#and the intricate jewelry box was from Vanilla’s childhood memories from that one manga page!!!!

[my-heart-is-but-a-gentle-moon]

I have Just dreamed! of Jumin!!! And he proposed to me Aaa!!!!

Oh. My god.

I think waking up in the middle of the night and seeing treasures of Jumin sent to me by Annaka and having thought and daydreamed about him so much and relating him to so many things made me dream about Jumin !

I don’t remember everything from it but there was a pillar with cut out sentences that related to how he felt in his life and how he gradually came to think through meeting me and words and sentences of loving me and of a warmer, more loving and appreciative way of seeing the world through meeting me and going through life with me that I had to mix/match and add to the pillar where they fit *≧v≦* !!!!!!

I was with someone who I could call a friend? I think. Our relationship was odd but she seemed to know of Jumin’s plan and was all for it and supportive !

And on the table before me were a lot of gifts, a bridal veil, an elegant handwritten letter from him!, a light green/white scarf/tie that I couldn’t figure out completely what to do with it but felt quite nice to the touch- I stroked it and smoothed it a bit and tried to fake tie it around a photo of his that laid on the table in front of me and there right next to it appeared a small collage of ours and I’m sure to the side of it, there was also an old fashioned/intricate and beautiful album of ours, filled 3/4 of the way with beloved and treasured photos of ours !!!!!💗💞💗💗💞💗💖💓🌸🎆🌷Some taken by V, some taken by us of each other or selfies together, some by pro photographers, some by the RFA crew~~~💗💞💗💞💘💓💖💘💝💗!!!

And a jewelry box maybe on the other side of the table? Intricate and wood made as well

And then Jumin came along to me, he was so beautiful with his long legs and tall build and aahhh💗💞💗💞💗 his beautiful face and warm smile !!! and now this scene reminds me so much of IU’s song Peach- he walked towards me and hugged me completely and warmly, with the intention to pour out his love for me 💗💞💗💖💓💘🌺💝💞💗!! with words of love and I could feel myself melting into a soaking puddle of loving, absolutely heart swooning goo 💗💞💗🌸💓🌺🌷💗💘💝

and then slowly yet naturally hopped comfortably into his lap as we lowkey waltzed/rock stimmed our happiness from side to side languidly but fluidly- like calm but far reaching waves, wrapping my legs around him like a koala and I could feel myself, us two both brimming with love and happiness for each other, it felt so much like home for us both and our hearts were sparkling and trembling for each other with awe, love and adoration!💗💞💗💖💝💘💓🎆💞💗! we were meant to be 💗💞💗💞💗💖💘💝💘💗...🌸💝🌸🌺🌷🌹🌷💓💞💕💗💘💗💓💖💗

And I’m still so smiley this morning and this was just a blessed start to my day even with my incredibly painful flow and cramps cause of nature’s monthly visit.

Ahhhh💗💞💗💞🌸💓💖💓💗🌸🌺💝 Juuumiiinnn 💗💞💗💘💝💓🌸💖🌸💓💞💗

I was embraced by so many tweets of his I screenshotted, and combination of treasured songs (Hands of Time/ (Don’t Leave Me) Stranded/ VIXX Love Letter and SJ Angel (Ballad) and his treasured song of missing me💗💞💗💞💗... He also sang about how much he wanted to kiss my lips after I made myself up for the family dinner and helped with the cooking~~💗💞💗 that made me happy, embarrassed and shy >v< !! and then as I cleaned my room and laid to think of him and scroll through our treasured memories, the treasured beloved song of his came up! We both missed each other!!! And longed to be together!!! and posts of memories of ours that I already felt so so so warm and loved and cozy and fluffy and happy!! But this! And him sending me the tweet of feeling like he’s in a different universe with me 💗💞💗 While I wrote this out!!!! Aaa!!!! just made me eternally more happier and warm and at peace that I feel like I’ve already taken a bite out of heaven’s puffy, sweet light pink cloud ~~~💗💞💗💘💓💖🌸💝💞💞💞💗🍬🍭🍯🍩🍨☁️🌥

Icons and art made by : sourpio, comfortship(‘s gift for Jumin and I aaaa!!!!!), cheritz and lottie-enrico💗💞💗