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Foxglove (Cassian x Reader) Pt. 1 SMUT

A/N: Consider Cassian territory, entered. ALSO: based before the archeron sisters bloodline is even in existence (99% sure of that at least lmao)

Warnings: SMUT (Like Im talking 2k worth of this is filth).

W/C: 5k!

There was not many activities in existence you enjoyed more than this. A peaceful afternoon, warm sunlight, and the solitude of a foxglove field that sat on the outskirts of Velaris. Pinks, purples, and soft blues patterned the field, its view a downward glance to the city you had called home your entire life. If you listened closely on a particularly clear day, music from the rainbow could be heard floating on the summer breeze. Today, thankfully, was one of those days. You were stretched on the grass, lazing away your only day off this week. The leathers you usually adorned had been swapped for a sundress the color of lamb’s ear leaves.

Often, on days such as this you found yourself pondering a plethora of topics. The solitude of your little hide away dredged up memories long past. The wind would bring in the scent of jasmine, or a particularly fond lute note and your mind would wander away from the pages before you and into a far off place.

Reflection of the past was such a beautiful thing. Though, truthfully, you supposed it was also completely unfair. Being able to reminisce on what once was, had the capabilities to bring back fond memories, beautiful pieces of time that hung fondly in your mind. Yet- it had the power to bring back those awful shards of time that left your chest cleaved and your breath coming in short spurts.

“I figured you would be here.” Cassian spoke, his voice dragging you from a particularly fond recollection of a day spent on the shore with Amren and Mor. Standing over you, his stature cast a long shadow over your form. You smiled up at him, staring at him momentarily before closing your eyes once more.

“I thought you had tomorrow off?” You replied, sighing contently as the male sat behind you and gently pulled your head to rest on his outstretched legs. He ran a hand through your unbound hair, studied the strands.

“I did. Decided I would rather spend today with you than the troops.”

You relaxed into his body, relishing in the warm sunlight that had returned to your skin. You were sure that if you were to open your eyes, you would find him smiling lazily, relaxing his weight on his arms and tilting his face into the sun. Cracking open an eye, you were pleased to find yourself right.

This particular version of your mate was your favorite. The sight of his shoulders no longer tensed and the crease in his brow faded from view. His hair too, was unbound for once- and it shined a silky noir in the summer sun. Reaching backwards you urged him to hold your hand, a request he obliged with no qualms.

“I can't say I have many complaints you took today off, I have missed you.” You muttered, closing your eye once more. He chuckled, a throaty sound that warmed your bones.

“I saw you this morning.”

“I know.” You sat up to your knees then, the motion urging him to open his eyes and watch. A smirk curved over your lips and he watched as you turned your head to face the open expanse before you. From this position not only was Velaris visible, but where the Sidra opened up to the western sea was also in sight.

“I often forget how lucky we are to live in a place so beautiful.” You mused aloud, still watching where the distant waves crashed onto the golden shore. What a blessing such a sight was. “I hope it stays like this forever.”

Cassian sighed behind you, and shifted to sit crossed legged. You turned your head to face him once more, and upon seeing the downtrodden look he sported your smile faded and brows creased.

“About that.”

“Dont tell me you took off today to give me bad news.” It was a hopeful statement, but pointless as he looked at you. The stark beauty of his honey gaze was haunted.

“(y/n)...” He was searching for what to say. You could almost see the gears shifting in his brain. This alone clued you in and you turned to face the shore and city below. The blow you knew was to come had your spine straightening and shoulders squaring.

“This is about Hybern, isn't it?”

“Rhysand says the war is coming. He’s made his final decision on where we stand.”

“I hope he made the right one.”

“We will fight alongside the humans.”

You nodded. Leaning forward you plucked a light pink foxglove stem from the ground. Twirling it in your fingers you pondered the color, the shape, how it smelt, and the fragility of it in your palms. With a thought it was a puff of pretty pink dust floating away on an incoming breeze.

“Good.” Was all you had to offer to his statement. He shifted, scooting impossibly close to cage you between his legs. Ever so gently he pulled you into his chest. Relaxing into the broad expanse of muscle you rested a hand on his arm draped across your chest.

“A lot of lives are gonna be lost. Can you handle that?” He whispered, breath fanning your ear. You stared at his tattooed hand resting on your leg, mulled over his words. They were not patronizing, more laced with concern than anything. You had never seen violent death. Cassian and the rest had seen more of it than deemed normal by most, and despite the vigorous training you had gone through your entire life, you had never been exposed to the violence and terror that coursed through the Illyrian blood your mate had.

“I have no choice.” You replied finally. He tilted his head down to gaze into your eyes. They were impossibly sad as they gazed at you. You knew he was terrified of you being exposed to the horror of war, a thought he had expressed to you when this problem had come to fruition. “Things need to change, and this is the only way.”

He nodded at your words, turned his eyes towards the horizon. A deep sigh heaved in his chest and you bit down on your lip, following his eyes towards the sun settling in the afternoon sky. Rhysand would want to see you all soon, prepare you. Tonight’s dinner was surely to be patterned with conversation of strategy and battalions, but for now you settled further into Cassian’s embrace. If war was inevitable, you wished to stain this moment into your mind. Soon, the peaceful images of the sea and your beloved home would be tarnished by blood soaked battles and ice cold camps in the mountains. For now it was the sweet scent of the foxglove and the warm embrace of the soul you loved most.

And for now, that would do.

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Dinner started out quietly, everyone in attendance too content in the silence to broach the subject. Even Cassian, who was usually chatty at this time of night was stark silent beside you as he ate a dinner of lamb and wine.

From his spot at the head of the table, Rhysand looked impassive. Always the stoic one, he ate with a crease permanently enlaid in his brow. Azriel across from you wore a twin expression, and Amren was characteristically silent with an empty plate before her. Morrigan was seemingly the only one who looked happy with the quiet, filling her second glass of the half hour.

“I’d like to start by saying that I love you all.” Rhysand spoke finally, bringing his hands up to clasp them before his face. Five sets of eyes turned to face him, and silverware was quietly set down. Beneath the table, Cassian found your hand and offered it a gentle squeeze.

“You all know what the next few months will bring, and I just want you all to know that.” He made it a point to hold each gaze as his eyes traveled around the table. You offered him a smile, one he returned weakly before he was placing his napkin on the table and leaning backwards in his seat.

“Its going to move quickly. Hybern has already begun to send troops across the sea.” Azriel chimed in, shadows licking the tips of his wings fervently as he revealed their information.

“I have had spies in the courts for months. It seems as though Tamlin-” Everyone’s breath caught, and subtly you looked to Rhys who’s eyes had clouded and jaw tightened. “And Berron Vanserra will be his strongest allies.”

Everyone nodded with bated breaths.

“I’ll have a camp set up with Illyrian troops in the Summer court.” Cassian spoke, voice strong as whiskey. Your hand tightened on his. Despite his heritage along with your friends’ the Illyrians had never failed to terrify you, though some part of you supposed they were terrified of you.

“Tarquin has agreed to aid our forces, as has Helion.” Rhysand murmured, gaze still foggy from the mention of his ex-confidant. “His soldiers are strong, but his forces are new. As are the human’s.”

“(y/n), are the Valkyries prepared?” Amren inquired, turning her gaze away from Rhysand to face you. Clearing your throat you took a deep sip of your wine, nodding.

“There are young ones, even younger than me but Njeri is confident they will be useful.” Amren nodded at your words, mulled over the possibilities young fae presented. It struck you then- the youth at this table. Rhysand and the boys ranging from 28 to 24, and yourself and Mor only 22. Those you would go up against…Hybern was ancient, skilled. The panic that began to rise in your throat was dangerous, so much so that you sent your mind to a far away place. When your had loosened in Cassian’s grip and your breathing slowed he removed his grip, focused on the far away look in your eyes before they closed.

“I hate when they do that…” He muttered, shuddering outwardly. Mor could not stifle the laugh that bubbled from her throat, a noise that had everyone smiling.

“I think its fascinating.” She quipped, studying your relaxed features.

“You know I can still hear you?” You mused, blocking out any further responses until the ilk had released its hold on your chest and slunk back to the furthest recesses of your mind. Rolling your shoulders you relished in the pop of joints before opening your eyes to look at Rhysand. He was waiting patiently, knowing you had something on your mind.

“When do we leave?” You asked the dreaded question, unsure if you really wanted the answer. Rhysand sighed and he too finished off his glass before replenishing it. Glancing between both Azriel and Cassian his gaze hardened and he turned it towards the grain of the wooden dining table.

“Two days from now we will head to the Summer court. Tomorrow we head to the mountains with Cass to ensure his troops are ready. Amren will stay here to hold Velaris.” He had found a scratch in the table particularly interesting. Rubbing his finger over it he tapped the table a few times before looking up. “We will discuss further tomorrow. Until then, let us enjoy this together.”

Everyone nodded tightly, continued in meaningless conversation while the impending war loomed over your heads. Tomorrow you would prepare the Valkyries with Njeri, see who was ready and who was not. Tomorrow you would ready yourself, say goodbye to your home, and make sure every inch of the River home was burned into your memory.

For now you ate with your friends, laughed at Mor’s recollection of a particularly fond Winter’s night, and this would be enough. It had to be.

Gazing at your friends you imprinted their smiles, memorized the sound of their laughter. You had never experienced war but knew that the young faces before you would harden, the laughs would quiet, and their smiles bright as the northern star would dull. You would go into this war young- soft. And those of you that returned would be hardened by horrors you did not wish to imagine.

Tonight you would pray to the mother that you would all sit at this table again, smiles be damned. But for now, this would be enough. It had to be.

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“Can I join you?” Cassian questioned from behind the bathroom door. You sunk lower into the purple tinted bath water, the curve of your lips tilting upward with a smirk.

“Always.” You breathed. He entered quickly, shutting the door behind him and securing it locked as though someone would dare enter your shared room in the first place. He stripped himself of his shirt quickly, and stared down at you. You quirked a brow as he swallowed thickly, feigned innocence as that amber gaze drug the length of your submerged form.

“Are you going to stare, or get in? The water’ll get cold.” You chided, relaxing your head against the edge of the basin. He scoffed audibly and though your eyes were closed you sensed him moving about the room as he stripped bare. Playfully, he reached into the water to tap your sides and urge you forward. With a sigh of feigned annoyance you shifted enough for him to slide in behind you, his legs stretching impossibly long on either side of you.

“I think after this is over we should make Rhysand get us a bigger bath.” Cassian grumbled, the vibrato of his voice vibrating against your back. You chuckled and leaned your head against his shoulder, staring up at his dark lashes. The soak of your hair wet his skin and had rivulets of water streaking down the dark ink that marked his skin. His wings were dropping over the edge of the bath, sweeping the marble floors beneath.

“Good idea, babe.”

He smiled proudly and brought his arms up to wrap around your bare chest. You grasped his forearms, settled against him comfortably. The male released a low groan and shifted uncomfortably, the cause of his sudden discomfort becoming increasingly aware against the small of your back.

“Oh good gods, Cass.” You huffed, rolling your eyes in jest.

“I'm sorry.” He feigned, “You keep moving.”

“Oh whatever” You giggled, shifting to face him fully. Scooting to the opposite edge of the tub you ignored the whine he released in your absence, “Turn around.” You commanded, nodding towards him. Cocking his head he raised a brow in question.

“You are not getting into our bed without being clean. Day off or not you smell like a horse.”

He snorted a sarcastic, “Gee, Thanks.” But shifted nonetheless. Positions firmly swapped you lathered your hands with his sandalwood soap and got to work scrubbing the expanse of his back.

“Not to dampen the mood, but, you'll have to get used to me smelling like a horse when we don't have the luxury to do this.” He tossed out over his shoulder, tilting his chin to glance at you from the corner of his eye. You smoothed your hands over his shoulders, rested them on the top of his chest.

“You’re going to be clean, Hybern be damned.” You snorted, returning to scrubbing the day's grime from his body. The male only complained when you forced his head under to wash his silken locks, though his complaints were quieted with the fair view he had of your bare breasts.

“Sit up.”

“Oh, I'm quite content where I'm at.” He ogled, wiggling his brows playfully. You rolled your eyes, rinsing out the last of the suds in his hair before swiftly standing effectively sending his head that was precariously perched on your knees into the soapy water. You couldn't help the laugh that bubbled out of your throat when he emerged sputtering, hair smattered across his face.

“Cruel, wicked female.” He groveled, watching with peak interest as you sauntered into the bedroom, still sopping wet.

He wasted no time in following, and found himself rock hard at the sight of you sprawled across the night dark bedspread. A gust of your magic and the open window was closed, effectively shutting out the noise of those still awake in the city beyond. Your head was propped in a hand, the free one tracing the golden threads of the blanket.

“I suppose if there is no time for bathing in war, there will be no time for fucking?” The vulgarity of your words had his prick twitching against his stomach. Swallowing thickly he shook his head, a gentle ‘no’. You only nodded in reply and rolled onto your back, clasping your hands below your breasts.

“Well then we better make use of what time we have left,” You turned your head towards him, noted the wetness gathering at his tip, “shouldn't we?”

Cassian practically lept on top of you, caging you in muscle and wing. The membranous expanse shielded you from the room, the light still burning in the bathroom shining through the webbing. You had always found them so beautiful, flecked with a map of silver scars from stories long passed. Reaching upward you let a hand trail gently down the expanse, a motion that had Cassian shuddering and sucking in a deep breath.

Resting his weight on an arm he reached upward and captured your chin in his grasp, pulling your gaze back towards his own. His hair, still wet from earlier, hung in soaked strands by his face, tickling the tips of your cheeks.

“I’ve always thought you were the most beautiful thing I will ever see.” He whispered, gaze trailing from your eyes, to the pout of your lips, and the slope of where your throat met your collar. His hand followed his gaze, tracing, memorizing.

Leaning down the male pressed a firm kiss into the junction of your throat, pressing downward to suck gently at the spot. The only sound you were capable of replying with was a breathy moan. Calloused fingers continued to travel over the planes of your body. They paused momentarily on the swell of your breast, held the weight in his palms before they continued their ghostly path downward. You were writhing beneath his touch. He smirked against your throat, lifted his hand away each time you pressed into it. It stilled on your hip and grasped it firmly when you released a wine and pressed your hips upward, rutting against his length.

“If you don’t stop, this will be over a lot sooner than I want it to be.” He growled into your ear, nipping at the lobe before continuing his assault on your neck, moving to your chest only when he was satisfied that the blossoming purple would still mar your throat tomorrow.

“If you dont touch me, it’ll stop right here.” You challenged, glancing downward at him through your lashes. He smirked, challenge accepted.

“You want me to touch you?” He questioned, voice tinged with a playful mocking. You nodded fervently, keenly aware that he had released your hip and was hovering over where you needed him most.

“Alright.”

His hands were back on either side of your head. Releasing a pitiful groan you frowned at him. The general only winked before continuing his path downward with his lips. Your legs were shifting beneath him so much that he wedged his body firmly between them, not uttering a complaint when they wrapped around his waist. The further down he slipped the higher your legs slid upward until they were caging his head between your thighs. His body had slid off the bed, and he had drug you forward. Sitting on his knees the male was eye level with your dripping sex. If you could paint at all you would have this view hanging above the mantle in your room.

“If only your soldiers could see you like this.” You hummed, sitting up on your elbows. “The mighty Cassian, on his knees for a fe-” Anything else that was meant to be said was silenced as he descended and licked a firm stripe up the center of your cunt. The noise you emitted was a mixture of a laugh at his timing and an absolutely vile moan. You felt him smirk against you, and his fingers dug impossibly deep into your hips to stifle your writhing body.

“Holy fuck.” You whispered breathlessly, snaking your hands down to tangle in his hair as he began to suck and lick relentlessly. Your thighs pressed him downward, urging him onward. Cassian moaned into you, the grip you had on his scalp encouraging his motions. Completely void of motor function your left leg loosened, sliding down his back and caressing his wing. The touch had the male growling. No longer was the general focused on soft love, he was going to fuck you into the mattress until the sun came up and they drug you away from him. This much became clear when he locked eyes with you through the curtain of his hair. The determined set of his brow as he devoured you was nothing short of pure sin.

He was anything but gentle as he shoved two fingers into you without warning, the stretch had your eyes rolling into the back of your head and your body collapsing to the bed. He chuckled inwardly and began to pump the digits with impossible quickness. If Cassian knew anything at all, it was how to make you scream, and that you were. If he cared at all for the others sleeping in the house, he would have reached a hand up to silence your cries. But as he watched you unravel before him he couldn't have given less of a damn if everyone in Velaris heard you.

Between his fingers and tongue it didn't take long before your orgasm was ripping through you violently. He worked you through the shudders, still pumping his fingers slowly as he trailed back up your body, sucking and licking as he went.

When he was level once more with your eyes, your gaze was hooded. Your arms were splayed above you, hanging off the edge of the bed from where he had pushed your body back onto it. He was straddling your left leg, shoving his knee firmly between your legs to keep them from closing.

“Youre so pretty.” He murmured, trailing a hand down your throat as he watched you. His upper lip was slick with your wetness and as you brought his face to yours the taste of yourself on his lips spurred you onward. It didn't take much for you to push him onto his back, and he didn't complain when you lowered to straddle his waist. He moaned through gritted teeth as you rubbed your sex along the length of him. His hands raised to grip your hips with a bruising pressure once more.

There was nothing more bewitching than to watch Cassian’s face as you sank onto him, settling the entirety of him inside of you. His lids fell closed and his lips parted in a guttural moan, brows creasing impossibly close. It was empowering, knowing you were the only thing in all of Prythian that could have him this intimately. That though alone had you rolling your hips against his, setting a slow pace. It wasn't often he let you take control, and you were basking in the rush it sent through you. With shaking arms he pushed upward, sitting fully so he could be eye to eye with you as you rode him.

You could have sworn he was drooling as he watched your breasts move with the reverberations of your motions.

“Beautiful…” He trailed off, raising a hand to cup your jaw and drag you to his lips. You met them with a bruising force, tongues clashing with teeth and skin. It was sloppy, but the love was there. Bright as the sun and powerful as the ocean against the shore the love you shared shone down the bond, pulling it taut.

With skilled precision he had you pressed face down on the mattress within seconds, pulling out only momentarily to drag your hips upward before he was slamming back into you once more. He set a punishing pace, the room filling with the vile sounds of slapping skin and blissful moans. He had a hand pressed into the back of your skull, tangling in your hair tightly. Groaning at the pull you gripped the bedspread, clinging to it for dear life as he hunched over you, taking the skin of your shoulder between his teeth. His weight was pressing you forward, and the hand tangled in your locks dropped down to keep your head from slamming into the thick oak headboard.

Neither of you could help but chuckle at the fleshy thump of his hand colliding with the wood instead of your forehead.

“Whoops.” He breathed, slowing momentarily to drag you away from impending brain damage. Gently he gripped you beneath the arms, drug you upward against his chest he rested his head on your shoulder, picked the pace back up. Your neck fell impossibly limp, head falling backwards into his chest as he angled his hips and plunged deeper.

He was growing sloppy, chasing his release as he watched you begin to crumble. In a matter of seconds his hand was on your clit, pressing swift circles into it. He watched with dark satisfaction as your mouth opened in a silent scream and you broke beneath his ministrations. The sight of you fucked out in his arms made it impossible for him to last much longer and with an animalistic groan the general was emptying his seed inside of you, lowering your body back to the bed as he filled you.

It took everything in him not to smirk devilishly at the sight of you sprawled below him as he pulled out of you, dragging some of his seed with him. You were panting, fingers flexing against the sheets as you tried to gather yourself to no avail.

“If only the Valkyries could see you now.” He jested, mocking your earlier triumph as he pulled you into him beneath the blankets. He cocooned your body with his own, wrapping his limbs around you until the two of you were effectively tangled. You were content, unsure of where he ended and you began.

“You're an ass.” You mumbled into his chest, flicking his side for added measure. He shrugged and hummed into your hair, trying his best to detangle the still wet strands with his fingers.

“An ass that made sure you aided all of Prythian in knowing my name.”

“Cass?”

“Hmm?”

“Shut the hell up.” Despite the playful grit in your tone your cheeks were beet red. You didnt want to ponder too long on the things your friends would say in the morning. You made a mental note to personally apologize to all of them. Based on the smug look your mate wore, you were positive he would greet their complaints with not a singular fuck to give.

The next morning was somber.

To your pitiful glee, no one mentioned the night before. Though Az was sporting dark under eyes and tinged cheeks when you entered the kitchen for breakfast. You offered him a smile but the shadowsinger looked away quickly, clearing his throat before he was turning away to wash out his glass in the sink.

As of now it was just yourself, Azriel, and Cassian milling about the kitchen. Though you were moving through the motions of your daily routine, there was ilk hanging in the air. Leathers were donned by all three of you which was not unusual, though the arming to the teeth was. Azriel’s shadows flicked about his ankles anxiously, and Cassian was uncharacteristically quiet as he ate.

There was a collective decision between the three of you not to bring it up until Rhysand made his way downstairs, and when the heavy thud of his boots hit the first step downward you could not suppress the shudder that overtook you. He stood in the threshold of the kitchen, watching as your trio ate in silence. When it became apparent that you were all caught up in muddling thoughts he cleared his throat. When three sets of eyes were effectively on him he smiled tightly and bowed his head in greeting.

“We’ll go to the Steppes first. (Y/n) I need you to get into contact with Nadja. You will travel to the summer court with the Valkyries.” You nodded tightly, glancing at Cassian whose jaw was tight. “Mor is with Nadja already, she’ll travel with you.”

With soft eyes you returned your gaze to Rhysand, “We’ll leave today then. We’ll be slower on horseback than flying. It’ll take at least three days.”

“You're Not traveling on horseback. I have arranged for a ship to take you in order to avoid crossing any borders.” Rhys spoke, shoving his hands into his pockets, “I won't risk that until I know where everyone stands with us.”

Though the silence was deafening you nodded once more and rolled your shoulders back. Glancing between your friends you pressed this moment into your memories. The four of you standing in that kitchen, cramped with their wings and the building anxiety. The way Rhysand’s violet eyes dulled, the soft red glow of Cassian’s siphons, and the dark curl of Az’s shadows over his wings.

It would be a while before the four of you were together here again. You wished this wasnt something you feared would never occur again, the four of you together, doing something so simple as eating breakfast. But it was, and you were terrified.

But for now the feeling of safeness with the brothers would be enough, it had to be enough.

Steeling your nerves, you readied yourself for war.

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wonjaelgc · 8 months

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helloooo! this is so incredibly late, but it's me fifi ( lgcwenjun's mun ) with yet another lgc2nd muse ( and hoping that they stick this time ) !!! i bring to you choi wonjae – who has little direction in life!! i don't have any plot pages up for him but i do have a little about him underneath the cut as well as his profile here !! i'd love to get plots started with him, especially for trainee missions so !!! i am excited and will get to replying to ims asap 🫶🏻 i also have a twitter ( @ haoylt ) and discord if that's easier!!

some wonjae info

lived a pretty normal life growing up

his little brother really loved dancing and wonjae didn't really have any affinity for it but he'd follow his little brother to dance lessons, and send him for his dance classes too

has always been rly friendly, gets along well with classmates and people around him

enter highschool: wonjae's grown into his features, is taller and a little 'popular'

his best friend gets a girlfriend, and wonjae is happy for him. things go seemingly well, until wonjae’s suddenly cornered by his best friend’s girlfriend and she forces a kiss onto him.

he immediately pushes her away, but his best friend had seen it all. rumours start to circulate about wonjae stealing his best friend’s girlfriend – and inevitably, he loses his friends and people start to look at him a little differently.

he’s alienated by his friend group

TW DEATH: at sixteen both his mum and brother are caught in an accident. he's pulled out of class and informed about this. TW END

he doesn't go back to school, instead he moves to seoul with his dad and cuts contact with everyone from his past

fast forward and wonjae is in a new school, meets new people. he isn’t as talkative, but tries his best to get by. he’s got about two years left to finish up high school.

he isn’t really sure what it is that drives him to do so, but he decides to join a dance club in school. it reminds him of his younger brother, and what he couldn’t finish.

he does decently for his csats, but decides against going to university.

on his way back home from work at 19 years old, he’s scouted by someone from legacy. they say they like his face – tell him he’s got the look of someone who can achieve great things.

he sits on it for a while, and eventually auditions. he joins legacy in january 2023.

rn whenever he dances, he feels like he's living out the dream his little brother never got to – that's why he's so torn about it

#( .ooc )#( i need to start showing my second muses love too and stop treating wenjun like my favourite child

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misterradio · 11 months

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house of leaves has my mind blown at such random stuff. page 97 has a check mark in the corner.

[i'll add random other musings below]

notation 127 references a real book which is even on archive dot org..!!! and it says to check out a diagram But you need to log in to view the book. AAGHH!!

page 119 it is now time to be confused on how to read this 👍

nevermind the box is just all one long footnote. and the backwards box is like a reversal of the previous box.

"this is what happens when you hurry in a maze. the faster you go, the worse you are entangled"..... UH OH !

the footnotes along the sides are just BUILDING NAMES?? and then ARCHITECTS ??????? i do really like the cyclical nature of these notes, one makes u flip thru several pages and then you have to turn the book upside down and flip back thru the same pages. the last note in this series is right at the 2nd page in this sequence but along the side. makes me think of. a spiral ::-) makes me smile.

im just now realizing some of these notation marks are letters instead of numbers....X appears several times (that footnote is on page 107) but theres also like, LL (but if the first L was reversed)? and this one is F (page 122). not sure if there is a meaning here

page 127 guys this is scary

(page 151) "I was sorry to hear he disappeared. Do you know what happened to him?" HE WHAT?????

(page 620) okay i decided to read some more letters from (checks her name) Pelafina and. this is one is. ::-(

okay i finished her letters and wah........... sad. i wonder what was the one jewelry johnny kept from her.

(page 154) i already forgot what these different names were for ermmm lol. great hall and antechamber. i forgor

(page 159) the fact that the stairwell was around 13 miles long for Roberts' crew and then for Navdison its 100 feet.... LOLLLL F--K the explorers in particular

(page 192) YAY JED and wax !!! i never thought id be so so happy to see them again. yayyy. but now getting out is the next obstacle.. F--K OFF I CANT BELIEVE HOW SOONI SPOKE f--k this book

SICKENIINNNNGGGG!!!!!!!

(page 263) I LOVE THAT there are occasional emails from people after the 1st printing and someone says "what was all that crazy stuff in the introduction about guns and blood?" THATS WHAT IM SAYIINNGGGGG

(page 272) this makes me think that the stairwell is analogous to a throat..

(page 305) once again. witnessing the staircase lengthen and groan. makes me think it is literally swallowing navy.

(page 318) im so so glad wax survived YAY

(page 320) this made me get up and start pacing and smiling. like. this house wants navy so bad. SO BAD

(page 326) JOHNNY BECOMES SELF AWARE THAT HE A FICTIONAL CHARACTEr (scary)

btw i did find ouf the letters used in notations are actually symbols bc there is a photo of a graph of them on the inner cover. i dont actualy know how to look up what they are called at all tbh. theyre like. aircraft related.

(page 342) bruh this is new and scary. fhe house's shifting horror now extending beyond the imposible hallways but into the main house ...... what the......

(page 397) everyone in this book is so FREUDIAN !!!! like all the psychology is so fruedian i think.

(page 402) im so fascinated by these dream scenes i didnt expdct this book to really have a dream scene but there u go ^^__^^ im sad the promised third dream is missing......

OH YEAH BABY WE ACTUALLY HAVE A MINOTAUR PRESENT also in a dream scene. EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR A MINOTAUR PRESENCE

(page 406) this is some like. reverse tma thing. you know how in tma everyone who gives a statement to jon has nightmare of him. this is like what if jon did something to absolve everyone of their nightmares. huh. (also i havent gotten past this part i dont even know what navidson Does back in the house yet.........)

OH I JUST REALIZED THE SKETCHES IN APPENDIX II ARE JOHNNY'S. he mentioned doodling on any scraps of paper he had like mail and i was like heh. just like in the appendix. OH WAIT

i love that tgis chapter does NOT end in a period and ends with an open-ended sentence that segues into the next chapter. thats so neat ::-) idek if navy is still alive like wtf i dont know yet SHHH shhhh

(page 425) the dread this is imbuing in me. the floors tilting slightly wherever navy goes to guide him along. youre at the mercy of this house now..

(page 465) WHAT THE ? THIS BOOK IS WITHIN THISBBOOK? (navidson has a book titled house of leaves) WHAT?

(page 468) this desolation almost made me cry somehow . maybe logcially its not the worst thing thats happened in this book but the nothingness is crushing

this part makes u turn the book around a lot and i really did get a sense of dizziness while reading bc i realized i didnt know whether the text i was reading was really along the bottom of the page or what... also im still so tripped up that they mention this book by name, even say how many pages it has, and that 'maybe some of the pages are hard to read'. bro.

the song on page 479 is apparently "when johnny comes marching home" which i had to look up but thats where the tune of that song the ants go marching one by one comes from???? u learn something new every day.

i like that the footnote on page 488 is another of those aeronautic symbols (theres a chart of some of them on a collage in the back) and this one means "heavily injured, need a doctor"...............

(page 527) "and whenever she laughs the notes sing a call to Victory" STARTS BAWLING

okay i done YAYYYYYYYYY AAAUUUUUHHHHHHHHHGGGGHHHHHHHHHH i have yet to finish the appendices....

#original nonsense #personal #just a simple check mark... our little code so effortless and yet so rich in communication...........................#<- other than this im not sure why tgere is a check mark there.

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wntersinparis · 1 year

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welcome to the Succession here you get to rise to stardom on the season one of the newest streaming show and navigate your life through fame.

interest check ! successionhq is a discord rp ( 15 muns ) based around a new tv show where new and old industry babies are starring in the all new hit show against their competing show 'down the hatch', while also trying to stay away from scandals and get used to everyone on set. if interested please reblog !

this group will have a capacity of 15 muns. each mun is allowed to take up 4 muses. this is a pretty chill discord group. no drama, general rules apply to roleplaying. standard rp rules. please be diverse with muses, don’t make all of them white when applying. the muses must also be between the ages of 20-26. muns must be 18+ and fc must be 20+. if interested please reblog.

APPLICATION

* ___ = fill in the blank ,, submit through submissions .

faceclaim, gender, pronouns, age, what status is your muse A to E List. ( timezone , age, name )

nice to meet you LAST NAME , FIRST NAME. i am your director, anita. think if succession lime the show dynasty, nothing but plot twists, scandals, and glamour. before we start can you let me know a bit about yourself? any hobbies? 3 HOBBIES. nice! anything else we would know about you? ANY PETS, PAST RELATIONSHIPS, PARENTAL STATUS, SECRETS, or FUN FACTS. good to know, i did see in a few articles with your name. once SCANDAL. that seemed pretty serious but there's also CHARITY EVENT/GOOD PRESS, so im sure we can work something out here. i see here that you are with AGENCY NAME. well please go ahead and start your audition whenever you're ready.

"oh?! im the idiot?! are you ____, can't you see... she never cared...all she ever wanted to do was ______ you for your money and then use the rest of us for cover. what did you expect. you bring some young ____ into the family and not think she wont use you for your money? its _____, really. you just got used, you ____ over yourself, the family, and all because ______, so who's the idiot of the group now?"

beautiful, could you please, read just one more monologue for me.

"do you understand how hard it is to ______. i work my ass off and yet everyones just a _____ at the end of the day. but noooooo god forbid i have an opinion or an actual fact about a situation because i'm only good for ____. like cmon, seriously...i bet if i ______ and _______ everyone would open their eyes then and stop being so incompetent. i swear i don't do anything, all i do is ______ and _____ and occasionally _______ , but theres no harm in any of that. god i hate this world...i need some _______."

thank you so much for auditioning, if our casting director is interested you will be receiving a call back soon.

#discord grp #discordgrp #discord rp #indie grp #indie rp #indiegrp #indierp

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quickdeaths · 7 months

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☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

I have a few, so in no real particular order

Dropping threads/not replying to starters without saying anything. I try to be communicative about things when I can (although I'm sure I don't always succeed) and I'm happy to make changes, or move things in a particular direction, do a timeskip, location change, whatever if the need is there. What I can't do anything about, though, is when someone drops a thread with me or sees a starter I wrote for them and decides not to respond without saying anything to me.

It puts me in a state of like "are they gonna reply? should I send them a message or would that be bothering them? if I send in a meme or like their starter call, will they be annoyed because we already have something and they're just working on it? I understand that not every thread can continue for 40+ replies, and not every starter is a 10/10 out the gate, but I can't know what's up if people won't tell me.

Blatantly ignoring easily-available information (especially for ship purposes). This doesn't happen too much anymore, but it used to happen with some frequency, where people who I barely knew, or hadn't written with much, would pitch me on things that contradicted some of the most basic things on my muses' pages. There's a lot to read and everyone makes mistakes on things sometimes, that's not really an issue, but, for example, on some of my other blogs there was a small pattern of people trying to pitch m/f ships for my lesbian characters, when my character's sexuality was like the third line from the top on my page.

Way too much OOC content. People can run their blogs as they like, and it's not my right to tell people what they can and can't do, however, something that personally drives me a little crazy is when I see a new RP blog that will make upwards of like ten posts a day that are aesthetic posts, OOC life updates, shipping calls, memes, and other miscellaneous posts, while answering IC memes or writing threads maybe extremely infrequently. I remember on another blog following someone, and at the point where I softblocked them, they were making three or four posts a day, without fail, and yet I had to go back over two months to find IC content. It's just not really compatible with how I like to handle my experience.

Blog hopping. I understand that there are valid reasons to archive or delete a blog and remake it, but occasionally I have seen people go through like a blog every month or two, or go from having a single-muse blog, to putting their character on their multi, to making a new single-muse, to remaking the multi and putting them there again, to putting them on a single-muse again, etc. etc. The explanation that I often hear is that people want a clean slate, or things got too crazy, they want to get away from some problem, or something like that, but then they will keep the same URL, the same aesthetics, re-follow all the same partners, keep the same ships, etc.

The analogy that I use is like, if you have bedbugs, moving to a new apartment but bringing the old frame, mattress, and bedding is not going to help you. Sooner or later you're going to have the same problems again. For me, as well, it's a struggle to keep up with past threads or interactions, conversations that might have been had in IMs, etc. if they're spread out across lots of different blogs. It's just not really an impulse I understand, and I find it disruptive, especially when consistently paired with dropping all threads and wanting to start new threads with the same characters.

#answered memes #thanks for the ask!#chibitantei #i am a queen of salt #look upon my works ye mighty and despair

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secretkeeper007 · 2 years

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Okay I haven't had a chance to properly listen to the album yet (with no distractions and lyrics in front of me) but I have listened to it on my way to and from the mall so... Thoughts on initial listen:

Love from the Other Side: perfect. Amazing. There's a very good reason it's a single AND the first track on the album. Very reminiscent of early fob, especially infinity on high and folie a deux era.

Heartbreak Feels So Good: Not my favorite, gets very repetitive at times, but still very very good, very catchy and easy to sing along to. Again, there's a reason this was one of the singles

Hold Me Like A Grudge: Yeah this is really good. Again, good reason for it to be a single. The lyrics "part time soulmate full time problem" are hilarious and also relatable

Fake Out: Great song. Very good to dance to

Heaven, Iowa: if I'm not mistaken, this is the song Patrick was fighting very hard to keep off the album. Very happy to say Patrick was very wrong, this song is amazing and perfect and hits so good. It's also one of the songs that's title isn't *in* the song, which feels like a solid callback to pre-hiatus fob

So Good Right Now: great song! Great to jam out to in your car while driving to the mall

The Pink Seashell: not really a song. It was interesting I guess? Will have to listen more closely

I Am My Own Muse: another song I will have to listen to more closely. Sounded good, unfortunately I was dodging traffic and dealing with an unruly parking lot when this came on so didn't get a good listen

Flu Game: also didn't get a good listen to this song. Im pretty sure I liked it a lot but will def have to give another listen. Another song where the title is not in the song

Baby Annihilation: oh yeah Pete Wentz poetry. Solid callback to when Pete would just recite poetry and the end of songs. Specifically feels very close to his outro in 20 Dollar Nosebleed, but like updated? Part of me wishes it had been tied to a specific song, but another part respects it being left solo

The Kintsugi Kid: SO GOOD! One of my favorites on the album. It just hit really really good

What A Time to Be Alive: also one of my favorites. Absolute bop.

So Much (For) Stardust: y'all. This one. This is the best song. There's a good reason this is the album title. There's a good reason this is the last track. It is fucking incredible. I literally started crying. I knew it was gonna be good just from the opening violins, but holy shit. I cried through the whole song cuz it was just so good.

This whole album feels like a love letter to their past selves. And also their future selves. It's a love letter to everything they've ever created and everyone that's ever passed through their lives, even for just a moment. Lots of the songs have to do with love or heartbreak and I don't think it's about specific people but about specific times in their lives. I don't know. It's a really good album and I love it a lot. It's a really good balance of pre-hiatus fob, post-hiatus fob, and a completely new sound that they had yet to touch on until now.

I will be listening to this for the next week, and crying over how much this band has always meant to me and will always mean to me.

#fall out boy #fob #so much for stardust

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lgcriye · 2 years

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* 𝐈. MEET JO RI YE

hi !!! i’m so excited to be here with all of you !!! first of all , my name is junie ( he & they ) & i’m here to introduce you to my first muse here —— jo ri ye ( 조리예 ) !!! i was very inspired by the life & times of song jia ( freezia ) , as well as the iconic movie characters fern ❝ vylette ❞ mayo of jawbreaker ( 1999 ) , regina george of mean girls ( 2004 ) & jennifer check of jennifer’s body ( 2009 ) !!! more information about her is below the cut , & if you’re interested in plotting or writing with us , lmk somehow !!! i’m sticking to tumblr im’s for now , but may be persuaded to make a twt or d*scord in the future if you bully me into it 👀 !!!

* 𝐈𝐈. STATS & BASICS

BIRTH NAME jo ri - ye ( 조리예 ) BIRTHDATE 30 october 2001 ( twenty1 years old ) GENDER cisgender female ( she / her / hers ) ORIENTATION heterosexual ( single ) EDUCATION high school graduate ( class of 2020 , kyunggi girls’ high school ) RELIGIOUS AFFIL non - religious ///

* 𝐈𝐈𝐈. PAST TO PRESENT

/// riye was born in seoul , south korea to a housekeeper & maintenance technician that were often called upon by the rich for their services . though her parents did their best , they only made enough to put food on the table for the three of them & a cozy ( yet quite small ) roof over their heads . some argue that they were living well beyond their means in the first place & that they wouldn’t actually be so poor if they didn’t live in an expensive area of the city , but it was close to the homes they would clean & service , & they also wanted their daughter to attend the amazing schools in the area . so , that said , their entire joint income went to the roof over their heads , paying bills , stocking food in the fridge when they could , & to the exorbitant cost of tuition for excellent private schooling for riye . however , no matter how good their intentions were , this set her up for failure later on in life .

/// as she grew up around some of the wealthiest kids & teens in seoul , it was only natural that she would compare herself to others . all of them possessed the newest technologies , the most gorgeous designer clothes , & had access to the best salons . it was obvious from the start that , despite paying the bill for her attendance each year , riye & her family didn’t have much to offer in comparisons to the others . it caused her to be bullied , & this gave her a pretty grim view of life . though , later on , specifically in grades 9 & 10 , she hatched a master plan . when her mom or dad would go to work , she would offer to go & ❝ help ❞ them , but in reality , she would raid the closets of the home - owners & upload photos of herself wearing their clothing on instagram . this got people talking & a new attention was spotlighted onto her .

/// further into her later high school years , riye learned that men are often much more simple than women , & while the girls in her class were never convinced of her supposed ❝ new life ❞ , the guys seemed to pay her much more attention —— often asking themselves if she’s always been as beautiful as she is , & wondering how they hadn’t noticed her until now . it made her laugh because she felt almost sorry for them , but at least she was able to dupe them into doing things for her & rely on them for ❝ entertainment ❞ from time - to - time . though , right before graduating high school , things became simultaneously better & worse . one , she was exposed for being ❝ fake ❞ & was made the laughing stock of her graduating class . two , her parents left their jobs after working hard to become certified real estate agents , & that boosted their income a lot due to the connections they’d made as a housekeeper & maintenance tech , & three , she was scouted by an entertainment company while out shopping in january of 2020 .

/// hoping to start anew at the company , riye slowly but surely transformed herself into the quintessential queen bee mean girl that she always secretly envied . now that her parents actually have money in the bank , she has the funds to back up her superficial attitude & her desire for material luxuries , which has only created her into an even bigger monster . she’s dead - set on succeeding in this path as revenge to those she felt wronged by in high school , & nothing ( or no one ) will stand in her way . it’s never been easy for her to make friends , & that hasn’t changed , but at this point , she doesn’t feel like she needs them . so long as she has ❝ admirers ❞ , she’s convinced she’ll be all right , even if she can’t help but feel pretty lonely sometimes .

* 𝐈𝐕. TIDS & BITS

/// she’s the type of person who hates small talk & would much rather get right into the deep stuff . this trait of hers can be a little overwhelming for some , but if she finds you boring or un - fascinating in anyway , she’ll likely never speak to you again , so at least there’s that .

/// her likes & dislikes are strong & she will not fail you to let you know when she’s pleased or displeased . her standards for people are also sky high , & she can be very judgmental unless you’re on her good side . it can be said that she gets along better with men rather than women , but it’s only because she doesn’t feel threatened by them . given the overly competitive atmosphere of the company , she often views all women & afab individuals as competition . i hate this for her & do hope she can make at least a few good friends at some point , but we’ll see .

/// is your muse an idol , a debuted model or actor ? if so , get ready to run because we have a grade - a social climber here ! if she senses that being a friend to you will benefit her in anyway whatsoever , she’ll do her best to get into your social circle . trust me on this one . she can be extremely manipulative & effervescent when she needs to be .

/// as scary as she can be , she surprisingly has a wicked sense of humor & a wit as quick as lightning . queen of one - liners , master of insults , & purveyor of sinisterly hilarious banter . deep down , she loves chaos , even if she has to be the one who starts it . she’s likable from a distance so to speak , & for those she can stomach , she loves a good time , but remember , she only lets those she cherishes the most behind the velvet rope . she likes the idea of many people being on the outside looking in , sort of like how she was in the past .

/// often tries to dupe people into doing things for her . she’ll have no issue flirting with someone in order to get that attention from them either . she identifies as heterosexual ( sadly ) , but will lead someone of the same sex on if it meant that they’d do her bidding . she’s ruthless like that .

/// addendum ( 20221114 ) i forgot to mention up above that riye changed her name shortly before she started training !! she felt her former name was unlucky , so she updated to jo ri - ye in jan 2020 !! if you’re curious , her og birth name was jo ah young .

#* 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 / introduction.#lgc:intro #this got so long i'm so sorry to everyone who reads this 😅#can't wait to plot though and i hope she doesn't scare you away !!!

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lgchanbin · 2 years

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𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐆 .. 𝐆𝐎 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐁𝐈𝐍 !

hi everyone! i go by SAWYER (any pronouns he/she/they) and after eyeing lgc for quite some months .. i've decided to take the leap and finally join ! i'm super excited to be here with this muse i've had in my head for a while now ! i see all your messages in my ims and i'll get back to you all as soon as i can. ♡ the quickest way to get to know this must is probably though his STATS PAGE, but i'll try to put a few quick facts under the read more and some connection ideas to help get things started. just a quick note; i'm still getting my bearings and am not yet sure what events are going on and what he can participate in, so a little guidance would be super appreciated ! i also just want to give everyone a heads up that this blog is stuck on the new post editor since it's a new blog, so cutting posts might be difficult with me for a while. i'm still figuring it out. so i appreciate your patience with me in the meantime !

𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐁𝐈𝐍 !

the son of a b-list actor and a first generation idol who had a very short-lived career, hanbin has been called every alternative name for a nepotism baby that there is. despite neither of his parents being especially successful in their respective careers, he's been the target of bullying and scrutiny of his peers for most of his life.

a bit of a tumultuous past, hanbin was born in korea, but spent most of his schooling years in los angeles, california where he went by the name benjamin "ben" go. he moved back to seoul near the beginning of high school and typically prefers to be called hanbin rather than his chosen english name.

he's a rather soft spoken sort of kid, a bit insecure due to the cruel nature of previous classmates and peers. he would very much like to be responsible for his own name and reputation, but somehow he still lingers in the shadow of his parents' names. a very hard worker in lessons and wants desperately to be liked by his peers.

signed to lgc ent. in january 2020, so just going on his third year with the company. he's probably a bit antsy to see what becomes of his career, if he'll find more success or follow down the same mediocre path as his family members. he's trying very hard to be patient, but i think he is struggling with doubts if he'll ever see the stage.

𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐒 & 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 !

while i don't imagine that his parents are especially popular —certainly not his mother— i do think it might be fun to have a muse who's familiar with their work, possibly inspired by them ?? a fan who thinks that they deserved better than where their careers have gone?

i'm a very big fan of negative relationships; if anyone has a muse who would resent him for being "born into" the entertainment industry, who would call him a nepotism baby to his face or otherwise act like he shouldn't be here without the connections his family has. perhaps it could turn into enemies to lovers ??

other trainees signed in january 2020 ?? better if your muse has already debuted; hanbin will undoubtedly compare his own career to your muse's and agonize over why he's not good enough yet. friendly rivalries can be fun as well — friends who push one another to improve in various ways. i believe hanbin has a competitive nature that could be awoken with the right motivation !

i love love and writing romantic interactions ! give me all sorts of different lovey plots ! unrequited crushes ( either on hanbin's side or your muse's side ), puppy love, exes, almosts, yearning and pining, whatever ! i'm not 100% certain of my muse's sexuality yet —and hanbin himself might not be 100% certain himself !— so i'm open to discussion and a little self discovery with my muse.

hanbin's sister is currently an npc with minimal development. if anyone is looking for a second or third muse, i would love to see her in the directory too someday ! that said, i think trusting people with a family connection is scarier than trusting people with a ship, so i'm looking for great co-writing chemistry ooc with anyone who's interested in picking up this connection someday !

other, less closely related family members i'm less picky about ! if anyone's muse's story fits a plot for cousins or other distant relatives, let's talk !

i'll add more ideas to this post as they come to me, but this is all i have for now. i'm looking forward to meeting everyone and getting this boy involved !

#— behind the curtain ; ooc #lgc:intro

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tyonfs · 1 year

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GIRL DONT GET ME STARTED ON WEBTOONS I WILL NEVER SHUT UP!!!!

but omg yeah i see what u mean w operation true love HAHA the sister is so annoying so it gives me SO MUCH satisfaction to see her not getting her way rn!! omg if u do decide to start it again lmk!!! 🤭 AND JIMIN AND YE EUN ARE GETTING THEIR OWN WEBTOON??? OMG E2L ARC I LOVE THEM SM CRIESNFKGNRN

i'm literally keeping up w so many webtoons rn (i gave up on anime bc of webtoons im sorry alice 😭😔) but my two absolute favs r seasons of blossom and honey lemon!!! (both of them update on the same day too so that's lucky for me LOL) but i recently found this new webtoon called muse on fame and i am Very Invested already!!! i also keep up w hello baby, go away romeo, operation: true love, maybe meant to be, the guy upstairs, get schooled!, perfect marriage revenge, there must be happy endings, dark moon: the blood altar, and marry my husband!! plus a lot of daily pass ones like designated bully, reality quest etc. OH and i don't even like horror but i found this rlly good dystopian one called everything is fine! it's currently on hiatus but i m super excited for the next season! i might also start purple hyacinth bc it's on hiatus rn and i can catch up quickly! beyond virtual is also rlly cool but it's also on hiatus rn unfortunately :(

which are ur fav webtoons??

also omg i saw u saw the dreamies live!!! THATS SO AWESOME I SHALL HAVE TO LIVE VICARIOUSLY THRU U :') which of their songs did u enjoy seeing live the most? and how were they irl? like . do they look the same as in videos? (idk if this makes sense but like are they taller than they seem or like. basically how are their personalities irl? 😭)

I'm so sorry for the long ask lmao i tend to get too excited whenever someone asks me ab webtoons 💀🥲 i hope ur day has been great and you got to eat lots of good food and stayed hydrated!! – anime :)

HAHAH i’ve been on the webtoon grind for the past 6 years it’s hard to escape 🫨

the art style is still rlly nice so i would consider reading true love operation tbh LMAOAO but love triangles also stress me out 😔 (odd girl out you have ruined me) also i’m not sure if i translated the raws wrong but i think they’re just getting extra chapters :’)) lowkey…….. i like them more than the main couple 🫣

LMAOAODJJ ANIME ANON U EVOLVED INTO WEBTOON ANON 😩 omg seasons of blossom is my absolute fav i remember when the first three chapters were out and i thought it was the cutest webtoon ever and now it’s the most emotionally damaging work of art i’ve ever read 😭💗 i fast passed to the end and wow. incredibly beautiful. and honey lemon is so cute too!!! i hate the boyfriend 😡😡😡 cant wait for her to break up with him!!! omg muse on fame is sooo good i love the art style so much 🤭 hello baby is from the author of age matters right ?? i subscribed but i’m yet to check it out :0 i will have to once i catch up with unordinary LOL

omg i read those too except the daily pass ones 😩 dear x and suhee0 are the only ones i’ve been trying to keep up with </3 everything is fine is one of my favoritesss i’m so sad it’s been on hiatus tho 😔 omg the hybe webtoons im ngl i think the only one that caught my attention was the lesserafim one :’)

hmm i’d say my favorites at the moment are seasons of blossom, villain with a crush, cursed princess club, phone addict, our secret alliance, odd girl out, exchange student, the fox club, act like you love me, my dud to stud boyfriend, and after school lessons for unripe apples 💗💗 my all time favorites would have to be romance 101, swimming lessons for a mermaid, and seasons of blossom 🌷🌷

oh my god i have post concert memory loss from tds2 i swear but they were so unreal 😭💖 like i couldn’t believe they were right in front of my eyes they were incredibleee i think my fav stage to watch was trigger the fever 🥹🥹 ngl i think they’re shorter irl . but my guy friends are also 6’3 and i’m pretty short so i have a skewed perception anyways LMAOAO but they’re so passionate when they perform and RENJUN was so energetic i was so soft watching him 🥰 but they are all so much more gorgeous irl like YES they are beautiful on camera but it’s such a different experience in the flesh

don’t apologize !!! also i hope you’re staying healthy as well and make sure you have a good day 🥰💖

#asks #anime anon

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nithhaiahh · 2 years

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TOP 5 SONG ASSOCIATIONS • share the top songs in your playlist that most inspire/represent your muse(s). bonus points if you include lyrics to go along with it!

OOOFFF, each chapter of her life is based in a song. I guess I’ll pick just a few... (literally 5 hours later because is hard to pick btw 559 songs so I’m sorry i got like 9 or 10 here)

Cadence of Her Last Breath - Nightwish

Running for her life / This piece pretty much shows The dark rain from her eyes still falls / how Nith felt during her last day Breathtaking butterfly / at home before her father killed Chose a dark day to live / her mother and so she had to run away

For her days serving Demacia there are too many... So I’m gonna make an honorable mention first:

- Persona 3 Ending / Memories of you This is Nith singing to the memory of her lost lover and her comrades who died during the Civil War on Demacia.

UNLIMITS - ハルカカナタ (Haruka Kanata)

In this town constructed with sweet and bitter concrete. / Nith’s last stand Into the far distance, towards the faraway sky, / against Demacia our voice will be able to fly away. / and it’s stupid It'll rise higher and reach anywhere, no matter how far. / rules.

This town is filled with rules of the egoists. / The last bit of hope My hands and feet are tied down by these heavy chains. / she had about her Yet, because I don't want to be dragged by others, / freedom before... I'm still struggling hard to free myself. / Sylas happened.

During the years Nith loses her sanity:

- Hold on to You / NateWantsToBattle Nith trying her best to not forget about her fiance and herself. How deeply she loved him and how she promised him to be a good person... but is she still herself? Is she still human?

- Again / Araki She begins to lose her mind.

- For the Heart I once Had / Nightwish She accepts what she lost... that he is gone and so is her humanity.

Rest Calm - Nightwish

Every little memory resting calm in me / She is letting those memories die Resting in a dream / within her and only focus Smiling back at me / on remembering the bright The faces of the past keep / moments she had with them calling me to come back home / until the mist consumes her To caress the river with awe / completely.

Unleashe - Amanda ~ acoustic version here

Where was I meant to be? / Ever since she was born she was I feel I'm lost in a dream / blamed. It all felt unreal. She was Long for the day I can be myself / always used as a puppet, a doll. When I'm free / She wants to be herself, she wants When my sun has set / to be accepted for who she truly is. Released my soul forever / Human, undead, she just wants I'll have no regret / a place, someone, to care for To be free / her because of who is she.

And well I can’t pick a final song yet for the part of her accepting herself and finding a family who loves her so I’ll leave it with this two songs:

A New Age Dawns / Epica ~ acoustic version here

We can't undo what we have done / The lyrics are clear, she So show us now what we've become / finally accepted herself. Confront us with our viciousness And our weakness We can't evade our destiny So show responsibility For we all surely have a sense Of our consciousness

And this is pretty much the only happy cheerful song in this list:

Knew day / (K) NoW_NAME

The bonds we left gathering dust have connected; With our pasts and futures standing back to back, We’ll never turn our backs on that answer we’ll someday find, Grasping the light and going beyond tomorrow – as many times as it takes!

Tagged by: @infinite-xerath Tagging: (im sorry) @hook-and-chains , @luminaryxlight , @spiider-caller , @voidborn-terror , @corvoimperiale , @adventastic , @angelbroad

#nith reference~#a banshee's cry~#a banshee singing~

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tvrningout-archived · 2 years

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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.

tagged by: @londonfallen and @hauntedreality, if i'm not mistaken! thank you both very much!!!!

tagging: i can't be sure who has and hasn't done this yet, so!! steal it and say i tagged you!!

Name: bel! it's an alias with a silly explanation that i might just explain if you ask ;)

Pronouns: she/her

Preference of communication: discord simply bc tumblr im's tend to glitch on me, though i won't lie... i'm pretty hit and miss with messages in general ;n; sometimes i do really well, and other times i think it's been only two days since i messaged back and it's really been two weeks. that being said, pls don't be afraid to nudge me or remind me! i swear i'm never ignoring someone on purpose -- i just get busy and then very forgetful.

Name of muse(s): i have so many at this point :' ) but i can say the muses i reach for most often are chiyo, hyouka, and kaiya. i can pretty much write any of my muses any of the time, though!

Experience/how long (months/years?): i guess with the new year finally here, i can officially say i've been rping for 10 years!! which is crazy to me!!

Platforms you’ve used: mainly tumblr, but with some friends in the past, i've used skype, kik, and discord. i did have a twitter for one rp group once upon a time, but that didn't really stick.

Pet peeves / dealbreakers: just basically don't be rude and don't be gross and we're good! i'm kinda at the point where i try to be very careful and wary of who i follow anyway, and i will say if i see " highly selective towards oc's " in someone's rules, i usually won't follow first thanks to a bad experience.

Fluff, angst, or smut: all of the above B))) fluff does tend to be my favorite, but i like to mix angst in and get a nice hurt/comfort thing going. if i write straight angst, i like there to be some fluff to console everyone at the end :' ) as for smut, it's something i'll write for ask prompts mostly, but with someone i'm comfortable with, i wouldn't mind writing threads out! it's my mushy side coming out, but i think it can be really romantic -- or playful and fun or whatever it needs to be in the moment, and i'd love to explore that aspect of my muses more!

Plots or memes: both, but i'm probably a lil faster with memes :' )

long or short replies: both, but let's face it... if i'm involved, that reply is gonna end up on the long side asdfg

Best time to write: i used to think late at night, but i really think it's just whenever i have a quiet moment, which just happens to be at night most of the time. i need to feel like there aren't any pressing matters for me to be most productive.

Are you like your muse(s): hmmm maybe in bits and pieces? i do gift my muses lil aspects of myself sometimes -- like chiyo's love for shounen manga ( including the series she grew up with asdf ). i think if i were to say i'm most like any of my muses, it'd probably be makiko bc i, too, am on the shy side with new people and get in my head about what they might think of me uvu we're both works in progress and that's okay!

#get ready to ramble | ooc #thanks again for tagging me!!#these are always fun to do and a nice way to get to know each other!

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𝐏𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐇. 𝟐𝟗. 𝐒𝐇𝐄/𝐇𝐄𝐑. 𝐄𝐒𝐓.

Tired and I’m not super speedy with replies. Please be sure to read my rules before asking to write together, but if after that you’re still interested please message me as I’m typically open to plot and can usually make new characters if need be!

Has it been a while since I’ve responded to a DM/IM? Check my personal post tag to see if I’ve made any updates.

APRIL 2023: Currently on a HIATUS. Replies will be very sporadic; not accepting new plots.

ABOUT • RULES • CHARACTERS • NAVIGATION • PLOT BUNNIES • ASK MEMES

Characters lacking a bio doesn’t indicate being a “main” or “test” character, it just means I haven’t gotten to it yet. Since I can’t have two pinned posts, below the cut are specific plot ideas I’d like for some of my characters. They can be revised as necessary to fit other genres aside from modern day. Please review their general information on my character page!

These are just the main things to keep in mind, but please read my FULL RULES before asking to write together!

• I will not write with anyone or any character under the age of 21. No exceptions. Same goes for the FC of your character, they must be 21+. • I reply about 1-2 times per week. I can’t do frequent replies every day or every other day due to my busy schedule. • Please DO NOT reblog any of my graphics unless you were tagged in it or have otherwise received my explicit permission to do so. • Most of my characters are women as I primarily write F/F for romantic ships because that’s what I’m most comfortable with, but I am willing to write other gender romantic pairings. Anything goes for platonic relationships. If you’re interested in a M/F ship with one of my women characters, you can ask but I’m picky, sorry. Most prefer women anyway despite whatever sexuality they are. • I’m open to platonic plots and encourage them too! • I’m open to just about any genre despite whatever genre I write my characters in as their main verse. They’re nearly all pretty flexible with being dropped into other settings and I enjoy branching out and doing different types of genres.

𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑-𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐂 𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐒

If romance isn’t specified then the plot doesn’t have to include it. The gender-pairings listed are only applicable when it comes to romantic connections, but irrelevant otherwise.

My muse for my guys is fickle which is why there are few to no plots listed for them. If you're interested in any of my guys let me know and we can create a plot together!

ALEXIS CAINE. 37. Medical examiner (mildly corrupt). F/F.

M.E./“Client”; changes the evidence to push a case into her favor for the sake of your character who is either being wrongly charged/suspected (e.g. being framed) or is on a track for receiving a harsh punishment for something that wasn’t their fault or an accident.

Coworkers-ish; she’s convinced to work with a private detective and help them with a case. Maybe the P.I. discovered what she does: tampering with evidence if she deems the case being unfair against the suspect, whom she will meet with first prior to agreeing to work together. They could’ve baited her into meeting.

Friends to lovers; your character could be the lawyer she works with on the cases which she’s altered the evidence or someone she works with (lab tech, detective, etc.). Basically sunshine/grump dynamics.

ALIZEH ROSHAN. 37. Personal assistant (aspiring chief of law). F/F.

Boss/P.A.; she’ll try to leave as soon as things heat up.

Exes/Past affair; in a chose of the relationship or her career Alizeh would pick her career. This could’ve been why things ended or not or one of many reasons.

Rivals to lovers; coworkers, working for rival companies, or your character could be CEO of a startup that’s rivaling Alizeh’s boss’ company, etc.

CAMILLA ZHU. 58. Spy / Hitman for a criminal organization. F/F.

Hitman, Spy/Target (can be a criminal, wealthy/prominent public figure, or regular civilian)

Mentor/Protégé

Rivals; whether they work with the same organization or they work on opposing sides.

Defective agent; someone who gets her to betray her organization and either work for a rivaling organization or partner up with your character and they work independently.

Betrayal (ex-friends, lovers, or something in between); current or former partners where one betrayed the other.

Enemies to friends/lovers; forced to work together for a mission, but start out hating one another.

Forced proximity; forced partnership for a mission leads to forced proximity (sharing a room/only one bed, hiding in lots of cramped spaces that puts them physically close, etc.); this can go with any of the above ideas.

ESPERANZA CORONA. 43. Councilperson. F/F, M/F.

Exes; from before she became a councilperson.

Target/Hitman; someone is targeting her for a shot at her seat.

Rivals; a rivaling politician or up and coming politician.

EVA HAWTHORNE. 47. Socialite / Artist (anonymous). F/F.

Crime; can be pulled into crime unwittingly as an art forger.

Boss’s wife/Personal Assistant; Eva is gay but very lowkey, almost secretive, about it due to being married to a prominent man for the sake of her family. This could be a legal age gap, but no one under 35.

INGRID SALINAS. 42. Head of herpetology at a museum. F/F, F/M.

Spouses; with a rocky relationship. She doesn’t know how to fix things so she focuses more on work yet at the same time fears the relationship’s ending in the same poor way her parents’ marriage did.

Chloe; something inspired by the movie about a married woman hiring someone (but doesn’t have to be an escort in our plot, they could be a PI) to find out information on her spouse.

JAIMIE KING. 31. Black Market Dealer / Hunter (post-apocalyptic setting). F/F, F/M.

Ex-best friends; someone she abandoned or betrayed to save herself.

KALANI ENNIS. 38. Hitman / Criminal informant. F/F.

Lawful/Lawless; Kalani, seeking to try and turn her life around, starts working as an informant to help your character chase down other criminals.

Hitman/Target; The target she can’t bring herself to kill.

MARCELLA ESPADA-SHIRAZI. ~300 / 40. Vampire (can be written in a non-supernatural setting as a human). Hitman. F/F.

Almost lovers

Hitman/Target

Hitman/Hitman

Ex-friend, partner, etc.; Someone who knew her in the past as a lawyer before she became the wrathful, hollow version of herself that she is now.

Platonic or Romantic anything; Someone to teach her how to let go of her grief and channel her rage into something constructive.

REGAN SLOANE. 32. Bodyguard. F/F.

Hired for a heist; but she ends up getting close to your character who could either be a team member for the heist or the target.

Bodyguard/Client; your character could be a criminal, someone of importance, etc. that Regan has to protect.

RILEY THORTON. 35. Hitman. F/F, F/M.

Past gang member; someone who was apart of the gang she brought to ruin. They could be someone who had a high position (not the leader, as they’re deceased) and want revenge for some reason.

Investigator/Hitman; Someone who’s onto Riley, but doesn’t yet have solid enough evidence that she’s behind the gang’s collapse and this could be their big break if they can crack the story open. In this scenario Riley would work as a bartender as a cover job.

Clients; someone who’s hired her past or present and starts to be a repeat client for some reason and use this opportunity to get to know her.

Hitman vs. Hitman; someone who’s been hired to target Riley for something she did to the client that crossed them enough to want her gone.

SEVERIN VOLKE. Ancient; appears 38. Angel. Hitman / Various crime. F/F, *F/M (*for a casual relationship)

Guardian angel/Charge; Severin is a terrible angel and was exiled from Heaven for their violence and disobedience. In the process of turning into a fallen angel. They could protect your character for selfish reasons, but end up coming to their rescue (or to be a nuisance) on multiple occasions.

Guardian demon/Charge; similar to the above except Severin has nearly finished the transition from fallen angel to demon. Though they’ve embraced their chaotic nature there’s still a small part of them that’s good and that part is what leads them to protect your character.

VASCO RIVAS. 30. Thief. M/M, M/F. Original verse is historical, but can be switched into another with ease.

Thief/Target (royalty, noble, commoner)

Forbidden relationship; gap in social status

VALDIS ALMAZAN SOLVEIG. 41. Werewolf. Homicide detective / Bodyguard. F/F.

Bodyguard (maybe hitman)/Client; bonus if the client is a prominent criminal, preferably one who isn’t totally cold-hearted. Valdis could come to work as a hitman or bodyguard for your character if she comes to respect them enough.

Detective/Relative or friend of victim

Detective/Lawyer

VALERIA AGUILAR. 50. Hitman. F/F. Note: she’s immortal, but doesn’t think there’s anyone else out in the world who is as well.

Another immortal person

Scientist/Subject; someone trying to capture her in order to analyze her genetic makeup and biological structure to figure out how she’s immortal, how the accelerated healing processes work, the limits of her immortality/healing, and/or how to weaponize it, etc.

Liberation; she’s captured in a science lab, being used as a test subject but your character chooses to secretly try and help her escape despite this also putting your character in danger.

Hitman/Target, Hitman, or Client

Enemies or friends with benefits to lovers

YANMEI YIN. 53. Editor-in-chief at EXPOSÉ. F/F, F/M. Can also be written further back in her lifetime when she still worked as a police detective pre- or post-coverup scandal before quitting to pursue journalism.

Target/Hunter; someone related to a person who’s had their wrongdoings exposed by Yanmei and either are going after her themselves or your character is someone who’s been hired by someone to go after Yanmei. Doesn’t necessarily have to be a hitman!

Informant; the one Yanmei goes to for advice repeatedly. She knows they don’t work exclusively for her so she’s careful around them. The price asked of her could become more dangerous and not just about money.

Ex-spouses; Yanmei was married once, though it fell apart for a variety of reasons, but in part because of her unyielding personality although she’d have been gentler in a relationship. But still stubborn and blunt with her opinions. They’re always chasing stories too.

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