#and rn i'm also having a lot of problems with being lesbian (luckily nothing related to catholic guilt i never had that kind of stuff)
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Very depressed vent in the tags
#sometimes idk how i should go on with life#like#italy didn't need a fascist government#sometimes i think the only way out is death#at this point nothing makes sense#i enjoy nothing#everything is pain and the world keep getting worse and worse#and i don't want to live in a stew thanks to global warming#my therapist says that in general everyone rn needs to persevere (?) i'm too sleep deprived to search it on google translate#but why should i persevere? for what? a future where i have even zero rights than now and no job perspectives#and my region had become a desert#i don't want to live in that future#sometimes i think the best year of my life was 2017-2018 and that's it i can never have something like that ever again#i can't even enjoy the stuff i enjoyed before uni and all the trauma it caused me#i just hate everything and myselfnand everything i did and every choice that took me here and there isn't much to do about it#antidepressants never worked anyways so#and rn i'm also having a lot of problems with being lesbian (luckily nothing related to catholic guilt i never had that kind of stuff)#more like i have a reptilian brain not used or made to be around people and it's complicated and this vent is already long#and tumblr tags have a limit#i finished peach soju so i can only make myself herbal infusions#it's a messy vent ik i'm sorry#emma and her stupid vent
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