#and theres tons of cis men who also couldnt keep up with them
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dysphoria is awful and i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy
#ash.txt#feeling terrible after trying to help my dad and brother in the garden and almost immediately being physically unable to do so#because im 7 n a half stone soaking wet and can barely lift the pickaxe they were swinging around with ease#and that shouldnt get to me because they both have physically intensive jobs#and theres tons of cis men who also couldnt keep up with them#but logic doesnt rly help me when all i wanna do is cry because ill never ever ever feel like the man i want to be#3 years ago i might have had a chance because i Also had a labour intensive job#and was digging holes and throwing around huge signs and scaffolding every week#but ive been stagnent for all that time inbetween and it just makes me feel worse#trying not to wallow in self pity is hard team fghj#AND i have a blister so just bad times all around smh
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