#and that was the only time in this sys that i'd not been mostly frontstuck
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not a vent just identity ramblin in the tags cuz i dont like to talk to people abt this shit /lh
#our system has been so fucky for a while and im so confused as to what we call ourselves anymore tbh.#for a while it was me in front always and the others just kinda there.#then in 2019 there was kj which was a whole fucking thing. but basically zie stole front from me for the first time ever for A Long Time#and that was the only time in this sys that i'd not been mostly frontstuck#and now i am frontstuck again. but like. there are two bitches ( stan and juice) who can also still front without me there#idk its so confusing why do we meet so many criteria for Everything idk what to even call ourselves anymore#but its so important to me to find a label for us so i dont keep fakeclaiming myself to cope with not knowing how we even function.#idk. we're just off the p-did criteria#but we do have a long track record of splitting my kintypes.#abd we're just off meeting osdd-1a. but also have distinct Alter Presence. i know our syslist i can tell whos here#eugh. painnnn#and worst thing is not really havin anyone i feel comofrtable discussin this with that Knows anyfin abt all of this
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