#and that is not at nearly 1030 at night goddamn it
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Work pulled me onto the central time zone survey from the EST one and i swear to fuck if they force me to work the extra late central shift when i made clear I couldn't im gonna...
do nothing, bc I'm Me and also i need the job. But I'm gonna be pissy abt it and wish that management wasn't an entire Mess and crappy abt everything here
#text post#figured they'd toss me back to EST once i got a survey and/or some numbers down on the CST one#and yet here i sit on the CST survey 10 min break feeling a Vibe that suggests they're going to suddenly make it mandatory#unless you have kids or care for someone elderly or ill which are usually the two things they'll accept and let you go#otherwise? better not bitch abt it or you're going into a disciplinary if they don't just fire you outright#they're struggling to even remember who was scheduled to work tonight and forgot to assign some ppl their supers#so it might even be they just forgot the shift i signed up for#however. i don't give a fuck abt that bc it's their job to keep thet straight not mine#and i plan to be done at the end of my usual shift for mondays with my new schedule#and that is not at nearly 1030 at night goddamn it
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It is only goddamn 1030 in the morning and I feel like I've been up for 7 hours already. I slept like shit due to stomach cramping and bc I'm parsing out my trazedone til I see my NP and the half-dose doesnt work very well. I had nightmares and vivid weird dreams again and I'm irritable.
I've had my coffee, gone outside with Zaiyah where she played with Lyla the poodle for a bit. I checked my plants and found a nearly fresh and perfectly intact dead squirrel, and saw two gorgeous orioles!Then we got stalked by Lyla after we came in the house. She just kept circling the house like a shark forever and then she barked for a while under the window. I cant vacuum bc the damn battery is dead and Andrew is sleeping still. Maybe I'll attempt to shower, although that might be a mistake bc I'm already exhausted and I usually need a nap after a shower... I dont know whether to move or rest at this point. I wish I could describe how I feel!!
I'm rambling cuz my mind wont stop going and I'm restless but exhausted. I heard screaming in my head last night again when I was getting tired. I honestly miss my risperidone at this point.
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