#and then would be doubled if neil also wouldve died

[beanyowl]

on my yearly aftg reread and I just started the raven king and theres this scene when matt and neil come back to their room after Seth's things were cleaned out and theres this line

and it just made me imagine, if neil never made it out of Baltimore alive, matt would have come back to a totally empty room whith his two roommates friends dying within the season and nothing left of them in the space they shared, even less of neil bc he was never real and just vanished

I just made myself sad