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13/15 is fun right bc he needs to be touched so so so bad bc she basically touch starved herself to death and she neeeeeeeeeeeds his body she Needs his body but no way in a million years do they have the framework to interpret that need as what it is so they assume it's sexual, right? it's gotta be. i need to be inside you bc i need to be touched bc im my own type bc the trust issues are Dire so just fuck me until ive forgotten im a person or remembered how to be one. right?

until one day like weeks months way longer than it should be into this self-destructive self-actualisation self-care routine theyre lying on the floor of the console room catching their breath and she goes "do you think.....do you think pythia's curse is still in effect or is this gonna be a problem"

and hes like "fuck! susan"

#had the thought again the other night like 'wait a minute can timelords conceive with themselves? real selfcest'#and then i remembered i actually wrote a whole fucking fic abt missy tricking the master into giving her a baby #that she then babytrapped the doctor with #like babe <3 insane #but anyway never finished it bc the outcomes i saw was either i had to go write missy raising a child #(had two possible ways for that to go. one with the doctor one without)#(the one without was a childhood marked by repeated kidnapping attempts BY the doctor attempting to 'save' the child from missys parenting)#(also had her meet tecteun at some point just.........for fun. i thought she'd take an interest)#but idk how to write a child. or parenting #and the other option was to have the children die #children bc........missy tried..........like a lot #many times #insanity levels were high #but there was no real end to that either. lik ethe story didnt get to an ending #so that fic is kinda in limbo #in terms of masterdoctor insanity tho. my best work. they were both intensely insane in it #intensely #no matter the way i wrote it go. intensely. mutual traumas reenactment #anyway #is this why they cant conceive do you think #bc otherwise you kinda have to contend with the fact that they could do it with themselves right?#even if they dont do it the human way #i suppose maybe with looms you could already make smth out of just one person's material?#but i feel like with looms it like hussles the dna around a bit. idk if that makes it less a problem #idk also if i made that up #anywayyy

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