#and this is a foundation degree and i coukd tack on a third year at the end to get a full degree
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Should I book an open day for this course because I can't stop thinking about it.
#it's on 15th march#I'm really torn up about this. i had fully given up the idea of ever getting a degree.#and this is a foundation degree and i coukd tack on a third year at the end to get a full degree#but the course is niche enough that i could probably carry on with what i want to do anyway so i could just do the two years#but it's full time#and it's just that little bit too far to commute everyday#so I'd have to stay there which leaves me in exactly the same position i was in two years ago#so i don't know if it's worth getting my hopes up#or if going to the open day will actually help me get perspective because it's so perfect on paper#i know there's no timeline for this kind of thing and i can still get my degree in ten years if i wanted to#it's just the feeling that i won't ever be well enough. what it always comes back to.#because if i just wanted a degree i could just do it through the OU. but there's no point.#because i could get any old degree that i won't use just to then have a degree#but the kind of degree i would actually want and use i wouldn't be able to do distanced because it's too hands on#and if I'm paying to learn i want to be able to have access to studio space and equipment.#idk. i might just go to the open day to get it out of my system.#it might absolutely crush my dreams but idk maybe then at least I'll stop getting my hopes up#things like this really suck when they're JUST the wrong side of achievable
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