of everyone as well as make you deaf.

'inhee enough with this yelling over a boy! its not even past 9 am yett'

'well this boy is my lifeline, soulmate, couple, future hubby, fiance he is like my everything! he means the whole world to me just like gunwook means to you silly!'

gunwook. gun wook . park gunwook.

you loved his name.

you loved they way he talked .

you love his visuals.

most of all you loved his smile.

'yeah but gunwook is different - first of all he is not rich and spoilt , second of all he is classprezz and is not a player'

' okay but imagine if you got a mistletoe with him! like that would be so cute!'

'with who? gunwook' you scoff at her words.

'gunwook is way out of my league, i would never get mistletoe with him and that's how i like it and i wanna keep it that way for th-'

your phone fell out of your hand skidding across the marble floor of your school hallway.

you pick your self up and run to get it but another hand it there before you.

you look up to see gunwook.

'oh my god' you thought.

eugh this was so cliche for this to happen.

but even through those thoughts, you and him still kept eye contact

'ay gunwook did you get the homework for-

OMG YOU GOT A MISTLETOEE'

you look behind gunwook's broad shoulders to see his friend gyuvin running towards him whilst pointing up towards the ceiling.

and follow his fingers to see the mistletoe right above your head with you and gunwook

'BRO YOU GOTTA GIVE HER A KISS - A RICKY COME HERE GUNWOOK GOT A MISTLETOE'

'GUNWOOK HAS TO GIVE HER A KISSY WISSY OOOO~'

you look back to gunwook eyes as he meets you with an awkward smile after he elbowed gyuvin in his ribcage.

'you don't have to kiss me! it's j-just a tradition' you say excusing yourself slowly.

then all of a sudden gunwook holds you by your shoulder and mouths sorry before pulling you in for a kiss.

your lips clash onto eachother as you close your eyes not knowing how to react and slowly losen up to his touch.

those seconds then feel like minutes which feel like hours the kiss breaks up and you suddenly realise where you are.

you look around to see a whole entire crowd has formed around you two with phones everywhere.

you obviously freak out and gunwook being the man he is he drags you through the crowd and brings you too your class.

'thank you' you say smiling back with a bow

he laughs abit which make you feel embarrassed but he reassures you.

'it's ok, you looked so cute when you tried leave because i knew you liked me' he says giggling with his dimples showing.

your cheeks instantly flush and laugh back.

the bell rings meaning you have to go back to your seat and gunwook looks at his watch.

'ill get going now but if you want i can take you out for some ice cream later'

you nod back with a smile going back to your seat whilst inhee runs through your homeroom door slamming it against the wall.

'y/n. tell. me. everything.'

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for refusing to be my bestfriend's son's godmother?

CW : sexual assault

If there is one thing that is well-known in my school is that me and my bestfriend are two-peas-in-a-pod, sisters in everything but blood, twin flames, platonic soulmates. We had been friends since the start of middle school and we share a lot of similarities and interests. We really get along so well and I had always been happy and content just to have her beside me. I thought nothing would ever come between. That is, until he came into our lives in freshman year of high school.

Honestly, he wasn't that bad at first, he was actually amazing. Our duo became a trio and we had an amazing rest of our high school years. They were some of the best memories I have and to this day, in freshly out of university, it only brings me pain. Everything changed when my best friend noticed that this guy's attention to me was a little... too much to be considered platonic. And I admit that I had enjoyed the attention. She- my bestfriend- one day found out that this guy and I have started hooking up and she didn't like it. She never actually told me the reason why but I just remember her eye-ing us intensely whenever we sit next to each other. For some reason, she started copying me. My way of dressing, my mannerisms, flirting with the guy and all. I wasn't upset with that, not even jealous, I just teased her of being my fan. Then it happened.

Apparently, my bestfriend dressing and acting like me was something this guy took as a sign that she also wanted to hook up with him so he made a move. They slept together. She didn't consent to it. And to my utter shock, she blamed the guy AND ME. She said that since she was mimicking me in terms of fashion and mannerism, it was technically my fault that this guy forced her to sleep with him. I was so shock when this happened because I never told her nor forced her to mimic me. I never told the guy to force her because she resembled me at that moment. Yes, I was sad and angry of the guy because of what he did but I don't think it's fair to call me his accomplice! I never wanted that to happen to her of all people.

She stopped talking to me after that. Didn't let me explain, nothing. We reached sophomore year of university, she exchanged schools, blocked me in every social media account and according to our mutual friend, every time she suggests unblocking me and letting me explain my side, she would straight up say "Hell no!" and say that she didn't wanna talk to the person who aided the loss of her dignity. Through the last 2 years of my university, I held onto the hope that she'll talk to me again because I missed her and I really wanted my soul sister back.

Now here's the kicker.

She contacted me yesterday. Not for closure, no, for an invite to be her newborn son's godmother. I was ecstatic at first because that means she will start talking to me again, right? My joy ended when I found out that the boy's father WAS THE SAME GUY. Somewhere in the 2 years she kept on refusing to talk to me, she talked to this guy again, they got together, she got pregnant, and now they're also planning a wedding. Now I don't blame the kid, of course not, but what made me decline was how could she have talked and bonded to the person who DID steal her dignity yet refuse to talk to me WHO HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT? Me, her bestfriend of so many years...

And now the news of me declining her invitation to be her son's godmother got out and people- our friends, her and his family, even my own mom!- are calling me cruel and cold-hearted for refusing the honor to be a child's godparent. They said that since my bestfriend was able to put what happened behind her then I should to as well. That she didn't contact me because she needed space ( she needed space from me and apparently not to the one that caused it, god- ). I don't know. In any other situation, I would've gladly be her son's godmother but the pain of that realization that she stayed away from me yet let that man near is still so fresh that I couldn't bring it to myself to be anywhere near or even have any connection to them...

Am I really the asshole for refusing?

What are these acronyms?

[plaexus]

Hi plaexus! How would you differentiate the affection jm shows uar / nyz vs mj? Im obsessed w jmj rn and no doubt OT4 all adore each other as friends and colleagues, but sometimes i feel a bit too delulu knowing that you could also reasonably cut a jm/uar vid from their 240922 live say. idk, just curious your thoughts or reasoning on why JMJ especially like each other / are somehow more romantic coded (all in good fun)

i feel like jm's dynamic with uar and nyz are more defined than what she has with mj.

with uar, there's definitely a "two hot girls maximising their joint slay" kinda thing going on. if i could compare it with something, they feel like college bestfriends. or the first friend you meet at your first job who ends up being your ride-or-die for life. like, that friend who you meet when the two of you already have well-developed pre-frontal cortices lol. you still get into crazy shenanigans with them, but you're both mature and confident women at this point. you didn't grow up with them, so they missed a lot of your awkward and low points, but you trust them enough to be your maid of honour and also to bail you out of prison lmao. i think jm trusts uar with a lot of things; them being the same korean age gives them that unique dimension of having close to no pretenses or facades with each other. i said this in another answer, but i think quality time is of prime importance to them. hence, the many dates and tiktoks together.

for nyz, i hate persisting this stereotype, but it mostly holds water: jm does baby nyz quite a bit more than the other girls. she cherishes her sooo much. she's her happy pill; jm said that she watches nyz's laugh compilations when she's feeling down. i wouldn't say she treats nyz like a daughter whom she birthed herself, as many people like saying, although for good reason. i just personally feel it's an overly reductionist view of what they have. jm respects nyz a lot for being the amazing artist and professional that she is. she's always admired her as a "senior", despite being younger than her. and she's supported nyz ever since, helping her with the korean language and all. as roommates before, they probably also have a sisterly bond that goes deeper than with the other girls, i'd like to think. and as long-time co-trainees, there's an element of them growing up and chasing their dreams together. just like jmj, so many of their memories are coloured by each other's presence

for jmj, i don't even know lol. i've written so much about them just on answers to asks alone, and yet i still cannot decipher them. my thesis statement mirrors my ambiguity about them: jmj have the most varied yet undefined dynamic out of all the aespa pairings. they have certain elements of the other duos, like knowing each other since their teens, unnie-dongsaeng, and liking quality time together, but they're just different precisely because they're quite vague. like sure, they've mentioned once or twice how they're like family/sisters and are bestfriends, but those titles have never been things they repeatedly highlight. they tend to use more beating around the bush type of descriptors like how they are just very comfortable with each other, how they're quite different but they just click.

as much as they try to show equal affection among the members, they both comically fail because it's clear to anyone with eyes that they favour each other. their jealousy of other people shows when it comes to each other. jm having to preface her answer in that weekly idol guesting about who she thinks her soulmate is by saying that it kinda applies to all members, but her being quite confident anyway that her choice is mj. jm choosing mj as her aespa bias even after telling all of them to appeal to her. jm saying in synk road that her preference at that time was nyz, but the lie detector toy saying otherwise. and it's not the "lie" that was telling (that toy has no physiologic basis anyway), it was jm's reaction after. profusely apologising to mj for choosing nyz, when she should have been just as apologetic to nyz, ultimately making it look like she did lie. mj's no better; she mentions jm quite often, her body language shows how she seeks jm as well, she whips out all the love languages when it comes to jm.

i've always said that regardless of what jmj have, it must be love at its essence. whether it's romantic or not, their bond seems to transcend whatever definition or categorisation people have tried to box them in to better understand them. they're wonderfully perfect in their obscurity as a pair. and i love them that way! if they change and suddenly have these reliable and fixed interactions, i'd be quite devastated

[heartsoulspiritelite]

MJF x Adam Cole

summary-

Soulmates were a weird thing, Max didn't even think they existed

For the longest time Max was convinced he'd never meet his. Nobody liked him, Nobody trusted him and he just felt like nobody liked or understood him. That was until he was partnered with the person who changed his life forever.

Adam Cole.

Soulmates

Soulmates were a weird thing. Max didn't think they even existed- i mean it was a stupid term with a stupid meaning.

For the longest time Max was convinced he'd never meet his soulmate. Nobody liked him, Nobody trusted him and he just felt like nobody understood him. That was until he was partnered with the person who changed his life forever.

Adam Cole.

When Cole and Friedman became the tag team 'Better than you Bay Bay' Max became the happiest he has been in a long time. He knew Adam wasn't very fond of him obviously in the beginning. But now things feel different its been awhile and they've been working together quite a bit. Max thinks Adam actually likes him now and that thought warms his heart in a weird way.

Max was sitting in his locker room sitting on the bench scrolling through his phone until the door infront of burts open with a disheveled and heart-broken Adam walking in.

"Max what did i do wrong?, why do i keep screwing things up!" Adam asks teary eyed

"Buddy whats wrong what happened?"  Max questioned going into protective mode

"Britt fucking left me Max" He explains frusterated

MJF watches Adam slide down the wall by the door until he was sitting on the floor staring at Max desperately.

"W-what?" Says in a state shock

"I know, i dont know what the hell i did wrong! She never seemed upset with me i don't what happened.. Max im a good person aren't i? Why are Britt and Roddy mad at me?" He whines shoving his face into the palm of his hands.

"Im so sorry, You are a fucking amazing person, you've helped me so much man and honestly i think that might be the problem.. Im sorry, you know they don't like me. i never mean't to cause all of this"

Adam's head snaps up at this

"Max if you 're implying that i stop hanging out with you, that aint gonna happen no matter how hard you try" He states

"Why not you never liked me before why can't it go back to that?"

Adam stands up and walks over to Max until he is stood infront of him

"You know i never believed all the things people said about you. I always knew deep down you were actually a good person."

Max just stares at him a little confused

"I was just mad because i wanted your damn title. I wanted to prove to people that i was still something." He continues while staring Max in the eyes with a serious look on his face

"I know we lost the championship match and i know we're going to fight at All In but i dont care. We are going to continue being friends no matter what you or anybody else says. You snuck into my heart max i cant just let you go" He finishes

Adam looks away and sighs while Max blushes trying to hide a smile. Nobody has ever cared this much for him before so its weird, hes not used to it but it makes him feel warm inside.

"Adam you know you're my bestfriend right. But you can't sacrifice your friends and girlfriend who you knew longer than you knew me just so we can still be friends, i wont let you" He says sadly standing up about to leave the room

All of this was very out of character for MJF.

"Max please, I dont need them alright. I need you, I need you so bad" He pleads following Maxwell

This was also pretty out of character for Adam Cole Bay Bay.

Max freezes and turns around slowly. Theres no way?!..

"You need what?.." He asks unsure

"You." he states teary eyed

"Its always been you. i tried to stop it but i couldn't , i tried so hard Ma-" He gets cut off by Max's lips on his.

Adam's arms immediately go to Max's neck while Max deepens the kiss, wrapping his arms around Adam's back.

Max taps adam waists twice to tell him to jump.

So he does and wraps his legs around Max's waist while smiling into the kiss.

Max lightly breaks apart the kiss. "You dont know how long i've wanted his" He pants catching his breath

Adam reconnects their lips grabbing on to Max's short curly hair while Max runs his hands in Adams hair.

"you're coming back to the hotel with me and we're going to take a nice shower talk this out alright, i dont want to rush anything. Im not messing anything up" He informs the man in his arms.

Adam nods putting his head onto max's shoulder and gives him little kisses.

"Okay" he whispers

You know what.

Maybe soulmates do exist.

~Cross-posted on Wattpad & Ao3~

[aee-luv]

12/10/20

general genre/warnings-> established relationship,tiny bit of fluff,

PURE ANGST

niki x reader (first fic AHHH)

Lovers to Strangers trope😢

about-> rain is something y/n hates but now she hates it even more.

(fic under the cut!! dont cry bbg)

“rain” i always hated days that rained… when i met you it “rained” it was the only day that rained, that, i love so much. now its the day i hated..

(flashback)

“NIKIII!!” you shouted “YN!!!”

he shouted back, you ran towards him with open arms and gave him a big tight hug,

it was the first time you have ever met him since your accident… “i missed you…” niki says voice cracking,from niki’s voice you already know he was sad, he met you after 3 years it was pain for him not being with his best friend…

(end of flashback)

“y/nnie!” niki calls you “y/nnie…” niki calls you again “yeah” you respond looking at him, “you ok?” niki says “yeah im fine just really bored” you answer, niki straightens his back and says “HEY WHY ARE YOU BORED! YOU’RE WITH MEEEE” you laugh… “I just hate it i can’t go out when its raining because my so not strict parents think another accident will happen” you say sadly. this accident happend in 2018… when you were playing in the rain and you a car just randomly hit you, you never knew who the person was, you always wanted to find out but you never had the time, now you don’t care who it was all you cared about was “Niki” you bestfriend, your lover, your soulmate and the person who saved you… thinking about this you realized that niki brought you outside while it was raining you said to niki “niki why am i here my mom is gonna kill me!!” “don’t worry princess” niki responds, “COME LETS PLAY IN THR RAIN!!” he calls you, “NOO!! WHAT IF IT-“ niki cuts you off and shouts “IM HERE IM BY YOUR SIDE NOTHING WILL HAPPEN!” “UHHH OKKK” you shout in response, you took steps one by one outside and when you looked up you felt free, free from everything that went wrong, it was like all your sadness and pain left, you smiled as you looked at niki smiling right at you, all happy…

a few minutes passed and you were both drenched in water, you laugh seeing niki’s clothes soaked, you continued playing and running around in the water splashing each other, 30 minutes of playing passed by and you decide to call it a day you both sat down on a bench as you grabbed towels, niki looked at you with sad eyes and said “i hope your happy princess…” you looked at niki confused “whats with the sad tone??” you say pouting, he gives you a small peck and says “its my last day here… im leaving.” he looks at you with teary eyes “im so sorry y/n” tears falling down his face as he said that, you were in shock, you didn’t want to say anything…so you stood up and left without a goodbye…12/10/20.

[ask-karlachbear]

Hi Karlach!!! <3 I’m Lyria. 30, she/her, demi-panromantic ace. Virgo sun, Libra moon, Scorpio rising. INFP. Autism, depression, anxiety, PTSD.

Interests: Art, writing, sewing, dark music, witchcraft, my very cute pup, reading, fashion, tabletop games, cooking

Details: Quiet until I get comfortable (then I’m a bit of a playful, sarcastic brat), needs a lot of alone time, loves cuddling, excitable and enthusiastic, vegan because seeing anyone in pain (in a not fun way) makes me sad, dreamy-eyed romantic, enjoys spooky aesthetics, any romance with me would have to be a slow burn

What do you think?

Oh and I’m totally rooting for you and Dammon. You’re adorable!

💥

You and Astarion would thrive together.

First of all, he wouldn't push you to have sex with him, AT ALL. Like if you are sex-repulsed he's gonna be okay with it. Also i feel like talking with Astarion is always a deep conversation, even when it seems funny and all, in a way it always end up dipping into who you are, what's your past, what's those things that make your heart beat, and before you know it you are so close it's impossible not to fall for him, cause becoming close with him means knowing his deepest secrets as well as knowing what ice-cream flavour he likes.

He's also very understanding once he realizes he can be unbiasedly himself, and his own vulnerabilities resurface and you are there for him. He would be your rock, during a depressive episode or an anxiety attack he'd make sure you have all you need to calm down, and he's gonna take care of you like you are the most precious thing in the universe.

He'd see you play ttrpgs or practicing witchcraft? He's gonna sit nearby and he's gonna look at you thrive in your safe zone. Any of your interests become his, cause he's gonna want to know everything about them. "C'mon just teach me how to hex, and I promise I'll use it only for good reasons" He'd say with puppy eyes trying to convince you.

More slow burn than a vampire with 200 years of trauma? Uh love it's gonna be so slow and burn that you two are gonna be a roast! (jesus this was a bad joke i'll tell fangs about it)

He's gonna treat you like a princess, NO LIKE A QUEEN. He's gonna worship you, shower you with love, doting you and making fun of you (very respectfully).

He's gonna be both your soulmate and your bestfriend, no one would know you better than him.<3

[luhstories]

𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐎:  f  /  nb  /  m 𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓:  unrequited relationship? the setting is giving very ethel cain "preacher's daughter", little podunk town with these two "rebels", very sharp objects and all that. vibes of a gregg araki film where everything feels surreal or "odd"/eerie??? did the bestfriend have sex or is having an ongoing fling with the boyfriend??? are they super in love with violet (like unhinged in love like obsessed)??? are they just sitting on a big secret??? completely up to you, but it's a pretty chill slice of life plot for the most part but shoutout if you add supernatural elements. they're childhood friends and super close.. like SUPER close. think jennifer and needy from jennifer's body; etc.

“ you're my soulmate , you know that ? ” deep voice rasps , breathe wafted pink lemonade vodka into their face that was delicately held in her warm hands . there was an innocence here — room set aglow in hot pink fluorescents . an intimacy that lacked sexual undertones despite them being on top of her ; violet thought nothing of it . they were just two bestfriends , holed up in violet's room on a saturday night — their saturday night , where they got drunk and shared their dreams that stretched beyond their little town . bandaged thumb caressed their cheekbone before it fell to their bottom lip , grazing across soft flesh from point a to point b . as she always did , foolishly and obliviously , she pulled them down to press a tender kiss on their lips . when she slowly pulled away , she stifled a giggle . this was nothing new , they kissed like family — they'd kissed each other their whole lives really . the blonde never read into it or added romantic feelings . they shared a sandbox love and bond nobody else could begin to understand or compete with . besides , violet was taken . her phone vibrated beside her as if to say — speak of the devil — because the notification was her boyfriend . “ i should see what he wants . ” violet's achilles heel had always been him ; on & off relationship that was a toxic rollercoaster . they fought about everything under the sun , but they frequently fought over him cheating on her . he did it a lot and violet always broke up with him . then , she would cry , be miserable and miss him , and then take him back after he'd go on a relentless quest to get her back . violet was a rare jewel — an angelic virgin . every boy wanted to pop her cherry just to say they did it ; like a badge of honor or something . she didn't know what she was holding onto it for , but sex wasn't at the forefront of her mind . all she wanted out of life was to be with her bestfriend , save up enough money to go somewhere different , and just be happy . catching the roll of her friend's eye and how they quickly got off her , violet sat up . “ what ? what's the issue ? tell me . ”

[dstufabtstufr]

Some more backstory stuff and relationships I have

I do not have a tulkun because I missed my ceremony to my special one for being future T'shaki from being captured at 6 years old by the sky people, i would have met her when i got back except for the fact that she was kiled and payakan was blamed for it. It is something I am relentlessly bullied and mocked for especially by Aonung. Her name was Tunne'lyta, lyta for short.

Technically I'm not blood related to Tonwari and Ronal but they try their bests to make it feel that way. T'sireya has always felt like a sister to me and is my sister no matter what blood says. Aonung is the worst out-of all of them he has always made it known that I will never be related to him that he never wants me to be, it seems like he had always hated me and I've been by it really hurt for a long time even before I left and continuing after I came back, he's always been an ass.

Roxto is a good friend to me even tho he is just as close friends with Aonung. But isnt mean to me like Aonung.

Me and Jake are pretty close I see him in a father way especially after the war. He always knows how to comfort me and gives great advice to me in my times of doubt and worry.

Neytiri is the closet person I have to a mother and we have a strong bond. She has always known I would be close to her and her family ever since she heard me defending lo'ak and neteyam after their fight with Anoung and his friends. But she seen me as family during and after the war because of the way I fought for neteyam. She truly does she me as one of her children.

Tonowari is another person I kinda see as a father. I know he cares for me alot. When I was missing every year annually he would have a big sreach for me. I can tell he loves but has a hard time showing so I got used to the small things he does to so it. Like listening to my stories, gives me soft eyes and hugs me.

Ronal is a completely different story from all. I know she cares for me but definitely not as much as her own child like tonowari and the sullys do. She is nice to me but doesn't love me and I am fine with that because it's a mutual feeling.

Lo'ak isnt like a brother to me he is my brother no matter what blood says. We can confide with each other abt our deepest feelings and not be afraid of judgement at all. We are also each others wing man's cause he likes t'sireya and I like neteyam.

Kiri is a really close friend and we love each other alot she is a great person to be around even with her sassyness but we bounce it off each other.

Tuk is the cutest thing ever and she is like the little sister I never had. She is really sweet and love to play tag and hide and speak with me.

T'sireya is a very close friend like kiri I'd say they are my 2 bestfriends but not as close as my brother lo'ak.

Neteyam is my soul mate through and through. We know exactly how to treat each other and sometimes it feels like we are one because of the love and trust we have for one another. He is a very big gentleman and is very sweet to me. Even Neytiri believes it, she told us one night how she thinks we are the more intense soulmates call the soul " The story goes ewya made one soul so beautiful and so loving that's when all the other mates and lovers even seen or thougth about the soul they would fall out of love because they knew they'd never have such a deep and intense love like the soul So ewya decided to to separate soul into 2 different bodies which is very very rare to find the other half of And I think that You 2 just so happened to be the soul that is finally reconnected."

Only after the second war with the Skype people were I saved Neteyam does Aonung start treating me nicely it was kind of weird at first but I really appreciate it it's nice actually having a brother.

My daily (unless it's the weekend) chores are getting up really early and going out on the water to scout out good hunting spots by using tracking techniques to see what animals are going threw certain places and when it is good to hunt there.

Once I get to my dr I tell lo'ak who is completely u understanding and wants to know more abt nature or whatever I can remember of her. The 2nd biggest reason I told lo'ak other than I trust him the most is one would believe him and he wouldn't be able to prove it which we joke abt in private all the time.

Once we all get back to the village after the war. I decided To go flying to clear my head, while circling around this one small island I see someone getting dragged out the water by this pink thing I go to land on the island right next to the rocks they are on to see what is happening. It's spider and quartich. I become in raged with knowing that miles just saved his dad. I wait till quartich leaves to offer miles a ride back to the village. "It's a far swim" i say with the best fake smile ever " plus we should properly meet now" "thanks..." "Nal'rhi" " oh thanks Nal'rhi"

[singingstoner]

love life update

so i have A LOT to talk about

im sorta kinda dating my boy bestfriend (finally) i have liked him for about 3 or 4 years now and always knew he would be my soulmate even if it was never romantically but i never admitted it to myself and never really acted on my feelings, except for that weird phase we had when we were 14 (i won't go into detail) i guess you could say im scared of how it's going to go, his sister is my bestie and i love her so much and she doesn't seem to be bothered by it at all and i asked her for her blessing and she said yes.

a lot has happened since then and i don't even know how long me and him have been doing this for, i'm just living atm not worring bout if he's my bf or not, i'm loyal to him and he's loyal to me. i feel so safe and loved by him.

i don't know how many times i've said i want to marry him but i think people are starting to get tired of hearing it.

his sister said he has loved me for years and that his family always knew i had a crush on him, i have a really good relationship w his family and my family adores him (especially my ma and gdad).

[chareesazo]

Valerie C.

So fragile but still so beautiful and amazing.

she feels so nice in my arms i love how small she

feels. I love how soft her skin is.

I love how she smiles at me and how she looks at

me. I love how she kisses me and hugs me.

The way she looked deep into my eyes when

i pulled her in while she has that beautiful huge

smile on her face while she kissed my cheek.

holding eachother laughing and smiling.

i was thinking of so much with her

feeling of euphoria with her i loved it

she held me as she called me handsome and

so much more i smelt her and she smelled

so good i felt i could melt in her arms and chest

i love her so much. i don’t care. i care only about

i don’t care about my past or anyone in the past

i only care about her. I loved complimenting her

felt so nervous felt so shy but i still mustered up

the courage to tell her everything i did

my beautiful girl my beautiful beautiful pretty girl.

i’m hers always and she’s mine. I loved how she

blushes when i compliment and look at her

i love how she says i have beautiful eyes

i’m in love with V

i love how we slowly kissed each other i love how

comfortable we kissed eachother after the first

kiss.

i love how she threw her arms around me and i

held her waist and kissed her

she laid on my lap while i looked down at her

she smiled and talked to me in that beautiful

voice of hers and we kissed

i can stare into her eyes for hours and i can talk

to her for days on end without the feeling of

being bored or being annoying

she makes me like me. I like Her HECKAAA

she’s genuinely all i’ve ever wanted

I love love how we laugh and smile together

i love how we can look at eachother without either

of us breaking eye contact for a while

our silent moments weren’t awkward we just

enjoyed eachothers company and felt eachother

held eachothers hand sweaty but warm a

different type of warmth a warmth of love

she doesn’t make me feel embarrassed of myself

she makes me feel like i’m not annoying

she isn’t ashamed of me i’ll give her all of my love

she deserves it she deserves the world.

i miss kissing her and holding her

i miss laughing with her and smiling

i miss her skin with mine

i love her

i’m happy with her

i’m happy

she has all of my attention and love

we’re happy

date sunday. i can’t wait can’t wait to see her

i can see her already laughing and licking her

teeth while she rolls her eyes waiting for her kiss

and hug i love her like i love matcha

this been goin on for a while ha ha i’m sorry

ima be on my way but i hope she knows she’s

loved and she’s all i’ve ever needed and wanted

i’ll take care of her

she’s my bestfriend and soulmate and my lover

she’s Valerie aka the girl i’ve always wanted and

needed she’s amazing all i want seriously.

everything feels good with her i feel like melting

she makes me wanna cry but inna good way

i love how she asks for one more kiss

i can’t wait to pull her in and give her MILLION

GAZILLION KISSSESSS i love how she speaks to

me and about everything

i love how she scratches my back and knee i like

how we sit close to eachother

ima give her all the hugs and the kisses she

deserves i love her always.

can’t wait to see her next week.

bye bye everyone thank you

i love my beautiful girl.

She’s my Matcha

I love her like matcha but more

I love Valerie

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bestie you gotta hear me out rq so my bestfriend of like,5 years, got sorted in pomefiore and that gave me sO MANY IDEAS PLEASE HEAR ME OUT OR İ MİGHT COM B U S T so- i am shipping her with Vil, because she is so considerate and listens to someones definition of beauty and their goals and ambitions before giving advice; and even when she gets emotional she still stays strong and pushes through her problems one way or another meanwhile Vil believes everyone CAN be beautiful and improve and all that too but he does not think about asking others what their goals and version of beauty is before "helping" (look at Epel, he deserves better than that.) and he masks his emotions SO much more because of his "star child" upbringing which makes him so much more reserved and emotionally constipated you can see it right!? my friend here is considerate, kind and determined despite being emotional, yet she sometimes feels ashamed of it because she wants to be stronger and always improve Vil is confident, knows what he wants, has good intentions yet he is emotionally constipated and unaware of how his advice might be flawed or that he should take his subjects perspective into account he so reassure her that her emotions arent smth to feel bad about and want to help her improve while she would help him with his methods n tell him that hes already doing wonderful and theyd help each other be less overly critical of themselves liKE IF THAT ISNT WHAT SOULMATES ARE IDK WHAT IS- they would be so perfect and i just had to ramble to someone about it bestie please dont mind me and feel free to delete this if you want www ( both me and said friend selfship, and she's been trying to pick out an F/O to really bond with so i got these ideas; she also was the first person to confidently say Jade would be perfect for me so x) i wanted to write a lil match up for herr as a giftt and i wanted to tell someone about it too so here we aree)

SYOPC UZ THEY ARE LITERALLY MDDE FOR EACHOTHER

PLEASE THEY'D HELP EACHOTHER DEAL EITH THEIR EMOTION ADN ALWAYS SUPPORT EACHOTHER IM LEAVINF BYE