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revenancy · 12 days ago

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i think part of my problem right now is that my dysphoria keeps getting worse + worse + unfortunately this is not the best time to be experiencing severe gender dysphoria in bible belt america. it's not exactly going to be easy for me to access gender-affirming care no matter where i live + without the resources/insurance to access that kind of medical care.

also i need to find my sun lamp bc sunset at 4:30pm is not it.

#the agony of flesh #i can't even have this conversation with my partner #because idk how he's going to take it honestly?#i don't know how he would feel if i asked him even to stop calling me by my legal name #it's soooo stupid but. chandler fits in a way that legal name doesn't #and they're both SUCH late 90s/early 00s names that it really does feel #like a lateral shift to me #like when i tell you i have a 1996 name i mean it #and chandler works just as well to keep that feeling w/o disrespecting my family

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