#and the whole og kruz and tay fic has sooo much trans shit
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ok transfem speedy is taking over my brain it seems. this was supposed to be about em and larry being best friends !! lmfao
#astro tries to write#i had one (1) pill of ritalin left and i gave in and had it..... my saviour.#dude writing really is everythign huh. also just creating. like sdfghjkl#dude i def need to ring my psych and see if he got the prescription sorted. idk if i can afford it rn. but#for when i can. i need to get back on it. my world s !! tehy need to be made#im also a little worried about being fucking up transfem speedy. like playing with gender with streamer personas#is nothing super new to me. bigender side has been with me for a while now#and the whole og kruz and tay fic has sooo much trans shit#but im not transfem and taking this pretty fuckign masc cishet guy and making him a trans woman#i dont want to do anything too insensitive or stereotypical and such#i mostly play aroudn in the transmasc and/or nb pasces. or make cis women trans woman#ive also been nbinging a lot of jessie gender videos lately#which have been fkn great. and i hope the thoughts and vibes are helpign me make#transfem speedy at least not terrible rep. and while keeping thei personality#that ofc i love. like i watch speedy so fucking much. like So much.#and i did my best with the firts half of that fic. and im glad it seeme di wrote speedy well#but i was worried bc the focus was on teh trans that i stripped away the personality#but also when u come out. and discover urself ur perosnlity doe sshift#bc there has been a mask u have had up inevitably#anyways this is like five differnet thoughts all combining. but that makes sense. thats what writing is#dfghjkl. ritalin my beloved !!! allwing myself to have thoughts and not lose track of them#and even do something with them. god yeah#if u follwoed me (or my old blog) for tvd/teen wolf/etc i do apologise#i still make the mbs. but ill be real i feel like i havent had a new thought about a lot of that stuff in a while
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