#and part of fan projects and bringing encouraging signs and rainbows and flowers for him
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coming to terms with the fact that the last time i saw harry was in 2021 and i won’t be seeing him again any time soon is making me want to jump off a fucking bridge đź«
#i am so fucking glad he’s taking a break#this tour has gone on forever#i was exhausted just keeping up with it#so i can’t imagine how tired harry is and how excited he must be to take in everything that happened these past 2-3 years and finally rest#but i can’t say i’m not sad that i didn’t get to see him this year or last and hear harry’s house live#it’s sad that i couldn’t be part of those memories#and be part of the crowd that harry found so much joy in#and play even the smallest of roles in making these shows special for him#i know that sounds insane#like i know my presence or lack thereof wouldn’t make any difference but#idk there’s a part of me that feels bad i couldn’t be part of that#and part of fan projects and bringing encouraging signs and rainbows and flowers for him#and it obviously feels like shit knowing that i will never be able to go back and experience love on tour ever again b/c this era is ending#and even though this wasn’t my fav era#it’s still something that i wish i would’ve gotten the chance to experience#there will be more tours and shows and eras but right now i’m just holding space for being sad#also before anyone comes at me#i am very grateful to have gotten to attend the first us leg of lot#i do not take that for granted#but i didn’t get to hear one of my favorite albums live#despite feeling like it would happen for me eventually#but it never did
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