#and this way she can't be a part of kiana's life anymore but that's okay because as long as she knows kiana is alive..... | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mymarifae · 11 days ago

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yuri blast. sorry. finished hi3 chapter 17. very miserable. mei loving kiana so fucking much that she's blind to the hypocrisy of her own actions - or she's not blind, it just really, really, really doesn't matter anymore. not in light of how much she loves her. "i can't bear to live in a world without you, but i'm going to ask you to do the same now. maybe you'll hate me for that, maybe i'm awful and selfish and unforgivable... but you're alive. so the rest is inconsequential now." that was so beautifully devastating. i need to go play in the middle of traffic

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #A #JFSHGDAFJOSDBISHAdp[MLZKdinoshaJ;#IT'S LIKE..... THE SHEER DESPERATION #it's the way mei is so painfully human. kiana is too but like mei is like... average. she's not a hero #she's not exceptionally brave or strong. she's scared to die. she doesn't want to sacrifice herself for any sort of greater good #she's just an average person. in love. and her love was going to die in less than 2 months unless she did something drastic #so she did. any amount of strategizing or critical thought would have told her how bad of an idea joining world serpent would be #and like she's not stupid she definitely KNOWS it was a bad idea. but it just didn't matter because it was either that or lose kiana #and this way she can't be a part of kiana's life anymore but that's okay because as long as she knows kiana is alive.....#well that's all that matters.#ugh #UGHHGHHAWIU32YU09Q3TEGBDSKNXZ

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