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im-smart-i-swear · 2 years ago

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Does Tashi have the memories upto the kerberos mission or before the mission? (Also love that he's being 'I do not see' about the entire clone thing, love that for him)

Im not really sure about it tbh! The option i'm leaning the most into is that he has Shiro's memories up to a few months/weeks before the mission. It just makes everything so much worse for him beacuse he doesnt even know about Shiro and Adam' Whole Thing.

For him it looks like one moment he was preparing for the biggest mission of his life and the next thing he knows, he wakes up surrounded by dozens of fucking corpses who look like him why do they all look like him

also i like to headcanon that the reason for why there were so many of the clones there is bc those are the failed attempts - discarded bc of mistakes in the cloning process or failed memory transfers or something(most of em were propably braindead or unable to survive)(dont ask me how the guys even survived falling from however high that place was. that's not importrant)

Tashi knows something's wrong from the beginning - some of his memories are disjointed or missing, there are names and places he should remember but he doesnt, and they all feel distant - but he pushes all his doubts and suspicions deep down beacuse there are people who need him here.

pretty much the same goes for taks and taka too! all three of them came to a mutual understanding that its best to just try and not to mention the fact they have the exact same name and life stories. theres more importrant things to think about like, y'know, not dying!!

Thank you for the ask!

#ask #my funky guys #rip tashis mental stability😔#even after years of knowing hes a clone a part of tashi still yearns for shiros old life #also after he officially accepted that hes a clone(and that everything he knew is effectively gone) he just redefines his sense of self #by dedicating his life to ensuring his new family is happy and safe. his relationship w/ his family becomes the thing that defines him #beacuse hes not strong or good at fighting or capable At All(its not like he taught himself how to make clothes and food and set up traps #noooo no no hes soo dumb and only good at being an okay big brother..)#yeah. im starting to think this guy might have some sort of a problem🤔🤔🤔🤔 hm.#oh anD THEN after years of living in total isolatin they get out and theres SO MUCH STUFF and so much they can do and places they can go!!#and tashi starts panicking bc what if they dont need me anymore?? what if the people i spent years caring for decide to leave me and to #explore on their own??? theyre not stuck toghether anymore. they can leave. and then youll have no purpose again.#you'll be alone.#woah this got a bit sad huh.#dw they work it out! surprise turns out tashis family doesnt want to abandon him the moment they have the chance!!#he'll propably always be a bit clingy tho #(<- btw a lot of this stuff also fits soup. theyre both like that. tashi lets it show more)

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