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birdielikesbatfam Ā· 3 days ago
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Putting these in a reblog because I have far, far, far too many fics saved lmao. Let me know if you'd like any more!
Batfam:
zuzu's petals - Tim gets trapped in an alternate universe where Bruce died after Jason's death for three years, then gets sent back. This is the aftermath.
And They're Only Getting Better - 90's Tim wakes up in his Red Robin body
And That's How I Met Gotham's Problem Child - Tim is Gotham's kid. Like, her actual biological kid. Shit's wild
When Our Shadows Disappeared - Tim and Cass are twins, and Janet may not be Tim's step mother, but she's the mother who stepped up
long distance - Six months—months—radio silence, and Tim is calling him. Dick doesn’t even know where TimĀ is. He scrambles for the phone.
Call to a Lonely Earth - There are no children left in Gotham. Not until the multiverse spits Tim out right in front of Batman, at least.
Good Grief - Tim figures out that Jason is Red Hood before his attack on Titan's Tower, and decides that the best course of action is to fake his own death. What could go wrong?
Spawn - Deathstroke is Tim's uncle. That isn't weird at all
a soft place to land - Dick is ready to be a good big brother to his grieving little bro. Tim flips the script.
A Story With a Capital 'S' (Or Two) - Tim comes out to Dick
twenty - Tim doesn't like his birthday. Dick doesn't, either
In Case of Catastrophy - Tim gets turned into a cat. It takes his family way too long to realize
One Last Time - After taking a blow to the head, Tim wakes up with amnesia. He's pretty sure the universe has it out for him, making him hallucinate his family while he's dying.
Hey, Lawman! - Tim gets arrested during his lunch break. None of his family know this
The Definition of Valor - Tim gets blinded by Ra's. He does not see this as a reason to stop being a vigilante.
Red Hood's Babysitting Services - Jason, through a series of unlikely events, finds himself taking care of one Timothy Drake and the rest of the brat's team of teenaged heroes. They only know him as Red Hood, which… MAY cause some issues further down the road.
In Darkest Void - A space adventure goes wrong when Young Justice is attacked by a foreign ship. Sent to another dimension, empty of everything except their own ship, they have to find a way to escape. (This one makes me cry every time I read it. You have been warned)
ten cents richer - Tim gets appendicitis
Nobody - Tim erases himself from his family's memory in order to save their lives
The Right Substitution is Key - When Nightwing and Batman go missing, Tim decides that Red Hood would be the perfect substitution until they can get Batman back. (Not Tim centric, but it's so good I can't help but rec it!)
To An Athlete Dying Young - Tim takes up the totally safe and sane hobby of street fighting. Red Hood takes notice.
Cape Cuddles - The sight of Bruce cuddling Damian catches Tim off-guard.
The Long Way Home - A reverse robins au where Tim becomes Joker Junior, and his journey back to the family.
Infinity Times Infinity Times Infinity - Dick Grayson keeps dying and Tim Drake keeps trying to save him. Over and over again.
A Backstitch in Time - Tim Drake time traveled his way out of the Batfamily. This is the aftermath of that decision.
Timbern:
Five to Six, Eleven to Twelve - Tim is getting ready for a date with Bernard and comes out to the rest of Young Justice
a lightbulb moment - a collection of Timbern identity reveal fics!
Timkon:
Green eyed monster - Kon makes Bart mad, and in retaliation, Bart makes Kon jealous. That's it, that's the fic
What Happens in the Off Season - Hockey AU where Tim knows nothing about hockey and Kon's Gotham's new star hockey player. This fic made me like sports au's :)
August 18th - No capes au where they go out drinking on one of the last nights before everyone goes off to college. I don't give out 10/10's on fics very often, but this one was a 10/10
Of Cryptids and Kryptonians - Bernard invited his boyfriend, Tim, to go Mothman hunting! And Tim's best friend, Kon, is coming with! The only problem is that Kon may or may not have feelings for Tim... and Tim may or may not reciprocate them... (just a heads up Bernard kinda ends up getting the short end of the stick on this one, but it's a really great read besides!)
tender as a tomb - Timkon sick fic where Tim begrudgingly lets someone else take care of him
Forget me, Forget me not - Kon gets erased from reality, and Tim keeps getting this sneaking feeling that he's forgetting something...
You can't just ASK someone why they're gay - Kon has some misconceptions
Wires Crossed - Superboy hits on Dick Grayson, and for some reason, Robin loses his mind.
Putting both hands over my mouth, I can only hope nothing's gonna come out - Tim and Jon pretend to date, mostly by accident, and no one is well about it. Because being in your early 20s is all about making the worst decisions of your life. (THIS IS PROBABLY IN MY TOP 5 FAVORITE FICS OF ALL TIME I CANNOT RECOMMEND IT TO YOU ENOUGH)
Timberkon:
a study by bernard dowd - Bernard's finally figured it out: Tim Drake is actually the superhero Impulse! Wait, why's Tim laughing?
Timbart:
Impulses, Luck, and Feelings - Tim knows he likes girls, and hasn't bothered exploring further. Bart thinks he likes guys, or at least, likes Tim. They kiss about it.
Poly Young Justice:
it's all fun and games 'til Santa checks the naughty list - Just a fun, fluffy Christmas fic
Hey, can I get some Tim Drake centered Batfamily/Timkon/TimBer/TimBart fic recs? I don’t care how long or short a fic is. I’ll list some fics I’m looking for but I’d love anything except unhappy/Ambiguous endings. I enjoy fluff, angst, dark, and hurt/comfort fics. I read on AO3, Wattpad, Fanfiction.Net, and Livejournal. I might add later on.
Batfamily
1) Tim joins the Batfamily early
2) Ra’s being a creep
3) Tim is dating Kon, Bart, or Bernard and his family is protective
4) Tim’s missing spleen is found out
5) They find out stuff/anything about Tim
6) Tim is getting unwanted advances
7) Omega Tim
8) Baby/De-Aged Damian or Tim
9) Tim hides an injury or being sick or downplaying a bad injury/health problems
10) Near death
11) Amnesiac Tim
12) Self sacrifice
13) Tim’s lack of self preservation
14) Tim gets an apology/apologies/any of the others feeling guilty.
15) CEO Tim
16) Civilian Tim
17) Mafia
18) Vampires
19) Dimensional Travel
20) Damian wanting to bond with Tim
21) League of assassins Tim
22) Tim meets the Justice League
TimBern/TimKon/TimBart/or poly (For romantic ships I like angst but not within the relationship. I’m fine with anything as long as it doesn’t involve arguing or breaking up
1) Jealousy
2) Marriage proposal
3) Fake relationship
4) Misunderstandings
5) Protective
6) Homophobia
7) Maybe fics where Bernard doesn’t know Tim is Robin and/or Tim saves Bernard
8) Civilian Tim
9) Relationship reveal
10) Secret relationship
11) Forbidden love
12) Two person love triangle
13) Love triangle
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feralnumberfive Ā· 2 months ago
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Fellas, how do you deal with the feeling of doom and helplessness?
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rosemaryhoney27 Ā· 5 days ago
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Gotham's Sunshine child part 5
ā€œThe Day the Sun Went Darkā€
It started with the eclipse.
A rare, total one, the kind that turned Gotham’s already dim skies into something unnatural. Shadows sharpened. Streetlights flickered. A hush settled over the city like it was holding its breath.
And Joker— Well, Joker looked at the sky and saw an opportunity.
Bruce was already on edge.
So were the others. Tim had pulled up emergency protocols. Oracle flagged Joker chatter on the darknet—gibberish mixed with phrases like ā€œpaint the moon blackā€ and ā€œsnuff out the spark.ā€
Jason said what they were all thinking:
ā€œā€¦He’s going after Danny.ā€
Joker had learned just enough to be dangerous. Rumors of a boy the city adored. A kid who glowed with goodness and had every crime ring too afraid or too grateful to touch. A child who wasn’t just protected by Gotham’s underworld—but by its shadows.
So naturally, Joker decided to make it a joke.
A sick one.
He waited until the eclipse was total. Until Danny was walking back from a Narrows clinic, having just dropped off a box of donated socks. No backup. No witnesses.
Just him.
And the dark.
The Bat-Family wasn’t fast enough.
Not this time.
They were minutes late.
Danny was gone.
When he woke up, the world smelled like copper and chemicals. The floor beneath him was cold. Chains rattled. Lightbulbs buzzed.
ā€œWakey wakey, Little Light,ā€ Joker sing-songed from the edge of a makeshift operating table, fingers twitching with barely restrained glee. ā€œDo you know who you are?ā€
Danny looked up, groggy and blinking.
Then still.
Then—
ā€œYeah,ā€ he said quietly.
Joker leaned in. ā€œTell me, then. Because everyone else seems to think you’re special. Sunshine Child, right? Gotham’s golden boy? Well, guess what—sunshine doesn’t exist without shadows.ā€
Danny didn’t flinch.
Didn’t panic.
Didn’t scream.
He just sat there.
Silent.
Still.
And then— something shifted.
It was slow.
The air dropped ten degrees. The buzzing lightbulbs crackled. Shadows grew longer, deeper—like they were watching. Waiting.
And Danny’s shoulders slumped.
When he finally looked up at Joker, the glow in his eyes was not sunlight.
It was ice.
ā€œYou made a mistake,ā€ he said, voice barely more than a whisper.
Joker laughed. ā€œOoooh, scary. Did I break the sun?ā€
Danny’s next words were cold enough to silence the room:
ā€œNo. You eclipsed it.ā€
Outside, in the city, it started to snow.
In August.
Frost crawled up windows. Electrical grids shorted. Spectral energy readings spiked so hard that Constantine choked on his tea three cities over and muttered, ā€œOh, bollocks.ā€
The Bat-Family was mid-search when Barbara gasped.
ā€œGuys,ā€ she said through the comms. ā€œHe’s going ghost.ā€
Inside the warehouse, Danny’s chains shattered like glass.
The boy who had smiled at muggers, shared soup with thieves, and taught math to gang kids—
Floated.
His eyes glowed with eldritch green light.
The temperature dropped with every word.
ā€œYou hurt Gotham’s people. You used my name. You tried to twist it.ā€
Joker backed away. For the first time in years—he was confused. Not afraid. Confused.
ā€œWh—what are you?ā€
Danny didn’t grin.
Didn’t monologue.
He just unleashed.
The explosion of spectral energy tore through the building. Screams filled the air—not just Joker’s, but the echoes of every soul he’d ever scarred.
By the time the Bat-Fam arrived, the warehouse looked haunted.
Frozen graffiti on the walls.
Chains hanging midair.
Joker? Curled in a fetal position, babbling nonsense, his smile gone.
And Danny?
He stood in the center of it all.
Floating. Glowing. Crying.
ā€œā€¦I didn’t want to,ā€ he whispered.
Bruce caught him as he collapsed.
It took three days for Danny to wake up again.
He expected panic. Anger. Rejection.
Instead, he opened his eyes to find Jason sitting at his bedside, polishing a crowbar and humming.
ā€œYo.ā€
Danny blinked. ā€œā€¦Am I in trouble?ā€
Jason scoffed. ā€œKid, you scared Joker into therapy. I think we owe you a medal.ā€
Later, Bruce came in. Quiet. Calm.
ā€œDanny,ā€ he said, ā€œyou didn’t lose control. You protected yourself. And this city.ā€
Danny’s voice was barely a murmur. ā€œBut the eclipse—what I felt—I didn’t even know I could do that.ā€
Bruce rested a hand on his shoulder.
ā€œYou’re not just our Sunshine,ā€ he said. ā€œYou’re our shield.ā€
Gotham whispered, after that day.
That the boy who once smiled through everything had a storm inside him.
But they didn’t fear it.
They respected it.
Because when the sun went dark—
Danny Fenton shone brighter.
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imagineshere-forall Ā· 3 months ago
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- the calendar ✰ e. buckley (smut version)
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Summary: an unexpected person stars for the 118 in the firefighter calendarĀ  Genre: angst & smut Warnings: smut (quickie at work, oral m receiving, unprotected p in v) & swearing & jealousyĀ  Pairing: evan buckley x fem!reader Word count: 2.6k Note: this is my first ever time writing smut so pls pls be kind (or i’ll cry) but also pls leave constructive criticism, if it is bad i need to know so i can get better.
Due to the strict ā€˜no fraternisation’ rule at the 118, you and Evan had kept your relationship a secret. There had been a few times where someone had nearly caught the two of you, including Eddie walking into the shower room while you and Buck were sharing one cubicle, but no one had caught on yet. In this scenario, Buck had quickly picked you up, wrapped your legs around his waist and covered your mouth with his hand.Ā 
Everyone had just assumed the two of you were best friends, you guys had lots of inside jokes and were always working out together, and today was no different. All the men were working out extra hard as the firefighter calendar had just been announced and they were all fighting to star.
Last year, Chimney had surprised everyone and had represented the 118 in the calendar, so the competition was on. Today was the last day of submissions, and impulsively you had decided to enter some photos for the calendar. You didn't need to take any new photos as for Buck’s birthday the month before, you had done a sexy photoshoot and periodically sent them to him, printing off a few which he kept in his wallet.Ā 
After the submissions had closed, everyone had been eagerly checking the mail for the calendar delivery as they had decided not to announce who was featuring for each firehouse prior to the release.Ā 
Weeks later, you walked into the fire house and were met with whistles by some of the men who you had not spoken to much. Forgetting you had submitted pictures for the calendar you were confused at the sudden attention you were receiving.Ā 
ā€œWhy is everyone being so weird today?ā€ you asked walking up to Hen, who was also looking at you funny.
ā€œYou don’t know?ā€ questioned Hen, to which you simply shook your head.
ā€œGood morning, Miss August!ā€ Eddie exclaimed as he saw you appear upstairs. Suddenly the pieces clicked together, you must have been picked for the calendar.
ā€œMiss August? What are you talking about?ā€ Evan looked up, pausing as he poured himself a drink.
ā€œy/n here, was chosen to represent the 118 in the firefighter calendar.ā€ Eddie said as he pulled the calendar off the wall, flicking to August.
Suddenly, you were met with a picture of you on your knees, wearing your fireproof trousers but no top, the suspenders on your trousers over your shoulders, giving you a small bit of modesty. The strips of fabric only just covered your nipples, the outline of piercings visible through the fabric of the suspenders.Ā 
You looked up to Buck whose jaw clenched as he took in the picture before him, which he had seen before, as a copy of it lived behind his driver's license in his wallet. You could see as he tried to regain his composure before deciding what to say next.Ā 
ā€œI, uh, I wasn't aware you had submitted pictures for the calendar?ā€ Buck questioned, his voice wavering as he tried to hide his agitation. Now, Buck was usually not a jealous guy, but seeing that picture of you on display on the wall of the firehouse made him want to drive to every firehouse and rip up all the copies of the calendar that had been printed.Ā 
ā€œYeah, I did it on the last day of submissions, I didn't think I'd get picked so I just forgot about it,ā€ you smiled as you spoke to Evan. The two of you held eye contact, not paying attention to the rest of the crew bustling around you. ā€œI must admit I was confused with the wolf whistles when I walked in this morning.ā€Ā 
This sentence triggered Evan’s protectiveness.
ā€œPeople have been whistling at you? Who? Point them out.ā€ Buck demanded as he walked over to the balcony overlooking the main floor.
ā€œBuck, dude, calm down,ā€ Eddie said as he walked over to Buck ā€œShe’s single, and she looks great, of course there’s gonna be some attention.ā€
ā€œOh yeah, of course,ā€ Buck said, rubbing the back of his neck. Eddie looked at Buck as he paced, clearly confused by his behaviour.
ā€œOh y/n, I’ve been meaning to get your help with something, could you come help me?ā€ Buck asked, ignoring the looks Eddie was sending his way.
ā€œUhh, yeah, just let me drop my bag,ā€ you said as you headed to go put it down.
ā€œDon’t worry, I’ve got it.ā€ Buck grabbed your bag and walked to the locker room downstairs and put it in your locker.Ā 
ā€œBuck?ā€ You asked repeatedly as you followed him, getting louder each time until he finally stopped pacing in the locker room.Ā 
ā€œSorry, it’s just, I don’t like everyone seeing you like that,ā€ Buck whispers as he walks towards you. Thankfully the two of you were in a blindspot to the rest of the firehouse so no one could see as he put his hand up to your face and raised your chin so you were looking into his eyes. ā€œEveryone keeps looking at you, because they think you’re single and I just wish I could tell everyone you’re mine.ā€
ā€œI’m sorry Buck, I should’ve asked you first,ā€ you whispered.
ā€œNo, no, it’s your body and you look great in those photos. I just get a little insecure sometimes,ā€ Buck whispered, fiddling with your fingers as you spoke.Ā 
ā€œI love you Buck.ā€
ā€œI love you too. Also, I’m going to be having a boner for the entire month of August at work now, so thank you for that.ā€ Buck laughed
ā€œYou know, my shift hasn’t officially started, and I was thinking I needed a shower. Plus, jealous Buck is kind of hot.ā€ you said as you pulled Buck towards the showers.
ā€œThat's interesting, because I was thinking I needed a shower after that last call,ā€ Buck said as he used his free hand to start unbuttoning his shirt.Ā 
ā€œYou definitely do,ā€ You said as you started to unbutton your own shirt.Ā 
Buck’s hands quickly copied yours and raced to unbutton his shirt, as he did he leant forward and harshly attached your lips to his. With your shirt unbuttoned, you placed your hands on Buck’s shoulders, pushing him into the shower cubicle behind the pair of you and easing the shirt off his torso. You and Evan moved in sync as he simultaneously pushed your shirt off your shoulders.
Your feet tangled together as you passionately tumbled into the cubicle. With your lips still locked you reached down and began undoing your belt, Buck quickly following suit. Within seconds, both of your clothing was heaped on the bench, leaving the pair of you in your underwear.Ā 
You reached your hand down between the two of you and you could feel Buck’s hardness through his underwear. You gently palmed him, causing him to groan and lean into you. He very quickly shed his underwear in a desperate effort to feel your skin on his.Ā 
You separated your lips, causing Buck to groan at the loss of contact. Buck’s disappointment was short lived as you began to kiss your way down his neck and his torso. As you dropped to your knees you looked up at Buck who gently stroked your head, beginning to clasp your hair into a ponytail.Ā 
You leant forward and used your hand to hold Buck as you began to deliver small licks to his tip, causing Buck to groan loudly.Ā 
ā€œPlease stop teasing,ā€ Buck whimpered. At this you took him in your mouth causing him to drop his head back against the wall in pleasure.Ā 
As you knew your time was likely to be cut short any moment, you sped up your bobbing on Buck’s cock. After a minute you removed Buck from your mouth and licked a stripe all along the underside of him and cradled his balls as your tongue serviced him.Ā 
ā€œGet up here, I’m going to finish soon if you keep that up,ā€ Buck pulled your head away from his crotch and pulled you up so you were standing again. As you stood, precum and saliva leaked from your mouth and you wiped your mouth as you looked back at Buck.
He quickly reached behind and unclasped your bra, kissing your neck and chest as he did so. He kissed down the gap between your breasts and then paid attention to your nipples. He took one of your nipples in his mouth and swirled his tongue around the piercing that lived there, while his other hand twisted your other nipple. Unable to speak from the sensations, you just moaned in pleasure, holding tightly onto the curls at the nape of Buck’s neck.Ā 
His lips went back up to your neck, and his hand went down to your underwear and started pushing your panties off your hips and helping you step out of them. Once your underwear was flung to somewhere in the cubicle his fingers danced over your pelvis before landing on your clit. He rubbed gently with his thumb before his fingers slowly worked their way down to your opening. His fingers gently pressed against your thighs, encouraging you to slightly part them to give him better access.Ā 
ā€œYou are so beautiful,ā€ Buck breathed. His face was mere millimeters from yours, with his curls sticking to his forehead from the sweat of the excitement.Ā 
ā€œBuck please,ā€ You groaned, his fingers were slowly exploring you, causing you to gently bite down on his muscular shoulder.Ā 
ā€œPlease what baby? I need to hear your words,ā€ he breathed heavily. His fingers were delicately reaching the most pleasurable place while his thumb worked your clit.Ā 
ā€œI, I need your cock, pleaseā€ You spoke breathlessly. Despite being with Buck many times, the passion had never ceased and every single time with him was exhilarating.Ā 
ā€œWhere baby? Where?ā€ He teased. He knew damn well where, he just loved watching you writhe under his thumb.Ā 
ā€œB-Buck, Please, in-inside,ā€ Every syllable was hard for you to push out as you edged closer to the brink.Ā 
ā€œJust let go first,ā€ He said. As he did, you felt your legs begin to wobble, luckily Buck had began to hold you up with his other hand before. You let out a loud moan as he fingered you over the edge and then he quickly retracted his fingers. He maintained eye contact as he licked your juices off his two fingers.Ā 
ā€œDelicious,ā€ he muttered.Ā 
ā€œI think we’re going to need this for the noise,ā€ Buck said as he leant past the wall and turned the shower on. You both stood in the far end of the shower part of the cubicle as you had learnt the hard way that shower sex, under the water, was very dangerous and ended up in fits of giggles.Ā 
Buck grabbed your thighs and lifted you up, pressed your back into the wall and littered your neck in light kisses.Ā 
ā€œWho’s teasing now?ā€ You asked as you felt Buck’s length gently stroke your pussy but not going in. He breathed a laugh and pressed his lips to yours for a moment.Ā 
ā€œAs you wish ma’am,ā€ Buck whispered as he maneuvered himself to your entrance. You hissed as he started to push himself into you. Another thing you were not used to despite being with Buck so many times, was his size.Ā 
ā€œMore, please.ā€ you grunted, trying to grind yourself into him to get him deeper.Ā 
At your request, Buck’s hands tightened on your thighs, his mouth attacking your neck and pushed himself all the way in. For a moment, he stilled, allowing you to get accustomed to him and then slowly began to thrust.Ā 
Each thrust hit you so deeply, putting you in a state of bliss. So much so, that you nearly didn’t hear the door to the bathroom open. You quickly tapped Buck’s shoulder to alert him as he was borderline drunk on you, and could not form a coherent thought, let alone be aware of his surroundings.Ā 
ā€œBuck? Is that you?ā€ Eddie’s voice rang out.
ā€œY-Yeah,ā€ Buck stuttered. He was still inside you and struggled to reply without moaning. You gently pushed your hips into him in a desperate need for friction.Ā 
ā€œAre you okay? You sound funny?ā€ Eddie asked. This made you nearly laugh so one of Buck’s hands quickly covered your mouth, and he glared into your eyes.Ā 
ā€œAll good, water just went cold,ā€ He shouted back, focusing on trying to sound normal.
ā€œHave you seen y/n? Her shift is about to start and we need to do a handover?ā€ Eddie asked.Ā 
ā€œI think I saw her take a phone call, I’m sure she will be back in any minute,ā€ Buck replied as he slowly began pulling himself out of you.Ā 
ā€œOkay, thanks. See you back upstairs when you’re doneā€ Eddie said.
ā€œI’ll be done any minute,ā€ Buck smirked as he slowly re-entered you.Ā 
You both waited for the bathroom door to close, and once it did Buck began pistoning his hips into you at an ungodly pace. You must have looked like a mess as you leant back into the wall, holding tightly his shoulders.Ā 
ā€œBuck, please,ā€ you moaned. He reached on of his hands down between you and rubbed your clit causing you to lean forward and bit his shoulder.Ā 
ā€œI’m so close,ā€ He grunted as he continued to pound into you, his pace unrelenting.Ā 
The edges of your vision began to blur as you felt yourself getting closer and closer. The coil in the pit of your torso clenched so tight until you finally let go. Your legs began shaking, unable to catch your breath as you came all over his cock.Ā 
Buck kept his pace as he worked his way to his end, his load shooting deep inside you as you milked him. He leant forward, his forehead against yours as he tried to regain his breath. He was still inside you and was still leaking cum as he kissed you gently.
Once you had both caught your breath, he slowly pulled out of you and set you gently on the floor.Ā 
ā€œThat was amazing,ā€ he sighed as he began to get feeling back in his legs.Ā 
ā€œNow I really need a shower,ā€ you said as you pushed the two of you under the water, beginning to wash the two of you. ā€œI love you, Evan.ā€
He gently kissed you on the shoulder before lathering the two of you up with soap. The next few minutes were spent with him delicately washing you, and then you him.Ā 
This moment of intimacy felt so special, you almost didn’t want to get out of the shower. You were in pure bliss in this moment with him.
ā€œYou are the love of my life,ā€ Evan breathed as he kissed you gently.Ā 
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madelynn-sienna Ā· 9 months ago
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the alchemy (lando norris x reader)
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ā˜… prompt: ā›ā› where's the trophy? he just comes running over to me . . . āœāœ ā˜… pairing : lando norris x singer!reader ā˜… face claim : taylor swift ā˜… genres : fluff and humour ā˜… a/n : this is my first shot at writing, so i'm not sure how it's come out (i know the alchemy isn’t on the anthology, but that was a bit of creative liberty on my end). i really had to write this first one to celebrate little lando's win though! what an amazing race we had today at zandvoort ✨ ā˜…Ā feedback and requests are always appreciated!
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yourinstagram what if I told you I'm back? the tortured poets department out august 25.
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user1 she really do be going missing for months, only to show up with a whole new album.
user2 its giving are you ready for it and reputation.
user3 its not very demure or very mindful😭 user4 i mean, she's been MIA for a year just like before rep. user5 is it really missing if she's still being attending races?
user6 this better not be another break up album yn.
user7 fr yn, i'm not ready to be a child of divorce. user8 where's mr no wins? he's not in the comments. user9 you mean mr now wins. forgetting miami already? user10 they better still be together😭 user11 you lot really have no chill. he's here!
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user12 she looks sad. why does she look so sad?
user13 right? first picture looks like she's mid breakdown😭 user14 yn and lando better still be together!
fernandoalonzo lando what have you done this time?
landonorris why do you assume it's my fault? danielricciardo it's always your fault. landonorris no it isn't! carlossainz usually is. oscarpiastri always is. landonorris tell them to stop bullying me y/n, it isn't my fault😭 yourinstagram is not lando's fault - i swear, scouts honour! user15 i swear, scouts honour? easter eggs perchance?
landonorris i told you not to look so sad, everyone thinks its my fault!
yourinstagram i didn't think you were serious, you know I love you landonorris did y'all here that, she loves me! landonorris i love you too šŸ’– yourinstagram honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy?
kellypiquet can't wait to listen to it!
yourinstagram you've already heard the entire album😭 kellypiquet šŸ‘€
alexandrasaintmleux i know it's going to be amazingšŸ’•
yourinstagram you're welcome to come over for a sneak peak ;) charlesleclerc can i come too?
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landonorris that's more like it — pole position baby 🧔
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yourinstagram so proud of you my love ā¤ļø
yourinstagram never been prouder to wear papaya 🧔 kellypiquet you only wear papaya on the track! yourinstagram shhhh šŸ‘€ landonorris i'm right here babe. landonorris i thought you loved the colour 😭 yourinstagram you see 🄺 šŸ‘‰ šŸ‘ˆ yourinstagram i'd wear it for you any day though... kellypiquet point is you don't šŸ˜‚ yourinstagram kelly! stop exposing me here 😭 kellypiquet that's revenge for telling max i don't like red bull. landonorris you're lucky i love you yn šŸ’– maxverstappen and you're lucky i love you kellyšŸ’•
user1 lando on pole and ttpd out tomorrow, i don't think i'm getting any sleep 😭
user2 i swear, idk how i'm going to cope. user3 i'm going to be screaming, crying, throwing up. user4 right?!? thank god i don't have work tomorrow. user5 i'm going to need 2-3 business days to recover.
user6 an album and a pole?!? they really do be spoiling us...
user7 we need a mclaren 1-2 tomorrow
user8 lets go landošŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„
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yourinstagram all's fair in love and war... the tortured poets department out now.
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landonorris šŸ‘€ ā¤ļø
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mclaren he wins in miami and he wins in zandvoort 🧔 GIVE IT UP FOR OUR TWO-TIME RACE WINNER EVERYONE šŸ†
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yourinstagram made me the proudest girl alive today lan ā™„ļø
landonorris you make me feel like the luckiest man alive everyday. yourinstagram awww, i love you ā¤ļø landonorris i love you more than words can express my love šŸ’–
oscarpiastri congratulations lando🧔
maxverstappen well done brother!
carlossainz felicidades lando!
user1 that. kiss.
user2 right? all that mattered to him in that moment was yn 🄺 user3 it felt like we were intruding on something so private! user4 i swear, i was like it's on tv but it feels like i should see that.
user5 they said there was no chance, trying to be the greatest in the league.
user6 WHERE'S THE TROPHY? HE JUST COMES RUNNING OVER TO ME!
user7 a win and a double album?!? i need a week to process this.
user8 and so lando no wins becomes lando two wins!!
user9 those haters really have gone silent all of a sudden. user10 yn and lando really shut them up!
user11 watch him win the world championship now šŸ†
user12 you heard it hear first ladies and gentleman!
user13 lando we can be world champion i said.
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f1wags can we take a moment to appreciate how that man ran to yn the moment he got out of the car!
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user1 the way they literally had to get lando back on the car😭
user2 right? he really forgot they need pictures of him there. user3 he really be like i need yn before everything else!
user4 where can i get him?
user5 where's the trophy? he just comes running over to me.
user6 lando is the prime example of if he wanted to he would.
user7 the way that man simps over her, we all need lando in our lives.
user8 right, like those eyes on her ttpd post. user9 our boy knows that she's a mastermind user10 you can't convince me he didn't know the anthology was coming!!
user12 he so knew alchemy was coming on the anthology.
user13 right? he was really like i can make your dreams come true. user14 i know he gave it a little extra to win for yn today!
user15 you cant tell me yn didn't plan this!
user16 yn really proved she's the mastermind todayā¤ļø
user17 the way lando and yn liked this.
user18 and mclaren too - admin definitely ships lando x yn 🧔
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Rabbit Hole | S.JY
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ā–¹ PAIRING: ex fling ! classmate ! jake x f. reader
ā–¹ GENRE: smut, scandalous, college au
ā–¹ SYNOPSIS: In an attempt to escape your past life by running off to a new university, you end up encountering a former lover—one that you never thought you’d see again, and one that you’d soon realize was bad news all along…
ā–¹ WARNINGS: KINKTOBER SPECIAL, foul language, humiliation kink, kinda dubcon because I need therapy, mentions of anal play, ft. other idols, mild bullying, switch!jake x switch!reader, lots of dialogue, degrading kink, impact play, light bondage, oral sex (m. r), unprotected sex (not for you), hair pulling
ā–¹ WORD COUNT: 5.9k — DAY 7
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Monday
Today, your current university was hosting its annual day of orientation for newcomers and recently transferred students.
You found yourself here after being promptly expelled from your previous university, a victim of being framed after someone planted hard drugs in your gym bag—an incident that still leaves you unsure regarding who set you up in the first place…
Fortunately, however, the transition to this new college was seemingly smooth, as many of your closest friends were also attending this institution, speaking in your honor and defense to the enrollment officials countless times.
And so, as a freshly admitted student at a prestigious college located more than 100 miles from your former campus, you were eager to leave your old life and watch it burn behind you.
Though, as your cousin would often quote from one of those shitty Max Payne games he played all the time, You can't run from your past. You will end up running in circles until you fall back down into the same hole you were trying to escape from, only the hole's grown deeper.
Orientation had just ended about forty minutes ago, and like several other students, you decided to treat yourself to a nice coffee at the campus cafƩ.
However, you never anticipated running into someone you met along that gruesome 100-mile journey—someone with whom you shared a fleeting romance that you never thought you’d see again.
A fling, you might add, that you met during one of the darkest times of your life.
It was a reckless and foolish decision on your part, honestly… after all, being drunk and horny simultaneously was a combination that rarely ended well—
ā€œI offered to pay you for sex and you said you’d do it for free!ā€ The man shouted back at you with his frustrated brown eyes flickering behind his glasses.
And by now, everyone in the cafeteria was staring at you two—
ā€œNo the fuck I didn’t, I don’t even recognize your lying little face!ā€ You clapped back, standing up from your table now as you angrily started shoving all your belongings back into your backpack.
A couple of pencils awkwardly clattered to the floor, but you didn’t bother to retrieve them. They were from Amazon and made your notes from orientation look terrible anyways… cheap fucking ink—
ā€œYou were a kinky bitch, too… wanted me to call you mommy while I fingered your asshole in doggystyle and everything.ā€
ā€œOh, your pervy little imagination is really running wild today, isn’t it?ā€
ā€œYou keep saying calling me ā€˜little’ when you could rarely even take me without being prepped!ā€
ā€œI’m calling you ā€˜little’ because I don’t even know your fucking name for crying out loud!ā€
ā€œIt’s Jake, and you know that already, so quit playing dumb… you also told me your name when we hooked up in August, but it was probably a fake one since you thought I’d be stupid enough to not remember your faceā€¦ā€
Zipping your last backpack compartment, you sighed at his words, ā€œI’m sorry to hear you’ve mistaken me with someone else, Mr. Jake, but you have to stop with these false claims… I’m not the girl you slept withā€¦ā€
ā€œSeriously?ā€ he scoffed, shaking his head at you in disappointment as his gaze roamed over your entire frame… ā€œYou’re even wearing the same braā€¦ā€
His voice trailed off, and you stared at him with wide eyes as if he had just plunged a rusty knife into your miserable gut.
He was right. He was honest… and there was no escaping him now that he had figured you all out.
ā€œI’ll see you in class this week,ā€œ he sighed sullenly before walking off, looking back at you once before fully exiting the shop.
You made a mental note to never let him humiliate you again… even if you couldn’t physically prevent it, you planned to avoid it at all costs…
Tuesday
ā€œHe said all of that in public?ā€ Your friend Ningning asked.
ā€œYes, and in the middle of me ordering my coffee, tooā€¦ā€
ā€œHe’s so disrespectful,ā€ Minji added.
ā€œDespicable… he was even shouting it all at the top of his fucking lungsā€¦ā€
ā€œNo one kicked his crazy ass out?ā€
ā€œNo… and I guess that’s a good thing because we both looked fucking insane in that momentā€¦ā€
ā€œYou still haven’t told us why he said all of that to you though,ā€ Juria went on.
ā€œI figured it was probably posted all over the internet by nowā€¦ā€
And you retelling them would only make you relive the incident all over again…
ā€œWell let’s hope not, because a video like that could really ruin your academic standing… even hisā€¦ā€
ā€œI seriously can’t risk that happening again, you guys… there’d be enough proof for them to accuse me this time, too… probably speculating that I was higher than a cloud in that cafĆ©ā€¦ā€
ā€œNoooo, let’s not even think like that, okay baby?ā€ Juria soothed you with a comforting hand to your back.
ā€œShe’s right, everything’s gonna be alright… this’ll just blow over like every other video online,ā€ Minji added with a smile.
ā€œOh my Godā€¦ā€ your friend Ningning exclaimed while looking at her phone.
ā€œWhat? What is it?ā€
ā€œYou said his name is Jake, right? I just found his Instagram, and his bio has our uni’s initials in it.ā€
ā€œYea, I forgot to tell you that part, too… I’ll apparently be seeing him again in English class on Thursday… and every week after thatā€¦ā€
ā€œYou need to look into getting transferred to a course with a different professor ASAP,ā€ Minji suggested.
ā€œShe can’t. Deadlines already closed for class registration,ā€ Juria added with a pout that mirrored yours.
Though at this point, Ningning was the only one smiling.
ā€œWhat now, Ning?ā€
ā€œI mean… y’all are just gonna have to hear me out on this one, but why’s he highkey hella attractive?ā€
ā€œGive me that,ā€ Minji said while snatching the phone from her, only for her mouth to create an O shape at one of his pictures.
ā€œRelax Ji, you can’t slurp his soul through the screen,ā€ you joked, which only egged them in even further.
ā€œYou should give him a second chanceeee,ā€ Minji continued.
ā€œAfter you just agreed that he’s a disrespectful little cunt?ā€ Juria asked sarcastically.
ā€œLook, I’m just tired of us being the single and hot friend group. It’s not a good match.ā€
ā€œMhm… we need a beau to chauffeur us around… buy us designer bags and take us to dinnerā€¦ā€ Ningning added.
ā€œYessss. I’m tired of hookup culture, I need somebody reliable… you should ask him if he has any other hot friends!ā€
ā€œOoo, or a brother!ā€
ā€œYou guys are insane,ā€ you chuckle, sitting back in your chair now as you know you only have a few more minutes before class starts.
You didn’t wanna tell your friends what really happened because you didn’t want them to judge you. And although you had a good feeling they wouldn’t, you were still too ashamed to confess… to admit that you had lied to the poor guy, and needlessly to as he wasn’t even trying to get anything from you.
He probably only stopped by to say ā€œHiā€ to a familiar face, but you panicked when the truth started to come out…
Wednesday
You were so close to calling in sick and just skipping class for the whole day, simply to avoid bumping into Jake.
But you knew that was a cowardly idea that would only negatively affect your attendance in the long run.
So, after some careful consideration, you came up with your own solution; you planned to wear the most provocative outfit you could find, just to get revenge by teasing him all day.
You wanted him to experience the embarrassment he had put you through when he exposed you in the café… you craved the feeling of being in control of him again.
Though, you knew it wouldn’t be easy because part of you still had a soft spot for him…
He was so caring on all those nights, prioritizing your pleasure while still achieving his own… and then right after, he would ask you about your life, to which you foolishly responded with complete honesty every single time…
You told him about what happened at your old school, about how you were transferring to a new institution, and even details about your family life…
So, when you unexpectedly ran into him on campus that Tuesday, it wasn’t entirely shocking… he had even followed you on Instagram that same day, tagging you and other students under a post entailing his excitement about ā€œfinally starting his academic journey on the right track.ā€
Jake was clearly keeping tabs on you, and you couldn’t fathom what he could possibly want, but you knew it had to be something, and you weren’t gonna sulk over his nice guy act any longer.
Sure, you recall him mentioning his plans to pursue personal projects, but those ambitions have to include you in some way, otherwise, why the fuck would he even be here?
The past version of you would allow such uncertainties to intimidate her, but the new you was ready to stand firm. You had to; it was the only way to change the dynamics of your relationship with him.
Thursday
Straightaway upon reaching the classroom after running up and down the halls for what felt like a second lifetime, you finally made it in.
It didn’t take long for you to spot Jake either, as he was sitting in one of the closest seats he could probably grab.
Nerd, you thought to yourself, making your way towards him with your lace-up Mary Jane heels clicking behind you.
The desks were two-seaters in this class, so you’re lucky enough to have snatched a spot with Jake before some other whore did—
ā€œSo you’re not disgusted by my lying little face anymore?ā€ He asked almost immediately after you got settled in the chair, slowly meeting your eyes as if to shame you. Intimidate you.
ā€œOh I definitely still am,ā€ you corrected, crossing your legs beneath the desk, ā€œI’m simply just sitting next to youā€¦ā€
ā€œRight… and are you still going by that fake name these days?… What was it again… Raychel with a Y?ā€
ā€œMy real name is ____, alright? Not like you didn’t know that already after stalking me down onlineā€”ā€
He let out a breath through his nose, ā€œI didn’t stalk you, ____ā€”ā€
ā€œDon’t call me that,ā€ you interrupted, making him look down at his desk for a moment before snickering to himself at your tone.
Your adorably stern voice…
He always found it cute whenever you tried acting like the one who held dominance out of the two of you—
ā€œWhat shall I call you then?ā€ He asked while smirking, and you resented the way it made your insides flutter.
ā€œPretty,ā€ you said plainly, and he quirks a brow at you.
ā€œP-pretty?ā€
ā€œWhat, do you disagree with that?ā€
ā€œNo,ā€ he clarified, eyes shamelessly checking out your outfit now, ā€œnot at allā€¦ā€
You were wearing a tight white button-up that exposed all your cleavage with a high-pleated skirt and heels.
And if anyone looking didn’t know any better, they’d probably think you were either trying to seduce the professor or get away with wearing borderline lingerie in public—
ā€œThere has to be a reason you approached me on orientation,ā€ you began again, reaching in your backpack to pull out your notebooks and stationary, ā€œwhy?ā€
ā€œWell,ā€ he started while clearing his throat slightly, ā€œyou can’t blame me for wanting to reconnect with an old lover, right?ā€
ā€œFriend, Jake… we were just friendsā€¦ā€
ā€œOkay, okay, whatever you wanna call it, but,ā€ he whispered, leaning closer to you now as he spoke right below your ear, ā€œwasn’t the sex just amazing… Pretty?ā€
You angrily swatted his hand from your thigh, to which he snickered at you.
Again.
ā€œListen, I’m an entirely different woman from the broken one you met two months ago… what we had was nothing,ā€ you whisper-yelled, eyes filled with frustration.
ā€œIt certainly doesn’t seem like it was nothing,ā€ Jake said, but his expression had lost its luster as his resting face became blank, and you’re just now realizing that your hand was gripped around his neck tie.
Click click.
The sound of the classrooms front door sounded, craning open with a loud creak to reveal the long-awaited English professor, the bustling classroom gracing her with their full attention.
ā€œGood morning, my bright and wonderful students,ā€ the heavy-set woman announced with glee as she walked up to the chalkboard, ā€œanybody miss me?… No? Just my puppies at home? Okay, let’s get started then… You youngsters can call me Ms. Thompson, by the way!ā€
God—you sighed within yourself at her attempt to be likable despite her egregious sense of humor—Thursdays were going to be a lot longer than you anticipated…
ā€œUhm, Britney Spears, why don’t you come up to the board for me real quick,ā€ the teacher said about thirty minutes into the session, and you were so lost in your head, you hadn’t even realized.
ā€œIt’s ____, ma’am,ā€ you corrected her, not wanting to have a permanent nickname on the first day of college.
ā€œCould’ve fooled me… anyhow, let’s make our topic of arguments a little more personal now… is there anyone in this room who you’d like to envision as your target offender?ā€
A smile creeped upon your face at this opportunity, ā€œYes, actually.ā€
Your eyes went straight to Jake, and it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to know exactly who you were looking at, especially with the way his face looked now.
ā€œGreat! Come on up, Misterrrrā€¦ā€
ā€œSim,ā€ he said shyly, standing right beside you at the front of the class.
ā€œNow, state your stance on the following argument, Ms. ____. Today’s topic issss,ā€ her voice trailed off as she fished through her pile of notecards, ā€œThe Relevance of the Past in Shaping Identity!ā€
The classroom air grew thick with anticipation, as mostly everyone in the class had seen they way you two were acting earlier, and the cafƩ video that went viral earlier that week.
Though, given your outfit, you were already in the mood for attention today, so this was the perfect topic choice for you to spark a heated debate.
ā€œI just think the past should be left in the past. We shouldn’t let it define who we are today.ā€
ā€œCould you be more descriptive?ā€ Ms. Thompson urged.
ā€œWell… my view is that we shouldn’t associate any sort of relevance to our past selves and experiences, as we only limit what our future selves can achieve,ā€ you clarified, trying your best to sound confident.
The professor nodded at your words, and you nearly giggled at the look on Jake’s face now.
ā€œAny students in favor of ____’s stance?ā€
You noticed a little less than half of the classroom raised their hand, with one student in particular extending her hand above everyone elses.
ā€œYes, Ms. Castillo?ā€
ā€œI agree with ____’s stance as I believe that humans should treat their lives as the butterfly by means of metamorphosis, where we reflect on our past, reject it, and eventually transform into something more beautiful.ā€
ā€œThis is especially true for victims or survivors, as they might view their past as a hinderance to their growth and finding new identity,ā€ another boy added.
Crossing your arms, you watched as Jake cleared his throat like he always did, right before saying the most annoying shit imaginable.
ā€œYou see, that’s where you’re wrong, class. The past is crucial to our character development. You can’t just pretend you’re from a different walk of life or… I don’t know, change your hair a little bit and call it an identity swapā€¦ā€
A murmur of agreement and disagreement rippled through the class up until a voice from the back spoke up.
It was Alex, a student known for their liberal insights. ā€œUm… sorry to interrupt you Jake, that’s offensive to queer and transitioning people. Please use more inclusive language.ā€
A few students behind Alex snorted at their words, but Jake’s face flushed with realization, and he nodded respectfully.
ā€œYou’re 100% right, Alex. I didn’t mean to offend anyone. I just think that our experiences are relevant in shaping who we are, and that no amount of ā€˜make-believe’ can erase the impact of the past on both our present and future livesā€¦ā€
Jake is handling this much better than you thought he would’ve, even though he was picking at his nail bed like a madman.
Ms. Thompson is quick to sense the growing tension though, and steps in before the debate lasts the entire class duration.
ā€œAlright, everyone. Let’s remember that we’re here to learn and respect each other’s opinions. ____ and Jake, you both have valid points. The past can be both a burden and a guide, however, it’s ultimately up to each individual to decide how they let it influence their present and future.ā€
The class fell silent, reflecting on the professor’s words while scribbling copious notes down in their notebooks.
You flashed Jake a glance, one that he couldn’t read at first, but it still made him feel uneasy.
ā€œSo uhhh… that’s how you have an opinionated argument, everyone!ā€ The teacher chirped awkwardly, ā€œyou may return to your seats, Mr. Sim and Ms. ____… thank you to everyone who participated in this portion… now, as we turn to page 13, we find thatā€¦ā€
Friday
At the end of class yesterday, Ms. Thompson assigned you and Jake to produce a group PowerPoint presentation by the following week, and you weren’t dreading it as much as you could have.
Your little tough and mean girl act seemed to have successfully scared Jake into some submission towards you… plus, you were having way too much fun teasing him everyday to turn down an opportunity to hang with him one on one.
You both were currently sitting in the campus’s private library to do research on your topic. It was relatively late in the day, so no one was there except you two.
By now, you had already punked Jake into bringing you coffee from the cafĆ© that was literally a 20 minute walk away, and into agreeing that he’d produce most of the project on his own, but your fun with him hadn’t ended just yet.
Sad as it sounds, he just looked too cute while reading to himself in the grand brown chair across from you… you wouldn’t dare leave him there to study in peace, not while you were in the mood for chaos.
ā€œJakeyyy~ā€ your voice sang with a cloyingly sweet melody, making his face flush with embarrassment behind his thick-framed glasses at the nickname.
Closing the book he was reading, Jake walked over to where you sat with your foot extended before him, a messy cluster of shoe strings dangling at your ankles.
ā€œA little help here?ā€ You continued, subtly squishing your breasts together with your arms while looking into his eyes.
ā€œSure,ā€ is all he says as a small smile overtakes his feature. Kneeling down obediently before you, he took your ankle into his grasp, getting to work at re-tying the shoelace for you.
ā€œThanks,ā€ you say, leaning forward to ruffle his hair as he taps your other foot, signaling for you to lift it so he can re-tie the lace there it as well.
ā€œI didn’t just call you over here to tie my shoes though, Jake,ā€ you whisper, drawing his gaze from your shoes and up to your eyes.
He holds back a sigh, and his chest expands because of it, ā€œWhat else is it that you want then, ____ā€”ā€œ
ā€œPretty,ā€ you corrected him, moving your foot from his grasp only to let your leg fall, gently pressing the weight of your foot into his bulge, ā€œwe talked about this yesterday, Jake… you will never address me by my first name, understood?… Or is that too much to ask?ā€
Jake felt his whole stomach tense up at the feeling of your foot pressing into his groin, and he tried his best to get a solid answer out, knowing that prolonged silence would only bother you further.
ā€œN-no,ā€ he breathes out shakily, barely meeting your gaze now as the temperature in his face became hotter and hotter, with a mix of his own arousal, embarrassment, and anger, ā€œI u-understand, Prettyā€¦ā€
You let yourself smile at his compliance, releasing the pressure from your foot in his lap.
ā€œSo pathetic,ā€ you announced, watching as he caught his breath on the ground, ā€œI can get you to do anything for me, can’t I Jake?ā€¦ā€
He’s silent for a moment, making you feel impatient now that he was resisting all of a sudden.
ā€œJakey, I asked you a questionā€”ā€
ā€œAnd you really shouldn’t talk to me like that unless you want some sense fucked into you,ā€ he retorted, making your eyes widen with genuine shock at his sudden boldness.
ā€œExcuse me?ā€ You asked with a scoff, but your voice gets lost in the sound of him getting up from the floor, standing over you, caging you beneath his frame in a way that intimidates you.
Jake had been swallowing his pride with you for long enough, and wasn’t gonna let another day pass without putting you in your place.
ā€œI’ve been getting real sick of you treating me like this, y’know that ____?ā€
But before you can even think to answer, he’s reaching for the cup of coffee he fetched for you earlier and bringing it to your mouth, a ring of condensation glistening on the desk.
Trying to maintain your dominance, you let out a feigned laugh of amusement that Jake is quick to cut off with his stern words.
ā€œJake, what is this, huh?ā€ You asked, giving him a fed up look even though your heartbeat was beating faster than the speed of light below his dark gaze.
ā€œDrink it, ____….ā€ He orders with a deep voice, eyes becoming so dark now that you can’t even bring yourself to refuse.
And you’re impossibly annoyed, too… by the way he’s very intentionally using your real name while simultaneously making you feel as feeble as a fairy.
Hesitantly bringing the cup to your mouth, it doesn’t take long before Jake smacks the coffee out of your hand, leaving the cold liquid to spill all over you.
ā€œJake, what the fuck?!ā€ You shouted, shivering as the caramel-colored liquid trickled into all the intimate crevices of your body.
ā€œHow embarrassing,ā€ he said, shaking his head, ā€œmaking such a mess of yourself in front of meā€¦ā€
Balling your fists, you look him dead in the eyes as you shout, ā€œThat was all you’re doing, you stupid fucking clutz- JAKE, s-stop that!ā€ Your voice cracked at the feeling of his hand smacking you across the face now, surely leaving a cut in your lip as he soon went to squish your lips together into an odd shape, maintaining a painful grip.
ā€œIf only your brain was as big as your tits,ā€ he clicked his teeth, wearing a somewhat neutral facial expression at first until a smirk started tugging at the corner of his lips…
ā€œAnd now you’re crying?ā€ He scoffs, almost as if both annoyed and amused by the moisture forming at the beds of your eyes.
During all this though, your mind was in a complete haze, not being able to wrap your head around how innocent he still looked while talking to you like this…
Hell, even his cheeks were still blushing, and you could tell he was getting harder behind his pants.
Jake caught onto your staring though, swallowing the urge to just fuck you right then and there.
ā€œTake off your top,ā€ he demanded, releasing your face from his grip and taking a few steps back, ā€œI can’t believe you even want to be called ā€˜pretty’ while wearing such a filthy thingā€¦ā€
ā€œWho cares? You still got hard just from looking at me,ā€ you jabbed back through a wobbly voice given your tears.
That’s when a feeling of chills ran up and down your skin, and it’s hard to keep up the tough girl act once Jake started unbuckling the belt he wore, keeping an intense eye contact with you the entire time.
ā€œJust like old times,ā€ he said, making your organs irk at how easily you found yourself falling down the same rabbit hole with him, but things were far too gone to turn back now. You complied with his words, sliding your top over your head and exposing yourself now, the swell of your breasts looking so delightful while cupped in the lace of your bra.
ā€œYou’re making this too easy for me,ā€ he grinned, tossing his belt to the floor with a clink before closing the space between you both, still standing up as he slides his fingers against your scalp, gently gripping the hair.
But it feels so good that you almost purr at the contact, even though his behavior was a bit unsettling to you.
That’s when he landed another smack to your face, snickering at how loud you winced given the sudden shock of sensations.
ā€œGod, what the hell is wrong with you?ā€ You yell at him, trying to escape his daunting frame but you have no chance against his strength, especially not while sitting down in a chair… ā€œYou’re a freak, Jake!ā€
You kept wrestling beneath him, provoking him to yank your arm harshly and pull you out of the chair and onto the floor, your bare knees hitting the floor with a thud.
ā€œAnd you’re a little bitch,ā€ he bit back, handling your body with ease as he situates you before him on your knees, taking your spot in the chair and spreading his legs.
And his belt isn’t too far from him now either, compelling him to reach down for it and use it to secure one of your wrists to the chair before finally shimmying his pants down.
So lost in your thoughts, you watch with a mix of fear, disgust, and anticipation at the erectness hiding behind his boxers, just as his taunting voice resounds again.
ā€œC’mon, ____… it’s about time you make good use of that big mouth of yoursā€¦ā€
With teary eyes, you watch as his full length slips out, smacking against his abdomen as the burning in your restrained wrist feels worse now.
Everything feels worse now… you had never felt so humiliated in your entire life.
He tapped the tip of his cock against your lips, using a thumb at your jaw to pry your mouth open and push himself in.
And as much as you didn’t wanna admit it, you were enjoying this a lot more than expected…
You had always preferred men who were more on the submissive side, and Jake, being a nerdy introvert, was no exception to that craving.
However, you didn’t mind him getting a little rough with you either, and perhaps that’s why you felt ashamed for it… you felt vulnerable with the idea of admitting you liked being someone else’s play thing…
ā€œStroke me like you used to, ____… ā€˜atta girl,ā€ he groaned, watching with pleasure as you let your free hand find his shaft, stroking the bass as he kept your mouth secured around the tip.
And as embarrassing as it sounds, you felt yourself getting wet just from sucking him off, the sounds of your own throat gurgling around his length being a turn on for the both of you.
ā€œI bet you still haven’t even told your friends about what really happened between me and you, huh? Imagine if they knew your lips liked sucking my cock just as much as they liked lyingā€¦ā€ he slithered, keeping your head angled back just enough for him to get a full look at your face while you took him in your mouth.
Jake soon catches onto the way you’re closing your thighs together as tears continue to well in your eyes, and he lets himself snicker at how needy and pathetic you looked before him...
ā€œWhat is it, Pretty? Hm? Don’t want your friends to find out about how much of a raging cock-slut you are?ā€
You moaned softly as he gently pulled your head from around him, and a string of your own saliva and his precum keeps you two connected as he finally loosens the belt around your wrist.
ā€œWhen’d you get so mean, Jake?ā€ You asked weakly, voice a bit raspy now after taking him in your mouth.
He almost couldn’t look you straight in the eye after asking that, but he had to keep his act going… he had to put you in your place—
ā€œI only get this way when I have to,ā€ he practically whispered, and part of you couldn’t even get annoyed with him for it.
You felt the same just a few moments ago, and you’re just now realizing how much you and Jake really have in common—
ā€œGet up,ā€ he ordered, and you listened, standing on shaky legs as he pulled your panties down, letting them rest at your ankles as he stood up to meet you.
Without speaking, he simply pointed at the chair he was just sitting in, and you’re given the opportunity to choose the position.
You decide to get back on your knees, bend over the chair, and stick your bare ass out for him, and he snickered at the sight, kneeling down himself now.
He ran a hand over the curve of your hip before landing a hard smack there, his own cock twitching every time you winced.
After this, he wastes no time in gliding his cock between your folds, right before plunging his tip into your sloppy cunt and groaning at the feeling.
ā€œFuck~,ā€ he cursed under his breath, trying to adjust himself inside you, ā€œhas it really been so long that even your pussy’s gotten tighter?ā€
ā€œWell your tiny cock definitely didn’t get any bigger- nghh~…,ā€ you whined through a bitten lip, trying to suppress your moaning as he started to bottom out, over and over again.
ā€œAnd here I was thinking you’d actually shut up for once,ā€ he sighed, but his voice was clearly being affected by the way you felt around him.
He had been missing this… all of it, and not even just the sex. Jake wanted more to come out of your relationship with him, but if this is how you wanted to play, so be it—he still got something good out of it.
You can’t remember what you were going to say, but your thoughts were harshly cut by the feeling of his hand pulling you up by your throat and holding you close to his body.
ā€œLet’s see… do you still squirm while having your tits touched? Do you still squirt just from the sound of my voice?ā€ He whispered, and your breath was so restricted that all you could do was pant pathetically.
His released his grip pretty quickly though, only for his hands to find your breasts and fondle with them as he picked up the pace of his thrusts.
ā€œJ-Jake,ā€ your voice bobbled, given the strong impact of his hips behind you, ā€œd-don’t you fucking dareā€¦ā€
ā€œWhat do you mean, Pretty?ā€ He asked, snickering now at the way your thighs trembled briefly, ā€œyou’re a flashy little bitch, but that doesn’t mean I can read your mindā€¦ā€
You groaned at his words, feeling lightheaded now that his tip was brushing up against your cervix.
ā€œDon’t… fuckkk~… don’t tell anyone about thisā€¦ā€
ā€œWhich part of this, hm?ā€ He asked knowingly, ā€œthe part where I made you cry or the part where I finish inside you?ā€
ā€œN-not any of it, just- pleaseā€¦ā€ your words slurred, and your heart started to ache just as much as your core with a mix of worry and desperation.
Of course, you were enjoying every part of this, but you didn’t wanna face the embarrassment that’d come with it if anyone found out…
Just imagine it… how down bad must you be to (1) let a guy hit it after treating you like shit, and (2) in the middle of the campus library of all places?
He’s slamming into you so hard and fast that you lost track of your thoughts again, and the squelching sounds coming from the two of you only adds to the warmth growing in your faces—
ā€œThat’s really what you want? Huh?ā€ Jake asked with a low growl to his voice, and all you can reply with is a string of whiny yes’s.
ā€œBeg for it louder,ā€ he demanded, ā€œbeg for me to keep fucking you like a good little slutā€¦ā€
And you did, letting your hips bounce to a rythme with his thrusts as your high drew closer and closer to approaching.
ā€œP-please, Jake! I’ll do anything! I’ll be a g-good cock-slut just for you if that’s what you want… I-I’ll even let you cum in me,ā€ you stammered, only for your pleading lips to trail off as a symphony of moans ripped through your body, his harsh hand smacking your ass one more before holding you in place by a handful of your hair.
ā€œYea, Pretty? Want me to fill your juicy pussy up with my cum? Gonna let me fuck it back into you nice and slow? Yea?ā€ He rambled breathlessly, panting in place of groaning so he could get his words out better.
Crying out another yes, Jake’s hip plummeted into you as hard as they could, your breasts rocking back and forth with the force until you finally felt it; your walls pulling him in as his first spurt made you shiver, and then his second spurt made you climax.
ā€œAwww, fuck!ā€ You whimpered, shaking beneath him as he rode out his high inside you.
It didn’t take long for him to stand up, though, and just in time to pull up his pants and readjust your panties before the library doors creaked open as a new soul joined the space.
It was a girl. You could tell me the gentle hums that bumped from her throat, echoing off of the shelves of books.
ā€œ____! Minji said I might find you studying here, so I came to check since you’ve been hiding from us… And don’t even think about scolding me for yelling in here!ā€ The voice called out, and you immediately knew it was Juria from her accent.
She had just came back from class to return a few books that she borrowed earlier, and your heart never pumped as fast as it did when Jake landed a harsh smack to your clothed cunt while holding you in place, even though you tried squirming away.
Everything in you was fighting to avoid being caught like this, and even more so because Juria was literally 30ft away from you two.
When she finally made her way over, though, the poor girl nearly dropped the stack of books she was holding, delicate eyebrows furrowing behind her silky bangs as her lips asked the words, ā€œWhat on earth happened over here?ā€
You were sitting beside a now standing Jake with your cold ass right against the tile floor as you lazily slumped over the reading chair, being too fucked out to bother moving.
Your hair was a mess atop your head and your outfit was totally disarrayed, foggy mascara smudged beneath your swollen eyes and your whole body reeking of bittersweet aromas.
Juria couldn’t put a finger on it, but she knew something had happened. Something off…
ā€œShe spilled coffee all over herselfā€¦ā€ Jake eventually answered, an aura of emptiness being present in both his expression and tone… an eeriness that made both you and Juria tremble in the knees…
From that moment, he simply walked past you both, looking back only once before leaving… he glanced at you first before looking Juria straight in the eye, his expression only now softening as one last line escaped his venomous lips…
ā€œSuch a silly girl, isn’t she?ā€¦ā€
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thisismyhell Ā· 24 days ago
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Talking Back
Summary: you're the newest on the team, but instead of getting the newbie roasts, you join in on making Reid the constant punching bag. He's getting tired of the public humiliation, even though it turns him on a little bit.
Words: 1.8k
Warnings: humiliation, making out, heavy petting, hickeys, hand job
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You were sitting in the briefing room reading your respective files. It was a slow day and you were brainstorming helpful pointers for a local precinct. Without having to get on the jet, the room had no urgency. Sitting relaxed in your chair you went over the facts in your file, thinking about your own profile before contributing.Ā 
Spencer sat across from you and was trying to act casual. Everyone was focused on their tasks but he couldn’t get himself to concentrate for too long without looking back up at you. He had been looking at the same page for 3 minutes and he was worried someone else was going to notice and ask him what was wrong. He was prepared to lie but didn’t want to if he didn’t have to.Ā 
He was fidgeting with his hair, moving it behind his ear too often and almost choking out of awkwardness. His brow was sweating but it was August so he had an excuse ready. He watched as you chewed on the end of your pencil.Ā 
ā€œY/n you know it isn’t healthy to put pencils in your mouth, you could end up poisoning yourself over time.ā€
ā€œI’m chewing the erasure Spence. Like an oral fixation or whatever.ā€
He almost starts crying from how fast he blinks repeatedly. He doesn’t know what to say to you. Over the months you have been on the team, you have rendered him speechless multiple times and he’s really starting to hate it. Out of everyone on the team it’s you who makes him flustered and embarrassed. He wishes he had the guts to get mad at you for it but something tells him you’d see right through it.Ā 
Spencer remembers a time a few months ago when he had to discipline you over not following protocol in the field. It was just the two of you following someone and you went forward without his knowing. You were still new and you were mandated to follow him, not the other way around. Everything went accordingly, but he wasn’t in the room first. He pulled you aside saying, ā€œy.n, you cannot do that againā€ with his hand gripping your forearm.Ā 
ā€œReid relax, everything’s fineā€
ā€œNo it’s not fine, you can’t just go on your own like that you’re new!ā€
You glanced down at his grip on you, raising your eyebrows. He noticed and let you go. He tried a different tactic and stood up straighter towards you. He was already taller than you but he was really trying to make a point out of it this time.Ā 
ā€œListen just- just don’t make a habit out of it.ā€
You giggled and walked away. That in itself was also unprofessional, and both of you knew it, but you knew that he didn’t actually care about the rules right now. He felt weird that you dominated him in this social situation and didn’t know how to react to you like he did with Emily.Ā 
Reid prides himself on being composed and intellectual. When you entered his life you spun him around and made him second guess many many things. Women weren’t a problem for him, this he knew. He is friends with Emily, JJ, Garcia, Elle, this part wasn’t the issue. The issue was that not only were you a woman, but you weren’t listening to him. You were the newest on the team and you seemed to respect everyone else equally. But with Spencer, it was anyone’s guess.Ā 
You knew you were the fresh meat and you also knew that a man like Reid is always the punching bag. You wanted to play along and bypass your newbie roasting. Everyone was catching on to this except Reid.Ā 
He was still looking at you when you finally put the pencil down and he exhaled.Ā 
ā€œYou happy now, spence? I won’t poison myself.ā€
He gulps but doesn’t answer. He just looks back down at his file. Hotch comes back in the room with more papers and passes them to Emily to pass the rest down around the table. You take yours and lean over to pass the last one to Reid. He looks up and notices the top button on your top has become loose. He imagines what would happen if the other buttons simply fell apart revealing your chest.
He’s still in his fantasy when his fingertips touch your knuckles. He’s never touched your hands before and they’re softer than he thought. He can smell your deodorant and perfume too. He hopes some of it will linger on him so he can remember this moment again later.Ā 
ā€œReid? The paper?ā€
He pulls it from your hand and busies himself with reading it. After a few moments he hears you whispering to Emily. He assumes it’s about his weird behaviour and doesn’t want to wait and find out. He gets up awkwardly from his chair and it swivels around him, almost tripping him. You giggle again and try to hide it but it’s too late. You watch as he nervously excuses himself to the bathroom.Ā 
Entering the bathroom he thanks god it’s empty. He has to deal with the stretch in his pants and he’s running through the ways to get rid of it. Should he touch himself? Or should he run through unpleasant thoughts until it subsides?
He’s leaning over the sink and staring at himself in the mirror when he hears the door open. He moves to enter a stall for privacy but when he turns around he meets your eyes. You’re looking at him with a smirk and he hates you. Of course you’re here right now with him, of fucking course. You just love getting under his skin like this.Ā 
ā€œYou wanna talk about that?ā€
ā€œYou shouldn’t be in here.ā€
ā€œThat’s not what I asked about. I said, do you want to talk about that?ā€
He shakes his head but you stalk closer to him anyway. He wants you to back out the door and forget this ever happened. He wants you to pounce on him and make it go away for him. He wants to make you feel humiliated like he does, and wonders if it would turn you on too.Ā 
You’re in front of him now, pressing him against the counter without even touching him. If he had this kind of power over you, things would be different. He wouldn’t have to use his intellect or his body. You would just succumb to him without the fanfare.Ā 
ā€œCan I touch you?ā€
ā€œI don’t think I have ever heard you ask permission to do something, y/nā€
You look up at him with your big doe eyes, putting your hand on his tie, ā€œI don’t like making a habit of it. Well?ā€
ā€œPleaseā€¦ā€
ā€œPlease…what?ā€
ā€œGod y/n..please…please just touch me.ā€
And you put your mouth on his. He’s finally tasting you and he starts to whimper. You eat it up as it eggs you on. You keep eating him up and he can barely stand it. If he was too tight in his pants before, now it’s almost painful.Ā 
You put your hand over it and push, making a moan escape his mouth into yours.Ā 
ā€œPlease…y/n…please..ā€
ā€œWhat? What is it baby, what do you want?ā€
ā€œTouch me. Please just- just touch me.ā€
You unzip his pants and put your hand inside. Spencer pulls his head away from you and you watch each other. His dick is in your hands and he’s whimpering as you put on the most innocent face you can manage. His jaw opens and you admire the sharpness. He’s so beautiful, how could you pass up this opportunity of obsession?Ā 
Spencer barely has any energy left in him and he knows he’s going to finish any second. He leans his head into your neck and starts to suck, wanting to leave a mark. At least this way you won’t be able to ignore this afterwards. This can be a way for him to talk to you about this again, maybe make it happen again.Ā 
ā€œY/vn, y/n I’m gonna….I’m gonna-ā€
He finished in your hand before he could say your name again. He coats your palm and you keep going until he tears up. He’s already getting hard again.
ā€œI think you can do better than that, baby.ā€
He just wants to please you. He isn’t even touching you but he just wants to make you feel good this way if he can. He’ll touch you another time, when he brings up the hickey. He’ll tell you he likes the way his hickey looks on you and then he can be the one to touch you.Ā 
He’s so hard he’s crying and can’t help it. Your hand just feels so good and you deserve to know just how good you are making him feel. This feeling is all your fault and you know that. You’re dragging it out of him whether he likes it or not.Ā 
He finishes again and grabs the counter behind him to steady himself. You’re kissing his neck and calling him a good boy, saying he did so well.Ā 
ā€œGood boy Spencer. I knew you could do it for me, huh? Didn’t I say so?ā€
ā€œYes…yes you did y/n.ā€
Before you have the chance to walk away he grabs you and pulls you into his chest. He’s kissing you like he wishes he kissed you when he disciplined you. With his mouth on you and his hands gripping you, he turns you around so you’re pressed into the counter this time. You let him and he realizes this. You could easily push him away but you aren’t letting him. You’re right where you want to be.Ā 
Spence kisses you hungrily while grabbing your ass, not wanting to miss the opportunity. He knows you can do so much better than him and he doesn’t want to take the chance. He sucks another hickey onto the other side of your neck and you let him.Ā 
Of course you’ll want to do this again with him, but you enjoy messing with him more. You unbutton your shirt and he mouths down your chest, sucking and biting. It’s starting to hurt you but you like it. You like the passion he has and you don’t mind the marks he leaves. You’d let the boy cover you.Ā 
Just as you start unclasping your bra, both your phones go off. You pull apart from each other and check the message. You have another case and have to get back to the meeting room ASAP.Ā 
His hair is a mess and you’re both sweating. Reid buttons your shirt for you without being asked, and you move to fix his hair. He lets you. You’re both unsure of how to walk back into that room, but he knows he’ll end up letting you go first.
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kithtaehyung Ā· 10 months ago
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bet wrong (3tan717) | myg
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drabble: bet wrong pairing: 3tan!yoongi x reader(f)Ā  series: masterlist | three tangerines | 3tan717 | oneĀ  rating/genre: pg (18+) ; angst , fluff ; brother’s best friend au, implied age gap au summary: after seeing how comfortable yoongi is in his place with your brother and their friends, it’s hard for you to leave… but it’s also hard for you to stay. note: apologies for all the late postings! but kim yeji’s aura was so strong it made me write about her so here we are hahaha. it's not really edited cus i just wrote this up and posted so apologies for any mistakes! note 2: this is in a pocket universe in the three tangerines series, so if you haven’t read the series yet, these characters would make more sense if you did hehe. even though this is very heavily influenced by the olympics, i’m keeping it as easy to read as i can. you can imagine them watching any of the events happening lol warnings: 3tan yoongi as always, angst, olympics talk, yoongi fights back??, the Yearning is Strong, reader is a tease, shiv is back!, brother and jimin are dorks, but so is everyone else, yoongi on the phone, he's so down bad y'all i wanna cry :(( drop date: august 1st, 2024, 7:17pm est word count: 2.3k (just like the first drabble omg?)
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ā€œHey, you made it!ā€
ā€œOh, shit, look who’s here!ā€
After a quick greeting to everyone in Yoongi’s living room, you slip off your shoes with a distracted, ā€œI can’t stay long but, I’m here!ā€
Even though the handsome devil next to you shoots a look, it’s your brother that speaks up, ā€œWait, why?ā€
ā€œI’m meeting my friends in a bit.ā€ You hand a still-quiet Yoongi some snacks you brought for everyone, asking a question with a very obvious answer, ā€œWhere should I put these?ā€
He blinks before forcing out, ā€œOver here.ā€
ā€œK.ā€
Sounds of conversation and sports games spring about. Jimin’s clearly in some sort of squabble with your brother and Shiv is fanning the flames. There’s a couple guys you recognize but don’t really know talking on the opposite side of the coffee table, but they’re all watching the Olympics and giving their own comments.Ā 
Hopefully it’s noisy enough to shroud your dizzying thoughts. Because Yoongi looks damn good in his casual fit and his hair speaks volumes.Ā 
What you would give to run your fingers through those waves. Following him through his bustling apartment is already giving you the shivers, so what would a sudden touch feel like? A burst of fire?
ā€œI’ll take those,ā€ he instructs, taking the bags from you and pulling everything out with crinkles. When he sees a certain bag, his blinks make you giggle.
It’s a specific chip he likes, recently divulged during a long night of learning things about one another—like favorite foods, and how fast or slow he likes you riding.Ā 
So of course you threw it in your basket before heading over.Ā 
Commentators make conversation on the television as you shrug, ā€œDon’t ask me, I dunno how those got in there.ā€
God, that smile always makes you melt. And he proceeds to turn you into mush as he shows gratitude under his breath,
ā€œThanks, doll.ā€
ā€œSeriously, I think they just handed me those,ā€ you joke, trying your best to not do any of the million and three things you want to. ā€œSaid I was cute or something.ā€
His laugh is immediate. But it’s shoved away by cheers and yells, and both of you pop out of the kitchen to see what happened on the tv.
Something big must have went down because even Yoongi reacts, scaring you with a delayed reaction,
ā€œHoly shit, what happened? Sorry,ā€ he immediately apologizes at your flinch, putting a daring but comforting hand on your lower back before making his way to the group.
Did he really just…
He is lucky your brother didn’t see from the other side of the couch.Ā 
That was the boldest Yoongi’s ever been and he’s quite literally kissed you in your kitchen.Ā 
ā€œYeji got silver.ā€
ā€œWhat? Wait, run it back!ā€
ā€œI thought she'd take it!"
Chill out. Relax, relax, relax. Everyone else is clearly entranced by whatever happened and no one is even looking at you. Relax.
But damn, that touch meant a lot more than an apology.Ā 
Seems like the one vocally surprised at the replay wants to do a million and three things, too.Ā 
On your emotional decrescendo, you scuttle back to grab a plastic cup. No use in trying to join them anyway. All you can do for now is get a drink in a kitchen you’re not supposed to know your way around.
Being in his place while your brother is too is quite the experience.Ā 
However.Ā 
This is absolutely the ideal situation you should be in. You would be the one showing up at Yoongi’s at the invitation of your brother, and it would be a small party where you blend right into the background with minimal interaction.Ā 
But of course, the feelings of distance and guilt creep onto your feet, rooting you in place and forcing you to watch from afar.Ā 
They’re all checking their phones and pointing at each other—accusingly? Excitedly?—before switching between different games on the tv and yelling at each other.Ā 
And while you adore them for being such lovable geeks about this, your eyes cannot stop pinning Yoongi with longing. He’s so radiant doing the most normal things, and his eyes have that sparkle they get when he’s comfortable and at home.Ā 
He’s perfect.
Your heart’s warm.
And the cup in your hand never touches your mouth.
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After you take a seat at his dining table—yet another thing you should not know anything about—you cycle between watching them interact and scrolling on your apps.Ā 
At first, you thought you were safe. Staying in the back and letting them have their own time together is good enough for you, especially since you were invited by your brother to stop by.
Really, you were just a courier for food they wanted.Ā 
But it was on the way. And it’s a chance to see someone you’ve been missing.
So of course you faked reluctance to come.
The plan was to do exactly this. Hang back until you had to leave, maybe have a bite or two, and try hard not to yearn for Yoongi too long.
Failed step three.
But also now step one, because Shiv decides to twist around to yell, ā€œHey! Come join us!ā€Ā 
ā€œI’m good over here,ā€ you reply, smiling when he gives you a look.Ā 
ā€œSuit yourself!ā€Ā 
One of the guys you recognize but don’t really know gets off the couch to head into the kitchen, asking a question as he opens the fridge.
Wait, he’s asking you something? You?
You leave your chair so you can hear him better, and when he repeats his question you respond.
ā€œWant a drink?ā€
ā€œOh, uhh. Sure.ā€
ā€œPick your poison. Yoongi doesn’t have much but it’s all strong.ā€
He’s pretty cute. But then again, all your brother’s friends seem to end up this way. ā€œWater’s fine,ā€ you say with a light smile. ā€œI have to be somewhere else in a minute.ā€
ā€œLeaving so soon?ā€ He grabs a cup to fill with your choice before handing it over. Leaning against the same counter Yoongi has smushed you against many times, the man takes a sip of his beer. ā€œYou just got here.ā€
ā€œI was told to bring food.ā€
ā€œAh, come on. You can stay a bit.ā€
Uh huh.
Bold choice to be flirting with the company present today.
But you know what to do. Swerve. ā€œWhat even happened back there? You guys scared the shit outta me.ā€
From the creases of his eyes, your plan works. ā€œOh, Yeji? She was supposed to win gold.ā€
ā€œFeel like she won anyway.ā€
You both snap your heads over to the kitchen threshold, and your stomach could win a floor routine with the amount of flips it completes. ā€œHow come?ā€ You decide to ask, throwing both guys for a loop.
It’s Yoongi that responds first, ā€œShe’s trending from a video back in May.ā€
ā€œOh, shit, really?ā€Ā 
ā€œFucking boss. But yeah, none of us got that one right,ā€ his friend responds, which leaves you intrigued.Ā 
ā€œGot it right?ā€
ā€œMmhmm. We picked her for gold.ā€ Glancing over at Yoongi now crossing between to get to his fridge, he claps his back. ā€œEven this guy bet wrong and he’s usually right.ā€
ā€œBet with my heart,ā€ your secret drones as he cracks open a bottle.Ā 
ā€œWe all did, bro.ā€
Fucking hell, that move was hotter than it should’ve been.
But now you’re kinda invested in what they’re all doing, so you ask how the whole thing works.
Which leads you to sitting in the living room with everyone three whole minutes later.
ā€œSo all of these are events, and I pick what I think happens?ā€
ā€œYup!ā€
ā€œGood luck.ā€
ā€œChoose quick, the next games start soon.ā€
Everyone’s eyes are on your paper as you look at the options, with some laughs and comments as you circle your choices.
ā€œMm, I dunno about that one.ā€
ā€œHey, hey, no help.ā€
You glance at your brother and Yoongi before laughing, ā€œI have no idea what I’m doing but this is fun.ā€
Their amusement is noticeable.
ā€œIf you get any of those right, I’ll be surprised,ā€ your sibling teases, earning a laugh from Yoongi and a counterpoint from Jimin,
ā€œDark horse?ā€
ā€œNah, no chance.ā€
Park’s shoulders raise as he smirks. ā€œIt's all luck, you never know..ā€
Huffing, you pretend to have confidence for days, just happy that you get to be involved and not hang back like the initial plan. ā€œYeah, I have masterclass intuition, don’t you know?ā€Ā 
Reactions pop and fizz around you.
ā€œOh, yeah?ā€
ā€œMaster class, huh..ā€
ā€œWe have a hustler here!ā€
Your eyes drift to Yoongi’s at Shiv's comment, and you both share a quick, mirth-filled, intimate stare.
This really is a lot more fun already.Ā 
Your phone buzzing is the one thing that interrupts, and you immediately feel relieved and saddened by the fact that you have to go.
Finishing up, you hand your brother your picks before standing, heading to the door and saying that you have to leave.Ā 
ā€œWait, already?ā€
ā€œTell them you’re busy!ā€
ā€œI kinda want to,ā€ you admit, feeling a little shy at all the eyes on you. ā€œBut we’re watching a movie and tickets are stupid expensive now.ā€
Yoongi’s already next to you as he waits to let you out. ā€œYou okay to drive?ā€
ā€œMe? Oh, yeah, I just had water.ā€
ā€œK.ā€
Why does he have to be so considerate right now? Now you just wanna stay here instead of sit through whatever movie your friends picked!
ā€œBe careful,ā€ your brother comments from the living room, and you wave goodbye.
ā€œI will. Y’all have fun!ā€
ā€œOkay!ā€
Facing Yoongi, you wanna do so many things. Hug him, hold him, kiss the shit out of him for his exuding presence in the kitchen earlier.Ā 
ā€œThanks for the food.ā€
But you obviously can’t.
So you settle for giving him a smile. ā€œThanks for letting me come over,ā€ you decide to say. ā€œHave fun tonight.ā€
You get a small lift of his lips in return. ā€œYou, too.ā€
ā€œYeah.. I’ll try.ā€
Hearing sounds from outside as you walk to your car, you feel the loneliest imaginable.Ā 
But alas.
It’s still not your place to stay.
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Much, much later, you check your phone after the movie ends and you’re all walking out. While the girls are busy discussing the movie and Taehyung's checking his phone, you're greeted with two very surprising keystrokes.
Yoongi [9:30pm]: :(Ā 
He texted that so long ago. Did something happen?
You [10:34pm]: you ok?
All of you talk for just a little longer. When you finally get into your car, you wave goodbye at everyone before looking at your device again, wondering what the heck warranted this rogue of a text.
Yoongi [10:40pm]: Yeah
Yoongi [10:40pm]: Just miss you
Well, fuck.
Heart clenching, your fingers skirt across the screen.
You [10:45pm]: i miss you too.. i didn’t wanna leave😭
Yoongi [10:45pm]: You did thoughšŸ˜”
There are plenty of people in the lot. Many people walking past as you wait in your car.Ā 
And all you can do is stare at your screen.Ā 
Is… Is he drunk?
Yoongi [10:46pm]: So now you have to make it up to me :)Ā 
That catches you so off-guard you scoff at your screen through a smile.Ā 
You [10:46pm]: don’t be a loser!!Ā 
Yoongi [10:46pm]: I’m your loserĀ 
Cheeks hurting from your shy as hell grin, you bite your lip to keep your screams from alerting people in the nearby theatre.Ā 
How dare this man be this bold when your brother is over there!Ā 
If he’s gonna keep this shocking behavior up, who are you to not play into it? You fucking miss him and imagining being there and being yourselves—your true selves—makes your chest clench.Ā 
You [10:46pm]: not today you weren’t :\
And now you have to make the drive to a house that no one's occupying.
This is so hard. So, so hard.Ā 
But you have to keep going until that one day comes. If it ever does. The day you can do whatever you want with the man you’d fight the universe for? No one will know how to react, and frankly you don’t give a shit about that.
And then you wonder.
Does Yoongi feel the same?
Yoongi [10:48pm]: They're still here
Yoongi [10:48pm]: You down to come back?
Oh.
You are.
Yes, yes, yes you are.
Grateful eyes shut, forehead hitting your steering wheel and heart hurting but still burning lovingly.
There’s no fighting how desperately you want to see him. Especially after seeing him so happy earlier today. Of course you’re going to go. You’d cross mountains even if that meant you’d only get to see him from afar.Ā 
Because—and this you know for sure—he would do the same.Ā 
...But that doesn't mean you won't prank him just a little bit.
You [10:49pm]: don't bet on it w ur heart againšŸ’•
Buzzing with excitement, you start your car and pull out of the lot, calling your brother and letting him know you’re coming back.
ā€œK! You gonna bring food again?ā€
Normally, you would say fuck no and hang up. But you’re so elated you get to go back, and imagining Yoongi's shock makes you laugh. ā€œYeah, yeah, what do y’all want?ā€Ā 
ā€œWait, really? Hey! What do we want for dinnerā€”ā€
ā€œWait!ā€ You interject, something pinging into your mind and igniting your curiosity. ā€œHow are my picks doing?ā€Ā 
There’s a scuffle on the line, and you can hear your brother complain, Jimin laugh, and a very, very familiar voice answer from your brother’s phone.Ā 
Because Yoongi’s voice drones so beautifully through the speaker, and you can’t stop your cackling when he responds,Ā 
ā€œTurns out Jimin was right.ā€Ā 
ā€œDamn, I'm the best,ā€Ā you boast, earning a loud laugh from him and welcoming the way your cheeks hurt with open arms. ā€œShow me that video you were talking about when I get there?ā€
This is safe to say. It's all you really can say.
There's a little bit of silence before he answers how he can, too.
ā€œYeah, I will.ā€Ā 
Mm. Maybe Yoongi does feel the same.
ā€œNice," you whisper. Lips curved up in hope, you keep your voice neutral, ā€œSee you soon!ā€Ā 
Again, he responds how he's supposed to. And right after, you both hang up exactly as expected.
For now.
ā€œSee you soon.ā€Ā 
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fin. :)
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how did the second 717 drabble go! | join the discord hehe | three tangerines
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a/n: love you love you love you. that's really all i can say. but also, here's the video of kim yeji being an absolute badass in may and i cannot stop thinking about her GAHHHHHH and now the guy from turkey?? hello?? this year is so fun and interesting istg!!
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The Winner Takes It All
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pairings: alexia putellas x england!reader / engwnt x captain!reader / aitana bonmati x england!reader / jenni hermoso x alexia putellas
warnings: swearing. angst. jealousy. world cup loss for england. crying. strong language.
author’s note: right when everything seems to finally fall into place, the world is witness to the fall of an all-time great.
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | masterlist
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August, 2023 - Sydney, Australia
''And Y/N Y/L puts England into the World Cup final for the first time in their history! Captain Fantastic!''
Even 4 days later, the echoes of their semifinal win against the Australian team continued to send shivers down her spine. The heartbreak of the previous World Cup defeats was still present within her, but the captain felt empowered and ready to face anyone that would be sent her way.
The looks on the girls' faces as she had put another ball into the back of the net were ingrained in her mind, the sheer happiness with which they ran to her is something she will not forget any time soon.
They would play the final against Spain, a final they must absolutely win- not only for the title, but for the dignity and integrity of the game.
Y/N had been supportive of the 15 Spanish players that had taken a stance against the treatment the team had received from their coach and federation. She didn't know any of them on a personal level, but the England player has always been one of the biggest advocates of the women's game, so she wanted everyone to know on which side she stood.
Some of the girls had reached out, thanking her for lifting them up and shedding more light on the situation. However, none of those girls would be playing against her in the final as they did not receive a call-up.
She found it difficult to decipher whether most of the Spanish players liked her or not. A lot of them were from the Barcelona team and well… she did not have the best history with them when she wore the Lyon shirt.
There wasn't any hostility, but the striker had stopped them from winning several more trophies, so she figured they would gladly maximize any chance to take one away from her as well.
Unlike last year's Champions League final, this one wasn't being dubbed as ''Putellas vs. Y/L'', instead Alexia's name had been replaced with Aitana's.
''What's it going to take to win against a very in-form Spain tomorrow?'' One of the reporters asked the England captain.
''Goals.'' Y/N answered, matter-of-fact, having the media room chuckling.
She had been relieved to not have to share the press conference with the Spanish team, having to act cordially with Vilda was not on her agenda.
It was the morning of the final when she first encountered the Spaniards, both squads being allowed to do their pitch inspections. Their opponents were already spread out on the pitch when the English side entered the stadium, decked in black suits while the Lionesses wore their light blue tracksuits.Ā 
Keira and Lucy clung to their Barcelona teammates, delighted to see them. Alessia, Ella and Mary walked over to Ona, while the remaining Brits stayed in their own smaller groups.
Y/N was the last player to make her way onto the grass, clearly not in any hurry whatsoever. She entered with Arjan, in an engaged conversation with the Dutchman about something that had happened during training.
As if there was an AirTag on the England captain, Alexia's eyes immediately found her from where she was standing with Lucy, Jenni and Laia. She immediately noted the confidence and aura that was radiating off of the younger woman, seemingly not bothered about the major final that would be happening that night.
Alexia observed how she gave the assistant coach a pat on the arm before inspecting the stadium on her own, walking on the sidelines without anyone by her side.
The Catalan's attention was solely on the Brit, long forgotten that she was in the middle of a conversation with her teammates.
Should I? No, I shouldn't bother her, she seems content on her own. I kinda want to talk to her, though. Alexia's thoughts were clouded with the dilemma on whether to approach Y/N or not, finding it a great opportunity to see where they currently stood with one another.
She knew there was a chance it could lead to an awkward encounter again, but she couldn't shake the feeling that she at least needed to try. However, another part of her held back, afraid of rejection.
Taking a deep breath, she moved her feet towards the striker. ''Sorry, just one minute.'' Alexia excused herself from their small huddle, biting the bullet.
Lucy, before anyone else, noticed where she was headed. ''Ale, I wouldn't do that- oh, she can't hear me, anyway.'' The defender brushed her own warning off, realizing it had no use as the skipper was already too far.
''Why shouldn't she talk to her?'' Laia inquired, confused about Lucy's attempt to stop her friend.
''Y/N has this thing where she likes to be on her own while doing the pitch inspections, I don't know where it came from, but she doesn't like to be bothered.'' The Brit explained to them.
The trio, lacking any subtlety, stared as Alexia walked to the sidelines, the unaware England captain clearly her target. ''For an introvert she sure likes to put herself in uncomfortable situations.'' Jenni bluntly remarked, soliciting chuckles from Laia and Lucy.
''Nah, she'll be fine.'' The Spanish defender said, choosing to be optimistic about it.
On the other side of the pitch, Alexia was feeling anything but fine as she got closer to Y/N with each step she took. She'd faintly heard Lucy calling out for her, but she'd pressed on, determined to make this work.
''Hey,'' Alexia greeted Y/N, her voice coming out smaller than she would have wanted.
The striker turned to her, caught by surprise at her sudden appearance. ''Oh, hey.'' She replied, her tone cautious yet not unfriendly.
''How are you?'' The midfielder asked, internally cursing at herself for startling her.
Y/N nodded, a hint of a smile on her face. ''Good, how are you?''
''Me too, thanks,'' Alexia's voice was steadier now, feeling the tension slightly dissipate between them, ''I'm excited for tonight.''
The younger woman nodded in understanding, her expression softening. ''Same, will be tough.''
There was a moment of awkward silence, neither quite sure how to proceed further. Y/N expectantly looked at Alexia, wishing for the midfielder to either extend the conversation or go back to her original conversation on the other side of the field.
''Uh, that was a nice goal against Australia, by the way. Really good.'' Alexia quickly offered, breaking the silence.
Y/n chuckled at the mention of her goal, her eyes twinkling. ''Thank you,'' she said, ''it's great to see you back with Spain.'' The sincerity was evident in her voice, almost catching the Spanish skipper off guard.
''Thank you, it's nice to be here with the team.''Ā 
''How's your knee doing?'' Y/N briefly glanced down to her competitor's leg, curious about the status.Ā 
Alexia hesitantly nodded. ''A lot better. Not a total 100%, but the recovery is going well.''Ā 
''That's great, I'm happy for you.''Ā 
The Spaniard smiled, a warm feeling embracing her. ''Thank you.''Ā 
A silence fell over them again, though it might have been the least awkward one so far out of all the interactions they've had.Ā 
''Uh, I have to get back to my, uh, thing,'' Y/N held up her earphones that were connected to her phone, ''but, uh, good luck tonight.''Ā 
''Yeah, sorry, uh, you too.'' Alexia stumbled, nervously taking a step back and giving the Brit an uneasy smile.Ā 
Y/N gave her a quick nod before turning away, slipping her earphones back in and walking on the sidelines of the pitch. She was the only person on the pitch who was actually taking the inspection in ''pitch inspection'' seriously as she observed the grass while strolling around the stadium.Ā 
Alexia stood there for a moment, watching her go, a mixture of emotions swirling inside her. She felt a strange sense of satisfaction mixed with a twinge of something she couldn't quite place. Shaking her head, she turned and headed back to her teammates.
Lucy raised an eyebrow as her club captain rejoined the group. ''You seemed to get more out of her than I usually do.''Ā 
Alexia shrugged, a small smile playing on her lips. ''Just catching up.''Ā 
''Catching up… nice.'' Jenni recited her words, a skeptical look in her eyes.Ā 
''Yes, very nice,'' the Barcelona captain dropped her smile, ''anyway- where were we?''Ā 
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So the winner takes it all, the loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain, why should I complain?Ā 
The stadium was alive with cheers and celebrations, but for Y/N, the echoes of disappointment drowned out the jubilant sounds. She stood on the pitch, staring blankly at the sea of happy faces, her mind replaying the moments that led to England's defeat against the Spanish.
In the midst of the celebrations for the opposing team, Y/N's gaze lingered on the blue jerseys scattered around the pitch, a lot of them on the ground now.
Her feet were nailed to the ground, unable to move herself towards her team and help them up like the leader she is.
However, she could do nothing but stare at their agony.
She failed.
She had fucking failed.
There had been many opportunities for her to equalize the score, yet she hadn't been clinical enough. Shots that usually would find the back of the net, went wide or were blocked by a defender or by Coll.Ā 
A few minutes passed as she finally managed to force herself towards the other players, almost walking in shame to her teammates.
Ella and Alessia were the first two she encountered, both girls with tears in their eyes, a drastic contrast to their usual demeanor.
''Come here, my girls.'' Y/N motioned for them to walk into her arms, which they immediately did, seeking comfort in their captain.
Their heads rested on either sides of her shoulders, both sniffling in her neck as she felt their tears staining her kit. She caressed their backs, while observing how their other teammates were being consoled.
Y/N was the one to pull away first, silently signaling she would go up to the remaining members of their squad.
She passed Lucy, who was embraced by Mariona. The striker briefly ruffled the defender's head, while muttering a congratulations to the Barcelona player.
A bit further down the pitch, she saw Mary being helped up by a bunch of teammates, the Manchester United goalkeeper in complete despair.
But before she could take another step, a hand wrapped around her wrist, halting her in her tracks.
''Hey, Y/N.''
Sarina appeared in front of her, her expression somber yet supportive.
She gave the coach a sad smile as the Dutchwoman wrapped her arms around her player. ''You did very well.''
''I'm sorry.'' Y/N whispered back, the disappointment audible.
''Don't apologize, I'm very proud of you,'' the older woman reassured, giving her a gentle squeeze.
The coach pulled her back, her hands resting on her shoulders. ''You can let go, you know? The match is done, don't keep everything inside.'' Sarina softly mumbled, lightly concerned over the captain's stoic face and the visible tremor in her hands.
Y/N simply nodded, not saying anything further. Despite the encouragement, she remained outwardly composed. Though, Sarina could see the raw emotion simmering just beneath the surface, threatening to spill over at any moment.
With a final squeeze of her shoulder, Sarina offered one last glimmer of solace before reluctantly stepping back, leaving the captain to herself.
Y/N's original destination had been Mary, though by the time her conversation with her coach had finished, the goalkeeper was nowhere in sight.
''Good match, you still give me trouble after all these years.'' Irene interjected her thoughts, her stuck-out hand appearing before her.
The Brit chuckled at her words, shaking her hand. ''Thanks, and congrats. You've had a good tournament.''
''Thank you, Y/L. You too.''
They shared a quick hug before going their own ways again, the respect from their Lyon-PSG days never having withered away.
As she traversed the pitch, she encountered various teammates, each bearing the weight of defeat in their own way. With a comforting touch on the shoulder, a shared look of understanding or a warm embrace, she conveyed her support without needing to utter a single word.
Among the Spanish players, there were nods of acknowledgment and brief exchanges of congratulations.
While she wasn't particularly close with any of them compared to her teammates, her facial expression and overall posture didn't invite further interaction. She managed to convey her respect and acknowledgment of their achievement without seeking deeper engagement.
She also made her way to the three officials in the center of the pitch, extending her hand towards them.
Meanwhile, the other captain on the pitch observed her from afar, her eyes tracing the familiar figure moving through the post-match formalities.
Alexia made note of the way Y/N's shoulders were tense, and how her movements were almost robotic.
As she further analyzed her, a strange and unfamiliar feeling settled inside her. It was a sensation she couldn't quite put into words, a mixture of empathy, sadness, and a strange sense of connection.
She had never experienced such intense empathy for an opponent, especially not in the aftermath of a major final victory. Typically, her focus would be on celebrating with her teammates and reveling in the joy of winning. But now, she found herself feeling more sorrow for Y/N's defeat than happiness for her own success.
Memories of the previous year's Champions League final flooded Alexia's mind, where she had been in her position, grappling with the crushing weight of failure as the leader of her team. She saw a reflection of herself in the English striker, recognizing the familiar struggle of trying to mask one's emotions in the aftermath of defeat.
Recalling the moment when Y/N had offered her comfort and admiration after that match, Alexia felt a sudden urge to reciprocate. The Brit's words had given her a lot of strength when she lost, and now, she wanted to do the same. With the image of Y/N's arm wrapped around her from the previous year firmly etched in her mind, Alexia took a deep breath and approached the England captain. Each step felt weighted with uncertainty, yet she was driven by an inexplicable urge to offer her support.
With the image of Y/N's arm wrapped around her from the previous year firmly etched in her mind, Alexia took a deep breath and approached the England captain. Each step felt weighted with uncertainty, yet she was driven by an inexplicable urge to offer her support.
Alexia's expression softened with sympathy and understanding as she made it to the center of the field. ''Y/N,'' she said gently, her arm instinctively reaching out to wrap around the Brit's shoulders, ''I know it's not the result you wanted, but you should be incredibly proud of yourself. You were one of the best this World Cup.''
Y/N managed a tight-lipped smile, though her eyes betrayed the lingering disappointment. ''Thanks,'' she replied, her tone tinged with bitterness, ''it's good to see you back on the field. Even if it's only for 10 minutes.''
The Spaniard chose to ignore the passive-aggressive comment, recognizing it as a product of frustration rather than genuine malice. ''Thank you,'' she replied calmly, ''it was a great battle today.''
The England captain gave a curt nod, subtly attempting to shrug off Alexia's comforting embrace. But the Catalan held tight, refusing to let her go.
''Seriously, Y/N, you were amazing these few weeks,'' Alexia persisted, her voice gentle yet firm, ''you led your team to this moment.'' She attempted again to console her rival, or former rival… friend? It wasn't clear. It had never been clear.Ā 
''I appreciate it,'' Y/N responded, her tone softening slightly, ''you guys worked hard, considering the circumstances. Congrats, enjoy it.''
With a gentle yet deliberate movement, Y/N extricated herself from the embrace, offering a half-hearted smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. She was acutely aware of the cameras capturing every moment of their interaction, and the potential backlash she might face for her indifference. But in that moment, consumed by the sting of defeat, she couldn't bring herself to care one bit.
Alexia watched her for a few seconds, feeling something that felt equivalent to a slap in the face. She perfectly understood Y/N's pain, and could imagine what the England captain was thinking in her head. But she'd only meant well by her words, and affection.
She didn't stare too long at her departing figure, knowing how miserable it might look to other people. The midfielder resumed her small tour of shaking hands with all the opponents, while also congratulating her own teammates.
It irritated her how effortlessly the striker's indifference had dampened her spirits. Alexia couldn't help but feel a twinge of bitterness, resentful of the power Y/N seemed to hold over the Spanish captain's emotions without even remotely trying.
Why is she allowing it to sour her mood?
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''Y/N.'' She heard her name being called somewhere in the dressing room, turning around without knowing who to even look for.
Keira appeared in front of her, already showered and changed into something clean. ''Hey, don't feel obligated to do this, but I kinda need a favor from you…'' The Barcelona midfielder looked a bit flushed speaking to the captain.
Y/N slowly nodded, not sure where this was heading.
''Uh, Aitana- you know Aitana, right?'' She quickly asked, suddenly feeling insecure about the player's knowledge of her teammate.
The captain snorted, finding the question a bit ridiculous considering they just played a final against her. ''Yeah, I know her.''
Keira nodded, cringing at herself for even asking. ''Right, so you're kind of like, one of her idols, and she would really love for you two to swap kits.''
Y/N softly smiled at the sweet gesture, while also feeling immensely honored by the fact that Aitana considers her somewhat of a role model. ''Uh, yeah, that's fine. Do you know where she is?''
''She's standing outside the dressing room right now.'' Keira sheepishly grinned.
''Of course she is,'' the older player sighed with affection, ''uh, I'm gonna shower first, and then I'll go outside, okay? I want to wash this entire day away.'' She grimaced.
''Alright, I'll tell her,'' Keira said before briefly stopping the striker from walking to the shower area, ''thank you.'' She sincerely said, her eyes filled with gratitude.
''Ah, don't mention it.'' Y/N brushed it off, squeezing the midfielder's arm.
It took her about 20 minutes to actually make it outside the changing room. Had she wasted time on purpose to keep the person who had just robbed her of a World Cup title waiting for her? No one could tell.
''Hey, congrats again.'' Y/N greeted the Spaniard, who looked incredibly nervous.
Aitana smiled brightly, carefully holding her own shirt in her hands. ''Thank you. Congrats on your tournament, you played great the entire time.''
''Thanks. Here you go.'' The England captain handed her shirt over, the Barcelona player doing the same.
''Gracias,'' Aitana thanked her, looking like a kid at Christmas, ''you've been my idol for a long time, and it's amazing to play these kinds of matches against you. You're an amazing player.'' She continued her complimenting, not able to stop herself from praising her.
Y/N awkwardly accepted her words, she'd never been the best at accepting such loving compliments, especially when they came from fellow players. ''That means a lot, thank you. But you're like the best player in the world right now, I'm much more honored, believe me,'' Y/N chuckled, making Aitana blush, ''also congrats on the Champions League, you were seriously one of the best players the entire tournament, and also in the Spanish League. I've been a big fan of you since Budapest.''
Aitana looked overwhelmed to say the least. The Champions League final in Budapest had taken place in 2019, meaning the Lyon striker had been a fan of hers for over 4 years.
''No, thank you so much, but you're the best, always.'' The Spaniard brushed it off, genuinely not believing there was a better player than Y/N in women's football.
The Brit grinned at the reply. ''Well, I can't wait to see you lift the Ballon d'Or this year.'' She winked.
''I- I don't know about that.'' Aitana stammered, her cheeks warm with embarrassment.
Y/N laughed softly, a warmth in her face that made the midfielder flustered. ''Trust me, you should pick out an outfit already,'' she teased, ''but, seriously, keep doing what you're doing right now, players like you are really rare, and all of us are so blessed to watch you play right now.'' She encouraged, her tone genuine.
''Thank you, that is very kind.'' Aitana responded, her voice barely above a whisper. She was still in disbelief that this conversation was actually taking place.
''You're very welcome.''
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''Did you get it?'' Ona asked Aitana as soon as the midfielder entered the dressing room.
The Catalan held up the shirt to her friend, proudly showing off the emblazoned ''Y/L'' on the back of it. ''I had to wait 20 minutes.'' She sighed, sitting down in her cubby.
''She probably made you wait on purpose.'' Mariona remarked, taking a sip of her water.
''No, she was very kind.'' Aitana brushed the comment off with a shake of her head. The Barcelona star neatly folded the jersey on her lap, delicately brushing away the remaining stains of grass and dirt.
''Ale, you're not listening to me.'' Jenni nudged the captain, an offended look on her face as her friend didn't seem to be paying much attention to her rambling.
''Huh, what?'' Alexia stuttered, caught off guard, looking to her side.
A playful eye roll accompanied a light slap on the arm. ''Am I boring you?''
''No, no, please continue,'' the captain insisted, realizing she had drifted off again. She forced herself to listen attentively, though her mind kept drifting back to the jersey exchange between Aitana and Y/N.
''Okay, what is it? You're clearly not focused on me right now.'' The midfielder sighed, observing her friend's distracted gaze.
Shaking her head, Alexia tried to dismiss her thoughts. ''No, continue, I'm sorry- nothing on my mind.''
Jenni's eyes followed the captain's gaze to the blue England jersey on Aitana's lap. She looked back at her teammate, noticing her fixated expression. ''You're not telling me that even a damn shirt with her name on it bothers you.''
''What do you mean?'' Alexia asked, embarrassed as she was called out.
Jenni's eyes shot up in judgment. ''I get that the comparisons weren't nice while they were happening, but letting her bother you this much is crazy, Ale.''
''She doesn't bother me.'' Alexia retorted immediately.
A snicker followed. ''Yeah, and I'm Jesus.'' She responded, sarcastically.
''Just forget about it.'' Alexia started, but Jenni interjected.
''Hey, I'm sorry, okay? You don't want to talk about it?'' The Spaniard apologized, realizing her friend wasn't enjoying the teasing.
''No, I do. Just… not here, I don't need the whole room to know about it.'' Alexia whispered, eyes darting around.Ā 
Jenni nodded, sending her friend's discomfort with the others. ''Alright, should we go to the bathroom?'' She suggested, trying to make it seem as subtle as possible.
The captain nodded, a grateful look in her eyes. ''Yeah,'' she smiled, ''thanks.'' She softly muttered as they made their way outside.
As they stepped into the quiet solitude of the bathroom, Alexia let out a sigh of relief, feeling grateful for Jenni's understanding. Leaning against the sink, she ran a hand through her hair, trying to collect her thoughts.
Jenni stood beside her, offering a reassuring smile. ''You okay?''
The Ballon d'Or winner hesitated for a moment before responding. ''Yeah, just… and this is gonna sound stupid, but the shirt does make me upset.''
The Tigres player slowly nodded, trying to understand her point. ''Okay… and do you know why?''
She remained silent for a few moments, almost too full of shame over the answer- the true answer to that question. ''I think- you know, we've never exchanged shirts… and she does it with so many other people on our team.''
Jenni reached out, gently squeezing her friend's shoulder. ''It's not just the shirt, is it?''
She knew her friend too well to think this was all about a stupid football jersey- there was more, and Jenni wanted to know what that entailed.
Alexia remained quiet, glancing down at the floor.
''Ale, I'm not dumb. I see what she does to you.''
''She doesn't do anything-''
''Shut up,'' Jenni shook her head, cutting her off, ''I want to listen to you, and help you, but you have to start being honest to yourself, Putellas.''
Alexia's facade crumbled under Jenni's persistent gaze, her defenses weakening with each passing moment. She let out a resigned sigh, knowing she couldn't hide from the truth any longer.
"She… she is so freaking annoying. You have no idea, Jenni. She makes my blood boil. Every single time we're on the pitch together, it's like she knows exactly how to get under my skin. It's the way she plays, the way she talks, the way she looks at me like she's already won. And I know it's all part of the game, but fuck, it's so fucking annoying,"
Jenni leaned against the wall, crossing her arms, and nodded for her to continue.
''But then, the match is over, and all I want is for her to come up to me and ask me for a freaking shirt swap. It's so ridiculous, I know. But it's always someone else that she goes to. First it was Patri, in Turin. Then, at the friendly last year, I thought she was going to ask me, but no, she asked me to give my jersey to a fucking teammate of hers. And now Aitana has one as well? It's so fucking stupid. She can exchange with Aitana, but not with me?''Ā 
Alexia's frustration was palpable as she continued to vent. "And the worst part is, I don't even know where we fucking stand with each other. Like, in Turin, she was so nice and she comforted me when the match was done, and she was, yeah, just so nice. But today, it was like she wanted nothing to do with me, and I get it, it's a big final to lose, but still! I can't stand it. I want to be mad at her, but she makes it impossible.''Ā 
Jenni watched her with a mixture of sympathy and amusement. "Ale, maybe she doesn't realize how much it bothers you."Ā 
Alexia threw her hands up, a bitter laugh escaping. ''She knows exactly what she's doing. She does this on purpose, it's like she gets some kind of twisted pleasure out of it.''Ā 
Her friend raised an eyebrow, clearly skeptical. ''Or maybe she doesn't know either. You're giving her too much power, Ale.''Ā 
The captain shook her head. ''It doesn't feel like that.''Ā 
''What does it feel like?'' Jenni asked.Ā 
''Like she's playing mind games with me.''Ā 
Jenni remained silent, having Alexia almost hanging her head in shame. ''It's fucking stupid.'' She cursed under her breath.Ā 
The older woman placed a comforting hand on her shoulder. ''First off, it's not stupid, your feelings are valid,'' Jenni reassured her, ''and secondly… I have never seen you like this, and it kind of worries me, Ale.''Ā 
Alexia let out a heavy sigh. ''Sorry, you don't need to worry. I just- I don't know what to think anymore. I feel like an idiot for caring this much about a shirt.''Ā 
''You're not an idiot,'' Jenni denied with a smile, ''you want her to acknowledge you. It's not a crime, she's a great player, it's normal.''Ā 
Her younger teammate nodded, though not convinced.Ā 
Jenni sighed, stepping closer to her friend. ''Why don't you take the first step? Ask her for a swap yourself.''Ā 
''Ask her myself?'' Alexia laughed mockingly.Ā 
''What's the worst that can happen? She says no? At least you'd have your answer.'' She pointed out.Ā 
''I don't think I can…'' Alexia muttered in response, looking down at the bathroom floor.
''Why not?'' Jenni pressed gently.
Alexia hesitated, her words coming out in a rush. ''Wha- what if she, you know, enjoys that I want her- her shirt,'' she quickly corrected herself, ''I honestly think she would enjoy rejecting me.''
''Ale,'' Jenni broke the silence in the room, ''do you… do you like her?''
Alexia's eyes shot to Jenni's before darting away again. ''What?'' She stammered, caught off guard by the question.Ā 
''I know how you act when you like someone,'' Jenni raised an eyebrow.
She adamantly shook her head in response. ''No. What the hell.''
Jenni held up her hands, a faint smile playing on her lips.. ''Hey, I wouldn't judge you. She's good-looking, she plays amazing football, has a nice accent.''Ā 
''No, I don't like her.'' She insisted, though her conviction sounded shaky, even to her own ears.
The older midfielder snickered at the weak reply, her amusement evident.Ā 
''Jenni, I don't like her. That's insane.'' Alexia continued protesting.Ā 
''Ale, you're kinda obsessed with her.'' Her friend pointed out.Ā 
'' I am not obsessed wi-''
''How many hours of footage have you dedicated to studying her before every match you play against her?'' Jenni interrupted her, a knowing smirk playing on her lips.Ā 
Alexia rolled her eyes, feeling a flush of embarrassment creeping up her neck, but she stayed silent.Ā 
''See. Absolutely obsessed. You probably know her stats better than she does.'' Her fellow midfielder continued, her teasing tone relentless.Ā 
''I am not crazy. I'm just strategically analyzing the opponent.'' Alexia defended herself, though her words faltered slightly.Ā 
Jenni raised an eyebrow. ''You know there are 10 other players on the pitch, right?''
Alexia huffed in exasperation. ''Oh, come on. There is nothing to like about her.'' She reacted defensively.
Jenni smirked at her words. ''Not her good looks, her intelligence, her advocacy, her football skills, her sexy accent, her knowing all those different languages, her-''
''Shut up.'' Alexia interjected Jenni's teasing, her cheeks completely burned up.Ā 
Jenni chuckled, knowing she had hit a nerve. ''Okay, okay, I'll stop. You're obviously still in the denial stage.''
Alexia huffed loudly. ''You're delusional.''Ā 
''Yeah,'' the older woman sarcastically said, ''after we've had this whole conversation, I am the delusional one, Ale.'' Jenni rolled her eyes.Ā 
The Barcelona captain crossed her arms, feeling the heat rise to her cheeks again. "You're making this much bigger than it actually is.''Ā 
"Because it is a big deal," Jenni immediately retorted, ''you're clearly affected by this, and this goes way beyond whatever rivalry you two have going on.''Ā 
Alexia sighed, realizing her mask was slipping and her friend had her completely figured out.Ā 
Jenni silently stared at her friend for a few moments, wondering how long these thoughts had been brewing inside her mind. She pulled the younger woman into an embrace, gently caressing her back.Ā 
''It's okay to have these feelings, Ale. It really is. But don't bottle them up the way you have been doing, don't ignore them. That's not healthy.''Ā 
Alexia let her head rest on Jenni's shoulder, the truth of her words sinking in. ''I just hate feeling like this,'' she admitted, ''I don't even know what I want from her.''Ā 
Jenni nodded sympathetically, continuing her caressing. ''I understand that,'' she kissed the side of her head, ''I don't know when you'll see her again, but maybe, like, ask her for a shirt swap yourself? I know you think it's stupid, but you'll get a better understanding of where you stand with her.''Ā 
Alexia shook her head. "I don't know if I can do that."
''You can,'' her teammate assured her, ''I really believe you've got it all wrong. I think she'd happily exchange kits with you.''Ā 
''Maybe… yeah, maybe you're right.'' She mumbled in response.Ā 
Jenni pulled her back, not looking into her eyes. ''Just try, please. And if she doesn't want to? Guess what? There are thousands of other people who would gladly receive your shirt.''Ā 
Her friend's encouragement caused a smile to finally appear on Alexia's face, something Jenni was happy to see. ''Thanks, I really appreciate it.''Ā 
"Anytime," Jenni replied, giving her a supportive pat on the back, ''now let's get out of here, and fucking celebrate, alright?''Ā 
Alexia nodded, feeling much lighter than when they'd first walked into the bathroom. ''Yeah, let's go.''Ā 
''Let's go, chica!''Ā 
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dannyricsmirrorball Ā· 2 years ago
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tying the knot • cl16 part 2 ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš
ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš pairing || charles leclerc x gasly!reader
ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš genre || social media au
ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš summary || everyone is together on break for some reason, perhaps a wedding. question is… whose is it?
alt. y/n is pierre’s younger sister. there’s no way she’s dating his best friend aka her childhood friend… right?
ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš warning || google translate 😬
ą©ˆāœ©ā€§ā‚ŠĖš a/n || so sorry this took a-bit more time to get out then i initially planned but nevertheless hope you enjoy!! one more part after this x. i lied
NOT PROOF READ YET!
part 1 here!
august 2023
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yourusername forever & always
username2 WHAT?!
username18 please don’t tell me we lost y/n to a guy and a marriage all in one day
username1 I AM HYPERVENTILATING
username9 WHO IS THAT MAN?
username33 y/n is MARRIED?!
username14 omfg she’s so stunning
username81 y/n cheated on me 😭
username72 everyone losing their minds over the guy but i just wanna know who from the grid went
username18 i NEED to know who was in the wedding party
pierregasly jolie fille 🩷
francisca.cgomes sexiest bride out
⤷ yourusername stop it i’m blushing 🫣😘
charles_leclerc šŸ¤
⤷ username55 u guys don’t think…
⤷ username16 omfg i’d actually cry if it was him, i’ve shipped them forever like they’re literally childhood friends to lovers, brothers best friend/best friends sister, slowburn irl… but realistically it’s defs not
lilymhe the cutest 🄹 but make sure he knows ur still MY wife
⤷ yourusername ofc ofc baby
⤷ alex_albon oh?
luisinhaoliveira99 congrats my girl šŸ˜
estebanocon ouah y/n!
lorenzotl fƩlicitations petite soeur
⤷ yourusername enzo 🄹
⤷ username62 lorenzo calling y/n his little sister I COULD CRY
alex_albon nice!
georgerussell63 congratulations! šŸ‘
carmenmmundt 🩷🩷
joris__trouche belle cƩrƩmonie y/n!
⤷ yourusername ā¤ļø
arthur_leclerc šŸ˜„šŸ˜„
heidiberger_ blushing bride!
leclerc_pascale ma belle fille
⤷ yourusername merci maman ā¤ļø
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lilymhe my best friend in the world got cuffed šŸ„‚
tagged yourusername
yourusername the best maid of honour i could’ve asked for 🄹🩷
⤷ lilymhe forever babe šŸ¤
yourusername u next!!! alex_albon
⤷ alex_albon maybe she’ll stop calling u her wife then šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«
⤷ lilymhe NEVER
username23 OMFG LILY WAS HER MAID OF HONOUR 😭😭
username9 LILY AND ALEX WERE AT THE WEDDING!!!now we know people from the grid were defs there, now onto who else!
⤷ username11 i mean obv they would be… lily and y/n are best friends. also pierre and kika were obviously there bc he’s her brother, charles and his brothers probably too bc they’re childhood friends, and based on who else was in italy for what was obviously the hens night and bachelor party - carlos, carmen, george, heidi, danny, luisa, lando, isa, carla, charlotte
luisinhaoliveira99 the fits 🄵
alex_albon top night yourusername charles_leclerc
alex_albon top night yourusername
⤷ lilymhe omg alex
⤷ yourusername don’t pretend that wasn’t on purpose
⤷ username72 what are they talking abt?
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francisca.cgomes parabĆ©ns linda menina. eu te amo minha irmĆ£, sempre e para sempre. šŸ’’
translation: congratulations beautiful girl. i love you my sister, always and forever. šŸ’’
tagged yourusername
username15 gonna cry… kika calling y/n her sister 😭😭
username8 the best sister-in-laws
yourusername kika 🄹🄹 the best sister ever
alex_albon LMFAO y/n crying in the third slide šŸ’€
⤷ yourusername watch it albono
⤷ lilymhe idk if my eyes were deceiving me but i’m pretty certain i saw u welling up
⤷ georgerussell63 no no ur eyes weren’t deceiving u, alex cried like a little bitch
⤷ alex_albon UM OK?? i’ve watched them grow up waht did u expect 😫 also george i know u aren’t speaking
⤷ yourusername awww that’s rlly sweet alex
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carmenmmundt felicidades linda šŸ¤
tagged yourusername, georgerussell63
yourusername carmen!! 🩷
username63 carmen slaying the wedding fit TRUST she will always show UP
georgerussell63 šŸ˜šŸ˜
username62 everyone going all in and out for y/n’s wedding, as they shouldddd
alex_albon george looking fitty
⤷ username2363 galex rights!
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heidiberger_ cutest weekend! many well wishes to my girl yourusername šŸ¤
username4 omg danny and heidi look SO good
yourusername love u!!! thanku my love šŸ¤
username3 this is frfr the wedding of the year
username99 scotty and blake were there?? y/n fr knows EVERYONE
⤷ username8 love how we’ve all collectively ignored that the groom also has family and friends 😭
danielricciardo 😫
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daniel3.jpg the royal wedding p1
tagged yourusername, heidiberger_, scottyjames31
username3 heidi and daniel look so perfect 😭
username82 i’m sorry but how many outfit changes did y/n have?!? i love thoooo
yourusername so glad both ur girlfriend and boyfriend could attend
yourusername omg danny 🄹 these are so perfect
scottyjames31 looking fresh DR
username6 i want daniel3.jpg to photograph my wedding
username85 her wedding was literally a DREAM. like the venue, the guest list, the multiple dresses, DANNYRIC PHOTOGRAPHY
username64 the parasols šŸ˜
lando.jpg all my photos turned out crap sorry yourusername
⤷ alex_albon yeah bc u were on the piss mate
⤷ yourusername it’s okay lan just glad u had fun
charles_leclerc thanku daniel.
⤷ daniel3.jpg oh charles don’t thank me yet. this is part 1…
⤷ charles_leclerc daniel.
⤷ daniel3.jpg i take bribes in the form of cash šŸ˜„
⤷ yourusername money badger frfr
⤷ username36 oh no what dirt does danny have on charles?!
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maxverstappen1 many congrats to the happy couple!
username92 even max was there?!
danielricciardo looking fitty maxxie
⤷ maxverstappen1 all for you
⤷ heidiberger_ i get the struggle now carmenmmundt lilymhe
username18 just max lookin this good for the wedding of the centuryyy
username74 losing lestappen but at least it’s to y/n
⤷ username14 ITS NOT CHARLES
yourusername thanku maxy 🩷
landonorris he’s laughing at my jokes here šŸ˜šŸ˜˜
⤷ charles_leclerc *laughing at you
username16 IM SORRY BUT LIKE- charles doesn’t even follow max but he’s liked and commented….
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arthur_leclerc fiancĆ© Ć  mariĆ© šŸ¤
tagged yourusername, lorenzotl, leclerc_pascale, charles_leclerc, pierregasly
username84 so arthur was at the engagement…
⤷ username82 hmmm interesting
carla.brocker 🩷🩷
yourusername love uuu thurthur šŸ¤šŸ¤
username80 just arthur posting for his brother’s wedding šŸ˜
username73 the picture of the gasly and leclerc siblings with jules and tom IM SO SOFT
charles_leclerc mate where did you find that picture 😦 long time ago, great memories ā¤ļø
username46 guys idk if u understand how crazy it was that he was at the engagement…
⤷ username55 is normal for friends and family to be there for the engagement
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carlossainz55 congrats to the happy couple!
tagged yourusername, landonorris
username18 by the tags you’d think y/n and lando got married šŸ’€
landonorris hot
username7 carlos posting lando like they’re a couple LOL
yourusername grazie chilli 😘
charles_leclerc looking good mate šŸ‘Œ
username72 awww carlos was there as well 🄹
⤷ username46 obv had to be there for his teammates wedding
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landonorris don’t remember much šŸ¾šŸ¾
tagged luisinhaoliveira99, yourusername
luisinhaoliveira99 🄰
username27 he cleans up NICE
username52 how drunk did he get? šŸ’€
yourusername not surprised lan
carlossainz55 šŸ˜
alex_albon i remember everything…
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charlotte2304 šŸ””šŸ’ love you yourusername
tagged carla.brocker
username8 ahhh leclerc wags at y/n’s wedding 🄰
lorenzotl ā¤ļø
carla.brocker pretty 🩷
yourusername 🄹 love u love u love u 🄹
username26 y/n’s sister in laws…?
username3 stop being delulu
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isahernaez el amor estĆ” en el aire. espero que la vida de casados ​​te trate bien, la ceremonia mĆ”s bonita y me lo pasĆ© genial jugando a decir sĆ­ al vestido! šŸ„‚šŸ’’
translation: love is in the air. i hope married life treats you well, the most beautiful ceremony and i had a great time playing say yes to the dress!
tagged yourusername
username18 ahhh i love their friendship sm
username66 isa helped pick y/n’s dress 😭 y/n never beating those ferrari wags rumours
yourusername isa 😭 thanku for everything 🄹 i’m gonna cry
luisinhaoliveira99 sooo pretty!!
username7 her and y/n still being friends šŸ«‚šŸ«‚
carlossainz55 šŸ˜
⤷ username55 🤨
charlottesiine isaaaa 🤩
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daniel3.jpg p2
tagged yourusername, landonorris, pierregasly, francisca.cgomes, charles_leclerc
username71 danny coming in w the content he knew we wanted
username14 pierre and kika 🄹
username35 omg ofc they all jumped in the pool. wouldn’t expect anything less from this bunch 😭
username82 omfg this looks so much fun
username27 lando getting litty šŸ’€šŸ’€
⤷ username2 lmfao look at charles tho 😭
yourusername foolish of me to think these wouldn’t make the cut but at least none of mine are totally embarra šŸ’€
username16 oh to get drunk and party at y/n’s wedding reception w the grid + the entire f1 community
username8 sorry i’m actually creasing at charles. this must be what he was talking abt on the other post lmfao.
charles_leclerc GIVE ME MY 50 BACK
⤷ lilymhe 50? daniel u do not know how to play the game
⤷ usernams74 did charles really expect 50€ to silence the money badger?
username81 oh charles was GONE gone
username72 y/n planned this so perfectly. making sure it was during summer break when the entire grid was off so they could get wasted without having to worry
scuderiaferrari what is our driver doing…? that’s just bc your so happy right charles… right?
⤷ charles_leclerc look away admin. look away šŸ˜”
⤷ daniel3.jpg drunk on happiness 🤣🤣
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lorenzotl nous vous avons vu grandir ensemble, maintenant vieillir ensemble.
translation: we watched you grow up together, now grow old together.
tagged yourusername, leclerc_pascale, charles_leclerc, pierregasly
username23 ummm does this mean what i think it means?!
username16 IM SORRY??? is lorenzo saying that y/n’s husband is CHARLES
username22 THIS IS HOW I WINNNNN. childhood friends to lovers EXCELLENCE
yourusername awww enzo 🄹
leclerc_pascale mes beaux enfants šŸ¤
arthur_leclerc oh šŸ˜’šŸ˜’
⤷ yourusername youngest child struggles arth šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļøšŸ˜«
⤷ pierregasly sucks to suck
charles_leclerc oh putain how old we are!
username52 this is CRAZY like i’m so happy but i never thought this would become real
username91 going to SOB look at pascale fixing up y/n’s makeup 😭
⤷ username23 she watched her grow up and now she’s watching her marry her son 😭
username18 i still think that it’s not charles. like why would they hide that
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charles_leclerc my best friend is married šŸ¤ si fier 😘
tagged yourusername
username99 lol nvm
username87 i’m actually going to SOB
username2 damn i’m still rooting for them
username9 the pic of him y/n and pierre OH IM GONNA CRY
yourusername ā¤ļø
username7 WHY LORENZO WHY DID U TEASE US LIKE THAT?? MAKING US BELIEVE IT WAS CHARLES.
⤷ username86 he’s delulu like us
⤷ username72 he’s still manifesting. biggest y/n charles shipper.
username16 waiting for him to say ā€˜to me’ 😭 PLEASE
pierregasly mate how long ago was that šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø
username91 charles and that damn 😘 emoji
username74 i can feel the pining and yearning from here
username62 i just know mans is going thru it. he has had the fattest most obvious crush on her foreverrrr.
username43 dc what anyone says. this doesn’t mean anything. like this could still be a husband posting his wife.
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pierregasly fƩlicitations ma petite. celebrating my best friends tonight!
tagged yourusername, francisca.cgomes, charles_leclerc, arthurleclerc, lorenzotl
username37 i’m gonna sob. their relationship is so special to me.
username14 the pic of them dancing 😭😭
username01 best brother sister duo
username16 ā€˜celebrating my best friends’ hmmmm ur not slick pierre
⤷ username92 or he’s just best friends w her husband. charles isn’t his only best friend.
yourusername pierre 🄹🄹
username81 IM SORRY BUT THE LAST PIC COME ON
username36 im not one to feed into rumours but like why would lorenzo, arthur, pierre, AND charles include baby pics of all of them if it’s not y/n and charles
⤷ username63 y/n is practically family to the leclerc. they grew up w her. she’s like they’re sister.
⤷ username36 see id get that but why would pierre include a baby pic of all of them instead of just him and y/n. like it’s y/n’s wedding and he’s her sister. what does that have to do w the leclercs.
⤷ username16 RIGHT like i get if the leclercs just did that but pierre also including it and tagging the leclercs… like they’re joining families idk man
username91 i’m totally not crying abt the baby pic of y/n and then the pic of her at her wedding holding her cousin’s baby
username27 i’m sorry pierre but i could recognise that jaw from a mile away
username72 all these people saying it’s charles. r u forgetting his post where he said his BEST FRIEND is married???
⤷ username46 people can like yk lie
⤷ username16 he said his best friend is married. he could mean married to him?
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yourusername a fairytale šŸ’’
username73 her wedding was a literal fairytale
username27 the shoes 😲 jaw dropped
username86 eating up every piece of content from this wedding. especially any of y/n and her husband 😩
lilymhe my princess 🄹
⤷ yourusername loml iloveuiloveiloveu thanku sm for everything and all of ur help lils
username92 those flower girls look so cute 😭
pierregasly nuit Ʃmouvante petit. tellement heureux pour vous deux.
⤷ yourusername je t’aime
francisca.cgomes best night ever linda ✨✨
carlossainz55 so happy for the both of you šŸ‘šŸ‘
arthur_leclerc no one deserves it more ā¤ļø
⤷ yourusername mon petit frère 🄺
charles_leclerc ma meilleure pote
taglist: @dl-yum @honey6578 @lillianacristina @xcinnamongirl @glitterf1 @christianpulisic10
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f1samcro Ā· 23 days ago
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Baby Momma
Based off this ask from @bear-ink
Hi, I love your writing. Please could I request Jax Teller ? Jax and reader are co parenting, and Tara isn’t making it easy for them with her jealousy, but she is the mother of jax’s child and he stands by her over everyone else, as he never stopped loving her.
REQUESTS ARE OPEN
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You and Jax had loved each other, really. You'd been there after Tara had first left, held him and let him cry. And once he stopped being upset, you let him hold you close and take you out on dates. By the time you were 23, after being together for three years, you got married. Life was good. You two were good. Until you weren't. You couldn't really remember when, it wasn't a sudden change. It started with Jax coming home a little later, not much, but enough for you to be almost in bed. Then you both stopped talking so much, stopped leaning in for random kisses when you walked past each other. You two tried. Tried counselling. But it was staring you right in the face, you and Jax just didn't love each other like that anymore. So, you split after seven years of marriage.
You were supposed to move out after you found some footing. That was the plan, but you had to skip out on an apartment showing due to illness, and Jax had decided to stay and look after you. (You really weren't well.) After a few days, he insisted that you go to the doctors. That's when you found out. Pregnant. Three months. The only thing you could think of was you and Jax's 'one last time'. He insisted you stay in the house, so you did.
On the 25th of August 2008, Abel John Teller was born. You and Jax found your rhythm. Gemma had practically applauded you two for your ability to co-parent. Until Tara showed back up. It was bound to cause problems when you swung the door open to see her during Abel's first birthday party. To his credit, Jax did loom over your shoulder when you didn't come back quickly, and he had told her to go away. Then he slammed the door closed, planted his hands on your shoulders, and pushed you back into the kitchen just in time for cake.
But after that, Tara was around a lot more. You and Jax had found it easier to co-parent a baby in the same home. You agreed you would move out when he started school. But for now, if Jax wanted some alone time or time with a woman, he would stay at the club for the night and be back home by lunch. A kiss to Abel's head, hand running over it softly, and a kiss to your cheek. But then that stopped. Because when he'd open the door, Tara would follow him in. He kept the small ritual for a while, until you heard a nasty-sounding argument between the two. Then he stopped. And Tara kept trying to mother Abel. Would push you out as much as she could. You let her more than you should've, trying to keep the peace between Abel's father and his girlfriend. But this was your last straw. You were taking Abel to the park, and Tara tagged along. And then she took Abel from your arms, the second she saw people she knew. Introduced him as her son, and you as the nanny.
The second you got home, you rounded on Jax. Snatching your baby out of Tara's arms, "If you don't sort her the fuck out, I'm leaving. And I'm taking Abel with me."
"Woah. Hey. C'mon, let's not overrea-"
"Don't finish that sentence, Jackson. If anything, I'm underacting. I've let your stupid bitch walk all over me. I'm done. Sort her out, or I'm gone."
Jax furrows his eyebrows, looking over your shoulder at Tara, who was fuming. "The hell did you do, Tara?"
"Nothing."
"Bullshit. She's not threatening to take my son away, jus' 'cos you did 'nothing'."
She narrows her eyes at him, watching as he tilts your face up and leans forward to kiss your forehead, whispering something. You nod and turn, walking to Abel's room to put him to bed.
Jax stares his girlfriend down until you return, you sigh softly and look at him. "I took Abel to the park, and she tagged along. Saw her friends, how she got the-"
"Stick to the story, darlin'."
You huff, crossing your arms, "Snatched him outta my arms, introduced him as her son. And me as the fuckin' nanny."
Jax runs a hand over his head, "What the hell, Tara!"
She straightens her back, "What?"
He narrows his eyes, "You think I haven't noticed? Not the first time you've pulled this shit. And we've discussed it. Multiple times. You're not Abel's mother. She is. And you'll show her some goddamn respect."
Tara scoffs, "You're taking her side?!"
"Why wouldn't I? She's the mother of my child. I'm always gonna take her side. 'Specially when she's not the one in the wrong."
Tara glares, "Always. Right. And if she was wrong?"
"Then I'd be havin' this discussion with her." He looks over at you, and then back at Tara, "I think you should go."
She blinks, "What?"
"Get. Out."
She shakes her head, "C'mon, Jax. I love-"
He cuts her off, "I don't. I won't love someone who's tryin' to tear my family apart. So get out. Don't come back."
She sneers, turning to you, "You stole him from me!"
Jax scoffs, "Wasn't ever really yours. Not when you couldn't respect my family."
"I was supposed to be your family!"
Jax tilts his head, scrutinising her, "You could've been. But you can't understand that she's my family. I need-"
"Her. You need her! You still love her!"
Jax nods, "Maybe I do. Can't exactly blame me, can you? You expect me to sit here and watch her be the best mother my son could ask for, and not fall back in love with her?"
Both you and Tara pause, watching each other. She turns abruptly and storms out of the house, door slamming behind her. You look over at Jax, who shakes his head, "Movie?"
You nod slowly, "Movie it is."
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percy doesn't know.
— leo valdez x daughter of poseidon! reader.
inspired from the song ;; scotty doesn't know by lustra
summary ;; percy is oblivious about leo fucking his sister at every chance he gets.
warnings ;; nsfw stuff i guess, no full smut though. percy is being oblivious as hell, reader is sneaky and leo's a little bastard <3
a / n ;; wish my english was good enough to actually write some good smut, but please don't kill me because i just implied it šŸ‘šŸ» OH and they're aged up, obvi.
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Percy doesn't know that y/n and me
Do it in my cabin every Sunday
She tells him she's in lake but she doesn't go
Still she's on her knees and Percy doesn't know
y/n l/n, percy jackson's precious little sister. she was only a year younger than him, but he still acted like she was a baby. he tried to protect her at all costs and sweared that he would kill anyone who looked at her wrong.
and when she told him that she was dating with leo, he couldn't help but get even more protective. but he did not have the right to say something, because he was happily in love with annabeth. and y/n just wanted to live that kind of love too, she deserved it.
so when she told him she was going to lake, to swim and meditate a little, he believed her. she was too soft and naive to do something secretly behind him anyways. at least, that's what percy told to himself.
little did he didn't know was that y/n, was going to bunker 9.
"finally," leo breathed out when he saw his perfect girlfriend y/n. "thought percy didn't let you be alone."
y/n smiled mischiefly as she approached to him, already seeing him hard. it looked like it hurt, and she would do anything to make her sweet boyfriend satisfied. "doesn't matter, i'm here right? let me help you with that." she said, pointing his arousal.
leo only smirked when she got down to her knees.
I can't believe he's so trusting
While I'm right behind you thrusting
y/n's got him on the phone
And she's trying not to moan
"h-hi, perce. what's up?" she said, trying to hold her voice stable.
she wasn't going to open the phone, really. but leo, being a little shit he is, insisted. appearently he wanted to see how much his girlfriend was capable of holding herself.
besides, leo was too heated at the moment that he didn't even cared when percy called. she was close, he was close, they were so close to having the feeling of paradise. percy would enter the room and leo would still keep pounding into her, that's how hot he was. he couldn't stop.
leo bited back a laugh, thrusting into her more. he bended her over at his working table, the metal stuff throwed on the ground long ago. she tried to scratch the table but of course, failed.
"no, thank you i don't want anything." she said, arching her back more as leo kept his speed. she was so close to exploding that she was afraid she wouldn't be able to muffle her moans like she did now.
percy was on a date with annabeth at the amusement park and he was catching some plushies now. and he knew how his sister loved plushies, especially sea creature themed ones. "well, m-maybe you can get the shark one, thanks perce." she said, tears rolling down as her voice shaked a bit.
"okay, love you too. kiss annabeth for me." she said before hanging up, and releasing herself with a loud cry. she screamed all of the voices she kept inside while she hit her orgasm, panting on leo's desk. it didn't take much longer for leo to cum after her, a breathless chuckle leaving his lips.
"you did so well, princesa." he panted, kissing her back.
I did her on his birthday
percy doesn't know
percy doesn't know
percy doesn't know
it was august 18th, percy's birthday. everyone of their friends were invited, so it was normal for leo being there too.
the house was full of people, that percy couldn't even look or talk with his sister more than two minutes. everyone congratulated him on his new age and how handsome he turned out. bla, bla, bla.
y/n wore a white skirt with a blue crop top that leo got her at her birthday. he didn't said anything while he handed it to her, but the low neckline was making her boobs look gorgeous. and he don't even mention of how hot that top looked with that skirt.
leo held her hand as he whispered in her ear. "i need you, right now." he whispered in a desperate tone, a tone she couldn't say no to.
"leo we can't— the house is too crowded and-" leo kissed her neck secretly, only making her squirm under his touch. "that's why no one would notice." he whispered in her ear.
percy was talking with annabeth when he saw y/n taking leo's hand and dragging him to somewhere. "y/n!" he called, making the couple turn around.
"w-what's up?" she asked, trying to sound not too panicked. percy didn't noticed, thanks to gods. "where are you two going?" he asked, raising an eyebrow. which annabeth was going to be mad at him for it later.
"i gotta pee man, and she's leading me to the bathroom." leo explained, hiding behind her so that percy won't see his boner. percy was going to say something, but was intrupted by annabeth.
"okay then, we wouldn't want leo to pee in his pants on your birthday, right babe?" annabeth asked, not caring if percy was going to answer or not. and not waiting for it either. "but-" percy tried to say.
"great! be quick though, we're about to give him his presents." annabeth said like she knew, she winked to the couple. y/n gave her a warm smile, in a way only she could understand what she meant behind it. thank you, you're the best!
annabeth dragged percy to the kitchen while the couple got upstairs, making out the moment they entered the bathroom.
a / n ;; thanks for reading, you really survived to here fr šŸ«¶šŸ»
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Vocaloid songs that turn 10 in 2025
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Packet Hero - MARETU feat. Hatsune Miku (09.01.2015)
MAWARU - Kikuo feat. Hatsune Miku (16.01.2015)
Kiwi - ATOLS feat. Hatsune Miku (30.01.2015)
The Portrait Glassred Drew - mothy feat. GUMI (31.01.2015)
Snow Fairy Story - 40mP feat. Hatsune Miku (31.01.2015)
Wholeheartedly - Umetora feat. DIVINE DIVA (03.02.2015)
LaLaLove - Umetora feat. DIVINE DIVA (03.02.2015)
chocolate box - dezzy feat. Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len (05.02.2015)
Seven Crimes and Punishments - mothy feat. various (13.02.2015)
LOVE - Creep-P feat. Chika (13.02.2015)
Take Me!! - Yunosuke feat. Hatsune Miku (19.02.2015)
Fake Smile - Kairiki bear feat. Hatsune Miku (20.02.2015)
Daydream Sky Train - Orangestar feat. IA, Hatsune Miku (21.02.2015)
Star of Heaven - 3106怂 feat. KAITO (25.02.2015)
Getting Faster and Faster - 40mP feat. Hatsune Miku (25.02.2015)
Red Thread - mikitoP feat. Hatsune Miku (27.02.2015)
Tonchinkan Feast - PinocchioP feat. Hatsune Miku (02.03.2015)
Goodbye Everyone - siinamota feat. GUMI (04.03.2015)
QuÔn Yù Tiānxià - Wugui, Aipi Xiong feat. Luo Tianyi (04.03.2015)
Crystalline - CircusP, Crusher feat. GUMI (06.03.2015)
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Love Letter from Melancholy - Karasuya Sabou feat. Hatsune Miku (15.03.2015)
The Crying Woman - Steampianist, Tsus (21.03.2015)
Puzzle Girl - Toa feat. Hatsune Miku (25.03.2015)
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Prisoner of Love and Desire - HitoshizukuP, yamaā–³ feat. Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len (27.03.2015)
Love Me If You Can - Umetora feat. DIVINE DIVA (28.03.2015)
Electrostatic Human - Kairiki bear feat. Hatsune Miku (31.03.2015)
Getting Higher and Higher - 40mP feat. Hatsune Miku (01.04.2015)
REVOLVER - Kanon69 feat. Megurine Luka (02.04.2015)
Goodbye, Ms. Flower Thief - mer feat. Hatsune Miku (03.04.2015)
CITRUS - Orangestar feat. IA, ONE (04.04.2015)
The Sleeping Princess - Nem feat. Kagamine Len, GUMI (10.04.2015)
Umitagari - MARETU feat. Hatsune Miku (02.05.2015)
Meru - n-buna feat. Hatsune Miku (11.05.2015)
ARTIFICIAL SKIN - PSGO-Z feat. Hatsune Miku (13.05.2015)
Synesthesia Ghost - Sasanomaly feat. Hatsune Miku (15.05.2015)
Mind Brand - MARETU feat. Hatsune Miku (29.05.2015)
Things I Want You to Hear - Sasanomaly feat. Hatsune Miku (01.06.2015)
GAME OVER - admk, KonranP feat. GUMI (08.06.2015)
B Who I Want 2 B - Namie Amuro, SOPHIE, Mitchie M feat. Hatsune Miku (10.06.2015)
Doctor=Funk Beat - nyanyannya feat. KAITO (12.06.2015)
Word Game - HitoshizukuP, yamaā–³ feat. Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len (18.06.2015)
Andromeda Andromeda - NayutalieN feat. Hatsune Miku (01.07.2015)
LOVE - Creep-P feat. CYBER DIVA (05.07.2015)
Suki Kirai - Hyurno feat. Hatsune Miku, Megurine Luka (06.07.2015)
Aira - n-buna feat. GUMI (08.07.2015)
Hand in Hand - kz feat. Hatsune Miku (08.07.2015)
Terminating the World - Neru feat. Kagamine Rin (14.07.2015)
Crappy Fantasy Days - PinocchioP feat. Hatsune Miku (17.07.2015)
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The First Train and Kafka - n-buna feat. Hatsune Miku (22.07.2015)
Little Scarlet Bad Girl - HachioujiP feat. Hatsune Miku (22.07.2015)
Tokyo Summer Session - HoneyWorks feat. GUMI, v flower (24.07.2015)
Into Starlight - KURIS, YUICHI NAKASE, KannazukiP feat. IA, ONE (29.07.2015)
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FPS - Neru feat. Kagamine Len (13.08.2015)
August Rainy - Harumaki Gohan feat. Hatsune Miku (14.08.2015)
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The Dream the Girl Doll Dreamed - HitoshizukuP, yamaā–³ feat. Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len (16.08.2015)
Last of Me - CircusP feat. Megurine Luka (17.08.2015)
Your Night Sky Patrol - Orangestar feat. IA (19.08.2015)
Scrumize, Scrumise - MARETU feat. Hatsune Miku (20.08.2015)
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Life of Beginnings - Orangestar feat. IA (29.08.2015)
Desktop Cinderella - HachioujiP feat. Hatsune Miku (30.08.2015)
My R - KurageP feat. Hatsune Miku (31.08.2015)
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Our Anniversary - Seikai feat. Hatsune Miku (09.09.2015)
Before I Was Born - MARETU feat. Hatsune Miku (17.09.2015)
TOKYO ZOMBIE LAND - JesusP feat. Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len (21.09.2015)
Jailbreak - Neru feat. Kagamine Rin (30.09.2015)
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Re:birthed - HitoshizukuP, yamaā–³ feat. Kagamine Rin, Kagamine Len (30.09.2015)
CATS RULE THE WORLD - daniwell feat. Hatsune Miku, Momone Momo (03.10.2015)
Perfect Life Form - NayutalieN feat. Hatsune Miku (06.10.2015)
Loop Memory - Yunosuke feat. Hatsune Miku (17.10.2015)
Paintƫr - halyosy feat. various (17.10.2015)
ALL IS MUSIC! - YZYX feat. Hatsune Miku (19.10.2015)
Amazing Magician - Mitchie M feat. Hatsune Miku (26.10.2015)
Underage - MARETU feat. Hatsune Miku (30.10.2015)
R.I.P. Sea of Gossip - cosMo@BousouP feat. GUMI (01.11.2015)
Brain Fluid Explosion Girl (2015Ver.) - rerulili feat. Hatsune Miku, GUMI (06.11.2015)
Blue Star - HachioujiP feat. Hatsune Miku (13.11.2015)
Flight Girl - NayutalieN feat. Hatsune Miku (14.11.2015)
Strato Stella - NayutalieN feat. Hatsune Miku (14.11.2015)
I Wish I Had a Shatterproof Heart - Ishifuro feat. IA, SF-A2 miki (24.11.2015)
Ten Thousand Stars - CircusP feat. Hatsune Miku (26.11.2015)
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Muscles - MARETU feat. Hatsune Miku (11.12.2015)
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pairing; DarkProfessor!August Walker x M!Reader
ā˜¬ā€” nsfw content. dark themes. body worship. degrading/praising. jealous themes. mentions of past trauma. rough sex. descriptions of violence/murder. daddy kink. knife play. verbal insults.
summary; After having a first glance at you, professor August knew he wanted to make you his. The only thing stopping him was that you were a forbidden obsession. Not only an obsession, but you were his student.
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THE brightness of the sun seeped through the jet-black curtains as the morning day came to a beginning for August Walker. A slight groan escaped his lips as he pushed himself up and leaned his muscular back against the dark bed frame.
His hooded eyes looked around the bedroom as a — quiet but still audible — sigh left his mouth. His hand gestured over his beard as he got up from his bed to get ready for the day.
Once he was ready, he made his way into his jet-black car with a black hot coffee in his hand. After a 10-minute drive towards the university, August slammed his car door shut and marched his six-foot frame towards his classroom.
Attending a university when your professor is August Walker, of course, he would get all the lust-filled eyes from the girls as he walked through the halls with his slightly unbuttoned shirt and his sleeves rolled up on his muscular arms.
Why wouldn't he?
He walked around the place like he owned it. He knew he had this hold of power over everyone in the university, and he would be lying if he said he didn't enjoy it. The girls worshipped the ground he walked upon, wanting every but of him. But he didn't care for them.
But August only cared forĀ one person. A person who was so naive as to not even recognize the thoughtful acts he would do for him every day. Someone he would secretly protect without his knowledge.
That person was you...
His beautiful sweet angel. You looked shy when you were not with the right people, but when you were, a beautiful smile would break out on your face. As soon as he saw you enter his classroom, August lost his breath as he knew you were going to cause him problems. He was clear that you caused him to have anĀ obsession with wanting you.
They say "love at first sight" doesn't exist, but with August, he felt that love for you blossom out of his stone-cold heart. You were like a plague, something which invaded his mind 24/7.
He couldn't stop thinking about you.. he felt compelled to have you underneath him, to feel your soft skin under his touch. To hear your sweet moans as he gave you the pleasure you most desired. August needed you...
As time goes by, the hallway that was once flooded by people begins to become empty from people going to their lectures. Your soft lips pressed against Zayn, your boyfriend as he forcefully kissed you hard. His hands went to your arms—where bruises covered—and let his mouth form into a smirk.
Zayn was your boyfriend of 2 years.
He wasn't always like this, he was once a loving man. But something inside of him switched. Something to cause you harm. You were too naĆÆve to notice any of his wrongs.
"We're going out tonight, baby," Zayn ordered. He never asked you, just ordered. He never asked why you would cry yourself to sleep, why you would feel like something was holding you down. Your heart clenched and your eyes would cry until they couldn't no more from the way Zayn wouldn't even reassure you.
Reassurance was all you needed...
As he spoke, you nodded before walking away to enter your lecture. When you walked into the room, your professor, August Walker, was talking to a student until his words came to a stop. Without your knowledge, your presence made August happier.
One thing ran through his wretched mind the whole time he taught everyone who stayed sat the whole time, paying attention to the words that flowed out of his mouth. You...
August couldn't help himself but picture what your beautiful body would look like under his. Your sweet angelic moans would escape your lips from the pleasure that he knew you desired — That he desired. He wanted you and only you.
The sinful thoughts that would pop up in his mind caused him to stutter while he was teaching the class that you were sitting in. How could he not? Your (e/c) eyes connected with his every time he would talk, and just by making eye contact with you, his pants tightened.
August knew that he couldn't breathe without you… You were the main cause of his morning awakening. He was aware that this forbidden obsession with you would get him into trouble, yet he didn't care. He wasĀ only aware that you were going to be his.
No matter what.
✰ -- --- --- -- ✰
The terrible smell of alcohol reeked through the club.
August felt the — almost silent — wooden floor creak under his heavy feet as he entered the place. The sight of people letting their bodies lose to the music and chugging alcohol into their system made August grimace with a scowl on his face the whole time.
He walked over to the bar — which was crowded with many slouchy men— with his broad shoulders and towering stance. He gives a sharp nod to the bartender whose eyes were glued onto him, waiting for his order and hurried to get a beer at his command.
The sound of unfunny jokes could be heard being thrown around from man to man as August's blue eyes observed the crowded place. He was here for one thing only—well someone...
August knew you would be here.
That is what he loves to believe—that he wasn't stalking or following you. He wasn't, He was protecting you. Protecting you in any way from the risks that this world might pose to you. He was aware that he had to keep his beautiful angel safe from harm.
Because if something were to happen to you at the hands of someone else, they would have seen the devil himself, only God knows. August would happilyĀ cover his hands in the blood of the person who had the audacity to harm what was rightfully his with a smile on his damn face.
His hand gestured gently to his pocket to feel for the pocket knife he always carried with him just in case someone ever tried anything with you. He knew no one would try to attack him because of his threatening build and hovering height.
And then, his eyes connected to your figure.
He felt a muscle in his jaw ticks from the scene that was happening in front of him. You were—drunkenly dancing—with another student of his from another class, Zayn.
August couldn't believe what his eyes were seeing. His face turned into a dark red and his knuckles turned white. The sudden sound of glass breaking caused him to step out of his trance and look down at his bloodied hand.
"Fuck." August whispers as his vision darkened at the sight of seeing the—used to be fixed—beer bottle now broken into little pieces in his hand. But, he could care less about his wound. What he really cared about was the anger that he had never felt when he watched you grind onto another man.
Another man who isn't him...
Jealousy hasn't been so clear before, but it was painted like a perfect picture on a canvas on August's face. His brows furrow when he could see Zayn forcefully pull you into a hallway where no one was in and that makes him stand up harshly.
He steps into the — lightly dimmed — hallway and hides behind a wall to observe what is happening. His nostrils flare with anger and envy coursing through his veins from the thought of you being with someone else. Someone who isn't him...
"C'mon, baby... stop being scared and let me touch you..." Zayn whispered drunkenly into your ear as his hands caressed your body. He had you pushed against the wall and even though you were drunk, you clearly didn't want this.
"Zayn, I-I don't want this." You muttered under your breath as you felt his slimy hands make their way under your shirt. You felt an uneasy feeling in your stomach from his touch.
You didn't like it.
You wanted this to stop. "Baby quit bitching and let your boyfriend fuck you," Zayn said with anger and impatience as you didn't let him touch you the way he wanted to. He could see that you were uncomfortable, but he didn't care.
Zayn always loved that feeling he had with you. The feeling of power. He had knowledge about how you're childhood was and why you're this naĆÆve now — which is why he loves to take advantage of you. He loves having a sense of power over you.
But you were done with it.
"I said, stop!" You shout and roughly push Zayn off to get him far away as possible and march your way out of the exit with tears trying to fight their way to escape your eyes.
August's eyebrows lower as he sees you walk out and debates whether or not he should follow you, but he can't just let Zayn walk away feeling happy with himself. He couldn't let Zayn walk away freely after hurting his angel mentally and physically.
And with that, August steps out from behind the wall and marches his heavy feet towards Zayn whose brows furrow from seeing his professor. "Professor Walk-" His words are cut off when a straight punch connects to his jaw, sending him to the rough ground.
His face starts to get covered in crimson-red blood as August continues laying punch after punch onto this fuckers face for touching and disrespecting his sweet angel.
He was going to pay for what he did...
"If I ever hear you talk to y/n or touch him like that again, I will not hesitate to hurt you again. And so God help me, if I find out you were to hurt him again—" August lets out a low evil chuckle and lays another punch onto his broken rib. "I'll kill you with a smile on my face." He seethes through his teeth as he starts to stand up.
"F-Fuck you man!" Blood covers his ugly teeth and a smirk makes its way onto August face as Zayn coughed up more blood.
"Just know this, Zayn, and hear me clearly..." August reaches for the knife in his pocket and retracts it. He roughly injects the cold metal blade into Zayn's stomach and leans in toward his ear. He licked his soft pink lips before speaking.
"He's mine."
Zayn's brown eyes widen from the blood that was rushing out of his body. His skin turning pale, and his eyes fighting to stay open. His vision slowly turning black as the last thing he saw was August's dark shadow walk away from him. He was left there to die. Left alone.
✰ -- --- --- -- ✰
Darkness was all you could see.
The sound of crickets could be heard as you walked on the rough concrete with your arms crossed. The chilling breeze caused your body to shiver and bumps to grow on your skin.
Your thoughts were running wild as you walked to get back home. You couldn't believe what just happened. You actually stood up for yourself... sort of. The sudden sound of a loud honk and beaming lights came behind you and you started walking faster.
"No, no, no, no."
You whispered under your breath hoping the person in the jet-black car would just surpass you and not think to look back. That was until it stopped right by your side and the window rolled down and you felt your eyes widen from who you saw.
"Professor August?" You questioned the knowing face. Worry covered your professor's face as he observed the unsafe environment that you and he were currently in.
"y/n? What are you doing out here walking alone at this time? It's not safe." August said sternly with concern laced in his husky deep voice. You frown not wanting to tell him what happen, but he already knew. Hell.. he even dealt with the problem.
August could still see the way how your body didn't stand up straight, so he knew you were still drunk. "Get in, I'm taking you to my place." You were too drunk to even comprehend what he was really saying, so with that you got into his car and felt how soft the passenger seat was. His face was lightly lit up from the street lights and you couldn't help yourself but think how attractive August is. You feel your body grow with heat and your eyes widen slightly with the sinful forbidden thoughts that rush through your mind. 'Stop it y/n... he's your professor.' You thought to yourself as he drove to his apartment.
Now you were sitting on the end of his bed waiting for him to come back with a glass of water he said he would get. August let a gentle smile come onto his face at the thought of him taking care of you.
This is how it should be...
Him making sure you're safe, well-fed, cleaned, and loved. He needed to love on you like no one else could. He wanted to be yours as much as he wanted you to be his. He couldn't help the feeling of butterflies crawling their way into his stomach at the thought.
He brings the glass of water and lays it down gently on the desk. "Are you okay, angel?" August asked with a soft tone he would only use with you. You are so special to him and you don't even realize... Too blind to see the acts he has act upon for you to notice him.
He let out a soft breath as he looked down at you and saw an unfamiliar look in your (e/c) eyes. "Angel are you-" August's words were cut off when he felt a pair of lips connect with his. A bright pink shade reached his cheeks as you kissed him, and God did he love the feeling. The feeling of your soft lips on his...
He soon returned the passionate kiss and felt the butterflies he once felt, come rushing back in. Fuck he needed you so bad... Your tongues soon started to dance with each other—fighting for dominance. He backed away from the kiss to connect his lips to the soft skin of your body and gestured over every mark on your body.
"You're so beautiful..."
His tall muscular body leans in towards your ear, his hot breath exhaled towards your (s/c) skin which made unwanted goosebumps arrive. His next words left you to let out a soft whine escape your lips.
"I'm gonna fucking ruin you angel.."
August's words made a smile reach onto your face as you leaned back onto the silky sheets of the bed and reached your hands out for him to take. He threads his rough fingers into your soft-like ones and puts them over your head. He leans in for another kiss until you have to pull away—which causes a string of salvia to form—to catch the loss of breath.
Your body was in bliss as you felt nervous under his touch. His blue dilated eyes held nothing but lust and love. As you feel his hands gesture over your thighs, you look away but instantly feel a finger under your chin to reconnect your hungry gaze to his.
"Look me in my eyes as I fuck you, angel."
You swallow a growing lump in your throat and nod to the six-foot man's order. Without warning, you felt a soft pair of plump lips against your hole and your eyes widen from the euphoric feeling that made its way towards your stomach.
It was all happening so fast. Soft moans escape from your lips and your eyes roll to the back of your head as your toes curl. Your fingers thread through August's brown hair and you pull at it roughly which causes a muffled grunt to leave him.
The eye contact August was making was so real. His eyes filled with—nothing but lust and love— never stopped looking at you as he ate you out like you were his last meal. "Fuck, that feels so good!" You moaned out loud, not holding back any noises. Your body jolts up when you feel three fingers curl up inside of you and penetrate your hole roughly. Your cock leaking as you felt your orgasm rushing in already.
"Shit, I'm so close, keep going-" Your words were cut off when he yanks hisĀ fingers away from youĀ to your wet tongue, leading them. As he forces you to suckĀ on the fingers that are already within you, he inserts another finger. He movesĀ them into scissor motions as he removes them from your lips to show how wetĀ they have become.
"You're not gonna fucking cum till I say so, understand?" August growled out and all you could do was nod until you felt his thick cock push itself into you. Your eyes widen from the size of it and sweet moans escaped your lips.
"A-August..." You mumble a whisper as he thrusts deep inside of you over and over. You couldn't believe what was happening. This felt so... so real. August hands caressed your body, worshipping every part of it. Like the beauty you are. Your touch, your moans, your fucking sweet scent. August couldn't hold back any longer. He felt his cock twitch inside your pulsing hole—which signaled he was about to cum.
"Fuck, I'm gonna cum! Cum with me, angel... cum with me like the good boy you are." He moaned out. The scratches that you caused on his back start to turn a dark shade of red and his eyes roll to the back of his head as he felt his sticky, white cum paint the inside of your walls— like a blank canvas waiting for its artist to perfect a masterpiece.
A masterpiece is what you are...
Letting out a huge sigh of relief, August pulls out of you and falls down onto the soft sheets. You fall onto his chest and lay a gentle kiss on his chest as you look up at him. His arms wrapped around you, holding you tight, as if you could disappear at any second.
He couldn't let that happen.
You were finally in his arms, exactly where he wanted you. The butterflies started to flutter once more as soon as he felt your presence next to him. You were, after all, his to hold, feed, care for, and protect—his beautiful forbidden obsession.
─── d ļ½”ļ¾Ÿā˜†: *.☽ .* :ā˜†ļ¾Ÿ. ─── Ā 
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strawbeerossi Ā· 1 year ago
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August || Chapter Four
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Pairing: Fem!Reader x Spencer Reid, fem!reader x Emily PrentissĀ 
Description: After you and Emily leave the office for lunch together, you two enjoy each other’s company.
Content/Warnings: Pure fluff, flirting, developing feelings, kissingĀ 
WC: 1.6K
Chapter Five will come out whenever this one gets 450 notes, just like I did for this chapter!
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The elevator door was soon opening in front of you, the arguing in the bullpen being unheard as you and Emily were soon walking through the open doors. ā€œI’m glad we’ve been hanging out a lot more.ā€ You broke the silence, a smile gracing your features.
ā€œMe too. I can’t believe it took us this long to spend time together like this. It’s been nice.ā€ Emily smiled in return while letting an arm wrap around your shoulders.Ā 
For the first time in a while, you felt content. You didn’t feel the need to push everyone away and close yourself off from the world. All you needed was the extra support and reassurance.Ā 
ā€œIt’s gonna be nice to get out of the office. It’s a nice day out. Maybe we can find somewhere with an outside dining area?ā€ She suggested while glancing in your direction once the doors of the elevator were opening up to the parking garage, the two of you heading to Emily’s car together.Ā 
ā€œI think that sounds perfect. Be careful, Prentiss. I may get used to being spoiled.ā€ You teased while looking in her direction.
ā€œI think I can handle it if it comes down to that.ā€ She teased in return. ā€œIt’ll just give me an excuse to take you out more.ā€Ā 
The words had your face flushing as you offered a smile. ā€œYou shouldn’t need an excuse!ā€ You mused while getting into the passenger seat of her car. You felt so.. Cared for. Emily had done a great job at offering the utmost support for you in your endeavors to get over the loss of two friendships.
She never let you lose yourself in the process, offering a shoulder to cry on at any time. It was her kindness and affection that made you grow into the person you’d become.Ā 
The drive was peaceful, some light conversation over minor things going on around you, both accompanied with the soft music playing from the radio. It was comfortable, something that you’d grown accustomed to feeling with Emily. Part of you felt like she was doing it to be a good friend. The other part had you swooning over the possibility of her being interested in you.Ā 
You knew better than to just assume after the Spencer debacle that threw you in for a loop, but it was nice to just sit back and be able to think about the endless possibilities that could come from this. You didn’t need anyone to be happy, but you always liked the idea of settling with someone you cared for.Ā 
You knew you were thinking way too far ahead in this instance, however you didn’t let it deter you from continuing to dream over a possible love story.Ā 
The arrival at the small cafe in downtown Quantico was what pulled you from your thoughts, your eyes looking out the window to see the colorful umbrellas over a few tables outside. ā€œIt’s not fine dining but..ā€ Emily began before you were shaking your head.Ā 
ā€œI think it’s perfect.ā€Ā 
With a smile on your face, you were opening your door and getting out of the car. There was a sigh of content coming from you as you could feel the warmth of the sun hitting your skin. The weather was just yet another indicator that today was going to be a good day.Ā 
For the first time in a while, you weren’t thinking of Spencer. Instead, you were focused on Emily, on feeling appreciated by someone who was close to you.Ā 
Emily had pulled the door open for you, letting you walk in ahead of her as you approached the front desk. After requesting a table outside, the hostess was more than happy to walk you both into the patio section, placing two menus on the table.Ā 
ā€œThis feels too fancy. Sitting outside like this might’ve been too much.ā€ Emily joked, the both of you chuckling. ā€œHow have you been feeling lately?ā€ She then asked, picking up the menu in front of her to look over her options with a soft hum.
ā€œI’ve been alright. Mostly focused on work. Oh! But I am thinking about getting a cat. Pen has been mentioning how lonely old man Sergio is so I might have to get a kitten to keep the old man on his toes.ā€ You teased. ā€œPlus, a cat playdate is probably the cutest thing I’ve thought about all year.ā€
ā€œSo you haven’t been thinking about me then? I’m hurt!ā€ The woman let out a dramatic sigh as her hand rested against her chest. ā€œI thought what we had was special.ā€
ā€œYou’ve always had a flair for the dramatics, haven’t you?ā€ You commented, flashing an amused smile.Ā 
ā€œMaybe.. It’s easier to get attention that way. Extra attention when it comes to you.ā€ She teased as she was placing her menu on the table. ā€œA cat will keep you busy though, trust me. I remember when I had Sergio home with me, he was a wild child. Still probably the only man I ever needed though.ā€ She laughed.
ā€œAt least he didn’t talk back, right?ā€ You added on, letting out a laugh of your own.Ā 
Talking with Emily eased your mind on a lot of things. You had assumed she had some verbalĀ  crack sprinkled into your conversations, making you want to talk with her all day and all night. You could’ve sworn you had withdrawals when you were apart for too long, like the weekends without cases.
Lunch went smoothly, just lighthearted conversation and some good laughs. Instead of feeling trapped in your own thoughts, you were sitting there talking and laughing, letting loose and growing increasingly more comfortable. It was a shame you had to go back to work after though.Ā 
Whenever the two of you were leaving the restaurant, you were getting settled into the passenger seat while Emily was starting the drive back to the office.
It made you wonder about what happened back in the bullpen, if there were any more snide comments made by either Spencer or JJ. Then again, it had been a while since they had even glanced in your direction, well; you thought that way. You knew you couldn’t hold on to that anger forever, but you had to admit; it was slipping away much slower than you would’ve liked.
In a way, you were just glad that you didn’t need to worry about it. On the other hand, you missed your friends. That’s what they were before all of this and now the title was stripped and you were left with two acquaintances.Ā 
You dreaded the idea of letting them go entirely. Even with anger for JJ and Spencer, you did still care about them. It was hard not to, especially after knowing them for so many years. You still thought about the inside jokes, stories, even poking fun at one another. The time spent along them made you into the person who you were. You just never expected for things to do a somersault in the way that they did.
ā€œAre you alright over there?ā€ Emily broke the silence, noticing the way you were deep in thought. ā€œYou know you can talk to me.ā€
ā€œYeah, yeah. I’m okay. Just thinking of how it’s gonna be back at the office. I really don’t want to go back and do paperwork.ā€ You groaned, offering a smile.
Emily didn’t buy that excuse. ā€œAre you sure? You looked pretty out of it and you’re not even like that on the hardest of cases. Talk to me.ā€
God damn it. You should’ve known that the profiler in the driver’s seat would know better.
ā€œI’m just worried about my friendship with Spencer and JJ. I know I’ve acted like a fool for months over that whole situation but.. They are still my friends, well, they were. I don’t wanna lose them entirely, but what if I have to?ā€
ā€œYou don’t have to lose them. You’re a good person, that’s why you care. I think in time, friendships can be mended and things can go back to seminormal.ā€ She assured, her hand reaching over to rest on your knee.
It was a simple touch, but it made your face feel hot as you looked out the passenger side window. ā€œI’m sure it will, but it still scares me.ā€ You sighed while placing one of your hands over Emily’s. ā€œThanks for listening and reassuring me.ā€ You added, making the woman shrug as she was turning into the parking garage before approaching her spot, her hand pulling away from yours as she was pulling in.
ā€œYou don’t have to thank me. It’s what I’m here for, you know that. You’re not a baby for having feelings, remember that. Emotions make you human.ā€ The words were further reassurance. She really knew just what to say.
The two of you were heading back to the elevator together, hopping on as you hit the button for the floor you needed. ā€œLunch today was fun. Definitely a great way to celebrate us finishing paperwork.ā€ You teased as you turned back to Emily, the woman playfully nudging your arm.Ā 
ā€œYou’re getting it next time. I hope you know that.ā€Ā 
ā€œFine.ā€ You groaned in a dramatic fashion, glancing at the woman with a smile.
There was a content silence between the both of you, although there was another presence in the elevator. A light tension that you couldn’t quite place.Ā 
While you were deep in your thoughts trying to figure out the warmth washing over the both of you, Emily was putting her hand gently against your cheek, the delicate touch making you blink back to reality. Before you knew it, that tension was dissolving as you felt a soft pair of lips pressing against yours. The kiss felt so right.
Although as soon as the doors were opening, you were both quickly pulling away from each other at the sounds of a mug shattering on the floor.Ā 
ā€œWhat the fuck?ā€ Spencer's voice echoed through the hall.
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whore4mattsturniolo Ā· 1 month ago
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A Tripouts Family Funeral
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In loving memory of @submattenthusiast Sunrise: August 27, 2024 Sunset: April 16, 2025
The drive to the wake was unusual, the silence deafening. Rylee’s Jeep—once full of life, music, and joy—was now saturated in grief. The air inside the white car was thick, literally and figuratively. There were too many of you crammed into the tight space. Limbs tangle, purses jab into ribs, and someone's dress keeps riding up no matter how much adjusting gets done. Everyone is trying to get comfortable, trying to ignore the grief that’s wedged itself into every crevice.
Despite the vehicle being packed with warm bodies, two were still missing.
ā€œWhere the hell are Onna and Chris?ā€ Genesis asks from the passenger seat, their voice slicing through the silence. They glance around, taking count. ā€œThey know Jules’ wake is today?ā€
Genevieve speaks up, her breath shallow from being squished from every direction. ā€œMaybe they crashed,ā€ she says, making you smirk. ā€œYou know neither of them can drive.ā€
In an instant, the Jeep erupts into a fit of familiar laughter. The car practically shook from the chaos. Cackles bounced off the windows and back into your faces, warmth and comfort momentarily returning to the group. If you weren’t all dressed in black—aside from Nick, who just had to be different—it would’ve almost felt like a normal car ride.
Besides Onna and Chris, there was still one more person missing.
Jules.
And unlike the couple, Jules wouldn’t be making a fashionably late entrance. She was gone. Forever.
The laughter dies down fast, swallowed by the hum of the engine. Music plays softly through the speakers, curteousy of Matt. He queues songs with shaky hands, trying to focus while Rory’s silent judgment burns into his neck. As the Role Model song fades, another song clicks into place.
2009 by Mac Miller.
There’s a collective breath. Shoulders stiffen. Heads nod slowly, almost reverently. Matt’s eyes glass over immediately. He tries to sing along, but his voice cracks halfway through the first line. You glance at the others just as he crumbles, burying his face in Rory’s shoulder, clinging for dear life. Rory, with the most affection she can muster, gently pats his back, groaning as her dress get soaked in his tears.
ā€œHe’s cried eight times and we haven’t even made it to the funeral,ā€ Ilsa mumbles. You fish yet another tissue from your purse and toss it toward the backseat, not even bothering to see if it makes it to the crying figure.
ā€œShut up, Ilsa,ā€ Matt snaps, his voice muffled and wet as he dabs at his face with the soft fabric. ā€œYou don’t know what this song means to me. To us.ā€
Everyone groans in unison—half exhausted, half affectionate. He's said this exact sentence at least ten times.
ā€œThis was the song we played… the last time weā€¦ā€ His words trail off, broken by a sob that doesn’t quite make it out. Just a soft wheeze. The lump in his throat was too big, the grief too loud.
You’re all halfway through comforting him, yet again, when the car pulls up outside the funeral home. As everyone's gaze turns to face the building, time seems to slow. The building looms ahead like a dream you can’t wake from. Because it wasn't a dream. It was real life.
This is it. The last time you’d see your best friend.
You glance at yourself in the visor mirror, blinking fast to keep the tears from smudging your eyeliner. If you cry now, your whole face will be ruined. Jules would never forgive you for showing up looking busted.
The cold air slaps you as you step outside, raising goosebumps up your arms. Inside, the funeral home smells of fake flowers and lemon cleaner, like the room is trying to disguise itself as welcoming. The overhead lights buzz faintly, as if they were in mourning too.
Everyone looks… off. Dimmer than usual.
Rylee looks the most out of place. She’s always so pink, so delicate, like the human version of a Valentine’s card. But today, she’s a shadow, wearing all black. A silky black bow she’s swapped in for her usual white one rests in her freshly bleached hair, the ends curling neatly around her collarbone.
Matt looks wrecked. His curls are still frizzed at the edges from you half-ass detangling them this morning, your fingers still smelling faintly of conditioner. His blue eyes are dull, buried behind purple bags that no amount of concealer could cover. Still, he’s trying. He’s clean-shaven, dressed in a sharp black suit, wearing his favorite Dior tie. The same one Jules used to tie around his wrists.
Rory is the quietest. She stands like a statue next to Matt, one hand gripping his sleeve like she’s anchoring him to the ground. Her makeup is perfect, liquid eyeliner winged so sharp it could cut, but her eyes were blank, her lips, painted in a berry color, in a subtle pout. She’s been staring at the same corner of the room for ten straight minutes, still trying to come to terms with the whole idea. She blinked a few times, convinced that she would wake up to Jules laying in between her and Matt, and everything would go back normal. But, it doesn't happen.
She keeps staring at that same corner, Matt's rough yet delicate fingers gently, carefully, intertwining with hers.
You file in quietly with the rest of the group, movements small, tight. No one really knows what to say, how to console one another. You all move in sync like a school of fish, with some holding hands and others holding back tears. There's something sacred about the silence, how heavy and intimate it is.
Just as the room settles into that weird hush again—the kind that only happens in funeral homes and waiting rooms—the front doors burst open. Heads turn toward the entrance. A couple of old ladies clutch their purses. Every head in the room jerks toward the entrance. A hush falls like a dropped curtain. Somewhere in the back, Genesis mutters, "Fix it, Jesus."
Here she go. You think to yourself, exhanging glances with the rest of the group. You know who it is before you even look
Onna stumbles in first, stilettos clicking violently against the tile like a Fashion Nova model. She’s wearing a tight, black dress with a slit so high it should be illegal, a pair of oversized sunglasses hiding her eyes. She brushes her hair out of her face, straightened to perfection, as she enters the room. Her calm, almost joyful demeanor starkly contrasts the depressing feeling of the wake.
Behind her, Chris fumbles in with a wrinked button-up shirt, obviously ironed out with his hands right before he left. His socks were mismatched, one gray and the other navy blue, while the belt on his pants holds on for dear life. He’s juggling Onna's purse, his keys, and a phone with 3% battery. He's chewing gum like its oxygen as Onna holds onto his arm, the pair approaching the group, surrounding the soft, gray couch near the entrance.
ā€œWe made it,ā€ Onna announces, like this is a family reunion and not your best friend’s funeral. ā€œY’all didn’t start without us, right?ā€
Genesis looks at her, unblinking. "You're an hour late," they say, holding back the smirk that always managed to creep across their face whenever Onna was near.
ā€œChris' dumbass missed the exit.ā€ Onna gestures toward Chris like she’s giving a courtroom testimony. "You know they be handing out driver's licenses like Halloween candy," she mutters.
Chris shrugs, still chewing on his gum. ā€œI was emotionally distracted.ā€
ā€œYou were listening to Future.ā€
ā€œGrief hits different for everyone, damn.ā€
Onna and Chris make their rounds, greeting and everyone they saw with hugs and words of sympathy, before reaching you. Chris reeks of weed, barely covered by the heavy Dior Sauvage he always drenched himself in.
"S'good to see you," you hum, wrapping your arms over Onna's shoulders. Despite their lateness, you were still happy to see her. She always lit up every room she entered, always cracking her jokes with a booming, infectious laugh.
There’s a beat of silence. Then, Matt lets out a choked laugh that turns into a hiccup-sob. Ilsa covers her face, giggling through her fingers. The moment breaks the tension like glass, and weirdly, it helps. Like their ridiculous entrance was the only thing that could crack open the emotional pressure in the room.
After some more minutes of small talk, exchanging stories, and repeating inside jokes, you each make your way into the main room. Rylee goes in first, then Rory, then Matt, who immediately fumbles for a tissue and dabs under his eyes. You slide in next to them. Nick follows, still managing to look like he doesn’t care even though you know better. Ilsa and Genevive linger a moment, before sitting beside Nick. Genesis is the last to enter, before Onna shimmies close next to them, the two murmuring to one another, holding back their combined laughter that always reminded you of two hyenas. Chris follows and plops down beside Onna.
The group settles again, now complete. Almost. Jules’ absence is still loud, but for a second, the ache softens. The pew creaks beneath the weight of your grief. Everyone sits shoulder to shoulder, knees knocking, heads bowed. A quiet settles over the group—quiet, but not peaceful. It's the kind of quiet that screams. No one looks at the casket. Not yet. But it's there, just barely in your peripheral. Heavy. Unforgiving.
Slowly, anxiously, you look up, seeing pictures of Jules surrounded in flowers. Her friends, her life, her family. Everything about her was now confined to stills. Pictures that could hardly illustrate the light that Jules was.
"Now why they got Jules in that big ass casket?" You hear Genesis whisper to Onna, barely stifling giggles as the rest of the guests fill out the room.
Onna lets out a hum, breathing hard and trying not to bust out laughing during her best friend's wake. "You know I woulda been pissed. Got her lookin' big as a house." The pair shares a silent fit of laughter, holding onto each other for dear life. The sounds of nostalgia warm your heart just enough for a smile to creep across your face as you're reminded of simplier times.
The rest of the wake goes by painfully slow. Someone sings All for Me by John Legend as an opener, sending your entire row into hushed cackles, each of you begging the others to quit before you were formally excused. Family members share stories from Jules' childhood, up until her untimely death.
Out of all your friends, Matt decides to speak first. Well. He tries.
You all walk up together, you're shielding him from the weight of the moment. Matt's clutching Rylee and Rory like human crutches, his legs already jelly, his breathing shallow. He’s trying to be brave, but you can feel the unraveling.
Then he sees her.
Jules. Lying there in that form fighting, bubblegum-pink Juicy Couture tracksuits. Her hair is laid, her lashes curled, and her lip gloss still fire. She looks like she’s asleep. Like any minute she’ll sit up and start laughing at everyone in the room.
And that’s what breaks him.
Matt lets out a guttural, animal-like sob, collapsing to his knees with a loud, wet thud. His arms fling over the casket like he’s about to climb in with her. ā€œJULES! NO! PLEASE!ā€ he wails, shaking so hard Rylee stumbles in her heels, trying to keep her balance.
Everyone gasps. The entire room stills. A baby starts crying in the back.
ā€œOh, my God,ā€ Ilsa mutters under her breath, hiding behind her program.
ā€œGet him up,ā€ Genesis hisses. ā€œBefore Jules’ mama get us out.ā€
But it’s too late. Matt’s thrashing now, clinging to the edge of the casket, shoulders heaving like he's been shot in the chest. ā€œTake me with you!ā€ he sobs. ā€œShe was my everythingā€”ā€
"Matt, get the FUCK UP," Rory snaps, yanking at his arms, trying to save the little dignity they still had left. "You're embarrassing yourself—"
But then she looks at Jules.
And she freezes.
Her hand drops from Matt's sleeve, her bottom lip quivering. ā€œFuck—Jules...ā€ she chokes, and suddenly she’s crying too, stumbling backward like she’s been slapped.
ā€œNot you too,ā€ Rylee mumbles, catching Rory before she hits the floor. "Get up, girl. Have some class."
Matt is still screaming into the casket like he’s auditioning for a Tubi movie. Rory’s gasping for air, fanning herself dramatically with the program that’s now crumpled in her fist.
Genesis pulls out a vape, and Genieveve slaps it out of their hand. ā€œI thought you were quitting?"
"Funerals stress me out."
The rest of you are left standing there—stiff and horrified—trying so hard to be respectful, while your friends are fighting the casket like it personally offended them. Nick is rubbing his temples like he’s got a migraine. Onna takes off her sunglasses and just stares at the ceiling like she's begging God for patience, holding back a laugh as she watches Chris desperately attempt to get his brother under control. A joint rolls out of his pocket amongst all the chaos, and she subtly slides it under her foot, stuffing it in her purse.
The funeral director clears her throat gently, obviously trying to move things along. A distant cousin clutches their pearls. A woman in the second pew says, ā€œWho invited them?ā€
"JULES DID!" You say in unison.
You all try to lift Matt up again, but goes limp like a toddler having a meltdown. ā€œI can't! I CAN’T! She was the love of my life!ā€ he shrieks, snot flying.
ā€œShe was gay, Matt,ā€ Rory sobs through her own tears, barely standing now.
ā€œSHE LOVED ME!ā€ he cries.
Someone behind you audibly gasps. Genesis lets out a choked laugh and immediately covers their mouth.
"Jules played with everybody's butt. Don't feel so special."
Eventually, it takes three of you to pull Matt off the floor. Rylee smooths down her dress and wipes his face with a napkin from her purse. Rory composes herself with deep, shaky breaths, her makeup miraculously surviving through the chaos. And somehow, the group gathers in front of Jules’ casket, trying to remember what the hell you even came up to say in the first place.
The silence is heavy. Snotty. Emotional.
Then Onna steps forward, her voice calm, controlled, and just a little too loud. ā€œUm. So. Jules always said she wanted a dramatic funeral.ā€
Genesis continues their friend's statement. "Guess she kinda manifested that one," they let out a soft laugh, straightening out their dress and glaring at the mess that was Matthew Sturniolo, now being pushed to the back as he tried to pull himself together.
There's an awkward, hushed laughter as you all stand in front of the casket, crowding the podium that was clearly meant for only one person. But here y'all were, ten of you packed tight, each of you with unique memories of the girl in the casket. You were a mess, but above all, you were Jules' mess.
rest in peace to the baddest, the realest, the freakiest, @submattenthusiast </3 gone but never forgotten. guest starring: @sosasturns @snoopychris @mattscoquette @cvnntagious @chrattho1
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