#and then when i messaged them like 'hey maybe dont do that please!' they called *me* the asshole!
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wosoloml · 4 months ago
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crawling back to you II leah williamson x reader
warnings: toxic, hidden relationship, jealousy, angst
summary: After hiding their relationship for years because Leah was still in the closet, they eventually broke up. Yet, they always found their way back into each others lives.
wc: 1,3k I based on this request
"it´s been two years, Leah. Why are you still referring to me as your best friend and roommate to your teammates? You didn´t even tell Keira about me?! She's your best friend!" I yelled at Leah, more out of frustration than anger. I'm so tired of hiding this relationship, of hiding myself behind the 'best friend´ label.
leah being in the cloest was never a problem for me - for us. But since rumours about her dating her male best friend were a thing it as hard to keep everything private. Growing up in milton keynes it was hard to be openly gay.
"Y/n you know its hard for me to tell everyone we are dating. We both know how they reacted after Keira came out to them. She still suffers from it and i dont wanna experience it please undertstand that." leah tries to explain her situation to me and i wish i could understand her the way i want to. But im too hurt.
"I should understand you? Have you ever tried to understand me? I can't do this anymore, Leah. You deserve someone who can handle this - but I can't. I'm sorry, Lee. It's for the best if we break up."
I say the words with tears in my eyes, my voice barely holding steady. It's a hard decision, but itt's one I have to make.
Being with Leah from the time I was 14 to now, at 17, has meant everything to me. I'm so grateful for the past three years, but I just can't do this anymore.
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"Y/N, I BOUGHT US TICKETS FOR THE NEXT GAME AT JOIE STADIUM!"
My girlfriend's excited voice echoes through our shared apartment. It's been seven months since I moved to Manchester and three months since we started living together.
"I'm already excited!" I shout back while checking who City's opponent is. Of course - it's Arsenal.
It feels strange to be thinking about football again, especially after breaking up with Leah almost a year ago. But maybe she's not even playing anymore.
Little did I know, she's been captaining the squad for the past year.
Our seats are incredible, giving us a perfect view of the pitch. As the teams walk out, my eyes immediately land on the captain's armband wrapped around Leah's arm. A strange sense of pride swells in my chest. Playing for the Gunners - leading them - had been her dream since she joined the club so many years ago. Seeing her live that dream now brings an unshakable smile to my face.
My thoughts are interrupted when my girlfriend starts chanting loudly, her passion for the game contagious. For a moment, I forget my ex is even on the pitch.
I never told Sarah about my past with a certain blonde Arsenal player.
I could feel Leah's eyes on me the entire game.
A part of me wanted to tease her, so every time she came over to take a corner, I laughed extra loud at whatever Sarah said or kissed her deeply-just to make a point.
I wanted her to see what it felt like to be in a relationship that didn't have to be hidden. To know how beautiful it is to be loved loudly and openly.
Later that evening, my phone buzzed.
leahwilliamson wants to send you a message. My heart started racing. My eyes widened as I read her message.
'Cute little show you put on earlier today.'
I had no idea how to respond to that, so I just sent back a few question marks. It didn't take long for her to reply.
'The way you laughed extra loud at whatever that girl said. The way you kissed her while checking to see if I was watching. I don't care, Y/N' . My blood starts to boil.
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"Y/N!!"
I snap out of my thoughts as my coworker calls my name. I hurry over to the counter, my eyes widening.
'Can you serve them? I need to make a quick call.'
I manage a nod, but then I notice here - Leah. Sitting in my cafe. With another girl.
I take a deep breath, forcing a polite smile. "Hey, what can I get for you?" I ask, keeping my tone professional.
Leah smirks. "ll have a matcha latte. And what about you, babe-?" She turns to the girl beside her. "A flat white, please. Thank you" the girl says with a warm smile.
I already don't like her.
"Give me one second"
I know exactly why Leah is here - to get under my skin. And it's working. But beneath the teasing, beneath the smug attitude, it just hurts.
Seeing her be so open, so affectionate with someone else. calling her pet names, touching her without hesitation - it stings in a way I can't ignore.
Whenever we were out together, she barely even said my name, let alone held my hand. Now, she's making sure I see how different things are.
Every time I glance at their table, Leah is already looking at me, eyes filled with something I can't quite place. But I do notice how touchy she is, how overly flirty she's being.
And it makes my blood boil. I text her 'now we are even'. Her eyes darkened as she read the message.
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The club was alive with loud music, the clink of glasses, and the smell of sweaty bodies. It was my best friend's 25th birthday, and we decided to celebrate it in our hometown, London. I was also hoping it would serve as a distraction from my recent breakup. After two years of dating Sarah, she ended things last weekend because I couldn't bring myself to tell her I loved her. It's not that I didn't care about her or that I wasn't in love, but things felt different. The only woman I will ever truly love is Leah. Forever.
Suddenly, someone bumped into me, spilling their drink all over my shirt. "Oh god, I'm sorry!" They said as I looked up, meeting their eyes. It was Leah. Who else could it be?
"I didn't know you were here" she said, sounding surprised.
"Yeah, it's Anna's birthday today, and I thought Id come back to London for the occasion" I replied. "What about you?"
Leah seemed taken aback by how easily I kept the conversation going. "Actually, we won the league today. It was the last game of the season against Aston Villa, and we won."
The conversation flowed naturally, and then, unexpectedly, she asked THE question.
"So, is your girlfriend here?" she asked.
"No,†I said "we are not together anymore." "Oh, really? Im sorry to hear that. Funny enough, my girlfriend broke up with me two weeks ago" she replied, a look of surprise crossing her face. I was stunned, my eyes widening in disbelief. The tension between us shifted, and an unfamiliar but unmistakable feeling of missing her washed over me.
After that, we kept texting and even FaceTimed a few times. The vibe was strange but oddly familiar, as though we had never stopped talking, despite having broken up over 3.5 years ago. Nothing had really changed.
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"Happy one year, baby!" Leah greeted me with breakfast in bed and the most beautiful bouquet of red roses. I couldn't have been happier with her by my side.
Even though she had a game on our anniversary , it didn't make the day any less special. I cheered her on from the 'Friends and Family' section, proudly wearing her name on the back of my Arsenal jersey. When she scored the winning goal, she celebrated by making a special gesture just for me.
Right person, right time.
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authorhjk1 · 11 months ago
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dont you think Haewon deserves to get absolutely destroyed in her childhood room while her parents are downstairs
Marking
(Oh Haewon X Male Reader)
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"I don't really get, why you had to come too. It's not like you're my boyfriend."
"I'm not. Lucky me."
You feel Haewon's elbow in your ribs.
"Hey, I'm driving!"
"So what?"
You send her an angry glare, before looking back ahead, focusing on the traffic.
The two of you are on your way to Haewon's parents. They are celebrating their anniversary today. A special one. 25 years. And the both of you are invited. Haewon for obvious reasons and you because you know her father. You only found out after your shenanigans at her place after your breakup. You saw a picture of him on her fridge while you left. And it turns out, he is your boss.
Well, not exactly. He is the head of the marketing team at the company you're working at. You are in a different department. He still has the higher position though. The two of you had to work together occasionally and, despite the age difference, you got along very well. That was, until you started to fuck his daughter's brains out every chance you got.
"We are here."
The two of you get out of the car. While Haewon walks towards the door, you get her stuff and trail after her. She didn't have time to change into her dress yet.
"Mom, dad!"
Haewon greets them and you shake the pair's hands afterwards. Luckily, her father knows that your ex girlfriend Sullyoon is his daughter's best friend. So it's not that weird that the two of you know each other. But it might have been a little suspicious for the two of you to arrive in the same car.
"Please come in. We have prepared lunch already."
"Thank you."
You smile at them, but you can't help but feel guilty. You doubt that they know what you have been doing to their beloved daughter every single day for the past couple of weeks.
"Haewon, go upstairs and get changed. After we are finished eating, we are driving to the party."
"Please, Mr. Oh. Let me drive. The two of you should just relax today."
"Thank you so much, dear."
Haewon's mom accepts your offer with a big smile.
"Too bad that Sullyoon found you, before our daughter did."
"Mom!"
Haewon's cheeks turn red in embarrassment as her mom teases her.
"She is coming too today, why is she not here?"
You glance at Haewon upon hearing her dad's question. Seems like she hasn't told them yet. Maybe to have an excuse for the two of you to keeps seeing each other.
"Well, she... She is very busy with work these days. She told me to pick Haewon up and drive her here. She will catch up with us at the party."
Not your finest moment, but you don't want to call Haewon a liar in front of her parents.
Come upstairs
You stare at the message on your phone. What the hell, Haewon? You know what she wants from you. But this is her parents house. Her father is sitting two meters away from you. How could you...
If you come upstairs now, I'll admit it.
You scoff in disbelief. This has been going on for weeks and now, Haewon wants to admit that she is a whore? A little late in your opinion. But then again, hearing it from her own mouth, while she cums on your cock...
The picture in your head makes you get off the couch.
"Haewon texted me. She needs help with her dress."
You explain yourself without even thinking about your words. It's surprising to see how fast your blood can rush from your brain to your cock, just by thinking of Haewon's desperate moans and whines.
"Sure. Go ahead"
You're glad her father doesn't seem to catch on as you climb the stairs, taking two steps at a time.
You barge into Haewon's childhood room. She stands in the middle. Naked.
"Took you longer than I expected."
You slowly tear your eyes off her naked frame and scan the room. A bed, a desk, a wardrobe. Nothing special. Her walls are decorated with her paintings though. She was definitely not very old, when she made them. They look like ones from six year olds. But still not bad. Your eyes land on the wax crayons, which are lined up by color, lying on her desk. But the nude woman in front of you quickly brings back your attention on her.
Haewon steps forward, her arms wrapping around your neck.
"Fuck me and I confess."
You roll your eyes.
"I'm not falling for that again."
"It's not a joke this time."
Haewon gives you grin.
"Admit it first. Then I fuck you."
This is how your 'relationship' started out anyways. Haewon broke you and Sullyoon up and just wouldn't admit that she did it, because she wanted you. Because she is a slut.
"No. Wrong order."
Haewon gives you another teasing grin.
"Fine."
You give in, knowing that, except for fucking it out of her, there is not much you can do about it anyway.
The two of you quickly engage in a heated kiss, warming each other up. Not that Haewon needs much of that. You can tell by how her core rubs against your thigh.
"If you want me to fuck you good, you better start sucking."
You whisper into her mouth, while slightly pulling away.
"You are not too big of a whore yet to take all of it without lube."
Haewon bites your lip, the pain makes you flinch.
"You just want to see me choke on it again."
Without a word, you grab her shoulders and push her down.
"Not that I'm complaining."
A devilish grin appears on her otherwise innocent face.
Haewon starts out slow by just putting the tip into her mouth. She lets her tongue swirl around it, while both her hands wrap around your cock.
Her blowjob is everything but slow and sensual though, once she gets into it. Like a hungry animal, Haewon starts to engulf your cock. You're reminded of this morning. That's how your day started.
Her hands quickly stroke you, while her head bobs up and down. Her eyes look up at you, almost mocking your inability to keep standing still. You can't help it. You have to hold onto something, or you'll fall. The only thing in sight, as usual, is Haewon's head.
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You place one of your hands on top of it. Haewon immediately stops. Her eyes tell you to use her. Her eyes tell you that she is a whore. But her mouth still doesn't. To be fair, it's full with cock right now. But you make a silent promise to yourself. Within the next twenty minutes, Haewon will be calling herself a whore, while she begs for more.
You slowly pull her back onto your cock. Only halfway though. It doesn't make her choke, but you can already hear her breathing through her nose. You loosen your grip, Haewon's lips glide along your length, until they reach your tip. A moment to let her take one last breath.
A second later, Haewon chokes hard. Your cock is blocking her airflow. It's entirety is stuffed down her throat. Her nose is pressed against your abdomen. You hold her in place.
One second
Two seconds
Three seconds
Four seconds
Five seconds
Haewon's eyes give you a silent challenge. Every fiber of her being tells you that she is a whore. Why can't her mouth do the same?
Five seconds turn into ten seconds.
Spit starts to leak out of the corners of her mouth.
Ten seconds turn into fifteen seconds.
Haewon's eyes become wider as she realizes that you don't intend to let go anytime soon.
Fifteen seconds turn into twenty seconds.
Her nostrils flare as Haewon's breathing becomes heavier, faster.
Twenty seconds turn into twenty five seconds.
Her drool now falls off her chin in the form of long strings.
Just as you reach thirty seconds, you let go.
Haewon falls off your cock. Her mouth still hanging open as she backs away. She tries to catch her breath, her naked chest heaving heavily.
"I will wait for your confession, once you're done with surviving."
You give her smug grin.
Haewon doesn't have the energy to reply. The lack of oxygen is still visible.
"Or are you in for round two?"
This time, Haewon shakes her head.
"But you're not gonna confess what a whore you are?"
She shakes her head again.
You groan.
"Fine. But I will not be leaving this room, until your whole body screams whore."
You take a step closer towards her desk.
"And I know just the right way to start."
After grabbing the red wax crayon, you turn back around. Haewon's eyes are slowly wandering towards your hand.
"I hope this washes off easily. For your sake."
Haewon barely has time to open her mouth, before you're already towering over her. Taking a fistful of her short hair, you make her turn her head.
The young woman feels the cold crayon on her cheek. You stain her gorgeous face. Her skin senses your handwriting. The swing of the letter S. A straight line down, one to the right. An L. Another swing U. Two more lines form a T.
You let go of Haewon's hair, letting her head return to its original place. You lean back, taking in your work.
She glares at you. Her cheek is covered with red wax. The word 'slut' seems to glow on her otherwise flawless skin.
"Well, slut..."
The word slowly drips off your tongue with such a degrading undertone.
"Let's fuck that confession out of you."
You lift Haewon off the floor and place her on her windowsill. She shivers as the cold glass makes contact with her back.
"So much space for me to write on."
You whisper as your free hand wanders all over her front.
"You wouldn't dare."
You raise an eyebrow.
"I already did, slut."
You step closer, parting her legs in the process. Your faces only inches away, the tip of your cock now resting on her wet pussy lips.
"And I will cover your entire body."
You immediately start to fulfill that promise. Haewon weakly tries to push your hand away, but you hold her wrists with one hand. You place the tip of the wax crayon right between her tits and her collarbone. You slowly read the words as you write them on her skin.
"Sex toy."
Haewon closes her eyes. She shivers again. You are sure it's not because of the glass.
"Do you want another one?"
She shakes her head and shoots you an evil glare. Her lips are pressed together, not wanting to give you the satisfaction of begging you to stop.
"Suit yourself."
This time, you place the crayon right above her pussy. Her smoothly shaven skin becomes your canvas. You don't read the word out loud, this time.
It takes her moment, since Haewon has to read it upside down.
"Owned"
Just as she understands its meaning, you're already past her lips.
"Ngh! Please!"
A loud whine escapes her mouth as she feels your tip inside of her. Your cock starts to stretch her out as you slowly push forward.
"From now on, whenever you deny being a whore, I'll ruin your body further."
Just as you say that, you are just as deep as Haewon can take it. She starts to take heavy breaths again. Her eyes are glued to the part of your cock that's still not inside her.
"Are you a whore?"
You sigh, knowing full well that she won't agree yet. Haewon shakes her head.
You place the crayon on her left shoulder.
"Bitch"
You focus on fucking her now. Being inside of Haewon doesn't allow you to properly focus on humiliating her. You need to blow off some steam first. And what is better for that than Haewon's snug hole?
You start to screw Haewon into the window behind her. Her back is pressed flat against it. Her legs are spread wide, dangling off the windowsill. One of your hands holds onto her waist while the other is loosely placed on her thigh, still holding the crayon.
Haewon's moans fill the room she has grown up in. All those memories of her childhood are now stained by this experience. They are worthless. All that matters now, is that she is a whore. Slowly, Haewon's own mind comes to that conclusion. So slow, she almost doesn't realize it.
Your pounding makes her slowly lose her mind. Her moans increase in volume. Her whines reach a higher pitch.
"Again, are you a whore?"
This time, you catch her hesitate. But then, Haewon shakes her head again.
Her eyes are barely able to follow the crayon as you slow down your thrusts only a little. Just enough, so you can properly write. Her skin just above her navel is now showing off a marking as well.
"Cocksleeve"
Haewon doesn't have time to read the second half as you pick up the pace again.
"Oh, god!"
Her head leans against the glass behind her. Her back arches, her chest gets pushed towards you. Instead of leaning in and sucking on her tits, you reach forward with your free hand.
"Aaah!"
Haewon let's out a loud cry as you pinch her nipple. And the other one. Another scream.
"S-Stop. It hurts."
She whines, but you both know that that's not her safeword.
"Tell me, if you want me to be gentle. Are you a whore?"
"No!"
She gives you a determined glare. An angry pout.
Once again her crayon finds her skin.
This time, you write on both her tits.
"Free"
"Use"
Haewon looks down, barely manages to read it, and lets out another moan.
"So you do like it rough? Thought so."
You let the wax crayon fall onto the windowsill. Hooking your arms under her legs, you pull her towards you.
"Oh, fuck!"
Her cry can be heard throughout the whole house. You're sure of it. You're buried balls deep inside her cunt. Your thrusts are harder now. You go as fast as possible, not wanting to give her a split second to breath. Her eyes, once locked on yours, are now rolling to the back of her head. Haewon's mouth hangs open in a silent moan.
"Are you a whore?"
This time, Haewon doesn't even respond. Maybe she didn't hear you. Who cares?
You let one leg fall down to reach for the crayon. Another two words are added to the others.
"Sex object"
Between her collarbone and her throat.
Haewon feels you, marking her again. But an overwhelming heat rushes through her body in an alarming pace. It starts out inside her pussy. Right around your cock. It travels through her core. Through her abdomen and her organs. Past her tits. Through her throat. Until it finally reaches her brain. And her mouth.
"Oh holy fuck!"
Haewon cums hard. You start to produce squishing sounds as you keep stuffing Haewon's wet pussy with your cock. Her hands search for your body, trying to push you away. Her legs quiver and shake, before they wrap around you, trapping you in place.
"N-No more."
She weakly sighs, once she has started to calm down.
"I haven't heard the magic word from you yet.
"Haewon, honey! Are you alright? The clock is ticking!"
Misses Oh's voice makes you both look at the door. Luckily, it sounded like it was coming from downstairs.
"In a minute."
Haewon's voice cracks in the middle of her sentence.
"Maybe we should open that door and let them hear you."
"Whore!"
You're surprised at how quickly Haewon blurts out that word.
"I'm a whore! I admit it."
She looks down, very aware that your still inside of her.
"I know. "
You lean forward and kiss her forehead.
"Was it that hard?"
Haewon timidly shakes her head.
Her eyes widen when you raise the crayon again.
"W-Wait what are you doing?"
"Hold still."
"But-"
"I feel like your confession isn't coming from a genuine place, you know? Plus, I need to mark the spot, where I want to cum."
Haewon gulps, but stays silent and doesn't move.
You start on her right cheek. Three words. You keep going, even when you reach her nose. Once you are on the other side of her face, you finish the line. The last letter is placed right next to the first word you wrote on her. The new words cover her whole face. From right to left.
"Cum hungry slut"
You don't tell her what you wrote.
"Knees."
Haewon follows your order and you're back to where you started. It doesn't take long for her to bring you to the edge from there. A nice, quick blowjob. Her hands massaging your cock. Her tongue lapping her own juices off of you.
"Damn, Haewon."
You grunt, which makes her look up at you with those big eyes.
She points your cock at her own face, strokes you two more times and then makes you orgasm. You explode right above her face, covering it with your cum. Her nose, her cheeks, her lips. All of it is ruined by your seed. And the rest of her body is marked with red wax.
"Write it down."
You nod towards her desk.
Haewon understands. She doesn't even get off the ground. She crawls the short distance, reaches up and grabs a piece of paper and the black crayon. You enjoy the view of her ass, before she turns back around. She writes one word.
"WHORE"
When she looks up again, you're already holding your phone in your hand, the camera ready.
Haewon holds up her self made sign.
"A little lower."
You make sure that every single mark you left on her body is clearly visible. Your cum is still staining her face as well.
"What a whore you are."
You chuckle as you snap a couple of pictures.
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Hi everybody!
Hope you enjoyed this one. This chapter is gonna be the last of of this small series. So there won't be any follow up fics.
Stay healthy!
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hereforuconnwbb · 3 months ago
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Unexpected Halt - CHAPTER 3
paige x azzi (pazzi)
au fic!
~paige plays for uconn and azzi plays for stanford~
word count: 6.5k
warning: suggestive
hey yall heres chap 3 ! lemme know what u guys think of this chapter and what else u guys would like to see !!
also a side note i forgot to mention when i first started writing is that i dont write smut 🥴
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The past few weeks had been… different.
At first, it had just been the occasional text. A good luck before a game, a did you land okay? after a flight. Normal things. Casual things.
But then the texts got longer. More frequent.
Late-night calls became routine—what started as quick check-ins turned into hours of talking about everything and nothing, voices growing softer as exhaustion crept in, neither one wanting to hang up first.
Paige found herself waiting for Azzi’s name to pop up on her screen, heart jumping just a little every time it did.
Azzi, on the other hand, had completely abandoned the idea of pretending she wasn’t always hoping for Paige’s name to appear in her notifications.
It wasn’t just that they talked. It was how they talked. The way they let each other in, the way they never ran out of things to say. The way silence between them never felt awkward, only comfortable.
And even though they hadn’t seen each other in person since that day, neither of them could deny it—
Something was happening between them.
Something that neither of them had put a name to yet, but neither of them wanted to stop.
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Paige didn’t even bother hiding her grin as she read the message on her phone.
Azzi: sooo technically you never answered my question last night
Paige: hmm? what question?
Azzi: don’t act like you don’t know.
Azzi: do u miss me or not?
Paige bit her lip, pretending to think before typing her response.
Paige: idk tbh… kinda hard to miss someone when u talk to them 24/7
Azzi: paige.
Paige: ok fine maybe just a little
Azzi: just a little? wow.
Paige: ok ok a lot whatever
“Dude. You’re literally the worst at hiding your feelings.”
Paige jumped, locking her phone as KK plopped down beside her on the couch.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Paige said, far too quickly.
KK snorted. “Oh, come on. You’ve been texting her all morning.”
Paige sighed, running a hand over her face. “I hate that you’re observant.”
KK smirked. “So. You gonna finally admit you’re down bad or…?”
Paige shot her a glare, but KK just wiggled her eyebrows.
“…Okay. Maybe I miss her.”
KK gasped dramatically. “Oh my gosh, growth.”
Paige rolled her eyes, but the small smile on her face never left
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Azzi wasn’t trying to stare at her phone.
But when it lit up with another message, she barely heard a word of what Caroline was saying.
Caroline sighed. “You didn’t hear any of that, did you?”
Azzi blinked. “What?”
Caroline just looked at her.
Azzi groaned. “I was listening.”
Caroline tilted her head. “Okay. Then what did I just say?”
Azzi opened her mouth—then shut it when she realized she had no idea.
Caroline smirked. “Exactly.”
Azzi slumped back in her chair. “…Okay, fine. I might’ve been a little distracted.”
Caroline laughed. “Yeah, no kidding. I swear, you and Paige are, like, the sappiest long-distance situationship I’ve ever witnessed.”
Azzi groaned, burying her face in her hands. “Please never say that again.”
Caroline grinned. “Okay, okay. But for real—when are you seeing her again?”
Azzi paused, thumb hovering over her phone.
“…I don’t know,” she admitted.
Caroline raised an eyebrow. “You guys haven’t talked about it?”
Azzi hesitated. “Not really. We kind of just… talk. Every night. About anything and everything.”
Caroline gave her a look. “And yet somehow not about when you’ll see each other next?”
Azzi sighed. “It’s just—” She bit her lip. “I guess I don’t want to rush it.”
Caroline softened. “That makes sense.”
Azzi nodded, glancing at her phone again.
Paige: be honest, how much do u miss me?
Azzi smiled.
Azzi: ...maybe just a little.
Paige: wow crazy i was thinking the same thing
Azzi shook her head, biting back a grin.
Maybe they hadn’t figured out the when yet, but one thing was for sure—
She really couldn’t wait to see her again.
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Azzi hated games like this.
The ones where every mistake clung to her skin, heavy and suffocating. The ones where no matter how hard she tried, it never felt like enough.
She had wanted this win—badly. Maybe that was the worst part. Knowing how much she wanted it and still walking away empty-handed.
The locker room had been quiet. Coach had spoken, but Azzi barely processed the words. Her teammates had tried to lift each other up, but all she could do was sit there, staring at the floor, jaw clenched so tightly it ached.
She showered quickly, letting the water scald her skin, as if that could wash away the frustration bubbling under the surface.
By the time she was back in her sweats, hood pulled over her head, she had one goal: make it to her hotel room without talking to anyone.
She kept her head down through the lobby, barely noticing the scattered groups of players from other teams lingering near the elevators. Her chest tightened at the laughter and easy conversations she caught in passing.
That could’ve been us.
Once she finally reached her room, she shut the door behind her, exhaling slowly. The silence settled around her, thick and unmoving.
She kicked off her slides, sat on the edge of the bed, and—for the first time all night—glanced at her phone.
Her stomach twisted.
17 notifications.
All from Paige.
She hesitated before unlocking the screen.
Paige: damn tough game out there.
Paige: hello?
Missed call from Paige
Paige: yo, you good?
Paige: Az?
Missed call from Paige
Paige: game was rough ik but answer me smh
2 Missed calls from Paige
Paige: lowkey stressing me out here
2 Missed calls from Paige
Paige: just let me know ur alive damn
Missed call from Paige
Paige: AZZI.
Missed call from Paige
Paige: istg if you don’t answer in the next 5 min i’m facetiming you
Azzi swallowed. She hadn’t meant to ignore her. She just… hadn’t wanted to talk to anyone.
But Paige wasn’t just anyone.
Before she could overthink it, she opened their chat.
Azzi: sorry.
Azzi: im alive.
Paige: about damn time
Paige: u okay?
Azzi hesitated. Her thumb hovered over the keyboard. She could brush it off, say she was fine, pretend like this game wasn’t eating her alive.
Instead—
Azzi: not really.
Paige’s reply was instant.
Paige: call me?
Azzi closed her eyes for a second, exhaled, and pressed the button.
Paige picked up after the first ring.
“Hey,” she said, voice softer than before. “There you are.”
Azzi swallowed. “…Yeah.”
“You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to,” Paige said. “But I’m here. Just so you know.”
Azzi let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding.
And finally, finally, she let herself lean into it.
The moment Azzi let herself relax, the exhaustion hit her all at once. She sank back against the headboard, gripping the phone a little tighter.
Paige stayed quiet, giving her time to breathe. The steady sound of her breathing on the other end of the line was grounding, a reminder that she wasn’t alone, no matter how much tonight made her feel like she was.
“I just—” Azzi finally started, then exhaled. “It sucked.”
Paige hummed in understanding. “Yeah.”
Azzi shut her eyes. “I felt off the whole game. Like I was a step behind, no matter what I did.”
“Azzi, you’re one of the hardest-working people I know,” Paige said. “One game isn’t gonna change that.”
Azzi swallowed. The words were comforting, but they didn’t shake the weight in her chest. “I know, but—”
“But it doesn’t feel that way right now,” Paige finished for her.
Azzi exhaled a small laugh, humorless but appreciative. “Yeah.”
There was a beat of silence before Paige spoke again, her voice softer now. “I watched.”
Azzi’s stomach flipped.
Paige had been watching her games for a while now, but something about hearing it out loud made her heart squeeze.
“You did?” she asked, voice quieter than before.
“Of course,” Paige said like it was obvious. “And I saw everything you’re mad at yourself for. The missed shots, the turnovers.” A slight pause. “But I also saw you fight through it. You didn’t quit. You still hit that pull-up late in the fourth, still got that steal when they were pressing. It wasn’t perfect, but you kept going. That’s what matters.”
Azzi’s throat tightened.
She tilted her head back against the pillow, staring at the ceiling, letting Paige’s words settle into the spaces self-doubt had tried to fill.
“I just—” Azzi hesitated, then admitted, “I hate feeling like I let everyone down.”
Paige was quiet for a second, then said, “Okay, I’m gonna say something, and I need you to really hear me.”
Azzi let out a small, tired laugh. “That serious, huh?”
“Yes,” Paige said. “Listen to me. You didn’t let anyone down. One game doesn’t define you. You know that.”
Azzi’s fingers curled into the blanket. She did know that. But sometimes, knowing wasn’t enough.
She heard Paige sigh on the other end. “I get it, though,” she admitted. “The whole feeling like you have to be perfect thing.”
Azzi blinked. “You do?”
Paige let out a soft, humorless laugh. “Uh, yeah. You ever met me?”
That pulled an actual laugh from Azzi, small but real. “Fair point.”
“Look,” Paige continued, “I could sit here all night and tell you how amazing you are, but I know that’s not gonna make this feeling go away. So, instead, I’m gonna ask: what do you need right now?”
Azzi hesitated.
What did she need?
She wasn’t sure. The loss still stung, but the tightness in her chest had loosened just a little.
She wasn’t okay yet, but she didn’t feel like she was drowning anymore.
“…Can we just stay on the phone?” Azzi finally asked.
Paige smiled through the line. “Yeah, Az. We can do that.”
Azzi exhaled, finally letting the tension drain from her shoulders.
She curled into her pillow, closing her eyes as Paige started talking about something random—probably trying to distract her.
And as the night stretched on, Azzi let herself get lost in the sound of her voice.
She shifted onto her back, staring up at the ceiling. The exhaustion was still there, but sleep wouldn’t come. Not yet.
Paige was still on the other end of the call, her breathing steady, unhurried. It was comforting, the way she stayed—even when Azzi didn’t know what to say, even when she felt like nothing could pull her out of the mess in her own head.
“You still with me?” Paige asked after a beat, voice softer now.
Azzi nodded before realizing Paige couldn’t see her. “Yeah.”
A pause. “Wanna FaceTime?” Paige’s voice was casual, but there was something underneath it—like she wasn’t sure if Azzi would say yes.
Azzi hesitated. The thought of Paige seeing her like this, all quiet and worn down, made her stomach twist. But at the same time, there was a part of her that wanted it.
Wanted to see her.
“…Yeah,” she said finally.
Paige didn’t hesitate. Seconds later, Azzi’s phone buzzed with an incoming FaceTime call. She inhaled once before accepting.
And then there she was.
Paige was lying on her side, her head resting against her arm, hair a little messy from running her hand through it too many times. Her expression softened the second their eyes met through the screen.
“Hey,” Paige murmured.
Azzi swallowed. “Hey.”
Neither of them spoke for a second. The silence wasn’t awkward, just… charged.
Paige’s gaze flickered over Azzi’s face, like she was searching for something. “You okay?”
Azzi let out a quiet breath. “I will be.”
Paige smiled, just a little. “That’s all I need to hear.”
Another beat of silence.
Then Paige shifted, propping herself up on her elbow. “So,” she said, a teasing edge creeping into her tone. “How many edits of me have you watched tonight?”
Azzi groaned, dragging a hand down her face. “I knew you were gonna bring that up.”
Paige grinned. “I had to. It’s my favorite thing about you.”
Azzi narrowed her eyes. “Your favorite thing?”
“Yup.” Paige’s expression was entirely too smug. “You, Azzi Fudd, secretly watching thirst edits of me.”
Azzi groaned again, rolling onto her side. “I regret ever telling you that.”
“No you don’t.” Paige’s voice was warm, teasing, but then it softened just slightly. “But seriously… I’m glad you told me. I like knowing the little things about you.”
Azzi felt her heart skip.
Paige’s gaze held hers, the teasing edge fading into something gentler. More sincere.
Azzi swallowed, suddenly feeling too warm. “You’re ridiculous.”
Paige grinned. “And yet, you love talking to me.”
Azzi sighed, rolling onto her back again. “Unfortunately.”
Paige let out a soft laugh. “Wanna know something?”
Azzi turned her head slightly. “What?”
“I was gonna text you tonight even if you hadn’t answered.” Paige exhaled through her nose. “Just… to check in.”
Azzi’s chest tightened.
She didn’t respond right away, just let the warmth of that truth settle in her ribs.
“Paige?” she murmured after a moment.
Paige hummed in question.
“…Thanks for staying up with me.”
Paige’s lips curled into something softer, smaller. “Always.”
Azzi pressed her lips together, glancing away for a second before meeting Paige’s gaze again.
It was quiet for a while after that. Neither of them spoke, but neither of them hung up, either.
And even though Azzi had felt lost just an hour ago, she wasn’t anymore.
Because Paige was still here.
Azzi shifted on her bed, adjusting the angle of her phone as she settled onto her side. Paige was still on the other end of the FaceTime call, lying on her stomach now, chin propped up on her forearm.
The glow from her screen made her eyes look softer, warmer. It was the kind of thing Azzi shouldn’t be noticing—but she did anyway.
Paige was watching her.
She always did.
“You’re staring,” Azzi murmured, voice quieter than she intended.
Paige didn’t even try to deny it. “Maybe.”
Azzi felt her pulse pick up.
The silence stretched between them, but it wasn’t empty. It lingered, like something unspoken was sitting between them, waiting to tip over.
Paige was still watching her, her gaze slow and unhurried as it traced over Azzi’s face.
Azzi swallowed. “What?”
Paige’s lips twitched, like she was debating saying something. “You look cute.”
Azzi blinked, caught completely off guard.
“I—” Her brain short-circuited for a second, her fingers tightening around her phone. “Paige.”
Paige grinned at her reaction. “What?”
Azzi narrowed her eyes. “You’re messing with me.”
“I’m not,” Paige defended, but her voice had that teasing lilt that made Azzi suspect otherwise.
Still.
There was something in her eyes, something that made Azzi’s stomach flip—like maybe she wasn’t just teasing. Like maybe she meant it.
Azzi exhaled through her nose, trying to ignore the warmth creeping up her neck. “You’re impossible.”
Paige smirked. “And yet, you keep answering my calls.”
Azzi rolled her eyes, but she didn’t deny it.
She couldn’t.
Not when Paige was looking at her like that.
Another pause.
Then Paige shifted again, adjusting the phone so she was lying on her back, looking up at the ceiling before turning back to Azzi.
“I wish I was there,” she murmured.
Azzi’s breath caught.
She didn’t know why that sentence hit different than all the other things Paige had said tonight. Maybe it was the way her voice had dropped slightly, or the way she meant it.
“…Yeah?” Azzi found herself asking.
Paige hummed. “Yeah.”
Azzi’s fingers curled into her sheets.
She wasn’t sure what to say to that.
Because part of her wished the same thing.
She had spent the whole night feeling frustrated, disappointed, like nothing could pull her out of it. And yet here she was, feeling okay just because Paige was on the other side of the screen.
Azzi pressed her lips together, her pulse a little too loud in her ears.
Paige watched her, waiting, like she was giving her the space to say something.
Azzi hesitated—then took a breath.
“…I wish you were, too.”
The shift was slow—so slow it was almost unnoticeable.
But then Paige stretched, arms reaching above her head, hoodie riding up just enough to expose the toned lines of her stomach.
Azzi froze.
Her fingers tightened around her phone as her gaze betrayed her, flickering down for just a second too long before she forced herself to look away.
Paige smirked. She saw that.
“You okay over there?” Paige teased, her voice laced with amusement.
Azzi swallowed hard, shifting against her pillows. “Yeah. Fine.”
Paige hummed, rolling onto her side now, head propped up on her hand. Her hoodie was still askew, still exposing just enough to be distracting.
“You sure?” Paige pressed, lips twitching.
Azzi exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down her face. “I hate you.”
Paige chuckled, fingers toying absently with the hem of her hoodie. “No, you don’t.”
Azzi refused to look at her, because if she did, she knew Paige’s gaze would already be locked onto hers, teasing, taunting—daring her to admit exactly what she was thinking.
She should end the call.
She should.
But Paige was still watching her, waiting, her smirk fading into something deeper, something more dangerous.
Azzi’s pulse skipped.
“Tell me what’s on your mind,” Paige murmured, her voice lower now.
Azzi wet her lips, hesitating.
She shouldn’t.
She couldn’t.
“…I don’t think you wanna know.”
Paige’s eyes flickered. The challenge was clear.
She shifted again, stretching just slightly, her hoodie inching up even more before she finally let it settle back down.
Azzi clenched her jaw, dragging her gaze away.
Paige definitely noticed. Her smirk deepened.
“Try me.”
Azzi exhaled, closing her eyes for a second. She could still see Paige behind her eyelids, still picture the way she was lying there, teasing, tempting, waiting.
“…You’re doing this on purpose,” Azzi muttered.
Paige raised an eyebrow. “Doing what?”
Azzi inhaled sharply. “You know what.”
Paige’s fingers trailed lazily along her exposed skin before she let her hoodie fall back into place.
Azzi felt hot.
Paige’s voice dropped an octave. “…Maybe.”
The word sent something sharp and electric straight down Azzi’s spine.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
Then Paige exhaled, rolling onto her back again, her fingers tapping idly against her stomach. “You should go to bed.”
Azzi almost laughed. “You’re the one keeping me up.”
Paige grinned. “I tend to have that effect.”
Azzi shook her head, but her stomach was still tight, her pulse still racing.
Neither of them hung up.
Neither of them wanted to.
And maybe that was the real problem.
The silence between them wasn’t empty. It was thick—charged, almost dangerous.
Azzi shifted against her pillows, gripping her phone a little tighter. She was trying to focus on anything else, but Paige wasn’t making it easy.
Not when she was lying there like that, fingers still resting against the exposed skin on her stomach, like she knew exactly what she was doing.
Like she was waiting for Azzi to break.
Paige sighed dramatically, stretching again, her hoodie riding up even higher this time. The defined lines of her stomach flexed for just a moment before the fabric settled back down.
Azzi swallowed hard.
Paige definitely noticed.
The corner of her lips curled. “Something wrong?”
Azzi’s jaw tensed. “You’re so annoying.”
Paige smirked, rolling onto her side again, head propped up on her palm. “Am I?”
Azzi inhaled sharply, willing herself to look anywhere else. “Yes.”
Paige’s voice dropped just slightly. “Then why haven’t you hung up?”
Azzi’s pulse stuttered.
She couldn’t answer that.
Paige’s smirk deepened, her fingers absentmindedly tracing the hem of her hoodie. “That’s what I thought.”
Azzi exhaled, shaking her head. “You love hearing yourself talk, don’t you?”
Paige hummed, stretching again just for the hell of it. “Not as much as I love getting you flustered.”
Azzi knew she should end the call.
She should.
But her fingers stayed still.
And Paige kept pushing.
“Bet you’re all warm right now,” Paige mused, eyes flickering over Azzi’s face. “All worked up over nothing.”
Azzi’s stomach tightened. “Shut up.”
Paige grinned. “Make me.”
Azzi clenched her jaw.
Paige’s fingers traced absently over her stomach again. “Didn’t think so.”
Azzi inhaled through her nose. “You really need to go to sleep.”
Paige exhaled dramatically. “You really need to stop pretending you don’t like this.”
Azzi froze.
Paige saw it.
Her smirk softened, but her eyes? Darker now.
“…Tell me I’m wrong.”
Azzi couldn’t.
Her throat went dry, her entire body way too hot under the weight of Paige’s stare.
The silence stretched, thick with something neither of them wanted to name.
Then Paige exhaled, softer this time.
“…Once again, I wish I was there.”
Azzi’s fingers curled against her sheets.
She hesitated.
She shouldn’t say it.
She really shouldn’t.
But her voice betrayed her anyway.
“…Same P.”
Azzi wasn’t sure who was breathing harder, her or Paige, but she felt the shift, felt the weight of Paige’s words settling over her skin.
"Once again, I wish I was there."
Her fingers curled into her sheets, her heart thudding in her chest.
She shouldn’t have said it.
She shouldn’t have admitted she wanted Paige there too.
But she had.
And now there was no taking it back.
Paige’s eyes flickered through the screen, searching, waiting, her fingers still resting just under the hem of her hoodie, teasing—taunting.
Azzi swallowed hard.
“You’re quiet,” Paige murmured, her voice lower now, softer, but no less dangerous.
Azzi wet her lips. “So are you.”
Paige smirked, shifting onto her back again, the motion making her hoodie ride up just a little more, exposing another inch of skin.
Azzi felt the heat creep up her neck.
Paige noticed.
“Bet you’d be touching me if I was there,” Paige mused, her voice dripping with amusement.
Azzi’s stomach tightened.
Paige’s smirk deepened. “Wouldn’t you?”
Azzi exhaled, dragging a hand down her face. “You’re so full of yourself.”
Paige only grinned, fingers tracing along her own stomach in slow, lazy patterns. “You didn’t say no.”
Azzi squeezed her eyes shut for a second, her body too warm, her thoughts too loud.
This was dangerous.
Paige was dangerous.
And the worst part?
Azzi liked it.
“Why are you even like this?” Azzi muttered, voice barely above a whisper.
Paige chuckled, her smirk softening just slightly. “Only with you.”
Azzi swore she felt that deep in her chest.
Her breath hitched.
Paige saw. The teasing faded—just a little.
Because this wasn’t just a game.
This was something else.
Something more.
Paige inhaled, slow, deliberate. “…Wish I could see you right now.”
Azzi’s fingers twitched against her blanket. “You are seeing me.”
Paige shook her head, her smirk turning into something softer. “Not like that.”
Azzi’s pulse skipped.
Paige didn’t elaborate.
She didn’t have to.
Because Azzi knew.
And suddenly, the space between them—the distance—felt unbearable.
Paige’s fingers were still absently tracing over the hem of her hoodie, her voice dropping just enough to make Azzi’s stomach flip.
“If I was there…” she started, voice slow, deliberate, watching Azzi carefully. “I wouldn’t just be looking at you through a screen.”
Azzi’s breath hitched.
Paige noticed.
“I’d be right next to you,” Paige continued, stretching lazily before shifting onto her side again, head propped up on her hand. “Close enough to touch.”
Azzi’s fingers curled even tighter against her blanket.
Paige’s smirk deepened. “Close enough to hear every little breath you take.”
Azzi swore her whole body tensed.
Paige’s voice softened, but the weight of it still pressed down on her. “I’d be able to feel how warm you get when I’m near.”
Azzi’s stomach tightened.
Paige let the silence stretch, eyes flickering over Azzi’s face like she was committing everything to memory.
Then, barely above a whisper—
“I’d have you right where I want you.”
Azzi inhaled sharply, her heart hammering in her chest.
Paige saw the way her lips parted, saw the way her fingers gripped at her blanket, and God, she loved it.
“What’s wrong?” Paige murmured, feigning innocence. “Cat got your tongue?”
Azzi clenched her jaw. “You’re—”
Paige raised a brow. “I’m what?”
Azzi exhaled sharply, dragging a hand through her hair. “You know what.”
Paige grinned, shifting again, her hoodie riding up even more. “Say it.”
Azzi glared.
Paige’s voice dropped even lower. “Or do I have to come there and make you?”
Azzi’s breath hitched.
And Paige?
Paige was thriving.
“Bet you’d let me,” Paige mused, dragging a lazy finger along her exposed stomach. “Bet you’d want me to.”
Azzi squeezed her eyes shut for a second, way too aware of how warm her face felt, how warm her whole body felt.
Paige chuckled. “You’re not saying no.”
Azzi’s voice barely worked. “Paige.”
Paige smirked, loving the way her name sounded like that—desperate, pleading, like Azzi was barely holding it together.
“Yeah, baby?” she whispered.
Azzi’s breath caught.
And Paige knew she had her.
Azzi’s pulse was pounding, but if Paige thought she could keep all the control, she had another thing coming.
Azzi inhaled slowly, steadying herself before tilting her head, her eyes trailing down Paige’s sprawled-out frame. The hoodie bunched up, teasing a strip of toned stomach. The way she lounged there, completely unbothered, so damn confident.
Fine. Two could play this game.
Azzi let her voice drop, smooth and sultry. Intentional. “You talk a lot, Bueckers.” Her fingers skimmed along the thin strap of her tank top, dragging slowly. “But I don’t think you could actually handle me.”
Paige froze.
For the first time since this whole thing started, Azzi saw her fluster. It was subtle—the slight hitch in her breath, the way her fingers twitched against her stomach.
Azzi smirked. “What’s wrong?” She leaned in slightly, letting the strap slip just a little off her shoulder. “Cat got your tongue?”
Paige’s jaw clenched, her pupils blown.
Then she exhaled, slow and measured. “Azzi.”
It wasn’t a plea.
It was a warning.
Azzi only smiled, eyes dark. “Yes, baby?”
Paige swore. Low. Under her breath.
Then she moved, shifting up onto her elbow, hoodie slipping back down like she was finally regaining control.
Azzi wasn’t done.
She dragged a finger absently over her collarbone, tracing patterns along her skin, watching as Paige’s eyes followed the movement—hungry, locked in. “What’s the matter?” she mused, voice dripping with amusement. “Didn’t think I had it in me?”
Paige let out a quiet laugh, but it was strained, the sound tight.
Azzi loved it.
“You,” Paige exhaled, shaking her head. “Are so damn dangerous.”
Azzi licked her lips, leaning back. “You like it.”
Paige dragged a hand down her face, inhaling sharply. “I should not be watching you do that right now.”
Azzi arched a brow, her smirk widening. “Oh? And what should you be doing, then?”
Paige’s eyes flickered over her face, her lips, lower.
Then, barely above a whisper—
“Getting on a flight to come see you.”
Azzi’s breath hitched.
Paige saw it.
And just like that, the heat between them boiled over.
Azzi leaned back against her pillows, letting the strap of her tank top slide further down her shoulder, the fabric barely hanging on. She knew exactly what she was doing.
Her fingers played with the hem, teasing, dragging it up just slightly, revealing more of her toned stomach before letting it fall again. Paige’s eyes followed every movement, dark and hungry.
Azzi smirked. Easy.
“You’re quiet, Bueckers.” Her voice was smooth, slow—intentional. She let her fingers trail over her collarbone, brushing against the delicate skin like she wasn’t aware of the effect it had.Paige exhaled sharply, shifting where she lay, her hoodie now feeling way too hot for her own good.
“You think you’re funny,” Paige muttered, her voice slightly strained.
Azzi tilted her head, her smirk deepening. “I think you like watching.”
Paige’s jaw clenched, her fingers gripping the edge of her hoodie like she was physically stopping herself from doing something.
Azzi bit her lip. Oh, this was fun.
She exhaled, stretching her arms above her head, letting her tank top rise just enough to expose more of her stomach, the muscles there flexing slightly with the motion.
Paige swore under her breath.
Azzi hummed in satisfaction. “Something wrong?” she mused, her voice laced with amusement.
Paige dragged a hand down her face, inhaling deeply. “You’re a menace,” she muttered.
Azzi laughed softly, dragging her fingers down her own stomach, barely skimming the skin before settling just above the waistband of her shorts. “I don’t know what you mean.”
Paige’s eyes darkened.
“You’re lucky I’m not there right now,” she murmured, voice dropping low, controlled—dangerous.
Azzi’s stomach tightened.
She swallowed, but refused to let Paige win so easily. “Oh?” She dragged the strap of her tank top down further, her bare shoulder now fully exposed. “And what would you do if you were?”
Paige didn’t answer at first.
She stared.
Long, intense, like she was imagining it. Like she was holding herself back.
Then she exhaled, voice gravelly, thick with something heavier.
“I’d make you regret teasing me like this.”
Azzi’s breath hitched.
Paige saw it.
And that smirk—dangerous, cocky—spread across her lips.
Azzi was in trouble.
Her fingers stilled against her stomach, her breath catching at the heat in Paige’s voice. She swallowed, shifting slightly against the pillows, suddenly very aware of how much Paige was watching her.
But she wasn’t about to back down.
Her lips curled into something playful, challenging. “Oh yeah?” she murmured, voice just above a whisper, letting her fingers drift just a little lower, teasing the waistband of her shorts. “How, exactly?”
Paige exhaled sharply, jaw tightening.
Azzi smirked, tilting her head, running a slow hand up her exposed shoulder, tracing her own skin lightly—almost like she was imagining Paige’s hands instead.
“I mean,” she continued, dragging out her words, “I’m just lying here, all alone…” She let the sentence linger, her smirk growing as Paige shifted on her bed, visibly tense. “And you’re all the way over there.” She sighed dramatically. “Seems like a waste.”
Paige sat up a little, leaning toward the camera now, her gaze locked onto Azzi’s every move.
“You’re pushing it, Fudd,” Paige muttered, voice thick, dark.
Azzi loved this. She ran a hand through her hair, letting it fall slightly messier over her shoulder. “Oh, I know,” she whispered, fingers playing with the strap of her top again.
Paige groaned, rubbing a hand down her face like she was physically restraining herself. “You really wanna know what I’d do?” she muttered, voice edged with something dangerous.
Azzi swallowed, pulse pounding.
She nodded slowly.
Paige’s smirk returned—deadly.
“I’d start by pulling that little top right off of you,” Paige murmured, her voice low, controlled. “Since you clearly don’t know what to do with it.”
Azzi’s breath hitched.
Her fingers twitched at the hem of her shirt, a warmth spreading through her body she couldn’t ignore.
Paige saw it.
She grinned.
“Then,” Paige continued, “I’d pin you to that bed and make you pay for teasing me all night.”
Azzi’s stomach tightened, heat pooling low. She shifted against the pillows, her breathing suddenly uneven.
Paige laughed, slow and knowing.
“Oh, now you’re quiet?” Paige teased, voice dripping with amusement. “Where’d all that confidence go?”
Azzi glared, but it had no heat.
Paige chuckled again, watching her, taking in every little reaction, thriving off it. “I’d have you under me in seconds, Fudd,” she murmured, eyes hooded. “And you know it.”
Azzi let out a shaky breath, pulse hammering against her ribs.
She hated that Paige was winning.
So she took a breath, composed herself, and flipped the script.
She dragged a slow finger down her own stomach, teasing just beneath the waistband of her shorts. “That’s cute, Bueckers,” she purred, voice smooth, playful. “But I think you’re the one struggling here.”
Paige went silent.
Azzi smirked, victorious.
Then Paige leaned in, eyes dark, voice dropping into something that sent a shiver down Azzi’s spine.
“Don’t start something you can’t finish.”
Azzi’s breath caught, her teasing smirk faltering for just a second.
Paige’s lips curled.
Azzi’s breath was uneven, her fingers still lightly brushing over her stomach as Paige’s words settled in the air between them. The tension was thick, suffocating, stretching between them like an invisible pull that neither of them wanted to break.
Paige’s gaze was locked onto her, eyes dark and filled with something that made Azzi’s stomach twist. She wasn’t just playing around anymore—there was something real in the way she was looking at her, like she was imagining everything she wanted to do if she were there.
Azzi swallowed, forcing herself to keep control. She shifted slightly, letting her tank top slip further down her shoulder, just enough to tease, just enough to make Paige’s eyes flicker downward before dragging back up.
Paige exhaled slowly. Controlled. Barely.
“You’re dangerous,” Paige muttered, voice rough, thick.
Azzi smirked, her fingers ghosting over the strap of her top again. “You like it.”
Paige laughed, but it wasn’t light—it was dark, amused, edged with something that sent a spark straight through Azzi’s body.
“I do,” Paige admitted, leaning forward slightly. “A little too much.”
Azzi’s stomach tightened.
She shifted again, fingers lightly toying with the fabric of her shorts. “So, what are you gonna do about it?” she murmured, voice smooth, teasing.
Paige stilled.
Azzi swore she saw something flicker in her expression, something like restraint breaking, like she was right there, one second away from saying something that would completely wreck her.
And then—
BANG BANG BANG!
Azzi flinched, her entire body tensing as a loud knock slammed against her door.
“Azzi, are you awake?”
Caroline.
Azzi’s eyes widened.
She scrambled upright, yanking her tank top strap back onto her shoulder as if Caroline could somehow see her through the door.
Paige burst out laughing.
Azzi glared at the screen. “Shut up,” she hissed, her face burning.
Paige was grinning, smug, clearly thriving off the fact that Azzi had been just as affected. “Go on, Fudd,” she teased, voice still thick with amusement. “Your girl’s waiting.”
Azzi rolled her eyes, groaning under her breath before clearing her throat. “Yeah, I’m up,” she called toward the door, trying to sound normal.
“Oh alright,” Caroline replied. “We have an early lift in the morning, don’t stay up too late.”
Azzi clenched her jaw, nodding even though Caroline couldn’t see her. “Got it.”
Paige smirked through the screen. “Guess that’s my cue,” she murmured, voice still carrying a teasing lilt.
Azzi exhaled, shaking her head. “You’re so annoying.”
Paige just grinned. “You love it.”
Azzi didn’t respond.
Because she did.
Azzi sighed, running a hand down her face as she waited, listening for Caroline’s footsteps to fade away.
Paige, of course, was thriving off the whole situation, still smirking like she’d just won some unspoken battle. “Damn, Fudd,” she teased, tilting her head. “You looked real guilty just now.”
Azzi glared, though the heat in her cheeks refused to fade. “Because you were saying things you shouldn’t be saying,” she shot back, voice still a little breathless.
Paige leaned in slightly, her voice dropping again, teasing, but still carrying that edge that made Azzi shiver. “I wasn’t saying anything untrue, though.”
Azzi hated how fast her stomach flipped.
She rolled her eyes instead, trying to ignore the way her entire body still felt warm, charged from everything that had just happened.
“Anyway,” Azzi muttered, shifting under the covers and finally trying to relax, “I should sleep before someone else ruins my life.”
Paige chuckled, softer this time. “Fine, fine. I’ll let you off the hook.”
Azzi quirked a brow. “You’ll let me off the hook?”
Paige grinned. “Yeah, you were struggling there at the end.”
Azzi scoffed, opening her mouth to argue—
But then Paige yawned, stretching her arms above her head, her hoodie riding up just enough to expose her toned stomach.
Azzi froze.
It was so unfair.
Paige, completely unaware, sighed as she settled back against her pillows, rubbing her eyes sleepily. “Alright, Fudd,” she murmured, her voice softer now, heavier with exhaustion. “Get some sleep.”
Azzi swallowed, forcing herself to breathe and not stare at Paige’s abs like an idiot.
“Yeah,” she said, shifting under her covers, trying to focus on literally anything else. “You too.”
Paige smiled, soft, warm, the kind that made something ache in Azzi’s chest.
“Night, Az.”
Azzi hesitated, then smiled back. “Night, P.”
The call ended.
Azzi stared at the blank screen for a second, still feeling the lingering warmth of Paige’s voice, of everything they’d just said, almost said, wanted to say.
She exhaled, pressing her phone to her chest.
Yeah.
She was screwed.
Azzi lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling, phone still pressed to her chest.
Her heart was still beating too fast, her skin still warm from—all of it. From the way Paige had looked at her, from the things she had said, from the way the air between them had shifted so suddenly.
One second, she was curled up, stressed, overwhelmed, the weight of the game pressing down on her. And then Paige had been there, steady, comforting, pulling her back up like she always did.
But then—
Azzi swallowed.
Then something changed.
It wasn’t just comfort anymore. It wasn’t just reassurance.
It was Paige looking at her like that.
It was her teasing back, pushing to see how far they’d go.
It was Paige’s voice, dipping lower, her words leaving heat in their wake.
Azzi curled into her pillow, exhaling sharply.
It wasn’t just a crush anymore. She didn’t know what it was, but it wasn’t just that.
And that terrified her.
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Paige on the other hand tossed her phone onto the nightstand and flopped onto her back, staring at the ceiling. 
She ran a hand through her hair, exhaling slowly, trying to steady the way her stomach was still twisting.
She hadn’t planned for that to happen. She’d called Azzi to comfort her. To check in. To make sure she wasn’t spiraling after the game.
Not to—
Paige groaned, rubbing a hand down her face.
Azzi had been so cute at first, all quiet and unsure, curled up under the covers. And Paige had been ready to just be there for her, to be soft, to say whatever Azzi needed to hear.
But then Azzi had teased back.
And it had flipped something in Paige’s brain, something she hadn’t been able to shut off.
Azzi, pushing her buttons. Azzi, letting her tank top slip just a little lower. Azzi, toying with her, testing her, waiting to see how far Paige would go.
Paige let out a shaky breath.
She had been so close to saying something reckless. To taking it too far.
And the worst part?
She wanted to.
She wanted more.
She had no idea where they were headed, but whatever this thing between them was?
It wasn’t slowing down.
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ashthesalamipiece · 2 months ago
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hi ash can i pls make another request? if you dont mind uh katsuki bakugo x reader where they are dating and they had a argument in the morning and he just switched off his phone for his work reader is on her way from home and feels like someone is following her-texts him but it doesnt go to him and he likes attacks reader? maybe a sad ending? you dont have to do this if you are busy :) and this is the same anon who requested the weak pregnant reader one thank you so much for doing it loved it :)
Thank you so much omg♡
And no problem with making many requests I love doing them♡ anyways I hope you enjoy♡
"Shattered silence"
Katsuki Bakugo x Reader:
The morning had been rough, filled with sharp words and silence. You and Bakugo had been arguing before he left for work. He didn’t say much, only muttered that he was turning off his phone to focus, as he often did when he was deep in his work. You, frustrated and upset, had let him go without a word, but the silence between you both was deafening. You didn’t understand why he always chose his work over talking things out.
Now, walking down the street, you couldn’t shake the feeling that someone was following you. Your heart raced as you kept your pace steady, glancing over your shoulder every now and then, but you never saw anyone directly. The feeling lingered, though — like a shadow always just behind you, out of sight but never truly gone.
You reached for your phone, hands trembling slightly, and quickly typed out a message to Bakugo. You just wanted to hear his voice, to feel like he cared and was still there, even if it was only through a text.
“Hey, I feel like someone’s following me. I’m really scared, Bakugo… please, talk to me.”
Your thumb hovered over the screen as you hit send, but the message never went through. The phone showed that it had failed to send, the signal having been lost in the middle of nowhere. You tried again, but nothing happened.
Where are you? you thought. He always kept his phone off when he was working, but this felt different. You tried calling, but it went straight to voicemail. Your anxiety started to build up, your breaths shallow as you felt eyes on you, as though someone was inching closer.
The sound of footsteps echoed in the alleyway behind you, growing louder. Your eyes darted around for anyone that could help, but there was no one in sight. The street was eerily quiet. Your heart hammered in your chest as the footsteps quickened. You started to run.
Suddenly, a rough hand grabbed your arm, pulling you back with force. You yelped in surprise, your body instantly jerking away, but the grip was too strong.
“Where do you think you’re going, bitch?” a voice sneered. Your stomach dropped as you looked up, only to see a pair of cruel, cold eyes staring down at you.
The world seemed to blur around you as panic set in. You struggled to break free, but the man’s grip was unrelenting, dragging you further into the shadows. Your breath caught in your throat as you realized that there was no escape.
Before you could react, the man’s grip tightened, and you could feel yourself being lifted off the ground. A scream bubbled up in your chest, but it was cut off as a sudden explosion rang out nearby. The force of the blast sent the man flying back, his hold loosening as he was thrown against the wall. The ground shook, and the distant sound of someone shouting your name reached your ears.
“Y/N!” Bakugo’s voice, raw with anger and concern, tore through the air, snapping you out of the daze.
You looked up, your breath shaky, only to see Bakugo standing there, his fists clenched, his body tense with fury. His usual scowl was replaced with a deep, unsettling worry, his eyes scanning over your trembling figure.
“Y/N… what the hell were you thinking?” His voice was harsh, but his concern was clear as he pulled you into his arms, holding you tightly, as if to reassure himself that you were real.
“I— I was scared,” you whispered, your voice barely audible. “I… I thought someone was following me. I couldn’t reach you. Your phone was off.”
Bakugo's face softened, though a flicker of guilt crossed his features. He had been so absorbed in his work that he had failed to check on you, to make sure you were okay. He never imagined that something like this could happen.
“I’m sorry,” he muttered, tightening his hold on you. “I should’ve been there. I shouldn’t have… left you like that.”
But as you stood there, his warmth surrounding you, a deep sadness lingered within you. The argument this morning, the silence, the distance — it all hit you harder than it should have. The terror of almost losing him, of being so alone in that moment, gnawed at you.
“I don’t want to feel alone anymore, Bakugo,” you whispered, fighting the tears that threatened to fall. “I don’t want this distance between us. I can’t handle it.”
Bakugo’s heart twisted in his chest. He had always been so focused on his goals, on being the best, but he hadn’t realized how his distance from you — emotionally and physically — had affected you. The harshness of the morning argument and his neglect for your feelings had almost cost him everything.
“I promise, I won’t ever let you feel alone again,” he whispered, pulling you closer. But the damage was already done. The crack in your heart that had been growing for a while couldn’t be repaired with a few words.
As the minutes passed, a heavy silence settled over the two of you. You stayed in his arms, but the weight of everything hung between you, unspoken and unaddressed. Despite the closeness, the rift between you both was still there, and for now, neither of you knew how to fix it.
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fragileporcelaine · 6 months ago
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౨ৎ ˙⋆.˚ brothersbestfriend!rafe saves you from a tragic date
you decide to download some dating apps due to your non-existent love life, after swiping left at some weird matches until a guy catches your eye ethan baker you swipe right intrested at his profile, minutes later a message is sent.
" Hey! your really beautiful " he types
you smile at the sweet message and type back " aw! thank you, your not too bad yourself " a few messages turns into you and ethan constantly messaging for 3 days straight until ethan decides to make a move
" I really do enjoy speaking with you, so would you like to go on a date with me? " you grin because you really do like him you quickly type back " of course! how about that really nice restaurant that just opened in figure eight on friday? "
friday finally comes around and you put on a short jean skirt, red floraly scandalous shirt, you hear a knock on your door and know its ethan.
" hey ethan, its nice to finally meet you! " you say with a cheeky smile on your face, ethan leans down and kisses your cheek.
" hey gorgeous, same with you, the reservation is really soon, we really have to get going " he holds your hand and leads to towards his car, ethan walks straight to the drivers side expecting you to open the passenger seats door yourself, you brush off this one mistake thinking in your head " hmm, maybe its not that serious to him "
" sorry is it okay if i put my headphones in, just nerves you know " you look at him hoping it doesnt bother him
" yeah of course i'd rather talk when we're at the restaurant too not good at multitasking " he says nervously laughing
you eventually get to the restaurant and your about 15 minutes into the date, you like ethan, you have a good feeling about him until you dont.
" how did your last relationship end? " you ask curiously
" oh, well she broke up with me due to my "misogynistic views" she called it apparently saying her job should be cleaning is misogynistic? " he said rolling his eyes
you immediately have a weird feeling in your stomach but brush it off. another 15 minutes go by.
" hey so after this we're going to mine, i have some wine" he confidently says expecting you to agree.
" could you excuse me, i need to go to the bathroom " you stand up and walk away fidgiting with your hands, " i need to get out of here " you think to yourself. you message your brother hoping he responds
" please pick me up this dates going horribly " you rapidly message him. he responds as soon as the text goes through " can't. "
you look through your contacts wondering who else you can message, rafe cameron your brothers bestfriend, you sigh knowing you and his friendship isn't the best, but he's your last resort " please pick me up, this dates tragic and i feel really unsafe " you type hoping he responds, 2 minutes go by, no respond. you walk back to the table tragicly hoping you somehow get out of this. 3 minutes later you hear a slam coming from the entrance.
rafe cameron.
rafe walks towards you plopping his motorcycle helmet on your head " we're going " he says nonchalantly. ethan stands up " who the fuck are you " he says in an agressive tone stepping towards rafe. " one inch closer and your leaving with your nose broken. " ethan steps back almost in fear. you feel your face getting warm as rafe grabs your hand and leads you to the front door holding your hand softly.
rafe hops onto his motorcycle holding your hand making sure you dont hurt yourself, he takes your hands and put them around his waist making sure your secure and safe,
" thank you so much rafe. " you say breaking your silence, rafe doesnt respond and starts speeding away to your house. after a very silent couple of minutes you get to your house and rafe leads you to your front door.
" hey do you want to come in for a second? " you ask rafe hoping he agrees, to your luck he nods and steps inside, you both walk towards the living room and you fall down onto the sofa in relief.
you start rambling " listen im so sorry i know its a friday night and i just took you away from whatever you were doing like im just so sorry and i should of waited and i could of messaged my brother again and like- "
" stop speaking. " rafe says in a soft tone
" excuse me? " you say almost confused.
" i said stop speaking, do you want to know what i was doing? "
you nod waiting for him to continue
" i had a bunch of friends over. "
" oh my gosh im so sorry "
" stop speaking. " he says with a rougher tone " i saw your text i saw you felt unsafe i saw you needed me, i grabbed my helmet i grabbed my keys and i left. i didnt say anything i just got on my bike and i got to you, because i will choose you over everyone else every time. "
you furrow your eyebrows, again waiting for him to explain what he meant. rafe steps towards you looking down at you sitting down.
" what are you- what are you saying? " you say knowing your face is turning red
" i will choose you. "
" okay but what about my brother " you say almost laughing thinking this is a joke
" over your brother every time. "
" what does this mean? " you say feeling something you've never felt before.
rafe crouches to get to your eye-level " i'll show you what this means " rafe kisses you on the lips for a second. " but i'll show you on a different night, when you havent just came back from a shit date. "
rafe walks towards the door not allowing you to get out another word. next thing you know you hear the engine of a motorcycle driving away.
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aboringredmop · 9 months ago
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k still don't know how im gonna post the videos (YouTube? unlisted?someone please help) but I can't sleep so I thought it'd write down whatever I remember happening!
(edit: here's the full recording! )
Becky and Joe walked on stage wearing sunglasses and red leather jackets and threw 3 of the trio plushies into the crowd. didn't get one unfortunately but it's really cool some people got free plushies :)
they made this robot child called the Inspiration Child, who's clearly meant to be a nod to ai (can learn from our show and generate it's own content!)
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they explained how they met (and had some dodgy animated retelling), and how they started with small projects like commercials and music videos, until they came up with designs of the trio (and a mysterious fourth fella)
they made the designs first, then made the set, then the song and finally wrote the script for creativity. red guy was just a red mop head with legs at first ("alien squid thing") but Joe put the red guy head on for shits and giggles once and Becky thought it was hilarious so they kept it in the show
they were really not expecting it to blow up, and when Sundance called because they wanted to show creativity Becky thought it was a scam caller lol
they talked about the kickstarter and the credit card fraud kid. the mailed him saying "hey maybe dont do that" but the kid didnt know how to undo it cuz he just found a website full of credit card information and went ham, so Becky and Joe had to contact kickstarter because people were pulling out of the funding because they thought the project was overfunded (kickstarter was very difficult to contact)
they also made (lighthearted) fun of nsfw fluffybird art ((no padlock 😔) "using OUR characters to act out their SICK FANTASIES" - Becky) and theorists, especially because most if not all of the webseries is just them fucking around.
Inspiration Child also says something along the lines of "wow what a cool show with a great message of how corrupt the media is. I hate the media!"
Becky and Joe had these rules to make the show as vague as possible (no pop culture references, no names, no swearing and way too much detail put into small things)(the duck guy drag queen absolutely obliterates the no swearing rule lol)
they talk about the pilot, how they focused too much on the story because they felt like they had to due to it being on the big screen now, and how it ended up ruining the atmosphere and such of the pilot. they did show the entire thing sped up but my phone sucks ass so I could not get it to focus correctly. I'll see what I can salvage so you people can dissect frames of your blorbo you're Legally Not Allowed To See (which is also the official reason we don't get the pilot)
also pilot concept art showed that Mean Steve is in fact just called Key
they showed a whole post-it wall full of ideas for the tv show. don't know how much I got on footage, but what stood out most to me were 2 episodes called Money and Christmas. Joe mentioned "clock in a wheelchair" specifically
also really fun fact. Becky made the Lesley suit during covid, and pretty much threatened Baker into writing a human character into the show to wear it. concept art also shows Lesley with a mask made out of the same fabric, don't know if this was part of the original suit tho
they showed Warrens old models (?). he was gonna be a wayy more ugly looking silicone pug-worm thing y'all got lucky with the bald fuck
lily and todney were directly based off of some cancelled show about two porcelain doll children with panda parents. do not for the life of me remember what it was called but Becky and Joe were very enthousiastic about it (UPDATE: Candy and Andy!)
international release of the show soon!
Inspiration Child talks about what he's learned and sings a little song, then generates his own dhmis inspired content of a cult meeting in a forest at night. the dhmis Discord server called this "potential new content" but I doubt it
3 cultists walk on stage, face the screen backs to the crowd, drop their cloaks and boom! drag queens!!!
they were not mentioned on the site or during earlier parts of the show at all so they were a complete surprise. I asked Becky about it later during the night and she said she really wanted them there, so she asked and they were excited to! hope this means more official content with them soon I love them
they dance to There's Three Of Us, then Duck lipsings the shredder song which turns into a techno remix while Red and Yellow dance during the background
then Duck and Yellow make out while Red tries to undress to the instrumentals of the Fucked Up Part of Creativity but can't get out of his suit on time before the song ends
the drag queens, Becky and Joe and the Inspiration Child walk around during the meet and greet later and I got signatures from all of them! except inspiration child he didn't have thumbs
the drag queens were so fucking funny. Duck adopted inspiration child and loudly yelled at everyone to "GET AWAY FROM MY FUCKING CHILD" (their duck voice is sooo good). yellow stood in a corner staring at a wall for like 10 minutes and red was constantly awkwardly hovering just outside the frames of pictures (and also could not see shit lmao)
Becky liked my shirt! (the one with the melting trio heads) said she handdrew it
I'll post the signatures and some more stuff tomorrow because it is. 5 am
edit Heres the signatures! yellow guys is Italian I think? and means hi I love you :)
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(the liyskaen is duck trying to spell my name. they got pretty close)
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weirdly-specific-but-ok · 1 year ago
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the bafta livestream out of context: top 60 cursed quotes.
There is nothing more cursed than the livestream I just witnessed, and I made a summary post but now I'm just going to put in quotes by the worthy maggots in the stream with no context, because BELIEVE ME THE CONTEXT DIDN'T MAKE ANYTHING BETTER. The livestream chat was NOT A PLACE OF THE LORD.
I'm going to make the quotes that were by me a different colour. Please know that I am NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR A SINGLE QUOTE OTHER THAN THOSE. SO HERE'S THE TOP 60 IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
Barbenhimer awakened things in me ok
aroace people the most disturbingly sexual talkers on the planet fight me on this
WHO JUST GASPED
MICHAEL SHEENS BABY TALKING BARK BADK IM A DOG BARK WOOF
I feel so sorry for this woman. She's being so heartfelt and we're here thristing over a slinky that possessed a man
IRELAAAND PLEASE ADOPT ME AS YOUR OWN PLEASE TAKE ME TO THE LAND OF UNPRONOUNCABLE WORDS, GREEN FEILD, CATHOLISISM AND HOZIER PLEASE
the urge to go to france and misgender a croissant is real
Devastated the slutty knees have gone away
So many men nowadays are so submissive and breedable like thank you lord for these men thank you
witches and murder slime tutorial
speaking of royals did the bloke who ISN'T lizzy's husband but her son apparently die yet
Turtleneck Crowley is my gender.
WE COULD HAVE LEFT IT AS NOT SAFE FOR WORK WHY THE DRTAOLS ASMI
SAY AN BFUIL CEAD AGAM DUL GO DTÍ AN LEITHREAS AN WE'LL LET YOU THROUGJ
"Oompa loompa doopety dee, I really hated being in this movie" -Hugh grant probably
IF YOU'RE A CHILD AVERT YOUR EYES FROM THAT MESSAGE IM SORRY
i want the kilt back this a betrayal
if someone put me in a room with kilt!david tennant one of us is walking out of that room pregnant and its not gonna be me
a lot of these words are in the bible and none of them should be in that order you need jesus
Can we vote to make david wear that kilt back? Maybe make him do a twirl this time
You mean Bildaddy? 😏
Honey what make you think a dude who roamed around with prostitutes and got himself more holes for mankind won't be calling bildad bildaddy? [this was about jesus btw.]
FREE THE KNEE
Show us the knees!
AND YOU'RE COMING AFTER ME FOR MY BLOWJOB BANANA
He looks like those fancy chocolates. Imma take a bite outta him. Think you'll leak molten goo like them?
My brain isn't working, I read "bratty couch jr"
i'm sorry the what holes
FIND ME ON GOAD AND I WILL MAKE YOU PAY APPROPRIATELY
I genuinely thought it was a road typo and I thought you were threatening asmi with physical violence on the road
OHH FLOWER OF SCOTLAAAAAAND
Combine that with the unfortunate oranges and see what happens.
DEVASTATING NEWS I ATE UP ALL OF THEM SO I'VE BROUGHT A BLOWJOB BANANA INSTEAD
That reminded me of the army video where the guy was deepthroating a 7 inch banana without a hitch.
OMG THEY JUST FLASHED BACK & I GOT A GLIMPSE OF THAT KILT 🥵🥵🥵
thats why apollo had to deliver you at an illegal sushi restaurant
How long do you think it would take to get david naked from his chocolate man suit? Can we set a new speedrun category?
SUPERBOWL FOR TENNANTISTS
Big feelings about pants straps in the chat tonight
Last time i check yoire supposed to thank the lord gor his gifts
HEY GUYS ASMI'S FROM A PARALLEL UNIVERSE CONFIRMED
I just have a deep appreciation for ireland
Can you use suspenders as bondage gear? I mean it looks like it would be fine? I mean if you make the length a bit more they might be more comfortable than ropes. Just sayin
All i can think when i see him in the costume is the one specific ken and oppenhimer slash fic. Lord help me i can't be saved
GIVE MY LOVE TO THE LEPRECHAAAAAAAAAAAUNSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Like a giant orange slice on her one arm.
Stop hitting the lectern geez / what if its into that?
Men who wear suspenders are such losers like why do you need so much cloth to keep your pants up. Why dont you just wear a belt. Where do you live. What is your timezone. What are you office hours
what is this suspender shaming ari chappal for you
Aziraphales office hours are: fuck off
Put me ina room with a suspender wearing man and he shall have the same fate as kilttennant
MARIYADAM E ILLAI
It was titled "snake in my b***" It meant butt lmfao
CROWLEY AND LOKI MY GENDERFLUID ICONS
THE KNEES ARE BACK
THEKNEES GOD SAVE ME FROM THESE SINFUL THOUGHTS
What if slutshaming is my kink?
NOT THE BLOWJOB FACE NO
AT THIS POINT IF NEIL HASN'T UNFOLLOWED ME YET HE'S ASKING TO BE MENTALLY SCARRED IM SORRY
I am failing
Tagging the main culprits whose tumblr handles I know:
@thearoacemess @vitrilol @queermarzipan @good-usernames-were-taken
Cheers, maggots.
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aliaology · 2 years ago
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NOW THAT WE DONT TALK
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summary: somehow, somewhere, cole caulfied gets yn to go to his end of the summer party down in michigan. it works in her favor due to college starting back up. pt.5
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“no fucking way, cole.” you said into the phone, sitting at the island of your brother’s house. the sliding door nearby was open, sending small gusts of wind in, causing you to shrink closer to your body.
“oh come on, please!” cole whined from the phone. cole tried his hardest, but if he tried his hardest, his party would not be held, on the hughes property.
said party will also have jack hughes— and even trevor zegras.
“cole—“ “no come on, y/n, i havent seen you in forever. i get trevor and jack will be there, but just ignore them, please. i miss you and i dont want them to be the reason we can’t hang out.” cole pleaded.
you let out a sigh. “can i bring a plus one?” you ask. you can hear cole whisper a small ‘yes!’ in victory before speaking, “of course, is it gonna be your brother?”
“uh no— i was gonna talk to sab…” you trailed off.
“i dont care who you bring, as long as i get to see you, bells.”
there is was. the nickname you had been given one summer many years ago by cole, that soon everyone in the hughes summer house called you.
he started to call you bells because of how quiet you would walk into a room, he made the joke you needed a bell to stop scaring them. fast forward, he bought you some and forced you to have them around your neck, and the nickname just stuck.
it was almost endearing at this point. not some joke.
“okay” you whispered, bringing a leg up, resting your chest against your knee.
“when is it?” you asked.
“next weekend. so is this a yes?” cole asked excitedly. “i guess so. i better get paid back for this unexpected flight.”
“fuck yeah, i cannot wait to see you, bells.”
“cant wait to see you too..”
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you sigh softly, curled in a fetal position on your bed, your white comforter draped over your body. you hated how after a year, you were still hung up on your ex, who was doing way better than you.
he had a girlfriend, your best friend, hockey, he had it all. you shared your music to the world, not as an act of revenge but as a way to pour your heart out and see if people have and are going through the same thing.
you feel lucky to know you have yet to receive a message from jack, or even his girlfriend. that doesn’t mean you havent seen the comments though.
quinn commenting every once in awhile kind of scared you. what was he telling jack? what was he telling trevor? what was he saying about you in general?
but you and quinn had a good relationship, he was practically your third older brother (right behind your actual one, and auston!). you went to him for advice about jack, or to complain about jack.
luke and you also had a good relationship. one that crumbled when you and him had a small argument over your break up with jack, and him ultimately choosing his brother. you didn’t blame him though.
sad fact is, is you believe that all the hughes brothers were your soulmates in some form. quinn and luke were your platonic soulmates. jack was your romantic soulmate, in every possible way. but not anymore,
jack is on your mind constantly. all you see is him everywhere you go. all the time its just him.
you wanted it to stop. jack was practically your roman empire and god you needed to find a new one.
but hey, at least you don’t have to pretend you like acid rock anymore, because god some of his playlists for game days were bad.
but he was happier now, right? with his new girlfriend who definitely dissed you online..
maybe its a good thing, yknow? now that you dont talk..
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tags: @honethatty12 , @slaythehousebootsdown13 , @lovinbarzal , @outrunangelss , @absolutelyhugh3s , @hockeyboysarehot , @shadowsndaisies if u want tags, lmk <3
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glorysbox · 2 years ago
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Hi! Wanted to start off saying I love your writing so much! I had an idea that I’d love to see written by you, though I’m not sure if you do swf type stuff? (If not please totally ignore me!) And also not sure how detailed you prefer people to get, so this might be way too long for a fic lol. Either way, love your writing and hope you’re doing well!
So essentially Leon has a friend (afab) who has had a boyfriend for a while, and Leon begins to notice that she’s been staying home all the time, showing up less and less to hang out with their friend group, and giving excuses to not show up that’ve begun to repeat. Leon gets suspicious and confronts her when they’re alone for a minute, asking if her boyfriend is preventing her from hanging out with her friends and family. She confirms that’s the case, and explains that her boyfriend gets insanely suspicious about her interacting with anyone outside of him because, “Why would you ever need to talk to or be around anyone else? I should be enough for you. I should be your whole world.” And Leon, who has always had feelings for her but never acted on them is essentially like, “You know there are people who’d treat you better than that, right?”
leon x fem!reader
wc: 1.6k
tags: SFW YAYYYY! implied emotionally abusive relationship, hurt + comfort, leon is a cutie that cares about u a lot, dialogue heavy again
It's been a while since he's seen you.
So long, in fact, that Leon is starting to feel worried.
He never liked your boyfriend—couldn't stand the way the guy constantly talked down to you or the people around you. Leon never said anything, though. The guy made you "happy"—(in your own words)—and he would rather keep his tongue shut than threaten the friendship he has with you over this guy.
He thought he was making the right decision.
And yet, here he is, staring at the multitude of messages that he's been sending you over the past few weeks. Invitations to hang out get ignored. Questions about your well-being get ignored. Conversation starters get ignored. It's frustrating. But above being frustrating: it's nerve-wracking. Leon is worried. And he has been for weeks now... you're pulling away from him. And not just him; you're pulling away from everyone.
bestie: Hey. I'm worried about you, can we please talk? You've been distant for a while now. Did I do something wrong? [7:32]
bestie: Hello? Cmon. Dont ignore me [7:47]
You don't even read it.
It's at this point in time where Leon is starting to feel like he needs to do something. To say something. You were never like this before—and he's upset. Really upset. Which leads him to where he is now—fumbling with his phone as he stands outside of your apartment building. What does he even say? Does he call you—maybe text you? Will you even respond? Probably not. What if your boyfriend—the whole reason he wants to speak with you—is over your place?
Jesus, Leon. He thinks, stuffing his phone along with his hands into his jacket pockets. Come on. She needs you. Whatever happens happens.
Three knocks on your apartment break you out of your boyfriend-argument induced stupor. Your mind is foggy as you stumble from your bed—wiping your tears—to head to the door. This time, you don't even know what you've done wrong. You listen to your boyfriend faithfully. You've stopped talking to Leon, stopped hanging out with your friends, stopped messaging your family everyday—what else is there to do? You just want him to be happy.
boyfie: Do you even care about me? [7:26]
boyfie: i ask you to do the bare minimum shit and you never listen [7:26]
boyfie: Maybe we should just break up. i treat you like you're the only girl for me and all you do is whore yourself around [7:27]
He's told you so many times that he's the only one that'll ever love you the way he does. Explained that he is and should be your endgame—tells you that every good relationship needs it's compromise. He tells you that he's compromised so much to get nothing in return. And you believe it.
You'll have to figure out how to make this right—after you see who's at the door. With one final wipe of your tears with the back of your hand, you open your front door—maybe hoping to see your boyfriend, but...
"Hey, I... are you crying?" Leon's face is scrunched together, eyebrows drawn in and eyes squinting at the sight of your (admittedly pathetic, but adorable) display of sadness.
"No—I'm not. I was just..." You trail off, voice low and sad and whiny enough to make Leon's heart break into a million pieces. Guilt rushes over him in waves. He should've come sooner. You feel a firm hand squeezing the meat of your shoulder.
"Don't even lie... can I come in? We really, really need to talk. I—"
"No! No—you can't come in. Look, I'm sorry Leon, but..." You put your hands up defensively, creating distance between the both of you. Leon's heart breaks into a million more pieces. "That's not a good idea. You need to leave."
"Need to?" He sounds offended. "I'm not going anywhere. What I need to do is talk to you. About a bunch of things. It's just a talk!"
He pauses for a few moments.
"He won't get mad at us for just talking," Leon adds, in attempt to quell your obvious anxiety at just conversing with him. It's pretty much just as he thought; you never would avoid or ignore him on purpose. Your boyfriend told you to. You're just too sweet to realize that he's treating you like shit.
"Even if he doesn't... I don't want to risk it. I really don't want to upset him..." You avoid Leon's gaze. "Can you just... go away? I don't want to ruin my relationship anymore than I already have."
Leon's heart breaks into a trillion pieces.
"I'm... not going anywhere." Leon says slowly, taking a step closer to you. "Come on. He doesn't have to know. I'm worried about you. Everyone is."
"I don't want to lie about having you over. That would just be wrong." You pause. "And worried about what? I'm fine. Really."
Leon sighs. You watch as he pinches the bridge of his nose—watch as he looks around your apartment building. And then, you watch as he ducks under your arm to enter your apartment. He's already got the door shut behind himself before you can protest or say anything.
You open your mouth to speak, but—
"Just hear me out! Please. Come on. We've been best friends for years. Don't you care to hear about what I have to say?" He pauses, a pout forming on his face. You start to feel guilty for ghosting him. "Please. I'll be quick."
And you sigh in defeat, saying nothing. Which to him, is an invitation to speak.
"I... uh, okay, I know I said I wanted to speak. But I actually want you to talk to me instead. Talk to me about what's going on—" He reaches for you, putting a hand on your cheek. His thumb swipes away your tears. You don't pull away this time. "I need to know. I've been dying not knowing what's going on with you. At least give me the reason you ditched me."
"I... I'm sorry..." You mutter, eyes downcast as you avoid your best friend's intense gaze. "I should've talked to you about it, I'm sorry. It's just—he didn't want me talking to you, because..."
"Because?"
"Well—he said that you... uh, had a crush on me. And he didn't want me hanging out with you anymore because it's... cheating."
"What?! I don't—I..." He trails off, voice pitched a tad too high considering the fact that he's lying his ass off. Deflect, Leon. "Okay, whatever. What about our other friends? Your family? What's your reason for that?"
"H... he just said that you and—well, everyone doesn't understand our relationship. And that you guys just want to break us apart."
Damn right Leon doesn't understand your relationship with that douchebag. And damn right he wants you to break up with him. He doesn't verbalize any of this—not now, at least. He keeps a hand on your cheek, reveling in the feeling of your warm skin on his hand.
"And... why are you crying right now?" Leon's voice is soft as he speaks to you. He's trying his hardest to coax the truth out of you.
"Because..." You bite your lip, still looking away from Leon. The look on your face has his heart breaking into a quadrillion pieces. He could treat you so much better. "I made a mistake. And he won't tell me what I did... but I want to fix it. I really don't want to lose him..."
"You know... if he was a good boyfriend, he wouldn't not tell you what you did wrong." Leon's brows furrow together once more, replacing his softer expression. "He shouldn't want you to be upset. He should want you to be... happy. That's what couples should do."
Leon's doing a lot of talking for a guy who's never had a relationship before. He'd never admit that the reason is mostly because he only wants you.
"I know, but—"
"There's no buts. Come on. Don't you see? He's treating you like shit. I don't want to see you like..." He gestures to all of you. "This. Sad and lonely and desperate for this guy to treat you well. He's never going to treat you well."
He pauses.
"There's so many people out here. People that can treat you better. That care about you... like me, for example." Very subtle, Leon. He thinks, but thankfully... you don't seem to catch on. Or you don't comment on it if you do. He takes the opportunity, pulling you closer into him.
You don't pull away.
Making progress.
"We're best friends... I only want the best for you." You wrap your arms around his torso. Making more progress, he thinks. "I care about you more than you know. And I've been lonely without you."
You bury your face in his chest. It's comforting. It always has been. More progress.
"Everyone is worried about you. You need to... stop letting him string you along like this. He's taking advantage of you." You sniffle in his chest.
Maybe he's right, you think.
"Let's go back to the way things were before. Me. And you. And, uh... everyone else, yeah. And you being happy and smiling and having fun. I haven't seen you smile once since you started dating this guy." An exaggeration, but not all a lie. Now that you think about it, you aren't exactly happy. At all, really.
You're cracking.
"But..." You want to protest, to say anything, but the words die in your throat. You miss Leon. You miss your friends. You miss your family.
"No buts. Let's watch a movie. We can order pizza and stuff our faces. And you'll block that bastard and hang out with me every day again." You try to hold back the smile that threatens it's way on your face.
You hate to admit that this sounds like a good idea.
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cultkinkcoven · 1 year ago
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okay I don’t love ranting about Christians on this page because I try to keep this space free of religious shenanigans but I need to rant about this because it’s actually SO irritating. This is coming steaming hot right off the top of the dome so excuse my grammar and all caps.
Lately my instagram page (thrashkink_art check me out I’m awesome) has been getting a lot of attention from Christians for some reason, and I’ve been getting dmd by people wanting desperately to debate and/ or convert me. They all come at me with the assumption that I’m either an extreme atheist that’s just super mad at God or a complete dumbass that’s simply never read the first few pages of Genesis. I must either be angry or stupid. There’s no way I could have read the Bible and known the story of Jesus without subscribing to it. Anyone who isn’t Christian must not know the story! “Have you heard about JESUS? DID YOU 🫵 KNOW He died for your sins? 😃” Whatever
The thing that is so frustrating is that, EVERY SINGLE TIME I share some information with them about the Bible or religion that they didn’t know, they immediately BLOCK ME. EVERY TIME. And it’s like??? If you want to have a debate and go bar for bar then I’ll humor you. Hey, who knows! Maybe I’ll even learn something new and convert! I’m always open to new information! I love learning about religion! But apparently it doesn’t go both ways because the second I present information they can’t grapple with, they IMMEDIATELY BLOCK ME. AAAAAA
Some Christian dude: If you read the Bible you’d know that doing witchcraft will land you in Hell!
Me: well if we’re really going based off of the Bible, the entire concept of Hell doesn’t originate in the Isrealite religion. Actually, there’s no mention of a Hell in the OT at all, Hell is a Greek concept and so is Lucifer.
Christian: What? No?? That can’t be true it completely distorts my worldview
Me: You… don’t have to believe me just look into it yourself
*You can no longer message this person*
LIKE WTF.
Some Christian dude: Women are just naturally subordinate to men, if they weren’t then we would have worshipped a female Goddess alongside YHWH.
Me: Well… They did. The Israelites worshiped Asherah alongside YHWH before her worship was abolished
Christian: This is blasphemy *you can no longer message this person*
RRRRRRRRAAAAAAAA. I have countless examples like this! A dude called me evil because I told him Jesus was Jewish. I’ve been called a degenerate for explaining how YHWH originated in Canaan. Im so tired of ignorant Christians shitting my pants because they’re too lazy to do any research on tHEIR OWN RELIGION!! IF YOU NEED TO HAVE AN EXISTENTIAL CRISIS BECAUSE YOU JUSG LEARNED ABOUT THE HISTOY OF YOUR RELIGION THEN THATS ON YOU BITCH! DONT GET MAD AT ME BC YOUVE BEEN FED A LIE !!!!!! THATS NOT MY PROBLEM !!!!!!!!!!
There have been so many times when I’ve taken the time to go through all this bullshit with people because I really don’t want to be close minded. But holy shit it’s like they’re allergic to conflicting information. They immediately accuse me of trying to push blasphemy onto them. and when i’m like hey dude don’t take my word for it, please I encourage you to do your own research, they’re immediately so offended and appalled. How dare I tell them something about the Bible that they didn’t know.
Listen bro, I’m fully supportive of your Christianity, live your life, worship your God, I honestly do not care. But if you’re going to try to convert me at least be somewhat prepared for an actual discussion. Don’t block me because you can’t handle the reality of the situation mother fucker.
LIKE LISTEN IM USUALLY NOT SO PRESSED AB SHIT LIKE THIS BUT THE THING THAT DRIVES ME UP THE WALL IS THAT I USUALLY TRY TO IGNORE THESE PEOPLE BUT THEN THEYRE ALL LIKE “Aha! 😌 You don’t want to hear me out because you know I’m right! You’re afraid of the truth!” SO THEN IM LIKE
*SIGGGGGHHHHHHH*
OKAY! Let’s go! Let’s hear it! We can debate because you’re so desperate to change my mind! ILL WASTE THREE HOURS OF MY LIFE GOING THROGH THIS SHIT WITH YOU SO YOU CAN JUST CALL ME A BLASPHEMOUS WHORE AND BLOCK ME. I LOVE WASTING MY TIME I LOVE GOING IN CIRCLES I LOVE POINTLESS DISCUSSIONS I LIVE FOR THEM
DO NOT!!! DM ME IF YOURE A CHRISTIAN !!!!YOU WILL NOT COME OUT THE SAME AFTER HEARING THE THOUGHTS FROM MY EXPANSIVE SEXY SLUTTY BRAIN YOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME!!!!
RRRRRAAAAAAAAA
ok. I’m better now. Merry Venus Day! Ave Lucifer! 🔱 💀
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junhui-png · 1 year ago
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puppy love ⌦ .。.:*♡
mingyu x reader x scoups? (Still figuring it out LOL) pt. 3
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summary: first year of college, you literally knew no one and you planned for it to stay that way but damn were you wrong
notes: hey guys, part 3 is finally out. Just wanna apologize for not uploading in so long, I've been going through a lot of family stuff and school has become a big stress for me but I've started to get my life back together again. i'll be uploading ever Wednesdays from now on unless I make a post stating otherwise! Anyways hope you enjoy part 3.
genre: seventeen college au, love triangle between scoups and Mingyu, Mingyu being on a football team, financial major scoups, angst??, fluff, cute friend ships, Hoshi, Joshua, Seungkwan, Minghao, and Wonwoo r your besties, Also besties with Yunjin (Le Sserafim) and Minnie (G-IDLE), other seventeen members are mentioned?? Childhood friends, cursing, drinking
THIS IS NOT PROOF READ BTW SO I APOLGIZE FOR ANY GRAMER OR SPELLING MISTAKESS!
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Your Birthday was in just a few weeks, you didn't really plan on doing anything to celebrate, maybe invite Mingyu and all your other friends over but that was it. "OK! I'm thinking the Maldives!" Seungkwan perks, across the table from you "You must've lost your mind Boo Seungkwan" Minghao scoffs, taking a bite of his food. You, Hoshi, Seungkwan, Minghao, Joshua, Wonwoo, And Mingyu were all sitting done at one of the campus's diners, eating your lunches, When Seungkwan started pitching birthday party ideas which you declined, as all of them were either out of your comfort zone or just borderline impossible "Seungkwanie. Let's be reasonable" You chuckle a bit "Besides I dont wanna do anything crazy" Though you tried to get Seungkwan to shut up, his mouth just kept on going, coming up with the wildest plans. "You know, I have a beach house over near Daegu if you guys want to stay there for a few days" Mingyu suddenly speaks up from across the table "YES! OMG YES" Seungkwan basically jumps up from his seat, causing everyone to break into sudden laughter "Are you sure we can use it?" You ask once the laughter had died down "Yeah of course! We dont use it that much anyways" He shrugs and you end up agreeing. You hurry up and finish you lunch before hurrying back to your class with Joshua. On your way back to your class, your phone is blowing up in your back pocket, which you pull out to see a bunch of text from, once again, Jaemin. You don't even bother to look through the thousands of text messages he sent you, you just let out a shaky sigh before pushing your phone back into the pocket of your sweatpants "The dick still bothering you?" Joshua asks "Yeah, he's back at it again for some reason" You shrug walking into your class. "If he keeps bothering you, you can tell us, you know?" Joshua tries to reassure you "Don't worry, he'll stop in a bit. He was like this when we first broke up anyways" You say, taking a sit at you desk, and Joshua doing the same.
You had finally finished all of your classes for the day and was walking home when you spotted a familiar figure in the distance "NINI!" Seungcheol's warm voices calls out and you pick up your pace just the slightest to catch up to Seungcheol "What are you doing here?" You say with a grin once you finally reached him "I dont know, thought I'd stop by" He shrugs and the two of you begin to walk "How are you?" He asks "Good, and you" "Same thing here" He smiles back. The two of you walk until you come across a convenience store "Want anything?" Seungcheol asks, entering the store with you following "Nah, im ok" You reply, taking a seat on one of the plastic green chairs. After a minute or two, Seungcheol comes back with 2 cups of shin ramyeon, water, and chocolate flavored nini's. "Cheol you didnt have to.." Your heart melts as you see all the things the man had brought for you "Its nothing please, You always used to get hungry after studying, so I assumed you would be hungry after all your classes" The man sets all the food on the table and takes a seat across from you before the two of you dig in. "I was wondering, I'm having a birthday party this following week over at Yeongildae beach, and I want you to come" you ask "Yeah, of course, I've been wanting to go the beach anyways". A little bit of excitment tingles through your body, and you can't help but smile a little knowing that you'll be able to hang out the Seungcheol once again. Seungcheol leans back in his chair and you begin to open the box of nini's "Remeber when we went to the beach together?" Seungcheol speaks up. You feel a small sense of nostalgia as you think of the past memories Seungcheol was referencing "How could I forgot, I had so much fun that day" A warm smiles covers your face, as your mind relives the moment "I think I still have the polaroid's we took of our sandcastle" You giggle at the memory of you and Seungcheol struggling to figure out how to work the new polaroid camera you were gifted. Chuckling, Seungcheol nods "And when we got Ice cream but you kept dropping them, we bought like 3 ice cream cones" "I dropped it once" You roll your eyes at Seungcheol's sarcasim and he laughs "God your mom was pissed off though, we got sand all over her car" He shakes his head in amusment remebering how your mother had scolded the two of you "I dont even wanna remember it" you chuckle. "Thanks for inviting me by the way, I'm sure I'll have a lot of fun!"
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After the night, you and Seungcheol stay in touch through text and you continued you life as you would had usually. You were out for lunch with your friends at another restaurant on campus, when you phone went off again. You had a bad feeling about the notification that you had just gotten because, surprise! It was Jaemin. Your expression changed immedatly after reading the text Jaemin had sent you " Y/N I'm outside come out." you immediately whipped your head around and there he was, just standing there with his arms crossed, staring right at you "That son of a bitch." Yunjin mumbled, also noticing him. Your entire friend group turned to look at Jaemin but he didnt seemed bothered "You got to be fucking with me right now.." You let out a sigh "I'll be back" You get up from your seat, feeling the eye's of your friends still on you as you walk out. "Jaemin what the hell are you doing here" You confront him "Why won't you respond, I’ve been texting you all week” Jaemin says, hint of annoyance in his voice “Because I told you I don’t want to see or talk to you ever again, so leave me alone” You roll your eyes and turn around to go back inside but he grabs your wrist “LET GO OF MY, WHAT THE FUCK!” You shriek, immediately pulling your hand away from him. Your friends had rushed out of the restaurant at this point and were all behind you “baby..please just listen to me” he whines “get lost.” Mingyu says in a stern voice “you don’t wanna be with a girl like her! She a fucking whore! I saw her with another guy last week” Jaemin yells at Mingyu, his ears turning red from anger. “ Were you fucking stalking me?” You scoff in disbelief, realizing he was talking about you and Seungcheol at the convenience store. He was about to say something but was cut off by Wonwoo “You fuckin creep, just leave man.”
Jaemin let’s out a rough sigh before storming off, finally leaving you and your friends alone. "Sorry yall, That ruined the mood" You say, breaking the short moment of silence after Jaemin had left "You dont need to apologize, Jaemin's literally crazy" Hoshi reassures "Are you ok?" Mingyu puts his hand on the small of your back, as some sort of comfort you assumed "Yea, im good. That kinda freaked me out though" You let out a shaky chuckle "He's fucking stalking you Y/N, you need to report him to the police" Yunjin speaks up, the others agreeing with her "He'll stop, there's no point. If it does get bad, then i'll report to the police." You say "I'll be fine" Your friends exchange some sort of look before changing the topic to lighten the mood.
You had arrived home and you were backing your bag with Minnie, who was also going to the beach house with you. The plan was to go today, and stay at the beach house and saturday and sunday. You were helping Minnie pick the clothes she wanted to pack when the front door bell rang. "Ill get it" You get Minnie as you rush off to the door "Seungcheol? You're early? You opened the door to see Seungcheol in front of you. He was wearing a white shirt topped with a beige varsity jacket and a pair of light blue jeans "You look nice" He says, ignoring the questioned you had just asked. You were wearing a jean skirt with a navy blue halter tank top with your hair in a claw clip "Thank you, but what are you doing so early" You ask again, moving out of the way so he could enter. "I finished packing early so I thought you wouldnt mind me stopping by early" He shrugs, taking a seat on your couch "Thats fine right?" Seungcheol asks and you nod "Yeah I dont mind, I'm almost done packing, hold on" You rush back to your room to finish packing when the door bell rings again "you gotta be kidding me.." You sigh "I'll get it" Seungcheol calls out from the living room. You hear the door open and hear Seungkwan and Hoshi's excited giggles. "MINNIE, Y/N! LETS GOO EVERYONE"S OUTSIDE" Hoshi's voice booms through your small apartment "ok, you dont have to shout, this is a small ass apartment" You sigh, entering the living room with your bags "I'm so exciteddd!" Minnie chirps, as I shut and lock our apartment door. "I have so much planned" Seungkwan giggles, running over to the van that was parked infront of your apartment complex. "Hi." Mingyu waves to you, a dumb smile playing on his lips "Hi Mingyu" You wave back, Placing your bag in the back of the van. You enter the the van and sit in the middle of the third row, both Seungcheol and Mingyu besides you. Joshua's driving with Seungkwan in the passenger seat and Hoshi, Yunjin, and Minnie in the second row. Minghao and Wonwoo chose to be isolated in the back, probably so they could sleep the entire ride to daegu. "Everybody ready?" Joshua asks and everybody shouts yes before Joshua begin to drive. Seungkwan immediately connects his phone to the aux before blasting music, beginning a karaoke session. You, Minnie, and Yunjin sing Nonsense, Yes, and?, Kill Bill, what makes you beautiful, and so many songs before letting Seungkwan and Hoshi the chance to sing the songs of there choice. You lean back in your seat, sweating just a bit because of how much energy you were putting into your singing "Do you want some water" Seungcheol asks you, noticing your panting state "Omg, yes please" You watch as Seungcheol pulls out a smaller black bag from under his seat and unzips. As your watching him search his bag for a water bottle, something catches you eye "You still have that" You point to the side pocket of the bag which had a slightly beat up cherry keychain hanging from the zipper of the pocket. Seungcheol chuckles once he realizes what you were referring too "You thought I would just throw it out?" He asks, cocking an eyebrow "I dont know, thought you would have lost it by now" You shrug "Here" He hands you a water bottle and you give him a small smile as a thank you before chugging down your water. "Did you get him that?" Mingyu suddenly asks, a werid sound in his voice "Uh yeah, when we were kids I got him that for his birthday" You smile softly, thinking about how happy 7 year old Seungcheol was too get some crappy keychain from you. Mingyu lets out a salty "hm" before looking back to this phone. You go back to singing a bit later and play some Valorant with Wonwoo for a little before you got tired and decided to take a quick nap. "WE'RE HEREE!!”
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ceoofvillainmc · 5 months ago
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You've Got Mail!
My dumbass chatfic that I've had rolling around in my brain lol
she's a bit of a slow burn but dont worry the boys will be appearing
hope you guys enjoy!
Here's the AO3 link if you'd prefer: https://archiveofourown.org/works/62200078/chapters/159112096
FAULTY HEART FOSTER KIDS >5:09pm
SMELLva: Okay roll call!!! Who survived their first day as an official hunter
rosie: all good here. my partner seemed more nervous than i was lol
HIPPA violator: Same for me! I got put in a group of three, but they were both really nice!
HIPPA violator: Also, can we please change my name?
rosie: no.
SMELLva: Whyyyy sisi you’re so good at it :)))))))
rosie: stop using your healthcare appointments to flirt with our doctor
SMELLva: I don’t think changing her primary physician is going to do anything
SMELLva: He just has to be in the same room and she’s all 🥺
HIPPA violator: Yeah! The appointments are just for easy access!
rosie: easy access
rosie: 🤨
HIPPA violator: NO
SMELLva: Hot
rosie: no its not
SMELLva: No it’s not 🤮he’s like a brother
HIPPA violator: Speaking of, have we heard from Bea?
rosie: i didn’t see them when we reported back to the association
rosie: wouldn’t be surprised if they went straight home
rosie: she was nervous about today
SMELLva: Yeah could be decompressing
HIPPA violator: But we promised to check in after today… 🤔
rosie: true.
BEES: im here
BEES: sorry i was trying to figure out how to phrase it
<Reply to message> BEES:  @HIPPA violator what do u mean speaking of zayne
HIPPA violator: Bea!!!!!!!!!!!
rosie: what do you mean phrase it did something happen
BEES: i mean
BEES: yes and no
BEES: im fine! not hurt or anything
BEES: it was just
BEES: hm
rosie: ????????????
BEES: was it the autism that reminded you of me when you were talking about zayne
BEES: bc maybe that’s why I thought today was odd idk
SMELLva: Okay that’s kinda ominous
HIPPA violator: Elaborate???? Please?????
BEES: okay so i was paired with this girl tara shes really nice you guys would like her
BEES: kinda like a mouse?
SMELLva: Oh was she the one who was next to me?
BEES: yeah
SMELLva: Oh yeah she’s cute!!!!
BEES: yeah so me n her were assigned i think it was an old lab or something
BEES: oh she does tarot btw
HIPPA violator: Love that 😍
BEES: and we found some wanderers and then she said we should split up to look around
BEES: which i wasnt super into but i said yeah anyway
SMELLva: WHY
BEES: I DONT KNOW I PANICKED
rosie: white people behavior
BEES: yeah 😔
BEES: but yeah she does the outside and i go further in and
BEES: theres this
BEES: dude
BEES: just lying there
SMELLva: oh my god
rosie: what.
HIPPA violator: Alive????
BEES: yeah he was totally fine some metaflux on him but dude was just
BEES: napping
rosie: are you for real right now
BEES: yeah his words he was “sleeping at the time”
SMELLva: WHAT
BEES: yeah i called back up and everything scared the life out of me
HIPPA violator: Well, at least you followed protocol!
BEES: 💁‍♀️
BEES: we fought a couple wanderers together dude was kinda crazy strong actually
BEES: uses a sword
BEES: do we get swords?
rosie: hope so.
SMELLva: it’s one of the 4 standard hunting weapons, yeah
rosie: 👍
HIPPA violator: So, anything more on mystery man?
BEES: uh
BEES: he has the light evol
rosie: that’s rare
BEES: touched his tit
SMELLva: W H A T
BEES: hes kinda hot actually
HIPPA violator: I’m sorry, can we back up a second there??????
SMELLva: PLEASE elaborate on how you got from fighting wanderers to copping a feel I am BEGGING
BEES: right so after we killed the wanderers i was like hey maybe we should leave and he said we couldnt bc we were in a trap
BEES: he also crushed the protocores thats not what were supposed to do is it?
SMELLva: No I don’t think so
rosie: no.
HIPPA violator: No, we’re supposed to bring them back to the Association
BEES: yeah thought so
BEES: he literally wouldnt answer ANY questions dude was super suspicious
BEES: then he just grabs my hands and drags me under this like shelter bc there was more wanderers
SMELLva: Hand holding????? Before marriage??????
BEES: they were luminivores so we were kinda stuck bc they would just use his evol to revive right so
rosie: thats convenient
BEES: RIGHT?
BEES: so i said i have the resonance evol and we could just like fill them up with so much light they explode
HIPPA violator: Huh?
BEES: 🤷‍♀️
BEES: it worked
BEES: once i said that he said “please forgive me” and then he put my hand on his chest
HIPPA violator: To resonate?
BEES: yeah
SMELLva: isn’t any contact fine though?
BEES: yeah
BEES: it worked
>do crime changed Beatrix’s nickname to day 1 HR violation
day 1 HR violation: fair
day 1 HR violation: it was a nice chest
SMELLva: oh my god
HIPPA violator: So???? What happened after?
rosie: yeah are you taking him out to dinner or what
SMELLva: Did you at least get his name????
day 1 HR violation: uh
SMELLva: BEATRIX
rosie: damn you got to 3rd base and don’t even know his name
SMELLva: Is that 3rd base????
rosie: i dont know which base is titty touching
HIPPA violator: I think…3rd?
day 1 HR violation: third is bjs
HIPPA violator: Maybe like 2nd?
SMELLva: Maybe its between second and third
rosie: hold on i’ll google it
SMELLva: oh I forgot we had that
rosie: it’s second base
rosie: damn you got to 2nd base and don’t even know his name
day 1 HR violation: i DO know his name its xavier i just remembered how shady that part of the conversation was
HIPPA violator: What do you mean?
day 1 HR violation: so we introduced ourselves and he seemed to like hesitate so oh my god what if i dont know his name
day 1 HR violation: and then immediately after he was like “hey can u do me a favor and not tell anyone i was here”
SMELLva: Um
rosie: sus
day 1 HR violation: the whole time i assumed he was a hunter bc he was dressed like one
HIPPA violator: A Tenebrae maybe?
SMELLva: Might be
day 1 HR violation: i told him that sounded suspicious and he said hell “explain next time we meet”
SMELLva: WHAT DOES HE MEAN NEXT TIME
HIPPA violator: Maybe he is a Hunter then?
day 1 HR violation: i did say i was a new recruit
rosie: it’s still sus to me
day 1 HR violation: but this is the wild part
SMELLva: THERES MORE????
day 1 HR violation: after that tara came through on my watch saying that she was heading my way and when i turned back to tell him who she was he was gone
rosie: gone
HIPPA violator: Gone?
day 1 HR violation: gone
day 1 HR violation: like poof
SMELLva: ….was there actually a poof?
day 1 HR violation: no he just literally vanished
rosie: SUS
day 1 HR violation: then tara showed up and was all impressed bc she thought i killed all the wanderers on my own ☹
SMELLva: That’s actually nuts
day 1 HR violation: yeah i feel bad ☹
HIPPA violator: What, why??
day 1 HR violation: do you think i should tell the commander it wasnt me ☹
day 1 HR violation: but he told me not to tell
SMELLva: No bea I meant that whole situation is nuts
day 1 HR violation: oh
day 1 HR violation: well yeah
day 1 HR violation: i think tara could tell something was up bc she invited me out for food after
day 1 HR violation: it was nice
HIPPA violator: Well, that’s good at least!
HIPPA violator: Plus, with this we all survived our first day as Hunter’s with only…mild hiccups!
rosie: surviving was the bar so i'll say its a plus 💅
SMELLva: I agree! Plus I’d maybe keep the stuff about today to yourself 😅It’s probably better not to get any more involved with this Xavier guy
HIPPA violator: Yeah, especially if it turns out he IS a Tenebrae!
day 1 HR violation: but guys i dont like keeping secrets ☹
rosie: well you told us
rosie: and you are a good shot so i wouldn’t say it’s unfair credit
day 1 HR violation: 💛
SMELLva: Lets just sleep on it and see how the rest of this week goes
SMELLva: If it ends up needing to be said then you can say it then!
HIPPA violator: We’ll make sure to back you up if anyone gets mad about it, of course!
rosie: yeah say we told you not to tell
day 1 HR violation: 💛 💛 💛
day 1 HR violation: thanks guys
day 1 HR violation: plus who knows i might not even see this xavier guy again
day 1 HR violation: im gonna rest im exhausted
SMELLva: That’s understandable 😅
SMELLva: We’ll see you at work tomorrow! 🩷
HIPPA violator: Goodnight! 🩵
rosie: night night ❤️
>You are Offline
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A Hero's Hart
Summary: Ruby has been with the Harts since Henry and Piper were born. Helping them around in Swellview on her weekends off from her work. However things go a bit off as she notices Henry's weird behavior. Will the truth come out? Or Does she get her memories wiped?
Ch10
Piper was in her room video chatting ger friends on her laptop hearing a knock at the door. "Its open." Said Piper keeping her eyes on screen. Ruby opened the door walking in and sat on her bed pulling up her thigh boot. "Piper did you take my lipgloss and eyeliner again?" Said Ruby looking at her. "No. Why?" Said Piper turning away from the computer to look at her. "Because Zane is taking me to Montegos for our anniversary and i want him to make him jealous." Said Ruby adjusting her other boot. "Why do you want him jealous?" Said one of piper's friends. "Zane gave those explosion gift boxes with picture we took over our three years of dating and got me a light up galaxy rose in a glass case. So i want to look great enough for other guys to drool over me." Said Ruby. "Oh." Said the four girls. "Hey while your over in Montego's sneak me their mountain lava Truffle." Said Piper. "You want to be in sugar coma . . . no. Now give me back ehat you stole from my room or I'll have you spring clean and declutter the basement and crawlspace in my closet." Said Ruby. "We have those since when?" Said Piper. "Since i lived here to change yours and Henry's diaper." Said Ruby. Piper pulled her drawer to her desk taking out the gloss, eyeliner, and crystal necklace. "Ask first and dont ever take my crystal especially this one." Said Ruby. "But this ones cute." Said Piper as the girls agreed. "This crystal is supposedly cursed so i need to head out of town to have it reversed. Be lucky nothing bad happened." Said Ruby stroking Piper's hair down seeing it was getting poofy. "Is my hair frizzy? I gotta use your shower or I'll look like Jasper." Said Piper. "Go ahead and dont take my stuff without me knowing." Said Ruby walking out as Piper hanged up on her friends. She put away her things in her purse and looked at her crystal was barely glowing like it's dying.
Taking her phone out and hit a speed dial waiting. "Madame Labeuf's Shop. I knew you'd call. Please leave a message after the chimes."  Said a voice then sound of chimes went of. "Hey Giavanna. Remember me? We havent talked in five years. Listen i got a issue that i need your help with. Call me back." Said Ruby hanging up. She sighed running a hand through her hair and reached for her laptop going online just Henry knocked before coming in. "Hey Ruby. Is the tie in or out?" Said Henry. "Out." Said Ruby not looking up. "Sweet. You ok?" Said Henry noticing her zoning into the screen. "Not really. But don't worry about it. Damn it!" Said Ruby. "What's going on? You never talk like that if somethings seriously wrong." Said Henry closing the door. "Im trying to get a ticket to New Orleans but they wont be available for another four months." Said Ruby. "Are you leaving again?" Said Henry. "I have to or otherwise Dragon Lady will be gone for good." Said Ruby showing him her crystal barely showing a glow. "Maybe Schwoz can help." Said Henry. "No. This crystal is from Ancient underground cave called Devil's Eye. Schwoz doesnt know about this kind of stuff but a lady who does. I left a voicemail before you came in." Said Ruby. "Henry, Ruby. Your dates are here!" Said Piper. "Im sure you'll figure out something come on." Said Henry walking out. "And your gonna tell Ryan and Schwoz about this aren't you?" Said Ruby after grabbing her purse. "Oh yeah." Said Henry. "Don't cause ive tell the whole story of how i became you know who and you boys will zone out." Said Ruby. "True but Charlotte would totally listen." Said Henry seeing Zane and Bianca. "You two look great." Said Ruby. "We should say the same thing to you." Sais Zane. "So your Ruby Hart? Its nice to officially meet you. I saw your Princess Mia cosplay and Harley Quinn." Said Bianca. "And i heard so much about you from Henry." Said Ruby. "You dont mind being a double date right?" She says. "No. It sounds nice to get know Ruby and Zane." Said Bianca. "Well then ladies first." Said Zane stepping out of the way for Bianca and Ruby. "Sit in the back. I have baby pics and videos of Henry." Said Ruby quietly. "What?" Said Henry behind them. "I told her to sit in the back with me." Said Ruby. The girls went to the back as Zane and Henry were in the front heading to the restaurant.
"Then me and Chloe were attacked by this weirdly dressed bad guy until Captain Man came." Said Bianca. "Where you girls ok?" Said Ruby. "Yes. Captain man beat up the guy until he peed and ran off. Later Henry showed up and said he got jumped making him late." Said Bianca. "Hey as long the both of you had your dance." Said Ruby as the car was pulled over. Zane got out as Ruby was half way out until she pushed back in. "No. Im the boyfriend and im supposed to treat you like a princess." Said Zane slamming her door then opened it reaching her hand out. "Your a dork." Said Ruby taking his hand. "We'll meet you two inside. I need to talk to Zane." Said Ruby. "Cool." Said Henry. "What's going on?" Sais Zane opening the door for her. "I know we're just getting back together from working. But i have to leave Swellview for a few days depending on my issue." Said Ruby. "What issue?" Said Zane. "I was planning a girl's weekend in New Orleans for Lola and Sara since we barely have time for ourselves and how the crimes been really weird lately." Said Ruby. "I get it but they're booked." Said Zane. "Big time." Said Ruby walking downstairs. "I can figure this out. I want you and Why is that man pretending to be girl?" Said Zane looking at Ray and Schwoz. "Are you that serious over stupid meat?" Said Ruby looking at Ray. "You know those two?" Said Zane. "Thats Ray and Schwoz." Said Ruby. "Uh no. Im Henry amd Bianca here." Sais Ray. "No your not." Said Zane. "Oh yeah then who are you dude?" Said Ray. "Im Zane. Ruby's boyfriend and i know you Mr. Piggy." Said Zane. "Zane, thank you for doing repairs on the kitchen and the banister to the stairs. Your table is this over in the booth above our priceless paintings." Said the host. "Thank you Harvey and my Nephew and his date will be here." Said Ruby smiling then glared at Schwoz and Ray.
Zane lead her to their table and took a seat looking at the menu ignoring the argument out in the hall. "Let me see if i can have someone help you get three tickets for New Orleans. Hey Mrs. Jimenez. Is your son there?" Said Zane. Ruby looked through her choices and saw Ray walking in with Henry. 'Desperate much.' She thought as the waiter stopped at their table. "What would you like?" Said the waiter holding his notepad and pen. "Im going to have the Penne Bolognese. Babe?" Said Ruby. "Yes?" Said Ray from across the room. Zane, who was still on the phone, turned to look at Ray with an insane anger expression while just smiles seeing it didnt faze him like Henry avoiding to look back. "Same with a single lave truffle for us." Said Zane looking at the waiter. "Coming right up?" Said the waiter after writing their order and went to the kitchen. "Ok thank you Dice. Bye." Said Zane hanging up. "Ok your good by tomorrow." He says. "Thanks Zane. I owe you one." Said Ruby. "Hey being with you tonight is worth it." Said Zane aa the waiter came over with their water. After a few minutes go by when Ruby noticed Ray looking at two men next to their table as Henry looked too. "So after dinner what do want to do?" Said Ruby when Ray and Henry left to blow their bubblegum. "We can have a small movie night at your place." Said Zane. "Yeah. Not a good idea. Piper cooked dinner and it will turn up bad." Said Ruby as the men were faced with Captain man and kid danger. "Speaking of bad." Said Zane as the fight began. "Lets sneak out from the back." Said Ruby as Zane pulled her away from Kid Danger tackling one of the men into their table smashing it in the process. Zane grabbed her hand leading her to the kitchen while Ruby mouthed Henry that they'll be at the house before she dodged a plate of someone's food close to her head and caught up to Zane who was pulling her down the small hallway towards the kitchen.
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Chapter 26
Word count 2208
I think the only mentions for this one is maybe mentions of depression or inclination of it
THIS ONE IS WRITTEN FROM ROSS’ POV, AND I DONT KNOW HOW ITS GOING TO BE SO IF ITS BAD IM SORRY , I DONT RELALY KNOW ROSS BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT
Feedback is always welcome 🥰
Also thank you so much to all of you who are taking time out of your day to read this (I know there’s so many better fanfics out there , better written and all but ) I’m so thankful for those who are reading it
I also do blurbs as well if anyone has any ideas they might want to get to me
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I feel like this might be a little trickier for me to write as I've never written anything from Ross'POV before so if this is terrible I'm so sorry .
Ross' POV
"What are we gunna do with you huh ?"
I felt Matty slightly shrug at my question as I slowly wrack my hands through his hair being careful but he still shock his head a little "please don't....it hurts" , he was shivering
"Are you cold?" , I felt him shake his head again at my question. "Do you need water?", again another shake if his head. This is going to be a long night. "What do you need mate?"
"George ...George doesn't...He was gunna call me tonight.can you...can you tell him that I might not be"
"Tell him on what" , I pull my phone out of my pocket being careful enough to try and not disturb Matty who was still resting on my lap
"Add his insta , bedforddanes75, just send him a message", so that I do , I add George but instead of waiting for the add back I send him a message straight away
Ross : Hey if this is the correct George , I'm Ross , Mattys best mate, I know you and Matty were supposed to call tonight but Matty isn't having the best of nights so he's with me , if you need anything please just gimme a shout and I'll see what I can do 😌
I then place my phone on the table beside me and turn my attention straight back to Matty "When was the last time you had a proper meal Matty ?", I'm scared to actually find out the answer at this point , I never realised how thin hed gotten until I was picking him up. He's so light
"Proper meal um .....I don't really know...I snack on stuff occasionally but ..I uh... I don't remember the last full meal I had"
"Right , I'm going to get you some food and water okay, can you stay ere for me?", I felt him shrug again against my leg. "What you trying to say mate?"
"Nothing, just not hungry but alright", I slowly removed him from my legs and tried to tuck him into the bed properly and made sure he was comfy enough. I snag my phone from the table beside him and give him a small peck on his temple "I love you mate"
"You too Rosso" ,
"Just shout if you need me okay"
"Mhm"
I make my way from the my room and quickly through to my mums just checking that there alright "you alright mum".
"I'm alright love, how's Matty doing?" , I slip into the room and close the door leaning against it. "I honestly have no idea at this point Mum"
"What's up with him like love?"
I scratch the back of my head really debating telling my mum about everything because I know she'll tell Denise but I've gotten to the point where I can't keep it together anymore and someone needs to tell Denise and Matty will never do it, so I slide down the door sat down next to it, something I've done since I was young always just sat at the door while I need to tell her something "He's on stuff Mum , like really deep in them and, I don't know if he knows how to stop, he was just messing around to begin with but it's gotten really bad, and it's not my place to tell Denise or Tim but someone needs to and I know he never will and I don't know how to help him anymore Mum but he really needs help."
"What stuff do you mean love, what's he taken"
"I don't know to the full extent because, I don't know how honest he is sometimes when it comes to it but, uh I think he's on coke and drinks a lot too, and weed , I mean I know I smoke weed but like all of it all the time it's just getting to much for him", I know I should trust him in what he tells me but he's just been so off lately and it's so difficult and everyone including himself is suffering and I just need to help him.
"And what do you mean by it just started off as messing around?, you haven't taken anything have you?"
"No I haven't myself , but I do know that uh Janey and Matty used to do stuff when they were just at parties and stuff but I never realised how bad it got for him, he never did it around anyone other than Janey or Corey I think"
"Do I know Corey?", my mum was sat up now on her phone probably about to contact Denise, because that's what mums do isn't it.
"No, I don't really know Corey myself he's a bit older than us but Matty met him at a party"
"Right , thank you my love, is there anything else that Denise would need to know?, anything else really?"
"I think she probably knows but he's really struggling at school , just having panic attacks all the time over the smallest things , but I think she knows that" , I rise up from my spot on the floor and quickly say goodbye to her as I feel like that might be the end of the conversation. Then make my way to the kitchen to make some food for him. Just some eggs on toast , protein might help. As well as a glass of water I make some tea for us both as well it'll calm him down. It takes about ten minutes to get everything ready. I load everything onto a tray and make my way back up to him, when I reach my room the first thing I notice is that Matty is somewhat quiet even in this state.
"Matty" , I push the door open and what I'm faced with is Matty fast asleep in my bed curled up into the blanket still fully clothed. I play the tray on the table next to my bed and just take myself over to the bed and sit next to him. I take out my phone again and see that I have a pending request and message from George.
George : oh hey Ross, thanks for telling me, what happened?
Ross: I don't really know what happened I didn't get the whole story, everything just kind of took a turn for the worst tonight.
George : what do you mean?? Is he okay? , is he awake can I see him?????
Ross: he's alright for now, he's asleep right now and I don't really want to wake him, I don't think he's stable right now
George: when he wakes up can you tell him I'm asking for him yeh ??
Ross: sure thing bro honestly , can I let you in on a little secret ??
George : sure
Ross: I think your gunna be really good for him , he ain't shut up about ya really and uh I think he really likes ya, but please don't hurt him
George : I'd never plan on hurting him, he’s really managed to crawl his way into my brain, I just hope he’s okay
Ross : I’ll keep an eye on him and keep you updated G
I place my phone back into my bedside table and carefully lay down properly and turn my tv on, putting on Simpson a just for background noise while I hold Matty through his tough time and just cradle his body on my arms occasionally telling him everything will be okay
After about another half an hour I can feel him storing in my arms so I release my grip a tiny bit “hey there you muppet”, He doesn’t move much but wraps his arms around me squeezing a little “are you okay?”
“My ead hurts Ross, like real bad”, he buries his head in the crook of my neck trying to hide from the light a little bit.
“Matty?”
“Mhm”
“What happened?, like really ?, can you be honest?” , as he’s leaning against me I can feel a tiny tremor coursing through his body
“I don’t think I can”
“Can’t what ?, tell me?”
“I don’t know what happened Ross I swear, I was fine then I wasn’t, that’s all there is too it”
“Can you at least tell me why you needed to do any of that stuff Matty?, like why did you feel the need to go out and get high again?”
“Everything is just so loud in my head, it’s like grey and cloudy , I see everything in greyscale basically, and I wanted to stop it like even for just a second, like you know when you wake up and like you can hear the birds chirping away and someone is cutting the grass down the road and there’s like sounds from people being busy round the house and it can be quite irritating when your trying to sleep well it’s like that in my head all the time, I can just hear everything, every annoying noise , everything buzzes or ticks , the static in the tv, the electricity running through everything and it’s annoys me so much makes it hard to concentrate and I just wanted to shut it up” , I can feel my shoulder start to get a little wet, indicating that Matty is crying again so I bring my arms around him properly again and hold him. “I just feel lost man….like everything is pushing me closer and closer to the edge everyday….some days I can cope with it ….but other days It just won’t go away”.
“But is nearly killing yourself the answer Matty!?”, I can’t imagine a world where Matty wasn’t in it, We’ve already lost one members of our little clique I don’t know if I’d cope with Matty gone too.
“I’m not gunna die Ross, I’ll be fine, I just don’t know how to deal with it sometimes, this is the only way I know” , Matty let’s go off me now, sits up and wipes his eyes harshly with the sleeve of his jacket. “I just want to feel like I’m not losing my mind”.
“Why can’t you tell people when things get to hard for you” , I adjust myself so I’m sat cross legged on the bed next to him looking at him, searching for any sign , literally anything that might tell me how he’s feeling.
“I try Rosso , but I just…I don’t know, I just feel like if I tell people they’ll try to stop me from doing what I need to do to feel better….and it’ll just make it worse” , Matty mirrors me my actions sat cross legged also but flings his jacket off and placed it in the space between us. “I’m so angry or upset all the time and I hate it , I just wanna be me again”
“You are you, you’ll always be Matty no matter how your feeling , your allowed to be angry , upset , stressed, but you don’t have to destroy yourself Mate, I know your finding stuff hard and I hate having to watch you go through it but I need you to know that your my best mate like ever and I can’t lose you” , we’re both crying now, I rarley cry but when it comes to serious stuff it makes me emotional and I know I’m going to lose it if this keeps happening. “You got some tea and food there can you try have some for me”
“Mhm”, I know he’s not going to have much of it and it’s gone cold but I need to see him eat even if it’s just for my own selfish reasons for my own peice of mind you know, he picks up the tray and starts picking away at the bread. “Ross ?”
“Yeh man”
“Did you tell George?, like what happened”
“No , I didn’t tell him what happened , you should do that , I just told him your having a bad night, and he was asking for you though , he seems like a good egg”
“He so is, would you mind if we called, he might cheer me up a little” , as he’s sipping on his tea I can tell that he’s still a little bit bouncy and I don’t know how to describe it maybe like scared , anxious is the word. “I mean not that your not doing a good job but like, I’d like for you to meet him too”
“Sure you can, but I need you to do one thing for me” , I want him to tell his mum what’s going on like fully , so we can all work on it together , help him through this bump in the road, get him the help he might need and we can get out Matty back.
“Yeh”
“Can you please tell your mum that your um ….I don’t know the word like … struggling with drugs”, he notice him out of the corner of my eye put his toast down as I say it. “Like I know it’ll be hard but she’s been where you are ….she might be a little better help than me and she’ll have better advice than me”
“Okay, but later okay”
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appleberrymotif · 7 months ago
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response bc i am not adding dis to the doc(will b adding the ss johnny shared tho as i wasnt given the full context to those)
anyways! please read johnny's post urself here
going over everything johnny says point by point lets start with what he tried was a timeline. his timeline of events isnt very clear so.
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johnny keeps defending this ship michael/oscar from the office & getting upset that i call it proship. when it is. it is not a ship with drama. michael sa's oscar directly & has power over him as his boss. this directly falls under being proship which is why i was so pissed off.
here is the clip of oscar's sa too tw since its really uncomfy u can see it for urself YT LINK
i dont have my ss any more bc heh i had to fucking delete my old acc due to this situation but i made abt 4 posts abt johnny + his ex friend, some i ended up deleting ofc but i left most up so johnny could bring them up to me in that gc we had.
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johnny give more context to the ss which i wasnt given so i'll add that but these only address the ss from neil or whatever there were more which ig have been deleted ah!!!
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i dunno why u really brought up the ask which i showed only bc it had to do with my timeline but anyways i showed them because anytime i have problems with u i start get harassed -
this was sent around that time. that post the reason i brought it up was becus i find it odd that i get told to kms then u make that post then when i brought it up to u in the gc u tried to lie abt what it says but um okay!!
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ive accused u of stuff because of whats happened to me being directly because of my issues with u - but given the ss you have shown & the fact i think the timelines match up i can believe now that you directly werent the one who doxxed me.
i have never claimed ur a bad person either, since ur 15 & thats a harmful mindset to have & keeps people from changing.
but trying to fucking say i have victimized myself when buddy i am a victim? then trying to say ive blamed everything on my mental disorders when i only mentioned my npd in my doc when it came to the ableist things being said abt me & to me is fucking wild.
about your friend too since clearly u didnt see the part in my doc where i address this but. i did not do anything like she did & i suggest you re-read it & you tell others to read what i actually say. that specific server is invite only between dms. the server i joined under my alt is public & has no relation to you other than u being in it which i had no knowledge of when i joined - ive explained all of this. in my doc.
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also abt that ex friend becuz we had a talk abt it the other day but i didnt have them do that. when i first deleted my acc i had blocked them on discord due to the fact i didnt want anyone who friends with u around me. i saw a post they have since now deleted & sent them an ask to add me on discord & asked them to not answer it as i didnt want u finding my new account.
we talked & i invited them to my server to explain my doxxing n such. i explained i issues with neil & cam on a call becuz i had been doxxed & cannot type well when im upset & becuz my bf had told me they we're involved with ur server so i figured they were in it. when i told the person i had been doxxed & such they told me that you're members had been saying some pretty awful stuff abt me in ur server & thats when they sent me ss. i didnt get them to spy on u nor force them to give me ss. they gave them to me becuz i had been doxxed due to my issues with u johnny -
that is a very clear fact at this point that someone in association to u doxxed me & the same day i put the doc out abt u johnny is the same day i get that strawpage message & suddenly im done being doxxed???
you cannot control ur friends actions n whatnot but u can control who u associate with but if u are still associating with people who u have had to say "hey maybe dont! say aaron should khs or die"
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cyanlastride · 1 year ago
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i had a lot of fun today! i got to feel badass, i got to chase people, i played as human and zombie and made exactly the right call on when to switch. im finally good at this. it only took me 5 years, but hey, there werent actually that many weeklongs in that time. i think thats reasonable.
i want to keep this vibe. i...
its over now, isnt it.
people are moving on.
what do i do now? oh god, why do the good times keep ending. it takes so much effort to drag myself to a new one.
were you here because of the people, or because of the game? both are accessible to you.
you want to keep the game, you necro this summer's invit. work your way up to necroing the weeklong in the fall, or maybe the winter. you can do it. itll be hard, but you can do it.
you want to keep the people, good news, theyre chronically online nerds just like you. you join their server. you keep in touch. you can keep them. they like you. you just have to reenter the circle of friendship.
i can do both. why am i so hesitant to do either?
what are you scared of?
why dont you play the game?
why dont you want to be a multifaceted human being with several distinct interests and friendgroups? do you want to be flat and simple? that sounds boring!
you can do this. you can keep these people in your life. you can keep this hobby in your life. you have to choose to. it wont happen naturally.
YOU HAVE TO MAKE AN EFFORT. thats your problem, isnt it? god, you are the laziest motherfucker i know. you would rather let something drift away than try to reach for it, because youre scared of pushing it away. because youre scared of drowning. because youre unreliable, because you dont try.
because even though you care so, so much, you cannot bring yourself to do anything about it. because if they dont message you first, they must hate you. because if you message first, youre a creep. because you care more about how youre perceived than getting what you want. because you would rather die with a flourish than live covered in blood. because youre an actor, a liar, a runner, not a fighter.
i beg you. learn to fight. these people you admire? they take initiative. they fuck up. they learn. they do better.
they lead. theyre not perfect, and they do it. they aspire to be better. they have wants, not just needs. they act on those wants.
you can live your life in the background, if you want. youll find success. youll find pain. you can let life carry you. but it will be temporary. all of it will be temporary. the success and the pain.
if you want something to stay, you have to put in the effort to bring it with you. you gotta carry that weight.
please. pick up this rock. i want you to, and right now, you want to too.
you can do it.
you have to choose to do it.
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