#and romance is... so weird for me but i'll yap abt that Another time. but then Yeah. i'm changing from me being shy to being Yeah | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

astrxealis · 5 months ago

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my closest experience to crying while in tokyo was when i held the vinyl for final fantasy 3 in my hands at tower records and sm other shit i love. not even going to eorzea cafe and also seeing grandcypher kitchen made me cry, surprisingly !!! damn.

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#i saw sandalphon on tv. fucking screamed. i held an official aerith plushie in my hands.#i have a couple of ffxiv official merch :) and arknights and studio ghibli and sanrio and i will fucking cry #anyway i love japan. it encouraged me to finally relearn french and finally learn nihongo! and that i want to live overseas in the future #and travel + learn about sm other countries and cultures ;))#funnily enough going to jp comes at vv important times in my life... and there is. this thing where alongside it i get into smth new #and also am at peak hopeless romantic LMFAO ???#last time was b4 gr 7 and i got into anime :(( so this now 2024 is my 1st time going as an actual Fan of jp stuff #and my first real trip (?) where i'm old enough to Get it. ifykwim.#actually it was b4 6th gr. i think. but either way point still stands sm fucking Changed since #bcs i met my best friend in gr6 alongside my twin ofc and our best friend we met the past year and. Yeah.#i changed from being rlly bubbly to vv shy in 7th gr. partly bcs of my huge fucking 1st crush. and on a Girl.#so this time i just graduated from college!#NO. HELP. HIGHSCHOOL***#and romance is... so weird for me but i'll yap abt that Another time. but then Yeah. i'm changing from me being shy to being Yeah #but it's more complicated than that but gr 12 really means a lot to me and Fuck college will be difficult af esp w the uni i'm going to but.#i believe ^___^ <3 not bcs of any Faith other than the faith i have in myself and bcs of my experienced and loved ones!#okay. apollo yapping over and out. sorry i yapped abt my life story again on main HELPPPPP it's ok it's ok #even tho i talk sm and share sm you will never know that much abt me B) i am still hashtag mysteriousssss

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