#and second my exams are going on rn and they end on 7th nov

[roimp]

if i don’t get to see the eras tour movie i will kill myself

[the-falling-star]

Hello love! Hru doin'?

Belated Congratulations on your bachelor degree. I'm so happy for you. Make sure to take breaks from time to time okay. Indeed spiritual stuffs are happening rn. Saturn is in ret, jup will be too after 2 days till 2 Nov, tmr is a new moon in leo... Heavy intense energy ugh-

My present situation is dunno very lazy n stuff. I should be studying for my national entrance exam but I'm jst not studing. Maybe phn addiction is a reason too but I mean where's the real motivation? I jst don't feel like touching my books. I don't even bother to open my bag after coming back from my centre!? My emotions are all over the place n lately I hv been really stress abt I myself dont know what?. I suddenly started feeling sad, depressed and anxious. My rel with my family are like getting better n then messing up then getting better then again messing up n it goes on n on. I feel stagnant n I'm actually forgetting everything or anything within seconds. My main focus is my STUDIES so I need guidance over that pls if u can😭 also I noticed that people around me are also feeling the shift in their life. Like they know what they want to write/do but ends up writing/doing smtg else for instance, you wanna write chromosomal material condenses to form compact mitotic chromosomes but you ended up writing chromosomal material attached to form compact mitotic chromosomes even tho you knew you wanted to write condenses not attached!? This happened with a girl who was sitting with me yesterday like three or more than three times with the same sub over n over again n same happened with me few days ago. Dunno but I'm actually tryna make improvements in me so that I can study better for my exam but jst can't help it 😭 there's nthg happening.

Thankyou sm angel, take care💜

Hi 😊

Oh god i just realized I have a full moon in my 7th house + Saturn retro transiting my 12th house 😭

I actually was going through the same situation when I was preparing for my bachelor exams But I eventually remembered what will happe if I don't succeed and What will happen If I do succeed ,what will happen if my friend did it but I didn't how I'm i going to feel and then I got scared and started revising everything This is a really serious period of time in your life it may change a lot but may be the cause of you losing a chance or an opportunity that's coming in your way do you want to lose that chance ? of course not so what are you going to do is to shut down your social media not telling you o not use your phone anymore but you need to control yourself in order for you to make a progress. The message I got for you is that something really big is slipping away from your hand if you keep acting like this.