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Persona Charts Observations: 18+ Edition

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Asteroids Used: Juno (3), Groom (5129), Briede (19029), Union (1585), Boda (1487), Eros (433), Alinda (887), Kama (1387), Lust (4386), Asteroid 1996 TL66 (15874), Asteroid 2005 PQ21 (134210), Asteroid 2010 EN65 (316179), Asteroid 1988 XB (7753).

Copy-Paste Codes: 3,5129,19029,433,887,1387,4386,15874,134210,316179,1585,7753,1487.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Groom/ Briede 1H in Mars PC can mean your Future Spouse will find you very attractive, and very hot and sexy. They could be aroused by you just by the sight of you. They find your appearance so hot, you could totally be their type physically.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Venus 1H in Mars PC can mean many could find you very hot and sexy when you appear. You could have a very feminine sex appeal, looking so feminine it's hot. You could also have that feminine sexiness in you.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Mars 7H in Mars PC could mean the thought of making love could make you aroused, and you could feel the most horny to think of making love with a one you are in love with. You could also find the thought of waiting to make love after marriage totally good.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Groom/ Briede conjunct Jupiter in Mars PC could mean your best sexual experiences will be with your Future Spouse.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Eros 8H in Juno PC can mean you'll feel very horny with your FS, you'll feel an intense sexual attraction and it will be hard to not be close to each other.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Alinda (887) conjunct Kama (1387) in Juno PC can mean you'll have very rough and passionate sex with your FS, and you'll often do it this way. You'll spend tons of passionate nights for sure together.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ 8H Stellium of 18+ Asteroids in Groom/ Briede PC can mean you'll find your Spouse incredibly sexy. You'll be obsessed with them, you'll want them all the time. You'll have so many dirty thoughts about them, impossible for you to get enough of them.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Lust (4386) conjunct Asteroid 1996 TL66 (15874) in Groom/ Briede PC can mean you'll be obsessed with making your spouse cum. It will turn you on so much to see them reach this level of pleasure. If it's in Aries, there is possibility for them to cum quickly.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Moon conjunct Asteroid 2005 PQ21 (134210) in 4H in Groom/ Briede PC can mean you'll be very aroused with the idea of having children with your FS. If you are into men, you'll want them to make you pregnant, and if you are into women, you'll love the idea to make them pregnant.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Mars conjunct 2010 EN65 (316179) in Groom/ Briede PC can mean your FS will cum easily due to the high passion and intense sexual activity you'll probably have. You'll make them so horny they will easily come.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ 3H Stellium of 18+ Asteroids in Union PC can mean you'll spend many times arousing each other online, over the phone, FaceTime, or messaging. You'll flirt so much, it can go to the next level... OR this can also mean you'll find each other extremely hot online, exchanging hot pictures.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Uranus conjunct Asteroid 2005 PQ21 (134210) in Union PC can mean you can have very unique sexual experiences with your FS when you meet, or you can do some very unique foreplay too!

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Asteroid 2005 PQ21 (134210) in Aquarius Union PC can mean something similar.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Sun conjunct Mercury in Eros PC can mean you are very vocal, loud in bed. You can moan easily.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Asteroid 1996 TL66 (15874) 3H in Eros PC can mean you can cum easily when receiving oral. Moans can turn you on more easily.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Mars 5H in Union PC can mean there will be a lot of flirting, and you'll possibly even do some foreplay because of the high sexual tension.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Asteroid 2010 EN65 (316179) in 5H in Union PC can mean you or your FS can cum during a date of yours around the time you meet. Very strange observation but... it's actually true lmao.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Any 18+ Asteroids in 9H in Union PC can mean you can have your first sexual experiences together in foreign lands.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Venus 8H in Union PC can mean you can catch feelings for each other through sexual experiences. It can also mean you can feel such a deep attraction to each other, all you think about is to make love to them.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Juno in 8H in Boda PC can mean you and your FS will often make love during the Honeymoon. You'll basically only do that of your time...

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Moon 8H in Boda PC can mean pregnancy can happen during your honeymoon.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Lust (4386) in 8H/ conjunct 8H Ruler/ conjunct Mars in Boda PC can mean you'll anticipate your sexy times for your honeymoon. You'll be very excited to get to this time.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Boda (1487) 8H in 1988 XB PC can mean you'll def spend much time having sex during your honeymoon.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Sun conjunct Venus 6H in 1988 XB PC can mean making love to your partner is something you think is to do daily. You AT LEAST do it once a day when you are in a relationship.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Stellium in 7H in 1988 XB PC can often say you'll have your most important sexual experiences with your FS. It can also mean you are more aroused in a relationship with someone you love. AND it can also mean you'll have the best sexual experiences of your life with your FS.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Mercury Sagittarius/ 9H in Mars PC can mean you are attracted sexually towards foreigners.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Neptune 1H in Eros PC can mean meany finds you insanely hot, it can mean you can often be approached by others because they find you very attractive. You can also have a very innocent look that makes others aroused. Your innocence is what makes people feel horny for you. At least this can just be what people perceive, you can just look innocent but necessarily be... hehe.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Mars 7H in Eros PC can mean you can be extra cuddly when you are horny. You can also be more flirty.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Venus conjunct Sun in Eros PC can mean you'll prefer to have sex with people you love, and perhaps you'll so adore the idea to make love to your FS. You can also often have sex in a passionate and romantic way.

₊˚⊹ ᰔ Moon conjunct Groom (5129)/ Briede (19029) in Eros PC can mean you'll totally feel comfortable in bed with your FS.

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[dunmeshistash]

Personally I agree with you that Mithrun knew his friends were all illusions, and tbh, I think he was very okay with it

About Mithrun vs Marcille on the demon's copies of real-life people: Mithrun's desires were all related to image and self-worth, never the actual people in his dungeon. He didn't necessarily want the real thing - arguably he doesn't even like Sultha since he thought of the real one as "sketchy" - he just wanted the image of her, he wanted the image of being better than his brother, he wanted the image of having friends, etc. I believe that's why he was so okay with the demon making fake copies of his friends. It contrasts Marcille being so against the lion's attempt to make a copy of her dad. She wanted her actual father, so she strongly rejected the copy. But Mithrun didn't necessarily want Sultha, he wanted the image of her and the pride that came with her choosing him over his brother, so he likely didn't care that the demon was just making illusions. I agree with you that he was aware, at least on a subconscious level, that he was just playing pretend.

There's also that quote where it said his desire was to be safe from anyone who could harm him. It's possible that he was a bit afraid/paranoid of the real-life counterparts, and thought the illusion people couldn't possibly hurt him, so he felt safer around the fake people and ended up preferring them. This way he could have his friends and his girlfriend without the constant fear of getting hurt. He could feel wanted and important and loved without being on edge about what they secretly thought of him, or if they secretly wanted to hurt him. That's exactly what he wanted - the illusions fulfilled his desires better than the real counterparts ever could.

I don't really think it's a matter of image, there was nobody there to put on a show for, the show of having friends was before her became a dungeon lord, to me it's more that If you really believe nobody could ever love the real you, fake friends created by the demon is ok

Marcille had a father that truly loved her and friends that she wanted to protect, so it makes sense she was averse to the version made up by the demon at first, from the hints we get Mithrun had nobody he had a real connection with (here exemplified by what he thought of his teamates and the impression Milsiril had of him contrasted with the dungeon)

I don't really understand if other than Sultha the others are real canaries that ended up being driven away just like people were driven away from Thistle, I don't really put it past them to fall for the demon with the promise of a safer life where they don't have to risk their lives only to realize the downwards spiral is inescapable for the dungeon lord.

I don't think it's as important if he "really liked" Sultha or not, I think it's more related to insecurity and fear of rejection, having his brother chosen over him even tho "he's better" (the "perfect youth" image)

Mithrun was thrown away for being a bastard so being faced with the life he could have had probably broke him, I think there's some pride involved too in a twisted way but I read more like something related to "the life I wish I had", envy/jealousy like Milsiril describes. Being able to love and be loved back was never an option especially after joining the canaries

The illusion of this wasn't perfect as we can see, and with the paranoia and everything I doubt he ever really "preferred" the fakes to real life but rather it was all he had?

Idk I'm not good with words hope this made some sense, but even Marcille who said the recreation of her dad was "unnecessary" (quite the underreaction) still kept him around until the others defeated him so I don't really know what it says about Mithrun, maybe if he wasn't imprisoned into the book he could have manipulated Thistle into accepting a fake Delgal too?

[skzfairyyydreamz]

Replaced? (Part 6)

Genre: Skz Smau, Text posts, Skz!Fic, Non!idolAu, Angst, Crack/humor, Mini series

Pairing: Bsf!skz, Fem!Reader, Bf!Felix, Stoner!Skz, Stoner!Reader

Warnings: !!Slow Build!! , Strong language (ofc!!) , Mentions of SA, Mentions of Alcohol, Mentions of smoking, Mentions of cheating, Mentions of fighting, Suggestive humor !!MDNI!!

Synopsis: Some people say friendship breakups hurt more than actually relationships .. and now y/n sees for herself why some friend groups are best kept separate

A/n: and we're back with another chapter of REPLACED? this chapter is definitely giving reality tv type MESSY and i LOVE it bc this is where the real angst starts to kick in. I know this fic was originally meant to be a text post series but i decided to add written parts as well to enhance the details! Chapter 6 is for sure a THICK and JUCIY one so buckle your seatbelts! Thank you all for sticking around and enjoying these silly little stories with me! hugs and kisses! MWAH!! 💋 xoxox <3 <3 <3 <3

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“Omg TYSM! can you guys just grab these and bring them up I have to piss like a fucking race horse!” 

“Yea yea go ahead we got it! ” Chris waved you off as you hoped out the cab doing your little pee pee dance.

Minho couldn’t help but to point and chuckle as he mocked the way you hoped from side to side like a little toddler who couldn’t hold their bladder. 

without any thought you quickly flicked him off almost like it was a reflex before you took off running up to your apartment building with the speed of light. “The doors open!” Changbin shouted behind you 

You didn’t even realize how quiet it was in your apartment until you came out of the bathroom. walking back towards the living room to check on everything…

“Oh hey there!” you heard from behind you in the far left corner of the room. “Ughhh ofc its him… obviously … just keep your Distance fuck boy” you think to yourself as you mentally roll your eyes before turning around To see Alex holding some plugs in in his hand. 

“Alex, hey!” You force a smile trying not to seem awkward (but failing miserably) “you all good, you got everything you need?” 

“Yeah yeah all good just finishing my set up now” he responded from behind the table with all his equipment as he plugged his last cord into his laptop. 

“Cool cool cool, perfect timing guests are about to start arriving any second.” 

“ nice .. you know I had no idea you were so close with the whole gang from work .. Chris, changbin, minho , jeongin.. you guys get along pretty well I assume.” 

“Oh Yeah we’ve all been super close for years! We’ve been friends Way before we even started working the club actually.” 

“wow.. for a long while huh? Would’ve never known” 

“Yeah.. that’s family ” you say with a soft smile of adoration “where is jeongin btw ? Is he in the back?” You turned on your heels heading towards your bedroom to quickly and smoothly escape this conversation you no longer wanted to be a part of. 

“No, he and his girlfriend went out to get more ice!” He yelled out before you could get far quickly dismissing your escape route “fuck!!” You thought to yourself. “Oh okay .. water?” You offered him as a distraction turning to walk towards the kitchen wanting to be as far away from him as possible. 

“Yeah sure” there was a few seconds of silence .. then he spoke again. “Listen ..thanks for booking me for this gig, I’ve only really been working the club the past few months so I appreciate you considering me.” He spoke out loud enough for you to hear him from the kitchen. 

“Oh it’s no problem, you do a pretty good set at work and everybody loves good music so why not?!” You force a chuckle trying to seem polite as you emerged from the kitchen walking over to hand him a bottle of water. 

And as if the way you felt his eyes shamelessly roaming your body wasn’t enough to make you want to die in that moment, it was like the energy in the room got more and more dense every time he opened his stupid mouth. 

You extend your arm out to give him the bottle of water and ofc instead of being a  normal person he grazes his warm clammy fingers across your hand before taking the water bottle from you “thanks” he says “ AHHHH EW EW EW I HATE MEN I HATE MENNNN WHY WOULD HE FUCKING DO THAT EW WHY CANT HE FUCKING BE NORMAL WTF??!” The inner voice in your head was crumbling with the ick. 

“Your outfit looks amazing btw ” he added make this moment even worse! at this point You genuinely would rather leap head first off your 7th floor balcony than stay in a room alone with him any longer. “DUDE WTF IS TAKING THE GUYS SO LONG OMFG !! GET ME OUT OF HERE!! ” your inner voice still raging with panic. He then grabs your hand and pulls you into a hug. “ ha thanks” you reply to his yucky compliment forcing yet another painful smile. “And you smell so good” he inhaled your scent (like the creep he is) almost whispering in you ear. He had a very strong grip and everything was happening so fast you barely had a chance to pull away or react.

his hand kept creeping around your lower back as he tried to pull your body closer into him. His hand then landing just on top of your ass as he full on groped you with no shame. And what made it even worse was that you were wearing a mini skirt. 

“Ew bitch wtf are doing!!?” You pushed him hard enough for him, a man twice your size and height to stumble backwards almost falling into his DJ equipment. Your fight or flight senses kicked in real fast. (Thank god)

“Wdym princess.. I thought you were feeling me?” he replied with a sly grin on his face like what he had just did was okay or some kind of funny joke. You were livid at this point. 

And without a thought or a second guess your hand came crashing down making contact with his face. The slap was so hard the sound echoed through the quiet living room. “You think this shit is fucking funny!? You’re about to be in a house with all my MALE best friends and my BOYFRIEND… you think it’s going to end well for you if I tell them you just sexually assaulted me??!” 

“Idk what you’re talking about pretty girl, I didn’t do anything” he let out a small malicious almost inaudible chuckle holding his face where you slapped him. You continued to look at him with pure rage and disgust. 

“ you’re fucking disgusting.” you turned away attempting to storm off but before you could even walk away..

“Cmon princess don’t be like that” 

“Shut tf up and do the job you were paid to do before I kick you out of my fucking house Alex! "

“Well yeah , you could kick me out but … what’s a party without music ?? And I mean .. you already paid me in advance so really it would just be a loose loose situation for you, no? ” he chuckled lightly as he mocked you with that menacing grin still lingering on his face. 

“Do the job you were paid for and Stop fucking talking to me before my boyfriend blacks your other eye!” 

“Boyfriend ?? do I know him??” He laughed out loud this time yet still holding his face where you slapped him. He was putting on such an unbothered douche bag persona but you could tell his face was definitely ringing.

“Use that tiny fucking brain of yours and figure it out” 

“ I know another way you could put all that feisty energy to good use”

“ oh bitch you’re playing with fire .. ” that stupid grin never once leaving his face had gotten under your skin so badly you just had to one up him.  “you’re disgusting you fucking pig!” You glared at him before fixing your mouth to spit in his face before Finally storming off away from him and into the kitchen.

Just as you turned your back to walk away Changbin and Minho walk through the door. 

“Sorry we took so long there was traffic on the elevators. Chris should be coming in right behind us” changbin said as they both walked to the island counter to set the cakes down. being as close as you were they both immediately knew something had happened. And they were definitely gonna find out what was wrong. 

The tension in the room was so thick it could be sliced with a knife. Minho and bin Just shared a suspicious and concerned look communicating with each other without ever having to speak a word. Carefully watching over you as you grabbed a shot glass from the cabinet and slammed it close. 

“ you okay squirt? ” Minho said watching you crack open a bottle of vodka as anger clearly oozed off of you. 

“Mhmm… you wanna drink? ” you try to deflect but your clenched jaw and very noticeable heavy breathing gave it away. You were not okay. In fact you were fuming.

Neither of them answered you, they just continued to read the room intuitively trying to figure out what had just went down in the spare of 10 minutes. You threw your first shot of the night back with urgency . Finally making eye contact with changbin. “ what happened??” He silently mouthed to you so Alex who was sitting across the room wouldn’t hear it. You shook your head trying to indicate “nothing” but the eye contact you held with him said something entirely different. After what happened , two of your very protective best friends being present with you brought you some comfort and You were finally able to slow down your breathing. 

You let out a loud sigh before removing yourself from the kitchen and walking towards the balcony "I need some fresh air” 

Minho, being the quiet observant one he continued to read the room until he saw it and let out an involuntary gasp. 

Changbin immediately snapping his head in his direction with furrowed eyebrows “WHAT!?” He silently mouthed once again. Minho just quickly pulled out his phone and started typing a text message and bin immediately understood also pulling out his phone…

“ sorry for the wait I’m back! And look who I founddddd” Chris’s voice come through the door 

“Familyyyyyy” Rachel poked her head through the door 

“Hey y’all heyyyy!! ” Olivia walked in behind her with jeongin and Sophie following, both of them holding bags of ice. 

"Heyyy!!" Changbin jumped up holding out both his arms inviting Felix’s sisters in for a hug

“No waaaaayyy!! Lix is going to be so happy to see you guys!!” Minho added

“Where is she??” Rachel asked after greating them both 

“Yeah where’s my sissy pie??” Olivia added 

“She’s out on the balcony getting some air” Minho pointed them into your direction 

The room was silent until the balcony door could be heard opening “watch this!” Chris grabbed everyone’s attention and then put a hand up to his ear just as you let out an extremely loud screech of excitement “AHHHHH STFUUUU UR JOKING??? YOU GUYS ACTUALLY MADE IT?!!!! ” and everyone burst into laughter.

Before you knew it your house was filled with all your friends and mutuals of your friend group everyone was chatting and catching up with each other in the mean time until the birthday boys arrived. Chris found you in the kitchen pouring yourself another drink. “Y/n you did such a good job! Look everyone is already enjoying themselves! ”

“Yeah we seemed to pull it off perfectly huh?” 

 “Is something wrong?? Whats the long face kiddo??” 

“It’s nothing ”

“ You know you can’t lie to me y/n ” he replied standing up straight from where he was leaning against the counter across from you and slowly pulled you into a warm hug. “What’s the matter hmm?” He added as he rubbed your back. 

“Idk I just feel stupid .. and violated, it’s whatever I’ll feel better when Lix gets here”

“violated!? Y/n did somebody here do something to you bc I’ll handle that shit” he responded quickly pulling back to look you in the eyes making sure that you understood he was serious. “No no Chris it’s okay I’m keeping it chill for the sake of the party we can talk about it later” 

“Y/N … what. Happened.” He said more sternly in his fatherly tone.

“Tell me. I’ll handle it right now.” 

“Chris not now.. please?” You looked up at him with pleading almost teary eyes “ we’ll talk, I promise” there was a moment of silence between you two as you waited for him to trust you and agree to the promise you were making him. You and Chris had a special type of friendship and you understood each other well.

“… I promise.” You repeated as he wiped away the single tear sliding down your face. He didn’t verbally say anything he just nodded and pulled you back into a tight hug. You squeezed him back glancing over his shoulder almost physically cringing at the sight of Alex still eyeing you from across the room. You just tucked your head into his chest trying your best to relax in your best friends arms almost like a baby hiding from a Scary monster

“ OKAY OKAY EVERYONE PLACES!! PLACESSS!!! THE BOYS ARE ON THEIR WAY UP!” 

“ I ’ll get the lights!! ” Minho jumped up to turn all the lights out as everyone started to scramble to their feet making sure to hide behind something or someone. 

The apartment was so quiet you heard exactly when the boys stepped off the the elevator loud laughter surrounding them as always. 

“Ouu I hear them!” Olivia said 

“Omg they’re cominggg shhh shhhh ” you whisper shouted with anticipation. 

“Go in, Y/n said the door is open” you heard Hyunjins voice as they neared the apartment door. 

“K, cool” Jisung spoke before turning the door Knob and pushing the door open … 

“SURPRISE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!” 

The party had slowly begun to come to and end.  Some guests starting to grab their jackets and head out while others were still mingling and some even passed out drunk in various areas of the house. “Chris we’ll be right back we’re just gonna walk Liv and Rach down stairs!” 

 “Yeah yeah no problem ” he responded while giving both you and Lix the “help me” side eye. Jeongin had been passed out drunk for the passed 2 hour and Sophie.. in her natural weird bitch fashion, has been following Chris around ever since.  “We’ll be super fast” you whispered to him while speeding out the door. 

“Y/n We had such a good time sissy pie!” Olivia said “we really did!” Rachel added. 

“Yay! I’m so happy you were able to make it it’s been so long since we seen you guys !” 

“ my head is still spinning , no way you actually got my sisters to fly out here from Australia just to surprise me for my birthday! ” Lix shook his head at you in disbelief but his big brown eyes were filled with love and admiration. “ anything for my little nugget!” Rachel interrupted hugging her younger brother.

“yeah we missed you heaps, Lix” Olivia added grabbing them both into a group hug. You just watched with a huge smile on your face quickly grabbing your phone to snap a picture of the precious moment without them even realizing.

“You deserve to be celebrated and surrounded by love hun.. especially for your birthday.” He then walked over pulling you into a tight squeeze “ and you .. my love, deserve to get your back blown out” he whispered in your ear so his sisters wouldn’t hear. You looked up at him with a giggle “is that a promise, pretty boy?”

“ it could be” he smirked back “ well, actually it can’t be bc there is a black out drunk jeongin upstairs in my bed right now”

“He can watch” Felix grinned playful raising his eyebrows up and down. “Ew Lix, behave!” You hit his shoulder as You both laughed out loud. 

“Our hotel is only about 20 minutes from here, so we can just walk” Rachel’s voice grabbed your attention away from each other.

“No way!” “Absolutely not!” You and Felix both practically scolded her simultaneously. 

“ it’s after 4 am you’re not walking anywhere this time of night! ” Felix spoke in his protective voice his tone dropping an octave as if Rachel wasn’t HIS older sister 😂

“It’s alright babes I already ordered you guys an Uber , I think that’s it pulling up right now!” You added 

“Ugh such sweethearts, I told you these two were meant to be together!” Olivia smiled to Rachel as you all hugged once more and said your goodbyes before heading back into your apartment building.

“You ..” Felix turned you around to face him putting his finger through your belt loop and pulling you into him once you stepped onto the empty elevator.

“Me??” You smirked batting your long fluffy lashes at him “innocently” flirted back with your boyfriend.

“Yes you..” he pressed your body into his placing his finger under your chin “you have no idea how in love with you I am”

“idk .. I think I might have an idea” you whispered back wrapping your arms around his neck smoothly leaning in for a kiss which quickly and effortlessly turned into a mini make out session. Your hands tangled in the back of his hair, his free hand squeezing your ass. So lost in your tipsy bliss you barely noticed the elevator stopping at your floor.

Felix’s teeth softly biting and pulling at your bottom lip earning himself a not so quiet moan to escape your lips as the elevator door opened. Pulling away slowly from each other regaining focus is when you realized that someone was standing there watching you two.

Turning around to see none other than Alex. Your energy entirely shifted once you saw his face as if his presence just irritated your whole soul and spirit (and it did!) you let out a loud sigh and sarcastic tight smile (on purpose this time!)

“Finally heading out?” “Uhh yeah….” Alex responded. putting his head down trying his best to avoid eye contact with felix.

“Perfect!” You said rolling your eyes giving him the nastiest resting bitch face. You grabbed Felix’s hand walking out the elevator bumping passed him with Felix close behind you giving him a death glare of his own. 

“Babe..” Felix nudged trying to get your attention once he knew alex was gone. “hmm?” You responded avoiding eye contact because you knew exactly where this convo was headed.

“Babe wait! Stop walking, look at me? ” he pulled your arm to get you to turn around and face him. 

“Hmm?” You repeated, hesitantly looking up at him

“baby what was that?” “What do you mean??” 

“Listen you know I don’t like that bitch.. and I understand if you’re doing the whole my boyfriend doesn’t like you, so I don’t like you either thing.. but that felt like a whole different type of animosity. What’s going on? ” 

“Lix it’s nothing ” you said reaching to pull your keys out of your pocket as a distraction. 

He gently grabbed your chin raising your head to make eye contact with you again “princess ..  I know it’s something. I’m not gonna pressure you but you just say it the word and I’ll beat that fuckers ass again you hear me? ”  

You nodded as he left a kiss on your forehead. “I’m not shutting you out Lix , I  just want to end tonight on a good note okay? 

 “I get it.. whenever you’re ready princess” he said giving you one last forehead kiss before walking back into your apartment. 

“Yo yo yo what are you doing??!..” was the first thing you heard as you opened the door to your apartment. You and Felix Looked at each other in suspicious confusion. “Aw Chris c'mon you’re no fun.. ” you heard Sophie’s voice coming from the kitchen as well. you rushed over to see what was going on. And nothing on gods green earth could have possibly prepared you for what you had just saw. 

Standing at the entrance of your kitchen you could not believe your eyes as Sophie literally threw herself at Chris, grabbing the back of his neck and kissing him. You and Felix both frozen with your mouths hanging open in utter shock. You all were aware of the shady disgusting person Sophie was but this was a new level even for her! Chris reacted before you could even say or do anything. 

“Bro Wtf is wrong with you!?” He raised his voice as he pushed her off of him. “You’re literally dating my best friend have some goddamn decorum for fuck sake!” 

Still neither of them had realized you and Felix were standing there until you opened your mouth to speak “ oh my fucking god” you said just above a whisper almost as if you were trying to confirm what you were seeing was real and not just some drunken fever dream.

Their heads snapped in your direction and Felix swiftly tried grabbing your hand to calm you down. He definitely knew you were extremely close to loosing your shit at any given moment at this point. And ofc within milliseconds You we’re snatching your hand away from him charging towards Sophie with boiling blood pumping through your veins

"“ HOW FUCKIN DARE DO THIS TO HIM!" You grabbed the nearest liquor bottle off the counter attempting to throw it at her. Felix swooping in grabbing you and picking you up from behind as chris tried to snatch the bottle from your hand. Both of them failing with the amount of rage that was pumping through your body. But luckily for Sophie the glass bottle missed her head by an inch and hit the wall behind her. “JEONGIN LOVES YOU, YOU STUPID BITCH AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO TO HIM ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS SOPHIE!?” 

“ Omg did you just throw that bottle at me??!! What is wrong with you, you’re a fucking psychopath!!! you're crazy!” 

Hearing all the commotion and shattering glass Minho and changbin came rushing out from the balcony to see what was going on. 

“ I told yo stupid ass months ago if you ever hurt him that I was gonna dog walk you bitch and I mean that shit! ” 

“Y/n it’s not even like that!” 

“Shut tf up i just watched you kiss Chris after he told you NO! Don’t tell me it not like that when you’re in my kitchen feeling up on another guy when the man who is madly in love with you is passed out drunk in the next room! "

She just stood there stunned looking stupid and tipsy as she realized she got caught. 

“You’re a compulsive liar and horrible friend! I’ve been wanting to beat your ass for so long now but I held out for my best friends sake. I regret ever introducing you to each other and I pray to god he starts to see you for who you really are!” 

“Y/n-” 

“Get your shit and get tf out of my house before I beat the living shit out of you! Delete my number and you better hope I never catch you out in the street bc unlike some people I AM a woman of my word.” 

“Touch me and I’d gladly press assault charges.” 

“Idgaf Bitch I would GLADLY go to jail for beating your ass!”

“Don’t test me y/n” 

“WASSUP HOE!! TRY ME!!! I FUCKING DARE YOU!!!! ” You started raging once again grabbing yet ANOTHER liquor bottle off the counter. This one being bigger and alot heavier Chris and Felix immediately rushed you out the kitchen saving your house from becoming crime scene as Minho and Changbin stepped in to escort Sophie out of the house. 

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[magnoliasandarson]

buoy

Jason Todd loved literature. It was a cornerstone of his identity; it comprised his moral code, mannerisms, and actions.

When he was a child, it was fanciful stories of good and evil, black-and-white words that made the demarcation between hero and villain clear. After Bruce took him in, long after Jason stopped seeing himself as a child, it became philosophical texts. Nietzsche, Dostoevsky, Kant… suddenly, the doubts he’d pushed aside as a child were given merit; the world was never black and white; it had always been a muddy fog of greys. Bruce disagreed with his interpretations, but Alfred had looked him deep in the eyes and given him all the reassurance he’d never known he needed.

Jason Todd loved literature. He was a snob, one of those pricks that made jokes about Herman Melville that got zero response from listeners.

When he pieced together the fragmented shards of his own psyche, after the riptides of green left him drowning in a burning warehouse, he half-stumbled half-crawled to the Gotham Public Library. The building was dark. Not a single light in any of its many windows, but that had never and would never stop Jason. He clambered into an alley, a hand still clutching the gory mess of his throat, and yanked down the ladder to the fire escape. The skin of his palm was almost fused to the tissue of his neck, a half-solid mass of scabs connecting them, but he ignored the agony and pulled his hand away. Once he made it up the ladder, it was easy to kick in a window.

Jason Todd loved literature. He devoured novels and consumed complex philosophical works in foreign languages over his morning cereal. He was an intellectual at his core, and part of him would always rage at the fact that he could never study literature at one of the fancy universities Alfred had told him about.

He found the light switch by some miraculous happenstance. Immediately flooding the room in a violent fluorescent glow. Jason used the shelves as a crutch and hobbled his way down rows of books. His mind, he knew, was about as sound as a termite-infested log cabin, but no amount of severe head trauma could erase the memories of these book stacks. He had hidden here, taken shelter, learned, and grown. This was more his home than that fucked up nightmare apartment, the streets, Wayne Manor, or even Nanda Parbat had ever been.

Jason Todd loved literature. Before his “death”, he had been halfway through reading The Brothers Karamazov. He had even tucked a copy of the book into his bag when he made his great escape to Ethiopia. But he didn’t look for that book now.

He pushed past the adult fiction books, all the stuffy tomes of great import, and landed harshly on the once-brightly colored carpet in the kids’ section.

His bloody fingers gently lifted a book from the ground, and he almost sobbed when he saw Where the Wild Things Are. The book held no particular meaning to Jason; he had read it once, maybe twice, in elementary school. This wasn’t the book Catherine read to him, and it certainly wasn’t something Bruce would’ve ever entertained. Still, he clutched it to his chest and struggled to breathe.

Jason Todd loved literature- fact.

Jason Todd died- fact.

Jason Todd should be dead- fact.

Jason Todd was not dead- fact.

Jason Todd loves literature- fact.

The nightmare that has been his life for, well, his entire life, fades away in a heartbeat. Jason Todd wasn’t dead, and he was holding a fucking book. It didn’t matter that his life was in ruins- been there, done that, got the gravestone.

Jason Todd loves literature, so he sits and reads a children's book, and stops drowning.

[rey-jake-therapist]

You know, Sauron gets called a narcissist a lot and we should talk about it a bit. The thing is, from someone who's read books, watched films, and done tons of info gathering all because I lived with a narcissistic parent, it's surprisingly to me how so many ppl only look at his tendencies from an angle of victimhood (but understandable), and not the angle that if you're cunning enough, you can play the reverse uno card on their dumb asses. I lived in emotional pain for years until I realized I decided to accept the role of victim, and that I didn't have to. So I decided to research everything about narcissists, and found psychological ways to play them at their own game by taking advantage of their blind spots.

For one, since they have this inflated sense of grandiosity, they find it very hard to believe a lie that flatters their ego. Idk if ppl realize this. Because denying a compliment with /some/ truth in it would mean they are being humble, and thus downplay this false image they desperately want others to believe about them (unless they're faking humility for reason, like to get a promotion or to flatter themselves to someone above them on the ladder, or in Gals case, because he thinks it would look good on him in her eyes to appear 'humble'), as well as admitting to that egoistic part of themselves that they aren't as great as they believe they are (and they do). Like I said how I lived with a narcissistic parent? I figured out that if I pretend to hype them up when they're in a good mood, they would genuinely think I cared about them and thought they were this amazing dad, and they would be like 'hey let's go get some mcdonalds!' It was nothing like the genuine love from a nonnarcisstic dad, but I learned how to manipulate him to get things that I wanted, simply by playing to his need for admiration and validation.

I'm not saying this tactic works for every narc you come across, but if you can get yourself into their head, be the master to their puppet strings, instead of opposing them or correcting them (they hate criticism and anything that hurts their ego, as we see with Annatar), you can use them just as they see you as a tool.

Idk if any of this makes sense. I do think that I may have absorbed some of my dad's traits for seeing things this way, but I know in my heart I would never ever treat my own kid like this. I see it as a form of adaptation to living with someone with such a vile personality disorder. But in terms of Sauron, he's got to be one of the dumbest narcissists I've seen. He is praised for his masterful deceit and manipulation but he's genuinely stupid in that he doesn't have the self awareness (like the audience, particularly haladriels) to realize that Galadriel is a huge blindspot for him in everything.

I'm not JRRT and I can never hope to write anything near the world he built, but if the forces of good have any brain they would take advantage of this blindspot in some way instead of furiously kicking against the current and thus causing a lot of bloodshed and losses for their own side.

I hope you don't mind if I copy/paste your second message here since it's the continuation of this one... It avoids that I make two different posts :)

And also, just to add to my last ask: And this is why I think Gal jumped off the cliff. She still has some sort of emotional entanglement with this whole mess, which is a HUGE RISK if she were to try to play him at his own game (at this point). It's one thing to completely divorce any kind if feeling between me and my narc dad, who I've lived with for years, and slowly realized that he would never be the dad I am owed. It took a lot of pain and tears when I finally realized it (Dont feel sorry for me, I'm not even emotional about this anymore, I just see our past in this clinical detached way. I find narcs fascinating in same way a scientist studies a lab rat). But for Galadriel, her situation is different. She didn't have years by his side to slowly realize this. To slowly pick apart and coldly analyze Sauron's pattern of action, thoughts, and habits like I did with my own dad. Her feelings at that meeting were raw and unorganized, she was angry, more emotionally betrayed, unable to stop galloping until the very end, when she stumbled upon a last ditch idea (really it was a gamble) to get away as far as she can from him. Idk if its because of the crown wound or her own resolve that she fears is weakening her, but she needed distance asap. But I really think my idea is interesting and I hope to see more fics in the future that take on Galadriel using herself as his blindspot to weaken him. It doesn't have to he canon compliant, but it would also play well into how canon ends. Just some interesting food for thought. A lot of fics I see are pwp and redemption focused, which I already love, but I also kind of want to see them become like chess masters as manipulation. Gal in particular has so much potential and we know she has a very vindictive dark side. ;)

I know you said you said there was no need to feel sorry for you, and I actually admire your strength of character, but I still want to say this : no kid should have to suffer from having narcissist parents. I myself lived with a narcissist for years, so I know where you come from, even if it was of course a different dynamic. And you're right about not accepting to be a victim ! It's very hard, because it involves accepting that you deserve better, something that a narcissist will constantly make sure you don't. Needless to say that the Annatar/Celebrimbor relationship was very hard for me to stomach, because of the way Annatar behaved towards Celebrimbor. It felt very familiar, and I really didn't like it. I'm worried about my kid now, especially after reading your post... I'm worried about how my ex's behavior will affect him. Hopefully, I am able to balance things out. I'm a lot of things, but I'm damn sure I'm not a narcissist.

I won't comment the rest of your post, not because I'm not interested, but for the exact opposite reason : I couldn't add anything smart or relevant to what you suggested for the Haladriel dynamic :) Thank you for sharing these ideas with me !

[pygmi-cygni]

pygmi, please may I beg for some King John scraps, I need him being a spoilt brat but also a 10000% simp <3

HI FEN I PROMISE I'M NOT IGNORING YOU! (does the gif make it better)

man idk what's in yall's water but i have been getting so many asks for him

cw: falling in love headcanons

John is dyslexic, I think. And he would love it if somebody read to him.

He didn't know you could read, if anything he thought books were just for decoration. But when he came across you, reclining on the sofa with one cracked open in front of you, he sneered. A waste of time, to sit and look at sheafs of paper.

So, you decided to read aloud.

Then, his indifference shifted to jealousy. If only he could read like that, lilting and musical and telling wondrous stories. He'd lay over your lap in bed and try to see what you were seeing on the page, but it all looked like gibberish.

Once, you tried to teach him, sounding out each letter and writing it for him to copy. But he really preferred to listen, ear pressed against your chest.

It became a routine. He'd sneak from his bedchambers, across the hall, down the stairs, past the kitchens, up the tower and into your window. He'd pick a book (by the color of the binding) and you'd read for an hour or so, until he got drowsy, and you'd kick him out.

John didn't like that part.

He bitched and begged for you to let him stay, but you stayed firm on your decision.

He decided to lay completely still the next time. Usually, his hands played with the sheets or fondled your chest or he commented on the happenings of the story. Not this time.

If you found it odd, you didn't mention it. Your reading continued without a hitch, your hand even coming up to rest on his head. John bit back a devilish grin, shifting slowly to lay atop your body. Eventually, your voice trailed off, and he cracked an eye open, waiting for you to shoo him away.

But no. It was you who'd fallen asleep, eyes softly shut and lips parted. John smiled, gazing openly at your gentle expression. After a moment of admiration, he gently plucked the book and set it on the floor (without moving his legs) and settled in for sleep.

You woke at midnight and scoffed at the deadweight, nudging him awake.

Go, you need to go to bed, you hissed. He blinked blearily and whined. I am in bed.

Your bed, fool. Run along. Pouting, he made the long journey back to his quarters, holing up in his significantly colder bedroom.

Next time you weren't so distracted. You kicked him out early, before you'd even gotten to the good part! John wheedled and pleaded, just to finish the chapter, but you swore to lock the window for the rest of the year and he quickly obeyed.

John, furious his bedtime ritual was being tarnished, hatched a plan. The night you'd fallen asleep, he'd bathed with lavender soap. So, he did so again, and tucked a few sprigs in his collar.

You clearly liked the smell, tucking your chin atop his head and stopping to inhale deeply. John's smile tickled your sternum. You read for an hour longer than you had the night before.

He did it again the next night, and your voice started to falter. He preened when you petted his hair, even drawing a blanket over his back.

Finally, finally you fell asleep. He removed the book from your lap and settled against you, curled around your waist to prevent you from getting up. John slept for hours, warm and content. He woke slowly at noon.

Carefully, he looked up, delighted to see you still in bed. You were awake, hand rubbing gently on the nape of his neck. Your nightclothes had slipped a little bit, but you paid them no mind, letting your bare skin shine in the early morning light.

John tentatively nestled closer, wishing you to read aloud.

After a moment, you did, morning voice tickling his brain pleasantly. John nosed into the neckline of your loose clothes, pressing to your warm skin and breathing deeply. His soft lips tickled, but you kept reading.

Eventually his confidence grew, showing up in nightclothes and sliding under the blankets next to you.

John would lay his head on your shoulder, 'accidentally' brushing his lips against your neck. you read on, voice never wavering.

Once, he picked a love story. It was, by far, his favorite, the innuendos making him grin and giggle into your shoulder. You faltered on the intimate pieces, but he egged you on, gaze locked warmly on your face.

I think, he mused, trailing a finger up your arm, if I am to understand this story, I'll need a visual representation.

You blinked at him, dumbfounded.

John leaned in, lips a centimeter from yours. His eyes were soft and warm, pleading silently with you. Your grip loosened on the book, and he leaned forwards, pressing a chaste kiss to your lips.

For a moment, your gaze shifted.

You drew him onto your chest, continuing the story. He'd interrupt you occasionally with a peck or a nibble, but you didn't say anything.

Safe to say, he liked bedtime much better after that.

ironically i think his favorite story would be robin hood, if possible.

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[98chao]

I'LL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU SOOS

[silverwhittlingknife]

poem: "accident report in the tall, tall weeds" by ada limón

[latenightsushi]

I thought I got rid of most of our duplicates, but I guess we still have two copies of Moby-Dick

X

[archfeykoi]

maybe i'm afraid of you

[billtober days 3 & 4—trust no one & blind eye]

[knockknockwhosthereartistism]

My brain imploded when I made this

[dykedvonte]

My only defense of conceptual follower Benny is that he was a warrior nomad and a raider, that still has it in him if we take the All Roads comic into consideration, and how he is not like a real dainty soft hand city slicker, cause it’s mostly an act.

So in scenarios where he is forced to travel with the Courier I 100% think he’d be like “What do ya mean you can’t scale a mountain, pussycat? Watch how the pros do it.” And then you see him scuttle up a cliff face scarily fast only to have to save him when he bumps into a Cazador nest.

[aroaceleovaldez]

Something something Jason feeling like he doesn't quite fit as "Greek" or "Roman" as a metaphor for bisexuality, particularly the semi-canonical bi-coding in his half of experiences during the Cupid scene and how Favonius and Cupid speak to him in parallel to the scenes confirming Nico is gay.

Something something the camps as metaphors for traditionally acceptable forms of relationships and Nico living as a rogue outside of them, rejecting expectation (ergo in himself representing a metaphor of queer identity and living outside of boxes and defined/usually hetero-allonormative/binary ideas of what love/relationships should look like) versus Jason struggling with the expectation to conform to a label and even discussing with Nico both of them remaining at CHB together.

Something something the inverse of Jason shifting away from the camps after he breaks up with Piper, feeling lost and unable to find a place between the camps as he begins to explore his queer identity properly for the first time versus Nico only remaining at CHB because he has entered a relationship. In this essay I will-

[orbitposting]

[antlerqueer]

If you like Yellowjackets, you may like... (books)

If you like the dark sides of the whimsy of girlhood, forest exploring girls all grown up, mystery Read What Lies In The Woods by Kate Alice Marshall CWs death, discussion of suicide, violence, SA implications

If you like unlikable narrators & toxic girl friendships where both of them are victims, but theyre bad for each other, and they spent time apart but now she's back Read When We Were Friends by Holly Bourne CWs discussion of suicide, SA, self harm, drug use

If you like toxic girl friendship, this time in college, murder mystery with a dual timeline Read The Girls Are All So Nice Here by Laurie Elizabeth Flynn CWs self harm, violence, sa, drug use

If you like codependent teen girls with dark themes Read Cherish Farrah by Bethany C Morrow CWs anti-Blackness (including descriptions of violence, micro aggressions)

If you like dual timelines & homoerotic formative girlfriendships (and canon relationships), rivalry but this time it's a girl group not a soccer team Read The Unravelling of Cassidy Holmes by Elissa R Sloan CWs ED (descriptions of the feelings, habits), suicide, SA, racism, depression (descriptions of the feelings), drug use/addiction

If you like Misty Quigley, milf on milf manipulation, unreliable narrators, dual perspective narration, and, of course, some light stalking Read None of This is True by Lisa Jewell CWs mentions of csa, grooming. descriptions of violence.

[botlabyrinth]

the percy jackson tv show is actually great when there isn’t a little shit in your ear telling you it’s not “book accurate”