#and relationships aren’t perfect and I’ll inevitably make someone uncomfortable and vice versa
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Hi stupid ramble in the tags plz feel free to Please Don’t Look At Me
#ughhhhhh man idk I just have been kind of in my head about dumb stuff#like how badly I want to love and be loved#how much I long for a silly sweet romance but I’m also#so scared??#I think a lot about my own inexperience#I’ve been in one shitty relationship and didn’t exactly learn much#like idk I just don’t know how to do the whole romance thing#how to flirt how to show interest without overstepping but also without being too vague/seeming like I don’t care#I don’t have experience with communication#I don’t know what is too much or too little#I LOVE acts of service but I don’t want to be one of those people that love bombs#I don’t know how to read intentions and wants very often#I want to hold hands I know that but how do I know if someone else does? if it’s too much to ask?#I want to kiss someone but how do I know if it’s okay to ask? or if I’m just going to overstep and make someone uncomfortable?#hell how the fuck do you kiss someone#what if I’m just really bad at it#like it’s silly but I’m so scared of my own inexperience#and I know realistically that these are things I’ll learn#and relationships aren’t perfect and I’ll inevitably make someone uncomfortable and vice versa#people mess up and no one is perfect#but idk I just feel like a train wreck#I want romance and romantic intimacy so bad but I don’t know how to do it or how to reach for it#it’s just something that’s been on my mind lately I guess idk#just *sick* with longing and I don’t know what to do with all the affection bottled up in my chest#I want to love and be loved so fucking badly it hurts#(and like. I know romance isn’t the end all be all of life#but man if I don’t crave it anyway)
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