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willowfey · 2 years ago

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idk what’s been happening but lately no matter what time i fall asleep, i wake up abruptly between 8:30-9 full of anxiety and extremely sore and remembering vivid unsettling dreams. and no matter how tired i still am i cannot fall back to sleep and the anxiety only starts to lessen when i get out of bed, even if i get back in it and feel fine after washing my face or smth, i have to Get Out of the bed to break it.

#i have on all my ambient things and i’m cuddled with my dog and the fan is on and my sister has been sleeping in my room while we pack #so we’ve been having like fun chats up until we fall asleep and i’m Comfortable when i fall asleep #and then i have some fucked up dreams and snap awake all achey and anxious #i’ve saged the room i’ve made sure it’s not too warm idk what else i should be doing #but god i’m sick of waking up like this #last night’s dream was that i had a car parked in the middle of a bedroom and the car caught on fire #and the house was out in the woods and my phone was still broken so i couldn’t call 911 and i had to find my brother’s phone #but the house turned into my grandma’s old house and everything was still on fire #night before last i was in a busy hotel that was unsettling in the way spirited away is unsettling #and i had a one hour window to send a letter to anyone dead alive or fictional and guarantee they’d receive it #but i was trying to send a letter both to chris and quasimodo??? and then i was in this optical illusion labyrinth full of wormholes #anyway.

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