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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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âš Men's day PSA âš
by your friendly neighborhood transmasc men's lib activist â
To the women, male feminists, gays, nonbinaries and transmascs who haven't gotten with the program yet:
If you want the rest of us (incl all trans & otherwise genderqueer ppl) to be free, cishet men need to be freed, because misandry and gender roles affect all of us, but they're the ones defining society's mainstream conception of what it is to be a Manâą.
And cishet men can't do that by themselves, so they need your allyship!
Here's my old video on men's issues if you need a general intro to men's lib. Feel free to also check out my videos on men's studies and matriarchy, as well as the various things linked in their descriptions.
Here's some simple things you can do for the men in your life:
question your misandry & anti-men/-masculinity biases
ex. do you think it's fine to make fun of/be mean to men? how do you feel about your own masculine qualities? would you do/think the same thing to/about them if they were a woman/queer person? etc
meet men with kindness & give them the benefit of the doubt
men, like anyone else, are people and not a monolith, the vast majority of them are perfectly lovely and safe to interact with and don't deserve your prejudice, they deserve to be treated as well as anyone else & are usually used to being treated significantly worse
include them in stuff & teach them skills they traditionally don't get to participate in
there are plenty of matriarchal skills that are hecking useful & not available to a lot of cishet men the way they are to women and queer people, ex. make-up, hair/nails/skin care, fashion, sewing/knitting/crafting, or even just like base social skills/presentability
value them
ex. show that you want for them to be alive, healthy, and happy; compliment them/their looks; (where applicable) express your attraction to them incl what abt them you're attracted to; etc
support them in their own self-liberation efforts
ex. emotions/mental health/self-worth, fashion/self-care, parenting/home-making, etc
respect their current limits & comfort zone
ex. if they're not/not yet comfy w something more extremely out of their comfort zone, don't push it, as it might discourage them; understand that certain things don't come to them as easily (yet) as they do to you
remember intersectionality as with all things
ex. don't forget that plenty of men have marginalised identities (mental health, disability, class, race, queerness, etc) and therefore are not the Image of Privilege you may make Menâą out to be; don't invalidate/erase transmascs' & queer men's claim to female gender role things/femininity in order to validate their manhood/masculinity; be mindful of different issues & stereotypes affecting men of different ethnicities; etc
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So awhile back I had this idea on the backburner of doing a camp camp timeskip (5 years in the future in a timeline where david & gwen adopt max, 5yl for short), originally I intended to create an askblog but as of right now I don't have the time or energy to maintain something like that, so instead I'm simply going to be sharing pieces of this story at my own pace. I started with Max because he's my favorite and I had the most ideas with which direction to pull his character - David & Gwen will come next. Realistically not every character from the show cast is involved in the mains' lives anymore so not everybody will get a design, but the main five all will.
VV Details abt 5yl max beneath the cut VV
So I see a lot of people give Max something of a goth/punk aesthetic with things like chokers and excess piercings, and while I can certainly see why that happens, I personally could never picture him going that route. I think it's possibly because he reminds me a lot of my brothers all of whom tend to have a more hipster or casual aesthetic (for a long time I gave Max a beanie and I still think he'd wear one).
Along with that though, Max just never struck me as the type to overly commit to an aesthetic - he'd care abt how he looks ofc but I definitely think he'd prioritize comfort over appearance. I also hc Max with some sensory issues so things like facial piercings or choker collars would probably be irritating to him (this is me projecting my own sensory issues lol. punks you're so cool but I could never.)
So I mostly kept his aesthetic the same and focused on adding more interest to the design - as this was intended to be an ask blog I added details people would want to ask about.
The glasses are another thing that came from one of my brothers - I've never seen anyone give Max glasses (in general unless they're a nerd people just don't think to add stuff like glasses I think), and now I really like them. He gets them when he's around 14 and I haven't yet decided what visual impairment he has. I'm thinking maybe farsighted?
The long hair was something I chose on a picrew on a whim and immediately loved. I came up with this cute story plot where Max has always wanted long hair, but could never properly get it to grow out because he was never taught how to take care of his hair. He also hated going to salons bc they didn't know how to treat his hair. Then Gwen starts giving him tips and offers to do his hair for him - an offer he's extremely apprehensive about bc his experience with people doing his hair has never been good, but she does really well. She explains that she was just taught by people in her family who knew how to deal with different hair types.
Admittedly too the long hair was a decision I stuck with bc I loathe the idea that transmascs can't have or want long hair (and yes, Max is transmasc in 5yl. David is too). At this point I've created so much hair lore I could write an essay on that alone.
As for the bear pin and the bear skull on his shirt, I wanted to give Max a hyperfixation of some kind, and I just went with bears (Ik lots of children have teddy bears and it doesn't mean they particularly love bears but it's what I had to work with lol). It's the one nature thing David managed to make him genuinely like. Funnily enough I followed a few bear-themed accounts so I could write someone w a bear hyperfixation accurately, and in doing so gave myself a bear hyperfixation for awhile.
Some other details abt 5yl Max are that he loves guns and has studied them and really wants to learn to shoot, he's properly taken up knitting and he once punched somebody for calling David an ableist slur <3
(there's a lot I've put into this but it's hard to find the words to explain when it doesn't come up naturally, so I'll share plenty more abt this au when I'm ready.)
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every day tumbling around âadult horror: i do not like or respect most of this and/or am largely uninterestedâ thoughts until i come up with amazing points, or better yet, ones that are funny
#i like it In Theory. in that i understand many ppl's Not Liking Horror means they don't much want to have a fun scary time lol#on account of ''if it's scary at all then why would that be fun''....which is certainly still not the way i feel or have felt. so#as always a test has been ''what horror stuff that i've experienced might i like Recommend / do i feel i really actually liked''#and there's nonzero stuff in there probably but more niche and/or in different forms than usual A Movie format...#thinking of how when there's horror for kids it's like. well you can't do as much Physical Violence and that's like. mostly who cares.#if ''wouldn't it be scary if someone was trying to physically hurt you'' is a Foundation out here like. yes. yes that would be scary...#and ig that's why it's like...sure used always lol like well yes it would always be scary. like going ''isn't death scary'' like; Often Sure#hardly the only perspective individually or culturally but it is a collective unknown & smthing nobody has power over so. yeah?#and yet when it's like ''a guy is determined to kill you w/a knife: fucked up or no'' like yes but my god lmfao i don't care?? ugh#w/kids there's so much that pretty much All Of Them lack control over. like their own lives for one even harder than re: adults lol#being aware that their path through daily life is set out / monitored by certain adults but that there's certainly more unknown stuff beyond#and that there's a lot they don't / can't yet Get abt how plenty of stuff in the world works;#lots of stuff that's Reliable but you could go ''but what if it changed & got weird'' abt lol; that there's only so much they can do like#directly on their own & plenty of that also adds the layer of [but you gotta go outside The Rules to do it] like another thing to worry abt#is Getting In Trouble with the adults hypothetically looking out for you (you hope; but also don't really have control over at all)....#anyways then it's time for What's Scary To Adults & then it's like: people who are poor...people who are disabled...people who are in a#suburb who don't belong there; menacing you...imperiled virginal innocence of a white girl...trans people...women who aren't sexy to me....#i mean Etc Etc yet that's not even the half of it for me to then go ''etc etc'' abt lmao. hope this isn't reactionary as fuck and/or from#the perspex of a lot of privileged men in a genre that amps up ''what threatens you'' btw hope nobody goes for voyeuristic power fantasies#repeated for emphasis: hope revelling in threatening & attacking women isn't a whole stablished thing in the genre....fingers crossed haha..#also I Dunno About This re: using horror for like. narratives with character arcs lol like. a whole side topic...v Individualism Time#not saying idk i think it should never be done but also that just overlaps a lot with ''we sure abt this [making negative experiences into a#The Scary Thing metaphor]'' like the handling of that so often....makes you think. we sure about this execution here or#anyways not like ''hope no media in this genre is fucked up abt gender/sexuality/race/class/disability/etc'' is unique to This genre lol#just sure is a genre that Elevates things & can go ''well it's not meant to Be Reality'' &/or ''well it's meant to seem unpleasant'' or such#anyways i don't think i'm an Authority i know im being annoyed mostly by Hollywood Media in a realm lol shocking (and stuff derived from it)#(oh also booo to stephen king books imho...which by god Get Adapted lmao) furthermore like A Broad Topic & i can't do an academic study.....#running out of room see i'm just pondering. i'm just Tumbling The Thoughts around in the dryer. yeehaw#as someone who has always been interested in / enjoyed horror....can't tell u hardly any specific works i've been interested in / enjoyed#in years lol. well i'm out of tags. interest in / enjoyment of Horror now more In Theory than In Practice lmao
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Shez being portrayed as someone who canât help Claude through his trust issues unlike By.leth, when Shez is actually shown trying to help Claude while all By.leth does is đđ and magics away Claudeâs (everyoneâs) issues⊠that shit hurts as someone who likes Shez :( Especially when I really canât see what By.leth did in 3H that was so impactful for Claude that Shez just canât do, when Claudeâs the lord that so obviously needs/needed By.leth the least.
Like on one hand I do like that Shez canât quite get through to Claude and how much both of them clearly want to be friends with each other but canât quite close that distance, since itâs a relationship thatâs both interesting in itself and fairly unique when it comes to Shezâs relationships in general (and removes the annoying player pandering - really lets Shez feel like a character)⊠but then I remember that people are just going to use this as fuel as to why By.leth is the best thing since sliced bread when they literally donât do anything on a personal level for Claude and I just :/
yeah i don't really like seeing the negativity on shez either. i think he's a really fun character and im enjoying his interactions with the rest of the cast a lot. there's a lot of aspects to his personality that i'd like to explore further! and there's much less player pandering from what i've experienced so far, which is a huge plus for me. i haven't played gw yet but it sounds like shez and claude have an interesting dynamic there - somewhat unique, like you say, for having the relationship between the lord and the protag be a little difficult, with more trial and error than what we usually see in the 3h games. i get the feeling that that might have been what the writers were trying to go for in throuses with by/leth and claude? and it's relatively well-executed in the first few chapters but then eventually the by/leth focus still comes into play pretty hard, especially after the timeskip, and claude's distrust and his resulting apprehensive, distant stance towards by/leth peter out pretty rapidly. which is fine except it isn't even bc by/leth is really doing anything, the story just happens and claude learns new things and decides to trust by/leth now. unfortunately people disliking protags and being negative about it is just what being in this fandom is like. i mean, i try to be fair about it and i try to tag my posts correctly, but i can't say that im not being negative abt by/leth a lot. and there's plenty of people who don't do anyone the courtesy of hiding their thoughts behind tags and polite words, and that's not fun for by/leth enjoyers either. but then i really dislike how a huge part of the fandom hypes on by/leth and their importance to every character and their mum and then turn around and call shez a bland knock-off, or cold and unfeeling, or say that the characters suffer for shez being around instead of by/leth simply bc shez is a different character with a different relationship to the lords and a different role in the story as a whole. especially if you think that by/leth doesn't do a whole lot for most characters at all. and claude is definitely the lord who got hit with the least player pandering, so it's even more of a drag to see people use shez as an excuse to over-emphasise by/leth's importance to him. there's not much to do but try to ignore people who say that kind of stuff and curate your fandom experience as much as you can.
#asks#byleth critical#i for one don't do fandom except on tumblr. i don't go to twitter bc you can't curate your experience there#and people are rabid#i don't really do discord either like. i'll hop onto a server and then i never show my face#i don't like the micro-cosm of drama that discord servers always turn out to be#and there's always too many people whose presence annoy me to hell or whose takes i Do Not agree with#and servers will so often have like. their own specific takes on canon and characters#and they're never takes that i like so. you know. it's whatever i just don't get involved#why rain on other people's parade and be an asshole on disc when i can also not do that and post shit on tumblr instead
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Do you have any fav Naegi-centric whump/angst fics youâd be willing to share? Love your writing, youâre super talented! â€ïž
nihbihviuh thank you!!! I have a couple that I've returned to more than once just because of how well written they are, so here are some of my personal favorites.
After The Hope by soniagiris is a really good one, made in 2017(expect a lot of these not to be very recently made, btw). Honestly, I don't see enough of people doing stuff like this. Munakata and Naegi have a lot of shared trauma, and there's the potential for a really good friendship between them. And it's also yet another rarepair I low-key ship đ just bcs the author's fics abt them are great and wonderfully in character.
On the topic of soniagiris works, Gasoline, This one with a long name, and Witches are some other super good ones. Witches isn't 100% focused on Makoto, but y'know. It's pretty damn good for how short it is, giving you a chance to think about just how awful it would've been for him and everyone else trapped there. The second is mostly there for the ending that I can't ever stop thinking about, and Gasoline... there's so much to comment on about it. Just know that it's definitely one of my favorite angst fics out there, if not topped by something else i discover in my bookmarks. Love the ending the most tho, so many interpretations!!
Okay okay, I gotta stop showing favoritism here. So! In Too Deep and Head Above The Water are made by one of my two best friends on discord, @makotoismyson, and damn!!! Totally not being biased or anything but these are the best fics I had read in 2019. They're pretty long but very good reads, so I have little to comment on except that despair Makoto is sexy ig
This is super good. I really enjoy some simple angst fics, and what better than touching on a bit of depression? It hits hard every time I read it, and I recommend taking caution, but if you're not too sensitive to self-harm and stuff you'll enjoy this one.
This is a lot of bullying Makoto, but I can respect that. Very good idea for what should've happened when Makoto fell down into the garbage, because how in the hell did he escape mostly unscathed? Like big ol concussion and harm from the chair breaking around him, at least.
I interrupt this series of one-shots to bring you Despair, For All Eternity. And like?? Holy shit this is the best multi chapter fic I've read in... well, forever! It's an amazing time loop fic, and when it was updating I nearly cried at every chapter. It hurts in an amazing way, and though it's long, it's so damn worth every second.
MONSTER AU MONSTER AU!! Okay look I'm trying my best to remake Teras bcs I hate what I did with the original, but I think this is one of the few good things that have come out of it. One of my friends (@kuwuda) in my server made it forever ago but I still hold this fic dear to my heart. One day I'll remake Teras, just for them!
Fighting is yet another multi-chapter fic, but only four chapters this time! Very good post-canon naegiri story, has tons of angst, and damn!! Bitch I sure do enjoy Makoto saying curse words. There's something thrilling abt that.
Bottled Up is centered on Byakuya's problems quite a bit, but Makoto has his time to show some instability as well. Him being paranoid and wanting to be prepared for everything is a headcanon I can really get behind!
4:02 AM is the heaviest of all of these, I think. It's certainly something that people that are sensitive to depression, suicidal thoughts, self-harm and the like really shouldn't read. The author has plenty of other fics that are also very good, but I feel this one to be the most notable.
Welp! That's all I've got in my bookmarks! Anyone feel free to add onto this bcs I'm 100% sure there's other very good makoto angst fics out there I've forgotten to bookmark. Also, fun fact: would you believe I used to abhor naegiri? I hated it with a passion, but over time and from some interacting with one of my friends I grew to love it! Only ships I dislike are Naekusaba and Naezono, anything else I'm pretty cool with! Especially ultra rarepairs... okay time to force myself to stop rambling now
(P.S maybe you should check out @pegasister60 and her fics bcs they're lovely. I didn't include them bcs they're not super focused on Makoto angst but :3 they're very good reads)
EDIT: AH SHIT I FORGOT TO INCLUDE ONE OF MY FAVS. IM A DUMBASS. Anyways yea this specific chapter of this person's naegiri week is fantastic. And also kinda where i got the idea for a certain alcoholic makoto au đ the entire fic is really good read, but this specifically is a depressing makoto moment
#answered asks#fic recs#danganronpa#dr1#sdr2#dr3#check the tags of the fics for warnings#makoto naegi#im not listing every character in these#i will list ships tho#naegami#naegiri
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Okay so this started with me asking
"Are there any fics that take place during TCW that just take the shape of "Ahsoka steals a baby, panics, and now it's Anakin's problem"?
There are... not. Not really.
There are fifteen fics in her character tag with "Accidental Baby Acquisition," and most of them are time-travel, de-aging, or Ahsoka being the baby in question or a side character to someone else's adventure.
Which is disappointing, because I feel like "Ahsoka acquires a baby and panics" is a great plot idea.
@gelpenss: Ahsoka spends most of the clone wars too baby to keep a baby
To which I say: That's Why It's Anakin's Problem
"Uh, Skyguy? I messed up." "Are you hurt?!" "No! I just, um, I think I stole a baby?" "..."
@atagotiak: Anakin frantically calls Obi-Wan to ask about babies and Obi-Wan's first assumption is he got Padme pregnant. Whether or not that's happened yet is up to you Or if he's a little upset he lectures Anakin on Proper Use of Birth Control. When Anakin finds out abt the twins he's like "Obi-Wan's never going to let this one go" Anakin: You knew? Obi-Wan: Everyone knows, Anakin. Anyways I thought I taught you to be more responsible than that. You do know what birth control is, right? Anakin: Hey, it's not my baby. And I'm plenty responsible! [A few months later] Padme: Ani, I'm pregnant!
We love a good dash of irony
@gelpenss: Bfkfngkgn obi-wan just assumes this is Anakin breaking free from what he perceived as their Quiet Unspoken Understanding and just like. Starts by saying âwell, firstly, pass my congratulations on to padme?â Heâs just like âfirst off: do you want to keep the babyâ
"I don't know, Ahsoka's the one that stole it!" "...Ahsoka what."
(Obi-Wan had lots of ideas on how to handle the eventual conversation but none of them involved Anakin calling him in a panic about an accidental pregnancy from across the galaxy, he's flying blind.)
"Anakin, you can't convince me this child isn't yours." "The baby isn't even human." "...ah, well, that's certainly a strong point in your favor."
"Sorry Palpatine, I can't come visit, I'm helping my Padawan raise a child she kidnapped."
@atagotiak: Why do you think she acquired the kid? I mean there's like three possibilities: 1) She saw the kid being abused and thus, kidnapping 2) She found the kid orphaned in a warzone 3) Someone just gave her the kid
@thisarenotarealblog: "Excuse me Miss Jedi, can you hold this for me?"
IMO All three options are on the table, but I've been going with "child was picked up by slavers and Ahsoka freed the kid, panicked partly because she needs Anakin's help to remove the tracker," because that slides neatly into "force Anakin to get some therapy as well."
The kid is young enough to not remember most things, but...
Do you think a toddler or infant is better Ahsoka: What the kriff am I supposed to do with a baby??? Anakin: How should I know??? Kix: Okay, so first off, let me look it over.
Kix is a field medic trained in treating adults and raised in a lab - he might only have marginally more of an idea what to do with a baby than those two do, BUT: if he takes the baby away to check it for infections and similar "well, a droid scan can handle it" type stuff, then those two will have a moment to stop panicking and start thinking.
Anakin calls Obi-Wan but Ahsoka calls Plo Koon?
A variety of people from discord whose tumblrs I don't know:
Sparky the Sky Pirate Plo: Ahsoka it is 2am why are you calling me- Ahsoka: well I kind of adopted/kidnapped a kid from slavers and now I donât know what to do-Master, are you crying? Plo Koon, now a happy grandfather: not at all. Now tell me, what is the little one's name?
era of the dryads plo koon: and how fast can you send me holos for my space wallet
13 Red Spear Plo: "Wolffe, you're an uncle now."
"I'm too young to be a mom!" "We have a creche." "The baby isn't Force-sensitive!" "Make it Anakin's problem." "I can't just make it Anakin's problem, he's freaking out too!" "Make it Obi-Wan's problem."
I don't know who she's talking to, but it as suggested to be either Bariss or Fives.
The fact that there aren't any crack fics titled "Ahsoka Steals a Baby" feels like a personal attack.
It doesn't have to be a force-sensitive baby! Just. A baby. That she stole. For reasons.
(I have lots of thoughts that I shared in a server earlier but it's 1AM so bully me about it tomorrow if you want crack fic ideas.)
#the clone wars#star wars#ahsoka tano#anakin skywalker#various others#Phoenix Posts#I don't even go here#no really#I don't
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