#and thats kind of how sol feels with Deity but i just never knew how to put it into words? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nostomannia · 2 years ago

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Sol is an adult. That should be very much apparent. She takes up a childlike humor and spirit, but that doesn't stop the fact she's an adult, body and mind.

With Deity, she just feels... dwarfed? When they're around, she isn't a full-grown woman with her own sense of self. She's a child clinging to Deity's coattails.

Heck, as soon as Deity is mentioned, it's like a switch is flipped. Solita seems to change from this big, loud personality of a woman to a meek and small little girl. She just feels like a kid trying to play dress up and be something she's not, living in another person's skin.

#was thinking about existential horror and how its meant to make you feel like a child in the eyes of the universe #and thats kind of how sol feels with Deity but i just never knew how to put it into words?#i never knew how to properly explain how Solita just seems to shrink in the topic of Deity #and i was also tuinkkng about how theres a few child characters in my roster of things that inspire solita.#and sols childhood.....#i should look into how kids process trauma vs adults #abuse tw #trigger warnings may apply #I Cut My Teeth on Secondhand Sentiments || Character info

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