#and that since id been spayed i had a hormonal imbalance that made me hallucinate things so i had to be put on an insane amount of meds | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

textualviolence · 1 year ago

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truly a lot of my dreams are complete full-fledged narratives and they're excellent. Many a times have i wanted to kill myself upon waking up and realizing the excellent manga i just read didn't exist. Ive written them down but its not the same i have to actually work to make them real & full fledged. But the concepts are always insane.

#like the family drama i read in my dreams two nights ago #in between hyperrealistic dreams about my friends & roommates informing me i have deep mental issues and see things that are not real #(i was seeing the night sky even though it was daytime and the moon kept of getting bigger and moving around)#i was then informed this was because i had been neutered (looked down and i had a scar but also my body was that of a cat so i was like ah)#(cats get neutered all the time so i guess its normal)#and that since id been spayed i had a hormonal imbalance that made me hallucinate things so i had to be put on an insane amount of meds #at which point the dream turned to a very well structured commercial about a pill-dispensing machine #“for young women who want to be well-organized about their health & beauty”#the family drama in question was called the tragedy of the moon family #and it was specifically about the transfer of patriarchal power as a form of libidinal energy #it slapped honestly

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