#and our usual teacher didnt teach us that topic it was the bad one who had to cover for a month. so shes fucked my a level grade permanentl

[thursdayg1rl]

complex number and trigonometry most interesting yet worst topic on pure maths fr

[cheap-spirits]

Hi todays been shit. This is what went wrong.

First its just me and my brother looking after the two dogs all week but hes staying at my dads tonight tomorrow and Wednesday cause its just easier for work. This means i have to give up my precious sleep to walk the dogs at fucking 6:30am. In autumn. In scotland. ITS COLD AS FUCK AND WET AND MUDDY. EW.

So i took them out this morning and it was fine compared to the rest of today.

We (the dogs and i) get back home and i chill out for a bit before i get ready (highlight of the day tbh)

So i get ready for school and start the 5-10 minute walk. I was thinking how lucky i am to live close to school and how i wont have to walk across muddy grass and slip (cause i have no balance and i slip every year on mud without fail...several times a year) then suddenly, i step on what appeared to be a seemingly innocent water cover thing, like a plastic square cover on the pavement. I go to walk on as i had been for the past couple minutes my foot slides and i go down. Face first. I genuinely thought i broke a rib cause i couldnt breathe for what felt like 5 minutes.

As i sit there trying to catch my breath, i try to assess the situation. Is my knee sore? Yeah but not too bad considering. Is my back sore? Nah not really. Is my chest sore? A little but i can walk it off.

I thought i was fine

I got up, brushed the dirt off my clothes and carry on. Make it to school with plenty time to have a chat before reg started.

Then I remember, i have higher modern studies for two hours. And were starting a new topic.

As i struggle through the lesson, barely paying attention to my insane teacher, its finally break. Fairly uneventful.

Break ends and i now have study for two hours. Me and my friends make our way to the study room and take our seats. It starts off like any other with someone signing us all in and someone else grabbing us all laptops. The first hour passes, a couple laughs, a little concentration, a lot of moaning that were tired and sick off school. Then i feel it. A tight pain in my right knee.

I dont realise how bad it really is until we stand up 10 minutes early for lunch to head to asda to get there before the rest of the school. I can barely fucking walk. I hobble up to asda and say to myself “it cant get much worse than it already is!”

I need to learn from my mistakes tbh

So ive been working on a mock court thing for the past few weeks. Its been a total shambles from start to finish. Only me and my one friend has done any of the work in our group and we were supposed to be in actual court on thurday. 3 days time. My friend and i cant make it. The group is screwed. So back to today, we had a meeting at lunch to see what the everloving fuck we can do to salvage our reputation. Two people dont show up. The two people who were moaning to me and my friend last week saying we were completely underprepared. Safe to say i was pissed off. My friend was pissed off. My modern teacher was pissed off. (Shes running it btw) so our teacher gets really pissy and shit, i actually cant remember what she was saying i just know i was getting pissed off.

Lunch ends and i have a decision to make. Go to PE for two hours and suffer through the pain in my knee or just go home.

I obviously go home, but not until after i go down the stairs from the main teaching block to the gym hall and realise i cant fucking walk.

So i get home and chill with my dogs, naturally. I got home early so i didnt need to take them for a walk for a few more hours which gave me time to rest.

It starts to absolutely chuck it down outside, just as i was about to take the dogs out, so i wait about 10 minutes until it stops. I realise that this is gonna be one of the only times i can go without it raining today.

We get outside and usually, the dogs like to take their time before they do their business. Today they seemed to realise something was coming. We make it to the park where theres a short circuit they normally walk around twice a day. Today they poo and turn back home. Instantly.

Who am i to judge my dogs? I don’t particularly want to walk either, so just as i decide were just gonna head home, it starts.

It was such heavy rain that within seconds i was soaked through my hoddie and my dogs were dripping wet.

I try and get home as fast as i can but its too late. Were so wet. We get in and get dried before my brother comes home from work an hour later.

Him being the gentleman he is, he takes the dogs out on an actual walk considering i cant fucking move now.

A few hours go by, uneventful, all i do is watch youtube, a blissful end to a shitty day? Almost.

The dogs needed to be taken out once more before bed, things were going too well. I get their leads on fine, make it down the stairs without falling.

We get outside and one collar breaks.

OF FUCKING COURSE IT BREAKS WHY WOULDNT IT BREAK WHEN IM HOME ALONE WITH NO MONEY TO BUY A NEW ONE AT HALF TEN AT NIGHT

Luckily we had a spare collar but it was fucking massive, so to get it to fit her theres a massive loop that dangles so she’s currently naked cause im scared she’ll strangle herself or my other dog during the night and with my luck today that probably would’ve happened

Well, that was my disastrous day, hope you had a better day and im sorry this was so long xx

TL:DR ive just had a really shitty day its actually funny how bad its been

[depressedtheatregirl]

@hollywoodforeverr

who’s your celebrity crush?

probabl tom holland or 90′s leo dicaprio <3 

are you single or taken?

taken, just got my first bf!

rant. just do it

I think that abortion should be legal because as of right now the only reason it’s illegal is because stupid men keep passing idiotic laws on womens bodies. Young ladies are told to be responsible and they wont get pregnant, but that’s not always the case!!

do you think its ok to separate the artist from the art?

No, I think that the artist should always at least get a credit if thats what you mean

how many accounts do you have?

Three. This one ( @depressedtheatregirl )

this one ( @fangirl-all-the-time-bi​ )

and this one, which i almost never post on ( @cottagecore-darkacademia )

how many pairs of shoes do you have?

We’re moving, so I got rid of a lot, but mainly 7

opinion on… (specify to the person you’re asking to)

i am confusion

how many accounts do you follow?

um let me check

180 because sometimes i sit and just follow all my recommended because people want followers and i think im a pretty nice person :)

favorite brand of clothing?

Idk but i love almost anything from shein and hot topic but im not goth i just love dark academia

name a dog

kingsley

or like BB so i could just call him/her baby

what unusual talent do you have?

crying for hours on end for no reason

i have a wide vocal range

what’s the most interesting schools gossip you’ve ever heard?

Best friends since 4th grade broke up because one called the other “fat and disgusting”

School hoe (my best friend) rejects popular “bad kid” for like the fourteenth time and switches to homeschool, screw it

ever prank called a store?

yeah me and my sister used to prank call Bojangles and just say in our most valley girl voice possible “Is this that WE HAVE THE MEATS place?” “omg NO beth, thats AR-BEES”

what’s your coffee order?

Starbucks: Venti Mango Dragonfruit Refresher with extra ice (call me basic but its good)

Dunkin: Small Caramel Latte with Extra Whip

what’s a question do you constantly get asked?

are you ok?

are you and Christian ever gonna date?

what the heck are you doing?

if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would you get and where?

I would get an anchor or a cross on my wrist (we love jesus here in this household)

I kind of want to get a tattoo that says ‘FEMINIST’ on my arm 

google the top song from the year you were born

LOVE STORY BY TAYLOR SWIFT BABYYY (Also pls dont try to find out my age from this)

rant about your favorite musician

ok I love Barrett Wilbert Weed. She plays Janis in Broadway’s Mean Girls and Veronica in Broadway’s HEATHERS (My favortie musical) and she just has such a wide vocal range and strong belt, its just beautiful.

I LOVE TAYLOR SWIFT She has the same political views as i do, she’s such a boss, but she has a man too so yeah, she writes such great music, she just seems like an all around great person. Love her and my fave album is reputation.

what’s your favorite teacher you’ve ever had?

This is hard so im gonna put the top 3: NUMBER 1: My 4th grade teacher Mrs. Stone. She was super fun, she let us stand up and walk around during class if we needed to move, she read the first book of my favorite series, a series of unfortunate events, to the class, introducing me to it, and she and the 5th grade teacher had an ongoing prank war that ended up being a thing between the classes too. She moved to Scotland though. shes cool.

My 6th grade history teacher, now the principal of the school. He just made history SO fun, and he loves fanboying over harry potter with me. He’s just such a fun and hilarious person.

My 6th grade math teacher, now works at a performing arts school... teaching math. He had such a soothing monotone voice, i dont even know what was so great about him, other then he used to fanboy over harry potter with me and his voice was soothing. He was a great teacher and he loved making dad jokes and bringing his newborn to school. When he left, he wrote EVERY STUDENT IN THE SCHOOL A PERSONAL HANDWRITTEN GOODBYE NOTE. He had been there for like 10 years.

describe your blog in 3-5 words

Theater-kid-esque

swiftie 

click

kind (ig i say nice things abt random blogs on it a lot so)

what’s a conspiracy you believe in?

nothing comes to mind 

I dont believe in this, but i remember a cray alex jones theory that hillary clinton is the ringleader of a child s3x trafficking ring

if you could see any concert tonight what would you choose?

Taylor Swift Lover Stadium tour if it was still happening

if you could break one of your bad habits which would you choose?

NAIL BITING (I AM SO CLOSE)

can you dance? sing?

... can’t really dance without choreography, but I think I can sing. I love musical theater and so therfore i know most the words to a lot of broadway songs, which require a large vocal range, which i practice on a daily basis

what’s something you can’t stop buying?

various types of candy

anything organization

crowds or small groups?

depends I perform for crowds, but am uncomfortable performing for small groups. 

I love hanging out with small groups, but get anxious with large crowds.

how long before a trip do you pack?

for summer camp, literally 2 months ahead i start packing

for trips, usually a couple days, maybe a week

what celebrity would you rate a PERFECT 10?

Barrett Wilbert Weed

Taylor Swift

LIZZO

what quote or inspirational setting do you think is bs?

your limitation is only your imagination

if you had to dye your hair an unnatural color right now, what would you choose?

red or yellow

you can change one thing about your life right now. what are you changing?

I go to a bigger private school with a better campus (i know which one I want to go to but i wont say) 

how old do you get mistaken for?

14 or 15

what do you think about a lot

Christianity and sin, and interpretation of the bible. For example, i often wonder if watching porn is a sin or not? Not that Im interested in porn, cuz im not, but just is that a sin? 

do you like your hogwarts house or do you wish you were a different one?

Even before I knew I was a Ravenclaw, i thought it was the best. We stan.

what does home mean to you?

The water must not taste weird

I must know how to use the shower

I must love the inhabitants of the building. My best friends house is home. My house is home. My grandparents house is home,

what do you think you’d be arrested for?

murder or jaywalking

have you ever been called down to the principals office?

Yeah, the most recent time was I made a girl mad and I tried to apologize to her but she walked away and her two friends formed a wall around her and hurled insults to me as she cried, and i yelled “WELL IF YOU DIDNT WANT ME TO APOLOGIZE THEN YOU SHOULDNTVE CAUSED A SCENE” and i slapped her

post a picture of the outfit you would choose if you could have any outfit you wanted

i tagged you in it

describe your aesthetic

dark academia-cottagecore

basically libraries and flowers, kind of a prep feel to it, but more depressing, which boosts my serotonin

answer with one of your ‘school memes’ (inside jokes you have with your class/grade) with no explanation

OH, GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME. There’s a back!

feel free to reblog or send me some if you’d like! this took forever so reblog please!