#and once im done with this imma move onto the spin offs

[bambi-marquez]

so I started to carry on watching twd and holy shit I still love this show

[kiwibirbs-library]

Before and After Rituals

a/n: hi I hope yall like Imma make this a series with the schools so      mauh <3

pairings: karasuno x reader

warning: I’m pretty sure this is all clean if not feel free to say something. 

summary: the boy’s before and after game things that they do with you

seijoh || nekoma || fukurodani || shiratorizawa

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Daichi Sawamura

the night before a game you always go over to his house with some meat buns and either stay for a while or spend the night

he always holds onto you in some way

it calms him down 

its not anything big but it gives him a good sense of peace and quiet before chaos

after his game you always wait for him outside the gym, win or lose

he goes with his team back to the school and you meet him there too

you either go to his house or yours and one of you spends the night just to calm down his head

you always get snacks and even if he tells you to not get to much junk you always get to much and he doesn’t stop you

if he won then you talk about the next match and his thoughts on the team

he’ll also spin you around when he sees you outside the gym

idk he loves doing it

if he lost than he’ll start on things he needs to do better on and you’ll try and cheer him up with some corny jokes and kithes.

Sugawara Koshi

all the morning before the game you two are attached at the hip. 

everyone is just used to you “sneaking” onto the bus to drive with them

in reality him trying and failing horribly to cover you with his jacket and coach just giving up on it

constant quiet giggles at first as you try and calm his nerves

then around the end its more quiet and serious as he focuses a little more

after the game he naps on you the whole way home

if he wins you get to listen to his rambling about some idea he had on signals he could use or a set up he wants to try

he could literally talk for hours on what he was thinking wall watching and playing its so adorable

if he loses then theres a aura of sadness in the bus and if its bad enough he’ll muffle his small sniffs into your shoulder

that hasn’t happen except for date tech and sejioh though and your happy for that

you always sleep over after the game

always

Asahi Azumane

before the game welcome to teddy bear time

noya constant teasing for a week straight since the big dork is constantly on you freaking out

normally its not to bad and a lot of it is just of how scare he is that his spikes will get blocked a lot and the comments he’s sure to receive about his looks when he gets there

when game day does come you always kiss his cheek and hold his face to tell him good luck

def earning gags from tssuki but you didn’t hear it from me

after the game its like teddy bear time x10

win or lose you get a new weighted blanket for a couple of days

if he wins its a more happy blanket yes but he’s so exhausted that he just falls asleep on you the minute you meet him at his house after they left for the bus

plus a bunch of random ‘holy crap wait i did that?!”’s to himself throughout the day

if he loses he cries a little, blaming himself for the entire thing

you always tell him that its not his fault and that he did his best

he’s honestly so pessimistic the night after and your one it telling him that he needs to remember how it feels but not let it bring him down

you bring him up with those comments and he’s so grateful for it

Nishinoya Yuu

every time the day before a game he likes to go somewhere with you

weather it be the park, the arcade, an ice cream shop

a freaking pet shop (yes you almost got a pet that day)

he finds it relaxing to see you having a nice time with him and every time he always makes sure its a place to make you smile

after the game he’s a koala on you, win or lose

the only real difference is happy koala or sad koala

happy koala is randomly kissing you and laughing, nuzzling into you while Tanaka either gags or whines about how single he feels

sad koala is sniffling into your shoulder and clinging to you even more if its possible, hes pretty quiet too so you know hes waiting until you get home to talk about everything

course after that mini pout session hes all fighting and ready to see that team again and win

either one also ends with a cuddle movie night until like 2am

also unrelated but like he’s so freaking hot when he receives so always tell him that

Tanaka Ryuunosuke

ok ok this boy omg 

so before the game its MAJOR sucking up to you

literally after a while you’ll get more used to it and get what kinds of attention he wants but like at first its just a lot of complements and stares and draping

literally ennoshita is stretched so thin the week before hand by it all

no one even understands why he’s sucking up to you other than him, you (after a little), and ennoshita

he just wants you to return the energy

after the game all depends on winning or loosing

if the win he will always, without fail, kiss you like a million times all over your face when he sees you next

does not matter if its outside the gym or if its when he gets back to the school or what

every time

if they lose, well you now have a very sad puppy on your hands

mentally during a game he’s like no one you’ve never met but when he gets home and has sometime to think its all a bunch of ‘i could have done better’ and ‘i should have done better’ s

you are constantly reassuring him thats he’ll do it next time and that its not his fault

BACK RUBS ARE BIG WITH HIM AND YOU CANT TELL ME NO

but win or lose yall’s main thing is a movie and snack night

after that he’s really to go the next morning and beat up some volleyballs lol

Ennoshita Chikara

lol he’s the most chill i think

before the match he’s really calm

bb doesn’t think he’s gunna play but like he’s ready

honestly though the biggest switch is that he’s an even bigger cuddle bug than before

like he keeps it together at school but hangouts? coming over?

ha

better have gone to the bathroom before cause you’re not moving for the next couple hours

it’s like it calms him down after practice enough to think over what he needs to work on

after the game is the same no matter win or lose

every.single.time. he will always have a sit down with you to talk about what happened during the game

like quick nap, the meeting, then off to your house to go over the pros and cons on the game

he always has the moments when he thinks he’s not worth it to be put in the game but you always just ruffle his hair and tell him thats the furtherest from truth he could get

Kageyama Tobio

OH MY GOD YAY MY BOO

sorry anyways

so before a game he gets kinda quiet

normally he likes to chat about stuff that went on in practice or how hinata pissed him off that day while yall are sprawled on his couch

but he gets quiet the week before and just has that look on his face

you know the look

the ‘grumble grumble’ one

you always poke between his eyebrows and poke at him to make sure he doesn’t go to far into his thoughts

the night before its like a switch flips and hes muttering to himself like crazy on something he might be able to do with his sets

after a game is another win or lose situation

winning means you get little kid mode kageyama

literally his eyes sparkle at everything he enjoys afterward

milk

rewatching his match

anything you freaking do, all that

plus napping, a lot of napping

losing is sad to watch

he sort of goes back a few steps in the social department and goes robot mode

you both will camp out on his couch, his head buried in your lap or shoulder

if its bad enough he cries a little

you always sleep over no matter what

Hinata Shoyo

SHOYOOO

alright this boy before the game is normally fairly daily ngl

you get normal bouncy sunshine that will follow you anywhere and everywhere all the time

but the night before you get meditation mode where he sets out his game stuff and sits there for like half an hour

first time this happened you got scared for him cause he never sits still that long

NEVER

now though you just sorta hang on his bed watching him cause its cute

after the game is the biggest depending there is out of the rest

if he wins he is bouncing of the walls after a little nap

when you finally get him home he’ll have you throw the ball back and forth for like an hour before you call it and make him lay down or eat or something

if he loses its like he lost all his energy for a little while

he tries to fall asleep but cant due to a replay of something he did wrong

you always run your hand through his hair and try to calm him down

calm down as in cheer up not energy

at least until someone says something (usually tanaka) that gets him on another energy high to beat them next time

you always sleep over though it just happens so often that it became normal

Tssukishima Kei

before is fairly normal im ngl

he doesn’t do to much out of the ordinary

I like to think he’s a heck tone more affectionate in private 

his before game time isn’t anything special though 

he does come with you to the store to get snacks with yamaguchi more often tho so

thats something

after a game is really calm and slow

once again I think he’s a lot more affectionate in private so you lay on him while hes on his phone to calm down

half the time its calming you down since you were freaking out more than him

but same difference

this is what happens win or lose though

like if they lose and he tried he might lay on you instead but its normally just like that

honestly thinking of him being more affectionate in private just makes me fall for him ahhhhhh hate this but anyways

Tadashi Yamaguchi

this boy good lord

so before a game he literally shaking 

like he was fine the whole week but the day before he’s slowly freaking out more and more

tssuki will laugh at him while your trying your best to talk him out of his up coming panic attack that might come

a good light smack on his back and a cheek kiss is good enough to get him distracted fro thinking to much though

after a game is always the same thing unless he screwed up a serve really bad

you two always go to the store and gets some snacks and them go to his house and just talk about anything ad everything

if he wins its normally about the game but when he loses you bring up random things to cheer him up

if he messed up he’ll get quiet and just lay on you for hours

but you know that if you can get something about his amazing improvement he’ll eventually brighten up

bb just wants some love (that doesn’t mean you don’t smack him upside the head when he makes fun of someone tho 

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a/n: im sorry for not doing  kinoshita and narita i dont know them good enough since im not that far into season four to write for them. plus i think ennoshita is oc but thats ok i think

[pjisskullourful]

yall better stop. i wasnt expecting this much bday love & holyfuck i super appreciate it. as its always been with everything i've accomplished/continue to accomplish here- the good far outweighs the bad

im very grateful

i feel like maybe i've turned a corner with covid inthat i havent felt as queasy & havent been as consistently sniffling. but still lowenergy& verrry limited motivation

my focus is kinda coming back & cos everyone was sonice& have been patient- imma share some previews. naturally im not allowed to share sneakpeeks of any of the 5commissions jace& me are cooking up, but lets see what else i've got

oh look, its the start of part14 of stainedsheets that i've started tinkering with lying inbed these past few days. & the start of a vic request-ish.... unproofread/unformatted you know the drill

vic wip: Hidden Talent

"I loved your party trick, but you have more than one hidden talent. You can offer so much more than spinning a knife around, like the sexiest assassin ever." Your girlfriend said as the two of you came into your apartment.

You had spent many hours of the night at Damiano's house, surrounded by Victoria's friends as you tried to impress them, wanting them to see you as a suitable match for her. You had just crossed an important milestone in your relationship. It had been three blissful months of calling her your girlfriend, sharing unforgettable dates, sleepless nights of making each other laugh. But now your lives were merging together - she wanted the significant people in her life to know you.

And you had survived, rising to the challenge when they had gone around the table, with each person asked to show an unexpected talent. You pulled out the switchblade that you kept in your handbag at all times, capturing her bandmates attention as you moved the knife through reverse twirls, without falter, without injury.

"What, you didn't think it was any good?" You asked. "You looked very impressed at the time."

She stood facing you in the middle of the living room, placing her hands on your hips once you were close enough. "I was, and I'm still impressed now. In fact, I'm gonna have to get you to show me again, because it's so cool, but I- I don't think you should sell yourself short, you have all of these other incredible talents."

"What should I have done?" You asked, tilting your head to one side.

"I was thinking that you would do your impression of Marge Simpson." She said with an enthusiastic smile.

You rolled your eyes but you couldn't keep yourself from returning her smile, especially when you were feeling her hands caressing your hips, beginning to edge in under your shirt. "I'm not selling myself short with that, it's a funny voice, but it's not a good impression. You just got tricked into thinking it's better than it is, 'cause the first time you heard it- we were naked. You were all happy after sex, and making you laugh, got me to laughing, which made my boobs bounce and your little perve eyes went bing, right onto them. So the memory of amusement you have, is false."

"When you say it like that- it makes it sound like I'll agree with anything you say or do, if I'm looking at your tits."

You crossed your arms over your body and grabbed for the hem of your shirt. "Are you saying that's incorrect?" You had been ready to take the shirt off during the elevator-ride up to your level - it needed to be washed, the smell of cigarette smoke seemingly strong enough to leave a tangible cloud.

But now you had the perfect excuse, reaching up to unhook your bra straight away. You took the bra away from your skin and her eyes instantly went down, taking in the sight of your bare chest with keen interest.

"What were you saying again?" You asked with a smile.

She lifted her hands to either side of your breasts, tenderly cupping you. "I'm saying that you are so smart and you're always right."

You laughed and wrapped your arms around her shoulders, bringing her in to kiss her. A wonderful moment of finally getting to be alone again, your hand going to her cheek as you felt her mouth relaxing open. You moved your tongue into her warm mouth, feeling her sigh happily in response.

She drew away, her eyes remaining shut as she licked her lips. "There's another one of your talents…" She peppered some kisses over your lips. "You're just the best kisser." She nudged her nose against yours and you felt your breath getting shallower as you anticipated the next kiss, lamenting every second that was wasted without her kissing you. "You do this swirling thing with your tongue that I've never had before, and fuck, baby…"

You moved back in, laying your lips upon hers again. She moved her hands to your bare back, grasping here as your tongue teased between her lips. A whimper came from her in response as you tilted your head, deepening the kiss.

Your tongue moved forward again, this time swiping at the inside of her cheek. Her hands held you tighter, her trimmed nails beginning to press against your skin. You brought your tongue over the roof of her mouth, then slid it across to the opposite cheek. Her jaw grew slack and you moved your tongue in this arch again, tasting her.

"Yeah…" She said.

"It's more of a fan than a swirl."

She bit into her bottom lip, her cheeks flushed and her eyes darker than usual. "You can call it whatever you like, it's just perfection to me. It gets me so wet."

"Really?" Your hands went to the buckle of her belt. "You wanna show me?"

"Uh-huh."

She let you undo her belt before she turned away, securing your hand in hers as she started to lead the way toward your bedroom. The two of you shed your layers of clothes, littering the floor as you went. She turned the lights on once you reached the bedroom (fucking in the dark simply wasn't an option for her, even candlelight wasn't generous enough).

As soon as your panties were off, she grabbed your hand in a firm grip and pulled, bringing you stumbling forward a handful of paces. Your heart was racing as she smiled at you, stroking along the side of your face. "Get on your back, baby. I wanna get into another of your hidden talents…"

You moved over, sitting down on the end of the bed as she went to your wardrobe, sliding the door open. Moving as comfortably as if she were in her own home, she reached up for the box on the highest shelf. Your supply of sex toys - she had added a couple of devices to this collection. She pulled the box down, instantly looking through the secret items inside.

"I have another hidden talent?" You asked.

She plucked out your vibrating wand, placing this on the bed and started looking in the box again. "You sure do, baby." You saw the straps of the harness that fit around the tops of your legs as she secured it in one hand, while moving items around with the other. "Squirting." She had picked up a dildo.

You gave an uncertain laugh, even though it didn't seem much like she was joking. "Squirting isn't a talent."

"Yeah, it is." She said, beginning to fasten the harness in place around her hips and over her naked crotch. "In fact, when you do it- it's damn near an artform."

... coming soonish maybe???

×××

Stained Sheets 14

"I just have no idea how you can watch it and not want to know what it's leading to. There's all these little hints that you aren't picking up on…"

You flung your hand up into the air in front of your boyfriend's face. "Swear to God, Damiano if you try to tell me one more fuckin' spoiler."

He grinned. "That sounds like a threat. What're you gonna do, what are you gonna do?" He was bouncing up onto the balls of his feet, all of his attention on you as he delighted in this teasing.

It was like the rest of the party had faded away and it was just the two of you joking around, playing as you would in your home. "I'm gonna write my letter of resignation from Kinky Kittens LLC."

He gasped, putting a hand to his heart. "My secretary, the best secretary I've ever known and I'm gonna lose you over spoilers from a TV show that ended more than ten years ago?"

"I don't care how long ago it ended, you asked me to watch it with you, you said it'd be a cute, fun thing for us to do together, you love when we share stuff like shows and movies, and I do too. And this is how I watch shows, baby- spoiler-free. Why can't you let me watch it my way, I'm happy this way."

It was tempting to suggest to him that you blow off the rest of this event and go back to the hotel room, where you had been continuously getting drawn into stretches of watching one episode of Lost after another. You had been stopped short of reaching the finale of season four, needing to get ready for Måneskin's appearance at another Gucci publicity event.

"Do you think that I'm not literally dying to find out what happened to Claire?"

"Oh, I know you are. You blew my hearing out when Sawyer found the baby in the jungle, but then it wasn't enough to yell, you had to throw three pillows at the TV when they didn't find her by the end of that episode."

You rolled your eyes at him, adopting a sarcastic tone. "And you're never dramatic."

"I can tell you what happens." He said. "I can even tell you how you're gonna feel."

"No. 'Cause I'm gonna feel that at an even higher degree when I'm surprised by seeing it myself." You said. "I'm serious, I'm gonna go to HR and get the resignation paperwork drawn up, I'm doing it Damiano…" You started to back away from him. "I'm doing it right now."

Before you could get too far, someone was brushing against you and your momentum was broken. You turned to where a tall, blonde woman smiled awkwardly at you, before instantly offering a wider smile to Damiano. She stepped towards him, her hand extended.

"Hi, I have been literally dying to meet you." She said - this wasn't the first time you had heard someone say something to this effect to him tonight.

Although he returned her smile, his eyes moved behind her, not wanting to lose you in this crowd of strangers. You moved to the side, her face seemed familiar, but not in a way that made you think of any names. You sipped your champagne, listening to him trading pleasantries with this woman. You guessed she was a model, as most of the people at this party were. Your eyes moved over the crowd, wondering where your friends were (Thomas was wearing a giant hat - surely, he should be easy to find), as you awaited your cue.

"Can I get a photo?" She asked.

You turned back around, smiling in a way that was similar to how you would greet clients at work. He held a hand out toward you because she didn't have an assistant or anyone with her. "Would you like for my- my girlfriend is a fantastic photographer."

You kept the eyeroll to yourself as she looked at you, a beaming smile that could probably sell a lot of products to Instagram followers. "That would be amazing."

She handed her phone to you and you held it up, as steady as possible. As you had many times tonight, you took a handful of photos, watching the immaculately-presented woman move in a little closer to him each time.

"Thank you." She said, but she didn't check these over because she didn't have any concerns of the capturing of a bad angle. "I have to say, I cannot believe that you are really out here, wearing a Vivienne Westwood necklace at a Gucci party." His hand went to the gold charm hanging at the open-collar of his shirt and she laughed. "That's gotta be against the rules, right?"

"Oh, but what do I care about rules, I'm a punk." He said. "Besides, how do you know that it's Westwood? Have you considered that this could be a brand new Gucci design and potentially you've not seen it yet?"

"Don't even try that. I am obsessed with Westwood, I know that crest as well as I know the back of my hand, okay? I have that crest tattooed right here…" The model's hands went to the bottom of her latex bandeau-style top and she peeled it up an inch or so, exposing more of her under-bust area.

You saw your boyfriend's eyes quickly dart away and he was reaching a hand out for you, which you grabbed with your own.

"Well don't tell anyone, but it's not just that I'm not wearing a Gucci necklace…" He said and you were relieved when she rolled her top back down. "I'm also not wearing Gucci cologne, she's definitely not wearing Gucci perfume either."

"Guilty." You said with a shrug.

"Wow, you know I was gonna talk to security about getting you escorted out of the party, but after that, maybe you need to be deported." She said before laughing. "It was so nice meeting you."

"Oh my God, it was amazing to meet you." He said.

You waited until the model was gone, you and your boyfriend turning back to face each other. "And who was that amazing person you just met?"

A thoughtful look came onto his face and he sucked at the inside of his cheek. "Um, she's that chick from- well, wasn't she on an episode of Drag Race, she was one of those really bland guest judges, right? Like, she said yas once and you could tell someone had told her to say it for the show 'cause she'd never said it before in her life."

also coming soonish- before the end of may at the very latest

[epicsmol101]

Slendytubbies A Story Rewritten Official Story Chapter 1!! (Part 3)

Warning!! Please DO NOT copy, claim, or use anything used in this without permission please!! BY THE WAY THIS CHAPTER IS DARK AND IS KINDA SPOOF SO BE CAREFUL

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Instead of resting Tinky stretched and the bones in his back cracked a bit. He waited for everyone to sleep to walk up to the custard machine. He looked at it and sighed sadly "what have I done?..." he muttered before getting a shiver down his spine. Something was there with him, and that something didn't like that Tinky felt bad. Tinky started to feel a little ill and his stomach was starting to feel like it was twisting into knots due to his fear raising and feeling ill. He decided to do something he knew would help, the tall tubby as quietly as possible went searching until he found what he was looking for, Po's toolbox. He reached inside the metal box and grabbed a wrench. He stared at it and muttered "this will make it go away. I hope...." he than walked to the custard machine and destroyed its custard tank along with some other components that would make it able to be fixed.

The noise Tinky made caused Po to wake up, she sat up and saw Tinky, instantly she gasped "Tinky- what was that for? Why did you break the machine?" Tinky glanced at Po before looking at the door. "Tinky please tell me what's wrong?" Tinky did a small shudder before making a low sound almost like a gurgly growl than walking outside. Po had out of confusion and shock just sat there for a moment before getting out of bed, she had thought to see if she can find anything to help her understand what was going on.

Tinky as he was walking started to stagger, his head was spinning and he wasn't feeling like himself. He got the urge to cough slowly creep up his throat before he felt a sharp pain on the back of his neck. A cold feeling came from this and spread across his body before the pain subsided and he started to actually cough, something was happening to him and he didn't know what was going on but he wasn't going to let it take over him. He got up shakily and ran as best as he could to the beach where he knew was far from the house. The second he stepped onto the cold sand he collapsed and coughed more and more until he noticed his hand, there was blood, and custard? He didn't believe it but it was a mix of custard it clearly isn't normal since it was thinner than normal custard. His vision started to blur more and more as his stomach filled with pain, tears ran down his face as he didn't know what was going on and it hurt so much. "Po... Dipsy.... L-Laa...La.." he muttered trying to call out for someone but his voice was soft and shaky. Eventually he saw a figure loom above him with a familiar face beside it "Finish him off." NooNoo commanded before the figure pulled out a gun. Tinky begged as best as he could before it was too late, the gun went off and he felt the pain get cold, his body. He couldn't feel his body, this made him panic but, he couldn't talk, or move, or do anything. He noticed that his fur started to get darker and his skin turned pale to a soft grey, his tears turned black and as much as he could try to fight. Nothing worked and he had no control over himself.

~~Meanwhile at the house~~

Po grabbed a flashlight and decided not to wake up the others. She had a feeling it was best, She also grabbed her wrench just in case there was a animal or something dangerous. Her stomach started to turn out of anxiety and something else, she assumed everyone was just coming down with a cold or something so she ignored it and went to the door, it was shut. The automatic system must have shut and locked the doors and she didn’t want to turn on the power and wake up the others so she snuck out the slide and once she was off the roof of the house she walked around with the flashlight on. "Tinky!!" Po called out "Tinky come on it’s late lets get home!" Po assumed Tinky was sleepwalking or was upset so hoped she could find him and cheer him up. This wasn’t the case when she ended up at the main fork in the path “Hm... Where should I go?..” She muttered, it took her a minute to than decide to head on over to Dipsy’s favourite tree. It was a tall tree in a clearing with a path around it, she looked around only to find a custard? She looked at it “How did a custard get here?” she said before picking it up”It’s good to eat food off the ground so imma just put it up higher so the animals don’t get sick” She placed the custard up in the tree.  After the custard was in the tree Po searched around the area for her friend before she got a cold chill. She shivered than headed back to the main path “There’s no way he is at the cave, so im not gonna go that way. We aren’t allowed there anyways, its too dangerous.” Po said to herself, she thought since she had no one else to talk too there wouldn’t be a problem if she had a bit of a chat on her own. Eventually she got to the beach and she saw Tinky standing staring at the water quietly. “Tinky!” Po exclaimed excitedly, without a single fear anymore in her conscious she stepped towards her purple friend. Tinky had glanced over his shoulder but he didn’t say a word, Po noticed almost immediately and took a step back “Tinky?...” She said as fear started to show up, her heartbeat slowly quickened and Tinky smiled and turned around quickly and grabbed Po. Tears ran down his face and he hugged her before saying “Po get everyone and get out of here go through the caves its not sa-” He moved away and held his head, Po wasn’t sure what to do “But Tinky, Clearly you're not feeling well. We should get you home.” Tinky grabbed her once more this time with his eyes slowly becoming grey than black and he said with a nervous laugh “Y- You don’t understand. You need to leave NOW!” This frightened Po and she backed up nervously as she held her wrench tightly in her grip. Tinky walked a bit away not facing her as he mumbled to himself quietly but in a way that really didn’t sound sane. Po tried to move but mentally she felt like she couldn’t, The muttering stopped and Tinky’s arms dropped. As fear rose up inside Po she anxiously stepped forward to only have Tinky spin around and try to grab her, his eyes were black and his mouth was wide with custard dripping out of the side of his mouth, black tar like tears dripped down his face and stained his skin. Po screamed and swung the wrench making a crunch sound as it hit his arm. Tinky winced and growled but when he stood up Po was running towards the house. The figure and NooNoo showed up from behind a tree “Don’t  go after her. Go for the others, im sure you can get there before Po.” The figure from before said and Tinky nodded before disappearing, The figure than turned to NooNoo. “Well, You know what you have to do.” NooNoo didn’t say a word but headed on his way to where he had to go.

[baby-fites]

NSFW hc female reader w tamaki? their first time! thank u

aaaAAAAA yesss ok it’s hcs not a fic but it got. long im so sorry dfghjk

-This angel is so, so, SO nervous, but nervous is different then scared. This would be at least a few months into the relationship, and by now he’d at least be able to feel safe and comfortable around her.

-They’ve probably gotten slightly heated before but uh. Imma be real with you chief he’s been too anxious to keep it up before now. This time though he’s determined!

-His girlfriend would absolutely need to take the reigns, and would probably end up on top so he’d stop asking if he was putting to much weight on her or making her uncomfortable every five seconds.

-He stutters so much and his blush goes all the way up to the tips of his ears but this is also the farthest they’ve gotten and he’s so hard it almost Hurts.

-Genuinely whimpers when she gets her top off and his hands keep twitching until she guides them up to touch her. 

-His entire body is shaking by the time she gets his shirt off and it takes every ounce of courage he has to stop her when she goes for his pants. When he finally manages the “W-Wait-!” she assumes he wants to stop and starts telling him it’s ok to do something else they don’t need to have sex. He’s quick to say that that isn’t it but it takes him a few tries and a lot of deep breaths before he can, while staring off to the side at the wall next to them, ask if he can eat her out.

-She says he doesn’t have to do something he’s not comfortable with and he looks bummed out as fuck thinking she just doesn’t want him to, she tilts his head to look at her like “Tamaki, Is that something you want?” and he literally whines out a yes.

-Once he’s actually between her legs he’s frozen because she’s looking at him and god that’s embarrassing and he accidentally blurts out “don’t look at me” super bluntly before blushing even harder and shoving his head into his hands because “I-I’m sorry- I’m sorry I just can’t- c- cant do it with you… looking.” She says that’s perfectly ok and promises not to before laying back and staring at the ceiling.

-That’s when it gets good. He’s still nervous and embarrassed but there’s less pressure on him, he can take a deep breath and get into a zone of semi-comfort, and once he does… hoooo boy does he eat out like a fucking champ. What he lacks in experience he makes up for in the need to please, he pays attention to her reactions and his tongue works absolute wonders. The only problem is how often he pulls back to ask if he’s doing alright. 

-May accidentally edge her a few times that way but she can’t get too frustrated with him because he just… looks so desperate to do well for her, and he IS doing well for her, and he deserves to know.

-Eventually she cums with her legs wrapped around his head and her hands in his hair, holding him close so he doesn’t even think about stopping to ask.

-He’d be ready to take a cold shower if she were done but it’s not over with that easy, she drags him up by the hair as gently as her shaking hands can and kisses him so passionately his head spins. 

-He barely notices she’s flipped him again until she gets his pants down, but the second his cock is free he’s shivering he’s so overwhelmed. She doesn’t need to do this if she doesn’t want he probably wasn’t even that good and doesn’t really deserve it- He’s talking himself in nervous circles and she’s having none of it.

-He’s already painfully hard and leaking precum and the second she slides the condom down onto him he yelps from how sensitive he is and ok ok he wants it he really wants it.

-Practically hyperventilating when she sinks down on his dick, he’s nervous and sensitive and trying really hard not to buck his hips because that’s what his body desperately wants to do.

-Every exhale is a whine once he’s all the way in and he’s a stammering mess of pleas and her name and jumbled curses and then she starts moving.

-He loves her, he loves her so much and his voice is shaking as he practically wails that fact out loud, he’s tearing up and his face is buried in her shoulder. He can’t keep his hips still and he’s close, so close and he’s so sorry he’s so fucking sorry he can’t- he can’t he’s gonna cum.

-All it take’s is a quiet “It’s ok baby, I love you so much” from her and he’s sobbing, his thrusts are sloppy and he knows he’s finishing way too soon but she’s holding him all the way through it, telling him it’s ok and she loves him and doesn’t he feel so much better letting it out?

-He cries into her shoulder for awhile, even after pulling out and letting her throw away the condom. He’s still embarrassed and apologetic but most of all just, emotionally vulnerable. Tells her he understands if she never wants it again and is genuinely surprised at assurance that she does. He doesn’t stop cuddling into her the entire night though, he really doesn’t want to let go.