#and the other is one of the vets at my hospital whos a 60yr old lesbian that just.. do i want her or want to be her or want her to adopt me
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something has been happeniung to me lately
#gay feelings... incited by two of my coworkers....#one is this tech whos so aloof and stone and has such archetypal masculine energy. i've never seen her express an emotion it's so hot#i am always. wanting to stand out to her. and feeling self conscious when she's around. and delighted when she knows anything abt me#like. it's bad.. the other day she just asked me to grab something off a high shelf and was like 'cos youre taller than me'#why did that simple statement of fact get to me so much. i'm only maybe an inch taller than her like i hadnt even realized i was taller#maybe she also seems taller to me bc of her crazy dyke energy#and the other is one of the vets at my hospital whos a 60yr old lesbian that just.. do i want her or want to be her or want her to adopt me#it's so confusing... i've been dealing w my complex feelings towards my mother all year and this vet is so... i just don't know....#i was texting her almost every day abt my cat before she passed and she was so kind and helpful and warm and ughhhhhhhhhhhhh#she's genuinely one of the most compassionate and intelligent people i've ever met and her being an elder lesbian... it gets to me#my rubber band ball of emotions is so out of wack rn. 2024 get me some gay attention and affection please i'm in need
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