#and then cars were driving by rlly slow (bc of the rain)
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
ohhh the paranoia hitting BAD tonight
#got a twxt from work. girl i was with all day apparently tested positive for covid. so uh. now i am panicking at every small thing wrong#my throat is not sore but i keep thinking it is. my arms r sore but thats bc i do physical labor as a job.#i have a headache but like. i always have one of those#took loki outside and . its raining and dark and usuallt thats fine#but the good ol coat in someones window looks like a person standing there looking at me hit#and then cars were driving by rlly slow (bc of the rain)#and there was a car. parked in front of my apartment#just. in the road not in a space or anytbing just. in front of my door#so i liteally just. ran by w loki and locked the door real fast#and when i got inside uh. had the awful urge to turn off all lights and shut blinds and#looking @ mirrors is freakin g me out now. so thags fun#literallt took the one off fmy closet door bc i can see it from bed. ive neverdone that before there is sometning Wrong with me#head in hands.#i feel like. jonThan sims. there r eyes everywhere and it Fucking Sucks. i understand u buddy. hate this#i Do Not Like Feeling Like Im Being Watched this sucks so bad.#and usuallt its fine bc its like. a background noise thing. i can ignore it ! but smth abt tonight is just like. nope yhere r Eyes#feels BAD#im ok i promise just. jumpy hsbdjdbsjsnsbs#tw// vent#i guess. havent tagged a ventoost in a while i dont remember the format
2 notes
·
View notes