#and the juvinile is kinda cute

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the video was there but didn't play for moment and i wasn't expecting the ball of pocket lint to start walking

flatid planthopper nymph, Singapore. hemipterans (true bugs) like these have mastered the art of covering oneself in weird waxy filaments, which are shed along with their last juvenile molt, revealing a sleek, gossamer-winged adult

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Taylor Bowden

I finally can cross the name “Taylor” off my list, I guess. After I put in my notice at upstart yesterday I decided to semi take the rest of the day off and lay by the pool at Lafayette. So I did what almost everyone else decided to do at the pool yesterday - I brought my headphones and laptop and worked from there. Next thing I know a cute (fit) guy sits on the chair beside me and I didn’t think too much into it other than I chose a good spot due to the sun. a little bit passes by and I’m here flipping around a few times working on my laptop and all of a sudden he goes “its a nice day out...” and we started to talk! I mean, I wasn’t gonna strike up conversation. “What’re you working on, other than your tan.”  I wasn’t really counting for it to be anything...I mean, lately I’m literally just taking opportunities as they come and sure enough, we exchange numbers because he wanted to invite me out with his friend to pretzels and pints later.  I wasn’t really gonna go since he’s in the navy and was still in school, but then he mentioned polite provisions and I kinda wanted to go. Plus I haven’t been on a date in a hot minute so I felt called to. So here I am going in on this date with this guy who’s pretty decent looking but if I’m being completely honest, the conversation was meh. I found out he’s 28 - is in the navy and have been for 5 years, wanting to put in another 5. He’s getting his masters in mechanical engineering and he lives in monterey currently. He’s from Houston, TX but when he joined the navy, they stationed him here in San Diego before moving him up to Monterey. and he was only in town for a few days visiting san diego and some friends - staying at the Lafayette Hotel. At one point I just kept thinking I might be able to get drunk enough to sleep with him once just because it’s been a while.  Obviously it was fun and I stayed for about two hours but those two hours FELT like two hours- it’s not like it flew by. I wanted to leave, but I almost just really wanted him to drive me home since it was a walk away. He had about 3 coctails and and beer, I had about 2 drinks and a beer and right when I decide I kinda wanted to invite this guy over, he can’t get the check fast enough. He gets up and must’ve gotten up really fast but he stumbles and I can clearly tell he’s drunk. He then asks me “am I meeting your dog?” and I just up front say “no.” The next thing I know he tries to throw his arm around me because it’s cold and I just kinda dodged it. We keep walking home and he starts telling me how he’d definitely feeling it and that he’s gonna leave his car there because he can’t risk driving drunk. Good on him. But when. I found that out, it just felt so juvinile. We keep walking and he starts telling me I looked cold even though I was seriously warming up. We get to my apartment, I thanked him for the night and parted ways.  That was that. I can’t really say anything else. I didn’t think he was bad or anything, I just wasn’t interested in him after seeing him drunk. It also didn’t help that he had facial features that semi reminded me of aaron felix. I just couldn’t do it, I guess. 

Meanwhile theres this other guy from the dog park that I actually strangely find myself attracted to. Not