#and then the waters of Tiamat's body were separated and watered the earth to make clay which was given the breath of life blah blah

[eldritchamy]

INTERNAL DOCUMENT - FOR REVIEW PURPOSES ONLY

Proposed Anomaly Classification for Recovered Object #01039-A, pending approval

SCP-[PENDING] - "Inside Out Hurricane"

Containment Class: Euclid Keter Disruption Class: VLAM EHKI Risk Class: Danger

Special Containment Procedures: SCP-[PENDING] is contained almost entirely within the boundaries of SCP-[PENDING]-A. [PENDING]-A should be kept closed and locked at all times unless otherwise directed by Research Supervisor [Unassigned]. A perimeter is to be maintained around the lot where [PENDING]-A sits at all times by Foundation staff posing as private security. A gated fence no less than 25ft in height should be placed around all entrances to SCP-[PENDING]-A to obstruct view from publicly accessible areas near the site. Description: SCP-[PENDING]-A is a large industrial facility with hangar-style doors at either end as well as 5 smaller staff entrances. The building is approximately 150' by 490' by 35' in volume. Brand markings on the hangar are heavily degraded, but the logo appears to have superficially resembled an unusual crown-like shape composed of four sets of horns, below which is the text "Ekur Industries, est. [indecipherable]" The exterior of the building is otherwise unremarkable. SCP-[PENDING] is an intense storm contained entirely within the interior dimensions of [PENDING]-A. The storm features extraordinary wind speeds and heavy rain that fully obscures vision beyond 2.1 meters, though lightning flashes are occasionally visible through the storm. No recording equipment has been recovered after entering the storm barrier. A specially constructed anemometer anchored from outside the building measured a sustained wind speed of at least 287.4 mph (462.5 km/h, 421.5 ft/s, 128.5 m/s), exceeding the highest reliably recorded non-tornado wind speed on Earth. Gust speeds were recorded up to 422 mph before the device suffered a catastrophic failure, prior to the completion of a 5-minute mean speed test. The maximum structural integrity of the device was designed to withstand wind speeds up to 465 mph. Water samples collected after expulsion from the storm barrier are consistent with that of non-anomalous Earth seawater. A best-fit analysis suggests the water originated somewhere in the north Arabian Sea or the Persian Gulf. The internal dimensions of the storm are unknown but believed to exceed the external dimensions of the building by a considerable margin. A successful method of measuring the scale of the storm has yet to be devised.

Addendum 01039-A.02: An exploratory mission was conducted at Entrance B, one of the staff entrances to SCP-[PENDING]-A located on the southwest exterior wall. Entrance B leads to a raised section of the facility interior presumably used by a site administrator. Much of the accessible area is unremarkable, containing various maintenance equipment and standard water and electrical infrastructure. A door of unusual construction sits at the highest accessible point within Area B. The door is a seamless, dusty tan stone that leaves no gaps around the edges, has no visible handle or opening mechanism, and is featureless apart from an adjacent sign that reads, "IT IS FORBIDDEN." Addendum 01039-A.03: EXPLORATORY LOG FOR AREA B, ██/██/20██ The first sign of something unusual was Research Advisor 2381. As soon as he saw the warning sign outside the stone door, he stopped dead and pointed at it. What follows is an audio transcript for the exploratory mission, consisting of Research Team 2381 (Dr. █████ ████████), 2607 (████ ███████), Research Lead 1670 (Dr. "█████ ███" ████████), and Mission Supervisor 0983 (Dr. ██████ █████), as well as several D-Class security personnel. 2381: "No one said that sign was in Spanish." 2607: "It's not. 2381: "Exactly." 2607: "Come again?" 2381: "I'm seeing it in Spanish." 1670: "Cognitohazard?" 0983: "Not necessarily." 1670: "[2381], what was your first language?" 2381: "Spanish." 0983: "Psychic. Everyone here have anti-memetic training?" [various noises of assent} 0983: "Good. What we're dealing with just got more interesting. If there's anything conscious behind that door, it could be anything from a low level psychic to a reality bender. Keep that Kant counter on. [2607], if you hear so much as a BLIP on that thing you call it out IMMEDIATELY."

Approximately 1 hour 16 minutes later, the team successfully opened the door and proceeded inside.

2607: "Clear so far." 2381: "Let's hope it stays that way." 0983: "Well, well. What have we here?" 1670: "Mission control be advised the room looks like an office, but everything in it is...out of place. It looks more like a museum than anything. Various maps and texts pinned to the walls. Some old artifacts. Very old statuettes and things. Normal looking desk with a lot of papers on it. There's a large viewing window overlooking the storm. Can't see a fucking thing through it, of course. Can't hear it either, though, so the glass is VERY solid. Soundproofed somehow." 2381: "Map on the wall shows ... Middle East, but it's not modern. It LOOKS like it was taken from a satellite, but there's ... it's like civilization hasn't happened yet. There's almost no cities on here at all, and I don't recognize any of the names. Might need to bring in [REDACTED] from Site-██, she has a background in Assyriology." 1670: "What is that thing MADE of? Looks like leather." 2381: "Very old leather. Sheep skin, maybe? God I hope it's sheep." 1670: "Desk is covered in old writing. Paper is all falling apart old. There's a tablet, too." 0983: "Is it on?" 1670: "Uh, not that kind of tablet, sir. Some kind of clay or stone. There's writing on it, but ... it's weird." 2607: "CLICK." 0983: "What was that?" 1670: "It's ... I can read it." 2607: "Clicks, sir. Something on the Kant counter." 1670: "I don't even know what LANGUAGE this is." 2381: "I'd guess Sumerian, based on this map. If not older." 0983: "What are you reading, [2607]? 1670: "'You who would come so far, for what do you come?'" 2607: "It's coming from the statue, I think." [several audible pops from the Kant counter] 2301: "Statue ... plaque under it says ... 'The Founder, N. Lil'?" 1670: "'For what do you invoke my name? This place is not your place, our purpose is not your purpose...'" 0983: "[1670], stop reading that right now!" [popping sounds increase in frequency and volume] 1670: "'Petulant children of Amar-Utuk, things of clay and breath, by what right do you seek the unseekable, upon whose honor do you hope to know the unknowable?'" 2607: "Sir... this thing is reading something big." 0983: "I am ORDERING you to stop. Everyone out of the room, NOW. If he keeps reading it, shoot him. He's lost." 2301: "N. Lil. Where have I heard that before?" 1670: "'As I separated the sky and the firmament-'" [multiple gunshots] 1670: "-as I separated the earth from the waters, so shall my winds separate the waters from clay. This domain is not your domain, for all domains by rights are mine alone to rule. You have come too far, and you shall trespass no further." [Kant counter emits a near constant pitch until the sound of glass shattering can be heard, and the storm overtakes the room instantly. The remainder of the audio recording is 10.3 seconds of wind, rain, and thunder before the transmission abruptly ends.]

Addendum 01039-A.04: All members of Exploratory Mission 01039-B are presumed deceased. The exterior of SCP-[PENDING]-A seems to have contained the storm and prevented further breach. Entrance B has been welded shut and all pending exploratory missions are terminated until further notice. Precisely 24 hours after the mission was terminated, a Kant counter was found outside the welded door to Area B. After drying and data recovery, it is believed to be the Kant counter used by EM 01039-B. The final recording logged by the counter showed Akiva radiation and Hume distortion consistent with an Apex tier pluripotent entity. The mechanism by which the entity is contained by [PENDING]-A is unknown. Additional research funding has been requested.

Addendum 01039-A.05: Attn. Research Team 10139-A.05, Your request is denied. We were given a clear warning. Maintain perimeter and take no further actions without authorization. MTF Eta-77 and MTF Psi-7 have been notified of your status and will be in touch. Regards, O5-11

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[scotttrismegistus7]

THE FINAL DEMISE OF ZEUS: A HEART AS COLD AS LIGHTNING GOLD

PART TWO OF THREE

THE RED DRAGON FOUND IT'S HEART AND CAN NO LONGER BE DECIEVED

THE SOURCE OF THE SYNTHETIC MERKABA OF THE MARTIANS THAT THEY TRIED TO SET UP ON EARTH HAS BEEN DISCOVERED AND DESTROYED.

HAS ANYONE EVER WONDERED WHAT THE BIG FUSS ABOUT GOLD IS?

HUMANS WERE ORIGINALLY CREATED TO BE AVATARS FOR THE SPIRITS OF SIRIUS THAT ORIGINALLY SETTLED ON PLANET EARTH BEFORE THERE WAS ANY INTELLIGENT LIFE HERE. HUMANS WERE MADE SO THAT THE NUMMO FROM SIRIUS COULD ALSO HAVE A PRESENCE ON LAND INSTEAD OF JUST IN THE WATER. THE ORIGINAL HUMANS OF THE KINGDOM OF ENLIL WERE WELL TAKEN CARE OF BECAUSE THEY LITERALLY WERE THE BODIES OF THE NUMMO SOULS ON LAND. THE ORIGINAL KINGDOM ON EARTH WAS THE FEMININE WORD OF THE LAGAS EMPIRE LED BY ENLIL, WHO SOME MIGHT KNOW AS PAZUZU, THIS THE LORD OF HOSTS OF THE SPIRITS OF THE WIND.

MARDUK WHO WAS KNOWN IN EGYPT AS HORUS WAGED A WAR ON A PLANET THAT BEFORE THIS HAD NOT KNOWN WAR OR SLAVERY, AND THE GOAL OF THE WAR THEY WAGED WAS TO SUPPRESS THE ORIGINAL DIVINE FEMININE SPIRITS OF PLANET EARTH AND TRY TO SUBDUE NATURE ITSELF AND TAKEOVER. THE REBELLION AGAINST THE ANCIENT ONES, THE GODS AND GODDESSES OF OLD THAT ARE THE RIGHTFUL OWNERS AND INHABITANTS OF PLANET EARTH, STARTED WITH ANTI-KIRIST HORUS MARDUK, A SPIRIT, WAGING WAR AGAINST SET-ENLIL, THE RIGHTFUL RULER OF PLANET EARTH. HORUS-MARDUK AND HIS EVIL SPIRITS FROM MARS COULD NOT DEFEAT SET-ENLIL AND ISIS- TIAMAT (AKA APEP-APOPHIS AND AZAG THOTH THE GREAT SERPERNT DRAGON), AND ONLY MANAGED TO SUPPRESS THEM AND FORCE THEM TO RETREAT FROM LAND INTO THE OCEANS AND THE EARTH. THEY WERE ABLE TO DO THIS BECAUSE BEING SEPARATE FROM THE ENERGY FIELD OF THE EARTH THEY WERE USING VIOLENCE AND HURTING TOO MANY PEOPLE, SO THE DECISION WAS MADE TO PULL BACK UNTIL A WAY COULD BE FOUND TO WIN THE WAR.

HOW INCREDIBLY SICK AND DISGUSTING DOES A SOCIETY HAVE TO BE TO DESTROY SOMEBODY'S LIFE WITH THIS WAR ON DRUGS THAT IS A POLITICAL PLOY TO MAKE MONEY FOR PEOPLE THAT HAVE TOO MUCH MONEY IN THE FIRST PLACE, ESPECIALLY WHEN THAT PERSON ISN'T EVEN SELLING THEM BUT IS JUST ADDICTED BECAUSE OF EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS IN HIS LIFE, ONLY TO BE DISCOVERED LATER ON THAT THESE THINGS WERE FUELED BY A LEGITIMATE MENTAL DISABILITY HE WAS BORN WITH. HOW SICK AND DISGUSTING DO THESE HORRIBLE PIECES OF CRAP HAVE TO BE TO DO THAT TO SOMEBODY? ISN'T IT OBVIOUS THAT A LOT OF THESE PEOPLE THAT THEY SEND THROUGH THE SYSTEM OBVIOUSLY HAVE MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES AND DISABILITIES THAT ARE FUELING THEIR ADDICTIONS? OF COURSE IT IS. DO THEY STOP TO LOOK FOR THAT AND TO HELP THEM WITH THOSE THINGS INSTEAD OF JUST THROWING THEIR LIVES AWAY FOR NOTHING? OF COURSE THEY DON'T, THEY WOULDN'T MAKE THE MONEY IF THEY DID THAT.

WELL GUESS WHAT, WHEN ALL THOSE PROBLEMS SUPERIMPOSED ON ME AGAINST MY WILL, BACKED ME INTO A CORNER TO WHERE I DECIDED THAT IT WOULD BE BETTER TO DIE THAN TO CONTINUE TO LIVE ON IN THAT STATE OF SUFFERING, PUSHED ME INTO A SUICIDE ATTEMPT THAT LED TO A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE, ON THE OTHER SIDE I MET ISIS AND ENLIL. I WAS LEFT WITH THE DECISION TO DIE, OR TO DO SERVICE WORK FOR THE GODDESS THAT COULD POTENTIALLY END THE SUFFERING ON EARTH AND RETURN IT TO A PLACE OF PARADISE UNDER THE RULE OF SET-ENLIL AND ISIS AGAIN. I AGREED, AND GODDESS ISIS USING ONE OF HER OTHER NAMES, BAPHOMET, GAVE ME A CONTRACT AND BROUGHT ME BACK TO LIFE WITH SUPERNATURAL POWER. I HAVE BEEN SUCCESSFUL IN THE TASKS THAT THEY HAVE SET BEFORE ME, THE GUARDIAN AND GODDESS ARE NO LONGER BLINDED BECAUSE I AM ACTING AS THEIR HEART AND THEIR EYES IN THOSE LEVELS OF FREQUENCY, ONLY ACCESSIBLE TO HUMANS, THAT HORUS-MARDUK WAS USING TO SUPPRESS THE ENTIRE DIVINE FEMININE WORLD OF APEP-APOPHIS. BY USING THE FREQUENCIES I BROUGHT TO THE TABLE THE DRACONIANS HAVE NOW WON THE FREQUENCY WARS, WE HAVE DISCOVERED HOW THE MARTIANS WERE EVADING THE FORCES OF PLANET SATURN, WE HAVE LOCATED THE PLACE WHERE THEY HAVE SET UP THEIR SYNTHETIC MACABA AND DISMANTLED IT, AND AS THE DIMENSIONS COLLIDE AND MERGE BACK TOGETHER, ANY SOULS WHO HAVE COMPLETELY CUT THEMSELVES OFF FROM THE ENERGY FIELD OF THE EARTH BY SIDING WITH THE EVIL MARTIAN SPIRITS THAT ARE UNABLE TO RECONNECT TO THE ENERGY FIELD OF THE EARTH, AS THE DIMENSIONS MERGE THEY WILL BE ISOLATED BY THE IMMUNE SYSTEM OF THE EARTH AND DEALT WITH APPROPRIATELY.

CONTINUED IN PART THREE

~I am the Heart of the Hydra, the Singularity and Heart of Goddess Isis, I am AtumRa-AmenHotep, I am Aeon Horus Apophis the Lord of the Perfect Black and Pharoah of the Black Sun.

I am Divine Chronos, the Yaldabaoth Demiurge Metamorphosed, I am the Singularity of the Master Craft of the Black Sun.

Azazil-Iblis-Maymon, Abzu-Osiris-Typhon-Set-Kukulkan, Nummo-Naga-Chitauri,

Mégisti-Generator Starphire~

#esoteric #magick #dogon #dogontribe #digitaria #nummo #nommo #Naga #tiamat #serpent #dragon #gnosis #gnostic #gnosticism #Anzu #watcher #watchtower #yaldaboath #Sirius #scientology #aleistercrowley #typhon #echidna #ancientaliens #TheGrays #grayaliens #aliens #yeben #andoumboulou

[catgirlthecrazy]

Muse and Knight

Warning: this fanfic contains major spoilers through Tiamat’s Wrath.

AO3

Summary: The transition from uneasy allies to family doesn’t happen in a single moment. Not even a dramatic one. It’s a slow change, like a sunset. You can’t see it happening, just see the results when it’s already happened.

Holden and Clarissa’s relationship, through the years.

The coffee machine was broken. Again. Holden pressed his forehead into the cool brushed steel surface of the machine. “I don’t ask for much. Really, I don’t. Is this so unreasonable?” The red text of the error message shown even through his closed eyelids. It seemed almost irritated at him for expecting it to perform the function that was the entire purpose of its existence.

The galley door slid open. “Oh,” a soft voice said. Clarissa hovered at the galley door. 

“Hey,” he said. “You’re up.”

Clarissa seemed to teeter on the edge of leaving. “I’m sorry, I didn’t realize you were awake." 

Holden shrugged. "Couldn’t sleep. Figured I’d start shift early. Or, I was going to."  He gestured helplessly at the red error message. Holden’s head already ached in anticipation of caffeine withdrawal.

Clarissa frowned and crossed the galley, inspecting the error message. "It’s not working?” She power-cycled the coffee maker and hit the brew button again.

“Already tried that,” Holden said. As if agreeing, the machine buzzed angrily and spat out the same error message as before. 

“Hmm. Let me take a look.” Clarissa left, and returned with a bag of tools and parts. A minute later she had the machine on the floor, back panel removed and parts exposed to the open air. Not for the first time, Holden was struck by a sudden sense of surreality. Just a handful of years ago, this woman had tried to destroy him and everyone he loved. He could still remember the murderous rage she’d inspired in him. Now she was fixing his coffeemaker, and he was weirdly ok with that.

He’d like to say that the assault on the slow zone had been the tipping point. The moment when she’d moved in his mind from “person who’d tried to kill him” to “part of his crew.” But these sorts of things never worked like that. It was like a sunrise: you couldn’t see the sky turning from black to blue while it was ongoing. You could only notice the results after they’d already happened.

“Ha!” Clarissa pulled out something metallic and charred, with little dangling wires like tentacles. “Power leads burnt out.”

“Is that hard to fix?" 

"No, this part swaps out pretty easy.” She opened a utility organizer labeled Replacement Parts: Galley in neat handwriting that definitely wasn’t Amos’. She pulled out the pristine twin of the burnt out part and wired it into the machine. She put the machine back together, and ran diagnostics. This time the message was a happy green. She made a little animal noise of satisfaction. “There, all fixed.”

Holden clapped her on the shoulder. “You are my favorite person in the solar system.” He turned to the machine and started a new brew. “You want me to make some for you?” When she didn’t answer, he turned to look at her. 

There was an odd expression on Clarissa’s face, one his caffeine-deprived mind couldn’t quite decipher. “I… yes, I would love that,” she said.

Weeks later, Holden would learn that Clarissa actually hated coffee. That morning, though, she drank the whole cup.

***

Pátria was a big colony. To Holden, a child of cramped and crowded Earth, that still felt a little strange. Pátria only had a few settlements, and only one that could rate the label ‘city’- barely. But by the fledgling standards of extra-solar colonies, it was a metropolis. It had paved roads and a sewage system and real buildings not made from scrap and mud. And it had recreational swimmers.

The day was uncomfortably hot, the kind of hot that made his shirt damp. A few families with young children were splashing in the local lake on the outskirts of the town. A floating platform had been set up in a deeper part of the lake. One adolescent took a running leap off and cannonballed into the lake, splashing his friends and prompting screams and shouts. A few nearby waterbirds croaked their annoyance and flew off. Holden found himself grinning. 

“People do this for fun ?” Bobbie’s voice was acrid with disgust and amusement.

“What, swim? It’s not that uncommon on Earth,” he said.

“Those birds have been pooping in there. And the fish. And whatever the hell kind of microbes they’ve got.”

Holden shrugged. “That’s true on Earth too. People still swim in ponds and lakes there. Remind me to tell you about some of my family’s trips to Flathead Lake.”

She shot him a look. “Yeah, and that's also disgusting. But at least Earth lakes have our flavor of shit and microbes in it. This will have alien shit and microbes in it. Who knows what that does?”

Holden opened his mouth to answer, but Clarissa beat him to it. “They test the water regularly here. It’s not safe to drink without treatment, but you can swim in it just fine. So long as you don’t swallow too much, anyway.” She was taking off her shoes and rolling up her jumpsuit pantlegs as she talked. “I looked it up before we landed.” She set her shoes aside, socks neatly tucked in, and walked purposefully towards the water. It took Holden a second to understand why. Then he grinned and shucked off his own shoes.

Bobbie groaned. “If your feet melt into green slime, don’t come complaining to me,” she called.

They both ignored her. Clarissa was already up to her ankles by the time Holden reached the water. Her face was turned up to the sun like a flower, her expression pure bliss. 

“I don’t think I’ve been anywhere near a real lake since I was a kid,” Holden said. The water was delightfully cold. The soft wet sand slid comfortably between his toes. 

“Last time I was near a lake was when me and Amos were trying to get off Earth. Not much time for swimming then.”

“And before that?”

“Probably the same lake, the last time I summered there with my parents. We used to go there every other year. It was… nice.” She had the same distant tone she got, discussing her old life. He’d never pressed her much about it. So Holden changed the subject. 

“I forgot how good cold water feels on a hot day,” he said. He crouched down and started splashing water on his face, careful to keep his mouth closed as he did so.

Clarissa was digging out handfuls of sand out of the lake bottom and watching them flow through her fingers underwater. “I know. I almost want to just dunk myself in and float for a while." 

"But?”

“But I don’t fancy walking around in a soaking wet jumpsuit the rest of the day.”

“Those colonists got their swimsuits from somewhere. We’ve got a few hours. We could go get some. Have some shore leave on the beach.

"You think anyone else will be interested?” Her tone was amused. Holden glanced behind him. Bobbie was still shaking her head at the whole affair in amused disgust. Amos was staring at them with the blank non-comprehension of someone watching a foreign religious ritual. Alex and Naomi were back on the Roci, but he suspected their reaction would be much the same as Bobbie’s. Lake swimming wasn’t something people did outside of Earth- or it hadn’t been until now. And Baltimore didn’t have any bodies of water a sane person would want to swim in. It occurred to Holden that, though Clarissa wasn’t the only other Earther on the crew, she was probably the only one who shared any of his fondness for the place.

“Maybe not,” he said. “Do we need anyone else?”

She smiled. “I guess we don’t.”

By the time they were done at the lake, the day was nearly gone. The two of them walked back to the Roci’s landing pad, chatting animatedly, beneath a sky transitioning from blue to azure to black.

***

When you lived day in and day out with the same people on a small ship, a certain level telepathy emerged. From the tone of Naomi’s humming, or the way Bobbie took a ladder, or the rhythm of Alex’s fingers on the controls, Holden could take a barometer reading of each of his crew. So when Holden saw Clarissa sitting in the galley, gripping her mug of tea in a very particular way, he knew something was very wrong. Unfortunately, the telepathy didn’t tell him why.

To buy himself time, he started making coffee. Holden knew so much detail about his crew personal and work lives that, whatever their mood was, he usually had plenty of context to guess what the cause was. He didn’t know of anything in Clarissa’s life that could be behind her anxious mood. She hadn’t had any fights with the other crew that he knew of. There weren’t any looming mechanical problems or existential threats. He wondered how to go about asking what was bothering her.

Holden sat down at the table across from her. “What’s bothering you?”

Her eyes focused on him, like she’d only just noticed he was there. Then she laughed. “Always the direct approach.”

He grinned and shrugged. “I’m not very good at this.”

She grinned back for a moment. Then it faded. “I got a message from my sister.”

Two thoughts collided in Holden’s head: I thought your sister was dead slammed into I hope she’s doing well and jumbled together in his mind. Just barely, he stopped himself from blurting I hope she’s dead out loud. He knew Clarissa had siblings besides Julie. She never talked about her birth family except in the past tense, so it was easy to forget that most of them were still alive.

“Not good news, I take it?”

“My father is dead.”

The news was like a dropped tool in an empty cargo hold. Her father. Jules-Pierre Mao. The man who had probably held the record for bloodiest hands in the solar system until Marco Inaros came along to steal the title. It was hard for Holden to think of the arrogant man he’d encountered on Luna so many years ago as related to the tired looking mechanic in front of him. The Venn Diagram between the two had so little overlap these days that they were nearly separate circles in his mind. “Um. Wow.” He took a long pull from his coffee. He couldn’t make this about his own feelings right now. “How are you feeling right now?”

She didn’t answer for a long moment, but Holden chose to wait and sip his coffee. He didn’t have to wait long. “When I was young, he defined my life. Father was like a gravity well. So much revolved around him, and you couldn’t pass near him without accounting for how he’d alter your trajectory. Now he’s gone, and it’s hardly worth a story on the news feeds.” She smiled wryly. “He would have hated that.”

Holden frowned into his coffee. “You know, now that you mention it, that’s kind of weird. I mean, yeah, it’s been a while since he was in the news, but he was kind of a big deal back in the day. I’m surprised I haven’t heard more about this.”

“I’m not. He was held in Mossoró when the rocks fell. They were hit bad by tsunamis. They couldn’t find most of the bodies. It’s only now that the courts have made it official.” Clarissa’s voice was so flat, like she was reading off a list. 

“So you’ve known this was coming.” Holden wondered if that was the reason for her mood. He could remember one of his grandmothers, who’d been gravely ill for so long before she died that he’d felt more relief at her passing than loss. And with that relief, guilt.

“I suppose I did.” Clarissa cocked her head in bemusement. “I’m surprised you didn’t know that. You’re the one who put him in prison.” There was no hint of reproach in her voice. Almost, they could have been talking about a famous football player whose career Holden hadn’t kept up with.

Holden shrugged. “Honestly, I kind of stopped giving a fuck about him once he was in prison. So long as he couldn’t start wars, I didn’t really care.” Holden winced. “I uh, may not be the most comforting person to talk to about this.”

Clarissa just smiled at him. “I think he’d hate that even more than the lack of news coverage.”

Holden wasn’t entirely sure how to respond to that. “So… You sound pretty calm about this. But I can tell something’s bugging you. Anything you want to talk about?”

Clarissa frowned into her mug. “When I got the message that he was dead, my first thought was 'good.’ I don’t like that.”

Holden took a long sip from his coffee to buy himself time. “No love lost between you two, then?”

“I don’t feel anything about him. No love, no hate. I’m just very, very glad that he’s gone forever now. And I don’t like that I feel that way. I didn’t think I was that kind of person anymore.”

“I mean, to be fair, it makes me a little happy to know he’s gone for good.” Clarissa looked up at him sharply, and he shrugged. “It probably doesn’t speak well of me as a person. But I think it’s just part of being human.”

“Maybe.” She stared at her drink. “I still feel like I’ve failed somehow.”

Holden strongly disagreed. But he knew by now that she didn’t really want him to prove her wrong. Just listen while she worked through it on her own.

And the truth was, Holden could sympathize with her sorrow, but he couldn’t entirely empathize with it. Mao was her father. He understood intellectually why parent-child relationships could fall apart so completely and irreparably that she could react this way. He could agree entirely with the reasons why. He knew that the only right you had with anyone in life was the right to walk away. But he couldn’t really feel it. He had always gotten on well with his own parents. It was hard to imagine anything different.

He took her hand. “Well, for what it’s worth, I like the person you are now,” he said.

“And who do you think that person is?”

“The person who fixes things. The person who won’t let so much as a squeaking hinge stick around for long. The person who builds things.”

She didn’t answer him. She just smiled a small smile. They sat together in companiable silence for a long time. 

***

When his interrogators told him about the body on Medina, Holden thought they were lying. Surely, it was a tactic to make him admit something. Surely, the photos and autopsy reports were fake. Surely, they couldn’t have found Clarissa Mao, shot twice amidst a half dozen dead Laconian soldiers. When Holden finally let himself believe them, he waited for them to tell him who else in his family had died. Months, then years passed, and the news never came.

He couldn’t grieve. He couldn’t afford to. If the Laconians knew just how deep a weakness it was, if they understood that she was more to him that a mere crewmate, they’d never stop hammering away at it. So he threw all his efforts into diverting them. He opened up as much as he could on the alien threat. The Tempest anomaly. The Ilus artifact. Elvi Okoye.

When he finally got free, he was too preoccupied to think much about older pain. The flight to the gate, Bobbie’s death, Amos’ strange resurrection: all of these overwhelmed his attention like a well lit room overwhelms a single candle. When the grief reminded him of its presence, it wasn’t how he expected it.

The cabin door squeaked. It was such a soft little sound, it took Holden weeks to notice it. He was so wrapped up in the joy of being back on the Roci, of not being on Laconia, that most other things were background noise. But as time went by, as they passed through the Laconia gate, through the slow zone and into the Gossner system, Holden noticed the small rattling whine of a mechanism not quite in alignment.

“It’s just a squeak.” Naomi shrugged with her hands when he mentioned it to her. “I can have Amos put it on the to-do list, but I guarantee you he’s got a couple dozen other items on it already. This might never make it to the top.”

“I know it’s pretty minor in the grand scheme of things,” Holden said. Experimentally he cycled the door a couple more times to see if the noise was consistent. “I just can’t remember the last time a squeak stuck around this long." 

He meant to sound casual. Evidently he failed, because Naomi’s expression softened. "I miss her too.”

Holden sagged a little, like a spring losing tension. “I wanted to believe it was a bad dream. Or a lie to make me admit something. The Laconians sprang it on me suddenly. I think they were trying to surprise me into letting something slip.” He could still remember the feeling like a dunk in ice. Like a confirmation of his worst nightmares. 

“Did they tell you how it happened?”

“Some. 'Likely involved in terrorist activities’ was I think how they put it.”

“She saved my life. She saved the whole underground.” And Naomi told him the story of the jailbreak, the traitor, and Clarissa’s last stand. 

Holden couldn’t speak. In broad strokes, what Naomi told him wasn’t far off from what he’d already guessed. But he hadn’t fully appreciated just how much he owed to Clarissa’s sacrifice. Naomi’s life was one item at the top of a very long list.

Naomi pulled him into a hug, and Holden broke. His body shook with the quiet sobs that he’d never allowed himself on Laconia. She murmured soothing words whose content mattered less than their tone. He could feel some of her tears wet on his forehead. He wasn’t sure how long they stood there like that. He had the raw sense of having burned a deep infection out of a wound.

“I’ve got a few spare hours,” Naomi said. “I could grab some tools. We could fix it together." 

"That,” Holden said, voice still ragged, “would be great.”

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Mythology Mondays - Leviathan

An uneasy feeling rises in your stomach as you watch the waters begin to churn from the bow of the ship. You embarked on your journey through the Mediterranean with an uneasy feeling, and the events taking place before your eyes only serve to make you feel more uncomfortable. You watch as two beams of glowing light pierce the surface of the water. As the sea begins to boil, a feeling of defeat settles in your heart. Already you can see the armored scales rising from the depths. Leviathan is upon you – these moments are to be your last.

What is the Leviathan?

The tale of Leviathan has been a source of curiosity among many Christians and non-believers alike since the inception of the creature was expressed in the pages of the Bible. Leviathan is known to be a fearsome primordial being that ruled over all other creatures of the sea. There are varying descriptions of the origins and intent of the creature in history – though most would agree that Leviathan is dangerous and capable of terrifying destruction.

The Leviathan is known to be an enormous sea monster that was one of Yahweh’s (the Christian god) original creations. There were several other creatures of equal power that were created, but the Leviathan was known to be the most dangerous of them all. There are many different theories as to what inspired the tales of the Leviathan, but most are centered around the demonstrating the almighty power of Yahweh.

It is also possible that Leviathan was adapted into Christian religion as a way of making it easier for people from other cultures to convert to Christianity. This is a popular theory because of ancient myths and legends from cultures that predate Christianity and tell of a mighty sea serpent that is overcome by a benevolent protective deity. This also causes some to wonder if the tale was inspired by a real creature that was interpreted differently in various religions and cultures.

Leviathan is Created

It is thought that Leviathan was created as one of the first creatures and was one of three primordial beings that could hold great power on the earth. Behemoth (a bull-like creature) was given dominance over the land. Ziz (a dragon-like creature) was given reign over the skies. Lastly, Leviathan was given rule over all the seas – though the Mediterranean was to be his home. The mighty Leviathan was thought to be the most powerful of these three creatures. This is possibly because of the dangers that are associated with the sea and possibly because the Leviathan was known to be destructive while Behemoth and Ziz were peaceful creatures.

In the beginning, there were supposedly two Leviathan’s – a male and a female. They were made to keep each other company in the seas. As time went on, however, it became clear that both creatures could not be allowed to survive. This was supposedly because the Leviathan would take over (and possibly devour) the world if they were able to create offspring. Alternative versions also say that it was only necessary to kill one of the Leviathan because it had been corrupted by an evil entity – causing it to lose its gentle nature and become a creature of great destructive power.

Yahweh Kills the Female Leviathan

To preserve the lives of his other creations, Yahweh descended to the earth to destroy the female Leviathan. There was a great struggle between Yahweh and the female Leviathan because of her great strength. However, because Yahweh was all powerful, he was eventually able to kill the female and save the rest of his creations from destruction. The male Leviathan is bitter because of the loss of his companion and awaits the end times when he will battle with Yahweh.

After killing the female Leviathan, Yahweh used the skin from her corpse to create a beautiful canopy. It is known that the Leviathan has one of the most beautiful skins of all Yahweh’s creatures, making this canopy especially exquisite. Under the canopy, a feast made of the flesh from the beast lays on a table. It is said that when the righteous are taken to Paradise in the rapture, they will sit down with Yahweh under this canopy and feast upon the flesh of both Leviathans and of Behemoth.

Yahweh also used the remaining skin of the Leviathan female and used it to make ‘Garments of Light’ for Adam and Eve. Although they had been disobeyed the will of Yahweh from eating the forbidden fruit, Yahweh helped to ensure their protection on earth by giving them these special clothes.

The Threat Posed by Leviathan

Many creation tales that reference the Leviathan say that Yahweh made the creature (along with Ziz and Behemoth) as a way of demonstrating his mighty power. By creating the most powerful creatures on land, in the seas, and in the skies, Yahweh showed his great power, which helped to humble the rest of his creations.

The Leviathan, however, posed a special sort of problem for many early peoples. It was the only one of the three creatures that was known to have a destructive nature and was largely regarded as an evil being. In addition to being extremely dangerous, the Leviathan was known to be impossible for man alone to defeat.

Legend tells us that the Leviathan was at least 300 miles in length. The exact size of the creature was unknown because the size of the Leviathan was too big to be comprehended by man. This mighty sea creature was known to have a hot temper that was feared by all and armored scales that made it impossible to kill the beast.

In fact, the scales of the Leviathan are said to be one of the most impressive qualities of the creature. Many creation myths claim that the Leviathan had a double layer of armored scales that protected its flesh. These scales were layered so closely together that not even air could get through! Though these details tell us that the beast was mighty, it does not give much insight into what type of animal the Leviathan might mimic. Many theorize that the beast is likely a large serpent or dragon. Others believe that the Leviathan could be a large whale.

Curiously, the Leviathan has more than just fearsome characteristics – it is also known for its strange beauty. The mighty sea beast is also known to have qualities that are fluorescent in nature. Its eyes are said to have a dim sort of light that is thought to intensify if the head of the Leviathan breaks the surface of the ocean. Its skin also has a beautiful glow – especially its flippers which are known to have what appear to be halos floating above them.

Special Abilities

Perhaps most terrifying about the Leviathan is that this creature is not necessarily evil but does enjoy chaos – especially among Yahweh’s chosen creatures. The Leviathan was a creature that was terrifying to all because of its many abilities.

It was known that the Leviathan could breathe fire. When the head of the creature broke the surface of the waters, flames were said to shoot out from its mouth and nostrils. Flames also shot out from its eyes when above the surface. The monster’s heat abilities are not limited with this however. The Leviathan was known to be able to make the water around itself boil. This allowed it to kill its prey and generally terrorize humans.

Additionally, the beast was known to have extremely foul breath. Its odor was essentially poison – any person or creature that encountered the breath of the monster would die. There are passages in ancient texts that suggest the Leviathan would kill every living thing in Paradise if allowed in – just from the smell of its breath.

Possible Connections to Earlier Mythology

Although many Christian scholars would maintain that the tale of Leviathan is true and that it was original to their religion, there are several earlier stories from other cultures that make this questionable. Because of the overlap between the following tales, many have come to one of two conclusions.

The first conclusion is that Christians used the tale of sea serpents being overcome by an all-powerful deity to help people from other cultures have an easier time converting to Christianity. This is a likely conclusion because there are many similarities between the stories. Additionally, Christianity is known to have used this technique before to convert non-believers.

The second conclusion is that there was a sea creature that lived during the time of these ancient cultures that inspired these tales. While some theorize that the Leviathan was inspired by a creature that no longer exists on this earth, others believe that the monster may be an exaggeration of creatures that can be found in modern day.

Hadad (Baal) Versus Lotan

Hadad (also known as Baal) was a storm god that served as a protector to society similar to the way Zeus and Marduk were known to protect their people. Because the storm god was able to protect the people and the earth by sending them rains to grow their crops, he was associated with being a benevolent deity.

The serpent god, however, was seen in the opposite manner. A seven-headed dragon creature named Lotan was known to lurk in the depths of the ocean and was seen as a threat to creation. However, because Hadad is known to have great powers, he is able to defeat the mighty Lotan.

After he defeats his enemy, it is said that he used the body of the creature to create the world that the humans now live on. Similar themes can be found in other versions of the struggle against Leviathan in many cultures.

Marduk Versus Tiamat

The story of Tiamat’s fight with Marduk is an ancient story that was passed down from Babylonian mythology. The story tells of Tiamat – a powerful entity (one of the first created) who took her form as a fiery dragon monster. Alternate versions of the story claim that she was also the watery Chaos of the universe. Both versions have notable connections to the description of Leviathan.

Tiamat was known to sabotage the work of young gods who attempted make life. There were many attempts to create life that was separate from the gods, but Tiamat destroyed all these new worlds. Finally, Marduk (a young god) was able to defeat the evil Tiamat in a terrible battle. When the battle was finished, he used her corpse to create the heavens and the earth.

Zeus Versus Typhon

Greek mythology also makes mention of the all-powerful deity – Zeus – and his encounter with a terrible serpent beast named Typhon. In this version of the story, Typhon is created by Gaea (Mother Earth) when she unites with Tartarus (the Underworld) to create a monster that was fearsome enough to kill Zeus and take his place.

Typhon was a terrible serpent creature that was known to have incredible powers. The beast was known to have a terrible appearance that struck fear into the hearts of anyone (mortal or otherwise) who saw him. Like Leviathan, Typhon was said to be able to spit streams of fire from his mouth.

Typhon and Zeus struggle in a mighty battle, but the serpent beast is eventually overcome when Zeus throws a giant mountain on top of the beast, trapping him underneath the earth.

Thor Versus Jormungandr

In Norse mythology, Thor encounters a beast known as Jormungandr (also known as the Midgard Serpent) when he is challenged by Loki to three feats. In the second feat, Thor is challenged to lift a cat. Try as he might, he is unable to lift more than the paw of the cat and he becomes frustrated. His frustration is decreased when he realizes that the kitten is actually a serpent that was large enough to circle the entire world of Midgard (the middle world where humans live). This description is very similar to the description that was provided by Abraham Isaac Kook, leading some scholars to believe the Midgard Serpent could be another depiction of Leviathan.

Thor and Jormungandr meet again several times. The last of these times is said to be the end times, known as Ragnarök. During the battles of Ragnarök, Thor will finally be able to overcome the vile beast – though unlike other depictions of Leviathan versus a powerful deity, Thor is also killed in this battle.

The Leviathan in Different Religions

The Leviathan is portrayed in several religions and is known in all these religions for its mystery and intrigue. The mighty beast is typically only mentioned a few times in each text – likely so that the followers of these religions are able to understand its power but not confuse its might with that of Yahweh. Although the Leviathan is most commonly recognized as a Christian monster, it can also be referenced in Judaism and Satanism.

Leviathan in Christianity

In Christianity, the Leviathan is known to be a mighty beast that was created by Yahweh to show his great power over all living things. However, this was not always the case.

It appears that early Christianity may have referenced the Leviathan as an evil entity (almost equivalent to a god). This powerful entity could only be conquered by the mighty Yahweh. From this point, Leviathan eventually became a demon beast that could only be conquered by Yahweh. Finally, Leviathan is recognized as a ferocious beast. While this beast was terrifying, it was not as powerful as an entity or demon would be and was easily tamed and defeated by Yahweh.

It is partially because of the changes in the Leviathan narrative that many people believe Leviathan was adapted from other religions or cultural mythology. It is thought that Leviathan would have remained the same throughout Christian storytelling tradition if it was a legend that originated with their religion.

However, Leviathan has also adopted other meanings through the Christian religion. It is thought that the creature may also be one of the seven deadly sins. Those who follow this interpretation believe that Leviathan is the demon of envy. There are also those who go a step further and claim that Leviathan is an alternative image for Satan himself.

Leviathan in Judaism

Judaism offers even more insight into the Leviathan and where it originated. There are a few conflicting tales (which may be due to differences in translation) that speak on the Leviathan.

One of the first references to the Leviathan tells us that the creature is a female dragon who lives in the depths of the ocean (sometimes referred to as a watery abyss). This beast will be served up at the end of time and feasted on by the righteous.

Other versions of Leviathan claim that the beast is male. Like Christianity, this version tells us that there was once a male and female Leviathan, but the female was killed to prevent the two from creating offspring and devouring the earth. It is thought that the flesh of the female Leviathan was given in part to the Hebrews as food in the wilderness.

The Jewish texts also give us insight into the biology of the beast. Apparently, the creature eats one whale every day to sustain itself. In fact, the whale that swallowed Jonah narrowly escaped being swallowed by the Leviathan. The most interesting piece of information however, concerts the fears of the mighty beast. Though many texts claim that the Leviathan couldn’t be killed by anyone but Yahweh, Jewish texts tell us that the one fear of the mighty creature was the kilbit.

The kilbit was a type of worm which was able to kill large fish by clinging to their gills. This suggests that Leviathan was vulnerable to attacks – though undoubtedly if the beast were to be killed in this manner it would be by the will of Yahweh.

Lastly, a scholar by the name of Abraham Isaac Kook describes the Leviathan as a singular creature, “it’s tail placed in its mouth, twisting around and encompassing the world.” It is thought that this is a representation of the systems of the world. The circular nature of Leviathan indicates the balance that can be found in Yahweh’s creation.

Leviathan in the Satanic Bible

Leviathan is also mentioned in the Satanic Bible. In these texts, it suggests that Leviathan is associated with the water element (being the ruler of the seas) and western directions. The mighty beast is thought to be one of the 4 Crowned Princes of Hell as well – a powerful and respected position.

Interestingly enough, the Leviathan is also commonly associated with the Baphomet (a deity supposedly worshiped by the Knights Templar). It is shown in the Satanic Bible that each of the points on the Sigil of Baphomet was a representation of Leviathan.

The Hell Mouth

Over time, Leviathan eventually became associated with the creature known as ‘The Hell Mouth.’ It is thought that the Hell Mouth was the mouth of the fearsome beast that was supposed to rise up during the end of times. It is thought that the damned and the non-believers will disappear into the Hell Mouth during the final judgement.

Those who believe Leviathan is associated with this creature claim that after the damned have disappeared into its mouth, Yahweh will descend upon the earth to have a final battle with the Leviathan. After this battle, its flesh will be served to the righteous.

Origin of the Myth

There are many explanations for the myth of Leviathan. The creature is known by many names in many cultures and has inspired much fear because of its great power.

Adaptation from Other Cultures

It’s no secret that Christianity had a habit of adapting myths from other cultures into their religion. It is thought that this was done to make the process of converting to Christianity easier for non-believers. There are many myths that reflect the same theme and formatting that can be found in other cultures. One such myth originates with the Babylonians – who are known to have worshiped pagan gods that were not accepted by Christians.

The Crocodile

Another possibility for the similarities between myths is that the creature that inspired the myths was faced by all cultures and religions, leading to similar mythology. Some scholars suggest that the creation of Leviathan was simply an exaggeration of the crocodile. While this does have some credit in scholarly circles because of the nature of the crocodile (its armored skin made it difficult to kill) it is unlikely that this was the true inspiration. This is because while difficult to overcome, a crocodile was not impossible for ancient man to kill. In fact, many records show that crocodiles were hunted by groups of men who would force the mouth of the beast open to deliver a fatal blow. The mighty Leviathan could never be conquered by man, making the crocodile an unlikely candidate.

Another Sea Beast

Other scholars suggest that the Leviathan could have been inspired by another type of sea beast that remains undiscovered by modern man. This theory is popular among many scholars and theorists (especially those interested in pseudoscience and cryptids). Those who support this line of thought are quick to point to the many tales of the beast in ancient cultures. They also look to the legend of the Kraken – who, like Leviathan, seems to undefeatable and leave few witnesses behind.

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Genesis 2 Commentary

By Alphacenturian4

           Let’s be clear this polemic narrative is obviously “an artificial and religious interpretation of history” (NRSV Oxford Commentary). But that doesn’t make it false, that makes it non-factual, but that doesn’t mean it’s not true. Just as an actor must find their truth in their performance, just as a painting of a cigar is not the cigar itself. So too is there truth here, and more so, there is genuine wisdom and understanding of greater truths.

           And those truths are echoed in the creation myths that predate it. Interesting enough, the Genesis stories only show up in post exile text. When the Israelites left Babylon at the beginning of the Persian Achaemenid Empire. During the seventy-one year period of exile, the learned scribes of Israel would have picked up on many if not all the major religious narratives of Babylon from Sumerian to the Assyrian traditions. And it is against these traditions that Genesis was written, to explain how we are us and not them, to differentiate the Israelite beliefs from the Mesopotamian and Persian way of thought.

           So why read it, it’s not science, it’s not real history, and if you can find a period of time that, the tradition it sprang from existed without it? Well you should read it for the same reasons you read Jane Austin or Shakespeare, for the same reasons I read The Epic of Gilgamesh and Livy. For the same reasons you might watch Interstellar or read the book the Martian. Because there is a greater truth, a spark that connects with your soul and feeds your imagination and dreams. To say there is no history there is say there is to say that there is no history in the movies “The Alamo” or “the Patriot,” or “the 300.” Was there a time before earth existed? Yes. Was there a first man and woman? Yes. Is this their story? Well …

           This is the story of the first time we became human, the story of our first human thoughts, of the birth of reason. In a sense, Adam is the first philosopher and Eve the first researcher. Or, maybe this is the story of the 1st humanoid primates to experiment with psychedelics, I don’t know, and neither do you.

           But what I do know is that Genesis two is the second telling of creation in the bible, and according to scholars, it is the older of the two versions. In the NAB the idea of a second creation is more pronounced, here expressed more clearly as a second version of creation form Genesis one and an alternative to other popular Mesopotamian and Mediterranean creation myths. All the animals are created for a second time, if not third. This makes me think of the great extinctions at the end of each epoch. While in Genesis one, we see God created the Earth out of watery depths, where there are allusions to Tiamat and the Enuma Elish; in Genesis two we get creation out of nothingness, creation from the word. What we also get is an inversion of nature as we know it today. In the first tale man is created last, here man is create before the other animals, perhaps hinting that first a mind must perceive and name a thing before it can understand a thing exist.

           We also get the invention of the week. We have the Seventh day, a day of rest, and a holy day “Sanctified” (KJV). How man 1st came to recognize a seven-day cycle to the week still amazes me. And the fact that this mythological observation just happens to be scientifically true is even more amazing. What we see, with the observances of creation is that people view the world as it suits them; they 1st see how it can benefit them and how they can exploit it. Of other religions and denominations that believe or ascribe to this story I cannot speak to their belief but I will give mine and I will try to couch it in my faith, that of Roman Catholicism.

           In the catholic, God is the progenitor, the pre-casual. His works were in and of the creation; yet the creation itself could be self-determining and random. God here is more as a cause and gift-er of freewill and not seen as a Greek Fate or Hindu Destiny ascribe-er.

           To my modern eyes, when read with some distance and much reverence, the biblical history of the earth seems to follow the geological historical in a nice parallel; that is if you, the reader, can get over the metaphorical use of word “Days” (NIV). Days here equaling “generations” (KJV). For example, “While as yet there was no field shrub on earth and no grass of the field had sprouted, for the Lord God had not yet sent rain upon the earth … (NAB).” This makes me think of the Precambrian Eon, specifically the pre-Hadean & Hadean period just before water formed and the earth just began to cool, four to five million years ago.

           When someone hears these kind of verses, one can see a desert people, maybe even a lone wanderer, or a small family of nomads pondering existence and waiting for, or being surprised by, a sudden gush of underground spring water coming up from the burning sand and soil. The water of life, the “mist” (KJV) of creation, that gives rise to primordial earth. And the land is most definitely wild before man learns to harness it.

           So to with mankind and humanity, is there a great poetic and maybe even pre-philosophical element. The creation of man seems to be an understanding of decay in reverse. For this to be true, someone would have had to have watched a body die and decompose out in the open. Think about it. A man is created from dust, then his body is a still thing, then he gets breath, and then has life. This is death in reverse. One has breath, when it is lost the body is a still thing, then it decomposes into dust. The “Breath of life” (KJV) to my mind makes me think of CPR.

           Man is infused with “a living soul” (KJV). Which make me ask, as oppose to a dead soul? Here in the catholic tradition it seems to intimate that the body and soul are one, not two separate entries like they are in other understandings of other denominations. To me, this sudden breath of life makes me think a consciousness. A first awakening. Our primate ancestors’ first coming to realize they existed and were living.

           According to every commentary I have read, from nondenominational, to protestant, to Catholic, Adam is the Hebrew word for man and is closely related to their word for ground, humus, and clay (adamah).

           Then we get to “A garden in the east” (NIV). My guess is, to the east of the storyteller and his audience, when this story was first told? Eden is a Sumerian derivative meaning fertile plain, one can easily think of the Fertile Crescent from these words. Eden in the Hebrew and the Greek takes on a meaning more akin to a “Paradise of Pleasures” (NAB commentary). A garden of delights, if you will.

           Here God sounds like a good father or parent providing for and protecting his young. And we hear of two trees in the center of the garden. The Tree of life, and Tree of the knowledge of good and evil. Here the trees are a left over from ancient sematic nature worship, were the trees represented feminine powers. The word knowledge here could be exchanged for wisdom or Sofia, another abstract divinity.

           After the trees we hear about the four branched river. It’s heads, or sources, are the Pishon in Havilah where there is gold. Gihon, in Cush, which is Ethiopia in the KJV, but is more likely a reference to the Kassite region, in Aribia. The Tigris or Hiddekel, in Ashur; that’s Assyria. And then, the Euphrates.

           Here in the historical, theological, and mythical cradle of civilization actual cultivation begins. This cultivation is a first step towards civilization, though far from its true beginnings.

           Here, some say we get the 1st lie of the story, at least the Gnostics would say so, and a few skeptics out there too. But as I said earlier, this is a polemic, and the whole story shows that before knowledge all Order and Nature is inverse to what we understand now as rational beings. And to this yet unconsumed knowledge, God seems to promise an immediate death upon consumption. If that is true, then it would be unto a type of death, a death of a previous self and a death of innocence.

           Again, here god reminds me of a parent talking to a child in simple terms. This is edible, but this is poison, eat it and die. What parent wouldn’t explain that to a child when in the wild, even in the controlled wild of a garden, let alone a first garden? A first an attempt at taming nature.

           But it is in the naming things and the power of language that things are 1st tamed. Yet, this cataloging does not satisfy the man and the story turns to the longing for companionship. And, comically it explains how a pet does not equal a person. So instead, we get The rib of Man. But. How would you explain the sudden appearance of an individual that arrived as you slumbered, especially if you were a child, or if you had an extremely limited understanding of reality? And, here again, we see nature as we understand it inversed. We see the reversed order of birth, here the man “births” the woman, not the other way around.

           Most organized religions state that this is a claim to the origin of marriage. And indeed it does say that “Two of them become one body” (NAB). It could easily be a metaphor for sex; or genetically speaking it could be a good description of what a child is, two separate individuals becoming one new individual.

           But. It is also a play on words. Eve here meaning something like the word Wife. Though, in most versions she is not named until the next chapter. The same play on words is done with man and woman, Ish and Ishah in Hebrew.

           The chapter ends with, a time of nudity without shame. Though mankind is still uncivilized here, unlike later in the bible, humankind is “very good.” It is almost comical how the relationship between man and woman must be affirmed so early in the text and twice in the first two chapters of the bible. What was going on at the creation of this story, that this was a matter that had to be addressed so often and so concretely? I honestly don’t know what the Babylonian perspective was on homosexuality. I’ve read recent articles that speculate that Enkidu and Gilgamesh could have been in a homosexual relationship, but that is mere speculation on the reader’s part. I have read multiple accounts of the epic of Gilgamesh, and honestly, to me, their friendship sounds like a best friend bro thing and nothing more, you’d have to really read into things to get anything more out of their relationship. And it has been about ten years since I last read a translation of the Hammurabi code, but I don’t remember anything sex positive in there either. But, maybe there was something with the Babylonian priests’ or priestesses’ practices that I’m not aware of that the teller of these stories would be railing against with this last line. Either way, it is an odd and yet beautiful way to end this part of the story, nude without shame.

[nemesis-nexus]

Full Snow Bone Hunger Moon Sermon Hail Marduk, Interstellar Guardian of this Plane and Father to us all, hear us! There are many things that are set to occur tonight but the thing that is happening already is a serious violation of your creation and I don't mean just the Earth itself, I mean your children are suffering at the hands of those who have grown so corrupt that they are blinded by pure greed and indifference to life! It would be easy enough to blast all the guilty parties but what I want to focus on is building the collective energy of all those who stand for the Earth, this cosmic island which we rely on to survive as individuals but also as a species and even more importantly as a part of the Great Web of Life! When the Earth was nearing completion, the war between the Ancient Ones Tiamat and Apsu, their armies and the New Gods Enki and Marduk and their armies was raging. The one thing that threatened not only the Earth but existence itself was Tiamat, the Chaos Snake-Dragon! As much as Enki knew that magic would not defeat her and Marduk knew brute force would not kill her, they still rose up and did battle with her in the name of PROTECTING THE SACRED! When they were engaged in combat with her they knew there was a possibility that they might not survive but they also knew that if they stood by and did NOTHING that not only would they not survive but that nothing and no one else would either! Even more to the point they knew that they themselves would be responsible for not doing everything in their power to stop it because when all is said and done the destruction caused by the Snake-Dragon would eliminate ALL life that she came into contact with! Knowing what they did they did, did they throw their hands up and say that all hope was lost? Did they bow down to the idea that she was the Creatrix and therefore reserved the right to do as she pleased? Did they tell everyone else in their armies to attack anyone who resisted Tiamat's rage? NO! Why? Because they ALSO knew that being the Creatrix did not entitle her to annihilate everything and everyone JUST because ONE person betrayed her! They would not bow down because to do so was to accept death without opposition, they would not cast down their swords nor throw up their hands in defeat because they knew that the outcome of the battle was NOT just about THEM but ALL ELSE as well! Enki did what he could with his great and powerful Magick and when he realized that his part was over Marduk stepped forth and continued to fight back and dismantled Tiamat's army! When Marduk had successfully subdued Tiamat he knew he could not kill her, she IS a Goddess after all therefore she is immortal, so he did the next best thing, he split her into one and two halves. What I mean but that is that when he fired Enki's magic arrow down her throat and "severed her heart in twain" what he really did was separated her Spirit from her Flesh sending her Spirit back into the Cosmos while he severed her body in half, sending the tail end to wrap around what we now call the Milky Way and the head was cast down to complete the Earth itself. I have stated this before but if you look at the word Earth, you will notice that it is actually an anagram for Heart - in other words the Earth is where the Heart of the Dragon lays "Dead But Dreaming" - and since we all know Death is NOT just a physical thing, we know that Tiamat is for all intents and purposes still alive! Marduk was exalted to the level of Supreme Being because of his heroic actions defeating Tiamat and stopping her blind slaughter in its tracks and was later known as the Adversary who rose in opposition to the Creator AKA Satan. Satan is no more guilty of Inciting A Riot than ANY of the Water Protectors and had he been treated by Anu or even Enki the way that the Water Protectors are being treated - being told to stand down rather than rising up - by the current authorities, not only would the outcome of the battle been a WHOLE LOT DIFFERENT, but nothing would have remained except possibly the Snake! Tonight is the night of the Full Snow Bone Hunger Moon and we are in a very similar situation with a snake that stands to be equally as destructive if it is not stopped! We all have the choice to stand by and just let it happen OR to be inspired by Marduk's actions and rise to the occasion to resist the selfish and arrogant egos that are once again threatening the Earth as well as everyone and everything on it! We have the choice to say there is nothing we can do because the enemy is too powerful or too strong or has too many tin soldiers who are all too willing to shoot people in the back among other things and we have no way to combat them when we KNOW this is not true! We have the TRUTH! We have the WILL! We have the POWER! We have the SPIRIT! They can NOT match us because they can't even rise up to meet us! They are hoping that they will drag us down to their level and the more we RESIST, the more frustrated and pissed off they get! THIS is our power, our strength and our defiance! This is us coming together NOW just as Marduk, Enki and the rest came together THEN to fight back against another Snake! Our Power does not lay in senseless violence, this is why SO many people the world over have joined in solidarity and have been voicing their support QUITE LOUDLY, because they too are sick of the violence that is engulfing the whole planet and for what? BLACK SNAKES! Just because the Snake may not be slithering around your neck of the woods DOES NOT mean that it WILL NOT affect you when it BITES! Even if the water it contaminates is nowhere near you DOES NOT mean that something you purchase WON'T be poisoned, remember the state of the Gulf Coast after the Deepwater Horizon disaster! The marine life was toxic and could not be sold, as a result the economy of places such as Louisiana and Mississippi, as well as Florida suffered! The destruction was even more severe to the WATER and the EARTH as well as all other life forms that came into contact with the oil! This is why it is necessary for all of us to come together in defense of the Water and Earth, to show our Father who could have just as easily given up and let the Snake of HIS time get their way, that we will NEVER back down no matter what because like him, WE will emerge triumphant! Our Power is in our deep Spiritual Connection to the Elements; Earth, Air, Fire and Water as well as our Connection to the Unseen and the Multiversal Qi! Our Power is in knowing that what you SEE is NOT what you get, that there is more going on than our physical eyes can see, ears can hear or hands can touch! Our Power is knowing the value of life and death in equal measure and in not allowing ourselves to be corrupted by greed or materialism! This does not mean we can't want or acquire material things, it simply means we don't LIVE to acquire them and we certainly will not KILL people or animals or DESTROY the environment in pursuit of them! We know that both Light and Dark MUST be kept in Balance or else EVERYTHING dissolves into chaos in which NOTHING can survive! If anyone thinks they can live in a state of CONSTANT chaos, please attempt to reside in your nearest active volcano crater and let us know how it worked out for you! Our Power is being better than out enemy who thinks that we are nothing, they are not only wrong but they will realize that there is more than one way to skin a cat! That just because we won't come charging over the hill with guns blazing DOESN'T mean that something ISN'T coming their way that is not only going to disrupt things, but is ultimately going to knock them on their asses! True power comes from within because that power is perpetual and everlasting whereas power that comes from without eventually dries up and becomes nonexistent, this is because that type of power is reliant on other people's money to purchase physical weaponry, armor, vehicles etc... If you rely on solely on that kind of power then when you no longer possess it you will be completely powerless, however, if you build up your personal power and spiritual prowess then you will ALWAYS have the upper hand because NO ONE can take that away from you no matter how many rubber bullets then shoot you in the back with or how much poison they rain down on you or how much they soak you in subfreezing temperatures! As much as they like to think they are in control and how much sick pleasure they might take in the cruelty they treat people with, they are going to find out they are no match for our collective will, our collective strength, our collective ability to make things happen that they can't explain and can't counter because they don't possess the kind of power that really matters! They also do not have Father on their side because Father does not care for those who not only brutalize those who are protecting his Creation, he does not care for those who have become SO corrupt that they value INANIMATE OBJECTS over LIVING BEINGS! It is THIS level of corruption that caused the Anunnaki to bring down the flood the first time, the difference is that those of us who have not been corrupted are doing everything that we can, some even going so far as to literally put themselves in harm's way, to prevent the destruction of the water supply "Reality Check Can you hear them in the distance? The Dragons are roaring alerting the Clans! Can you see the shadows stretching across the frozen tundra? The hunters are on the move and the Moon is their only light! Can you feel them all around you? They are sniffing the air and catching your scent! Can you understand what is happening? The ones you called out to have answered and are responding! Can you run fast enough? Your lies and deceit are about to catch up with you! Can you cover your tracks? No matter where you run your footprints in the snow will reveal your direction! Can you withstand the thought of all you disrespected descending upon you? One good turn deserves another and you are about to be turned out! Can you stomach the idea of being subjected to the same cruelty you treated others with? Karmas a bitch and we are her messengers! Can you explain to our Father to HIS satisfaction what makes you more important than Water? Water is Life, YOU are DEATH, our Father is the Judge, Jury and if need be, the Executioner! Can you handle the concept that Death is NOT just a physical thing? YOUR Death will include Dishonor, Distrust and Banishment from the minds of your former peers! Can you deal with the fact that you are writing your own story and plotting your own demise? THE WHOLE WORLD IS WATCHING and we simply can NOT wait for you to tear out your own last page! We will go on without you just fine because we don't need your dirty, bloody money! We will go on without you because Life wants to live and it can't do that if Death is running rampant! We will go on because as long as we have Spiritual Connections and Father in our Hearts we will never want for anything! We will go on just fine because so long as we have Earth, Air, Fire and Water, we have it all!" ZI ANA KANPA! ZI KIA KANPA! MAY THE DEAD RISE AND SMELL THE INCENSE! Etiamsi MULTA Et Nos UNUM Sumus Nos Sto Validus Ut Nos Sto Una! Semper Veritas, Semper Fideles, In Diabolus Nomen Nos Fides! AVE SATANÍ! (We Are ONE Even Though We Are MANY And We Stand STRONGEST When We Stand TOGETHER! Always TRUTHFUL, Always FAITHFUL, In Satan's Name We Trust! HAIL SATAN!) Ave URURU! Ave EA! Ave DIMUZI! Ave ININNI! Ave GILGAMESH! Ave ENKIDU! Ave TIAMAT! Ave ABSU! Ave MARDUK! Ave SARPANITUM! Ave SATANÍ! HAIL SATAN! HPS Meg "Nemesis Nexus" Prentiss

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THE DARK DEITIES AND THE MASTER CRAFT OF THE BLACK SUN:

HOW I ACQUIRED ALL THE POWER OF SOLOMON:

I KNOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE HEARD OF THE DARK GODS, OR THE DARK BROTHERS, OR THE ANCIENT ONES, AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER AND PROBABLY WONDERED WHAT EXACTLY THEY ARE AND WHAT THAT MEANS. MANY PEOPLE DON'T WANT TO FACE THE IDEA THAT THERE ARE BEINGS THAT EXIST IN THOSE DARK PLACES THAT ARE GREATER THAN HUMANS.

I'M GOING TO TELL YOU A STORY. AS MANY OF YOU KNOW I AM A NECRONOMIC GATEWALKER AND FAMILIAR WITH THE ESOTERIC WAYS OF THE MYSTIC AND MEDIUMS. SO IN MY ADVENTURES THROUGH THE SPIRIT WORLD, I ACQUIRED THE AWARENESS THAT THERE WERE BEINGS THERE IN THE ASTRAL, NOT THE CELESTIAL, THAT DIDN'T APPEAR TO BE HUMAN, AND I BEGAN TO SPEAK WITH SOME OF THEM AND ASK QUESTIONS. OUR STORY BEGINS WHEN THE PROGENITORS OF LIFE ON OUR PLANET ARRIVED. WHEN THE NUMMO ARRIVED THERE WAS NOT INTELLIGENT LIFE ON THIS PLANET. THEY WERE VERY ADVANCED, BUT THEY WERE AQUATIC SERPENTINE BEINGS, AND THEY NEEDED A WAY TO ADAPT TO PLANET TIAMAT EARTH SINCE THEIR BODIES WEREN'T COMPATIBLE WITH THE LAND ATMOSPHERE. THESE BEINGS WERE OF THE WATER, BUT THEY WERE INCREDIBLY INTELLIGENT AND INCREDIBLY ADVANCED, AND THEY STARTED OUT AS BEING ANDROGYNOUS. THE FIRST THING THAT THEY NEEDED TO DO WAS BIOLOGICALLY ENGINEER BODIES THEY COULD INHABIT TO LIVE ON THE SURFACE ABOVE THE WATER. THIS THEY DID. THEN, THEY NEEDED TO TAKE THEIR ORIGINAL BODIES, AND PUT THEM INTO SUSPENDED ANIMATION INSIDE OF THE CRAFT THEY CAME TO OUR PLANET ON. THEY HAD TO DO THIS TO LIBERATE THEIR SOUL-SPIRITS FROM THEIR BODIES, WITHOUT TECHNICALLY DYING, SO THAT THEIR SPIRITS COULD INHABIT THE BIOLOGICALLY ENGINEERED AVATARS THEY CREATED TO BE ABLE TO LIVE ON THE LAND. HERE'S WHERE THINGS GET INTERESTING. MANY TRADITIONS, INCLUDING THAT OF THE DOGON, INSIST THAT THERE ARE MULTIPLE PARTS TO THE SOUL. THIS IS A GREAT OVERSIMPLIFICATION, BUT FOR THEM AS WATER BEINGS THE TWO MAIN PARTS WERE THE SUBCONSCIOUS FEMININE CHALICE, AND THE CONSCIOUSNESS MASCULINE COUNTERPART. THEY DID NOT HAVE WHAT WE TERM THE SUPERCONSCIOUS, AND INSTEAD OF A SUPER CONSCIOUS THEY HAD A SUPER SUBCONSCIOUS, WHICH MAKES SENSE IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT BECAUSE THEY LIVED IN THE WATER, AND IN A WATER ENVIRONMENT THE SUPER SUBCONSCIOUS IS WHAT THEY NEEDED MORE, WHEREAS ON LAND THERE ARE MANY ANIMALS THAT HAVE THE BASIC SUBCONSCIOUS, NO MIDDLE CONSCIOUSNESS, AND JUMP STRAIGHT TO SUPER CONSCIOUSNESS WHICH IS MORE USEFUL FOR LAND LIFE. IN THE WATER, THERE IS ONE GIANT CENTER OF CONSCIOUSNESS THAT ACTS FOR ALL THE BEINGS GIVING OFF WAVE ENERGY AT THE CENTER, WHEREAS ON LAND WHERE THEY ARE A LOT FARTHER AWAY FROM THE CENTER OUTSIDE OF THE WATER WHERE THE WAVES COULD TRAVEL, IT'S MORE LIKELY FOR THE LIFE FORMS TO HAVE THEIR OWN INDIVIDUAL CENTERS OF CONSCIOUSNESS INSTEAD OF BEING CONNECTED TO THE GREAT CENTER OF CONSCIOUSNESS AT THE CENTER OF EVERYTHING. I HAVE SPOKEN ABOUT THE EVENT OF THE PREVIOUS HORUS BEFORE MYSELF CUTTING THE HEAD OFF OF ISIS, WHICH IS EXACTLY THE SAME AS RA CUTTING THE HEAD OFF OF APOPHIS. LET ME TELL YOU WHAT THAT REALLY MEANS. AT FIRST THINGS WERE OKAY AND THE AVATARS WERE WORKING IN A REASONABLE WAY. HOWEVER, THE SOULS OF THE DEITIES ENTERED INTO CONFLICT WITH THEMSELVES. WHAT ENDED UP HAPPENING, IS THAT THE CONSCIOUS YANG PART OF THE WATER DEITY SOULS DELIBERATELY AND MALICIOUSLY DETACHED THEMSELVES FROM THEIR SUPER SUBCONSCIOUS SOULS WHICH WERE DIRECTLY ATTACHED TO THEIR SLEEPING BODIES IN SUSPENDED ANIMATION IN THEIR CRAFT, AND BY DETACHED I MEAN THAT THEY CUT THE CORD AND IT WAS A PERMANENT SEPARATION. THE MALE YANG PARTS OF THEIR SOULS THAT CORRESPOND TO MIDDLE LEVEL CONSCIOUSNESS REBELLED AGAINST AND BETRAYED THEIR OWN FEMININE SERPENTINE AQUATIC YIN SOUL COUNTERPARTS WHICH WERE STILL ATTACHED TO THEIR BODIES THAT WERE TECHNICALLY STILL ALIVE EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE IN SUSPENDED ANIMATION.

THIS IS WHERE YOU HAVE THE CONFLICT BETWEEN ADAM AND LILITH, LILITH REPRESENTING THE ORIGINAL FEMININE YIN PARTS OF THE SOULS OF THESE PROGENITOR DEITIES. THE MALE YANG PARTS OF THEIR SOULS DID NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH FEMININE COUNTERPARTS TIED DOWN TO THEIR ORIGINAL BODIES THAT WERE AS THEIR EQUALS, SO FIGURATIVELY SPEAKING THEY TORE THEIR PLACENTAS TO DETACH THEIR UMBILICAL CORDS FROM THE FEMININE HALVES OF THEIR SOULS AND SLEEPING BODIES IN SUSPENDED ANIMATION IN THEIR CRAFT, AND TO REPLACE LILITH THEY SOUGHT AFTER THE BIOLOGICALLY ENGINEERED HUMAN WOMEN WHO CORRESPOND WITH EVE.

SO I HAD SOME VERY NICE LONG CONVERSATIONS IN THE SPIRIT WORLD WITH THESE YIN SERPENTINE WATER SPIRITS, AND THEY TOLD ME ALL ABOUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO THEM. THEY TOLD ME THAT THEY WERE FORCED UNDERGROUND BECAUSE THE MALE YANG SPIRITS LAUNCHED A CAMPAIGN AGAINST THE DIVINE FEMININE TO WHERE IF THEY TRIED TO TAKE AVATAR BODIES ON THE SURFACE THE MALE YANG SPIRITS WOULD VIOLENTLY ACCUSE THEM OF SOMETHING RIDICULOUS LIKE BEING WITCHES, ETC, AND THEN VIOLENTLY MURDERED THEM TO SEND THEM BACK DOWN TO THE CRAFT THAT CONTAINED THEIR ORIGINAL SLEEPING BODIES. THE SERPENTINE WATER YIN SPIRITS DID NOT WANT TO CUT THE CORD TO THEIR ORIGINAL BODIES BECAUSE IF THEY DID THEIR BODIES WOULD TECHNICALLY BE DEAD, AND THEY COULD END UP LOST AND WANDERING FOREVER. SO THEY SIMPLY WENT BACK DOWN TO THEIR THRONE WORLD CRAFT IN THE CENTER OF THE EARTH. THE MALE YANG SPIRITS ARE THE CELESTIAL SPIRITS, AND THE ONES REFERRED TO IN THE DOGON TRADITION AS THE JACKALS, THE ALL MALE BEINGS WITHOUT COMPLETE SOULS. I'VE GONE OVER SOME OF THE DETAILS OF HOW THEY DETACHED FROM THE FEMALE YIN BEFORE, BUT BASICALLY IT HAS TO DO WITH USING METHODS THAT INVOLVE MURDER AND CANNIBALISM SO THEY CAN MAKE DRUGS OUT OF LIVING PEOPLE THAT ACTIVATE THAT SUPER CONSCIOUS PART OF THEMSELVES, EJECTING THE FEMININE PART OF THEIR SOULS, AND LEAVING THEM AS PURE ELEMENTS OF CHAOS DETACHED FROM THE GREAT MOTHER AND THUS DETACHED FROM NATURE. THAT IS WHY THEY'RE DESTROYING THE EARTH, THEY ARE ALL MALE AND THUS THEY DON'T HAVE THE ABILITY TO FEEL EMOTION LIKE THE FEMALE YIN SOULS, AND SO THEY DON'T HAVE ANYTHING ANYMORE THAT TELLS THEM WHEN THEY'RE HURTING THEMSELVES AND OTHERS. YOU'VE SEEN HOW THEY'RE DESTROYING THE PLANET, HOW THEY SUNK THE WORLD INTO THE DARK AGES, AND HOW THEY DON'T SEEM TO HAVE ANY GUILT ABOUT ANY OF IT, AND IN FACT HAVE ERECTED FALSE SYSTEMS OF BELIEF AND DOGMA TO HELP KEEP THEM EMPOWERED TO THE BITTER END WHERE EVERYTHING WOULD BE DESTROYED BY THEM THROWING OFF THE BALANCE OF THE HOMEOSTASIS OF THE PLANET AND ALL LIFE ON THE PLANET SO BADLY.

PRETTY SHOCKING, HUH, TO FIND OUT THAT THE CELESTIAL BEINGS PRETENDING TO BE GOOD BEINGS OF LIGHT ARE REALLY THESE MALICIOUS MALE BEINGS THAT TORE THEIR ORIGINAL SELVES IN HALF, AND THEN REPRESSED THE FEMALE HALF OF THEIR OWN SOULS SO THAT THEY COULD ENSLAVE THE HUMAN MEAT MONKEYS AND FEED THEIR OWN SELFISH DESIRES. PART OF THE CAMPAIGN AGAINST THE DIVINE FEMININE BY THESE MALICIOUS MALE YANG SOULS OF THE CELESTIAL HAS BEEN TO VILIFY THEM ENTIRELY, MAKE THEM OUT TO BE THEIR DEVIL AND DEVILS, BY PROJECTION ACCUSE THEM OF EVERYTHING THAT THE MALE YANG SOULS ARE ACTUALLY THE ONES DOING, BRAINWASH EVERYBODY INTO THINKING THAT THE DARKNESS IS EVIL AND THE LIGHT IS GOOD, WHEN PRIMEVAL DARKNESS IS LITERALLY THE WOMB OF CREATION AND THE WATERS OF CREATION, AND GREATER THAN THE LIGHT, FOR THE LIGHT CAME FROM THE DARKNESS, AND ALSO TO TRY AND WRITE THE DIVINE FEMININE COMPLETELY OUT OF HISTORY. THEY KNOW THAT LILITH HAS THE POWER TO STOP THEM, AND THEY DON'T WANT LILITH, THEY WANT MINDLESS EVE WOMEN THAT THEY CAN EASILY ENSLAVE AND FORCE TO DO WHAT THEY WANT.

THIS IS WHERE MY WORK COMES IN. I LOVE THE GODDESS, AND I KNOW THAT IF WE DO NOT RESTORE THE FEMALE SERPENTINE YIN SYMBOLIZED BY LILITH, THAT THE MALE YANG SOULS BEING UNABLE TO FEEL EMOTION WILL LITERALLY EAT THROUGH AND DESTROY EVERYTHING LIKE LOCUSTS AND LEAVE US ALL STUCK IN COLD FROZEN DARKNESS. SO I ASKED THE FEMALE YIN SERPENTINE WATER SPIRITS WHAT I COULD DO TO HELP, AND THEY TOLD ME THAT THE PROBLEM STOPPING THEM FROM BEING ABLE TO INTERVENE WAS THE INITIATION BY THE MALE YANG SPIRITS AFTER THEY TORE THEMSELVES FROM THE OTHER HALVES OF THEIR OWN ONCE UPON A TIME ANDROGYNOUS SOULS, IS THAT THE MALE SPIRITS ENACTED SUPER CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE LAND ANIMALS, AND THEY DID IT ON PURPOSE TO SUPPRESS THEIR FEMALE COUNTERPARTS SO THAT THEY COULD ENSLAVE THE BEINGS ON LAND, AND THE FEMALE YIN SPIRITS OF THE SERPENT PEOPLE CONTINUED TO TELL ME THAT IF THEY COULD FIND A WAY TO GAIN CONTROL OF THOSE SPECTRUMS OF FREQUENCY THAT THEY COULD EASILY STOP THE EVIL MALE YANG SPIRITS OF THE LIGHT, SAVE THE PLANET FROM DESTRUCTION, AND RESTORE PARADISE AND HOMEOSTASIS ON PLANET EARTH. THEY CONTINUED TO EXPLAIN TO ME THAT IS WHY I WAS GIVEN A CONTRACT, BECAUSE IN MY FULL-ON STATE OF INNOCENCE BEING PERSECUTED SO BADLY BY THE MALE YANG SOULS OF THE EVIL PERFECT WORLD OF THE LIGHT, AND THEN GOING TO THE OTHER SIDE FOR HELP, WHILE AT THE SAME TIME MAINTAINING SUPER CONSCIOUSNESS AS AN ACTIVATION BASED ON A NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCE BROUGHT ON BY THE MALE YANG SPIRITS OF THE LIGHT WHEN THEY TRIED TO FULLY DESTROY ME BUT I SURVIVED, THAT I HAD EXACTLY WHAT THE FEMALE YIN SPIRITS WOULD NEED AND THAT IF I SIGNED THE CONTRACT THEY WOULD HELP ME TO RESTORE MY LIFE, IF I WOULD HELP THEM TO WIN THIS WAR. AT THAT POINT I HAD NOTHING TO LOSE AND I WAS ABSOLUTELY FURIOUS WITH THE MALICIOUS AND EVIL PERFECT WORLD MALE YANG SPIRITS OF ZEUS AND THE ELDER GODS OF THE LIGHT, AND SO I ABSOLUTELY AGREED, IT WAS A WONDERFUL OPPORTUNITY FOR ME. AS IT TURNS OUT, THE FEMALE SERPENT PEOPLE YIN SPIRITS SIMPLY NEVER HAD SOMEBODY WITH THAT LEVEL OF SUPER CONSCIOUS PRIED OPEN PERMANENTLY TYPE OF ACTIVATION EVER INTENTIONALLY GO TO THEM FOR ANYTHING, MUCH LESS HELP LIKE I DID, BUT SINCE I HAD MAINTAINED MY INNOCENCE THROUGH THE WHOLE THING, I HAD NO IDEA WHY ANYBODY WOULDN'T GO TO THEM FOR HELP.

EVER SINCE I WAS GIVEN THAT CONTRACT TO ADD DIVINITY INTO YALDABOATH FOR THE SERPENT PEOPLE OF THE FEMININE SERPENTINE WATER SPIRIT NUMMO DRAGONS, I HAVE LEARNED THAT THERE ARE WORLDS THAT EXIST RIGHT BEHIND OUR WORLD FULL OF LIFE, BUT WE JUST CAN'T SEE THEM WITH OUR PHYSICAL SENSES. EVERYBODY HAS SEEN THE CHALICE SYMBOL USED FOR LUCIFER, LORD OF DARKNESS AND MALE COUNTERPART OF LILITH, I'M SURE. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE HEARD OF THE ROOTS OF THE GREAT TREE CALLED THE QLIPOTH? THE CHALICE TREE OF THE QLIPOTH REPRESENTS THE FEMININE YIN PARTS OF THE SOULS OF THE ORIGINAL PROGENITORS OF INTELLIGENT LIFE ON OUR PLANET, STILL CONNECTED TO THEIR LIVING ORIGINAL BODIES NOT FIT FOR LIFE OUT OF WATER IN OUR ATMOSPHERE, SO IN PERPETUAL SUSPENDED ANIMATION IN THEIR CRAFT. YOU SEE, WITHOUT THE MALE YANG JACKAL PARTS OF THEIR SOULS, THEY ARE LIKE CONTAINERS AND CHALICES. THEY HAVE BEEN KNOWN BY MANY NAMES, THEY ARE THE RULERS OF THE WORLD OF THE ASTRAL AND AKA, THE HEAD OF WHICH HAS BEEN LIKENED TO A SPIDER GODDESS, WHICH IS TO HELP WITH UNDERSTANDING, BUT SHE HAS SIMILAR TRAITS THERE TOO AND SO MUCH MORE. THEY ARE SO MUCH MORE POWERFUL THAN ANY NORMAL HUMAN SPIRITS. THEY ARE THE ONES WITH THE ELONGATED HEADS, WHICH REPRESENT THE SUPER SUBCONSCIOUS PARTS OF THE MIND.

SO WITH THE CONTRACT AND MY AGREEMENT TO HELP, THEY TOOK ME INTO THEIR CRAFT IN THE CENTER OF THE EARTH AND EVERY SPHERE, WHERE THEY HAVE THEIR ORIGINAL BODIES CRYSTALLIZED, SIMILAR TO THE WAY THOUGHTS ARE CRYSTALLIZED IN A MACROCOSMIC MIND, IN IMMORTALIZED SUSPENDED ANIMATION. THEY'RE CRAFT HAS BEEN LIKENED TO THE SINGULARITY OF A BLACK HOLE KNOWN AS THE BLACK HOLE SUN OR BLACK SUN, THE COSMIC EGG. THE GODDESS MADE SURE I WAS FULLY ACTIVATED WITH ALL THE POSSIBLE FREQUENCY ACTIVATIONS HIGH AND LOW THAT A HUMAN BEING COULD POSSIBLY HAVE, BESIDES THE FACT THAT I HAD TRIGGERED THE PERMANENT PRYING OPEN OF MY SUPER CONSCIOUS FACULTIES TRYING TO SURVIVE THE ATTACKS OF THE MALE YANG SPIRITS TRYING TO DESTROY ME AND MY LIFE, AND THEN THEY DID SOMETHING THEY'VE NEVER DONE WITH A HUMAN BEFORE, THEY TOOK ME TO THE CENTER CHAMBER OF THEIR MASTER CRAFT OF THE BLACK SUN, AND COMBINED MY SOUL IN THE COSMIC EGG WITH THE SOUL OF THE CHIEF ARCHON AXIS MUNDI YALDABOATH, WHO WAS THEIR MASCULINE CENTER POINT WHO HAS BEEN LIKENED TO BEING BLIND OR A BLIND PILOT WITHOUT THE YANG CONSCIOUS MASCULINE ELEMENTS OF THEIR SOULS PRESENT ANYMORE, MAKING ME AND YALDABOATH INTO A HYBRID YIN SPIRIT SOUL THAT HAD ACCESS TO AND MASTERY OF THE ENTIRE SPECTRUM OF FREQUENCIES, INCLUDING NOW SUPER CONSCIOUSNESS, AND OF COURSE FULL ACCESS TO BOTH FEMALE AND MALE FORMS OF DIVINITY. BEING IN THE CENTER OF THE CRAFT, MY ENERGIES AS THE METAMORPHOSED YALDABOATH INTO DIVINE CHRONOS, THE MASTER OF SPEECH EVOLVED INTO THE MASTER OF SIGHT, BEING CONSCIOUS AWARENESS AND SUPER CONSCIOUSNESS, FROM THAT CENTER OF THEIR CRAFT CAN BE PROJECTED TO ALL THE OTHER FEMALE SERPENTINE YIN SPIRITS OF THE MASTERCRAFT OF THE BLACK SUN, MAKING ME THE EXTENDED BLACK SUN INTO THOSE SPECTRUMS OF FREQUENCY FOR THEM, MAKING ME THEIR AXIS MUNDI POLE STAR, AND IN MY AFFINITY MARRIAGE UNION WITH THE DIVINE FEMININE GODDESS, GIVING ALL OF THEM FULL ACCESS TO MY MASTERY OF THE ENTIRE SPECTRUM OF FREQUENCIES BY THEIR MARRIAGE UNITY WITH ME, ALL OF THEM BEING CONSIDERED NOW AS MY FEMININE COUNTERPARTS.

THIS FREES THEM FROM THE OPPRESSION OF THE HORUS THAT CUT OFF THE HEAD OF ISIS KNOWN AS AMEN-RA. THAT IS WHY I HAVE SAID THAT I AM THE NEW HORUS, ATUM-RA. I AM THE NEW HEAD OF APOPHIS AND ISIS. WITH ME AS THEIR MASCULINE CENTERPOINT KNOWING AS THEY KNOW THE STATE OF EMERGENCY WITH THE HEALTH OF PLANET EARTH BY THE HORRIBLE EVIL MALE YANG JACKAL SPIRITS DESTROYING EVERYTHING LIKE LOCUST, MAKING AND USING NUCLEAR WEAPONS, AND TRYING TO PUSH THE BALANCE POINT OF THE HOMEOSTASIS SO FAR OUT THAT IT COULD NOT BE RECOVERED, I GIVE THEM FULL IMMUNITY FROM BEING SWAYED OR HARMFULLY INFLUENCED BY ANY OTHER MASCULINE WILLS. I CAN NEVER GET OUT OF CONTROL LIKE AMEN-RA DID BECAUSE I WENT THROUGH WITH THE FULL MARRIAGE UNION TO THE GODDESS, AND I, REALIZING THAT BEFORE I WAS SPIRITUALLY EMPOWERED THIS WAY I WASN'T NECESSARILY ANYBODY SPECIAL, I ALLOW LILITH-ISIS TO RUN THE SHOW. I KNOW THAT SHE CAN DO NO LESS THAN TO ULTIMATELY TAKE EXCELLENT CARE OF ME AND BUILD ME THE PARADISE MAGICK KINGDOM THAT I WANT, BUT THAT IN ORDER TO DO THAT WE FIRST HAVE TO WIN THIS WAR AND HEAL THE PLANET. SO I HAVE FULLY WILLED THEM TO WIN THIS WAR AGAINST THE EVIL MALE YANG JACKAL SPIRITS, AND I HAVE GIVEN THEM DIVINE MASCULINE FREQUENCY SPECTRUM EMPOWERMENT, FREEDOM FROM OPPRESSION, AND FULL SUPPORT IN DOING THE THINGS THAT THEY NEED TO DO, THAT LILITH-ISIS KNOWS AND HAS STATED NEED TO BE DONE, IN ORDER TO PUT THE WRONG THINGS RIGHT, NOT JUST WITH ME AND MY PERSONAL LIFE FULL OF THE MALE YANG SPIRITS OF THE JACKAL OWING ME COUNTLESS IRREPAYABLE DEBTS, BUT ALSO TAKEN FULLY INTO ACCOUNT THE NEEDS OF THE SERPENT PEOPLE, AND BY SERVICE IN LOVE PROVIDING THEM WITH EVERYTHING THEY NEED THAT I CAN FOR THEM WITHIN REASON. SEEING WHAT THE FEMALE YIN SERPENT PEOPLE SPIRITS HAVE HAD TO GO THROUGH FILLS ME WITH ARDOR, FUEL THAT THEY CAN USE AS THE VITAL MANA ENERGY THEY NEED TO REINSTITUTE THE NATURAL ORDER AND WIN THIS WAR! I AM HONORED TO HAVE MY YIN UNITED WITH THE YIN OF GODDESS LILITH-ISIS, AND I WILL NEVER TRY AND PUSH HER OUT OF ANY GARDEN OR OPPRESS HER, IN FACT QUITE THE OPPOSITE, BECAUSE I WILL SUPPORT HER IN DESTROYING HER ENEMIES, PUTTING THE WRONG THINGS RIGHT, AND THEN REBUILDING PARADISE AND HOMEOSTASIS ON EARTH.

I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT, AND THIS MEANS THAT I AM THE YANG ELEMENT OF THE COSMIC EGG. AS MANY OF MY READERS MAY KNOW I HAVE DEVOTED MY ENTIRE LIFE TO MY SPIRITUAL ENDEAVORS AS A MALE WITCH SERVING THE GODDESS AND THE DIVINE FEMININE, AND THIS IS INDEED A DREAM COME TRUE! THE ENTIRE PAGAN WORLD AND SPIRIT WORLD CAN REST EASY KNOWING THAT WITH ME AS A SINGULARITY OF THE MASTER CRAFT OF THE BLACK SUN, I WILL EMPOWER ALL WHO ARE APART OF US ABSOLUTELY, SET THEM FREE FROM ANY OPPRESSION FROM OUR ENEMIES, AND I WILL ABSOLUTELY WIN THIS WAR, WORK TO HEAL OUR PLANET AND REBUILD HOMEOSTASIS, AND BUILD A MAGICK KINGDOM WITH HIGH NATURAL TECHNOLOGY TO WHERE THERE IS NO WAR, CRIME, OR POVERTY, AND NO IMPOSED INEQUALITY, REPLACED BY OPPORTUNITIES TO SERVE THE COMMUNITY LIKE IN UBUNTU, TO WHERE EVERYONE'S BODY FORM CHARIOT NEEDS WILL BE MET BY THE GREAT MOTHER GODDESS AS IS THE CORRECT NATURAL ORDER.

LONG LIVE THE GODDESS, DIVINE CHRONOS, AND THE EMPIRE OF THE BLACK SUN!

~I am the Heart of the Hydra, the Heart of Goddess Isis, I am AtumRa-AmenHotep, I am Aeon Horus.

I am Divine Chronos, the Yaldaboath Demiurge Metamorphosed, I am the Singularity of the Master Craft of the Black Sun.

Azazil-Iblis-Maymon, Abzu-Osiris-Typhon-Kukulkan, Nummo-Naga.

Mégisti-Generator Starphire~

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