#and our captain was like ok who struggles most w this workout
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i am getting over her and it’s a process and it’s fine but it would be a whole lot easier if my own fucking subconscious wasn’t actively working against me
#literally three separate times this week i’ve dreamt about her#not even in a romantic way though!! thats the thing!! its just like. dreams where im casually hanging out with her#just talking and having fun and being friends and like.#its the kind of dream thats super realistic too?? like it doesnt have those weird dream moments#where u wake up and its like woah that made no sense#its the kind where u wake up and have that very tangible feeling disappointmdnt bc it really felt so real#but nothing abt it is explicitly romantic like im not dreaming that she’s my girlfriend or anything its just us being friends#and it makes me really happy to think about u kno#the only thing that was even vaguely non platonic was the other noght i dreamed we were hanging out and goofing off#and she kissed my forehead and it was cute and endearing and sweet. and then i woke up lmao#also i keep getting paired up w her and practice and stuff and its like. thats cool#it is cool bc shes cool but like the other day we were doing a team workout#and our captain was like ok who struggles most w this workout#and only like 3 ppl raised their hands and two of them were me and her#so our captain was like ok you two pair up and help each other#SURE WHY NOT#bc its not like i have a crush on her right. and its not like she somehow is 10x hotter while working out. its not like that at all right#and overall it really wasnt a big deal tbh. if that had happened last week i probably would have cried when i got home#but it was this week and i am getting over her and it is baby steps and if she were single i absolutely would ask her out in a heartbeat#but she isnt and i am okay with that.#it doesnt hurt anymore and that makes it a million times easier
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