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therapy yesterday went well but i also mostly didn't feel anything at all. it's always. weird. when i give her more detailed accounts of my childhood abuse/trauma/all the shit that went on and can actually look at her face (i often can't if i'm being all emotional tm) and she looks very sad.
not in a "i pity you" way but in a "i genuinely care and i'm sorry you had to go through so much shit" way. i know it was bad and horrible, i am just not used to people actually giving a fuck about me and seeing my abuse as something bad that was done to me instead of "well you are a horrible person so it is your fault people did that to you".
#alex yells at the void#just some midday musing while i wait for my brain to kick into gear#we also talked a bit meta about why therapy works the way it does and relationships#and it was funny when she said well im a therapist so i dont listen because i'm interested but because its my job#and then she paused#before saying#but for the record i DO care and i AM interested#genuinely so#it was oddly amusing to me like yes anna you know exactly what my brain would have latched onto thank you for the immediate reassurance#i swear her kids must be the most well adjusted and emotionally children ever she is SO mentally stable
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man.... sylus' hands are fucking huge...
#literally had to pause and take deep breaths#love and deepspace#l&ds#l&ds sylus#sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#lads#lnds#lnds sylus#◇ she speaketh
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FNAF movie Vanessa wants to meet Glamrock Bonnie..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly#glamrock bonnie#fnaf movie#security breach#fnaf ruin#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#SHE DOESNT KNOWWW#GLAMROCK BONNIE (finally) MENTIONED 🔥🔥#it's been a bit but l've finally wrapped back to this mini plot line!#of movie Vanessa meeting all the Glamrocks#I always planned to do this comic but I paused for a bit to do some other comics for a bit#movie Vanessa I like to think likes Bonnie the most#bunnies being a soft spot for her in general SO OF course she'd really want to meet Glamrock Bonnie#seeing she's seen everyone else and met the newbies etc#though unlucky for Vanny she knows meeting Bonnie isn't that easy....#and now she somehow has to explain that to Vanessa oops#maybe sometime Vanessa can meet Glamrock bonnie!#just have to wait and see 🩵����
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MDZS x Brazil (1985)
(Yes. Real movie dialogue)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#MDZS AU#lan wangji#wei wuxian#Backstory to this is 'we recently watched Brazil (1985) and this scene make us lose our minds.'#Brazil (1985) is best described as 'The Monty Python Crew does an adaptation of George Orwell's 1984 (1949).' Because it is.#And let me just say. I think it is the perfect adaptation. Somehow this film manages to be one of the best dystopia satires out there#While also being a genuine critique of capitalism and burocracy.#Plus the practical effects and set design were outstanding.#The 'romance' in this movie was definitely also a satire.#It is unbelievably wacky. I'm dead serious when I say this comic is beat for beat something that happens in the film#Guy who told this women *nothing* about the peril she's in form the government tells her he (legally) killed her.#She responds by saying “Care for a little necrophilia?” with NO ROMANTIC LEAD UP.#THE MUSIC SWELLS. HE TEARS OFF HIS JACKET AND DIVES INTO THE BED. SCENE END.#Jill Leyton has incredible range as a hot butch and hot femme. Was the line bizarre? Yes. She can pull it off though.#We paused and watched it back a few times. I wasn't intending to make a crossover this obscure but honestly...#It's...it's too good of a fit to pass up. Wei Wuxian *would* say that...
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"It was a raven that bore me news of Laena's death" he knows he fucked up
#they both did an incredible job in this scene#her little pause in that sentence you can just feel the grief#and the way he acts like a kid who got caught in the cookie jar#yeah she was certainly the older cousin who kept him in check#rhaenys targaryen#daemon targaryen#eve best#matt smith#hotd#house of the dragon#hotd season 2#hotd spoilers
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Ranni has every reason to hate Marika. She is the figurehead of an order that has caused her and her family so much misery… and yet, in the Age of the Stars ending cutscene, Ranni holds Marika’s head with such gentleness. It feels less like Ranni is putting down a tyrant, and more like she’s laying her to rest, after many long years of torment.
Ranni could have been Marika’s successor, but she rejected the guidance of the Two Fingers, slaying her own flesh in order to be rid of their influence:
“But I would not acquiesce to the Two Fingers. I stole the Rune of Death, slew mine own Empyrean flesh, casting it away. I would not be controlled by that thing.”
Ranni goes to such drastic lengths because the most intolerable thing possible to her is to be a pawn; her will not being her own, but being at the mercy of a higher power. Ranni’s quest is above all about free will – it culminates with Ranni using the Fingerslayer Blade to tear her Two Fingers into bloody ribbons, at long last giving her full control over her own destiny.
Marika in the present day is a prisoner held in perpetual torment. According to Enia and the Two Fingers,
"Queen Marika is the vessel of the Elden Ring, carrier of its vision. A god, in truth. But after the Elden Ring's shattering, she was imprisoned in the Erdtree. A grim punishment for shattering the Order, despite her godhood. The Fingers speak... "Marika's trespass demanded a heavy sentence. But even in shackles, she remains a god, and the vision's vessel.”
Marika shattered the Order, going against the will of the Two Fingers, and was punished for it gravely. In many ways, Marika’s fate is Ranni’s absolute worst nightmare. This is exactly the fate she took such drastic lengths to escape… serving a higher power with her entire being, her will not her own, but the will of the Fingers, with any attempt at change met with violent suppression, her body essentially being used as a puppet to defend the last vestiges of the Order.
“I would not be controlled by that thing.”
I think that Ranni, seeing Marika’s broken body at the end of it all, felt nothing but pity for her in that moment, despite everything she’d done. To me, the act of Ranni holding Marika’s head in her hands feels like she’s saying, “you were my enemy. But there is no worse fate in this world than what you suffered. Now, you can be truly free."
#elden ring#marika#ranni#ranni the witch#queen marika the eternal#thee mother-daughter relationship that wasn't!!!#also the parallel that the fingers will us to become marika’s consort as elden lord#whereas we choose to become ranni’s consort though she tries to warn people away with her message on the ring#also also ranni being fated to become marika’s successor but she instead follows in the footsteps of rennala#rejecting her godly mother’s destiny in favor of the traditions of her ‘chosen’ mother#there's just so muchhhh#ranni's pause while she's cradling marika's head towards her chest makes me feel something
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Fortiche finally delivered on what I’ve wanted since I first saw Jinx over a decade ago ♡
#outing myself as an arcane fan lol#its my favorite trope!!! mental breakdown surrounded by piles of long hair!!!!!#i gasped and had to pause when i first saw her#i love how unkempt it looked outside the braids ♡#sad she chopped it but….alas#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#jinx#jinx arcane#jinx league of legends#my art#art#artists on tumblr
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I feel like when things are quiet in Gotham and the only threat is normal criminals, Cass would have no issue blasting music on patrol just for fun. No one knows what to make of it, Bruce isn't sure if it's an effective crime fighting tactic or not but it sure is Something.
You are random Gotham mugger 745 trying to steal from a woman on her way home from work and you suddenly hear Chappell Roan's Good Luck Babe growing ominously louder until you're suddenly knocked out too fast to recognise who it is. You end up at the police station with five other guys who've experienced something similar. One says they heard Mitski's My Love Mine All Mine playing. Another heard wish you were gay by Billie Eilish. Is there a lesbian ghost haunting Gotham? What the hell is going on?
Elsewhere on a completely unrelated note Barbara is having a long discussion with Cass on first loves and realising you're gay. Chappell Roan and girl in red will be haunting Gotham criminals for a solid month before she finally works up the courage to actually Talk to Steph about how she's feeling, at which point the lesbian ghost who knocks criminals unconscious will have developed into a Gotham meme and become an urban legend. Believers will say it's a new god here to protect sapphic women. Skeptics will tell you it's probably just Poison Ivy.
#dc#cassandra cain#batfam#dc rambles#stephcass#Adult Cass would be so confident in her ability to save folks she wouldn't even pause her playlist before diving in#Like listen old man she's got the most amount of saves this month if she wants to listen to red wine supernova#While fighting bad guys then let her!
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So anyway, ShikaTema.
#my art#naruto#nara shikamaru#temari#idk how to caption this#asked my sister helpfully she said#shikatema#pause#period
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that fucking triangle that i hate
#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#myart#i was too lazy ti make a backgroudn so i just stole one from the show sorry#i had to pause midway positng this to play with my cat because she kept jumping on my laptop and stepping on all the keys
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A Wizard and a Rogue walk into the Archive
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#larian studios#gale dekarios#astarion#house of hope#comics#fanart#enjoy this sort of comic production while i can now that the projects im working on are all paused together#no lil video to prove this occurence bc it was such a casual method at this point dfghjk#but it was funny to have separated these two in library and wyll and shadow rescuing hope#hope: wHERE'S THE HAMMER U DOOFUS / wyll: hold on my magic pockets are working on it#yes i've become what i feared: i've become an astarion main#it's against my nature to leave him at the camp in my durge run since she's the dex one already#Is pillaging the house of a devil a crime? experts weight in
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I'm constantly thinking about when gideon helped ianthe off the table in htn. you literally can't stop gideon from helping girls get from one place to another no matter who it is. if mercy had looked a little helpless right after she stabbed that sword through harrow gideon would have paused after removing the sword to help her fight off some resurrection beasts too. it's her Achilles heel
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i took so many photos of sylus in this scene because omg 🫣
#the way my finger was just hovering over the pause button the whole time#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#l&ds sylus#l&ds#lads#lads sylus#lnds#lnds sylus#sylus#◇ she speaketh
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veilguard spoilers regarding a josie romance. but can we talk about the letter josie sends to a romanced inquisitor because. i’m sorry. fucking losing my mind at the fact that the inquisitor and josephine are close enough friends with the guy the inquisitor duels in her romance to be invited to meet his third child. implying they’ve been invited to the other two. at a baby shower and getting introduced as the one who dueled the baby’s father because he was trying to steal your girl. antivan romances insane.
NO LITERALLLYYYYY. AND HE’S AN IN LAW. ITS TOO FUNNY. i cannot imagine how they met and how yvette probably was like “teehee…. the man that my sister spurned…. has fallen in love with ME!” and the best/worst part is that ortranto really has. i like to think of them running around with each other and secretly meeting as though their families actually hate each other (they really don’t lol) . the ortrantos would probably be delighted to have their son actually marry a montilyet like they wanted, even better that they’re actually in love and it’s not arranged!
i have this image of josie going like “you can’t marry him. is this a joke, because it’s not funny. i almost embarrassed him! the only reason the ortrantos do not hate us is because he is a very kind man who saw that i was in love with the inquisitor! ….yes i suppose a very kind man like that could love you…….. yes of course i want you to be happy…… yvette gabrielle montilyet, i fear you are not hearing what i’m saying— DON’T SAY YOU ARE ALREADY AN ORTRANTO. DID YOU ELOPE? ah okay. don’t do that. i said don’t do that. yvette come back and listen to me” etc etc
of course i must believe that there was a big scene caused (once again) by a montilyet and ortranto that ends with lord ortranto making a speech where the publicly declares his love for yvette in front of all of antiva city to see and hear. so there’s no backing out from this one. in my mind there’s a rehash of the big “BECAUSE I LOVE HER!” (ortranto, desperate but genuine), “you do?” (completely aghast josie who has somehow missed the fact her sister has been giggling even more than usual), plus an “OF COURSE HE DOES!” (a thrilled yvette) that reminds josie so fondly of her own love story that she's immediately relaxed (and suddenly accepting) about this whole thing <3
#josie to me also feels more awkward than she lets on because she's quite good at being graceful and kind#but he is kind of. you know. the guy she rejected in front of val royeaux#i think the most out of character thing is that josie doesnt notice her sister and ortranto meeting up and falling in love etc#but i also think she can be busy enough being an ambassador/running the family business/eldest daughter#that she somehow misses it. for the sake of this beautiful idea i have. and also it would be cute and funny <3#also like the image of yvette saying ‘i’m getting married to adorno!’ and inq is like yeah ok :] congrats!#later asks josie like ‘oh yeah. who was the guy ur sister is marrying’ and josie pauses thinking abt how to say this LOL#this is also how trev finds out ortranto’s first name is adorno. nearly dies laughing over the whole situation i think#he really is like a footnote in her mind where she's like ':/ guy who almost married my beautiful wife' and then almost#without any issue she's able to go like 'GUY WHO IS MY IN LAW. AND WAS REALLY GRACIOUS ABOUT THE WHOLE ARRANGED MARRIAGE THING.#HE'S QUTE COOL ACTUALLY!' <- and has no issue about ortranto after this#much to josie's amusement and exasperation <3#josephine montilyet#adorno ortranto#yvette montilyet#not to mention josie's unseen brothers. they do intrigue me#the idea of either of them kind of finding out their youngest sister is running around with ortranto they probably sighed in relief like#yeah we can distract josephine with this. that will get her off my back about marriage for about a year.#even more if theyre planning the wedding!#evelyn trevelyan#<- mentioned briefly. i guess#veilguard spoilers#for a codex entry but when i saw it i did melt. everyone deserves to experience this firsthand#long post
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A Dance of Remembrance
gif pictures and inspo below
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Thank you to @missatan for helping with my gif obsession 🥺💖
#sims 4#ts4#sims 4 render#blender render#oc:wahidah#why is it giving Diwali 🥺😩#gif tw#flash warning#I was prepping for this for a little over a week and when i started I found out holi was a few days later so i ended up pausing#every year around this time she dresses in her late mother's favourite clothes and her late sisters jewelery and she dances#the inspo with the hands was also from me forgetting to hide a version of Wahidah while I was rendering and seeing that rang the bell#it took me forever to pose the hands cause my brain was not brain for some reason.#thanks to all cc creators#thanks to the pose creator is well for the first two poses (the second is on the left)#My renders
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never noticed before that in grimmauld place, sirius’ sign on his bedroom door just says “sirius” but regulus has his full ass government name on his. dramatic king.
#lanas crying again#i’ve been annoying the fuck out of my friend making her pause every three mins to explain marauders lore#i mimed the entirety of reggie’s letter and she told me to fuck off#i screamed when harry went in sirius’ room#and when remus came on screen i fell on the ground
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