#and then if we count siblings my sibling obviously i want there theyre fun and actually care and shit
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#vent time#so out of the 6 people im gonna invite to my birthday only 2 of them are people i want there#the rest are just cuz i dont wanna be a fucking asshole#more than that if you include my siblings cuz i want my sibling there but i dont want my little brother#anyways but yeah the 2 people i actually want there are my best friends and i love them and if they disnt wanna come id straight up cancel#theres my friend from school who i want to be there but i know her and one of my best friends wouldnt get along#my friend from schools friend who i hang out w enough that i should invite them but who i dont know that well#and who would absolutely get in a fight with said best friend that wouldnt get along with them whcih is not something i wanna deal with#theres best friends friend who is kindof my friend but i havent talked to him enough in years for him to feel like a friend#hut i invited him last year so it would be weird to not invite him#and then theres my friend who like. gets along well enough with my best friends but just#hes fun to hang out with but i cannot trust him to not make me cry and i am not crying at my birthday party 2 years in a row#and then if we count siblings my sibling obviously i want there theyre fun and actually care and shit#but my little brother. frankly i dont want him around my friends at all since that time he took his shirt off#and laid down in front of the tv. while my friends were there. right in front of them.#which is gross as hell but even if we ignore that he is so fucking horrible to be around all of the time#he would actively try to cause the one thing that is not supposed to happen at this party(me crying)#but if i tell him to stay in the bedroom while my friends are there im being mean and a bad brother and blah blah blah#if i wanna go extra far i dont even want my dad there beyond him buying to food since he absolutely doesnt care about me not crying#but even though i only want 3 of these people there all of them have to be there because otherwise im being mean#just thinking about it kinda makes me feel like crying tbh because i dont think ill even have the energy for that many people#but not inviting any one of them would be me being a huge fucking asshole#i hate it really really genuinely#id almost rather not have a party but my sibling would get upset and think its their fault#plus frankly. i want pizza#which is probably the worst reason to have a party but who cares#its even worse cuz the only day i can do it is a day when i work so i get to come home w an exhausted social battery#and then a few hours later immediately deal with 6 extra people in the house#and because theres 6 people none of them will even wanna talk to me because i am always always always the least favorite friend#so ill just. what. sit there. maybe play kindom hearts or eyes of heaven if i want attention so bad im willing to get it thru being mocked
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i think that one of my all time favorite OCS might be my dangan oc; Kristabelle Nakanishi
I've been roleplaying for like years now, but we first got into Danganronpa roleplays in like 2021-2022, but it was before I knew anything about it fr (fun facto; Oliver enters fandoms without knowing anything about said fandom, that way they're more like to get more into it by reading into the lore as time progresses)
I'm pretty sure the story was changed around a bit, because we soon started a childhood server, which is where we roleplayed our ocs/characters stories and developed the lore
Kristabelle was traumatized obviously like she's my OC she does NOT get a pass tf
ahe had a younger twin sister, and an older brother, who "died" in that same server, and she also had a girlfriend, who she ran away from because of something she was forced to do
her and her siblings were like test dummies for their father (Oliver stop projecting your daddy issues onto all of your ocNO.) BUT they were also raised assassins at a young age, this adding onto the trauma and abuse for obvious reasons
there was this orphanage that all the kids would go to to hang out, and that's where she met kokichi (and his twin sister, played by the same person), who ended up being her best friend and bonded through the trauma !
there was stitch, mia, sparks, mazuko, charlie/ollie, and kristabelle, as the og original character cast
eventually some bad things happened, and everyone separated, and kristabelle ran away, but not before getting to spend some last times with kokichi, who gave her a matching hairpin to remember each other by
now, this wasn't canon at first, but I had went offline for a bit and came back to the server (killing game) spamming me, like, "KRISTABELLE AND TOGAMI MAKE THEM FOUND FAMILY"
I was like lol why
"they're both rich, they both drink tea, they're both tall and sassy, I'd let them step on me (<-mia), they have a lot in common, theyre both kinda antags, they would be unsTOppable, MAKE THEM FOUND FAMILY." OKAY DAMN
so I did !
obviously they weren't fond of each other at first, but eventually they actually did become like an amazing fucking duo
again this was an alternate universe with a somewhat changed story, not everything will be entirely lore accurate <//3
they both fucked up trials, and almost found themselves being executed because of misunderstandings, took no one's shit fr
i think we merged killing games in this ⁉️ because we didn't wanna do separate ones for every game + we didn't want to necessarily have us in every game, so we put all three together, and oh my god it was so chaotic in the best way, everything was harder and much more hilarious but like traumatizing too
everyone obviously had like amnesia, except for stitch and Junko, who were the main masterminds ⁉️ so kokichi and kristabelle didn't even recognize each other, sadly
when they were kids they were inseparable
THE EXECUTIONS
stitch always came up with the executions for our OCS and they were so creative
I was heartbroken once because someone else's oc died and I liked them like NO⁉️
Oliver is getting off track, but like she's one of my best OCS I think personally, not counting my genshin OCS because then, Kristabelle would NOT be my favorite.
I wrote out
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four? or three things for her, little snippets of her past and how traumatizing it was
I wrote out a full on death scene I was surprised with myself reading back on it
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huh i really do have only one mlm oc couple
(ok i went off listing all my male ocs im... struggling)
i think thats mostly bc i have so few male or masc ocs. like. there’s the couple, Will and Skye, who are among my first ocs so thats fun (they weren’t gay until like, the third go tho, skye was straight in the first version, oops). Ash is there too depending on the version, he’s... demi hetero, circa 2015. And there’s a guy called Seb and he was straight. Chase is also straight + married. Oh, Sorix and Naten were an official couple but theyre also super dead so like, yknow, eeeehh? There’s.. There’s Roderick and Gabriel Valentine from LotMV, but they’re on opposite sides of the conflict and Roderick is straight and an asshole. Gabe was uncommitted afair but like, yknow, he’s busy. uhhh. Tamjol in SFY is.... bi, i think. he definitely likes girls. there’s no major masc characters for him to woo, esp since Payima (prime choice) is happily married w/ kids and that was probably a known dating thing happening even before he left Shonyul. point is, no boys available, but the spot Is open. uhhhhhh. There’s Kay Monday from GGS, who.... could be absolutely anything, honestly, the only relationship in his life i knew shit about is w/ his twin sister Spencer, since they’re a duo in fighting demons and all that. He’s open i guess, i dont know, i think i thought of him as straight but it is my world so i Can do what i want. he’s the only male oc in that one tho since everyone else was female or femme (mattie is nb but theyre also functionally committed w/ sonya). uhhhhhh god i have so few. there’s all the, yknow, hs ones, i dont think we should count the hs ones. uhhh project:seren or w/e i calle dit, there was Elliot? He’s an old man (aka in his 50s). i dont think he had a partner at all. and lyndelles dad, Jun? he’s straight + married. i think there was a young guy who was the protags friend but he was half a character so who the fuck knows, right?
hmmm hold on lemme use the tales page to check my stories. acb....? was there even a straight up Guy in that? not in the big kids, no... bulcalin and.... one of his younger siblings... was coded male despite being genderless shadow folk, so i mean, i fucking guess right, shits possible in there (NOT WITH THOSE TWO together OBVIOUSLY christ). CCC had one guy as like the master but im p sure he was straight bc there was like a relationship thing meant to go on w/ him and Shani, i think? who knows. sworl theyre all coded femme. KoA they were all straight. ditto KK (esp the skeleton boy who is the only character i remember with any certainty). re:mem no male ocs. rih no male ocs (thers only two fucking characters in it lol). ooh, Royalty Story! I... know i thought about that at sm point. Jackson and Morgan might be into dudes. Actuallly.... Yea i think I had Jackson as into guys? But he was gonna marry a princess to help her out (~politics~) and they were basically gonna be two gays married to each other but dating their servants. it was gonna be great. that wasn’t even the plot of RoySt that was external content bc whether Jackson was gonna marry uhh Caterina (?) was at least partially the reason that like, the royal kids had to fucking Scram. i dont remember what the plot of that was. whoops. Morgan’s open, and i think he’s down. SoaCS, no mennn? Shadow Hunter, no dudes. tdoc no ocs period. tfos, all girls, all gay (all great YEEHAW), tft isnt a thing, wttd was...... leeesbians? Janna and Aerin were gonna be gay. Janna’s bro IS around, and there was another dude character who was the antagonist, and I think Aerin had a few dude friends... like there are guys around like i guess you could do stuff w/ that, i dont know, the only one w/ anything was Janna’s bro (he WAS a character right, im not fucking making up an oc after the fact??????? im positive she had a brother....... oh god have i confused that for Jace, who was just Some FUcking Guy who died at the start or some shit???? jesus) and the villain who like, fucking woke the dragon or some shit, v nice, wttd is really badly thought out as just a Plot conceit.
thats. it? theres like 10 characters in here man. fuck. @ me PLEASE make dude ocs. please! men! the boys! the lads! where are they! christ
#story blogging#the tl;dr is that i have like. 15 dude ocs max once we discount all the hs and dr ocs because HOOOOO BOOOOYYYYY#i cant remember any of them off the top so they dont count. i remember at best like two of my hs ocs and both were straight#the mistakenbound ones (not the two i just mentioned) were.... all straight... the girls were gay af tho... i dont remember much
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